• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
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• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
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• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous: >>7449442
>wake up
>hate self
>try to fix self
>feel better
>go to sleep
>wake up
>hate self
how do I stop this
>when you post yourself for the first time in forever and someone says you need ffs
Time to detrans.
>>7450335
Because it's fun to mock the devil who tried to drag me to hell
Oh boy its time for another episode of "crippling dysphoria with hanna"
>>7450361
people will say that about just about anyone
whats wrong with getting ffs at some point?
>>7450363
and you're that hung up about it
>>7450370
Look at my hairy swollen feet.
Now feel better
>>7450363
CANT WAKE UP
What exfoliating scrubs do you use for your bod?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx7qyvzPknw
>>7450379
WAK ME UP!
>>7450380
Your mom's razor sharp tiger tongue
>>7450378
Mine are grosser, are all vainy
>>7450355
What is the drug that is supposed to inhibit boob formation? Many body builders take it.
>>7450385
My mom doesn't lick your body Valq stop!
>tfw Reddit called my suburb "an irredeemable shithole"
;_;
>>7450378
>tfw i have muscley man legs
you can see the blue veins and everything
>>7450388
I've definitely read about it on femgen, I think it starts with an f (finastride?)
I'm scared to take all these different drugs without like a doctor or anything though..it just seems a bit extreme
will doctors really prescribe it for trannies that want to slow/stop boob growth?
>when you realize the true reason why they stopped talking to you
Yeah I would've stopped talking to me too.
>go to passgen
>nobody passes
Really makes you think....
>>7450396
>Tfw my junior high is ranked the 4th worst school in the contry
>>7450400
Women have veins
Women have penises
>>7450412
And balls
>>7450412
only some
>>7450409
Doubtful.
>>7450388
SERMs. Raloxifene, clomifen, tamoxifen, that kind of stuff.
>>7450417
>Women are actually filled with a series of empty cellulose chambers that wick blood
>>7450409
true, but i have Manly ass legs!
result of cycling everywhere as a kid
>>7450411
>pic related
papa putin will purify me
>>7450414
Its better now that youre here
school has literally saved my life
its given me something to work toward, and I'm seriously ecstatic about the grades and work I've been doing
looking at my final scores just makes me so happy, I love it so much
I bet starting hrt has helped too
I'm just so happy the way my life is going right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzPuXDt12ug
Is this our song?
>>7450427
POST BUTTE!!!!!!!
>>7450430
N-nessie pls I'd need to shave first
Also not in public anyway!!!
>>7450429
why is that pic so hot?
>>7450414
self improvement is nice, but for some reason I keep finding new reasons to hate myself every morning
>>7450437
Because it feels good to be like that
>>7450429
I don't think toobs is for lewd
>>7450437
Because sex.
redpill me on lauren
>>7450448
H-huh? I only have one butte
>>7450444
Toobie is for love, lewd and life.
>>7450445
true!
>>7450449
she's adorable!!!
>>7450450
but you have things saved do you knot?
>>7450428
me on the left
>>7450424
i'm glad to hear that ^^
is your bf with you right now? make sure you're getting a nice amount of huggs when you're feeling sad
>>7450440
dysphoria does that
maybe every morning focus on what you've improved on
you can feel a nice sense of accomplishment to maybe distract you from being so critical of other aspects
>>7450429
No, this is our song. Listen to the fucking lyrics.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAB5W9JGxfU
gm
how are yall
hospital in 14 hours
>>7450453
Literally just yours on my phone.
>>7450457
bueno
>>7450449
She is a trip who posts here. Sometimes she makes good posts and sometimes she makes bad posts.
>>7450448
I grew up in a new country every few years. I have no nationality and have met many lesbians and bums who tell me to chin up and stay smiling, it suits my face and is a smile that could make anyone forgive the biggest accident. I suffered from Amnesia and have been coping with my memories of a male pueberty I was going through with no awareness to myself, autism lmao. I really love childrens toys, the more Kinder/BlindBag/Shokugan/Gashapon/Action-Dolls
>>7450429
not bad at all
>>7450460
you almost make a girl feel special :3
>>7450407
>tfw my local driving test centre got voted the worst in the entire country
what are the chances really?
>>7450455
oy vey
>>7450460
Stop fraternising with the enemy...
>>7450466
i can kind of relate to that :)
>>7450457
I am tired and flipping through the pics I have saved to my /x/ folder. I have everything from horror movie screencaps to abandoned places to unsettling pictures and crime scene photography, and then dumb shit like an orangutan in a bathtub and Hitler shaking a Grey's hand. Also, Jesus shooting UFOs down with his laser eyes. I love /x/. How are you?
>>7450470
Even on my pc yours is one of the 3 buttes I have next to Grace's and Elsa's lmao
If you'd order me to post my own butte often enough I'd probably do that too though
have you started smelling different?
about how long on hrt did it take?
>>7450472
>it would be nice to start over again, before we were men
Hits me right there.
wtf there's like a technique to blowdrying your hair and shit?
ive been airdrying for years how do i do this i want nice hair
>>7450473
Look lad if we assume I am cis I am top chaser
If not I am transbian
Now I know you want to assume I am cis so please just still let me flirt with qt trannies
>>7450481
im embarrassed nao :3
>>7450489
what's the technique?
>>7450492
uwu don't be
It's good!
>>7450484
6 months or so, the difference in smell is sweating less, because estrogen raises the threshold it takes to sweat
>>7450494
they're pulling like brushes and creams and shit into the mix
>>7450495
naw!
>>7450508
Ur butte is
Pls give slightly embarrassing orders for me to follow starting tomorrow
>>7450502
I get brushes but creams, what? how do you use creams with blow drying?
>>7450513
post butte at will....
>>7450478
why do people browse /x/?
Night nessie and the rest <3
>>7450516
i dont know!!
>>7450519
;___; gnite
>>7450401
Not fin, that would help.
Are veiny arms a bad thing? How do I stop this?
>>7450518
If you have to ask, you probably wouldn't understand. Occasionally people post good content. I just check when I come on 4chan to see if it's the usual shitposting or whatever. The best threads are the "deep sea/thalassophobia" ones, the "tell your paranormal experiences" ones, and the "unsettling images" ones. Also "abandoned places." All the other threads are pretty much shit. Sometimes I like to get tarot readings there or have somebody "read my aura," too, just for fun.
>>7450521
apparently there's sprays too, this is all too confusing ;-;
>>7450531
wow, what a bad ass
>>7450533
No, just no, it's always bullshit, always. The few times I've been there once they managed to mistake the sun for an alien spaceship.
>>7450531
The one stat stick out, will tend to get covered with the feminine fat layer.
>>7450536
i know! D:
someone please help us! help us get pretty girl hair!
>>7450541
>stat
that
>>7450496
...And women smelling softer.
Boys stink even when they're clean
>>7450546
Fat
>>7450531
>that picture
Hmm, I'm just gonna kill myself now
>>7450546
Where can I find some of this feminine fat?
>"washing my hair is oppression!"
Fucking feminists I swear
>>7450554
Nutella.
>>7450559
how brave
sup sluts
why does my urethra burn after i make cummies
>>7450559
why? just why?
>>7450491
Permitted...
>>7450559
Actually, not washing your hair every day is a good idea if you want to keep it nice but some girls are realizing this just now and making a big deal of it.
>>7450539
The original content is great on /x/. I don't know what you're talking about. Sometimes it's just nice to look at unsettling and creepy pictures, no matter what the source is, too. I like hearing other peoples' stories of their experiences with cryptids, the paranormal, extraterrestrials, and scary people. You have to sort through the bullshit to get to the good stuff, and even then it takes a certain kind of person to appreciate it. It just doesn't jive with some people, and that's okay, but don't put it down just because it's not your thing.
>>7450562
SAP chola
>>7450562
heya
>>7450566
because they ran out of easy ways to "make a difference"
i don't understand why these people don't put their protesting efforts toward something more meaningful
>>7450562
I'm not a slut. I'm monogamous and faithful!
>>7450565
.. do you use like shampoo or something?
could be whatever you're using as lube
>>7450571
ok if you're not taking it seriously then good for you
>>7450578
i don't use lube
>>7450575
Like protesting your lies.
What happened to all the cool trips?
>>7450559
You went to a section of a website known for this, what did you expect?
>>7450559
>work hard as fuck to be even a little pretty at my best
>cis girls are doing this
fuck why fuck
>>7450562
HOW VERY DARE YOU?!?!!!!
I'm an English lady!
>>7450583
YOU are the liar!!
>>7450594
Look at that picture. Look at the blatant lie. You should be ASHAMED.
>>7450562
Can't be a slut if I'm a virgin! [spoiler]heh ;_;[/spoiler]
>tfw my /sci/ thread got 300 replies
>>7450581
Thats your problem Shakira. You need to lighten up and come clubbing with me on mew years.
Side effects in males resulting directly from the antiandrogen and antigonadotropic properties of CPA include physical demasculinization, gynecomastia (breast enlargement) and general physical feminization, breast pain/tenderness, galactorrhea (milk outflow), sexual dysfunction (including loss of libido and erectile dysfunction), impaired spermatogenesis, and reversible infertility. In the treatment of men with prostate cancer, CPA has been described as causing "severe" suppression of libido and erectile potency, comparable to that seen with surgical castration. Due to suppression of the production of estrogens, long-term use of high-dose CPA without concomitant estrogen therapy can result in the development of osteoporosis in both sexes.
according to my schedule so far, today would be a night to run
i dont really feel like it though, im quite exhausted from today
>>7450614
I tried running today but my legs hurt too much, sometimes it's better to skip it
>>7450614
>>7450620
that madwoman! she'll get calluses!
>>7450614
should I get into cardio? what do I get out of it?
>>7450618
yeah idk
my legs hurt as it is rn
im very tired because i didnt really sleep
im just
really worn out and weak today
>>7450620
i wish i looked that good while i run
>>7450630
yes you should
you get a bunch of physical health benefits
it helps you look better too
and you feel great after you do it
and then you get some confidence and pride in yourself that you actually exercise regularly
>>7450630
improved mental and physical health
>>7450638
>it helps you look better too
how so?
>>7450630
definitely, helps dysphoria a lot and makes you feel better about yourself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRhKGfjV7jg
>repress trangenderism
>win
>now release i have to repress homosexuality
Dang it
>tfw so self conscious and dysphoric you can't even leave the house to get last minute groceries for christmas eve
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>7450643
You burn calories so you lose weight
I think it helps build your core
Nicer legs
Nicer glutes
I'm in it for the cardio health but the looking better is a nice bonus
Ace Combat 6 is FUN
>>7450650
>lose weight
skeltal already
>I think it helps build your core
not sure what that mean
>Nicer legs
>Nicer glutes
sounds nice
hmm bdsm is quite arousing
>>7450582
oh. Could be hrt?
I've heard of erection pains, but idk
>>7450660
is bdsm as common as rainbow thigh high socks for trannies?
>>7450653
You're beautiful too! :3
>>7450650
I'm just a smidge overweight (like BMI 26.5), and if I get to a healthy weight for my height my manribs will be visible. I'd rather have a bit of tummy pudge to hide that... I would give anything to be cis so I could get really fit and still look normal.
>>7450666
idk
Jesus waxing hurts so bad!
>>7450609
Calcium & E bby
>>7450653
i might be a slut! but i'm an independent slut!
>>7450656
>not sure what that mean
abs
and idk i havent actually looked it up
i just know its better for my heart and endurance which need improvement and as i do physical stuff i need to run fast
>>7450669
I'm a little worried about my ribs but I think they're okay. I hope they're okay.
God my torso is ugly.
>>7450676
epilating is worse b
I'd just like to tell you all that life is too painful and I wish it would stop
>>7450683
I wanna try that, how much does it hurt? I'm an absolute bitch when it comes to pain
>>7450686
Ghost in the Shell comes out this Spring. After that idk what I'll do
how do i know if i really want to kill myself or if i'm just bored?
>>7450686
what ails you friend?
>>7450691
Is there a difference?
>>7450679
sure thing, babe.
you're free to do your own thing, if it includes me
oh damn. My eyes are watering in bed
>>7450688
Imagine waxing hair by hair, going over the same spot again and again to make sure you got all of the hair out but always finding one stray fucker and having to go over your entire leg again JUST TO MAKE SURE. It's hell desu, I had to stop and go back to shaving.
>>7450689
I've heard it's not too bad at first but can get pretty sore over time. I haven't heard of any cases of it being unbearably painful.
Spiro mixed into syrup gave me an awful headache and belly ache.
but shit it's worth it
>>7450681
>God my torso is ugly.
Mine is too. I try and console myself that at least I have a great waist and bum.
>>7450683
>>7450688
Epilating is probably what it feels like to be eaten alive by hundreds of angry insects.
>>7450689
>anyone know what laser is like?
Imagine getting flicked with a strong elastic band repeatedly. Each pulse of the laser builds on the pain from the previous. Also, it leaves you red, swollen and feeling sunburnt. It was mostly manageable on my face but upper lip was pure agony and I could barely breathe because the cold air blower was going up my nose :(
>>7450711
I was wondering more about how much of a area can be done at a time.
I don't care if it hurts
>>7450710
I think it's probably just raining anon
>>7450713
>to be eaten alive by hundreds of angry insects.
now that that image is in my mind, I'm never touching an epilator
>>7450690
>actually being hype for that.
wow, Idk, don't think it's healthy to hedge your happiness on a guaranteed disaster
>>7450713
I just have a bum...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DXxetVrW10
thoughts?
>>7450712
why syrup? codeine? aunt jemimah?
Will taking mones w/ Mrs.butterworths make me cuter??
>>7450698
I'm gross
>>7450713
I'm not doing my face, I'm doing my body since shaving is difficult with my hair type, my face is getting electro about every week
>>7450724
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNtySt6Fg30
Basically this
>>7450724
what the fuck is he doing
>>7450724
Gas chamber.
>>7450724
make them stop, this is why they hate us
>Guy I've been talking to hasn't really said anything in 2 days
>Message him to ask if he still wants to talk
>Get response within the minute apologizing for being busy
Dammit, now I feel horrible and clingy, this is why I never talk to people...
>>7450724
>the doctor takes a guess about gender
holy shit please kill me
>>7450724
First time in a while a video on the internet has actually made me gag
>>7450724
this is why I haven't come out, because this is the idea people have about trans people
jesus christ it's terrible
>>7450724
>doctors determine gender
no, it's SEX
if you trip over basic terminology like that, don't ever berate medical professionals
>>7450743
I can't deal with shaving so most of my body probably, I'm getting it done at a hospital after I saw dermatologist about my skin
got my earsp ierced today
they didnt believe it was me in my id
wearing mens clothes and lazy voicing still doesnt get people to gender me male
i think im ok with that
>>7450584
they became too cool for us
>>7450758
looks cool
>>7450758
did it hurt
>>7450705
i just want to feel appreciated
>>7450758
I want this
>>7450724
why they gotta blame the doctor tho?
and why do they always get the weirdest outliers to represent us?
>>7450758
$4,000,000 and you can't even get diamond studs
>>7450754
I didn't watch the video but doctors do determine gender, they look at your sex and assume you are cisgender.
>>7450455
i really like this song, it's added to my playlist
>>7450758
i like it
i wanna get some sort of piercing because the jewelry can be really pretty
>>7450758
You would look like a cute gay guy if not for your brows and lips, they make you unmistakable for a cute girl.
>>7450758
good job isla, I'd be too scared to do that
>>7450771
S O C I A L
C O N S T R U C T
>>7450771
it's not doctors that do that, it's everybody
if I see a woman in the street, I won't demand to see her GP before deciding on calling her 'sir' or 'miss'
>>7450771
the doctors are correct over 99% of the time
kind of a weird perspective to say the doctors are wrong
>>7450727
Chocolate syrup.
My esophagus is injured and i can't swallow spiro pills.
>>7450764
not really at all
what hurt was when she put the actual earring in
not the piercing
>>7450762
thanks!!
>>7450767
which part
>>7450770
if you give me $4,000,000 i will gladly get diamond studs.
As for now I could only afford $50 ones.
>>7450775
yeah i like piercings
>>7450776
im glad you think so ^_^
>>7450777
the piercings?
>>7450771
doctor =/= sociologist
they're only interested in physical sex
gender is irrelevant to everybody but snowflakes
>>7450794
yes
i love you guys (femmel)
i just want everyone to be happy
>>7450794
There are starving kids in Africa and you are pretending to be poor for fun.
>>7450785
We can only fucking hope that happens
>>7450798
they are fun ^_^
>>7450794
the pierced ears and being pretty
>>7450794
how bad was that pain?
>>7450746
/pol/ here, I clearly don't speak for the entire board but 'we' hate those kind of people, ''''normal'''' trannies we just think are mentally ill and need help, although we think it's degenerate as fuck to transition. Personally, I feel bad for anyone who has dysphoria.
>>7450814
Pol, I'm curious but what do you think of Blair white
>>7450814
People just trying to make life a little less unbearable for themselves, I don't have a problem with.
People trying to bully and guilt others into catering to their whims, they can swing for all I care.
>>7450814
>trannies we just think are mentally ill and need help, although we think it's degenerate as fuck to transition.
But the best help I've gotten was transitioning, now I'm trying to be a normal girl.
>>7450814
>degenerate to transition
but why discourage transition? they'll probably end up killing themselves or transitioning later if they don't
>>7450816
I haven't watched any of their videos, so it's hard to say. From what little I know about them they are one of the more mentally stable 'prominent' trans people around. At the very least, it's good that they say that children transitioning is child abuse, because it is.
>>7450814
Why is everyone a /pol/ member these days?
>>7450825
>At the very least, it's good that they say that children transitioning is child abuse, because it is.
Children don't really start an irreversible transition though, they use Testosterone blockers at puberty, which could be stopped at any time and their puberty would eventually catch back up. Later, around 16 or so, they'd begin Estrogen, and at that point they're a young adult and not a child.
>>7450814
I just want to be a cute girl, my current body causes me to throw up and feel ill and those people just make everything worse with their creepy actions
>>7450832
membership discount during christmas
Will estrogen make me bad at math?
>>7450821
>>7450820
I actually know quite a lot about the whole process compared to most of /pol/, I thought I was dysphoric (is that a word? if not, it is now) when I was younger but came to my senses. I even bought hormones and took them for a few months, before stopping. I think that trans people can take hormones etc., if it helps them, honestly - but it's still degenerate.
>>7450819
I totally understand why you want to make life less unbearable for yourselves, the main problem here of course is that the media and others push this ideology onto children and mentally unstable people, it's effectively eugenics on a large scale.
But anyway, I actually feel some kind of weird affection towards trans people, I can't really explain it - and no, it isn't fetishism or anything. I just genuinely feel like they need to be protected. Weird, I know.
>>7450838
I wonder if you are joking
I get free shit at the auto parts store I frequent because the guy knows I browse /pol/
Pretty sure he's gay though
>tfw forever boymode
I don't want to break his heart
>>7450814
yeah overall its pretty interesting what happened to my life
I wonder how much of this is imprinted in my brain from birth, and how much was influenced by the way I was treated as a child
the fact verbal and psychological turns me on really makes me think my childhood had a lot to with it...but who knows
>>7450844
>He's repressing
Predictable
>>7450832
I think that a small minority of /pol/ lurks here just to see some of the weird stuff that goes on here. For example, that thread here recently where there was a gay guy who went to one of those parties where they try to get AIDS.
>>7450847
*abuse
>>7450844
>But anyway, I actually feel some kind of weird affection towards trans people, I can't really explain it - and no, it isn't fetishism or anything. I just genuinely feel like they need to be protected. Weird, I know.
You're a guy, protecting small cute things is your role!
>>7450846
how did that ever come up
>>7450848
I wouldn't say that, I was influenced by a few too many people when I was a lot younger. You can brainwash almost anyone with varying degrees of success.
what is /mtfg/ listening to?
I've been serously thinking of changing my name irl to Chloe instead of Korra. Should I do it even though everyone knows me by Korra for a year now?
>>7450857
this, makes me happyface.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX2bE-OBtwk
>>7450857
this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7nN-xiBlGk
>>7450864
omg I love this song so much
>>7450857
https://youtu.be/ft12x0Ggzfs
how do I be cool and funny like Grace?
>>7450857
Against Me! is Reinventing Axl Rose
>>7450866
I guess we can be friends then.
>>7450857
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2SW_MWBa6w
This is where it's at.
80s synthpop is where it's at.
>>7450860
I didn't know your irl name was Korra.
>>7450870
But Grace isn't any of those things!
>>7450853
Yeah, I don't know. Probably because I can understand them. I wish I knew a trans person IRL. But being a mean /pol/tard doesn't lend itself well to making many trans friends.
>>7450874
Did someone say 80s synthpop?
>>7450857
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AM0PoLQBXCA
I missed Hips
nooooo
Hips are you still here
tfw ppl bully u in mtfg now ;(
>>7450877
hi grace c:
>>7450854
He was helping me read some codes off my car and I had my laptop out and my wallpaper at the time was a collage of awoo~ with trump hats on then he straight up just asked me since he's autistic as fuck.
>>7450876
yeah it's a really special snowflake spelling of an old timey name Cora
>>7450880
Well, anything that sounds vaguely synthish/80s nostalgia, although that track isn't actually synthpop. Great vibes.
>>7450884
here, have this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Q8UFDH0Ttw
>>7450844
You shoudlent have said that
>>7450857
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_XnLPoNTdM
>>7450885
nice xorolc
>>7450886
>tfw autistic as fuck
>too much to meet new people
>>7450860
Yes, Korra is a fucking stupid name
>>7450893
Which part?
>>7450879
I hope this isn't just a weird unconscious way of coping with repression or something!
If you're in IL come hang out with me
if not GL idk what to tell ya because I dont have friends either lol
>>7450881
You think that was clever huh?
Welll uhhhh
I dunno how to teach it, I'm just good at being flirty with guys online x.x
What year will it be this easy
>>7450885
hi pooks
whats up
>>7450857
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiqnk4jzlNs
>>7450893
The part where you said you thought you used to be trans
Leave now before they reopen that wound. Only I exist immune to this place.
>>7450899
im leaning towards actually changing it in all seriousness
>>7450896
haha good one
thanks
>>7450904
just playin some poe, browsin memes, talkin to BAE
wbu
>>7450902
long after we're all dead
im depressed about having to move on
my old life i over
>>7450901
I live in London, UK sorry. Would have been fun though - unless you ever come here on holiday/vacation anyway.
>>7450898
We autists gotta stick together, now if only I could get over social anxiety. I'm good 1on1 but anymore and it's catatonic-city.
Sometimes it helps though, I'm too dumb to read situations clearly but that's the shit people remember me for.
>>7450902
Artist? I can't read sigs ):
>>7450917
that's actually a really fucking pretty name
I'm sure people associate it with dem hips too
>>7450899
while we're at it, i-is Cynthia a fucking stupid name?
>>7450920
Where abouts?
is my name nice?
>>7450923
>good 1on1
how?
in a group, the odds that people will talk to you directly drop with every additional person
if it's 1on1 with somebody I know well, then fine
new people means lots of nerve
>>7450929
Honestly makes me think of old ladies, I wouldn't recommend it. Names like Charlotte/Laura etc. seem a lot more pretty etc. I'm the pol poster though so take from that what you will.
>>7450891
I wish I could make music like they do.
I'd have the biggest smile on my face all the time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOlpcJhNyDI
Captcha had me clicking all over a hillary campaign ad. Had a bit of a giggle over that but it's barely funny. Oh well!
is Vanessa a bad name? i likeed it when i was younger but i dont think it's what i want
>>7450932
I live on the border with Essex, but I can travel anywhere around the city in approx. 30 minutes.
>>7450936
FUCK YOU SHAKIRA YOU GODDAM OSTRICH. ITS NOT FUNNY HEARING A WHITE GIRL BEG FOR BLUNTS AND SAY SHE WANTS TO BE BLACK AT THE MICKEY DEES IN LESICESTER SQUARE NEAR THE LEGO SHOP
>only one answer
>everyone asking about their own name instead of feedback
i guess Chloe is shit then
>>7450936
It's not actually that bad where I live. I live (literally) 30 seconds walk away from a huge forest, so it's maximum comfy.
>>7450936
Oo reminds me, I just watched a documentary about the Islamic radicals in UK too
>>7450943
I don't. Sorry. I don't intend to be crushing or anything, what else have you considered?
>>7450944
Neat. You wanna meet up and talk about life? I won't bite.
>>7450950
Yeah Epping Forest, I know it.
>>7450949
Nope, not Havering. I live in Waltham Forest - Chingford to be exact.
>>7450946
Chloe is a good name, slightly neutral, but i knew a girl called chloe, minor bias
I've told my best friend about my trans feelings 2 years ago
I told him when I was drunk that I was going to start hrt
he still calls me 'man' all the time
like I almost feel its intention
its so fucking easy to just not say, its just a filler word
I'm not even asking for him to refer to me as 'she' or anything, but does he really have to call me 'man'?
it feels like an intentional insult
>>7450947
aww you're not dying!!!
play vidya c:
are you still working?
She says she misses you
she says she misses that ass honestly
>>7450949
Testing
>>7450957
I used to live in Leytonstone.
>>7450959
I already go by eva for short
>>7450952
ashley, or ashleigh
its all i have really
>>7450955
Can do, best way to exchange contact info? I'm nice really, I promise.
>>7450972
Kik: Jequin
skype : dedas.ret
Im in manchester until The 28
>>7450964
that sounds awful, you should make it clear that it's offensive
>>7450970
yeah i like that
i new a really nice girl named eva..
clearly it's a name for nice girls uwu
I'll try it out and see how I like it before I make a decision since this is a big deal.
a few of my girl friends have said korra is kinda old fashioned and out of style
>>7450964
/pol/ anon here, trust me when I say this - he's not saying it to insult you. He's doing it because in his mind he's remembering you being his (male) friend, and it feels too weird for him to call you by feminine pronouns etc. - it's like losing his friend, as silly as that might sound.
>>7450969
Spooky. Must be nice to have gotten out of that place - how's life wherever you live now?
>>7450967
>aww you're not dying!!!
Even if I got a comprehensive test that examined my entire body and said I wasn't I still wouldn't believe it lol
>play vidya c:
Overwatch might be a fun distraction, I gotta get the Christmas stuffs
>are you still working?
today or just in general?
>She says she misses you
Aw, really-
>she says she misses that ass honestly
Ah right, just memeing lol
>>7450935
my friends call me Cindy if that makes it sound any younger
>>7450981
at least I got one thing right
>>7450988
Yeah that's good, I blame people way back when just calling their kids the same names.
>>7450985
>/pol/ anon here
you son't have to stipulate that what you're saying might be controversial
these are trannies, controversy is like crack to them
>>7450986
just in general, I quit overwatch desu, got boringggg
The christmas stuff looks cute though
she giggled c:
tfw double date with gracey ~
>>7450985
It got worse, I'm in Wood Green now.
Leytonstone was actually quite nice when I lived there (nearly 20 years ago), had a village feel to it. Now.. oh boy.
Is Olivia a hon name?
>>7450971
Vanessa isn't a bad name I don't think. I've known a lot of gross ashleigh/asheys but I dunno.
>get bullied in mtfg now
more than deserved ^_^
>>7451001
>Is Olivia a hon name?
Yes, but it's a nice name and you can go by Liv which is qt as fug
>>7451004
or Livy, that's really qt
why did it all go so wrong
>>7450997
I still have fun with Overwatch, and I really like the theme
Overwatch gave me a huge helpful distraction from my hypochondria over the summer while I was still a NEET, I got to think about being a super hero instead of having imagined colon cancer!
>she giggled c:
Are you there rn or something?
>tfw double date with gracey ~
As if that ho would put on real pants and leave the house!
>>7450985
>it's like losing his friend, as silly as that might sound.
I guess I can understand that
but I'm not even asking for female pronouns, I just want him not to outright call me 'man'
I do appreciate your perspective and input
>>7450980
it makes me wish I hand't even said anything to him at all
he's also the only person I'm out to
I've literally dressed up and sucked his dick on multiple occasions too lmaoo
>>7451008
or Olive, but she's not a reindeer..
wait I don't mean to assume... I mean.. uh
>>7451002
it's just u tho >~<
>>7450984
are u chloe now
>>7451011
I wanna be a super hero!!
nooo just in call
I go on the 27th ~
>As if that ho would put on real pants and leave the house!
WEW
spicy
u got her there
I don't care about being "beautiful". I don't care if I die alone. I don't care that I'll never be a mother. I might've cared about all of this before, but at this point I just want to be able to if my life as undetected as possible.
What is it like to pass?
>>7450951
There are lots of radicals here, especially in the universities. Gov won't crack down because muh Islamophobia.
>>7451000
Ouch. Hope you can get out of there soon. Depending on what you do for a job, I honestly recommend my area.
>>7450912
Let me guess, someone found out it was an anime character and laughed at you?
>>7451017
yeah i might change it irl but I want to be sure I'm happy with it since I've been korra to everyone for a year now :c
>>7451018
feels like zero, normal
>>7451017
>I wanna be a super hero!!
what would ur power be
>nooo just in call
>I go on the 27th ~
What time should I be at the airport to pick you up
>u got her there
I got mad bantz for dayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
>>7451024
lol wut. no i was just thinking korra kinda feels impractical since it's so out of date and Chloe is a really cute normal name
>>7451016
Is Olive a reindeer name?
>>7451033
>Olive, the other reindeer
uh... DUH!
>>7451033
Prancer, Dasher, Dancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid, Donner, Blitzen, Rudolph
...no
>>7451030
2am ;~;
my power would be to be invisible I think
ever since i was little that's what I would've done
tfw Grace is a pro banterer
>>7451027
has it really been a year since you started transition?
time flies desu I remember when you were just starting
>>7450929
Yes.
>>7450917
YES, Jesus Christ
Okay, here's what you want to avoid.
>just taking the feminine form of your birthname
>stripperific names like Shaqueline or Champagne
>quirky names like Korra or Shakira
>over-the-top feminine suffixes like -ette, -elle, -ie or -ia, -ina, etc.
>a name you read off a list like "top 20 girl names for your birth year"
>literary names like Alice or Ayla
>names containing "man" like Samantha or Amanda
>>7451039
yeaaah it's already been 13 months :P
>>7451040
>>just taking the feminine form of your birthname
>>stripperific names like Shaqueline or Champagne
>>quirky names like Korra or Shakira
>>over-the-top feminine suffixes like -ette, -elle, -ie or -ia, -ina, etc.
>>a name you read off a list like "top 20 girl names for your birth year"
>>literary names like Alice or Ayla
>>names containing "man" like Samantha or Amanda
What's left?
>>7451039
>2am ;~;
aight gurl dw ill take you to a comfy bed
forreal? why do you wanna be invisible lol
i wanna fly
yea i get all sassy and hand out a few burns and then autism kicks back in and i forget idk what im doing and im not cool lol
>>7451037
My mom used to love this... I haven't seen it in years.
>>7451001
Olivia is traditional, maybe too much, not as much as Vanessa definitely but it is quite formal
idk, i'm a little allover the place
i just think i could be an ashely, or ashleig, i know it's not perfect, but i dont feel like shit about myself
>>7451040
This leaves you with like 5 names lol
Is Elizabeth okay?
>>7451040
I pass this test.
My name is in the top 10 most common names for my birth year, but I chose it myself, I didn't pick it off a list.
>>7451044
yay c:
>>7451047
tfw grace is gonna treat u like a princess
flying would be cool
invisible so I could steal stuff and idk
I wish I was invisible a lot
but gracey is always cool
she says she wants to bone down btw....
come over tmrw
>>7450929
I know a girl named Cynthia, her family is more old school and traditional so that's supposedly the culture behind the name these days.
>>7451047
>>7451063
>>7451040
>yes
I asked for this but I didn't ask for this
>>7451040
do you like my name anon
>>7451063
we're gonna have a princess party
but if you're invisible how can you steal my heart
wink
i'm not cool lol im a tranny spaghetti monster
Tell her to stop lying!
>>7451065
Pooks did you hear something? Musta been the wind I guess
im liking the feel of Chloe a lot more than korra ill probably make the change permanent
>>7451071
you are cool though
https://youtu.be/DUT5rEU6pqM
>>7451017
m o r e t h a n d e s e r v e d
>picking names of characters
>getting video game tattoos
>getting srs
we warned you
>>7451071
really cool
vanessa isnt a good name
>girlfriend doesn't want to come out to parnents
>wont let me come for Christmas
>buy them a card and movie tickets
>send her a pic of the tickets signed with my girl name
>she doesn't notice
>going to wait for her response to the inevitable "who is Faye? I thought you said this was a gift from jaye?"
>tfw have alibi
>>7451082
it's p gud. I have a friend named that and she's qt as h e c k
>>7451068
Well, Chingford might be dead but at least you can be in the city in around 20-25 minutes (overground station). So it makes stuff a little easier! Don't worry about your name btw.
Wow just looked this up.
For my birth year, my girl name is #10 while by deadname is like #200 something.
Elizabeth is like 12x more common than deadname lol
Guess I'm just a basic bitch then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7451084
your life is a sitcom
>>7451087
shakira shakira
>>7451076
okie ~
>>7451092
REEEEEEE
>>7451089
Elizabeth is a cute name though, I think it's been popular for centuries too.
>>7451085
i feel like i need to move on, im not a kid anymore, ive had that name since i was 15
>>7451078
hihi
>>7451074
>>7451079
I dont even have a proper pair of sunglasses tho
>>7451086
IM NOT
i didnt even notice that gosh you have good ears
if we cant both be princesses i wanna be the prince
>>7451097
hi
>>7451075
Shakira is a terrible singer idk why anyone likes her
>>7451102
good night
>>7451105
hugghugg nini
>>7451077
>make female video game characters
>play dungeons and dragons as a girl character
>dress up for Halloween as a joke
>get SRS because you ended up a girl
Slippery slope
>>7451089
wut, ayy lmao, I'm Elizabeth too!! I was the one asking about Tacoma a while back. My mom calls me Liz though
>tfw she said she would have named me Jasmine
dodged that bullet although, she tells me that my aunt "stole" the name for her own kid.
how many years should i be on estrogen before i decide whether it's right for me? i was going to wait for ten years but i'm not even at 8 and having doubts.
>>7451090
Life imitates art
>>7451087
What lesbian relationships
>>7451099
P.s. Your daughter is gay xoxo
>>7451110
dw you'll get your tea
and plenty of d
winkwinkwink
>>7451117
You should at least wait until you've found a boy and married him and settled into you perfect house together before seeing if it's right for you
>>7451114
谢谢
thank you
>>7451124
AaasasassssHHHHHHJ get out of my head demon
>.>
I did this after school
>>7451119
All relationships
>>7451128
WANNA FIND OUT WHAT ELSE IS SMOOTH
are purple tinted contact lenses agp?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_D3VFfhvs4
grace rn
>>7451133
All contact lenses that make your eyes huge and dead looking are agp
>>7451139
they're just tinted, its not like cosplay contacts
I just love the way purple looks on me, I like the idea of subtle purple in my eyes too
>>7451141
There's a wedding?
>>7451139
My eyes are already huge and dead am i agp?
>>7451137
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcJjMnHoIBI
me when i get pooks in bed
>>7451132
Graces tummy?
c:
>>7451145
being dead inside is about as trutrans as it gets imo
>>7451146
>>7451096
It's on a downward trend by actual numbers but it's rank has remained in the top 15 for much of its history except for the 40's and 50's. I think more people are naming their kids more diverse names so the ranks stay the same but the numbers decrease.
>>7451106
My brother loves her -_- it's terrible her voice is just awful. She has a really thick voice despite not being fat and the vibrato is comically strong.
>>7451112
>Jasmine
Are you black? Jk but yea I'm not fond of that either.
I was torn between Elizabeth, Christina, and Karissa but I settled finally as far as i can tell. I might change my mind again before actually using it in public...
>>7451109
Oh gosh I've already reached step 3 how do I get off the ride before the end?
>>7451149
Being trutrans sucks...
>>7451148
better come touch the tumtum before i make it all toned and stuff
or at least not as squishy lol
>>7451150
>mfw finished in anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRdxUFDoQe0
>>7451112
But yeah that's cool that's your name too :) its sort of a cool coincidence. I know it was a pretty common name anyway but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I've always liked it.
My mom would have named me Gabriella which is prob gonna be my middle name.
>>7451155
>>7451155
squishy is best
get chubby grace pls
pls
pls
pls
>>7451157
>tfw anon likes 'em bad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsUXAEzaC3Q
>>7451154
I <3 you lana
>>7451162
But running feels good and I wanna get into more physical activities
Plus I need to lose the male pattern chub before I should even consider being chubgrace
>>7451158
I'd be ok with being nb if it meant I could be less dead inside
>>7451165
Hugg anon :3
>>7451092
ouugrrhh baby when you talk like thaaarrt you maaake womern go wild!
>>7451153
No, my family is from Mexico, but I don't think I've ever seen a black girl with the name Jasmine before. I think my cousin is the only one I've ever met... now that I think about it.
Elizabeth sounds different enough in spanish though and I was surprised to hear it pronounced similarly in the girl with the dargon tattoo.
I almost went with Clarissa or Sabrina because I'm a huge fan of Melissa Joan Hart but my bfs little sister's name is Sabrina so I was like.. ugh I GUESS not.
>>7451164
>tfw grace is lewd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5X-Mrc2l1d0
/pol/ anon here, good night everyone. Have a good night/day/morning/evening/life.
is liking NFL football agp?
its pretty much my favorite thing right now
>>7451176
Nighty night, Anon.
>>7451167
>tfw you look in the mirror and realize your chub is distributed how a girl's would be
weird feel desu
>>7451184
My fat seems to be in my tumtum, thighs, and butt, and a little bit more has moved to my hips which is nice but it's not noticeable yet
>>7451167
I'll get you into some more physical activities if you know what I mean
>>7451171
You should link me to a reading of it, I don't know the pronunciation in Spanish.
It's kinda neat because my deadname is also one that is popular in Spanish and pronounced differently.
>Mexico
Hispanic? Or mixed race?
My mom's side of my family is almost fully Hispanic, hence the Gabriella.
Clarissa is cool, I love girl names that start with K sounds but Katherine and Katrina were a little too tranny-meme for me
>>7451178
I hope not, I love football
>tfw used to play football
>tfw watching TNF game right now
>tfw going to watch college football all day tomorrow
>>7451154
Hugg lanlan
>>7451109
>played as Rosalina once in MKWii
>take titty skittles and want a vagoo now
Video games are a Jewish conspiracy to make us into girls tbdesu
>>7451189
>and butt
>tfw black men cant tell ur a boy
>walk by slummy apartments with pizza
>'HAY GIRL COME DELIVER US THAT PIZZA ILL GIVE YOU A GOOD TIP HAHAHA'
>>7451178
>football
>>7451189
This is literally me as well lol
I'm getting a lil squishy elsewhere too like my ribs aren't just skin over bone anymore
>>7451198
>just the tip
tell them you want the whole package
>>7451196
You haven't seen it have you
>>7451192
You mean like hiking?
>>7451201
Aside from my tits my ribs dont have much over them
>>7451198
You're going to get raped one day.
>tfw high est during puberty so I had a fat butt and tits all throughout my teen years
weird time desu
>>7451177
the rarest & dankest meme
>>7451211
Iktf
>>7451207
ill finally have a real excuse to kms
SO FUCKING BORED AND DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING AWAKE HELP
>>7451212
Do you use skype?
>>7451219
SLEEEEEEEEEP
NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
>>7451216
well how can that be when everyone told me i looked like a skater boy even when i was trying?
>>7451219
Take titty skittles to stem the boredom.
>>7451194
I think technically I'm of mixed race, my father is what would qualify as a white hispanic and my mother is native as fuck, she's a qt brown lady. Her family comes from some hills off in the middle of nowhere in Mexico. So Mexican is all I can say for sure, hispanic obvs because their families don't speak anything other than spanish and they all have spanish names.
here it is in all it's glory, it's not that far off but still different enough
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHAzsJPQjJs
>Tfw pol anon is resally cool and handsome and get along with really wel
E
>>7451209
no tears, only tight bods tight pants tight groupings now
>>7451225
>tfw oryx gets a pol bf
brb re-adding my ex
>>7451211
>hungry skelton
>what little fat I have left is located in feminine areas
>not on e yet
is it a sign of something?
>>7451206
>>7451229
drink alcohol enough to get decent buzz, then stop drinking and wait 45 minutes
puts me to sleep every time
>family meal tomorrow
I don't want to be fat again >_<
>>7451102
goodnight lauren
i hope you have some calming dreams
>>7451228
high est?
>>7451222
post skater boy pics
>>7451207
I can't wait ;)
>>7451233
Is that a no?
ugh okay so due to certain circumstances I won't be able to get my refill on mones till Jan 20th.
I'm 3 weeks in with only 12 2mg pills of E left, what do?
Break em in half? Go off till I'm closer to the date?
>>7451228
aren't you on an AA?
its probably a sign of something if you are
>>7451206
I mean same there isn't much on my ribs but it's not literal skin and bones anymore which is nice :)
Having boobs growing is weird though :C I'll need to wear a bra soon because my nips hurt all the time
>>7451178
Awful taste in sports.
>>7451206
>you haven't seen it have you
pls post
>>7451242
break em in half, some is better than none.
>>7451239
see you later boy
>>7451245
>Tfw boobs dont grow anymore
Maybe I should get more sleep or eat more.
I don't know.
fuck
>>7451248
Should Iiiiiiiii
I'm pretty sure I'm not in my right head right now
But fuck it maybe I should have fun again.
Regrets are for tomorrow, right?
>>7451234
Already had like, 6 beers tonight. Probably what's keeping me up, sleeping wastes the buzz. :C Oh well.
>>7451242
12 days on two, 2 off
>>7451220
not anymore, kik?
>>7451241
I've had my hands around it silly
well
mostly around it
>>7451259
What is kik? Can it be used on computer?
>>7451252
now I'm listening to that song
>>7451255
34b is a nice size desu
>>7451224
>white hispanic
Yeah that's what my mom was
Her mom's family lineage is actually traced back to Spain and when they immigrated a few hundred years ago they settled in the Colorado region and stayed there so we like to say the border hopped them hehe :3
And the native comes from the Pacific Northwest region so much whiter than central American natives.
That sounds cool though, it's p similar but it's cute.
I'm curious what you look like now lol >-<
>>7451246
I was raised to love my local team, my whole family follows them closely
honestly the sport itself really is quite exciting and fun to watch
>>7451268
I-it might be an A I'm not sure
>>7451264
I wonder how much you'd be able to grab after I've gotten into my squatting routine ~
>>7451268
>Tfw 38" ribcage
Guess I might as well kms since I'll always be a hon ;-;
>>7451276
Grace butt best butt?
>>7451274
Yeah break them apart however works do that you have some dosage until you get your refill. It'll be better than stopping for a few weeks.
>>7451271
>I'm curious what you look like now lol >-<
Lol don't be, I just look like a chubby mexican guy right now.
kill me.
anyways, good night
>>7451276
send pookie that pic with the gun
or like another pic
shes curious
>>7451276
I see you're bragging about your flat man ass again. Never change my delusional little hon.
Reminder that Grace lies about her ass size constantly.
>>7451285
do NOT bully grace-senpai
>>7451283
honestlyyyy
>>7451279
Grace has one of the flatter asses here. Don't be stupid enough to believe those obvious lies. I've seen it in all of the pictures she's posted.
>tfw get gendered female in boymode
none of you know real suffering
>>7451285
reminder that shes been on top of me and ive had both of my hands on it and i couldn't grab all of it cause it was that big
and i don't have small hands
keep trying tho bully anon
>>7451292
I've seen the pictures. It's flat as hell.
>>7451291
you look like a pre hrt ftm or a "genderqueer"
grats
>>7451285
I-is my ass flat??
https://unsee
.cc/rimubesa/
Huh, my tits actually grew half an inch to 34 and a half through all the fuckery that has definitely not helped them
Fun
Time to keep eating and get more sleep I guess?
idk
>>7451285
i mean
>>7451283
>>7451264
kinda verified my claims irl
you silly
>>7451279
ye
>>7451293
>60" ribcage
>>7451297
reverse image searchable pictures are not real people
>>7451299
It's one of the biggest here, but that's because you're fat and black.
>message cute transgirl near me on okcupid forever ago, forget about it
>talk for a while about games and shit, offer to play stuff with her but her internet is shit so she doesn't want to
>invites me over next week instead
omigodomigodomigodomigodomigodomigod
I don't even know if she likes me romantically or if she just wants a friend but this is the closest I've ever been with a woman aaaaaaahhhh!
>>7451300
Your own pictures disprove that. Every time you tried to brag about it I laugh at how delusional you are. It's not even average by basic white girl standards.
>>7451300
lil cute chest
>>7451300
Lil boobers
How long on hrt are you again?
>>7451300
>tfw same measurements as grace-senpai
>>7451322
Yeah I got that, what's your discord?
>>7451320
That is a nice butt
tfw u send butts to faye all the time
>>7451339
it is very rude the way faye teases you
Two more sleeps
>>7451341
>no idea how many more sleeps
>>7451341
Until what?
>>7451342
Hey don't post pics of me :(
hi girls how is ur christmas season going ^_^ i got some really nice designer perfume so far and a cool painting that my friend did
>>7451354
my total calories for the day is around 600-700, I'm going to bed soon so no more
>>7451358
who else here gonna get a buncha guy clothes
>>7451360
I might get girl cloths possibly
>>7451359
>900 because I went to subway for lunch
I'm a pig ;_;
but it was nice
>>7451362
>subway
It's like you want to be fat
>>7451360
im sorry anon. i am full time and everyone knows me as a gril :\
>>7451316
>>7451318
<3
11 months, nearing 1 year.
>>7451321
32 UB 34.5 B?
>>7451360
I'm hoping I get girl clothes cause I'm out to all my family
If not, I have this fuzzy thing arriving next week and then I'm gonna do some shopping with Charlotte
>>7451360
I hope my granddad just gives me money instead of buying me really fancy guy clothes I'm never going to wear. It was annoying enough when he did that before I went trans, but at least I could use them at a fancy event months later on occasion.
>tfw recently counted your calories and you're at almost 2000 in 2 meals
>>7451360
yeah..
sucks because this would be such an excellent opportunity to expand my female wardrobe, but i'm too much of a pussy idiot to come out to anyone
>>7451358
those are some pretty sweet gifts
i haven't really done anything for christmas so far
christmas eve i'm gonna have to see a lot of family members, it makes me really uncomfortable for some reason idk ._.
>>7451365
it was a treat
I can't afford to eat there every day
how bad is ssri withdrawal
i only have 3 pills left and i haven't bothered to make an appointment to get more
>>7451367
>32 UB 34.5 B
Yep!
>>7451375
Hopefully we will reach 35 soon!
>>7451379
Hopefully! I'm pre HRT, I just had high est during puberty and developed tits
>>7451371
Depends on the SSRI, I think. Different meds have different withdrawal patterns. Google for your specific meds.
>>7451378
can you really prove ssris are a placebo any more than you can prove they actually work
just wondering because i really haven't looked into it
>get haircut
>look in the mirror
>looks great
>try to take a pic
>looks terrible
>>7451378
I know its partly placebo but that doesn't mean there aren't really withdrawal symptoms
well let all my friends know about the name change and it's been 100% agreement it's for the better lol
no more irl meme names
>>7451389
Share pic?
>>7451389
take a pic of the mirror
>>7451391
are you going with chloe?
>>7451389
horizontal flip the picture
>>7451383
No they should be eating at their BMR level and working out more to lose weight. Eating below your caloric needs is starving you which is terrible for losing weight and your health.
>>7451384
Eat something stupid.
Also if you cut out meat you have to properly compensate for that, you can't get away with starving yourself on a vegan diet.
There things you listed have almost no nutritional value anyway which is worse.
Don't be stupid.
unsee.
cc/nezomigu/
maybe this christmas i can start hormones ^_^
>>7451381
>Are you kidding me
Nope, my underbust decompressed and standing up is 31.5, and then 33 when I inhale fully
However my 32B bra is a bit tight in the band and the cup is roomy
I might have shrank it in the washing machine or something, I need to experiment with different bras and see if i should go up to 34
Don't kill yourself please.
>>7451382
I had low test but no est
>>7451378
>I'm actually jealous
Aww, we can too if you're ever in town!
>>7451378
>ssri withdrawal
>not existing
>u
>not retarded
I know two people who quit cold turkey and they went coocoo
>>7451394
yep yep :] it feels a little weird hearing it but ill get used to it soon
>>7451403
suh
>>7451387
Fugg I can dig for the source again but it was something like in 90% of cases a placebo worked just as well, or the drug did nothing. So basically for most people it won't do anything but there might be a chance it does but that could be caused by other lifestyle changes as a result of the placebo effect which is hard to isolate.
Goodnight everyone!
June, if you are reading this, try adding Shakira#9362 I think that's my discord. if not we sort it out tomorrow.
>>7451400
did you get that butt surgery?
are you even the real maddie?
>>7451401
I think I was high est and test, so that kinda sux, but I'm gettin on HRT in like a week so hopefully that helps
>>7451400
You've gotten really fat Maddie.
>>7451410
as someone unbiased i don't know why i'd trust just one source instead of the countless in favor of their effectiveness
>>7451417
If you had high of both the estrogen would have been canceled out by the T I think. Don't quote me on that.
OKAY MTFG! It's that time!
Preliminary voting: What are the Top 10 memes of the year!?
>>7451410
There's a difference between "it's not very effective" and "it's literally a sugarpill xD". SSRIs may not cure depression but they do mess with your brain and you have to ween yourself off them
>>7451422
I dunno all I know is that during puberty I built a bunch of muscle and grew tits and a fat butt, I got tested for high est but I'm just kinda assuming my test was high too.
>>7451396
I have none of those things either lol
Kms ;-;
>>7451401
It just makes me hate myself seeing things like this.
I'm a skeleton and yet i have 38" underbust... And I'm 6'1 tall so like I'll always just be a giant hon freak...
>>7451403
SSRI is literally placebo for almost everyone that takes them. A drug that does nothing to you can't have a withdrawal buddy. If they went crazy then it was subconsciously made up because SSRI don't do shit to your cognition. That's why people can get more depressed when on SSRI because it didn't actually do anything for them so they get more depressed.
>>7451434
Post boy boobs
>>7451399
Much of the time eating more isn't possible for me, I do sometimes have actual meals but not more then once a day usually. I don't really burn that many calories and my weight is pretty stable on the edge of what is a healthy range.
I rarely eat meat anyways so it won't change much, I'm not going vegan I'm just not going to eat meat because I have moral issues with it, I'm okay with dairy stuff and eggs since I can get the stuff where they treat them better. The granola bars I eat have a lot of nuts in them and milk is good for me, I've always almost exclusively drink milk, I make sure to take multi vitamins to supplement my diet.
>>7451404
It's a good change I think
>>7451421
The source I normally cite is a meta-analysis of many studies.
Of course there are many studies saying they work, but it's near impossible to prove that it's actually the drug doing it because placebo is nearly just as effective.
>>7451423
donald trump meme culture has to be up there
>>7451437
idk about that ssri stuff neptune. i had a really bad experience w them
>>7451427
>mess with your brain
Again, it is highly debated whether or not it is actually the drug or placebo effect doing this, or other aspects of your lifestyle as a result of percieved changes from the drug.
>>7451444
Just because the placebo is just as effective at treating depression (assuming) doesn't mean that there won't be withdrawal symptoms from the SSRI.
>>7451443
>Much of the time eating more isn't possible for me
Why? Are you intubated? I don't feel like eating most the time and meals make me sick but I know my health matters.
Your weight is hardly the only metric for health, you could die of malnutrition while still being a healthy weight.
Also the majority of vitamins are proven to be useless, your body just pisses it away immediately.
6 (six) slices of fucking pizza. my diet. why do I do this to myself?
>>7451475
good question
>>7451475
Jesus christ girl get a hold of yourself!
>>7451474
That must be an Australia only thing, they give all kinds of things to minors here in America, whether they should or not.
>>7451475
>tfw I can eat an entire pizza by myself
>tfw gaining weight to help with fat redistribution
>>7451327
june#0980
I think
>>7451486
you are clearly an expert biologist
>tfw your bf becomes your gf
:3
>>7451466
body dysmorphia induced vomiting is a common thing for me, I try to get down larger amounts of food when I'm able.
I'm stable and okay enough like this, the doctors would have said something since I've had more blood tests then I can count this year. I'm trying to diversify my diet too, I don't only eat granola bars everyday.
>>7451494
Was he feminine to begin with? If I had a masculine bf it would be a bit hard for me to deal with them transitioning but if they were already a /cuteboy/ or something that I could handle
>>7451495
my height and weight and muscle mass I think have alot to do with it
>>7451494
>tfw no bf to become gf
>>7451486
you're like 6 months too short for that to really happen tho
hi
>>7451495
Hot water cheats the stomach, making you feel fuller than you are. Soup is the worst for weight gain.
>>7451511
Hmm. I should eat more soups. Thanks for the tip.
>>7451511
so soup is good for weight loss? Cause I'm tryin to see if I can go skele mode
>>7451515
I should. Where can I get a bf 2 gf?
>>7451505
>tfw 2 years hrt and gaining weight still doesn't work like the mtfg memes
gaining weight is a bad idea full stop
>>7451510
hi cute
>>7451527
hi beep!!
i got my ears pierced today ^_^
what did u do
>>7451498
I mean idk what to say then, that is literally all in your head, nothing is physiologically stopping you from eating and keeping it down. If you can't eat large meals then eat more small ones throughout the day or for christ's sake eat more than a fucking granola bar and candy
Being alive doens't mean being well, and the blood tests don't prove much since they are always only looking at specific things.
>>7451475
>>7451486
This is me all the time and i'm still skelly
Why is this my life
>>7451495
I'm pretty certain >>7451511 is right, since i can eat a whole pizza but only like two bowls of soup.
tfw have a question about lewdery but kinda too embarrassed and shy to ask. :C
>>7451546
tell me everything
>>7451535
awww thats cute af can i send you some earrings i like??
my day was ok. i went grocery shopping in the morning to buy ramen ingredients. im gonna bring some to this girl whose mother passed away this year. i just want her to feel a little warm. but i worked today and ive been wearing a santa hat while delivering this week and a scarf and basically a look 100% fab out there and i love my job lol
>>7451546
do you really still call yourself a man
>>7451522
i met mine through a friend
sorry
>>7451546
this is a G rated alternative Christian Rock forum, G meaning God
u will be judged
>>7451412
gnight
>>7451558
Friends! Another thing I should get. (Haha, just kidding, except not really...)
apparently I should drink lotsa milk cus Cypro
I have a glass at night and a bowl of cereal in the morning, is that enough milk?
>>7451555
can you still be a boy if you take estrogen and you end up with boobs?
>>7451553
well i got a small lil piercing
http://i.imgur.com/fg5hIHc.png
by send you mean pics or literally send earrings
ramen is pretty yummy ><
thats rlly sweet of you to do beep, some people need some love and im glad you can give it to them
im glad you like your job, and santa hats are cute
i think youd be better as an elf girl like tracer
>>7451568
a boy yeah sure
but not a man
>>7451565
>grow up thinking I'll be alright with just a few close friends
>transition
>lose friends
welp
i'm really hopeful right now
i want to appreciate this feeling
i'm scared about how sad it's gonna be when the hope goes away like it always does
>>7451577
does the cycle ever end?
>>7451580
only in death
or if i won the lottery
>>7451537
I really do try to eat, a lot of the time I just can't finish the food and I have to lay down, there are also times of the day I shouldn't eat like the time before I take a shower since that's high vomit risk time and it would be wasteful along with more unpleasant that just liquid.
>always only looking at specific things
I remember they tested a ton of different things back when there was a search for what was wrong with me
Today was a especially bad day for eating, I think I usually get 1200-1400 but I don't really keep track most of the time.
I have to go to sleep now, I do appreciate your concern, I hope I can improve myself to a good diet once I'm further into transition.
goodnight
>>7451569
>linking to pictures on an imageboard
???
Is it weird im not attracted to other trans girls, only cis ones
>>7451599
I'm only attracted to other trans girls, not cis ones. I guess not
>>7451599
im only attracted to trains
>>7451569
http://a.co/hkLHn0q
the pink ones are amazing and so pretty i recommend them a lot
and yee i was trying stuff out. they like oriental ramen. i couldnt find leeks at my store or miso paste tho. and i prob wont use ginger bc i found out today it changes the taste too much.
a lot of ppl are telling me i look like tracer...i thought they were a boy
Well fuck it, I went out with a transgrill like 2 years ago or something. Either way, everything was cool and all, but... Lewdery was a bit of a problem sometimes. She obviously didn't like her GT like most people so I never touched her down there unless she wanted me to, I.E she'd kinda move my hand there, which was alright, would just derp around with it yknow? Either way, sometimes she'd get kinda dysphoric, roll over on her tummy and we'd kinda have to abort mission and do something else. So, I'm wondering, is there a good way of yknow, doing that shit without BAE getting dysphoric or feeling bad?
>>7451601
choo choo, baby
>>7451604
no, there is no way
>>7451604
Find the rare girl that doesn't have dysphoria about her penis, otherwise not really. Sorry.
>>7451604
she was pushing herself for your sake but couldn't stomach it.
most trannies hate their gt...
>>7451636
eh im neutral to mine and don't mind lewd stuff as long as there's no penetration. im not trutrans tho
>>7451602
tracer is a les lady
>>7451602
ahh yeah those are cute
i feel like its TOO cute for me though
i think theres a good way you can use ginger in ramen
but yeah tracer is a cute girly girl but also a lesbian
those are def cute fkn earrings tho
when can I stop being a tranny
>>7451648
srsly get them. every time i wear them someone says something nice. youll feel really fem and pretty. i like my ramen really spicy so i slice habanero. ginger was ok but it made it too sweet. speaking of ramen this boy invited me to a date to a ramen place and hes kinda cute..i might do it...first date with a boy ever... uwu
>>7451652
never
>>7451652
When do you think you'll die?
>>7451652
The ride never ends
wow beep is going to get a bf
exciting ^_^
>>7451659
sometimes i like to be like
androgynous though
i could definitely try that though
sounds nice
goign on a date sounds erally nice
yo ushould do it!!
i wish i could go on a date with thsi boy i have a crush on but its kind of an emptry dream i feel
i get to meet him in a few weeks though
>>7451692
he doesnt do long distance
so its only like
gonna be for a few days
im gonna be really sad once i leave ;;
its a couple day thing and then after that he goes to florida i go to california
and thats that really
will take a while till we meet up again
I fucking hate not passing
>strangely craving a felationship with a woman
a-am i winning against cock?
>>7451704
you need cock
>>7451704
>>7451178
>tfw no pure christian QB bf
:(
>>7451704
>dating boys is just a daydream
>i can only seriously date girls
>>7451720
you have this new guy though
>>7451724
eh. i doubt we'll hit it off. idk how to be a girl
>>7451713
rip carson palmer
>>7451729
I believe in you
you can get a bf!
>>7451731
he's still got it reeeeeee not much he can do when there are only 2 players on offense who want their jobs
new
>>7451743