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Previous thread: >>7445335
>>7446369
Ohhhh, right, I think I kinda get where youre coming from.
Im sorry that happened to you :(
Have you talked to a therapist about it ever?
How tall are you btw?
Im 5'5" so I like men that are a little under 6"
Isla I think you'd be beautiful if you got girlier and dropped the tomboy/femboy stuff, you're so cute with no effort.
I dunno, I know a lot of girls who were abused in what I assume to be similar if not the same way as you who went through a rejection of femininity. Hack of their long hair, stop wearing makeup and jewelry, etc.
>>7446374
Thats the issue with harder sciences I guess, maybe itll be the same for me with biology/botany. I dunno, Im gonna try to get a job in the forestry or at the arboretum and see how that goes.
hi moap
everything would be better if I had someone to hold me and tell me it will be ok
post feet
Just the edition for me
isnt it funny how you just give less and less shits about self harming the more you do it
i started on the underside of my wrist
and its now all over my arm and hand
and i used to only do it home alone in my bathroom
and ive done it in public before
someone kill me
I developed breast because I had high est during puberty for some reason and I'm starting HRT soon, will they still get sore or change like they do for others?
I'd guess noone knows the answer
>>7446458
sounds like heroin desu
>>7446458
>someone kill me
I think you've got that covered 2bh
>tfw horny
>>7446464
do you like boys or girls?
>>7446466
Both.
>>7446448
yeah i have visited therapists
and like
idk i wanna be a tomboy you know what i mean
i want to be able to be tomboy and be girly
some days i dont wanna be totally fem so the options work well for me
I do get girly as fuck sometimes though and its fun to do that
also, im 5'9" so i like guys the same height as me
im glad you think so moapie >_<
im getting my ears pierced tomorrow actually~
>>7446464
tranny
anyone that gives "her" the slightest bit of attention
>>7446472
why are you posting in a "her" thread
>>7446469
Do you like being on top with other girls?
>>7446476
because its a sunday night and ive got nothing else to do
>>7446477
Never tried it, don't think I'd enjoy it but ya never know I guess.
How to buy bf
>>7446480
Oh I get that, I feel the same
>>7446484
>tfw bf mart isn't a thing
>>7446484
log onto runescape
>>7446486
there's more than a few problems with wanting me to top, really
i havent enjoyed using my gt with anyone
i have no idea how to do it because im a virgin
im pretty sub usually
i expect dysphoria from even trying but since i havent i cant say
>>7446448
Idk you should be good so long as you can network and actually have contacts in the industry you want to get into when you graduate
I threw out all of my design gear. My drawing kit, my CAD software, my engineering books, my 3D printer. It just reminds me of my old self too much, I'm dropping out of university in January and I don't want anything more to do with STEM.
>>7446471
:(
I hope the therapists helped.
I guess I used to like being more tomboyish, but the longer im on hormones the less I have any desire for that. Maybe its just me, how long have you been on HRT again?
And yeah that makes sense then, I like 5'9" guys too haha but thats quite a bit taller than me.
And yeah definetly. You have a fanclub of chasers and pass great, you're adorable.
What kind of earrings do you like? Im into big silver hoops.
Any other piercings? Ive got my belly button and nose obviously.
>>7446500
interesting
>>7446488
Bad feel
>>7446500
:/
I hope you'll be all right
>>7446497
Yeah Im trying to get ahold of my friends boyfriends aunt, same guy who I mentioned going through grad school earlier, her and her husband both like me and weve been trying to get in contact, I got her email from him the other day and Im gonna send her a message when the holidays are over with.
>>7446500
That seems crazy as fuck to me, but it's your life.
>>7446503
bimbo earrings
>>7446500
way to throw your life away dude
I am ugly </3
>>7446517
Hey sorry I forgot you earlier, Im stoned
Hi drake <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxoAUmDwEEs
>>7446517
>implying I was ever even going to pass
>implying I was ever going to create anything of value
>>7446518
idk
>>7446500
You should at least sell what you can rather than toss them out.
>>7446503
im 14 months
also im glad i can be thought of as adorable
I want to get a bellybutton piercing but maybe another time
the therapists have helped a great deal with my trauma n stuff though, im really lucky to have had some decent therapists out of all the horrid ones ive had
but do you think i really have a fan club?
that has to be a meme
>>7446458
Smiles I have never liked you very much, but as someone who used to self harm, I can tell you it isn't going to do you any good. You can be a beautiful woman, get rid if your penis, change your name, and start a new life, but those scars on your arm are forever.
https://unsee.cc
/goretida/
pretty lil lines
>>7446534
why do self harmers always post their cuts and blood? i dont care or want to see it, cut in private
>>7446534
please stop
>>7446534
but y tho
>>7446524
thats the cutest ball of fluff ive ever seen
heres my contribution
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rGxBhScm68
have you seen gorilla dog
>>7446537
attention
>>7446543
but doesn't that invalidate their other reasons for cutting then?
>>7446537
People cut themselves for attention, more at 11.
>>7446534
F I L T E R E D
I
L
T
E
R
E
D
at least it was artistic blood
>>7446534
for real, you should stop
the physical scars don't really ever heal
you're better off using alcohol and other drugs instead, its definitely way more fun and probably a lot more effective at making you feel better
>>7446545
well when i used to cut one of the reasons i did it was because i was feeling so terrible inside i wanted to or thought i deserved to feel physical pain as well
idk others reasons for cutting its probably personal i guess
>>7446556
did you show people like this for attention though?
>>7446557
no i always hid it
>>7446555
i already have too many to care about scars
and trust me i would if i had access to them
With people throwing out their old lives and cutting themselves I feel like maybe the things I came to complain about aren't so bad by comparison, so I won't bitch about them like I intended.
>>7446565
Your complaints are valid regardless of other people's suffering which you may perceive as greater or less than yours.
>>7446563
isn't the drinking age 18 in australia? I bet you can find some cute senior boy to buy you some
>>7446565
I hate this bitches one-upping me. My problems matter too!
>>7446565
nah people just have different ways of dealing with stuff
some people are drama people some aren't
>>7446568
im socially inept
>>7446555
>the physical scars don't really ever heal
oops.
>>7446578
go buy smiles alcohol
>>7446515
I really, really love them anon.
I just cant help myself if Im at a store and see a style of silver hoop I dont have.
>>7446530
Thats right.
You started earlier than me and Im jelly.
You're definetly adorable.
Belly button was my first, I really like it. I like nose too but Im probably gonna have to ditch it to get a job.
Yeah, you've got a fan club, dont you always get rated highly in tierlists too?
>>7446540
Awh that dog makes me sad :(. I feel really bad for it. Im glad shes able to live happy with people that love her but I cant imagine the difficulties she has to have.
What's your favorite thing about Christmas?
Every year on Christmas eve me and my mama make sugar cookies shaped like trees and bells and stuff. The last few years we've smoked weed at the same time.
>>7446515
Here anon, I took this just for you.
>>7446531
Hi, Im Moap, I dont think we've ever talked. Lets be friends!
>>7446586
Hi Moap, do you think we're sisters separated at birth?
>>7446586
thank you but I still don't like that type sorry
>>7446566
I guess you're right, I might as well take the opportunity to vent. Well, the main thing today was that I was dumb and destroyed my laptop with water by not screwing the lid of my canteen on properly. (The new tripcode is because I only had the old one on my laptop.) More generally I've had some dysphoria, but also am worried about never being able to finish my phd work, I really do empathize with Shakira's choice to abandon what feels like an unpromising path. But I don't have any backup plan if I don't manage to get my degree, so I don't know what I'll do if it ends up being as impossible as it feels now.
I'm deleting all the files relating to the drone project, I'm thinking whether to post it before I delete it, either people find it interesting or severely autistic.
>>7446585
listening to christmas music, looking at the lights in the snow
its so incredibly relaxing and comfy
I like how terrified I am of taking time off work. So much as asking for time off when I'm given the opportunity to is making me anxious.
They want me to work for a couple hours the Friday Charlotte arrives but that changes a lot of my plan for the day, I need to basically re-work it all since we were just gonna do a subway from the airport into the city.
The manager said he won't hold me accountable if I can't and not to worry if it's too much trouble, and that he even has someone he could get backup from.
Even so, I'm sitting here anxious at the thought of telling him I can't do it. I don't wanna leave them short staffed or inconvenience him or let them down.
>>7446584
i feel like the high rating is bias >_<
also, yeah its easier to get a job if you dont have them desu
but yeah its nice being cute
>>7446582
Maybe.
>>7446596
sounds fun either way! postitpostitpostit
Nothings worse than being a 10/10 tranny
>trannies hate u
>chasers chase u
all you want is to have friends and a qt trap gf
Nah I'm not gonna post it, it's spergy which is another reason why I hate STEM, it's such a fucking uncool scene, I wish I was good at music or art instead, maybe I'd actually have some friends.
threadly reminder that trutrans is a meme and if you sincerely believe in it you should stop posting
>>7446596
You should probably wait a day or two to make sure that you really want to destroy what you've worked on. Keeping it on your hard drive shouldn't bother you so much.
>>7446611
music and art are lame and gay
science is cool, STEM fields are cool
>>7446612
That's very AGP of you
>>7446596
>either people find it interesting or severely autistic.
Who cares what people think? It was something you were passionate about, people would find it cool on that alone
>>7446611
also you should un-throw away all that stuff
>>7446600
>but yeah its nice being cute
ywn know this feel.
>>7446584
I think he's a cutie honestly
he's like a little frog pup
pls tell me about day moap
>>7446611
You don't have to be good at music/art to be a part of the scene, just know people and be interested/appreciative. If tattoos are your thing you can be the art rather than the artist.
>>7446599
Tell your manager! It doesn't sound like they will be hugely inconvenienced.
>>7446585
Cold weather, comfy food, being back home, making Christmas cookies with my mom and stepdad
>>7446596
:(
Don't delete it
>>7446611
STEM is awesome, you can find people into drones and aerospace stuff
>>7446627
Well I mean at first he told me "We'll have nobody if you can't" but then he remembered someone that was looking to help out that week.
How is Elle as a trans-name, it seems normal enough but I've never met someone with that name
>>7446633
I have
she was fat and lied about meeting the jonas brothers on omegle in middle school
>>7446633
>>7446633
Seems fine to me?
I forgot I had this webm
>>7446585
accurately buying gifts and seeing an excited face.
decorating the tree.
putting up lights.
making yummy foods and treats to share with my family.
meeting up with family.
receiving gifts.
eating seasonal foods and treats.
its fun!
>>7446641
You're really into Christmas, it's pretty adorable how much.
>>7446641
do you listen to american christmas music?
pretty much all of them talk about the cold, snowy weather
I imagine that would be a little weird lol
>>7446451
Those are bats, aren't they?
They're cute bats.
>>7446641
My bf and I don't even have a tree. We have one strand of lights that I hung up around our room.
>>7446585
I love how pretty and mangical everything is, and getting to be around family.
/mtfg/
do you like touching your penis?
how often do you touch your penis?
what would you do if someone touched your penis?
do you like it when someone else touches your penis?
who would you let touch your penis?
>>7446655
hi chaser
>>7446655
not particularly, rarely, depends who, never happened, only someone I loved and trusted
>>7446645
>You're really into Christmas
I really am because of reasons :3
>it's pretty adorable how much.
n-no
>>7446648
yeah but theres lots of Christmas musics and stuff that doesn't have mentions of snow... movies on the other hand, Home Alone 1 + 2 both make me want to have Christmas where it snows.
>>7446651
o-oh
>>7446656
you like being molested don't you
>>7446595
>Well, the main thing today was that I was dumb and destroyed my laptop with water by not screwing the lid of my canteen on properly.
Ouch, I understand the feeling, I fuck up a lot of my electronics... My keyboard spazzes out for hours, if not days, over the tiniest bit of water.
As for the rest, that must be rough, but I'm sure there must be something you can do if the Phd doesn't work out!
>>7446664
I mean kinda yea but I don't really enjoy using my dick.
>>7446670
I'd let you enjoy your dick
>>7446672
go away. If I say I don't like something you respect that.
>>7446593
Possibly, at the very least us being friends will be ironic ;3
>>7446600
Nawh I dont think so, I think you're genuinely quite attractive.
Lol yeaaah, it doesnt look professional. Which is lame as shit.
>>7446594
Why not? They're the best!
>>7446623
I guess, it makes me feel bad.
I woke up, walked around the house, talked to people, went to grab a drink, smoked some, gonna go make a steak then pack to head to the city. Was just looking over my 40k army cause I heard some new models are coming out and Im excited.
>>7446674
how soft and delicate is your penis
>>7446664
Mate, if you're gonna chase, don't act rapey. You're making the rest of us look bad.
>>7446655
I'm so desperate for validation I'd let you do whatever to me
but no, I don't like it very much
>>7446585
>What's your favorite thing about Christmas?
It used to be family and fancy dinners for me but my parents are divorced, my grandparents are gone and my sister is married with a very autistic child so that's all pretty much over. So I guess now it's all about lights and general comfiness.
>>7446585
Being with family. And taking a break from the obligations of work.
what would an /mtfg/ christmas be like?
lots of drinking? sex?
many gifts of rainbow thigh-highs being opened?
>>7446692
Awkward, most likely. Depends who all is invited.
>>7446692
All of the above, obviously.
>>7446692
I would give everyone tampons as a cruel joke
>>7445434
I picked my name out like nineteen years ago, actually
after the greek goddess
Don't judge me, i was six.
>>7446692
it would be super fun :3
I'd roast a couple giant roulade turkeys!
I WOULD PROBABLY ACCIDENTALLY WAKE EVERYONE UP ERRECTING THE 10FT TREE AND HELP EVERYONE DECORATE THE TREE AND AND GET THE LIGHTS ALL ORGANISED OUTSIDE THE /MTFG/ MANSION AND WRAP UP PRESENTS FOR EVERYONE
AND HAVE A HUGE WALL WITH HOOKS FOR STOCKINGS SO SANTA BRINGS US STUFF TO SHOVE IN OUR STOCKINGS AND ALSO I WOULD GIVE EVERYONE CANDY CANES AND AND AND
>>7446655
No
Only to clean it and tuck it away
I'd feel kinda uncomfortable about it, probably get mad at whoever did it.
No
If a guy really wanted to I'd let him, but I prefer not.
>>7446704
comeback to porn
what do you call a belt made of watches
a waist of time
>find old pic from when I was super skinny
>body looks 10x better
>but face looked worse
what's more important mtfg, a qt bod or a qt face? I want dat bod back but I'm pretty happy with my face now
You have a really nice name Grace, how did you pick it?
>>7446692
definite binge drinking if I'm there
for everyone
>>7446707
i'll take miles of dick in my own time, thanks
>>7446692
Thigh highs and dragon dildos
Drinking, crying, sex
>>7446677
thats really unfortunate desu
and i wish it was to everyone
>>7446705
you really do love christmas :)
It's all gone. So I'm that girl who dropped out of college to be a camwhore. I regret nothing
>>7446713
thats good, I love binge drinking
>>7446724
baka
>>7446710
Because I like history, especially early 20th century stuff, I looked up names that were popular around then.
>>7446724
y wud u do dat tho
>tfw you pass all your classes with decent grades
>tfw you get to keep your scholarship and don't have to retake any classes
HOW??????
i cant remember if i took my pills or not an hour ago
>>7446737
>tfw you almost fail all your classes
>>7446738
better to skip a day than take two pills
>>7446739
I got Bs and a C doing very little but crying and playing hearthstone.
>>7446740
too late
>>7446741
>tfw not smart
>>7446743
you'll be fine, your body just stores the extra HRT in fat cells until it needs it later :3
>>7446744
Same. I'm a tranny for fuck's sake.
>>7446744
>tfw very smart but too lazy to actually use it
>>7446736
Personality change. Boy me was straight-edge you know. Didn't even touch coffee. And now all I do is talk about opiates all day.
>>7446732
that's nice, I still haven't picked a girl name yet.
>tfw nobody asks about your girl name
It's prob for the best.
>>7446724
:/
Please take care of yourself, Shakira
>>7446737
>tfw can't take full load of classes but scholarship only covers me if I take a full load
I wish I was an in state student, I would've qualified for their full ride scholarship every year
School is baka
>>7446753
I signed up for a full load then withdrew from a class.
Girl penis tastes nice
>>7446755
how would you know?
Suddenly remembering one of the reasons I was only taking 100mg Spiro
Dry mouth is so bad.
Maybe I should space them out a bit more. Like plan on 6am 6pm
>>7446755
I may have had one in my mouth like within the past hour
>>7446762
I do 100mg, 50mg twice a day. You dont need to do it sooner than 12 hours apart.
>>7446750
You could always look at what was popular for your birth year!
Whatcha listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sLm3Khusq_8
>>7446764
wow
lewd
>>7446772
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3y6mUmO7tA
E orgasms are so much better than T orgasms tbqh
T is just cum and go
E is like, woahhh everything feels so warm and good and I'm in bliss
>college student
>girlfriend (cis) and I live together in the city we go to school in
>went home for break to different cities far away to be with our families for Christmas
>we're both visiting each other's hometowns for a week each this coming January, but still, the separation sucks and we plan on being together for the next holiday season
>less than two days into separation
>mfw she is sending me horny texts and texts about wanting to hold me and be my big spoon and all that cute stuff with cute kitty emoji in them
This is so nice. The only thing better than this feeling is when we get to see each other again and cuddle and make love and I'll be sleeping in her arms all nestled up and cozy and we'll watch cartoons and order takeout and it'll be great. I love her so much. It's really nice knowing that somebody loves you and wants you around. The last time we were separated for a holiday break, we had this super passionate kiss right in the middle of the airport when she picked me up. Not like trashy making out in public, but like a quick kiss with barely any tongue like is socially acceptable in public. Still, the emotion behind it made it feel like so much more. I can't wait to see her again. I just want to feel how warm she is and listen to her heart beat as I lay in her arms. Is this what true love feels like?
>>7446766
I think I wanna ask my parents what they would have named me if I was born right, wouldn't hurt to look at that in case I don't like what they come up with though
>>7446748
yikes hrt really is a gateway drug
>>7446764
only in your mouth?
>>7446780
So fucking trueee omg
>>7446783
I woulda been Amanda but people dont seem to like it as much and there's the A Man thing.
>>7446772
<<<<<
Does anyone here listen to podcasts?
>>7446790
are you cut or uncut, if your uncut that's awesome cause then I can stick my tongue inside your little clitty hood
>>7446783
My parents didn't have a girl name in mind.
Just shows how excited they were about me, right?
>>7446788
>only in your mouth?
N-no
I gave it a warm wet home in my pelvis
>>7446775
No
Nothing lewd about two mtfs getting it on
It's the purest form of love
>>7446780
>tfw forget what T orgasms are like
>tfw there's a whole box of T patches in the house
Should I?
Post your face everyone!
>>7446792
I listen to the daily shoah
>>7446800
>>7446800
>Should I?
you literally just made me cry
not only because I am jealous of you being finished with transition
but because I dont want to lose you to repression or detransition
>>7446800
do you ever have the desire to do butt-stuff?
>>7446810
>tfw no-one would care if I detransitioned
>>7446804
me on the left
>>7446810
yikes anon ur a bit of a crybabby
>>7446800
>tfw forget what T orgasms are like
poke your prostate hard, basically like that.
>tfw t and e orgasms feel like nothing
i want a refund
>>7446822
what do you mean?
>>7446810
I didn't mean to upset you I'm just musing I'm just kind of curious as to what T is like. I don't think I'd ever want to detransition
>>7446813
I have the desire to have penises inside me
So yeah
>>7446818
No no, like I remember they're really intense and over super fast and I felt awful after them
That's about it
The sensation can't really be emulated
>>7446766
Yeah, doing anything 12 hours apart on a regular basis is kind of hard because of my weird sleep schedule, and I probably should be taking 100mg (What I should be doing is seeing a doctor about it, but what can you do?)
Also, I'm kind of drawn towards Emily. I remember thinking when I was little that I should have a big sister named Emily.
What is the best way for a chaser to please a trans girl?
>>7446828
Transition for them.
>>7446804
Never
Only a select few get a rare Ambiance picture
>>7446822
>tfw forgot what t orgasms feel like so I can't really compare them well to e orgasms
I don't care for masturbation much anyway
>>7446830
This desu
>>7446830
Can't/Won't do that.
>>7446814
My dad just thinks I'm making a huge mistake, and my mom thinks its going to be hard.
Whatever.
>>7446830
can confirm
>>7446832
>tfw used to be rare
>>7446804
Hmm yes, just wake up at 6 for no damn reason.
>>7446804
>>7446761
What do I do now?
>>7446804
it me
>>7446804
>>7446852
dis u
>>7446442
That's a pretty depressing edition
>>7446859
most posters here are female anime characters desu
>tfw haven't taken hrt in 2 days
>>7446804
>>7446853
Oh hahahah, same girl hypothetically as in the same girl who chose this "great stem path" is the same girl who wants out. You know youre not satisfied with where you're at, so Find a place where you are
And now my Grandfather (Moms biological dad) is asking what I'm doing on Christmas Day and if I want to go up there.
No, not really, that would be extremely stressful for me. Like, he'd have to come pick me up and it's 40 minutes away and I'd really like to just relax by myself on Christmas. But I have to go or it'll just be awkward.
I hate societal expectations.
>>7446858
Yeh tru
>>7446859
Are you an anime?
>>7446782
>tfw nobody pays attention to you unless you either trip, talk about sex, or talk about suicide
>>7446865
take it bitch
>>7446874
Do what now
>>7446877
But why
>>7446874
Thanks.
& they say high school is confusing
f u
marry me lizzy
>>7446876
It is easy to ignore random anons when they do not have anything interesting to talk about.
>>7446883
You wouldn't want to marry my sorry ass.
>>7446832
star vs dank kush?
>>7446882
I-is that an offer?
>>7446876
Well we're a bunch of lonely and bitter people and a blogpost about someone's love life going well isn't interesting because we don't know you and we don't really know what to add to that post.
>>7446874
You don't like anime? ;_;
>>7446876
what's on your mind?
>>7446874
I assume that you're anime if you're posting here
>>7446893
Why do japanese cartoons get their own subgenre
what are western cartoons called?
>>7446888
i thought it was established long ago that booxlizzy is the canon pairing
>>7446897
Idk but fans are called bronies i think
>>7446894
I'm in love with a girl and I feel good for once and she makes me feel wanted for the first time in my life.
>>7446891
That's fair.
>>7446884
That's also fair.
>tfw ice storms prevent you from getting more vodka so you have to pass the time sober
So this is what sobriety is like. Kinda forgot.
>>7446901
That's very awesome for you. Very happy!
>>7446897
western cartoons are called cartoons
the art form is called animation
>>7446893
Can't stand it.
>>7446895
Remember when y'all thought I was pic related? That was funny
>>7446899
Lol
>>7446901
>tfw been in love with many girls
>tfw none were ever in love with me
That's the crucial part
>>7446799
>This still hasn't happened yet ;_;
same;-;
I wonder when it will.
>>7446898
When did that happen?
>>7446875
wow ur so pretty
>>7446906
as I suspected
>>7446907
>Remember when y'all thought I was pic related?
that was your fault for not just posting a pic
Sup, t-sisters.
They told me estradiol valerate injections (progynon or something) dont work at all.
No feminization. WTF?
>>7446901
Congrats, what's her take on the trans deal?
>>7446907
When's ur next album coming out
>>7446889
ye
>tfw have to wait at least another month for new SU or Star Vs
>>7446843
You'll be rare again
Just don't post your pic for months
>>7446910
right now
dont you remember?
>>7446912
Thanks, my neck totally clocks me though
. 3 .
Hi girls
>>7446922
My memory is shoddy
I have a dxm problem.
>>7446921
>March
so it's a posthumous one then?
>>7446929
IT'S TRICKY TO ROCK AROUND
>>7446929
Do you like it? I tried it and it was gross.
>>7446930
I'm not killing myself anymore, June talked me out of it.
I'm going to go see Devin Townsend in March I think. I'm not sure if I should buy a standing or sitting ticket.
>>7446927
let's make it official then just to be safe
I'm wearing a dress.
>>7446925
hii sertii
>>7446936
Do you have a ring?
I want to cut off my dick and my head and then the rest of me will pass.
>>7446935
I've never been to the Hammersmith Apollo, I can't advise you on that.
>>7446939
nnnnno
but i have my eternal (love)
>tfw been listening to jazz music so long I can tell who is playing the instruments
Truly I've ascended.
>>7446932
I dont know how the fuck I got addicted.
I think it's making my kidneys sore, so I eat healthy and drink tons of water now.
I guess life is ok
>>7446949
why not stop?
>>7446950
>addicted
>>7446950
I'm an addict.
I can't stop.
>>7446949
the only reason people would get high on dxm is because they have nothing else
it's the first world krokodil
>>7446905
Thanks!
>>7446907
She is in love with me, I think, because she has said she feels the same way I feel about her. Also, I moved in with her at her request.
>>7446917
She bi so she doesn't really care and says she'll support me no matter what. I do know that she's a bit disappointed that she can't go down on me yet, because she has said she wants to return the favor desperately (but not with my dick, because she knows I don't like it), but she has said that she would be willing to help out with paying for my surgery and that she would go to Thailand with me for it to support me and make sure I'm safe. I love her. She is so good to me. I love her so much.
>>7446955
This also, I don't have money 4 weed right now
>>7446945
But why
>>7446958
Your girlfriend sounds really sweet, i wish you two the best
:3
https://santatracker.google.com/village.html
>>7446953
I go on binges for maybe 4-5 days at a time.
I try to take breaks but I mentally crave it, so I shoplift to get it
>>7446966
>still not finished shopping
>>7446958
>tfw will never have a girlfriend
>>7446968
>mfw I haven't done any shopping
>>7446963
She is. She is the sweetest. I never once thought I would be able to feel this way. It's like living my yuri mangos in real life and I love it. Thank you for your warm wishes, and God bless.
>>7446964
I'm sorry. I met her on OKCupid when I was like a year into HRT. Maybe you should try the same? I didn't think it would work but I was really lonely and drunken me decided to pull out all the stops and make a profile late one night.
>>7446968
>>7446970
gotta get on top of that
>>7446973
my parents would just tell me not to worry about buying them anything and I have no money anyways ><
>>7446977
oh, well enjoy the holidays then and just give them extra big hugs :3
I'm out.
>>7446978
Is she cis or trans? Were you full time when you met her?
>>7446971
Already did that. There is nobody in my area and I can't do ldr. Wouldn't work anyway. I always get my heart broken.
And it only bothers me today because I decided not to think about that topic because I got stuff to do and obviously exactly today you have to post about your perfect relationship and remind me :p
>>7446967
Sorry, I never was addicted I don't think I can help you.
>>7446982
She is cis. Yes, I was full time and somewhat passing. I pass better now that I'm two years into HRT and have more girl clothes and practice at being a girl and all that. OKCupid works. Just set it the filter so it doesn't show you men or straight people and you're good to go. Answer lots of the questions on the questionnaire thing too. It makes your matches more accurate. OKCupid is only shit if you are straight.
reminder
>>7446981
is that meryl?
>>7446988
Inaccurate in terms of population, /mtfg/ is literally the only part of this board that isn't dead.
>>7446967
Go on an extended backwoods camping trip with a close friend. That got me to stop shooting dope. You basically are out in the middle of nowhere with nobody around but your detox buddy. The first three days were me rolling around in our tent in agony, vomiting, and occasionally eating bits and pieces of Mountain House meals. By the time the fourth day came around, my friend told me I'd better start collecting firewood because his jetboil stove was out of gas and he wanted to fish. Fifth day I was somewhat functional doing camp chores and friend got me to delete all my old junkie buddies' numbers from my phone. By the end of the week, I was clean and had broken ties with people. Alternatively, you could have someone handcuff you to a pipe a la the movie "Resolution" and do the same detox thing to you. It's where we got the idea.
>>7446983
I'm sorry for posting, then. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.
>>7446988
there really doesn't need to be labels its fairly obvious which is which
I am having a lot of trouble with this passage. It's right after the main character's first transformation and fight as a magical girl, and this other magical girl is like "I had no idea there was another magical girl that I did not know of" and the MC is coming down from the rush, trying to explain they didn't know they were a magical girl, either, and starting to realize, hey, this feels pretty great. I'm just not sure how far I want to go with the "Am I a girl" thing.
>>7446998
Why is ftmg looking down on us condescendingly
They have similar problems for fucks sake
>>7446996
Sounds intense.
I'll think about it.
>>7446988
This wasn't even right when it was first made when the board was new. MtFG is the most active thread on this board, though. Gaygen is just a bunch of lonely, whiny /r9k/ tier guys who just happen to be gay. Cis lesgen is mostly just bitching and moaning and conspiracy theories about the trannies on this board. /ftmg/ is hardly that chill, and even though /pol/ likes to think they're raiding the board like that, they'd be better represented by a pimply 13 year old in an Avenged Sevenfold shirt throwing paper airplanes at us.
>>7447005
I have never been to FtM general, but most of the FtMs I've run into outside of Tumblr are pretty chill.
Remember: men are the calm, logical gender. We're the emotional breakdown gender.
>>7447005
Literally every active general in this board seems to be full of drama to some degree or another lol.
>>7447005
idk I guess its just supposed to represent the fact we are lumped together ad he is just looking but idk
all these new people ;_;
so many people gone. ricky, erin, mercury, parrothitler if you see this i miss you.
hope things are going well.
>>7447020
hi booger
I hope you are well too and I hope you have a good christmas :)
>>7447008
Watch Resolution. Great movie. Also, great idea in terms of drug detox, so long as you don't have paranormal entities manipulating audiovisual media to torment you or weird shit going on with sketchy people coming in and out of your detox, you'll be fine.
>>7447020
No idea who the first two are
Parrot is still around.
>>7447013
>they'd be better represented by a pimply 13 year old in an Avenged Sevenfold shirt throwing paper airplanes at us.
>>7447023
>Why does he get a manjaw and passing body but mtfs have stereotypical male features
test actually works
if you notice he is wearing a binder
>>7447027
Test doesnt change your bone structure
Anyway, I don't suppose anyone wants to read and give their thoughts?
lewding all night is fun
my left tiddy hurts
but i am thoroughly worn out and i think i can fall asleep easy tonight
i should get on that, i gotta be up in 7 and a half hours
>>7447026
Do you really think /pol/ raids and the daily "I'm from /pol/ and you're all faggots" threads affect this board at all?
>Been emotionally and physically abused by senpai for 18 years
>Been planning to leave and never speak to any of them again since I was 12
>In the last month they have been acting nice and shit.
>I still really fucking want to never see them again, but its... idk
I dropped out of the uni they were sending me to for a fucking liberal arts degree, and I have found a job as a clerk in a fur auction house and am looking for apartments.
Is it wrong of me to leave when my family have been acting nice the last month or so?
everyones left tiddy is the most sensative
>>7447039
Why are people so weak?
We should all date a chaser as a Christmas gift. No one deserves to be alone on Christmas. :D
>>7447037
i was just posting that pic to supplement what you said
im not trying to argue with you
chill yo tits
help im so excited and happy i cant sleep
also hi booger7
>>7447039
no they want to see you succeed even when its bittersweet. good cd btw
>>7447013
>A pimply 13 year old in an Avenged Sevenfold shirt throwing paper airplanes at us
oh god the imagery
>>7447041
my left one is the dead opposite of sensitive
ii always thought it would be sensitive so i tried it but nothing
then the right one
is like
way too sensitive
>>7447042
idk...
I don't know what I want to do with my life and I need some time to figure that out. If my family knew I was a tranny they would kick me out anyway.
>>7447043
I wonder who's behind this post
>>7447051
>If my family knew I was a tranny they would kick me out anyway.
Well there's your answer.
I wanna be a pretty space idol
>>7447056
Its like trip city in here....
Does you have room for one more?
Am I allowed to just start tripping?
What are the rules????
>tfw all the good trips have gone to bed
>>7447058
there's always room for a new friend anon
>>7447058
There are no rules.
>>7447059
Grace is still here
>>7447062
Honestly Grace is why I made that post.
>>7446790
Can someone explain to me the A man thing? I'd like to keep my initials the same, but if it's really gonna get me clocked...
>>7447062
Aww, thanks anon.
>>7447064
I mean I guess it's just a common joke that Amanda sounds like, A man, duh. I dunno, I'd never known about it until I was thinking about switching to it and most people warned me about that.
>>7447063
Hey /mtfg/ what do you call a belt made of watches?
...A waist of time!!
;D
>>7447070
Save me from this boring bunch.
>>7447066
We're you lewding alone or w-with someone else? :3
>>7447072
Go to school Shakira you are waisting yr time here
>>7447070
O i am laffin
>>7447059
o-oh
>>7447066
I feel dumb now
>>7447075
lmfao I just dramatically quit school ITT
>>7447077
You're not tripping, though, just namefagging.
The first step is admitting its a mental illness.
Good morning
Gotta go to the dentist :(
Haven't been in ages lmao I hope I didn't fuck my teeth up too bad
>>7447080
It's okay. You can use Amanda if you want, just be prepared for that to come up at some point. I think Faye even said someone made that joke about a cis girl Amanda she knows.
>>7447081
How?
>>7447088
Oh no it's not Amanda, I thought it was an A-name thing lol. I want Alexis
>>7447094
Its a long story, I'll tell you on skype one day. Wanna see some pics of me? Been trying a different wig.
>>7447095
Nah, Amanda specifically.
HAH, ALEXIS MORE LIKE
LEXIS
YEAH
YOU'RE A CAR
HAH.
Ha..
>>7447097
o__o
>>7447087
post butte!
>>7447087
gotta make sure you have a pretty smile so boys like you
>>7447103
Okay well are you on skype now?
>>7447109
always i'm telling u
>>7447058
>What are the rules????
>Tfw you wear a plain unisex black shirt, black vans, unisex black pants and are wearing a backpack all day with no makeup on at all but every single person you talk to genders you female anyways
Why won't anyone take my alien shim identity for what it is idgi. It's like I can't even get gendered as a he or they if I'm dressed like a man lmao
>>7447114
Faye, Valq and Edie need to stop with these bragging posts.
>>7447117
Some positive and good news is preferable to the constant barrage of negative stuff here.
>>7447119
but edward was complaining
>>7447119
right on.
I'm the best
>tfw dead thread right when i need it the most
>>7447127
hugg
>>7447128
cudd
>>7447127
I'm here for you baby.
>>7447130
i just need a distraction desu
>>7447127
(y0u) for a cute trip
>>7447132
hi ouo
>>7447133
.>\\\< thx
>>7447135
>
whats everyone doing? Shakira did you even sleep or just woke up?
>>7447135
whats up qt
>>7447133
you get a second (you) for being a good gf for a good girl
>>7447138
I'm hungry and wanna eat.
I don't wanna sleep but I need sleep
I don't wanna work but I need to work
I just wanna get to the fun stuff already
I wanna celebrate Christmas
I wanna spend NYE with Charlotte
After that I'll have to figure out a way to make life not mundane without anything to look forward to
But I can deal with that when I get there
I just want work to be over for now
This place is like SO dead
Laterrrr
>>7447138
best girl gets the second best gf cuz it's just
dengoo
i'm looking at castles and listening to florence and the machine hbu?
>>7447138
no I didn't sleep, it's 8:19 am and I am going to bed now. Cya.
>>7447141
its like 2 am grace
go to bed
its going to be ok
>>7447144
>florence and the machine
phew
>>7447141
If you're having trouble getting sleep try hugging a pillow and pretending it's a cute guy, that always helps me
>>7447146
sorry
I always get myself anxious and dwell on things at the wor-woah my chest just felt funny and now my body feels like its in panic mode
fuck
There goes my idea of thinking about nice things Im looking forward to
guess who's gonna lay awake for two hours thinking she's gonna die
>>7447148
that just makes me feel lonelier
>>7447140
i just had breakfast
how does that make you feel
>>7447141
going to see Charlotte sounds crazy fun
tell her i said hi when you see her
i just wanna look like a girl and kiss other boys and girls and cuddle with them desu
buut you should go to bed
>>7447144
im working up the courage to get ready and go do my laundry and then go to the library to study
not excited for that at all
buut tommorow im going shopping for clothes and seeing my therapist so its ok
>>7447145
nini
>>7446453
*holds you*
It will be okay
>>7447151
hugg
>>7447147
why phew?
>>7447152
what are you studying? what are you shopping for?
>>7447140
i think you could do with skipping a breakfast or two, emily
>>7447154
hugg
thanks lauren
i really need to get on anxiety meds
i think anxiety is the root cause of most of my weird feelings
i get anxious but im not really aware of it and then i feel something get weird with my heart because that's a symptom of anxiety and that only makes my heart beat faster which in turn just creates this like feedback loop where it all comes tumbling down
i might start daily clonazepam like my doc wanted me to do until i get a psychiatrist appointment
im tired of living like this
>>7447152
charlotte's flying here for a few days, we got a hotel in Chicago and there's a lotta stuff I wanna do with her
I wish we had more than 3 days but we're both busy people
i hope i get to meet you some day
>>7447138
Not much really... got a card from my grandparents so that's nice OuO
Remember to make good choices /mtfg/
>>7447154
I'm wearing a corset, i can't.
>>7447163
Like killing myself? That sounds like the best idea i can think of.
>>7447165
corsets are a meme right??
>>7447168
It hurts so it has to do something
im doing a big thonk rn
>>7447166
No work or love will flourish out of guilt, fear, or hollowness of heart, just as no valid plans for the future can be made by those who have no capacity for living now.
>>7447173
don't go hurting your head now
>>7447158
im doing a master in mathematics
don't really like it but i have to finish it now and it has good career prospects
Im mostly looking for some nice tops i can get! Nothing specific
>>7447161
yeah i heard about that. Sounds crazy fun desu, you two get to do all sorts of girly things together ^^
also hugg, anxiety sucks, hope you can make it through the next few days
>>7447162
owo same... hope you get some nice presents
also u should shave the beard, girls don't have beards :3
>>7447171
that's the spirit! I don't think its true though
>>7447176
2late
>>7447174
Well there is nothing i can do about it. So i just go and kill myself.
>>7447164
sheen you are a good girl
I'm sorry for misunderstanding you
>>7447177
Fractals are cool
Can't sleep, still seriously mad at my endo wanting to cut me off meds.
>>7447165
Is it safe for trans girls to wear corsets, what with our manribs?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qvxp4JZjvrg
post yer tunes right now
>>7447192
kate bush is nice
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5pojx6kflw
>>7447189
I'd say no, but I dunno anything at all
>>7447189
doesn't look healthy on either body tbdésú
>>7447192
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAB5W9JGxfU
>the lyrics, dear mother of fuck, the lyrics
>>7447192
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vt5Mxm7BPhM
my stomach hurts
>>7447203
Why?
>>7447201
>it would be nice to start over again, before we were men
>>7447203
>PDE
This is over my head already. I need to get into math..
>>7447163
you don't tell me what to do!
If someone asks if you're okay, do they actually want to know?
>>7447229
no, don't drop that shit on another person, just say "good, man" and be a normal human being
>>7447229
good question. i always assume no.
>>7447229
it depends on the context, but most of the time they probably don't care
>>7447234
you're a fucking pussy if you think that hearing about someone's problems when you just asked is 'having shit dropped on you'
fuck you and your selfish superficial bullshit
>>7447220
do what i say yo
>>7447228
i am a bad ferret mommy
i left lauren in a tube for over 10 hours today
she couldn't even stretch out all the way and she was soaked in her own pee :(
>>7447229
sometimes
>>7447242
post butte!!
>>7447239
for one, they don't actually care about your shit though, and for two, you risk damaging a relationship with someone and giving someone else details about your personal life is never a good idea (it'll become gossip and can be used against you later)
>>7447243
N-nessie!!!
It's all manly and unshaven!
>>7447247
if someone says how they really feel then I can try to make them feel better is usually how it goes.
I always say good unless it's a disaster day then i say terrible
>>7447250
Butte!!!!
>>7447247
i'm sorry for your obviously bad experience with other people but you shouldn't generalize your experience. your way of looking at other people is very bitter and harmful for yourself.
>>7447254
that is a jiggly butte i want one like that too
>>7447256
Butte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi girls im just stopping by to wish you all a happy xmas and i hope everything with your families is OK and that you have a good time and that you are all SAFE !!!
>>7447259
is SAFE an acronym?
I need help getting motivation for suicide.
Don't bother asking why I want to commit sudoku, I have already wasted enough time so fuck off with that shit and just give me actual advice for suicide.
>>7447259
Kit, I'll always remember you.
I tried to make rice for the first time and fucked it up :(
So much for actually cooking dinner
>>7447261
autism!
>>7447267
Very honest
I like it though :3c
>>7447259
Thank you Kit, I hope you are doing well.
>>7447259
hey kit merry xmas to you too!
>>7447269
imatard!
>>7447266
how the hell can you fuck up rice of all things?
goddamnit neptune, i'd hate to think what kind of mess you'd get yourself into with a bowl of cereal
>>7447266
i'll boil the rice qt, u make everything else if u want it to taste good
Did you really fuck it up? What happened?
>>7447263
Sucking
A
Fine
(p)Enis
>>7447261
>>7447270
thanks! I am doing ok i managed to leave my house yesterday and went and got coffee and went to a used book store and stuff so im going OK
>>7447263
nope !! i just meant be safe and yeah ! have a great xmas and new year anon!
>>7447265
thanks anon!! im sure you are rly sweet and great !
>>7447271
thankyou!!!
>>7447276
Hey fuck off you punk
>>7447274
>tfw not nessie's sex slave RIGHT NOW
>>7447276
at school a girl tried to make soup and somehow it set on fire
shit happens i guess
I think my gf is slipping me titty skittles
I've told her I'm not trans but she won't take no for an answer
>>7447283
shit into your hand and clap, juniper
real bullying hours
>>7447286
fruity!
>>7447266
That's cute. My girlfriend has no cooking skills whatsoever. I asked her to make some rice while I worked on a marinade for some tofu once, and she literally thought you could just pour it out of the bag and it would be ready to eat. I don't know where she got the idea, but for some reason she thought it was just a soft grainy thing and all you had to do was heat it up. It was cute cute cute. I basically just housewife it up for her since she was raised sheltered and middle class and doesn't have the skills to fix the car or cook a full meal or properly clean things. I love it and I don't want it to end. I'm dreading graduating college and getting a real job, because I love my lifestyle outside of school. I don't want a real job; I want to be a stay-at-home mom.
>>7447290
what does fruity mean
>>7447288
she knows better than you. just take your fem&ms like the good girl you are.
>>7447292
tuttifroot!
Neptune watch this starting at 2;50
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbLIWszVc2Y
>>7447295
you're being weird
>>7447289
y would i do that
yr not even mean you just want (you)s
>>7447282
book stores are fun
I went to one today but they didn't have the book I want to get my mom so I guess I have to go out again
>go to sleep at midnight
>wake up at 4
>cannot get back to sleep
>get up at 6
>it's now 9
>starting to get tired
WHY
>>7447300
can you give me a (you)
>>7447299
i'm not entirely lucid rn
>>7447187
g-gomenasai
>>7447282
kit!
has a good chrimbsets
>>7447306
neet lyfe
>>7447309
lmao
What drugs did ya do this time?
>>7447312
im sober :D
>>7447300
>y would i do that
i dunno, maybe you ran out of diapers or something - it's the sort of thing i could imagine you doing
I owe sass a lot of us
>>7447307
i can try :)
>>7447315
gooby pls
>>7447264
anyone?
>>7447317
merry christmas sertii
>>7447316
Jesus loves you
(and so do i)
>>7447327
what happened to filthy gypsy?
>>7447318
im not gooby!
ur gooby!
>>7447332
no I am anner!
>>7447329
filthy gypsy was just a term of endearment because of how cultured you are
>>7447282
Is it true you are detransitioning? Also do you really have a crush on beep or is anon just shitposting?
>>7447336
very endearing desu
>>7447276
>>7447277
I've literally never made it before :(
It was still too firm so I left it in the pot longer and it got stiff from toasting on the pot
Everything else turned out fine though...
I've never really messed anything up when cooking this is why I hate doing it
>>7447291
But I do have cooking skills, I just had no idea what it was supposed to cook like.
I want to be a housewife too though, I'd want to spend my time taking care of my love. I'm also the handyman and the one who cleans though so maybe I already am lol
>>7447339
im glad you finally see that we were allies all along
im a girl
>>7447346
LAUREN
>>7447347
ANON
very nasty feelings when looking at my shoulders
i'll always have these bones and they'll always make me sad
>>7447335
gooby pls
>>7447189
That's what i'm trying to fix.
I have bruises where my ribs are from wearing it and it's hard to breathe, but i hope after a few weeks they will adjust to it