awoo edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old thread: >>7418199
>>7419581
>no cute message in the OP
Gonna get ketted up again tonight I think
Still curious
http://www.strawpoll.me/11301806/
>>7419589
Please don't take too much drugs. It's not healthy and you might become addicted.
>>7419589
four straight days fucked up
think I have a problem :/
>>7419591
I'm not sure. Both i think?
>>7419577
>Guy got his dick cut off by angry wife
>Spoofed and parodied to hell
>FGM
>Worst thing since the Holocaust
>>7419591
i wanna say both A & B as well
>>7419596
damn senpai
This'll be my second
Last time I got 2 grams it lasted 6 days though and I didn't even enjoy the last two
That does mean I can do 4 though :^)
>>7419593
It's not unhealthy it's just your bladder gets fucked up
I don't have money anyway so if I get addicted I can't do anything with it so it's alright :^)
time to nap
see you all later <3
>>7419602
>just your bladder
>>7419602
don't think I'll be getting ket again
much prefer mxe, but I'm not getting that either, I don't need it
>>7419606
hey, i'm just about to head off for a nap too
and by "nap", i mean go to bed for the night, even though it's only 7pm
im a girl
my dick pic became a meme
>>7419614
I wish i was a girl too...
>>7419618
prove that it's actually yours
>>7419618
wait so that's actually yours?
>>7419616
was pretty nice desu
I only ever tried it pre-ban though, so god knows what it's like now
So I just woke up and there's like, snow everyfuckingwhere. It's pretty incredible but it's also going to make it really funny for me to call the driving test instructor. I wonder if I should wait.
>>7419618
owo
>>7419631
I didn't know it wasn't banned before the blanket ban
I think it's banned here too but not sure
They're banning 4FMP here starting January 1, but I've never done that anyway and I don't really want to
mene penis
>>7419634
where did you post it?
>>7419634
o okie :3
oh and i read the doujin you told me about and now i feel sad but happy, it's weird, dont know how to explain
if that was you, not sure
night night
>>7419581
quid
>>7419638
2009 if I recall
a year after mephedrone, which was 2008
>>7419581
Took me dam near two hours but i finally found a shop that would sell to me withouth a rec card or even a fucking ID.
Had to smidge a little and tell them i was an illegal alien but hey
>running a bit low on hrt
>panic
>call pharmacy
>yes miss they will be ready for pickup in an hour
:)
>>7419651
what strain? im chillin on grapefruit kush atm
Some guy at the restaurant started talking to my bf
>mfw he says "so your having a comfy dinner date with your girlfriend?"
I didnt dare say anything
>>7419662
aww sounds like you had a nice time
What do you do if you get an allergic reaction to progynova?
>>7419662
haha, you look like a girl
>>7419667
really?
what kind
>>7419667
Estrofem.
Although i'm worried about injections because they all seem to be estradiol valerate. It wasn't a allergic reaction per se, I just got real depressed on progynova. Remeber I was talking about killing myself a lot?
How common are allergic reactions to hrt?
They seem to happen all the time ;_;
>>7419672
Rash, it's in the common possible reactions, 1%, list.
http://www.npr.org/sections/ed/2016/06/01/479335421/practice-makes-possible-what-we-learn-by-studying-amazing-kids
>Ericsson has spent decades studying the power of practice, and in his new book, Peak: Secrets From The New Science Of Expertise, co-authored with Robert Pool, he argues that "talent" is often a story we tell ourselves to justify our own failure or to protect children from the possibility of failure. He writes:
>>This is the dark side of believing in innate talent. It can beget a tendency to assume that some people have a talent for something and others don't and that you can tell the difference early on. If you believe that, you encourage and support the 'talented' ones and discourage the rest, creating the self-fulfilling prophecy. ... The best way to avoid this is to recognize the potential in all of us — and work to find ways to develop it.
>To underscore his point, Ericsson engages in a systematic takedown of the myths of famous prodigies, including Mozart and Paganini.
>Masters of their crafts? To be sure.
>Hard workers? Clearly.
>Naturally gifted? Not so fast.
>"I have made it a hobby to investigate the stories of such prodigies," Ericsson writes, "and I can report with confidence that I have never found a convincing case for anyone developing extraordinary abilities without intense, extended practice."
>>7419664
It was
We had indian food and the waiter came and lit candels for us <3
>>7419669
B-but in alpha
>>7419679
Well I'm on spiro and progynova and the single adverse effect I've had is having to pee all of the time
Not very I'd imagine, you only notice the people who have them of course
>>7419682
>having the motivation to practice
Shiggy diggy
Which trips do you want to snuggle?
>>7419688
Im**
>>7419675
Between 1% and 0.1%, not really that rare. The thing is that progy is by far the most common one, I'd have to personally ask some pharmacy to get it from me and I doubt they'll bother...
>>7419695
Hanna+lanna owo
>>7419695
all/any of them!
>>7419695
Nessie
Frangi
Sertii
Sass
Basic
Smiles
Those are the top desu
>>7419695
anna and sas.. uh i mean spazz....
>>7419651
I wish they would have gotten you deported
>>7419656
My insurance allows me to get them refilled 2/3rds of the way through a prescription period. I'm in there the day after requesting my next refill.
>>7419701
;-;
>>7419667
It's most likely one of the fillers that make up the pill rather than the estrogen you're allergic to. Trying a different formulation like estrace or estrofem could help if they have different fillers. If that doesn't work you might need to get your pills specially made at a compounding pharmacy.
>tfw ms gt pops up when you don't want her to
>>7419695
Anna
Grace
Lauren
Sertii
Mauve
and CNT because I think she needs some love.
>>7419715
snugg
>>7419702
uwu <3
Are you NE England anon or another one?
Anon love is best love
>>7419708
Y-you too!
I just kinda forgot about you but you seem like a cozy trip as well
I want to snuggle everyone though those were just the ones I could think of quickly c:
>>7419715
<3
>>7419716
You're kinda mean a lot of the time
You seem like one of the most normal people here
But not as snuggly
>>7419695
Drake uwu
>>7419720
Ive gone anon because for some reason i feel super self-conscious rn
>>7419694
I didn't have friends to play with... No internet back then. What else was I supposed to do? I spent well over two thousand hours a year painting and doing photography. I also spent lots of time learning new subjects.
>>7419725
Squeak what do you look like?
>>7419716
We haven't really talked that much.
Honestly I get the impression I'm not well liked
>>7419725
Damn.
>tfw had friends
Even that feels bad now reee
>>7419723
Oh awoo
Why feel self conscious silly noone dislikes you I'm sure
>>7419727
This
Post someone whos close if you dont want to post yourself
>>7419661
Something something OG Kush Something something
Smells really really good.
>>7419693
Cannabis isn't a drug.
Free ur mind maaaaaan
>>7419705
Never loser
The Fucking trans girl i was with like four weeks ago blocked me on Grindr and i left my bong two grams and 30$ in her fucking car Fuck
Look at this bullshit wtf type of pipe is this??
>>7419732
iunno, just do :3
>>7419735
dude, at least make a bong or a shottie or something, smoking out a can is dirty af
If I'm maybe having an allergic reaction, how long do I need to stop hrt to check? How long should it take to clear out?
>>7419738
You're often very harsh
I can't be bothered to find examples, I'm fairly sure you know what I mean though.
>>7419737
hugg franon
How do you deal with acne scars?
and I mean psychologically, I don't want some homeopathic remedy
>>7419745
franon? i dont get?
>>7419738
You don't want to meet up and meet my friends so... ~_~
>>7419748
h-huh
who are you?
>>7419742
Teach me how man /diy/ me.
Dam it's some fire i kinda feel like my head is snugg vibrating through my earphones.
is frozen anime
>>7419753
it's kino
I don't want to go into the huge fucking amount of subterfuge and insanity it took to do it,
But my mom went in and destroyed all my bras when I was out yesterday, and when I called her she told me to wear a baggy sweater
And I got so mad I cut myself to get the suicidal ideation out of my head
>>7419755
I like you
>>7419756
hugg
Do any of you feel the need to better yourself when you smoke?
>>7419751
ima snaek...
sss :3
>>7419763
ssssssssnugg
>>7419756
:(
Your mom sounds crazy
>>7419756
Don't you have a sallary as a veteran? Why don't you rent a cozy little appartment and forget her forever outside of a monthly visit or something?
>>7419756
literally sue her if you have the money
Fuck that bitch
>>7419760
Yes but this is a hugbox
You have to be nice for weeks to be allowed another outburst of rudeness :^)
>>7419763
owo
I'll try and come over when I'm in Glasgow desu I'm planning on visiting a friend in Cornwall anyway if they'd have me :^)
>>7419760
Its your own fault you took so long to come out now when you lived in one country all your life and could have gotten help from the government when you were younger I guess autism lmao
>>7419588
i didn't do it
>>7419591
i voted hating being like/not feeling like a man but it's really an even split
>>7419598
well it's really shitty that what happened there was made fun of like that, but fgm is systemic, as commonand practiced exclusively on pre-pubertal females so it's not rly comparable
>>7419600
omg nice trip maeve
>>7419649
hi hi
>>7419768
If edie can have a working relationship woth her mother why not faye?
>>7419770
Dont be mean.
is mtfg dying or is it just me
>>7419752
desu literally the only thing you need is a pipe and some rolling tobacco, although i know that's not common in murica
get a plastic bottle and burn a hole in it thats a little bit smaller than your tube THAT PART IS IMPORTANT
then, while its still hot, push the tube into the hole so that it will fit the tube perfectly
afterwards all you need to do is put a small ball of tobacco into the end of the tube and compact the ground bud on top of it, put the tube into the bottle and smoke it like you would with a bong, it takes a bit of practice to make sure you dont swallow the ember, but is just a rare, if unfortunate result, of sucking too hard...
giggity.
>>7419772
Because it's not your personal fault if your family doesn't work. I don't see edie's mom doing any of the thousands of horrible things faye's mom has done.
>tfw faye is her own mommy
>>7419773
Then I guess Shakira will never build up the nerve or find anything in this fucking country being mean is the only thing that gets you anywhere despite how nice everyone says I am I should go get drunk and slam up the bitches maybe that qt3.13 lesbian is out again tonight
>>7419780
I don't see Faye doing anything about it. Money I guess I should punch my dad in the face for fucking around and not talking to me when I was younger
im kind of sad my mom's visible disgust for anything "gay" stopped me from even thinking about trying to do anything feminine
i think she secretly knows i want to be a girl but she put in the back of her mind all these years because she always wanted a boy
a good christian boy who took everything said in the bible and church as gospel and married the girl of his dreams and lived happily ever after
there's an unbelievable ignorance in believing that having a child at 40 with a man diagnosed with terminal cancer and with a womb that's been stitched up due to the removal of a malignant tumor is a good idea or will result in a perfectly normal baby with no problems
>>7419783
Yee sounds comfy as long as I get huggu
Will be late 2017 though, only going to Glasgow in August/September and I need to have a holiday to go that far south to be worth it
>lemon cake or chocolate cake
this is important
>>7419790
Both
>>7419727
>>7419734
Not much better than Sheen... The T and HGH they pumped me full of during conversion therapy fucked me over bad and now I'm a bit overweight, but my height helps. My weight si like half way between masculine and feminine distributions with it getting more and more feminine with time.
>>7419732
I'd have rather had friends. All that lack of play during my childhood and the harassment I went through at school has negatively effected me. When young I pretty much only socialized with adults.
>>7419756
*HUGS* Change your locks and install an alarm system. Send her a bill for the bras.
Ever consider moving at least 4 hours away?
>>7419790
Chocolate!
>>7419777
Idk I've only been here for 6 months
its p much the same I think
Lots of cold water
Lots of hot soup
Lots of popsicles
Fuck this cold and fuck my throat injuries
anyways, hi /mtfg/ what's up
>>7419786
Don't think of your transness as a maladie, babe
It can't be easy, with your family situation sounding as awful as it is
But you're not sick, just another way a human can be, mama. And it's ok.
>>7419786
I wonder when dad started his second family, before or after the weight loose
>>7419792
Neat
>>7419784
There's a difference between being a bad parent and a psycho. Faye's mom has stolen medicines, attempted to marry her with her bf, destroyed her clothing and much more just this year.
Are you okay oryx? You sound pretty jaded and angry lately.
>>7419718
Yea im staying with him till 11th of january
>>7419801
I guess moving around a lot with zero to no responsibility fucks up a person.
>>7419796
watching people bite into ice makes me wretch
>>7419786
I know this feel. I was raised to be a Mormon Missionary and I came pretty damn close to it.
I don't think you were a victim of circumstance, though. I really believe we were all born like this for a reason
>>7419809
>tfw eat and chew ice every time I finish a drink
>>7419801
Its funny how this hobby is like, the only thing that keeps me happy. And pursuit of happiness I guess. How neglectful
>>7419811
One mormon keeps inviting me. He parties in soho a lot too
>>7419809
It makes my throat feel way better when i can chew it up and swallow it when it's still cold.
Besides, it's really soft. It's not like solid ice, there's a bunch of sugar in these
Being self sufficient is fucking outstanding desu.
Maga
>>7419818
Kayla did you fuck your boyfriend yet?
>>7419801
Inapologize for the aggression.we all have a bit of kayla in us i guess
>>7419790
Lemon I already ate too much chocolate
>>7419790
Lemon is gross.
>>7419821
https://youtu.be/hZ0auIBdSls
>>7419801
The parent-child bond really fucks things up too.
>>7419806
Socializing is a necessity for a good life. Without it I might as well end it. No I don't have any passive income. I've never really been able to get back on my feet after the conversion therapy. I programmed for awhile, and even impressed some employers, but I'm to fucked up to work. The combination of c-ptsd from my childhood, and the conversion therapy broke me.
>>7419822
No need to apologize, if anything I was just worrying a bit about you.
>>7419789
i like huggus!
it should be ok by then, i will hopefully have started hormones and might look a little better, hopefully i wont be as nervous too :3
>>7419821
Sometimes.
More often than not, these days.
Sometimes I take mtf HRT.
I'm an enbie, don'tchaknow
>>7419756
Im sorry!
Omg
B/c I'm crazy in another way, and you've let out little blips and blurbs about your relationship in context to transition;
Sounds like she's angry youre actually accepting yourself while she can't.
Being a druggie doesn't help
But, like we tell everyone with fucked family, remove uncertainty.
I'm with everyone else;
Change your locks & cut off comms if youre not up for moving.
You're fucking gorgeous.
She's either jealous, or just can't accept what a bombshell who happens to be in-touch with herself you've become.
I cant pretend to know really any of this, but based on everything you've said about her reaction to your transition in the past, a little of this might be true.
Maybe resentment?
Idk
Pls be safe and don't hurt faye. I like faye.
Be safe
>>7419833
I hope I look somewhat fem by then too!
Don't really care about what you look like though as long as you're comfortable meeting I'm all content :3c
>>7419784
well she's giving me the beach house for a week, if she takes that back that would cost me 1,600 after tax just for a room, and then Disney tickets, that's 300, and a car probably another 400
so yes, she cost me 200, shes giving me 2,300
I just, It's hard to fucking deal with how she recommended I leave laundry in the garage to save space, and then she got into it and destroyed ONLY MY BRAS, AND THEN SHe TOLD ME TO WEAR A HEAVY SWEATER
>>7419829
I want to match a face to the writing so freaking bad.
You're one of my favorites.
>>7419822
Yeah yesterday he pounded me
>>7419843
cool, i hope things go well
i'm kind of scared
>>7419838
destroy all of hers obviously or take the amount of money they have cost from her.
>>7419844
Play basketball. Was gonna go today but felt bad about myself. Hes not amerocan i think. I dont know i dont beleive in god but i keep hanging around churches
>>7419847
Bring her to an lgbt churh
>>7419849
Hpyy4u <3
>>7419851
awoo why scared?
>>7419854
just uncertain about my future, i'm in a worrying mood i guess, should be ok tho
>>7419849
how was it? did you shit on his dick?
>>7419847
wait when r u going to disney?????
>>7419834
What have you tried? raloxifene or something else? How do you feel it compares to E?
>>7419796
that's a very touchy-feely way of thinking of things
i guess i can see where you're coming from but being trans is not normal
>>7419797
it became more and more prevalent as i became older that i was not going to be filling that role
it's not like im a wildchild or anything either; im fairly reserved but i demand answers to questions and don't like being told that "that's just how things are" when i ask something
i think my mom is secretly disappointed with how i turned out in that aspect, but there's also something about her nature that will always make her proud that im her son, which ive always found very sweet
>>7419798
>tfw i was the second family
my father's first wife cheated on him after like 20 years of marriage and he was so embarrassed that he left his small town and came to america
>>7419811
i dont think there is an inherent meaning to life or one's circumstances
>>7419860
aww
If ya need any help with anything I'm here
Duct tape is good to hide nipples from poking under a t-shirt right?
My boobs look like pecs even nude but I dont want to take chances with my whole family at Christmas (some dont need to know yet)
>>7419870
will do, thank you =)
you're nice :3
>>7419863
first week of January, were doing Disney and harry potter world
>>7419873
For you.
>>7419876
aw :( im going in the summer i think
>>7419877
whu?
why bane?
es confuze
>>7419844
I'd believe both. Idk I don't get as much iron or water as I should. What's a decent source of iron?
>>7419869
The struggle to be yourself while realizing you're not going to be the person your parents kept envisioning you to be is tough
There's a part of them that'll always be proud that you're their kid.
>>7419853
It is a trap.
Speaking as a former Mormon, you'll then be invited to Tuesday activities. Then Sunday Services. Next thing you know, you'll get dunked.
...I should found an LGBT church. Like, just a normal church but not an asshole
>7:30 Bro Dean video
Let's hope it's a good one lads, and remember:
you will burn in the LAKE OF FIREEEEEEE
>>7419883
cause I am nice uuuu
tfw cant fall in love
>scouring the house for me new star wars cowl hoodie from target
>Beginning to panic, screaming obscenities at my cat, manic
>Have to pee, look in mirror
>I'm wearing it.
Hrt causes dementia, everyone
>>7419888
OwO :3
>>7419890
there's no such thing
>>7419864
>tfw i only have one cheap sports bra
>>7419891
say sorry to ur cat
If you are a gay, a lesbian, a fornicator, a masturbator, a catholic, an atheist, a muslim, a jew, a marijuana smoker, a druggie... YOU WILL GO TO HELL
SHAME ON YOU FOR REJECTING THE WORD OF GOD
>>7419892
cug
I chose lemon
thanks for everyone's advice
electro went well today, I think I'm more clear then not now ^^
>>7419888
who is bro dean?
>>7419890
I wish i wouldn't fall in love all the time. It's so depressing to not get loved back.
>>7419891
are you nice to your kitty?
because kitties are nice, they should have be nice at :3
>>7419886
Iron Supplements, Meat, green leafy vegetables, whole grains.
>>7419865
Skin is about the same.
I think maybe they make my butt bigger?
I never had real breasts even with 6+ years of HRT, so i can't comment there but i mean SERMs are supposed to anyways so whatever.
My tiny chest pads remain unchanged.
They also do well to keep my facial hair in check, although i dunno if that's my XXY gene.
I've been off of everything for like a month now, working on getting alternatives atm
>>7419866
Yeah, they think it's a terrible mess but i can't say i'm too concerned
>>7419869
Touchy-feely if you wanna call it that.
It's just supposed to help you feel ok and valid as a person. Those are much more important than adhering to whatever older mode of thinking that's got you feeling like something intrinsic to you is a stain or wound.
The sooner you can get passed not being "normal" the sooner you can feel comfortable and empowered in the knowledge and acceptance that it never mattered in the first place.
Especially when you can surround yourself with friends and people who'll support you.
>>7419904
Brother Dean is a hardcore Christian street preacher who just provokes everyone but free speech in America is fairly absolute so the police let him do his thing.
Here's my favourite video of him with a sicc track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bZLtg8OZYY
WICKED MUSLIMS
MUHAMMAD IS IN HELL
>>7419903
Good choice! I'm proud of you!
>>7419900
cug? dont confuse me! i dont know!!
es engrich pls...
>>7419904
dean from suparnatural, anna likes the ghey fanfics of course
>>7419917
Cug
A Cug is the act of 2 people putting there arms around each other in an embrace usually to make both partys feel better or happy.
'Cug' is word made by accident using two methods of sharing love... A Hug, and a Cuddle.
t. Urban Dictionary
>>7419918
I've never been to a service ever, I don't believe in God.
I'm going to the night service at Christmas at a local monastery though to see what it's like, I've always wanted to know.
>>7419921
>supernatural
2spoopy4me
>>7419897
I have a video I sent to sass cussing him out, telling him what a faggot he is for pressing his butthole specifically on the table runner.
He deserves it.
>>7419896
I did for 3 months up until I got a couple more as a Christmas present
>>7419906
Sometimes.. I spoil him to no end and we cuddle all day?
He's my only irl friend
>>7419918
I honestly started going braless b/c cold weather kicked in and wearing sweaters worked to hide em.
Lol, I cant but a legit bra from a store until I gain another cup, what with my wonky measurements
>>7419918
Same, 1 bra and it doesn't fit.
>>7419924
a cug soundss suuuu guuuuud! needs be a fing, oh wayt, es fing
and i now U liek sooprenadurel
is de homobro's killing daemins, an being ghey, an hawt
>>7419934
Ehh, 3 $10 bras was bought for me with my money.
Idk if it counts
>>7419941
Well a gift is a gift. Do they fit well at least?
>>7419938
I'm well aware.
It's just a neat thought, is all :)
I hope it's not just because of how you look.
Even so, I wouldnt recommend posting it on 4chan, anyways.
>>7419937
I dun like men tho men are icky and ew!
wiminz are way qter :3
I never see soopernatril and dun wanna
need to see gilmor gurlz more awoo
I will giv cug to lil snek at vizit
>>7419938
I just wanna chat with you, I like chatting with you.
https://aiexperiments.withgoogle.com/giorgio-cam/view/
post results
>>7419952
I like the feeling of sports bras, it's just like a little hug or something, but i should probably wait until my boobs grow a little before wearing it regularly
>>7419962
Once it gets uncomfortable not to / you want to hide your bobs
hair is finally starting to get towards old length and feel
>>7419968
do my boobs start sagging if i don't wear a bra? i'm (almost) at a b-cup right now.
>>7419932
I just worry about spending $30 or whatever on a good one and then it doesn't fit within a few months. Plus my measurements are slightly weird
>>7419924
I'm going to a midnight mass with my dad bc I'm pretty much forced to go to church when I'm here
Midnight mass for Christmas is usually nice though
Do I really need therapy...? Why can't I just be the girl?
>>7419980
Is it like a normal church service or is it just singing stuff?
I want some preaching bby
>>7419591
Literally all three.
>>7419968
Why would it get uncomfortable?
>>7419982
which girl?
>>7419986
Idk, maybe while exercising or something
>>7419987
Astarielle. The happy, kind, kind of flirty and always loved girl.
...that's me...right...?
>>7419980
I obviously can't try it on in store hence why the measurement was off. And I also I have the similar reason of I'm still growing and not fulltime yet so seems like a waste of money at this point.
>>7419984
normal Catholic service, only preaching is about Jesus being born and such since it's Christmas
Shame they don't have southern Baptist preachers where you are, they give the ol fire and brimstone kind of preachings.
>>7419999
Yeah
I've done the measurements and stuff and it says I'm a b-cup but idk how much I trust it. Plus there's no chance to try it on in a store
A month and and a half's worth of black work socks folded and staked into red versus white stitching piles.
>>7419581
I want to put a penis in and around my mouth. And lick it. And other stuff too
Does this make me gay?
>>7419998
I'm not normally one to criticize names, but that is a whole new level of snowflake.
What girl names are tainted/shouldn't be chosen when picking a girl name?
>>7419986
Stairs. Stairs without a bra suuuuucks.
>>7419932
Shakira if you're scared buying brasI can come help
>>7420008
It's not a name I plan to actually use. It was given to me long ago by someone else and kind of became my online handle about the same time I started seriously questioning my gender.
I've been trying to decide on a name, actually. A lot that I like don't really suit me.
>>7420012
You have to learn to glide when you take the stairs.
>>7419999
qudz es good shkeerer
:3
>>7420015
Ok cool thanks
>>7420025
iunno, pen is gud unow? i liek
>>7420011
kayla
>>7420030
awoo m-mebe
i liek both i think
I think my stomach has shrunken, today I had a bowl of corn flakes and 1/2 a chicken and I'm not hungry anymore.
its so hard to eat enough to gain weight
>talking to someone over kik
>at first sound like they're looking for someone to fug
>then they start taking about how they've wanted to be a girl forever and looking to start hrt
I didn't even mention that I was trans and I'm not feminine looking at all wtf senpai
>>7420031
I figured Kayla, Caitlyn (any form of it), Stephanie, plus anything way too tryhard would be in it
>>7420034
es cule, sumtymes liek one or over unow
but i liek alot owo
>>7420037
iktf, passing 1200-1400 is hard
>>7420040
uwu
liek dink but no boiz it stoobid
fel liek dirtie chazr
so i have obamacare in washington and my insurance is denying my hormones because of the dosage. i'm prescribed 6mg oral estradiol/300mg oral spiro/100mg oral progesterone/2mg oral finasteride.
apparently the most they cover is, "up to 2mg spiro"
what the fuck even
>>7420021
they start bouncing a little when you get to an a-cup but i think it only hurts at that point because of growing pain.
>>7420048
es no chazr, iunno, gerl es coot, sum boy cooz, sum men segzy
iunno, u lyk wut u liek
>>7420050
spiro's original usage is for something regarding fluids I think which needs a lot less, you should contact the doctor who prescribed to have them explain to them
>>7420056
tru tru
i wanna be norml boy not sum stoobid transie
>Tfw flat chest
(´・_・`)
>>7420064
u wunt b normil or u want b difrent?
>>7420069
It will change
>>7420070
i wunna b hapy ;_;
i miz big cudly trashe aaaaa
>>7420069
Me too, but that image is really cute
>>7420021
It's a function of stiffness and size. Min were very stiff for while as they first grew, then they softened up and now bounce.
>>7420069
Tfw don't have real boobs, just sensitive moobs with puffy nips
>>7420076
es sowy, es bad, wunt be nies
no fink uv trash
es bad
>>7420081
How big are your boobs and how long did it take?
>>7420050
i know from germany that covering drugs is bound to certain rules. like the only reason why i can get my 'mones covered is because my doctor diagnosed me with a "hormone imbalance". maybe there is something similar and your doc diagnosed you wrong for the insurance?
>>7420059
yeah i just called again, and managed to get someone who had actually heard of spiro before. now i'm only getting a hard time with the finasteride, which is no big deal because it's like $5 out of pocket to fill :]
>>7420085
uwu she maed snepchad storie and i stil got id
maed me sad lil pupper
ned hug
>>7420088
Mine are AA, and it took nearly 2 years for them to soften and be able to bounce.
>>7420089
Werent you checking out your body and dancing in a wig just now?
>>7420093
iz gib huggu
jus engor, nut werf tym i gez
u du er fing, nod sumwun elz
>>7420041
im eating 2500+ and not gaining though
>>7420094
And bouncing hurts?
>>7420098
but i wan du sumwan else :c
>>7420041
That's what i eat for breakfast, how can you eat so little? Eating feels good
>>7420114
Oh how come?
Sup transfriends how's it hanging?
>>7420037
Same. I would be so fucking hot if I could just figure this out and start gaining, but I can't. I feel like I need to cheat somehow.
>>7420103
Yeah, although it kind of tapers off after a while. I remember 6-8 months having days where breathing was painful just cause my chest was moving a bit. Now a few years down the line it's really only if I'm running around without a bra on.
>>7420116
bdd mostly, hearing my own voice can make me feel bad too, I tend to get really sad very fast too
Why is becoming a girl so expensive? I can't afford this.
>>7420121
Oh i understand and i hate if i gain weight, but i still like eating too much to stop it, especially when i'm sad from seeing me in a mirror.
Femgen told me mac and cheese is a good way to gain calories
>>7420122
Its worth it girl
>>7420119
drinking a shitload of milk in addition to all your meals helps but its still hard
>>7420103
Yes...
this is why I don't have any vapid friends who dot every sentence with 'lmao' and use text speech lingo as if it's a substitute for a quirky personality
>>7419792
>Not much better than Sheen... The T and HGH they pumped me full of during conversion therapy fucked me over bad
I look worse than a fifty year old who at 19 got beaten almost to death then pumped full of T and HGH and spent the rest of what he thought was 'his' life farming
>tfw my cooking gets hugboxed
I can't escape the hugbox
>>7420140
You haven't been here long enough desu senpai lmao
>>7420146
food with love in it is always good
>>7420096
So what? Fat people can have female bodies too you know
>>7420099
>>7420114
The double standards here are infurating, if I had said I'm eating 1000 cals and not losing I'd have been laid into by 10 replies of "try harder fatty" but with her, oh no straight to the metabolism argument.
>>7420140
Edie and Mercury in a nutshell.
>>7420140
>having a personality
>2013+1+3-1
lmao
>>7420153
well with gaining theres not much else you can do besides just eat.
losing is a bit different
>>7420151
Except when it's bad and they don't say anything.
Love can't fix mediocre food
>>7420140
r u ok? lmao
>>7419581
When did this thread turn into namefag hell?
>>7420140
it's always the vapid ones who complain about vapid people
it's always the boring ones who complain about boring people
it's always the annoying ones who complain about annoying people
etc...
me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c76iT4Ua5Bo
Do you think it could ever be possible for science people to invent a way to reduce height?
I wish I was smaller ;-;
>>7420168
I complain about niggers and Jews but I'm a white agnostic.
Czechm8.
>>7420172
no such thing as fast/slow metabolism, disproportionate to your size
>>7420153
Is that why you're scared of meeting Oryx?
Do you guys like these leggings?
>>7420173
probably be easier to make everyone else taller
sounds like the plot of a super villain
>>7420168
you must be everybody
>>7420182
cool
>>7420182
Turn around
>>7420106
den do sumwun elz :3
>>7420153
except edie dyes her hair to be quirky
and swears blind she doesn't care what people think, then is constantly asking for people's opinions
>>7420182
They look nice for an active look.
>>7420193
Didyou know she happens to be nonbinary and all the men shes been with claim they are attracted to her androgynous features?
>>7420198
I believe that she believes that
>>7420198
Penis isn't androgenous
>>7420198
I don't think she knows what that word means tbdesu
>>7420160
Exactly it's easier to gain weight than lose it. Compare 5 minutes spent eating a doughnut vs half an hour on the treadmill.
>>7420179
That's irrelevant my point is that if thin people are allowed to get away with metabolism arguments then so should fat people.
>>7420181
I don't meet Oryx because she's creepy as fuck. Kind of annoyed of people or more likely you anon saying it's because "I'm scared to leave my house", I *was* thinking of meeting you until you decided to fucking cyber stalk me.
>>7420193
Haha I remember that thread, despite "not caring what others think" she made sure to let everyone on /mtfg/ know her hair was purple then proceeded to cry when we laughed at it.
>>7420191
bud hoo?
nowan as qt anywae ;-;
>>7420182
I wish I looked like a girl and not an old man
>>7420208
That had nothing to do with your point, I was replying to another person.
And neither should be able to get away with it.
i wanna stop reading hourou musuko because of the feels, but i just cant put it down
what is this masochism
>>7420216
Same
>>7420145
I likely started out with much better genetics than you did. My grandma on mom's side, and an aunt on dad's side did some modeling durring college. Another aunt was routinely carded when she was in her 60s. She just had amazing smooth Nordic skin, and her hair was still black.
>>7420204
Mine's just a huge clit.
>>7420210
iunno, fiynd qd
ima go to sleep nini
>>7420231
uwu night qt
hugu
>>7420238
hugoooooooooooooooo
>>7420226
you do, you look like a woman our age
I look like a mannish joke
>>7420227
>I likely started out with much better genetics than you did. My grandma on mom's side, and an aunt on dad's side did some modeling durring college. Another aunt was routinely carded when she was in her 60s. She just had amazing smooth Nordic skin, and her hair was still black.
I'm still a joke
I look worse than you after all the hardships you've been through
>tfw still banned
( ;_;)
>>7420246
You look like the only woman In your family that didn't get the memo about bangs
>>7420218
At the end of the day people should accept that changing your weight is doable but not easy. Somone who tries to eat more than they usually do may throw up and I was getting headaches earlier I was so hungry.
my boobs hurt
>tfw no gf
>>7420246
You look like a fat chick to me.
I wouldn't double take at Walmart or something.
>>7420255
I cant wear bangs because I have a bald male hairline
>>7420262
Same
But its like a good hurt because it means tiddies growing
>>7420263
huggo
iktf. well. almost
>tfw no bf
>>7420257
I abuse that
People tell me I must've worked really hard to lose all that weight, but it was pretty easy
it's weird how people who trash their bodies get praise for fixing it, but people who maintain themselves all along get no recognition
>>7420279
Yeah but you'll still be the GF.
>>7420257
I've done it, it's simple, maybe not easy, but I found it so.
I think misinformation is the biggest obstacle.
>>7420272
At least you have hair... I have a rather large MPB bald spot.
>>7420285
True
That does sound better than being the bf
But I'll have to wait years for that
I don't want to wait years
>>7420208
If you're not scared of leaving your house you would try on bras before buying them.
Do you want to go stealth, or would you be proud about trans stuff even if you passed perfectly?
I used to think I'd aim for stealth but now I like subtly wearing maybe just a bracelet or patch on my bag with the trans flag colours on so those who know lgbt stuff can know
>>7420301
Fuck no
>>7420301
>trans flag
God I hate that bullshit
I hate the gay flag too
Flags are for collectives of people sharing a geographical location and the authority that rules it
Not for sexual identities
>>7420301
i'd opt for stealth because being labeled as trans attracts too much judgement and attention
>>7420301
trans = transition
it's not a way of life
>>7420301
Stealth is an active effort and unnecessary these days. I'm pretty openly queer but not openly trans. However I don't hide that I'm trans from my friends.
>>7420322
you mean like the safety pin thing?
what was that all about anyway?
>>7420318
Stealth is fun because it can surprise people and make them question things
>>7420275
Yeah that's society for you.
>>7420272
Extensions
Hows the weight loss going?
>>7420290
Well my point is people conflate simplicity with easiness when it comes to making fun of people's weight.
>>7420298
I asked you nicely on skype to leave me alone which you agreed to do and seemed to be honouring until now where you have slipped back into your saviour complex. Please stop.
>>7420301
I dunno, maybe, on one hand I'm embarrased to be a tranny, on the other it makes me feel special sometimes.
>>7420322
What because of facebook? Get a new one, set it to private.
who is hips-chan's girlfriend?
tell her to get very far away from that person
>tfw everyone thinks I'm checking girls out
>tfw I'm really just jealous
>>7420343
LITERALLY ME
>>7420342
You mean how you're leaving it.
The flag of the European Union is also shit
I'm glad you left it desu
>>7420347
Ofc I'm a also B-cup
>>7420328
no like peace flag/parley flag/surrender flag/Red Cross, etc.
>>7420330
What about Pirate flags? Anarchy Flags, Communist flags?
Please bby, you know I'm right. Now that you're a girl, you can accept mistakes, there's no need to be a know it all and stuff.
>>7420333
But stealth would cease to exist once a person is surprised about someone being stealth, no?
>>7420334
No, because information is easily available everywhere. And people who want to find out stufff about you, will find it. It just seems like a fucking headache and a shit goal to me.
Living with a secret that can destroy your life if anyone finds out?
No thanks. better to be open and honest about yourself.
>>7420342
>Victimized
Consider that Nicotine has said the exact same thing to you.
>>7420343
>tfw both
>>7420357
No-one will care about you enough to out you, just don't get famous or piss anyone off.
>>7420363
Well idk finasteride then
>>7420357
>Pirate flags
Denote the people united on the sea with no country affiliation, which is why they are universally detested by all organisations that do have a specified land area and overarching authority.
>Anarchy Flags
Dumb
Flags are not for political ideologies
>Communist flags
Fine when it's the official flag of a country
Dumb otherwise, see Anarchist
>>7420370
>Flags are not for political ideologies
It's a sheet with stuff on it
>>7420370
what about a flag for frozen? or a ketamine falg?
how would you feel about those?
>>7420358
Nico sure is salty I turned them down for sex huh? Its probably better you didn't meet up with them, who knows what sorta chaser tactics they might have used on us girls amirite?
>>7420357
I dunno
>>7420349
Eh. I think its funny
>>7420333
That's not stealth. That's just not being visibly trans.
>>7420377
The fictional country of Arendelle has a flag, which is logical and to be expected.
Flying that flag, or any flag IRL and thinking it's a valid flag, is stupid.
It works in-universe, but not outside.
A ketamine flag is obviously retarded lmao what the fuck
>>7420376
It symbolizes groups of people united by a piece of land or an overarching authority, not just anything
>>7420390
Why? Just because it's used for that it doesn't mean it's exclusive.
How do I stop being a tranny and just become a cis woman already? I asked /x/ if they had any black magic for me and they just posted about clowns and succubi. I've prayed to God and it's not working out. What do?
>>7420390
you're just making things conform to your definitions and being judgemental about stuff that are flags and not wanting to admit you're wrong
>:(
>>7420401
Pray to a different god, give them all a spin, then go for the devil.
Can someone please photoshop an attack helicopter in the background
>>7420407
That's really dumb
>>7420406
>intersex nonbinary
geez that's a fucking mess isn't it
>>7420401
Pray to the dollars and sacrifice your time and life towards it.
Dollars make any dream possible
>>7420406
>androgynous is a gender
>>7420412
N-no it's not
>>7420406
ugh my family is gonna see this and think I'm a trender.
>>7420401
1. kill self
2. 50/50 shot of being reborn as female
>>7420413
Not really, if you're the type with both sets of genitals, what are you anyway? I could see rejecting a binary if I had a dick pussy
>>7420406
fun fact: long hair and pink clothes used to be typically male traits
funny how we've almost come full circle
>tfw US lawmakers hate trannies so they make them take medicine that makes them dizzy and pass out just to spite them
>>7420415
I am a poor as fuck college student with a shitty minimum wage job. I am financially dependent on my parents, because they are the ones who saved up the $80k to put me to school and they basically control my life as a result. Maybe I should pray to wax effigies of my parents and come up with blood magick rituals in an attempt to persuade my overlords to let me at that 80k for tranny shit so I can at least be somewhat happy...
>>7420406
how many genders does /mtfg/ Officially™ recognize?
I'm feeling really triggered right now being non binary and seeing these comments
>>7420424
Isn't that sodium deficiency or something?
>>7420428
brilliant disguise mercury
>>7420429
but all i do is eat popcorn
>>7420420
Can't do that. I made the mistake of going and falling in love with a girl, and it would hurt her so badly if I were to kill myself. I'm pretty much living for her at this point because love and all that. Love is rad but also I hate my life.
>>7420428
are you short-circuiting
>>7420432
Then it probably isn't
>>7420428
whats the difference between mtf and (maab)nonbinary anyway? every enbie here (circe, edie, robin, you) seems to want to present as female and have female pronouns
>>7420427
Three.
>male
>female
>holy fuck this baby that died seconds after birth is so deformed and fucked up that we can't figure out whether it was going to have a vag or dick, also where is its fucking skin and why is there a tail on the head
Pretty much it.
>>7420406
I would do it, but it looks like so much effort and I'm not sure if the payoff is worth it.
>>7420426
shift to a finance/business major and make stuff happen.
Get an MBA MFA and like go into business and stuff or like get a rich boyfriend and marry him and then take him to the cleaners.
Satan doesn' like prayers and rituals. The only way to properly serve satan is to be a shit person and destroy other people's lives. That's Why Satan rewards them.
God i wish i was a pretty cis girl
Why is life so unfair? Why is being trans a thing? What sort of fucked up joke is this?
>>7420442
iktf
>>7420444
are you on mones yet anna?
I knew you where on the fence what with communal showering and whatnot
>>7420426
>$80k for school
Americucks everyone.
>>7420440
Too late to change my major since I'm on the cusp of graduation with a BA in Geography (dumb, I know, and my plans to get a teaching credential and be a schoolteacher are dumb too, because who the fuck would hire a tranny to teach kids?). Already with a girl I love very much. She is going to get her masters and be a social worker. Maybe I can convince her to let me be a stay at home "mom" to our future children.
>>7420439
Male and female aren't genders, they sexes, this whole situation would be a lot more manageable if people got the difference.
How will the girls who know me now ever accept me as a girl?
>>7420446
Nah
I ordered them, though!
Going to take them for like a month and then decide whether I want to continue or not.
That's also when I tell my parents, after the decision.
Think I'd tell my team when I notice bob growth
>>7420448
I'm not even learning anything. My professors are a bunch of Marxist retards and Black Tantrums Matter basically runs my campus. It's the only place I could afford to go, though, what with housing prices and cost of living and shit. I learn more reading books on my own than I do from any of these classes. It's a waste of my life, and I'm basically buying a degree so I can have a slight chance at being middle class one day.
>>7420424
why is cypro even banned?
>>7420453
I'll just feel like i'm playing pretend even when i see myself as a girl on the inside at the same time
>>7420424
I always get worried that my 200mg/day dose is too small because literally the only side effect from that and progynova is peeing more
>>7420462
This is just so fucked up
>>7420458
Liver toxicity at high doses
>>7420466
hugg sert
It'll work out automatically
It will probably go slow but once you look, act and sound more like a girl than a guy they should start seeing you as a girl with time
Don't lose hope
>>7420467
or extended time
>>7420466
Welcome to trannyhood. Either deal with it or off yourself. Pretty much the only options we're given.
I'm sad
>tfw I just want to be an ugly cis girl but I'm a horrible masculine mess instead
>>7420453
Iktf
>tfw friend is supportive but doubt she'd ever accept me as a girl
>>7420457
>$80k
>My professors are a bunch of Marxist retards
>Black Tantrums Matter basically runs my campus
>It's the only place I could afford to go
>It's a waste of my life
>I'm paying $80k for this
I'm not laughing at you. I'm laughing at the system.
>>7420473
Every generation must struggle in some way or another.
>>7420477
iktf
>>7420470
Fuck idk i hope so... This hope is the only reason i even have a will to live
>>7420473
idk i'm just sadposting
My party had a movie night and this really pretty cis girl held a political introduction
It was just
She has everything i would want just by virtue of being born
Its so unfair
>>7420477
I really hope this happens one day
Like, that they can see me as a girl and believe it honestly
>>7420482
>only place I could afford to go
So you couldn't afford the many cheaper universities?
>>7420482
It sucks. That one sliver of hope at being middle class and having a decent-paying job one day is literally my only hope at ever getting FFS and SRS like I need. I have to deal with this shit for a tiny chance at ever having the kind of money you need to transition fully. And even then, I still won't have real genitals or a uterus, I'll be stuck with dilators, my skeleton will still be masculine, my feet will still be fuckhuge women's size 12, and my memories will all be of a male childhood and adolescence and then a super depressing transition period where I've been victimized by people who were previously my "friends." Fuck life. I'm >>7420450 and >>7420433 so I'm stuck here too. I'm awful. Somebody murder me in my sleep. My fiancee holds me every night and tells me things will be okay, but it's not helping anymore.
Ok just saw rouge one, it was good!
K-2 is best robot
>>7420488
>having a will to live
nothing to complain about I am just too scared to kms
You'll be fine in time, just hold on
>>7420497
Hanna how is your bfs dad treating you?
Also yeah rogue one was amazing
>>7420494
There is one university in my area. Factoring in cost of living, cost of moving, cost of transport during holidays and breaks, cost of renting even the shittiest of aparments, and all that for four years, I couldn't afford anywhere else. Also, they gave me a scholarship because I was a 3.99 GPA smartypants in high school, so there's that.
>>7420497
Heresy desu
No robot will ever beat C3PO
>tfw waiting for Olive to see Rogue One so I can have someone that agrees with me on the quality of the flick
>>7420457
>>7420482
In college I took a course on African Art for one semester and the teacher was this ineffectual, neutered white guy who looked like he just walked out of a Daniel Clowes comic or something. Late 20s but he dressed like Hemmingway, very stooped posture and he wouldn't make eye contact or speak clearly unless he was at the head of the class in which case he'd become a member of the Dead Poets Society and fondle every word like a preacher.
Anyway we spent all semester studying African art, and from day one it was just damn obvious that African art sucks shit. We looked at slides and physical examples from every era and every tribe, from all over the great content of Africa, and it was all the same--essentially wood sculptures of women with comically large breasts and asses, and barely any facial features.
And the little professor would hem and haw about how this piece was dramatically different from that piece because of a different type of oil used on the wood, or how this tribe's hatchet heads represented a paradigm shift because they were the first ones to sharpen them with a grinding stone instead of chipping away at them with rocks. He would talk about these things as if they had the significance of space flight or antibiotics.
The other thing I liked a lot was that he'd always point out some stupid, backwards-ass invention and follow up by saying how wise the inventors were. Not clever or ingenious or brilliant, but wise. "Now what was interesting about the Yobugu people was that they would actually smear mud on their heads to keep cool in the hot summer. Very wise people... Now if you'll direct your attention to these raised bumps on the back of the walking stick, these were actually so that the Obubu nobility could scratch their itchy penis and balls on a hot summer's day. Very wise people."
>>7420482
As the most authoritarian conservative capitalist I've ever met, I agree with black lives matters.
How are black men supposed to speak about what makes them unhappy, it's the tucking wack jobs that get but hurt by civilized discussion that need tissues
>>7420507
WUZ
>>7420502
My university costs 10k a year. Over 4 years, that's 40k. How much are you expecting moving and rent to cost?
>>7420457
>>7420482
>>7420505
This sounds racist as hell but it is what it is... Like what am I supposed to look at this pile of dookie and give you a pat on the back for trying your best for twenty thousand years? This is like having a retarded or autistic son where you have to smile and tell your wife you love him just as much, meanwhile you get to watch all the other dads' sons play football and build model rockets and grow up to do something useful. I am trying my best not to be racist, but at the same time that these mother-fuckers were sitting around in straw huts banging rocks together, people in different parts of the world were discovering gunpowder and Fibonacci Sequences and putting discs of melted sand into tubes for looking at stars. Now I'm racist because I'm not jumping up and down clapping my hands over how culturally significant it is that some people have been smearing blood on themselves and eating cow ass since the dawn of time? I'm racist look how racist I am... This is racist. My crusty old white hegemonist eyes are broken and can't appreciate true beauty; I should be castrated and injected with estrogen and put in a sensitivity training prison fuck me fuck me fuck me
You know what this really is? I am just a sad little white man, trying to be like howard stern or say something shocking or edgy for attention. I'm just sad, and black men have been proven to be like Neil deGrasse-Tyson and the Allstate insurance guy, and I am sexually impotent and a black guy is probably fucking my girlfriend right now! (while of course all races are genetically the same in terms of brainpower, it has been proven that blacks are better lovers, not only more caring and attentive but with greater physical prowess).. i just want attention and im saying edgy things about hitler to troll, I'm a big troll
>>7420514
Enough to fuck me over when you also consider that my parents made the savings account for my college in their own names before I was born, and that they basically decided where I was going to go to college for me as a result. Like I said, they pretty much run my life at the moment because I can't afford to live on minimum wage what with being trans and also being a fucking cripple.
>>7420501
Im really happy now
We took a nap while spooning today, it was really nice
He tells me my snores are cute :s
>>7420504
But i loved k-2 soo much
>>7420521
All of you is cute, so it makes sense, I am glad you're happy, Hanna.
>>7420506
Of course I agree with BLM I'm just saying this person isn't paying $80k to see nothing but activism all day
>>7420516
Pile of dookie lmao
>>7420505
I disagree, African print is rad
>>7420496
Hang in there sis
>>7420521
He was nice, no question about that
I felt like his jokes were more hit-and-miss and more forced than those of C-3PO though
Still miles ahead of R2-D2
Best character of Rogue One was blind man desu I cried when he died
>>7420521
Your bf sounds awesome, im really glad he makes you happy, also kinda jealous :3
>>7420519
Well, way least you're getting part of your college paid for by the family. I had to have everything covered by financial aid.
>Cripple
My condolences.
>>7420523
Nooo all of anon is cute!
>>7420526
I ship blind guy with that machine gun guy
>>7420527
Dont be jealous, youll get a bf in no time!
>go to see mom
>ask her if my butt looks okay I. My leggings
>said it looks big and perky
>asks if I'm wearing a padded panty
>slaps my butt to check
>nope
I can't even with this
>>7420524
I like what BLM was saying in principle at the start of it all, but having those fuckers disrupt my studying for finals by barging into the library with signs and shit and chanting and having a silent vigil is shit. Also, the general "kill the white devil" atmosphere that they promote. There has been a ton of violence on my campus against Jewish students by Muslim students, armed robberies of white students by black students, and a literally Palestinian student organization on campus that has been found to be donating money to an organization that funnels money to Hamas. But yeah, I'm a racist for wanting to have some quiet time to read my history books and mess with my maps for my classes. I like history and I like maps, so I'm majoring in geography and doing my best to combine the two interests and have some fun getting my degree, but fuck this shit.
>>7420535
Mostly really happy that you're happy uwu you deserve it
>>7420536
...go on
>>7420536
Your mom wants to fuck you
Do it faggot
>>7420544
This.
>>7420538
The world is literally full of shit
And this is how you get attention and things done, burying your head in the sand and saying you disagree with someone because it affects you is childish
I'm all ketted up
>>7420535
Yeah they are really OTP
>>7420482
I like the French system better. If you're smart and knowledgeable, you get to join a Grande Ecole, possibly to get paid for attending in exchange for signing for a government job. Not quite smart enough? There are universities for that. Really stupid but wealthy? That's what business schools are for.
hey
gm
how are you?
hope youre doing okay
>>7420559
Sitting with my friend's grandma, about to pop some oxy
>>7420550
>childish
No, it's reality. I could be cool with them if they weren't having a negative affect on me personally. I could be totally cool with having a tumor if it were benign, but if it were cancerous I'd be pretty upset at having it.
>mother is willing to give you a moderately high amount of money to buy a new pc as a gift
>she'd never give you a cent to get ffs or srs
>>7420560
have fun
please be responsible with oxy
>>7420560
you mean oryx?
>>7420559
>tfw you will never look like Smiles because you started HRT at 18 and have shit genetics
>tfw you will never be cis
>tfw you're not fine
>>7420563
I am
Also going to get some good pot because her roommate has glaucoma
rare pic of me trying to pass in girlmode
>>7420567
i look really bad irl anon
and you probably look much better than me
>>7420568
as long as youre safe c:
>>7420567
that [icture is you?
what the fug'slugo
hi mtfg
>>7420575
This thread sucks
>>7420575`huggu
>tfw cold
>tfw no gf or bf to cuddle with to keep warm
>no matter how many layers you put on and how high you turn up the heat it wont make the cold deep inside go away
>watching Cops with dad
>officer in the show starts questioning a prostitute
>prostitute is trans
>officer starts asking her If she's on hormones and for how long
Stop fugging with me like this life and making me feel awkward while I'm in the closet
>>7420567
iktf
>>7420569
Where did you get that pic of me
>>7420575
Hi :3
>>7419838
chaser post
>>7420584
It's like a glimpse into your future
>>7420406
I see nips on the 2nd transgirl
>>7420561
>wah someone spoke up where I could hear it
This is a fucking epidemic, I waited years for conservative bitches to stop saying they needed to kill me for the fucking skygod, now they're just children who don't understand why they can't say nigger who sit in their bubbles repeating lies and fake news and soaking up all the tax money because they don't work or do shit.
>>7420583
>tfw lacking both physical and emotional warmth
>>7420593
Are you even real
>>7420584
>tfw your dad talks lewd about a tranny he saw on tv
>>7420587
Hey hey, wazzup?
>>7420591
Nyaa~
>be a boy
>no one helps you or asks if your lost or anything
>go out in girl mode
>can I help you sweetheart?
>every 10 minutes
I'm glad the patriarchy thinks I'm a fragile doe if don't have a man to look after me
>>7420593
Shut the fuck up Faye,
You know you would be pissed too if someone ruined your study time.
God I hate Hilary voters
Bunch of fucking babies
holyshit look at passgen this person is holic
>>7420406
>>7420590
I'm not black or have HIV so it won't exactly be me
>officer keeps saying he and him
>>7420598
My dad just cracks jokes about them and talks about trannies being disgusting. Not that that's any better
>>7420592
Oh fuck she has serious nips
>>7420602
No I wouldn't, I'd start asking why we don't have security to maintain access to university areas in cases like this
I'm a grown ass man, unlike fucking the societal leeches that feed off tax money and their hatred for the black man getting ahead of them
I just watched a woman interviewed saying it isn't fair that gays are asking for more rights to have legalized marriage
This sums up the self entitled white insane right, equal is suddenly fucking too much
>>7420301
No, and there is no possibility now.
>>7420363
Most of the top of my head is bald except for a pelt of velus hairs that came back. The few terminal hairs have grown out over 6" since I started letting them grow.
>>7420382
I need to try rogain some day. Otherwise it is wigs for me.
>>7420413
technically what I am...
>>7420428
I kinda ignore it. I need to not do that.
>>7420458
>>7420467
People were afraid it could be used as an abortion pill. It will abort a very early pregnancy.
>>7420603
ID buy her tits then fuck the shit out of her
>>7420609
Link to interview?
>>7420610
Yes I heard that, but in reality they tested it and people got sick and they never looked at it again
>>7420600
petpet
>>7420604
im really tired and kind of dysphoric
how are you
>>7420611
i feel self consciousall the time
you gotta get past it
if you stagnate and focus your energy on finding a partner you wont
if you progress as a person and focus your energy on finding a life you'll get someone good for you
I am high as fuck
>>7420611
Why the :/?
>>7420406
Bigender looks like an attention whore
>>7420611
I mean, I could guess. Quid made this one.
>>7420613
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4Zdx97A63s
The whole thing is gold
>>7420612
you are a very rude person faye
I always come here to post but I feel like I never have anything worth saying
How has your day been?
>>7420621
I always come here but never post :0
>>7420612
pls buy me tits
>>7420617
ooo fiesty kitty
>>7420615
We need to decide stuff later. I'm at smashburger rn (decided to get sushi tomorrow or something)
>>7420618
Meh I've heard the same shit from
Hillary supporters
>>7420438
question bump
>>7420627
Sounds like a chlorine bomb. How'd that go?
>>7420625
Some people agitate me. It's not my fault.
>>7420632
Non-binary is just special snowflakes crying for attention
>>7420631
>Hillary supports said a woman isn't qualified to be president because of hormones
>>7420629
Don't die. Dying is bad. Rest, neechan.
>>7420644
awoo :(
How to help
>>7420652
You really can't, sorry
>>7420601
can get frustrating...
>>7420602
Faye is right, it is the only way minority groups get recognition. You must be vocal and get in the way to be heard.
>>7420640
No, it is a recognition that gender can be not set all masculine or all feminine. In fact most of us are somewhere between all masculine and all feminine.
>>7420655
hugg
I hope you'll feel better soon Sertii
>>7420649
>tfw no charlotte cat sleeping at the foot of my bed while i napa
life is gay sometimes yknow
>>7420632
It has to do with sexual idealization. If you like fucking people as a boy, but you're trans, 90% of the time you'll say you're NB.
It's why so many femboys do camming or sex work.
>>7420660
Super gay.
>>7420644
I can imagine. It's hard to think of anything worse.
>>7420659
Thanks..
>>7420657
Get educated by Blair white https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rnQbgShb6r8
>>7420664
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
>awoo edition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhdbtl85oWs
>>7420665
If you ever need me during normal people hours you can always call me
>>7420673
Hella gay. Seriously.
>>7420438
I have physical dysphoria (to the point of feeling suicidal) but not social dysphoria, the makeup etc. is by choice and I chose an andro name
I'm basically an autistic AFAB non-binary transtrender in a man's body.
>>7420685
You're basically just autistic. Let's be real here.
>>7420685
>autistic AFAB non-binary transtrender in a man's body.
Kill yourself
>>7420684
yes you are
>>7420672
>There is a growing body of evidence that Gender Identity Disorder (GID) as described in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual IV (DSM IV) (1994) is at least in part, the result of insufficient or inappropriate androgenization of the brain at a critical stage of embryonic development. As a result, the affected individual may be left with somewhere between a partial and a full sense of having a cross-sexed gender identity. Essentially creating a not-male, not-female but otherwise permanent gender variant condition. Even though there apparently are some individuals who fall very close to or dead-center on the gender identity spectrum, most gender variant people can easily identify with being closer to one end of the spectrum then the other.
http://www.avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm
SNORT MORE
WE GOING INTO OVERDRIVE
ULTIMATE OVERDRIVE
>>7420691
>invalidate mah non-binary
Just leave hon
I've just heard some pretty disturbing things about Red and Kaylee's relationship.
stay safe Red.
>>7420697
k hole or go home
>>7420701
like what?
>>7420697
speaking of drugs, youve taken lsd a number of times right? does it really alter brain structure permanently? also have you ever had flashbacks?
>>7420702
I've never k-holed I always just shake and be fucking scared and disorientated
>>7420697
Are you going to plaid?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mk7VWcuVOf0
>>7420707
I've suffered ego death once
it was unpleasant
>>7420703
could be some open relationship related shit
>>7420697
same desu
>>7420711
did ego death change your outlook on real death
>>7420716
for about 10 minutes, yeah
>>7420586
I'd literally say the same for other anons in other contexts?
It's true tho,
Her mom has said some messed up stuff in the past couple months and seems like it's coming to a head just as she learned to accept herself as a woman & flaunt it
Idk
im male
>>7420728
not for long if u stik around
gender is a mememe
>>7420728
Same
GIVE ME YOUR BUTTE EXERCISE ROUTINE NOW OR THE BITCH GETS IT
>>7420740
plenty of carbs & sittin on it all day
>>7420740
squats n oats
>>7420703
that she has unmedicated bpd and has (non-consensually) beat red a number of times
SLEPPR
>>7420737
Mean af.
Also, there's like 6 of em
Why is mtfg so ded today
>>7420728
Me 2
please rate my voice
https://clyp.it/5qnl3bdo
>>7420748
Yeah I remember red posted here about kaylee hitting her
>>7420767
I only beat her in ways that make her happy.
:p
>>7420770
With elanna that could mean anything
i had a dream i met sheen
>>7420772
lil ferret
>>7420783
protip: you looked in the mirror
>>7420784
lil nim
>>7420758
https://clyp.it/4e4f5ht5
>>7420788
omg it's you
i know it's you
bullyanon
>>7420791
What?
>>7420794
i know it's you! i recognize your voice!
but yeah it's good
>tfw you see a beautiful sunset but then remember you're repressing trans feelings because you have the upper body of a Greek god and the lower body of a 15 year old boy
Haha help me.
>>7420791
what, the frogposter?
>>7420796
You're mistaking me for someone else
Thank you though
>tfw spent the entire week shut inside my room, playing video games
>again
>>7420802
I found it helps to speak softly while placing your hand on your chest and speaking at a high enough pitch where you feel no vibration below your neck
>>7420814
i can't get my chest to stop vibrating completely :(
>>7420809
why don't you get a job?
>tfw you walk past a girl in knockoff uggs whilst wearing real uggs
>>7420817
me neither, unless i go falsetto
>>7420817
I think there will always be slight vibration but no where near as much had you been speaking from you're chest
>>7420821
huggs
tfw mom's dog only barks at men
tfw mom's dog barks at me
>>7420826
that sucks..it's hard to tell if the small amount of vibration im feeling is actually a lot
>>7420821
>wasting money
>belittling those with more sense than you
lmao'ing @ ur life
>>7420166
it's been like this since the beginning homes :(
usually I remember to take trip off if I'm making thread but sometimes I fuck up
>>7420831
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=q6eTvS2wIUc
This video is helpful
>>7420835
But i dont really know anyone here
>>7420837
oh god it's the ayy lmao looking girl
ill watch it with a different tab open cuz honestly looking at this chick freaks me out
>>7420842
lol
I wish the black and brown girls ITT could be this cool.
https://www.facebook
.com/elkjop/videos/1303426769679530/
>>7420847
or as cool as malik
>>7420847
Why are you still alive? Bomb the ASVAB so badly you couldn't even join the muhreens?
>>7420858
I'm literally only living in hopes of society collapsing or a bigass war breaking out so I can get busy. If that dont happen ill die disappointed but hey thats life.
:p
>>7420841
I don't know most the people beyond general who's who but I still participate in conversation
Or I just post random things until someone says hi
>>7420827
<3
>>7420833
Sounds like something someone who didn't own uggs would say to reassure themselves.
>>7420853
I want a Pomeranian!
>>7420862
why is he stickin his tongue out
>>7420847
I'd rather find a broad who'd use my real rank. Commandante, that is. I guess lieutenant would make me feel fifteen years younger, though.
>>7420874
i don't know
>>7420877
can you find out for me
>>7420878
ill try
>>7420821
Trannies are like knockoff uggs if you think about it.
>>7420847
There's only one black girl here...
>penis becoming more feminine
>>7420888
who is it
>>7420873
Sounds like something a vapid cunt who buys things to fill a hole in their life would say to justify their purchase.
>>7420888
I said black and brown.
>>7420900
Im speshul
Where did everybody go????
>>7420921
Died. Various forms of suicide.
>>7420904
am I a minority?
I'm a fag tranny
>>7420927
You're the majority here and hence the oppressor. Check your privilege.
>>7420904
>Only minority
I'll have you know I'm more than 50% non white
I'm legally a minority
im a fag tranny
>>7420935
Isit? What's the rest?
Transbians are the most agp
We are currently experiencing technical difficulties. Real Housewives of /mtfg/ will be back shortly
Only on FOX
>>7420942
agp is a weird way to abbreviate purest form of love
>>7420948
uwu
>>7420894
Sounds like you mad
>>7420942
There is no such thing as AGP
i really want a job. this NEET life is the worst shit ever
>>7420953
i wish i was capable of functioning like a normal person
>>7420953
youll probably hate that too
>>7420937
Hispanic and native american
very important question
http://www.strawpoll.me/11892299
>>7420957
me too :(
Think about this: Moap isn't Asuka - she's Shinji.
Transitioning into a girl and emulating Asuka is the Shinjiest thing anyone has ever done.
>>7420967
im penpen
>>7420957
I believe in u anon you can do it one day
>>7420980
anyone can do it for a week
jobs and school and everything last years though
>>7420963
drinking is defenerate
i can tie a noose better than i can tie my shoes
>>7420967
I don't emulate Asuka, she's just a character I identify with that I cosplayed recently. I avatar as her because shes my favorite character from my favorite show.
>>7420963
Depends on if youre alone or not
>>7420990
And I ended up dressing like a character that's definitely not my favorite from a game that's not my favorite either. Somebody had to point it out to me, actually.
cfh more like ass
>>7421003
Is that a Piper cosplay?
>>7420953
I miss the NEET life desu
>>7421006
Well, not intentional, actually, just pieces I wear everyday that clicked that way when put together. I realized it was pretty close when someone did call me Piper.
>>7420953
I don't personally see the appeal, but good luck!
I might try for something part time to get bexe and I some cash at some point, not sure either way
>>7421003
you look silly
i wish i was a cis girl theyre better than trans girls
>>7421017
And how's that new? I like wearing far out clothes. Everyone's dressing so boring these days. You won't get me to mothball my leathers and power suits by telling me I look silly...
>>7421007
let's trade bb
>>7421016
money and getting out of the house is the appeal to me. I hate being home all day it sucks
Is it bad to spend lots of time in front of a mirror in lieu of social interaction to not completely lose your sense of self
>>7421026
probably
>>7421024
mothball your leathers?
http://www.strawpoll.me/11892449
>>7421025
That's fair, money is pretty handy
Is your living situation not good?
>tfw super tired
>>7421047
Not going to stop wearing those clothes, silly. I like leather too much.
>>7421049
it's okay im just super bored all the time I prefer to be out and socal rather than in the house all day
>>7421048
CowboyNeal.
>>7421056
did you decide to make your skin leather also?
>>7421059
Makes sense. With the way you phrased it and what little I remember of you I was worried you were living with your mom and that made you want to be elsewhere
>>7421066
Driving to my home mountains next week. I hope I won't get caught in a snow storm.
>>7421065
she's cut out of my life entirely. im p sure she would try to murder me too
>>7421003
Well, Asuka wasn't my first cosplay, but people who saw my pictures on evaforums and /gcl/ were like, "Why don't you cosplay Asuka!?" To which Id normally reply, "Because Im not pretty enough."
I guess I have the confidence now though, feels good.
>>7421066
I don't talk with myself, just kinda sing really expressively or read out loud and peek at myself, look at my facial expressions, try to think what other people might think of me when they see me and try to look like what seems 'normal' to me
>>7421086
Yeah you can dress like Asuka but can you be a mean fiery redhead bitch like she can?
>>7421082
Good on you, I'm really glad to hear that. I mean, not the murdering. You know what I mean
I hope you get a job you don't mind soon too
>>7421077
Cool, and yes no storms when driving would be good. At least you can change your schedule if you need to. This weather is killing a chance to socialize for me. I'd been invited to a party. but the ice storm kept me home. I'd rather not play bumper trucks.
>>7421089
Practice in front of the mirror is good.
>>7421096
When I was a teenager I was far meaner than Asuka. When I first watched the show I didnt even think she was mean at all I just thought she spoke her mind and didn't beat around the bush.
>>7421016
>I might try for something part time to get bexe and I some cash at some point, not sure either way
Sounds like you're going to be another fetish on some perverted tranny cam. That reeked of desperation and while I am sorry to hear it, please don't go down that way. It's too disgusting from many aspects. Do something cool with your partner.
>>7421097
my bf took me to apply at like 15 different places yesterday and at least 3 of. them seem promising so hopefully I'll get a call back soon!
Which trips like omorashi?
>>7421110
Korra you fool, you are not guaranteed on a job until there is an offer. Stop going off on feelings, they are people who are professionals who are somewhat forced to smile and be nice to everyone. Call back and be nice and smart. Maybe they'll give you an interview.
>tfw two intelligent too study for finals
>>7421104
I learned to drive back there, so I'm used to speeding on snow. Black ice is tricky without studded tires and chains are just not worth the hassle, though.
this thread is boring lets liven it up a bit ok?
>>7421112
why did you make me google that
don't try to dress up your perversions
>>7421131
i brought a gun
>>7421131
replace die with eat
>>7421134
its not a perversion its cute
>>7421127
I don't mind driving on snow. Ice on the other hand I avoid if at all possible. I much prefer really cold snow so it is hard and has some stick to it. That you can get going fast on.
>>7421108
That wasn't what I was planning, but lewd stuff can be cool too
I dunno if we'd ever actually do something like that, but I think it's slightly more likely than me doing it alone
>girls bitching about looks
At least you don't have to deal with this shit
>tfw hungry but already at 1200 calories
>>7421138
whats the difference
>tfw you have to be in your undies because of the pressure your jammies are putting on your hips
>>7421144
>I get to be a girl and not deal with that
MASTER RACE
>>7421144
didn't you say you are cis before
>>7421131
This always gives me a good chuckle.
>>7421153
Just started transitioning this month
>>7421144
please, I'd kill if it meant I could be a girl, period cramps and all
>>7421148
ok also replace the last line of the guy on the right with "because they are not people and they are tasty and nutritious"
>>7421156
nice gl
>>7421156
>girl dooming themselves to being ugly forever
great feel
>>7421144
Given my family's medical history of endometriosis and fibroids, I'm glad I don't. Both my mother and my sister got their ovaries surgically removed because of that.
>>7421159
>because they are not people and they are tasty and nutritious
like the obese
>>7421164
you know, he probably knows how to look decent as a guy unlike all of us
...Faye
12/16/16(Fri)18:39:49 No.7421100
>go to Sephora
>get free mini makeover
>she's like girrlll sign up for all my >Classes
>ok.jpg
Also dis NARS foundation doh
>>7421131
Only thing I wouldn't eat on that list are hamsters. Not enough meat on those.
>>7421180
Same for my sister. She complained about the pain for almost twenty years before getting properly diagnosed. And the first surgeon who scraped her innards butchered her badly. She has a burning hate for gynecologists.
>>7419756
What? Oh crap. I'm sorry.
Austin hot sauce company is still a project and when i get there Yo can move in and stuff. Never see your mom again
>>7421177
I suck at the internet
>have been having heartburn ever since i started HRT
fuck me up
>>7421196
>Faye sucks
Mfw
>>7421197
don't take too many tums they can wreck your stomach
i want a uterus
>>7421200
Get it checked thoroughly. You really don't want that shit to reach stage IV...
>>7421206
Fund it and you can have mine
>>7421204
what's a tum
right now i'm on 2mg estrofem and 50mg bica every 2 days
one of bica's potential side effects is heartburn
>waiting for gf
>gaff slips
>wearing skin tight leggings
>pull shirt down trying to cover
>just got a makeover
>look at men's room
>nope.jpg
>fine girls room first time by myself with people in it
>no one cares
>I'm doing it
>get to stalls
>little girl staring up at me in horror as I go in
Well I just struck fear into a little girls heart and ruined her innocence by being a tranny
>>7421211
tums is an antacid
>>7421209
I'm 26 and it's only been like this for a few years, but only on and off. My gyno said I'm super fertile so idk if that plays a role
>>7421217
oh
yeah i haven't been taking anything
drinking a lot of water helps a little bit but i've just been riding it out
>>7421213
interesting
>>7421131
>currently living with a military dude who has trouble communicating when he's frustrated
>i like him though. even though our political opinions are very different, he's been charitable and for all his shortcomings i still admire him
>but when he gets angry he hits
>usually maybe a slap or two nothing very harmful
>i don't fight back, because i don't like fighting
>but i am a little taller than him (he's 5'5ish, i'm 5'7 or 5'8)
>and i do have very strong legs from years of cross country
>he got in a brawl with me today, and i like wrestling so i wrestled with him a little
>i got him on his back, and to get out of it, he pulled my hair, which surprised me
>i told him thats not okay, I don't need to be losing hair, and that's not very morally just
>he says there is no fairness in rules, and after a little while he finds a reason to initiate a fight again
>i feel as though he felt emasculated when i got him on his back and wanted to prove his worth
>i told him i would not go easy this time then, and that in spite of my distaste for fighting i would fight
>i got him on his back again, and managed to grab hold of his throat
>i told him repeatedly to tap out because i did not want to hurt him, but he would not escape this choke
>he tapped
>and as i walked away he immediately got up and sucker punched me in the mouth
>still pulling hair and repeatedly punching me
>tells me to never dare do that again
>i question his integrity, "it's okay for you to play by your own rules but not others? that's hypocritical."
>he bit me earlier, so i bite him now to demand release from his hold. i bite him very hard.
>and i turn on him and initiate another choke of the same conduct
>he can not escape it and begins to whimper and cry
>as soon as i see he is not retaliating, i release my grasp on his esophagus and I embrace him in a hug
>i tell him we don't have to fight, that i still don't want to fight, and i continue to embrace him
continued
>>7421211
Why bica? That shit's literrally chemotherapy for prostate cancer.
>>7421186
The guy who worked on me removed over two liters of tissue, and didn't get it all. At least the pain isn't getting worse. I can mostly ignore it for now. I stopped getting the stabbing pains.
>>7421197
What pills are you on? Possibly one is having a bad side effect. Drugs.com has some good side effects listings for most drugs.
>>7421223
you're bsing but if you aren't gtfo asap
>>7421227
the thread is p much dead ill take any content rn honestly
>>7421131
I would eat horse
>>7421232
I showed my bulge to a five year old who is bulge height
I mean that happened
>tfw can't even compete with fucking amy schumer's body
>>7421144
LMAO i get that from my ass because of internal hemmorhoids.
>Tfw my ass thinks it's a vag
>>7421147
Eat celery
>>7421240
why do articles like this exist
do people really read and care about them
>>7421240
No ass?
>>7421243
The masses love shallow celebrity worship
>>7421131
As a nordic i dont understand anyone who thinks eating reindeer is weird
>>7421242
Omg that happens? Well atleast you don't have to look at egg goo and uterus skin in a pad or tampon
>>7421245
i've got no redeemable qualities grace
>>7421235
Oh, i thought you had like a 1 incher by now.
>>7421232
w/about shitposts tho
>>7421235
do you think she told her mom
>>7421235
that's pretty awkward lmao
good content
>>7421255
a post is a post
>>7421255
she was talking about that on the discord earlier
p. sure it's not shitposting
>>7421252
Get some then, go work out and read a book
>>7421223
>when he comes out of the shower i notice he is coughing
>i grab some disinfectant and make sure i didn't break skin on either his throat or his arm where i bit him
>i apologize
>he apologizes
>i feel like human garbage
>everything i said or did about peace and pacifism and the lack of necessity for violence
>and today i hurt someone and possibly injured them permanently
>i feel like a villain and a hypocrite
>and manly at that
>just now he hugged me again
>expressed that he was proud that i can actually fight back and if someone wanted to kill me i would give them a hard time
>doesn't understand why i'm so sad
>we apologized to eachother again
>and hugged
>and i cried
>and he left like no big deal
>and we're gonna go see star wars tomorrow maybe
>even though when we were fighting he said he hated me
>and i bit him
and basically i'm nauseous with self disgust and i wanna kill myself.
>>7421227
all absolutely true, i promise.
>>7421250
i'm moving on the 23rd.
>>7421251
Lol, i think i'm going to start using pads because I cant keep putting wads of toilet paper in my butt so as to catch all the blood and not ruin my underwear.
I've ruined like 2 pants and i get stomach cramps and diarrhea when this flares up.
>>7421200
omg I'd love to
Idk if you can see it but here's where he bit me for reference
>>7421265
oh jesus that's a pretty intensely uncomfortable situation
i'm really glad you're moving, it's good he saw it that way and things didn't escalate tho, i see where he's coming from but that's just not ok at all to do to someone esp. if this is the first time you
you were defending yourself and you were absolutely justified but i completely understand why you feel disgust, that would really shake me. but, you did what came naturally in defense and if you hadn't bit him like that who knows what would've happened. i've been in an abusive roommate situation and it's practically as bad as an abusive relationship imo
it's good that he has respect for you now, and i get you feel dragged down to his level but from how you described that, like what the fuck, that's some crazy shit. i understand he has emotional issues from the army and that kind of environment can really fuck someone up in how they're able to interact with other people but that's just crossing a line
>>7421280
your boyfriend?
>>7421280
o my
good that you are moving gl
>>7421280
>windows xp
>2000+17-1
>>7421281
i shouldn't have engaged. i should have let him take out his aggression. i'm really worried if i permanently injured him. i didn't want to hurt anyone, I feel fucking evil. I don't want to hurt anyone.
>>7421282
no. when i was homeless he offered me a place to stay and he's helped me get back up off my feet. and today i really hurt him and maybe i emasculated him because i'm immature.
>>7421280
Wow, that relationship is dead. Once the respect is gone, there's no going back.
End it before it gets worse, things will only escalate from now on.
You should be with someone with who brings out the best in you, not someone who'll drag you down.
More than disrespecting another human being, you disrespected yourself.
End this relationship and move on with your life
>>7421290
so he bit you
>>7421265
Couples fight, my gf beat the living shit out of me and I kinda provoked her just last week, it said pretty normal as long as no one has like bruises or cuts
>>7421296
No, this is not right. Physical violence is bullshit in a relationship.
>>7421280
that's horrible, i can't imagine how vulnerable you must feel
>>7421290
1. >emasculated
boo fucking hoo, especially if he said he gained respect for you
2. if you didn't break the skin there's no permanent damage. he bit you first and that was a bite that must have hurt just as much judging from that picture
this is the first time you've fought back, right? he should've expected this a lot earlier
that's another wrinkle tho that must feel so complicated
>>7421293
it's a roommate
abusive roommates are so much more terrifying than relationships in a way unless you've gotten dependent on each other
>>7421296
>>7421297
this has nothing at all to do with that
this shit is just flatout not okay whatsoever, at least in a relationship there's some intimacy but this is a tremendous violation of boundaries.
>>7421280
youre oddish right?
>>7421300
>i literally grabbed his esophagus and squeezed it.
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>>7421290
that second reply i meant must feel complicated, but his helping you doesn't justify a pattern of physically attacking you. ngl i wouldn't have given him a warning, i mean he fucking sucker punched you. it's not like you agreed with him "alright let's have a fucking throwdown" or "let's settle some shit" or any other macho ritual or whatever the fuck, he just attacked you and you responded, sometimes the only defense is an offense
>>7421265
You shouldn't feel bad about what you did (not that that magically makes your feelings disappear, I'm aware)
I mean, don't get me wrong this is an awful, awful scenario but you gave him every chance to deescalate and he wasn't having it.
You're not supposed to let people beat you up, but you also shouldn't be in a situation where that's a legitimate concern, so I'm very glad you're getting away from this guy
I hope your next living situation is more pleasant
>>7421280
turn your webcam on when he rapes you
>>7421307
im not sure how much of a grip you can get around that
>>7421288
>liking anything windows after xp
>can't stop feeling a bit jealous when anon talks about being beaten
just
>>7421315
>you shouldn't let people beat you up
yes you should. i would have caused less collective suffering by not engaging, and mentally both he and i would be unchanged, if not in perfect mental condition
>>7421324
>>7421307
btw if i havent mentioned i'm retarded and didnt graduate highschool i'm obviously talking about his throat
>>7421337
>being beaten
i'll reiterate, I told him that I would actually fight him and I engaged in this openly. it was a fair fight. which i....won(?) i guess. for all its fucking worth.
>>7421280
maybe he is a repressed tranny
start slipping hrt into his food
>>7421344
i thought you said he just randomly gives you nuggies and stuff sometimes
idk
either way unless you're fucked up and crave abuse you didn't do wrong by any definition of the word
>go get food with gf
>sit down
>gf goes to get food
>lady asks if she can have table next to us
>nod
>sits little kid down
>asks if I can watch her while she uses the bathroom
>gf comes back
>talk to gf in man voice
>kid is staring at me like I'm th boogey man
>mom comes back
>thanks so much!
>honey... what's wrong are you ok?
>>7421344
sounds like you have a great life ahead of you
>>7421354
your stories are so fake its not even funny
>>7421344
nope, it was a totally unfair fight cause he initiated without warning, you warned him you were going to retaliate as he continued to attack you, like he *pulled your hair out* before you did anything other than tussle back with him while he obviously wasn't using his full strength, and then, appallingly, he sucker punched you after tapping out. fighting dirty is for when it's an actual *fight*.
i really would have a tough time forgiving myself too and have before, but it's purely emotional. you were in the right.
>>7421344
You need to take care of yourself. If there's a way to do that without causing suffering that's preferable but if not you need to take care of yourself, even if it means causing suffering because otherwise you'll consistently be the one who suffers
>>7421347
Best answer 10/10
>>7421344
you were right though the throat is the esophagus
>>7421358
why do some trips do this?
it's really weird
>>7421354
your stories are so real its funny
>>7421344
>i'm retarded and didnt graduate highschool
CNT?
>>7421373
attention, what do you think?
>>7421380
damn. you got me. i am cnt.
>>7421373
makes the rest of us that are legitimately impulsive and erratic and get into absurd situations look bad
>>7421387
fuck off faker
>>7421386
do you wanna date?
>8 days on hrt
>go outside passing as male
>a guy says "hey dude" to me
>i'm literally so fucking offended
>i don't even know where to begin
>i tell him to fuck off and take his cisnormative patriarchy elsewhere
>he looks at me a bit weird and keeps going
>"walk away, asshole" i scream after him
>i literally cannot believe what just happened to me
>i break down and fall to my knees sobbing
>a girl comes over and says 'hey guy, are you okay?' and i turn to her and tell her to fuck off
literally why is society so oppressive
>>7421393
sure. i am cnt and i am your girlfriend now.
>>7421373
On the intwrnet, nobody knows who u are.
>>7421395
i have to go now but i'll remind you when I see you using trip
>>7421394
you should probably kys
>go outside
>pass
is this one too unbelievable
>>7421400
you bet.
>>7421404
hey qt u gonna be my gf?
>>7421394
LMAO, next time use "shitlord" i VC de
>>7421404
>tfw it is for you
>>7421387
You mean like had drawing a little picture on a business card I gave to a new friend, then getting word back through my mentor that my new friend was impressed. I started out with blank business cards, and drew images, name, and phone number on them. Later I had my name, phone number, and studio address printed on the cards with a big area where I could make a small drawing. Normally I kept a few in my pocket with drawings on them, but when they ran out I'd do the drawing on the spot. Also I'd do on the spot drawings for special people. This new friend was one of those.
>>7421394
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WZ33w3B8Hw