I'm gay, and I don't want to be at all.. In fact, I fucking hate myself because of it.
Any time I have sex I feel completely disgusted and in shame afterwards, borderline breaking down.
Never want to come out especially with the perception that comes with it. Always be treated like an outsider no matter how tolerant anyone is.
Especially don't want to talk to my parents about this, always asking if I'm in a relationship yet. They are pretty accepting and not very religious, but I don't want to be seen as the son who gets fucked instead of fucking women.
What the fuck do I do?
Do you honestly expect a nonstandard answer?
OK I'll try. Whatever you do don't get depressed over unsolvable conflict of "You know being gay is bad. You can't stop being gay".
Also read this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naturalistic_fallacy
>>7414477
Well if you become a girl it's not gay anymore, right?
You hate yourself because you're gay.
I hate others because I am gay.
Stop being such a bitch, I had to come to terms with being a tranny to not kms. Just be yourself xd
>>7414477
It's okay OP, you are not alone. I hate you too because of it. We have such similar feelings on this that it's almost like we're best friends or gay lovers or something. We can always agree and shoot the shit over how bad it is that you're a fag, and unlike all of the two-faced trannies here, you'll always have me and can rely on my honest sincere opinion.
Have a good life, regards, /pol/