sorry for being carol edition
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• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old: >>7428375
Please kill or marry me.
glubb
hugg sert
hugg frangi
>>7429564
you matter
>>7429565
cudd
>>7429565
maeve hi
>>7429564
same, but take out the "or marry" part
>>7429566
hugg
>>7429556
nice avatar
apparently i'm really transparent and im only seeking (you's) and make really vague posts or whatever, i love you tards
>tfw going to a family party while still high as fuck
I'm always so mean
I wish I could just fly away from all my troubles
>>7429566
hugs u back
Reposting
>>7429534
I rejected you before seeing you because no matter what you look like, i wouldnt want to be with you. Your appearance is not relevant. Thats why its me, not you. This is not hugboxing.
>>7429535
:/ I dont think you are, you're just going through a rough time.
>>7429537
OuO thats really cute indeed!!
>>7429571
snugg
>>7429574
hi lil nimmie what's up
>>7429580
what sort of high?
>tfw alternating between horny and sleepy+sad
>>7429580
I hate that so much
vagina
>>7429582
I didnt reay think so, many trannies are lonely. How can i hugbox someone who i dont know how they look, thats dumb
>>7429585
The only rough time is what I've made for myself
I wish I could become nothing
Who else here is going to be all alone for christmas this year?
>>7429597
No, its something many people go through and its something thats very easy to blame on yourself when it isnt your fault
>>7429579
the ERPing is a little strange, but hey, half the thread probably shoves dragon dildos up their butts, so try not to imagine that everyone else is so high and mighty
>>7429579
(You)'re one of my fave posters though and have great hair to boot
>>7429548
Holy shit
The difference between pre-HRT you and today's you is vast.
>>7429599
I'm afraid that I will be
>>7429599
I wound up in a weird shift shuffle at work; going to be working 2pm the 23rd through 6am the 24th, "off" the 24th and off the 25th. Might visit my aunt and uncle.
>>7429579
nessie is best poster uwu
im sad now
>>7429579
You're great, I like you a lot.
>>7429606
>tfw there is no difference for you
>tfw you just look like a manlet with gyno
>>7429599
Not quite. Got a family gathering on Thursday, another one the day after Christmas. Christmas proper I'll spend with my parents. New year's eve with friends, I made sure I wouldn't end up at a vegan party this year. Already bought the kilogramme of foie gras and bottle of pink champagne I'll bring.
My best friend from college asked me to marry her and I said yes!
>>7429579
You made me think that furfags might not be that bad.
>>7429606
i dont have trouble passing these days :v girl voice helps alot
>>7429622
im sometimes ok but now i feel sad
>>7429621
Oh wow, congratulations.
>>7429599
i hope so
>>7429546
Yep. I, and my three partners have been attacked on the street. After my wife died from her injuries, the doc committed me. I was around 5 weeks away from getting SRS when I was attacked.
>>7429549
*hugs*
>>7429562
So true. Many considered we deserved any bad that happened to us.
>>7429599
I'll be with my parents. Maybe better off alone. I expect friends would invite me over if I was to be alone.
pupsi
>>7429633
why are you not tripping?
>>7429636
good post
>>7429594
I'm dumb.
>>7429622
Yeah, 16 hour shifts aren't that fun, but it's usually P quiet between 1 and 5 AM so there's that at least. My brother is flying back with my folks for Christmas but I wasn't sure I could get the time off and the tickets were really expensive.
I might head out there on my birthday, come out to my mom
>>7429637
i don't know
>>7429625
seriously?
like i consider probably half of them to be borderline cancerous
but even then i'm not much of a filthy furfag, i'd never wear a suit, i just like the art mostly, and some of the lewd stuff too
>>7429639
im glad you like it
i wish i had an exciting life
i wanna go out and do shit
i dont wanna be inside all day
>>7429644
hey im a moderate furfag too
>>7429643
Did something bad happen?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNRvXO9t5HM
>>7429652
i'm confused
>>7429635
Oh my god. That's horrible. I don't know what to say...
>>7429644
I don't know many of them, it's just based on you.
But yeah I also think the suit is too much still.
this general just makes me depressed
i'm not gonna post here again
bye
>>7429644
You're a furry?
>>7429660
whats your discord
>all these furfags
why is the art so good but are the people so shit usually?
>>7429656
Why are you confused? Can i help?
>>7429635
I wish we could throw a party together someday. Maybe next year, who knows? Things change so much over a year. I still hated myself just one year ago.
>>7429660
Okay see you tomorrow.
>>7429641
What is that, your 40th birthday?
>>7429630
>just dont take anything i say seriously, im too tarded for that shit
i'm sure there's a paradox like this
>>7429668
Can I come?
>>7429665
Christmas Carol#1371
How do you prepare your butt for anal stuff???
>>7429667
i'm confused about the conversation we're having
>why are you not tripping?
like i don't know who you think i am
>>7429651
fair enough, desu i cant really understand people who get Really into that stuff, like weebs and that, but yeah, you like what you like i guess, also be carefull, furry stuff is literally against the rules here
>>7429675
enema
>>7429654
Reminds me I'm supposed to go on a gay friend's boat next time he sails in the area.
>>7429676
Oh well that happens if you're Anon. Sorry for confusing you.
>>7429671
28th
>>7429673
I'd be fine with that.
>>7429648
Go out and do something then!
>>7429675
get a bunch of guys to run a train on you and by the third or fourth you'll be loosened up
>>7429677
Well, I like the art too (not the lewd stuff though, that's just annoying to me) drawing anthro chars is generally fun.
I would never dress up in a fursuit because that's just too much for me personally. Thanks for the tip, though!
>>7429658
it just seems weird to me, i dont get it, the suits look weird, i dunno, i like the art and everything, a on might b cool for socialising or something but it might also be weird and 'cringy' depending on how people at and stuff
>>7429664
you're a tranny?
>>7429672
logic aint my thang bby, either you know or ya dont
>>7429689
Pretty much this. Nothing interesting happens when you stay at home.
>>7429688
You're hugboxing me again. How would you know if i'm not dumb?
>>7429697
Oh, i thought i was having a convo with someone specific. You're being kind of a dick desu
>>7429691
tis cool, desu the only lewd stuff is furry crossed with anime style of onta, tokifuji, powfoo
HB artists like that, full on dogface is too weird for me, and i'm pretty weird desu
>>7429696
Which I'm fine with personally, I can barely handle uneventful daily life as it is, going out and doing stuff would be too much for me.
What's your fetish mtfg?
>>7429706
I like bestiality
Not that I'll ever act on it though because that's disgusting
>>7429701
Wow thank you.
And I know I'm nobody.
>>7429706
Mind Control/Corruption, to a huge extent.
>>7429708
Same thing but with scat
Idk why it turns me o
Im lifting weights
Am i repressing?
>>7429706
feet - pretty normie, i guess
>>7429706
I'm a closet feedee.
>>7429706
>fetish
>implying i dont have many
>>7429706
d.. ddlg ;-;
>>7429715
Are you? If you're still on hormones then probably not.
>>7429706
its a bit agp but I still have a light fetish for stockings/tights <\\< (socks do nothing for me however regardless of its thigh high or not)
>>7429709
You're just setting yourself up for that.
I cant know who you are if you anonpost.
>>7429712
>cover
Eh I get aroused by pretty dogs
I'd say it's more zoophile than furry
My only fetishes are feet and knee socks
>>7429721
For me, collars aren't fetish
They are relationship goal.
>>7429726
Maybe i should just kill myself
>>7429706
Does a desire to tease my future bf for having a smaller penis than me count?
>>7429706
Forced feminization because I'm an AGP freak.
>>7429729
vanilla as fuck
>>7429724
Im not on hormones if you don't count the two balls hanging out of me
Im definitely on drugs rn tho
Soft
Beer and Weed
>>7429733
Or stop saying things about yourself that only others can measure and put on a trip
>tfw the murderous urges are getting harder and harder to resist every time I visit my parents
being committed wouldn't be a bad thing for me, would it?
>>7429739
Im sorry in not a 1337 fetishist as you Pam
>>7429746
it's both a blessing and a curse
>>7429738
That's hot
Lemme be ur bull sissy
>>7429742
Why?
>tfw vanilla af fetish
how to be degenerate?
>>7429622
I might be
It depends if I can avoid fucking anything up for the week :/
>tfw most "zoophiles" are actually just into degradation porn and want to see women get fucked by dogs and that's all
I swear like 80% of zoo porn is just that
It sucks and it gives people such a wrong idea
>>7429753
What is the right idea?
>>7429706
& petplay
>>7429749
You don't like being a nobody, don't you?
If you don't put on a trip, your whole existence is a single post. You cant have people react to you specifically if you dont have a trip to form an image of yourself online.
>>7429753
>Anna watches zoo porn
I mean I do too, but I'd never admit that on trip.
>>7429706
love and affection
>>7429706
>>7429744
>Mfw a 100lb manleteta comes at you with a dull kitchen knife
>>7429761
Trip on Juniper
>>7429744
why did they ever let u out of the nuthouse, shoulda drowned u in the tub
>>7429760
Sicko
>>7429758
>You don't like being a nobody, don't you?
i do, it's amazing
no one can call me out on my bullshit when i'm being a hypocrite, and ad hominems are usually just a wild stab in the dark
>>7429635
yeah, pretty grim
I'm glad you at least had a few years in the sun, it's more than plenty of people get
I forget, are you retransitioning now or just here for social reasons?
>>7429602
But
It is
It always is
>>7429706
Not looking like a man
Too bad it's impossible for me
>>7429706
Smoking.
>>7429757
what the fuck...
>>7429765
>implying 6 ft 1 = manlet
>implying I'd use a kitchen knife like that one instead of the machete my dad keeps in the house for defence against intruders or buying my own zombie knife
>>7429776
girls or boys
>>7429776
my boyfriend always tells me i look cute when im smoking
he is such a bad influence
>>7429784
Girls. I kinda like guys that smoke too but it's nowhere near as big of a turn on as girls.
>>7429728
meh, whatever works for you
>tfw really want to do lewd stuff now
so
fucking
lonely
>>7429796
No i would be the same, so nobody would like me.
>>7429801
better w/ a camgirl
>>7429800
How do you know if nobody would like you
>>7429772
Restarted hrt 2.75 years ago. Psychologically I needed it. I was very close to suicide at the time.
>>7429706
impact play
also armpits and body hair
>>7429806
Why did it take you so long? Why didn't you get back on it as soon as you got out of the conversion facility?
>>7429776
As stupid as it is I kinda want to smoke for the cool factor and whatever benefit people apparently get from it
>>7429805
Because i am me of course.
>>7429769
We're not planning anything yet.
>>7429814
it is stupid
more people will find it gross than cool
>>7429814
I'm a terrible influence but I think you should try it, it's worth knowing how it feels to see if you like it. Also if you do, post pics =)
>>7429814
Every person I've known who smokes/smoked wanted to stop at a point, no exception so far, and most of them got back to it.
>>7429822
haha nahhh i really shouldnt
>>7429824
>>7429821
>>7429818
yeah the bad faaaaaaaaar outweighs the good lol
>>7429706
specifically domination based on trust and submission i guess
i like the feeling of my life being under someone else's control, and the trust that i give them with that, they would have to be trustworthy and caring enough for me to really get into it
>>7429706
not being alone
so much for that though
>>7429825
get some of those candy cigarettes you can still look cool
>>7429814
i smoke because of
1. addiction
2. suppress hunger
3. boredom
>>7429826
This desu
>>7429812
The ECT and torture I went through really fucked me up bad. I'd blanked my whole life before then. It took years for memories to come back. I didn't know who I was.
>>7429827
Hey me too!
>>7429825
Dooo iiit, be a cool girl.
>>7429824
I only stopped to get SRS. Will stop again for the next round of surgery. Nicotine is the only thing I've found that keeps me functional.
I wish I could give all the sad lonely girls here a big hug ):
>>7429839
Fuck i might start doing it occasionaly
>>7429556
I'm sorry for being Alex
Carol is good though, I'm glad you're you ^-^
>>7429839
dude just stop there are plenty of people who already smoke you can jerk off too
stop trying to convince new people to start
>>7429844
BAD
>>7429843
Korra hug
>>7429844
>>7429844
Don't be stupid
Be a girl and live a long healthy life
>>7429844
disgusting.
>>7429761
this
>>7429825
desu it's just unhealthy, it's a physical activitly that has no real effect, but chemically, it's like taking a drug that does nothing, if you can, save your oney, and your lungs, and dont bother
stop being dumb
>>7429844
I hope you've thrown those away by now.
Look what you've got me doing now /mtfg/.
>>7429825
I tried smoking once. It's not an outstanding feeling like alcohol, it's more of a relaxing thing, but you're basically killing your lungs for it, and since you need those to breathe...
I think about it sometimes. I do like the smell of cigarette smoke, but when I see residents who are basically dying and still go out in freezing temps to get their fix...nah.
>>7429864
>Just like, once a week. Its calming desu
This is how addictions start
What's something fun to do on a Sunday
>>7429861
lol, AGP AF
just wondering, what is it about smoking that's sexy?
i dont really get it?
>>7429864
lmao I have never heard of anyone who could sustain "just smoking like once a week" or "just smoking in the weekends" or "just smoking at parties" or stuff like that.
You've quit already, just keep it that way
>>7429861
>>7429864
dis-gusting.
>>7429868
masturbate
>>7429868
church
drinking
sex
>>7429869
probably has something to do with events in their past
like women they had crushes on smoked, or they associate sexy suave women with smoknig, idk
>>7429879
It's the mentality though
>>7429869
I have no idea.
Ultimate AGP: I'm gonna take pics of myself smoking and fap to that.
>>7429859
>tfw high and getting fucked violently while wearing a DARE t-shirt
>>7429868
lay in bed and do nothing while hating yourself
>>7429878
That's very impressive
Still, even then you're fucking up your lungs
>>7429868
rub feminine penises.
>>7429869
For me a lot of it is about breath, when I get lewd I focus a lot on breathing so its sexy for that breath to bring in pleasure and be visible. It's also sexy to think of a woman that knows how bad and addictive cigs are but is willing to give in to all that for the pleasure it gives.
>>7429855
purest form of love
>>7429899
yeahh bad girl
>>7429890
lol, dont forget to upload it to you know where, there are probably some people that will enjoy it
>>7429904
Good idea.
>>7429878
>never got addicted
>Just like, once a week. Its calming desu
denial
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>>7429899
huh, makes sense
>>7429868
Work in a grocery store :^^^)
>>7429890
>I'm gonna take pics of myself smoking and fap to that.
>tfw your own nudes have turned you on before
>>7429900
>You really aren't though
sertii, i don't mean to alarm you, but smoking isn't good for you
>>7429900
kek
http://www.health.harvard.edu/mens-health/light-smoking-dangerous-in-any-dose
>>7429910
you should start drinking again it's nice
>>7429910
then get a sex drive
>>7429911
People like to say getting addicted to cigs is super easy but it really isn't most people smoke regularly for months to a year before they feel any real cravings.
>>7429910
yes you are. now post feminine benis.
>>7429903
Go away, Shakira. No one likes you.
>>7429915
I wish I could get turned on by my own nudes, but I'm gross.
>>7429903
pat pat
>smoking
plz never do this
>>7429933
>vaping
no thx
>>7429931
>>7429922
Yeah but this is one a day, what if you had one a month? I wanna look sexy dammit.
>>7429931
>Whatever, you girls are boring hippies
b-but you're the one who smokes and does drugs and buys into left-wing politics
i'm the opposite of a hippie, since i'm a square who doesn't drink or smoke or anything
>>7429938
>"The only safe cigarette is one that's never been smoked."
>>7429928
my dick is gross
it makes my entire body disgusting unless I'm wearing tight panties
>tfw wanna get started working out but no idea what stretches to do
I'm gonna figure this shit out though, I wanna be healthy and fit and have a hot body
>>7429927
*headpats*
it's ok, but please, speak for yourself
>>7429946
>falling for the stretch meme
>>7429946
there's so much shit out there that it puts me off but im trying to find a good routine too
>>7429942
O-once a year??
>tfw you're not a girl yet but you're definitely not a boy
>>7429951
>meme
Pls I wanna touch my toes again/
>>7429952
I think I'm gonna pick some basic stuff and follow this to get me started, and then from there learn more
>>7429953
do iiiiit
>>7429956
same
>>7429938
Don't listen to the health nuts. Tobacco kills less than work, and nobody suggests banning work.
>>7429958
Dont listen to lung cancer
are john lenon glasses a very bad idea?
>>7429954
Worse than not smoking at all
>>7429958
yeah, but to be fair, you kinda have to work
>inb4 smug pepe neetface
my laptop died in half an hour and the charger is two floors up
welp
might as well sleep now
nini qts and people-who-don't-like-to-be-called-qt <3
>>7429958
yes there are tonnes of people who want to abolish work just because you haven't read them doesn't mean they don't exist
>>7429957
If you're looking to improve flexibility, wouldn't yoga work better than stretches? I think stretches are mostly so you don't pull muscles when you actually exercise and so you're not as sore afterward.
>>7429956
>tfw you're a boy but running your hands over your buds makes you happy
>>7429960
yes almost definitely, unless you hang around with hippies in their late 30's to early 50's
it's just not the 80's anymore
>>7429966
night qt
>>7429969
Stretches improve flexibility, help muscle growth, and prevent injury.
Not doing them is asking for hurt.
>>7429971
>tfw your buds need a bra
>>7429913
Holy shit, what a wonderful idea.
>>7429923
I'd rather not
>>7429924
Should I go buy one at the sex drive store?
>>7429926
I'm not. And who's says I have one?
>>7429977
I think your benis is very feminine :^)
pls cuddle with me
time for snorts
>>7429977
no, you go _for_ a sex drive.
it's like a car, just with lots of lewd stuff
>>7429980
>Well, given work nearly killed me and caused me to spend a year in a psychiatric clinic, I'll probably never work again.
sounds dangerous - what job were you doing?
>>7429983
>calls me out on smoking occasionaly
>informs thread shes snorting horse tranquilizer a few posts later
>>7429990
because I want to cuddle with you anyway.
>>7429984
in the 90's it was ok, it's going to be 2020 soon, we need to keep up to date, or just do your thing, but always remain self-aware, it will save undue embarrassment
>>7429990
you might need one afterwards
>>7429991
Yeah I am a stupid, irresponsible loser
I just don't want my friends to be
>>7429988
Senior officer in the forest service. Shitty organization. One of the highest suicide rates in the country, after the police and postal service.
>>7429996
I was asking more in terms of it making the face look more or less masculine.
i'm trying god dammit
>need to go upstairs to get water
>voice that isn't a family member
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK
>>7429987
Good god that pic is hot.
>>7430003
Looking good!
>>7430004
>tfw go upstairs expecting no one
>two strangers staring me down
fucking uncomfy
>>7429996
>2010 was 7 years ago
Madness
>>7429998
because its benis time
>>7430004
reuse your pee
>>7430003
if you lose weight youll look great
The fat on your face is boyfat still
>>7430004
just get some water from the bathroom sink, princess
>>7430017
>>7430019
Good luck senpai
>>7429943
I know that feel ;_;
>>7430021
Kys desu
>>7430009
She's moving in the right direction and that's what counts.
Anyways, she does look nice, perhaps a little chubby, but like a chubby girl! Which is more than I can say
>>7429983
omg have fun!! :D
wooo new hat
>>7430013
Thats how estrogen is made right
>>7430018
B-but that's dirty
>>7430026
You too, you people are retarded
>>7430025
>tfw you made sertii, the official nice person of the thread, be mean
good feel
How am I supposed to pick between this stuff? half of them are practically synonyms!
>>7430021
i actually laughed
out loud
for real
>>7429786
And what makes you say that?
How do you know I won't
I probably will be alone
>>7429975
you stretch after exercising right
that's what i always did
>>7430007
I want to be fucked like that at least once in my life.
>>7430033
hey bby dont worry my big black cock will make you feel better.
My issue is that I'm too skinny.
Bones and tendoms showing all over the place.
175cm 55kg 21yo just starting to pay more attention to my sexuality/gender/being me
There must be tons of workout guides around here but do they apply to boney people?
I don't eat very much but if I start working out I suppose i'll naturally eat more.
>>7430036
I had to google kajira and kajirus and after 3 different sites I still have no clue what's the difference with slave or submissive or maschist...
>>7430036
lmao what's the difference between leather boy and leather boi
>>7430030
I will
4th day in a row
My left nostril (where the septum is tilted towards) hurts like all hell though
And I have to sneeze 10 times after snorting
My right nostril is stil going strong though I will be disassociated tonight
>>7430041
dynamic stretching before, static stretching after
>>7430048
this shit is so complex :(
>>7430015
I tell you a funny story; I went into this record store to look for an album, he asked me how long ago was it released? I said "2001 so fairly recent". He gives me a blank stare and says "2001 was 13 years ago sir"
>>7430046
I hadn't noticed that one!!
>>7430041
>You want to stretch after or hours before a workout, but never immediately before.
http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/wotw80.htm
>>7430048
>>7430050
do it fast before the excercise, do it slow afterwards.
>>7430051
2001 feels just like yesterday to me. Fifteen years of my life are lost to a PTSD haze.
>>7430050
you've never done a sport, have you
>>7430055
no, there are dynamic stretches to do right before doing aerobics, but you never stretch before weight training
>>7430031
I read an article about a girl who is trying to that (reclaim estrogen from pee so you can make hrt at home) but I don't think she's finished yet she got to a point where the estrogen is isolated from everything else though
>>7430060
no i always hated doing sports in school desu
>>7430063
typical
I was def more on the athletic side
>>7430036
>bootblack
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeL8EYtbVw0
>>7430044
do like cardio and butt exercises
>>7430060
what kind of dynamic stretches should i do
>>7430066
don't make fun of me ;-;
>>7430070
is it alright when I wear a skirt though? am i a girl?
>>7430076
sure
>>7430072
what exactly are you doing? there are specific stretches that target specific areas
>>7430073
:p
>>7430017
so will i need to lose weight and gain it back to get girlface?
>>7430084
i was gonna do like butte, core and uh waist stuff
I want trashy back.
>>7430085
I think so, that significantly speeds up the process if theres a lot of it
>>7430051
oh, not nice, you remember 2001? i dont remember things well desu
but i was like 5-6
Why do some people get to be so feminine, but I'm so hideous and masculine?
>>7430089
I've been gone for a little bit, is this who I think it is?
>>7430092
ok, im going to have to do some dieting and regain some wieght
>>7430094
I was 9. I don't remember much, primary school, 9/11 of course.
>>7430088
go for a light jog to get your heartrate up or even just go in cold if you're just doing weight training. Afterwards, you wanna do a bunch of static stretching (pull your body in the opposite way you pushed it to build strength)
>>7430089
ask if she wants to build a snowman
>>7430070
Thanks, I like that pic lol
>>7430089
why, if we're being honest, she was a bit shit
>>7430095
literally me from age 8 onwards
h-here i go
>>7430095
I killed my balls at age 12
>>7430100
'i remember 9/11' i was a little kid and i remember thinking, 'why would i care, i'm a kid'
i was a dumb little shite, i didnt even know what was going on
>>7430110
Why are your legs so short?
>>7430092
can confirm this helps. I dropped nearly 50lbs and now ive almost gained it all back. i pass better than ever before
>>7430113
How come you got so tall?
>>7430124
it's time to let it go Anna...
>>7430129
I only have sort of grey memories at that age, i dont really remember stuff in detail
>>7430129
before and after
>>7430132
The earliest big news story that I remember is Princess Diana in 1997. Saw it on TV while in Jamaica. I of course didn't understand why it was all over the news at the time.
>>7430130
I can't let it go
Trashy is SO cute
I want to be with her
>>7430122
had to let them develop a little bit when I started getting bullied for it. I had a huge growth spurt like 3 years late, but it was mostly leg height because my chest is so tiny.
also maybe this? >>7430127
>>7430135
how do I look cute like that :<
>>7430137
well you cant be with her that part of your life is over. you need to move on. it's unhealthy to dwell on the past that holds you back
Question: If you hike through five inches of unbroken snow can you walk less?
>>7430130
Funny story, my blog used to be titled "Let it Go" and when my dad found out about me being trans, that post was titled "I did it" so in the archive it reads as "Let it Go, I did it."
>>7430138
Oh, so didn't literally kill them. Also not sure what that whole hormone deal is.
>>7430136
for me i remember mum telling me that 9/11 was happening, i was too young to even understand what was going on desu
>>7430132
My earliest clear memories are from the 1981 presidential campaign. I was just short of 3 years old.
>>7430147
it was confusing, but they're super tiny rn and I have a girl's frame.
my arms and legs are super skinny, and my bra band is 30".
>>7430145
But...
I'll try
I don't want that part of my life to be over
>>7430151
ost of my young memories are fuzzy
the first thing i remember isnt a real memory, more of a thought, i remember that it was important, and that i needed to remember it
>>7430155
you may not want it to be but the reality is that it IS over and it's not coming back. it's healthier to move on and focus on the future not the past.
>>7430117
she's really bad at taking pics, they look longer in full body shots.
>>7430154
Huh, that's pretty weird. Your height might be no issue at all then if your frame fits.
I know a lot of you have issues talking with people you don't know and getting to know them, so I wanted to share this.
http://www.bdsmwiki.info/CIQ
>>7430161
my earliest memories are of going on vacation when i was like 2
>>7430161
Most of my childhood memories are from before puberty started. Starting 12 yo it was basically autopilot, a black hole of depression and confusion.
>>7430161
My memory is kind of an aberration. I just don't forget stuff like everyone does. It certainly was a boon for studies. It also made my PTSD much worse.
>>7430117
angles, its a long shot, little depth perception
>>7430167
>http://www.bdsmwiki.info/CIQ
>>7430163
>>7430179
Wouldn't it be just easier to say that those legs are stumpy and be done with it?
>>7430180
>CIQ, or Compliment, Introduction, Question, is a simple three step aid to help engage others in conversation during casual, social encounters.
>>7430160
I simply have to try and get her back though
>>7430188
No, that wouldn't be an easier way of saying "they don't look like that in other pics". Do you have issues with reading comprehension?
>>7430164
mhm. Not really dysphoric about my body aside from the lack of hips
>>7430135
You definetly look more feminine after but I don't see the 50 lb difference.
>>7430161
I notice people my age rarely talk about the 1990s so it seems that most don't have any significant early memories. I remember loads of shit, Notting Hill Carnival 1995, my mum was telling me to look out for us on TV because we were there earlier, MJ concert in 1998, my grandma was trying to explain to me that he was actually black, my trip to Florida in 1999, took pictures with Goofy, loved the 90s.
>>7430189
Is that like some sort of autism subsection?
>>7430188
well thy aren't intersex or anything, but ive met girls that dont have intersex legs
>>7430193
>aside from the lack of hips
No one pays attention to that anyway.
>>7430194
I didn't like the 90s. But my life was pretty good back then.
>>7430201
they've been growing a little, but not too much. I'm sure by 12 months they'll be significant
>>7430198
I found the picture of me in the Lennon glasses, fuck I had no browbone back then.
Evening ladies :^)
>>7430198
>intersex legs
Wat?
Those legs are just stumpy looking.
I seriously feel like I handicapped myself with theses nails jfk
Shitposting - hard
Opening cans and bottles - impossible
Clasping bra - nope
Girl buttons -hqhaha no
Masterbating - got to do the prissy butch finger tip yank, can't make a good first
>>7430214
hi ^.^
>>7430194
>I notice people my age rarely talk about the 1990s so it seems that most don't have any significant early memories.
yeah, i mean i'm even older than you are and i have almost no memories of anything that happened in the 90s
i must not have turned sentient until i was about 10 or something
>>7430215
>tfw stumpy dad legs
>>7430196
People need some guidelines to interact with other human beings, be it looking for kinks or just friendship. I mean, I'm sure this line was actually helpful for some poor souls
>Jumping right into kinky convo from the get go, regardless of the environment, is often a huge turn off. People enjoy hearing about your day, favorite movies, music…keep it light. Saying, “Hello and what is your favorite sexual position?” or “Hi, would you spank me tonight?” These are BAD openers and go back to the first concept of just being yourself.
>>7430218
didn't expect a (You) haha
but, you're all qts itt desu
t. bi man
>>7430194
it's less noticeable on my face and really apparent on my body
>>7430231
>but, you're all qts itt desu
like 30% are qt on the outside and maybe 15% on the inside
>>7430228
Actually it's just a passing interest in fashion.
>>7430230
Lil' nigga that sounds like something out of an autism manual.
>>7430206
>>7430228
I was so badass back in the 90s
>>7430232
Yeah I'm the same actually. Black genetics ;)
>>7430245
Babyface.
>>7430231
thanks bi man!
Idk if I'm just loopy from lack of food atm but I can't handle this rn.
>>7430256
Started a diet huh? It gets easier about 4 days in.
>>7430256
AND i SAID WHAT ABOUT BREAKFAST AT TIFFANIES
>>7430261
Never watched the movie but I love the soundtrack by Henry Mancini. He's the same guy who did the Pink Panther Theme.
>>7430258
Nah, just haven't bothered to get up and get something to eat yet. Mom is babysitting kids so I'd rather starve myself in here for a while than deal with that.
>even as anime I'm ugly
feelsbadman.swf
>>7430267
I've never seen the movie but I like the song
i get so frustrated looking at my body knowing i'll never pass
>>7430270
>>7430274
What Breakfast at Tiffany's or The Pink Panther Theme?
Night girls~
>>7430281
this reminds me of when my dad and brother are talking about engine transmissions and they call it the tranny
"don't do that or you'll fuck the tranny"
"need to replace the tranny"
>tfw run done
i feel really good
physically and mentally
im super happy with myself for actually doing it
now, what to do for dinner? a bit of pizza? ive been in the mood for it for like 2 hours now
i know its not a good healthy start to me exercising but im not in the mood for much else lol
>>7430270
what is this?
>>7430292
ford makes a van called the 'transit', it's very popular and often referred to as a 'tranny van'
>>7430295
>run
how do you go outside ;_;
>>7430292
A completely innocent word taken over by degenerates. Just like gay.
Sad really, when you think about it.
>>7430300
Hah!
>>7430295
pizza is not really unhealthy as long as you have something with not much grease and you don't eat the whole thing
>>7430300
My van isn't a tranny...
>>7430307
because that's a renault
>>7430284
gn owo /
>>7430303
Gay is a very old and very common last name where I come from. My family tree is full of Gays.
>>7430284
sweet dreams sweet sertii
>>7430303
ur stupid
>>7430319
live and learn i guess
>>7430302
treadmill
>>7430305
Good point, I guess I'll dab it off with a paper towel
>>7430314
>obsession with legs
Maybe.
>>7430318
Maybe.
I want her
i'm just about to cook a 1kg lasagna desu
>>7430327
interesting
>>7430323
dang is a treadmill worth it?
>>7430330
If you use it, yeah.
I don't know if I can do this
>>7430325
L E G L E N G T H
A U T I T I S T S !
>>7430332
do what
>>7430335
live without her
>>7430333
Leggy.
>>7430339
who?
i know i'm slipping away again
>>7430342
trashy
>tfw you have a trans friend that started at 12
>tfw she passes 100% cis tier and is pretty and will never ever need surgery
I'm not the jealous type but dang she is killing it at only 19
>>7430340
leg size dysphoria
>>7430339
'she' is subjective
>>7430058
Over 20 years for me.... ;___;
>>7430061
With the right enzymes E2 can be created from soybeans.
>>7430115
>>7430100
I thought "They finally figured out how to take 'em down." I'd remembered the first bombing of the trade center. They shredded the underground parking garage, but barely made a scratch in the structural strength of the building.
As for the '90s, not really. I remember talking with friends about the first bombing during gaming. I think that night was spades. Them not believing that the building stood. Me telling them, mechanical engineers, about tall building engineering requirements. Then how to defeat them, and use the building against it's self. That, a few parties, some of my time in CA, a failed relationship, some science fiction conventions, are all I really remember other than work and school.
>>7430340
I'm eating panties and a bra that are strappy and look just like this
>>7430217
you get used to them after a week
>ywn be as cute as ladybeard
>>7430339
you can do it. you'll find someone one day that likes the real you :]
>>7430341
sertii and a few others are really cool to talk with
>>7430355
Wearing!
>>7430348
can i fug her?
IM FUKKCWSED
i want to lewd with a femboy
supple toned flesh with squishy estrogenised boy-skin
mmmmmm
i wanna lick their tummy
>>7430355
wow what a lesbain
>>7430365
That's pretty lewd
>>7430359
I'll be a fake me if it gets me my gf back
>>7430360
Freudian slip...
>>7430353
desu i dont know much about terrorism, other than bus bombings and how to fuck up a charity marathon, but i'd at least do some research into how to bring down a building
then again i'm late 1995, so i dont remember much of those days, also dont care too much, but i'm english, that's to be expected
>>7430351
>leg size dysphoria
That's a first one. Usually it's tits or ass.
It's probably the easiest one to overcome. just get yourself some high heels.
so i think im supposed to run every other day, what should i go for on the days i dont?
>>7430358
you want 'her'
>>7430364
she has a bf already
>>7430381
TV and pizza
>>7430381
jerk it
>>7430353
There never was much doubt here about how the building collapsed. The Pailleron high school disaster has left a deep mark in French collective memory. Whole steel-frame building collapsed starting with just a small gas can and a match.
>>7430382
That's pretty rude
Trashy is very cute
the quotation marks weren't necessary.
>>7430373
you dont have skinny legs and large knees like me i guess, i'm hoping that hrt will give me nice lgs like my sisters
i'm waiting to start exercising until hrt because rn any exercise i get turns into pure muscle
>>7430383
I'd fuck her anyway. that oughta show that cuck.
>>7430381
I always do light cardio the days I'm not running
>>7430381
Walking is good or cycling if you want something more intense. It's okay to have lazy days too as long as you stick to a routine.
>>7430348
when did you start?
>>7430398
Bulling for a tranny would be pretty hot. Just an extra bit of degeneracy.
>>7430393
i didnt mean it like that, youre reading too much into it, i meant youre too invested into one person, although to paraphrase a movie i havent seen 'let her go'
>>7430359
A-am I cool to talk with?
>>7430372
Remember the tube bombings in 2005?
>>7430392
If you like Dolphy maybe you'll like Archie Shepp. If not you can at least tell me what the track name means I've always wondered.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQRDFltSO0k
>>7430395
My legs are fuckhuge from cycling.
>>7430395
I doubt that anything will change with HRT. It's not a magical potion.
You shouldn't really stop with exercising.
>>7430413
i barely remember terrorism stuff, my family wasn't too focused on that stuff
i used to cycle alot too, i still have the thighs and ass from it
>>7430412
Maybe I am too invested in one person, but I love her.
I really do.
I can't just let her go. I have to at least talk to her one more time
>>7430420
>tfw London got bombed and country people didn't even care.
Independence when?
what's that term that snowflakes use
it means "I'm not any gender" or something
>>7430372
The thing is the vulnerable parts of a tall buildings are well protected from damage from bombs and fire. The thing is the normal fire protection was designed for much smaller jetliners. The big jetliners of today carry over 20 times as much fuel at take off. That's enough to get through the fire proofing around the metal structure and soften it. Once that happens, the floors star pancaking and the building comes down.
>>7430351
For me it's rib cage size... ;___; Legs and be broken and stretched to gain 1 to 2 inches, or even shortened an inch or two. Ribs... ... ...
>>7430392
A bomber hit the Empire State Building and nearly took it down. That changed the building codes... Tall buildings were retrofitted with the needed fireproofing, and blast protections.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdkRwFyfE-8
>>7430419
gross, desu muscle is a big nono for me, i want a nice balance, between muscle and fat, i have a good balance that has the perfect jiggle on my ass, to get something like that will make me happy
>>7430421
it can take time, hopefully you get the resolution you deserve, if not then i hope you figure things out. it takes time, for everyone
>>7430424
small town more worried about my new creepy stepdad, terrorism wasnt the highest priority when i was 6
>>7430428
non binary
>>7430424
they should have used bigger bombs 2bh
>>7430428
non binary or agender is probably what you are thinking of
>>7430413
Recently listened to a radio documentary about Shepp, couple months ago. It literally means the blacks' morning. Morning as awakening.
>>7430433
Thanks Nessie <3
hugg
tfw you will never eath shakira's cum
>>7430431
ribs are the other way around for me, if you can tell me about how to make legs longer then pls tell me, ribs are easy, pls tell me how to get long legs
>>7430440
Filtered.
>>7430431
A big rib cage means more room to press one's head against.
>>7430439
tis coool, shit just takes time and patience, you'll sort stuff out
>>7430343
how are you doing?
are you okay?
Someone give me rubbs
>>7430450
I just want her back though
I should never have posted here
I'd still have my qt3.14 gf and be fuggin her 10 days from now
>>7430404
26
>>7430413
occasionally
>>7430453
Sounds less comfy, doesn't mean it's bad.
>>7430456
to be fair we did tell you for a long time to stop posting here so that's your own fault
>>7430452
there's nothing down there to rub though
>>7430464
Did you?
I seriously don't remember that.
Also I was obviously a retard in all this lmao
>>7430452
>>7430453
It's not a trap my muscles hurt ;_;
>>7430466
I didn't mean that that way get your mind out of the gutter ;____;
>>7430456
if ifs and but were candy and nuts then i'd have a fucking orgy
just concentrate on whats going on now, the rest comes later
>>7430460
...non... bi... nary..................
R E E E E E E E E E E E E E
>>7430462
male ribcage is longer than femmel, usually the way around it is to have the bottom ribs removed
>>7430444
I don't know the exact techniques, but it is done in some cases due to lack of growth. I just know it can be done. I actually have long legs for my height. Sadly my ribcage is huge.
>>7430448
More like a few heads with me... Oh right, I'm poly.
>>7430453
Removal of the lower rib may be able to be done. I've wondered about doing a tapered shortening of my ribs and removing the lower one. they stick out too. I don't need a 7 liter lung capacity.
>>7430460
The fire stair wells are supposed to be large enough, and able to withstand impacts without being voided. Obviously didn't fully work with the WTC. At least one main stairwell was out and had fire in it. People who kept trying managed to get around it and out.
>>7430478
Yeah I guess.
I'm just shambled
Anna
let's be friends
>>7430469
Hugg
>>7430466
Also saved
r8 my vidya taste i picked these up since they were cheap.
>>7430489
Sure thing Alex :3
>>7430490
>>7430492
two of those are good
One's okay
One's a meme
>>7430493
yay <3
>>7430373
She's a pencil like I was.
>>7430497
>ywn be a world class female athlete
I don't know why I even get up in the morning
>>7430492
10/10 8/10
7/10 ?/10 (probably zero or something :^))
>>7430400
>>7430403
I think I'm gonna go for yoga, I really need to work on my flexibility
>When you about to start some shit up with a retard parking like a moron but the other guard stops you cause its the fucking owner.
Close one.
>>7430506
I've always had a thing for stout girls. I'll take a curvy Montblanc over a pencil any day.
>>7430512
You gotta start somewhere.
>>7430520
Looks seriously wrong. A friend recently compared me to Jessica Rabbit. Not sure it's a step up or down from being nicknamed Morticia. Besides, I'm bad, I'm not just drawn that way.
>>7430524
I hear what you're saying but it's so much easier to just eat whole pizzas and sit on my butt
>>7430529
Jessica Rabbit, no I don't see that.
This day just can't get anymore wrong can it?
>>7430534
That's expensive
I don't know how I managed to stuff my face as often as I did whilst being a NEET.
>>7430535
I don't see it either. I think she's just trying to get me to dye my hair red.
>>7430534
I know!
I just did that for the past two days instead of going out for a run.
>>7430542
>spewing puke
HOW IS THIS HEALTHY
>>7430534
Haven't had a whole pizza in months.
>>7430492
>PS3
you should switch to PS4 already
good taste though
dishonored was a good game, pre-ordered 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQjGop_OjGM
>>7430520
I'm not that crazy... I'd love to have a body like Carol Alt has now. She's just a few years older than I.
>>7430523
When I was young I was dealt a pencil thin tall body with enviable transitions that were smooth. For some reason it is what usually interests me the most. I'm still tall, just 20 inches more girth around the ribs with only 12 more on the hips.
>>7430546
its important to wear a buttplug too when lifting like that
>>7430549
I don't want a ps4
>>7430554
but why
it's like, 200$ and you can play newer games with better graphics :v
ayy i'm still good at video games apparently
>>7430451
i'm okay now
it just felt like i was gonna get all sad again
>>7430393
>>7430546
my dad did this stuff for a while, it's probably not healthy, his legs are fucked up
>>7430552
Those hips of yours should catch up soon enough.
>>7430539
It's really not that expensive in terms of calorie per dollar
>>7430542
Oh god that webm lmao
I feel like I've really fallen by the wayside on my workouts but at least work keeps me from getting fat
>>7430492
Idk how you managed to go this long without playing Skyrim, but it's definitely a fantastic way to lose a few days if not much more. Dishonored's a really good game, Ghosts is the most stereotypical CoD game yet, Dead Island makes me barf from all the motion blur but I hear it's at least decent if you can get past that.
>>7430534
Geez how can you eat a whole pizza?
>>7430558
PS3 has an undisputedly bigger library
more bang for yer buck
>>7430552
I had no idea Zsa Zsa Gabor was even still alive.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/entertainment-arts-38360302
>>7430558
I'd rather keep the 200$ and spend it on something I want. none of the new games interest me even slightly. graphics literally mean nothing to me I started in 1993 with the original Mario bros
>>7430569
I might play skyrim first then
>>7430536
what happen emi?
>>7430572
With enthusiasm
>>7430570
A frozen pizza is less than 5 bucks
>>7430567
>I feel like I've really fallen by the wayside on my workouts but at least work keeps me from getting fat
I kinda feel the same. It's all been work, work, work for the past few weeks.
>>7430572
She's a big girl.
>make profile in once of those sex oriented dating sites
>it has a heavy angle on kinks
>no real names, just a handful of real photos
>I can use any pic I want
>All I have is animu and sad stuff
I'm never getting laid...
>>7430570
>Pizza is expensive
Good pizza, yes
Not the £1 tikka frozen pizzas in iceland
That being said, the UK doesn't have many choices for good pizza
>>7430574
I knew. Sad to see her go. But expected, I suppose.
>>7430576
Stuck in the city with no way of getting home.
>>7430573
big library doesn't really matter when there isn't enough time to play all the games coming out as is
maybe you have a bigger variety but you can't come close to playing even half of the PS4's library
there's too many games being released
>>7430575
if none of the new games interest you it's likely because you haven't been looking into new games lol
for one thing you'll probably want DH2 after playing 1
>>7430582
Mutton pizzas or codfish pizzas?
>>7430586
in the biz, we call those games "shovelware"
>>7430578
for me
i want to eat out my best friend and then make out with her all heavy-style
fuck fuck fuick fuck fuck
>>7430421
write her a letter and make sure to put a love heart on top of each i and sign it with Anna
>>7430591
>bloodborne
>shovelware
huh, interesting
>>7430585
what happened? how come you're in the city?
>>7430595
bloodborne has been out for years
where are these new games you were talking about?
>>7430586
>if none of the new games interest you it's likely because you haven't been looking into new games lol
>imfuckingplying
I'm up to date on all new games and I don't want any of them. I don't get how that's difficult to understand. I'm completely content with my ps3 and have no desire to get a ps4
>>7430592
She's a big girl in general.
>>7430585
Why did you go out there? Can your parents come get you?
>>7430611
I'm sorry you live in a frozen country.
>>7430606
was getting caught part of her plan?
>>7430612
that blows
hope you get home safely
>>7430614
Don't be, I have pizza and rum right now
>>7430619
what pizza
this question has a right and wrong answer
>>7430599
oh, i was shitposting
sorry
i was kind of pissed at having fallen asleep this morning and in a bad mood
>>7430604
>dishonored 2 / gravity rush 2 / horizon: zero dawn / ratchet & clank / uncharted 4 / overwatch / grand turismo: sport / fallout 4 / shadow warrior 2 / for honor / nioh / nier automata / furi
i don't usually buy games until they're at least a year old so if you're disqualifying the PS4's library because some of their games are a year old i can't list as many :^)
>>7430605
i mean you're interested in an old Call of Duty of all things but can't find anything at all interesting current gen
i don't know what kind of taste this is, but it's a taste
>>7430612
How'd you get out there?
>>7430628
must be a language barrier because I asked for NEW games
I.E. games that aren't released yet
>>7430627
Are we even ever gonna get a body shot of you?
>>7430626
Store brand meat lover's
It's breddy alright, would say it's better than digiorno
Dear brain
An hour and a half ago I was working on my health and appearance by working out
Please stop fucking feeling sad that I'm an ugly cunt not even two hours later
staaaaaaahp
>>7430628
literally nothing you mentioned interests me. also I picked those games up because they were cheap. my boyfriend likes call of duty so I got that for us to play together
>>7430635
>gravity rush 2 / horizon:zero dawn / grand turismo: sport / for honor / nioh / nier automata
none of these are out yet
the others aren't exactly old either, save for FO4
there's also persona 5 and whatnot
>>7430638
It's scary and gross now. Not likely.
>>7430661
>>7430661
>>7430661
>>7430419
W O W i want to fuck that ASS
wew
>>7430705
that's disgusting