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lauren is too good for us

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secours uden10

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if my heart keeps going like this i might xanax
i think my anxiety got triggered earlier even though i had thought i calmed myself down
i dont know
maybe im really dying this time
maybe im super out of shape
i dont know

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It's ok to be gay

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>>7409634
its going to be ok

just breathe and you'll feel better soon

good afternoon mtfg OuO /

It's not okay to be straight

>>7409636
Wrong

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>>7409636
Banana-chan, i dont know if srs is sane

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>>7409621
>no hugs for gelgel on first post
Lauren...

hugg gelgel

>>7409641
please respond to my messages senpai

if i'm non-binary i'm incapable of straight relationships

>>7409642
>>7409636
right
>>7409643
wrong

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>>7409634
will you be ok if I go out to get something to eat?

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I'm sick.
I'm all red and puffy and sniffly and sad

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>>7409640
that kinda helps
im gonna try to distract myself so i can get the things triggering my hypochondria off my mind
>>7409656
yeah
go ahead
i might lay down
but then i might lay there dwelling on things

>>7409634
Anxiety can be sneaky sometimes. I can have attacks that only last a minute or so and despite feeling okay when it passes my heart will race for hours afterwards. Sometimes my heart just races for no reason whatsoever and then that leads me into more anxiety. I hate it :/ You probably aren't dying though; plenty of ER visits have at least assured me of that much.

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>>7409650
I'm both gay and straight for dating you

>>7409644
Hint: It's honestly pretty fucking insane. It's a very unpleasant surgery where they slice your penis off and make a surgical vagina out of the leftover skin. Like, it's the definition of extreme and somewhat insane surgery.

But hey, if it makes you happy then go for it, I think it was worth it for me.

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hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

give me (you)'s

>>7409672
(you)

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In the past 25 hours I have slept 3.

Also damn I still feel fine. Feeling really good. Don't know if it's the spiro or the burst of confidence from taking spiro

>>7409621
Drunk/7
Sobering up on pork grinds

>>7409674
thnxxxxxx
cx

>>7409672
im gay

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>>7409672

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>>7409664
my heart races a lot
sometimes itlll just start going fast and pounding out of nowhere
and then it gets worse as i get really anxious about that and assume i suddenly have a heart disease AFTER HAVING ALREADY BEEN TESTED PRETTY THOROUGHLY FOR THEM AND CAME OUT CLEAN and it's clearly going to kill me soon

>>7409684

See a doctor because that shit isn't healthy. Things other than heart disease can kill the heart. CNS disorders, all the time

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>>7409661
alright, I'll make sure I have my phone on me.

please talk to me about whatever's going on, ok?

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>>7409681
im madoka c:
>>7409683
thnxxxxx
cx
>>7409684
hiii graceeee
:333

>>7409692
>tfw ywn be this cute
Why live

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>>7409691
now im going into panic mode woooo
i think its probably just exertion or anxiety
it typically only happens when im at work and its a recent thing
honestly it might just be a burp and then me getting anxious because i felt something weird
i usually do burp at the same time it happens
idk

>tfw emo fag

>tfw emo fag

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>>7409703

Look just ask a doctor, K? Your health is important, and it's not like we're the top tier of people Not Likely To Die In The Near Future.

>>7409694

I don't even know if I am Homura anymore

>tfw emo fag

>>7409463
Uve been a prostitute how has this not happened to u??
>>7409489
Ur """top""" sucked ass
>>7409547
GIVE ME THE SAME WEAPONS AND BACTERIAL IMMUNITY FUUUUUCCCCKKKKK SEEEE WHO IS HARDER SKIN SEEEEEEE WHO HAD MORE POWER FROM THERE ANCESTORS YOU STUPID FUCKING WEEEEEAK CRACKER
>>7409555
We MURDERED the WEAK.
I CAN RAPE U AND U CANT FIGHT ME OFF IF I REALLY WANTED TOO EVEN IF UR THE SAME HEIGHT AS ME WHICH UR NOT I HAVE BETTER GENES THAN YOU

I want to be creampied.

>>7409715
ur not my homu!!!!
>>7409717
ur like a mom lol u can't be emo

>>7409712
>>7409717
>tfw emo fag

>>7409719
Unplugg your keyboard

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>>7409715
i had brought it up to my apn before and they think im just anxious and overly worried
most things about me are pretty okay...
>Your health is important
but im so fucking afraid of anything medical
ive been putting off my next HRT appointment because they want me to get started on the HPV vaccine and I'm terrified

>>7409703
hugg Grace

>>7409723
>tfw mom fag

>>7409725
IM ON A PHONE DONT EVEN OWN A COMP

>>7409724
>>7409723
>>7409717
>>7409712
>>7409709
>>7409729
>tfw fag

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>>7409723

I don't even know if I'm my Homu anymore. I don't feel Homu

>>7409726

Are you afraid of me? I'm a nursing student and I promise you it's really not that scary, medicine.

>>7409734
tfw

>>7409736
Tell me more

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I wish I had an irl cuddle buddy for when I'm feeling down

>>7409739

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>>7409736
i am, yes
even with xanax my heart rate is noticeably high whenever i go to a doctor
the nurses always comment that i must be nervous or something and im just kinda like ha ha im trying my best..
i dont wanna go through a bunch of scary and painful tests and treatments
i think ill be okay
i dont remember it happening today
maybe i just hadnt been getting enough sleep
i dont know
im scared now
i dont want to die
but im so afraid of the doctor's

>>7409743
iktf.,..

>>7409743
i thought you had a bf

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what are you listening /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w71N7MX9HcQ

>>7409743
Im that guy
>>7409748
Get at me bb gurl

Awoo back home
I want my drugs :(

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I want to be santas little girl!

>>7409729
hot tbdesu

>>7409750
Eminem Haleys song
>>7409754
Dont
Drugs will fuck you up

>>7409753
kys ur disgusting

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alright yeah im too anxious right now i can even feel my side hurting from it
half a xanax it is
>>7409750
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVggF2TxSu8

>>7409759
Hey.
Hey.
I got a big Cock tho.
And i hella know how to use it too.
Trust.
I can make you see Jesus little faggot

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>>7409741

About nursing or not feeling Homu

>>7409747

Well then you might need another prescription or perhaps to take the medicine you have the right way. I assure you that psychiatric tests are not painful

Physically.

>>7409758
I'm already fucked up anyway

>>7409763
I'm curious how xanny is
When I get mine I am scared I OD accidentally though cause no scale and it's powder

>>7409765
leave, you make me feel sick

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>>7409766
im not afraid of mental health stuff, that's fine i really dont mind it
it's physical health
getting my CNS checked out surely wouldn't be fun
>or perhaps to take the medicine you have the right way
b-but benzo horror stories..
>>7409767
it relaxes me and makes me feel a little warm
with a high enough dose i get kinda drunk
but i can be like that sober so i dont really need it

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>>7409757
>tfw old enough to be a mom
>tfw look like a mom
>tfw never be a mom
>tfw fag

>>7409765
>Can make you hallucinate a fictional Jew

Don't believe it, no cock is that powerful

>Tfw regular fag

>>7409773
I don't need it either I just want comfiness
Getting it for free anyway but dunno when

>>7409749
I can't be with him all the time bc he works often. ..

>>7409753
please leave these threads you aren't wanted here

>>7409788
>please leave these threads you aren't wanted here
Pot paging kettle

>>7409765
>little faggot

fuck off back to gaygen you human garbage

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>tfw i'm just a figment of some emo fag's imagination, and don't actually exist

>>7409773

Okay you know they're not going to do a spinal tap unless something is really fucked up, right?

Also

>anxiety attacks

You're taking medication under the supervision of a doctor. Keep them in the loop and you'll be fine

>>7409789
and you are? fuck off.

>>7409767
Use very little and judge how much u can take. Npt a lot of people die there first time. If ur gonna use drugs u gotta believe u will NEVER OD or else wjy u using drugs pussy faggot.
>>7409770
Block me? I only make u feel a certain way cuz either uve had a crazy like me or i make ur little hole twitch cuz you KNOW i can make you witness heaven. Faggot. Lol tell me how much you want a hard thick cock leaking inside you for hours cuz i BEEN paid for that shit.
You aint shit compared to me and im only 20 yo think about that.
Seriously.
Understand what i am cuz i think you are incapable of doing that.
>>7409775
Idk. I can make you dizzy.
I don't like to e'brag cuz its all worth shit when it comes down to it.
You've seen my vids and know what im capable of but in the end it doesnt even matter.
Unless u have my Cock pounding you and amking me call me daddy while u think i could never do that

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night girls~

>>7409800
Lottie is ok.

>>7409774
some ciswomen can't have children either, it doesn't make you more or less of a woman.

Redpill me on beanboy

>>7409806
Nigga I won't die on it you need tons for that
But I don't have the luxury to just pass out for an entire day

>>7409808
night sertii
hugg >:3

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>>7409808
good night qtii! <3

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>>7409684
>>7409747

This all sounds like pretty textbook anxiety and I've been through and am dealing with a lot of this too. One of the worst things you can do is to avoid places that set you off (like the dr) because it will only get worse as you get older. Its awful and unpleasant but when you confront it, things eventually will become easier to manage.

A couple things my therapist suggested was to try and completely relax all your muscles. Supposedly it's a lot harder for your body to stay in a panic state when you aren't tensed up. Start with your toes, then ankles, calves, thighs ect and work up and then out to your fingers. The other thing was proper breathing and trying to focus on the feeling of your body and what it's touching. The way your feet feel on the floor or how it feels to be sitting in a chair or lying down. I don't know why this works but it does seem to help.

>>7409750
>what are you listening /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bV-hSgL1R74
Comfy!

>>7409812
He's obnoxious but people forget it, interact with him and open the door to more posts about himself.

>>7409818
trip change and I'm not getting it or new trip?

>tfw no gf
I just want to put my penis in a hole

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>when you find out the slut who showed you her tits on cam today was TOTALLY NOT underage
h-hehe

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>>7409799
>Okay you know they're not going to do a spinal tap unless something is really fucked up, right?
im afraid of even the simple things
i know its silly and irrational but i cant help it
i really wish i could
but even after going through blood tests a few times i still get a little anxious about it
>You're taking medication under the supervision of a doctor. Keep them in the loop and you'll be fine
yeah but what if they're wrong

>>7409789
down girl
>>7409809
lottie is one of my closest friends
if you take the time to care about her and be her friend she'll repay it a long way

>>7409820
>or new trip?
Hi, I'm new!

>>7409750
i'm checking out joanna newsom's music
a record label accidentally shipped me a bunch of her records a while ago, and i heard good things about them
so yeah finally getting around to it
>>7409808
nini

>>7409813
Yea...........
Whatever.
Whatever.
Whatever
Too drunk too respond coherently.
I like to fuxk for a long time.
See you melt while i hump you bareback.
Hold ur hands and kiss ur neck while ivget a rhythm pressed up against you're. Back with u pressed up against the bed moaning.
Yall know im the real thing is the crazy part

>>7409750
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=26qFZavaMZk
Have to go back to work though..

>>7409832
Ehh you know I look like a man in every way right?
Please don't talk to me like that

yesterday I emailed the following to my job agency
>I rang the centrelink disability line and it seems too hard to get on disability, I would need a detailed report on everything thats wrong with me, that $200 a fortnight extra would have afforded me some money to save for surgeries which would have kept me from killing myself, my only option left is death or living as the pathetic shell of a man creature that I am.
>I don't know what to do.
>and no I don't need to talk to anyone, I've said everything there is to say.. theres no help for me.
so they called an ambulance who made it clear I had to go our the police in attendance would arrest me and make me go.
so I got there, got my bag and phone taken away from me and put in a locker, got put in the short stay waiting room in the mental health unit, where I waited for 4 hours and they gave me a meal which I gulped down because I eat when upset.
I talked to the clinician (who my sister doesn't think was a doctor) who was a bit of a prick, who said "I can't empathise with your situation" before rephrasing it to "I mean, I can empathise I just cant understand it", so then another hour pass with no idea what was going on, I went to the door to ask what was happening and then noticed it was 7:30 and I needed to take my hrt... so then I had to give them details of what I was taking which was fine but I asked if I was going to be staying the night and they said "no we will probably be releasing you at 8" so I asked if I could organise a lift and they let me have my phone and gave me a hospital phone so I could call my sister Ursula and she told me to ask why I was being released and they told me to go home because I wasn't at risk of suicide...

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>>7409824

Believe me, I know the feeling of worrying over every little thing. I can't tell you how to handle them. Some people talk it out, some people do a best-worst-probable case thing, I just handle things one step at a time.

And if they're wrong, they'll notice something. For every conceivable drug, there's an anti-agent. I once had a woman overdose on Clonazapem actually(She had been hoarding it because she was worried she wouldn't get it), went to the hospital, came back the next day mostly fine. There's a safety net.

>>7409820
Ohhhhhhhhhhh OK.
Filter list then

>>7409837
so then nobody was able to pick me up and Ursula told me to ask about a cab voucher, so I did so and they gave me a rail voucher... so they sent me down to the tracks (even though I didn't know the area and had no idea where the train station is) and told me to make my own way home even though I live an hours walk from the train station and it was going to be late by the time the train got to my station.

I hadn't shaved in a week, I didn't shower on tuesday, I looked bad, smelled bad, I was wearing the first shoes I could grab when hauled away and I looked weird... they knew I had social anxiety
but the options they gave me were to go play on the railway tracks and then walk home late at night or to go out into the emergency room and wait there all night for a lift in the morning.

so finally my sister ursula sent her husband to give me $20 so I could get a taxi home from the train station... and the train station that was "right next to the hospital" was a ten minute drive and I would have never found it.

so I took the 40 minute train ride home, jumped in a taxi and got the 10 minute drive home, showered and went to bed

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>when someone on kageshi jokes that there's no tranny in the room so I must be the tranny

the fuck is a redpill

>>7409837
>>7409845
this is the short version, I don't have the energy to write out everything

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>>7409840
well
ill see if i can get an appointment with my hrt doc for the 8th next month, my 1 year trannyversary, and bring this stuff up with her. previously appointments i mainly focused on my worries about my colon which turned out to be pretty simple, so this time i hope i can clear up my other worries without that taking up my primary focus
>And if they're wrong, they'll notice something. For every conceivable drug, there's an anti-agent. I once had a woman overdose on Clonazapem actually(She had been hoarding it because she was worried she wouldn't get it), went to the hospital, came back the next day mostly fine. There's a safety net.
yeah i just remember reading news articles about people that had been on daily benzos and ended up with seizures and the drug became ineffective and now rely on other drugs to fight the seizures..

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>>7409850
did you stammer and say 'n-no'?

>>7409812
Men are in control of the world.
Sex feels very good for us.
But do i really need to tell you it almost or it really does break ur little mind when a talented top gives it to you.
Why do u think why call women our bitches. Men are in control of the world and it will always be that way. Listen to Edie Murphy on women standup. That bit where he says "when you make a woman cum REALLY hard" is spot on.
Men rule the world FOR a reason you know?? God made us like this for a reason and you WILL NEVER comprehend it until you see someone melt and COMPLETELY give up THERE ENTIRE BEING AND ESSENCE.
There FUCKING BEING too you.
idk man. The paterioky is real.
Men are in control until you learn not to love getting pumped by a Thick Hard Cock so goddam much.
TRUTH.

>>7409827
nice to meet you

>>7409831
>a record label accidentally shipped me a bunch of her records a while ago
how can I make this "accidentally" happen to me?

>>7409843
that's a good girl

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No but seriously. I'm feeling pretty fan-fucking-tastic. The only thing I'm anxious about rn is my driving test and that's because of all the snow.

>2D:4D ratio says I'm male
Well I guess I'm not trans.

Someone post the sam hyde fucked edie pic pls

>>7409862
i have no clue
i bought 16 dollars worth of tapes and they sent me 90 dollars worth of records

>>7409860
This post is giving me a contact buzz

or maybe his overwhelming autism is contagious

>>7409837
>>7409845
shannon that's horrible i'm so sorry :(
hope you feel better now

>>7409845
that's horrible, how do they decide who is and isn't at risk of suicide? how can they assume they are doing their job with that?

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>>7409859
>tfw actually stutter "d-don't bully me" outloud at work today cause my boss was teasing me
>>7409818
>One of the worst things you can do is to avoid places that set you off (like the dr) because it will only get worse as you get older. Its awful and unpleasant but when you confront it, things eventually will become easier to manage.
this is true
i had gotten over my fear of shots as a kid
but as the years went on and i hadn't had any, my anxiety over them came back for no real reason other than i forgot what it was like and im scared again
>Supposedly it's a lot harder for your body to stay in a panic state when you aren't tensed up.
it is
after taking xanax my body relaxed and i feel a lot more calm now, if a little anxious still because i took a low dose
I'll try that though, thank you

>>7409859
I said >lmao yeah shit you figured me out man

>>7409836
You have no idea how hard i can make you feel.
Youve never had a Cock like mine inside you.
You've never been choked while i press hard as fuck my cock into ur hungry little hole, Dry.
So just don't talk to me.
Little hungry Queer Slut Faggot
<3

>>7409854
it's so dumb how they take you for your mental health, and then proceed to disregard your mental health problems (anxiety)

>>7409879
what the fuck dude
How do you even think of these posts lmao

>>7409837
>>7409845
Hugg sheen ;~;

>>7409862
^~^

I think I'm up to about 80 units of alcohol this week

fuck it I'm Dutch and didn't drink last night, I'm sure a few glasses of vodka won't kill me until I get weed tomorrow

>>7409883
She's projecting.

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>>7409858

Tylenol destroys your liver.
Anti-histamines can cause rapid heartbeat
Fuck, HRT itself has some nasty sideeffects.

Any drug you take can kill you. It's just not as likely. You can find horror stories on anything if you look. When I was on Percocet, my dad was convinced I was going to get addicted, but I just stopped taking like 'okay I'm done with this'

>>7409870
I don't feel better, I had a giant headache by the time I got home... like I already have said, there's no help for me.

>>7409871
>>7409881
my sister says the clinician was likely a nurse, not a psych or therapist
(Ursh and her husband are both nurses)
she says she is making a formal compaint


>>7409885
tu 4 hugg

>>7409888
>>7409863
>>7409840
>>7409766
>>7409736
>>7409715
>>7409675

this is not homura it is red

>>7409886
Where u at pham

>>7409887
I guess
It's fairly disgusting
Mostly because of his looks

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>>7409888
>HRT itself has some nasty sideeffects.
it does and that's why i wanna get orchi or srs
one less of these fucking pills the better

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who else here has been accused of (((internalized transphobia))) by their therapist? wtf does that mean, I was just saying that I think it would be useful to get a brain scan to help clarify whether or not transition is really the right choice

>>7409869
And yet first of all you've never talked to me.
You've never read my dominate Hungry Desperate body language that can make you feel dizzy without even stick it in you.
Ask me if im lying when i saiy i made a horny little girl much like you let me eat her ass out in the fuxking middle of the street where cars drive
Cuz yoi know i made her give me more than that.
And you know i have hella proof of it too.
Ughh.
Stop.

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>>7409876
>tfw actually stutter "d-don't bully me" outloud at work today cause my boss was teasing me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WviwYLZubSw
where were you when grace became anime irl

>>7409903
>my Hungry Desperate body language
No kidding

>a horny little girl much like you let me eat her ass out
Help I need a adult

>>7409883
Im just drunk. Ive had a hard life. Ive been bullied until a FUCKING 6'1 BEANER WITH A HARD LIFE STARTED FIGHTING BACK AND I TAKE IT OUT ON LITTLE QUEER FAGOTS WHO MAKE ME FEEEEEEEEEL SOOOOOOOOO GOOD WHILE I GRAB THEM AND THEY TELLLLLL ME HOOOOOOOOWWWWWW GOOOOODDDD I MAKE THEMMMM SEE HEAVEN AHHHHHHHHHH.
KKKKKKMMMMMMMSSSSSSSS

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>>7409897

Yes that's the idea. I'm surprised no one got it until now.

>>7409899

Even with surgery you have to keep taking Estrogen which has some bad effects. It's always a risk-benefit analysis and that's why doctors get paid so much

>>7409912
AUTISM
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>>7409905
I'm a kind of cute character designed to appeal to the male viewership so they'll buy the show's merchandise
>super clumsy
>shy shut in with male interests
>thicc butt
>poofy hair
>glasses
IM TELLING YA IM AN ANIME
>>7409913
yeah, but just estrogen is better than taking fucking spiro
spiro is horrible

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Is there an opposite version of manic pixie girl?
I feel I can really enter some regular dude's life and through my excentric and wacky variant of depression ruin all his hopes for the future.

I'm really fucking excited for HRT to arrive
I'm becoming more accepting that maybe I am a tran
It's 3 steps forward 2 steps back though

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>>7409918

That really makes me feel kind of shifty about this bigass bottle of Spiro I have here.

>>7409918
>thicc butt

When will you stop spreading this lie? You have a flat unimpressive ass.

>>7409923
Schwifty

>>7409898
I live in the United Kingdumb now, Suffolk area, but I'm thinking of moving back to Holland or maybe Canada if they let autists in because I'm sick of this place bending over for big pharma

>Weed is bad and haz no medical benefits, also THC makes u high so banned
Ok we'll just smoke CBD then, all the medicinal properties, no trip
>Actually turns out that's a miracle drug way better than the bullshit with horrible side effects we're currently selling, that is now a medicine and property of the govment, illegal
Oh ok so it's both a medicine and isn't at the same time thx you fucking limey cunts

I can't take their shitty depression meds without them either giving me sleep paralysis or makes it worse, but I also can't smoke any legal grass. I hope this place sinks into the fucking ocean and takes me with it

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Not even that bad looking

Am am autistic
But i can fuck

KEK

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>>7409923
You'll be okay as long as you keep hydrated and adjust your life style to your new HRT needs
I try to keep hydrated and eat fiber because dehydration equals
well
stuff.
And it's kinda painful.
There's quite a few side effects that people don't really talk about but they can be negated with simple things.
At my high estrogen dose I should have been more physically active because of blood clot risk, but since I'm on 6 mg now it's not aaaassssss bad
Still I really should be exercising and standing more

>>7409921

Oh no not you
You were so pure
how did you become illegal hormones in a month?

>>7409933
Hmm alright
I'm in Tilburg rn but going on an exchange to Glasgow in for half a year in August/September

>>7409934
>skinnyfat
>weak shoulders
>shitty facial hair
and most importantly
>shitskin mexican

>>7409923
If it makes you feel better I'm 80% sure I had an allergic reaction to spiro. So the odds are that no one else here will have anything since it's pretty rare.

>>7409938
Let her it makes her more fuckable fuck off

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>>7409936

You will pry my pepsi from my cold dead manhands.

Play Pokemon Go with me
But
If you see that Raichu in the Santa Hat
KILL IT

>>7409934
Showed my wife this pic:
"What do you think about this pic?"
>looks like a boy with tits
"What else?"
>like mrs. Swann from MadTv but with autism
Okthen

I can't be a girl. Why does that make me want to kill myself? That's so fucking stupid.

>>7409938
>illegal hormones
>>>/Susan's/

Not everyone wants to be a fat ugly man like you for five years before starting hrt.

>>7409938
I am an impressionable loser lol
I don't want to lose any time though I have 3 more months from start of HRT to permanent changes so I'll be fine
Can always sell what I don't want to sertii she said :^)

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>>7409953
>You will pry my pepsi from my cold dead manhands.
You're gonna want to limit your soda consumption
On 100mg I drink huge glasses of water every hour
You'll need to keep up on your sodium intake as well

>>7409956
Hey, that's exactly how I feel/felt. Get on HRT, it'll make things more bearable.

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>>7409902
>pls respond

>>7409946
Pol plz go.
No one in the world respects you.
I would go to jail to kill a pol.
Think about that bitch, you know i dont lie
Think about me chocking you until you die.
Cuz i would do you stupid little dumvass bitch
I would do it.
I would try to kill you with my leathery ass hard asf hands
I would kilk you if we were jn a room together.
And u couldn't stop me
I would kill you .
I would murder you.
I would kill you.

>>7409939
Cool, try not to get shanked by the Neds

>>7409966
Shes a sjw and will write you letters.
Roll with it

>>7409970
edgy

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Im too hyped to sleep

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>>7409950

No one will ever want to fuck me
I am the pinnacle of unfuckable

>>7409960

You think I wanted to be a fat ugly man? You think I loved it
No
I hate myself.

>>7409961

I'm just jealous, you did in a month what took me years. God why do I suck so badly.

>>7409962

Guess it's time to break out the sodastream bottles. Sodium I'm not worried about, I use a lot of salt and stuff.

>>7409970
You are the edgiest spic I've heard of today.

>>7409964
I'm huge nigga. I can't be a fucking girl.

>>7409961
your tits will start growing in the first month :^)

>>7409902
>get a brain scan
Of what exactly?

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>>7409974
Whatcha hype for han han? :3

>>7409971
I won't go outside much :^)

>>7409976
At least you did it eventually :)

>>7409979
No they won't
I'm not that stupid

>>7409982
Her brain

>>7409972
I'm already on HRT, I've just been been stuck on what to do in terms of social transitioning. It's so large that it's basically irreversible, and I want to make sure that it's absolutely the right choice

>>7409982
my foot

>>7409902
You would think by now people would realize that psychology is a quack science.

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>tfw wednesday and havn't got any new music
Wew looks like it's gonna be oldschool funk and disco tonight on the stream

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>>7409983
My going to my bf tommorow!!!

>>7409986
Anon please. What exactly would they be looking for here? The tranny cortex?

>>7409973
Im serious.
Andy was pol and j met him on soc and he was rightfully scared of me cuz hd knew i would fuxking stab his little bitch ass and torture him if we hung out cuz i just want to cut up a little racist thaf much.
I really will do that one day. Im more insane than Elliott cuz i will get a hard asf Cock when i personally cut open some one racist and look them ib the eyes as rhey die.
Fuxk having a gun i want to kill them slowly and have them stare into the Devils eyes and see how wrong they were for being racists but it being waaaaaaaaay too late for them to repent

>>7409986
Can you pass, in public?
If not, hide until its more doable or your tits give you away

>>7409986
Hey fun fact, just go on HRT and don't give a shit about social transitioning

I mean might be easy for me to say because I was always a pathetic outcast loser anyway but if your body changes for the better but that bit remains, it won't really be the end of the world

Just because you don't know how to act like a stereotypical woman doesn't mean you should, the stereotypes are different by country and culture anyway and even then every woman is different

>>7409999
You're scaring the women.
Stop.
Nice quads

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>>7409984

Yeah but I get the feeling I should have waited to see an endo before doing this.

I'm going to get some sleep, I think. Open my window so I can watch the snow fall. Then tomorrow, I really will call for driving test.

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>>7409994
YAY!! happy for you! :3 have lots of fun time together cuddling and kissing! <3 pic related

Gn mtfg bout to pass out.
Really wanna rape a racist tho.
I want to damage them emotionally physically mentally

>>7410006
Night homu

might sigh up to fetlife

Has anyone heard from Neptune recently?

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life sucks
i wanna be happy

>>7409979
>your tits will start growing in the first month :^)
>>7409984
>No they won't

They almost did for me. I had really tender breast buds by 5-6 weeks.

>>7410024
We had a comfy big discussion earlier

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>>7409987
there's a lot of jewish bullshit in it for sure, but there are parts that can be helpful. personally DBT has really helped me a lot

>>7409998
>off by one
there are neurological differences that exist on a range for men and women. Certain areas like the limbic nucleus, the BSTc, etc are sexually divergent. In transpeople, those areas of the brains have been shown to be within the ranges of the opposite sex. By looking at those areas in the brain and looking at where they lie in terms of male or female, it could serve as a more concrete data point for diagnosis and determing course of treatment than relying solely on self reported symptoms

>>7410001
yeah, when I say socially transition I basically mean in already established groups like friends and family. When I go shopping or meet new people they just assume I'm a grill

>>7410003
yeah that's what I did but now I'm at the point where relatives are asking questions and my parents are pushing me on what pronouns to use etc, and I just want to be doubly sure before taking the plunge

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>>7410008
I will!
I just wanna spoon with him right noow

>>7410029
Today? Did she seem happy?

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Yeah I think I'll roll down to 100mg of Spiro a day for now. I was considering it anyway. It'll give me a couple months to see a therapist

>>7410012

Just a brief nap. I can not sleep between the hours of 10pm and 6am or I will throw off my sleep schedule.

>>7410022

I've considered it, but I'm really after a platonic relationship rn

>>7410028
That's not the first month though and I will decide whether I continue hrt after a month. That is when I will or will not tell my parents.

>>7409984
>No they won't
I'm not that stupid

Mine did

>tfw emo fag

>>7410030
Ok, let's suppose it came back negative for you, would you stop hrt?

>tfw emo fag

>>7410037
uh oh
Mine better don't...
Now I am nervous as fuck ree

>tfw gay peepee shemale

>>7410048
I mean, they'll be barely more than puffy nipples and probably on only one side, but still.

>>7410043
>tfw elmo fag
what's gotten you down?
or is it a music thing you keep repeating?

>>7410030
Sounds to me it has nothing to do with "making sure you're trans"
Sounds to me like you have a case of being a scared little bitch.
If you pass already, and have a strong desire to be fulltime, just frigging do it.
Tell friends, then siblings, then wait for everything to settle, then the more liberal parent.

>>7410052
I can handle puffy nips
How fast do they go away when you quit?
Not that I think I will though, but it's comforting to know.

hahaha I messed up and posted this in the wrong thread

Anybody near suffolk wanna get stoned and talk about how sad we are

>>7410056
I don't see how I would know.

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>>7410048
all that happens in the first few months are your areola bud and you hit them on a door frame

puffy nipples

I think I pass...
>Man face
Well, I pass from the neck down
>No tits
Waist down
>PENIS
um, knees down?
>HUGE FEET
I don't pass.

inspo stuff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7Wsbb7Yrbs

I'm thinking of changing my name to Amanda I think it would really suit me

>>7410061
Dunno you people here seem to know a lot about tranny stuff obviously
You might have read this some time

>>7410067
it's not the worst I've read here

>>7410064
same

>>7410067
Every Amanda I've met was a cunt.

>>7410040
probably, and look for more psychotherapeutic treatments like I'm doing for my anorexia as opposed to the pharmacotherapeutic treatment I'm on right now.

gotta plan things with the long term in mind, and HRT plus incorrect brain stuff equals a bad outcome eventually.

I'm sure that the very high rates of suicides in transpeople is due in part to some misdiagnoses that end up putting the patient on the wrong course. Fetishists, dissociative trauma patients, etc could all possibly present with systems consistent with GID and I want to make sure that that's not the case for me

>>7410054
probably also part that. And it's not a matter of tellings friends and close family, they already know I'm trans. It's just a matter of going ahead and asking them to use a different name and pronouns. I just don't feel confident enough that I could pull it off, and I don't want my friends or family to feel like I'm asking them to do anything that wouldn't come naturally to them

>>7410065
iktf

>>7410067
>A man, duh
don't do it

>>7410076
I think you already know the answer to all of this.
You'll crack eventually

Goodnight girls~

>>7410067
OH MANDY

>>7410062
>and you hit them on a door frame

iktf :(

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>>7410067

>>7410076
>I'm sure that the very high rates of suicides in transpeople is due in part to some misdiagnoses
I can see why your therapist said that now. But here's an idea, stop taking hormones, see how long you last...

I just have to agree with valq here, you're a scared little bitch, just come the fuck out already.

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>>7410052
It's memes, I'm not actually down
I'm actually about to go get beer so I can stream

say something nice about the following trips
lauren

>>7410076
I think you're an idiot and the high suicide attempt rate is because the majority of society fucking hates trannies so living as a tranny is difficult

>>7410096
she's prettier than me

>>7410096
she's nice

>>7410094
Give stream info

>>7410096
I wonder who could be behind this post.

I'm going to sound like a chick my entire life, maybe I should have though this through

>>7410110
:^}
just like your chest.

>>7410062
I hit mine while turning my car >.<

>>7410110
You really fell hard for the meme.

>>7410112
My chest was a reaction to my medication, it's a side effect of estrogen poisoning
>>7410115
>tow brad

>>7410108
it was me

How does Chloe sound for a nuname? Also would the cuteness of the name be soured if I turn into a hon even on HRT

Also >TFW you get your paycheck and this is the only time your clinically depressed Jew brain is flooded with endorphins

>>7410121
That's not a jewbrain, that's a wagecuck proletariat brain and it's prefectly normal and healthy.
You might also experience a similar feel when spending that money on unnecesary bullshit.

Tfw no bf
*gf.
*bf.

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I want death

>>7410118
Estrogen enrichment, rlly.
You never really had a large reaction to T, in the first place

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>>7410133
I'd be happy looking like her.

>>7410134
I got laughed at when I tried to grow a mustache in the army

Three times

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What did Mokou see ?

>>7410138
Seeing the blush and the tissue paper I can safely assume it's a very sweet and touching drama.

do trans people really pretend to be females before passing? I thought you had to start hormones and wait for like a year to look a little decent and then start to introduce yourself as a woman

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>tfw you're worrying about Grace
She seemed ok when she left, but still...

>>7410138
色色的

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I threw up

>>7410119
>was that a jojo reference???

>>7410149
ideally you should be a woman before looking like one or you're gonna have some troubles...
asking people to call you a certain way, on the other hand, is idiotic.

>>7410137
The reality of it is;
You're prehrt pics are super stinking cute and I've been on you like white on rice the second they repealed dadt.


Ofc they laughed at a soft, girly ftm trying to grow a 'stache.
I've yet to ever see where you were 'a man'

>>7410155
what's jojo

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>>7410149
This is the reasonable thing to do, but no. Unfortunately, the opposite is encouraged by agp hons that want to live through kids vicariously.

>>7410157
>>7410162
the to be continued meme

>>7410150
She'll be alright.

>>7410160
Your* I'd've*
Fucking autocorrect

>>7410170
how are you on the other hand?

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>>7410168
So that's where that was from.
I just know the "it was me, dio!" meme

>>7410174
I'm feeling better-ish.

>>7410153
a-are you okay,?
Do you need a backrub or hair braids?

i don't like lauren

>>7410181
I like Charlotte

I'm not Sass and I'm not evading a ban. I'm just like trying to see if I can post using my neighbor's router.

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>>7410170
I hope so...

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>>7410136
once I stop being a huge fatty I want to cosplay as her, though I keep worrying the show will get cancelled before then or something
>>7410190
you'll have a different ip address using your neighbor's router so obviously you'll be able to post

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>>7410190
I think not sass is a nice person.
Not like that SASS person

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>>7410190
>not evading a ban
>just trying to post using my neighbor's router
>for no particular reason
Uh huh, yeah.

>lonely and want bf/gf
>cute boy at local chapters

What's the best way show him I'm interested without being an idiot? I can just assume hes not retarded and knows I'm obv trans right?

>>7410190
Sorry for getting you banned. ;_;

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I'm gonna see if I can post pics.
>Tfw u get banned

>>7410160
Fuck you.. just because my one friend would always cuddle me when we fell asleep on the couch at a party while drunk , and kissed me that one time, doesn't mean anything, he had a gf, he liked girls

>>7410180
I need sleep and medicine and to not be sick.

>tfw can't stop watching We Are Number One memes
help me

>>7410196
Really? Huh. I guess I don't understand how internets work.

>>7410199
That Sass person is a degenerate SJW. I'm like just a normal cis girl with a yeast infection.
>>7410201
I didn't even knew Sass was banned, so there.

>>7410206
I've heard that Sass likes u and is laughing about it and promises to never post pr0nz again.

>>7410210
Wow did his penis get hard? I'vw hward guys penises get hard when they kiss you, but I don't know anything about this vecause although I'm legally an adult, I'm saving myself for marriage.

how do you stop being sad

>>7410232
what's got you feelin down

>>7410232
Find something to be happy about, and indulge in it until you forget why you were sad.

>>7410239
what should I be happy about
>>7410236
i don't know
hugg

>>7410232
i dunno
do something fun?
i'm kind of done crying for now i guess so i'm playing dishonored 2 again

>>7410242
Do magic mushrooms in controled setting with music you like.

>>7410214
the weirdest part is that the official lazy town channel is 100% on the meme train like this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yV_wA62bbtk
I also saw an interview with the same meme title

>>7410254
i don't have those

>>7410242
Whatever you want.

>>7410214
>>7410256
>hello meme world
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3pf7HCbtXo

>>7410264
but i don't know if I have anything to be happy about

>>7410267
Get a hobby

>>7410260
Get some

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>>7410242
hugg

SJW CRINGE FEMINIST GETS OWNED BY ALT-RIGHT ATHEISM!!!!

>>7410277
But they'll be late for work! Is your happiness more important than theirs?

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K, I'm gonna go take a nap or finish my essay. Or both. Not sure.

i want huggs in real life

>>7410284
meet people in real life

>>7410282
when's yer essay due?
>>7410280
*profuse sweating*
i can't handle this

>>7410288
i did but things went badly i don't want to try again

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>>7410279
>Alt-right
>Alt-right "Atheism"
>Alt-right owning anything
>Implying Alt-right is nothing but Putin's puppets.

>>7410291
then you could pay a prostitute I guess...

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http://66.55.82.222:8002/stream
Live now

>>7410294
>hating Blacks and women so much that you become a communist cum filled sock puppet
>>7410301
>expect meme music
>lana is playing music to fuck your lady to

>>7410312
LMAO. you're spot on Faye.

>>7410312
Tonight is gonna be pretty much entirely funk, disco, and garage

>>7410312
c-can I be a communist cum filled anything without hating on people?

>>7410319
Don't let your dreams be memes, bby.

>being a McCarthyite

>>7410318
elanna im sad

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>>7410150
Awww <3 I'm alright sweetie, don't worry. Xanax helped cool me down and I laid in bed for a while, I think I'm gonna keep doing that and maybe play stuff on my 3ds a bit

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>your brother will never fuck you
why even live

>>7410336
hugg

>>7410341
Hugg!

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>>7410227
Spicy
>>7410211
And hair braids
>did I mention I want to play with your pretty black hair?
>>7410210
I Dont even believe this is shitposting rn.

>I unironically did the same in college to femboys