Sup /lgbt/ About 6 years ago I was going to come out as trans

Any sort of advice even a kill yourself at this stage would be something I guess ;_;

>>7444829
I don't know anything applicable to your situation but if you insist I'll say this: Hold on to your courage. You can do this!

>>7444783
>my brother got a sex change
>proceeded to be a terrible person
>they will hate me for being trans

You know you can be trans and not a shitty human being right?
Why do trans people project critiques of their personal life onto their sexuality ? If I hate you for stealing from an old lady it's not because of homophobia.

>>7444829
Maybe post in a general? HRTgen maybe?
Just repeat your specific question about NHS
That or be patient; this is a slow board

Sorry it was more of a bump than anything else, didn't realise that board existed to be honest I'll take a look, there was a lot of hate and it put me in a bad headspace, so sorry if I came across as though it's auto hate from everyone, just family gets me a bit sensitive to how they react, maybe overly so ^^

>>7444783
kek transbians really are top-tier for ruining other peoples lives.
What's with transbians dysphoria that forces them all to get married and have kids. It makes no sense. Like it's ridiculously common among transbians.
They need to get their shit together and stop wrecking other peoples lives.

>>7444892
They keep telling themselves it's just a fetish, that's it's easier to find a woman as a man, and try to man up to get over it. When they realize that it didn't cure their dysphoria and only made it worse, it's too late for 'graceful' transition.

Yeah I wouldn't even dream of following the same path myself in having kids and getting married to then come out, we have a comfortable setup don't wanna ruin it too much

Do you live with family? If not, just transition, just do it, if they ask, tell them the truth, and reassure them you won't be a fuckup like your sister. As far as the procedure goes, get your records of hormone levels and check with /hrtgen/ to make sure it is going right, they really know their shit.

No i have a sustainable self sufficient life style now so i dont hav efamily iossues to worry about, could somebody link me to /hrtgen/ im confused as to how to get there, or do i just post in /gen/?

>>7444783
Stop looking for answers to happiness through some external source. It's best to fully comprehend and understand when and why these thoughts and desires came about.

>>7445087
Done all that tried living with who I am and tackling the emotional side but came to the realisation it's more than just intrusive thoughts, and it's not getting any easier as I get older, not going into everything but there are no doubts whatsoever this is the right thing to do now :)

>>7444783
Brother is "trans". You are "trans"

What the fuck did your parents do wrong, you poor, misguided soul.

>>7445216
This is actually far more common than you think. Transsexuality etc tends to run in the family.

Yeah I'm not blaming my parents for how I am that's retarded, most of what we know has only come to light in the past 30 years or so, I'm fine with it just want to do something about it, couldn't live with myself if I didn't make the best possible life for myself.

>>7444907
this, I'm questioning now but that was the path I was going to go down. I feel like I need to address this now before I do anything like that

Also condolences, OP. A similar thing happened to me and I kicked the trans thing to the curb for a while as well