Gay self hate general

I just don't see any healthy way to express my sexuality. I love cock just as much as the next fag, but I'm just not attracted to guys like I am to girls, so its like the only way to have gay sex is sketchy meetups with strangers.

>>7405791
and the existence of people like you is why I hate myself

>>7405791
Can you explain this in further detail? I don't understand what's (inherently) unhealthy about hookups, even if I don't do them myself.
Have you considered a fuckbuddy?

>>7405848

Part of me is turned on by the thought of hooking up with guys, but another part of me is thoroughly disgusted by it. Its like being a werewolf but instead of craving flesh when I transform I crave dick, and when all is said and done I'm left with only shame and regret.

>>7405988
Why does it have to be a regular hookup?

>>7405791
>>7405848
>>7405988
Part of the reason that I'll never come out is that all gays ever do is have a bunch of casual, anonymous sex. It's fucking disgusting and emotionally hollow. I really hope Pence gasses us all.

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>>7405745
Discipline is not something to be ashamed of.

>>7405998

Never been attracted to guys, I just like dicks. So there's no room for anything like serious dating, and I'm sure even a hookup would leave me filled with regret. It feels like I have an annoying itch for dick that can't be scratched.

>>7408398
thank you.

>>7405791
>>7405846
>>7405848
>>7405988
>>7405998
>>7408398
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>>7408665
All you faggot crave something that shoots out piss. Seriously fucking kill yourselves.

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I will probably die alone. I killed the relationship with the only person that could love me unconditionally (he was 23 years old programmer) because I loved another guy even more than him (And that other guy probably forgot about me).

And the fact that I am currently a NEET makes me even more suicidal, addicted and vulnerable to crisis (I'm BPD).

If I was straight things could be different. I firmly believe that.

>>7405745
Stupid fucking faggots.
Who here tops and hates himself.
No-one
KEK

I want love. I don't want to be someone's "daddy" while fullfilling their weird self-loathing rape fantasies. Why are gay people all such weird, superficial, self-hating fuckups?

>>7411739
Tops hate themselves most of all, it's why they don't become bottoms.

>>7411837
Are you daddy material tho?

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>>7412157
I hate you

I love death and dying.

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>>7411718
it's like he doesn't know that homosexuality is a completely natural trait