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I'm probably gay, right?

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19, Kinda feel like I'm straight but maybe i'm just delusional..

> kinda not into guys i guess before

>find girls kinda attractive, but not the vagina at all. can never seem to make any emotional attraction to them.

>2 years ago start to feel or maybe just not block out attraction to men

>predominantly look at gay porn since, kinda pussied out about that, quit porn, attraction didn't go away.

>actively tried to suck someone's dick one time

>actively imagine myself with a guy, not a woman

I think I might be gay but I don't want to accept it. Too scared of what my parents might think. Also scared of being emasculated from getting fucked like a girl.

Also pretty insecure because I was constantly bullied back in high school called gay frequently and the like.

Fuck.
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same exact thing happened to me
you're gay, just accept it. you should be happen, you don't have to deal with women lmao
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>>7451493
*be happy
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>>7451493

eh, still frightened at what my parents would think.
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>>7451594
are your parents religious/conservative?
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>>7451700

dad isn't far from socially conervative, usually just goes with the flow.

mom is super religious though, but i feel she'd get over it.

scared of having to look my dad in the eyes and tell him i'm gay though.
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>>7451705

*is far from socially conservative
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>>7451461
>>find girls kinda attractive, but not the vagina at all. can never seem to make any emotional attraction to them.
I'm straight and I feel this way for the most part. You should test the water more before you go full fledged. Find a girl on tinder and see what happens.
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>>7451722

tried before. can never make a actual connection
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>>7451461
the least masculine thing you can do is suppress your sexual desires because of society's bullshit/what other people think. You're a faggot, congratulations and welcome to the master race. don't delay the inevitable and waste your youth. Just because other fags act retarded doesnt mean you have to either. Just be yourself just the version of you that sucks dick
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>>7451461
If you have a gay friend, open up to them about it. Chances are they've been through the exact feelings you're describing - even if you don't want anything to happen between y'all.

From my experience with this, most gay guys that aren't totally faggoty/campy are very willing to help people through this and being secretive about it.


Plus getting it off your chest feels infinitely better than letting it fester and telling people online
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>>7451722
>>7451753
I was in the same boat as you two. I never knew i was attracted to guys till i had to clean my coworkers boots off at work, and got really "excited" holding his feet while spraying them off. Then, i realized i was bored of women. I had a bunch of crushes but they never went anywhere, and the more i got to know them, the more boring they got. So i went out and got a gf and lost my virginity, she said the sex was amazing but i only came twice. Broke up with her becouse she was disgusting sometimes in bed (trying to kiss me after she just ate ect.). My entire relationship with her was boring, but she seemed extremely attached to me.

So yea, i know of 1, maybe 2 girls i've ever been able to connect with in my life, but i actually feel emotionally drawn to guys sometimes. Romance is boring with girls, but with a guy it seems fun - and i even start to 'feel' those strange butterfly feelings i used to get about girls.

Plus my dad (who left the country till i was 18 to avoid child support) is the biggest bible thumper i've ever met. So ill just get a wife and have a man on the side or something. Maybe sh'ell get off to it or something. Plus i want kids.
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>>7451461
I came here because I saw a Sisters of Mercy pic

Good taste anon, nice to see a 19yr old that has it.

Anyway look dude don't worry about what your sexuality is, okay? Whoever you find attractive, whoever makes you happy. Your subconscious knows what it wants so just relax. Maybe you like men, maybe you like women, maybe you like both! It's all good.
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>>7451767

good point
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