What makes you Dysphoric?

Does dysphoria even real? Like I've been articulating my experiences as transgender for ~1.5 years, and in that time my dysphoria's gone from relatively mild to much worse. Like the slight dissociative nausea I'd experience on sight of my face and upper torso and genitals has redoubled now that, while looking at it, I can name the things I want to see there instead. If I'd lived in a time when being transgender was unknown/maligned, I wonder if I wouldn't have felt just kind of distanced and nauseous and depressed all of my life, but ultimately lived with it. Now it occupies so much more of my attention.

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>>7395568
Pls

>>7395568
>stomach grumbling, kinda want food
>see a giant buffet of mouthwatering food that smells fucking delicious but for some reason I can't reach it
>REALLY REALLY REALLY want food

>Is hunger even real? Would I have ever felt it if I hadn't seen the food or would I have just been really tired and grumbly nibbling on dirt grubs all my life but ultimately living with it?

>>7395735
Honestly a point well-made, and actually v. reassuring to have my screaming retardation pointed out to me, thank you

>>7395445
>Jaw line/facial structure
>The way my head doesn't sort of taper in near the top
>Facial Hair
>Shoulders
>Ribcage
>No hips
>Skinniest waistline I can get is 27" and it's not enough
>Man ass
>Legs
>Genitals
>Voice
>6" tall

I'm sure there's more I'm forgetting.

1. Shoulders
2. Brow ridge
3. Chin / Jaw
4. Foot size
5. Hairline

>facial structure
>voice
>facial hair
>hairline
>body hair
>genitals
>pelvic structure
>foot size
>ribcage

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>>7395445
Never grew facial hair and don't have a visible Adam's apple. Only 5'8'' and have female proportions, re: waist/hip ratio, feet size, etc. Voice is good too.

But when I see girls who actually have meat on their bones. Who actually have round faces and big breasts, thighs, and asses, and that layer of girlfat all over. I start to feel really bad.

If I'm in a good place, I'll just start to feel bad that I'm a skelly girl. But if not, I'll actually start to have that feeling of "not being real", like I'm still not a real woman no matter what I try to do. Is this just BDD or what?

>>7396779
have you considered just gaining some weight

>>7396831
Any gaining tips? I'm a sufferer of le high metabolism meme

>>7396889
no thats just a meme, youve just got to eat shitloads of food in a day. chances are youre eating a lot less than you think you are

>>7396889
Same been trying to gain for 4 months. Barely moving. I just can't seem to gain. I know people say "well it's physics" but even when I was drinking a gallon of milk a day for 1 month I didn't gain weight.

I'm stuck at 116, 5'7

>small skeletal structure
My only consolation is knowing my dad has small shoulders and extremely lanky figure.
>right boob is slightly bigger so it looks more like a boob while my left smaller one is more like a pec muscle.
Again, I thank my dad's genetic side because everyone there is flat. My poor sister who got other genetics is 34J.
>Wishing I were at least 3-4 inches taller
My lack of height definitely took after my mom's side and I didn't gain any height on T.
>Always had a big clit but it barely grew on T
Bottom surgery for ftm is shitty so I was anticipating that I'd have huge growth here and be satisfied...
>voice is still femme
One of the reasons I went on T was so I'd have a deep voice but I still don't sound any older than a 12 year old boy!

I've been on T for a year by the way.

>>7395445
Irish potato face
Widows' peak
Hips
Voice
WHITE eyebrows
Beergut
Linebacker torso
Beautiful blue eyes though.

MtF
1. Deep voice
2. Facial hair
3. Narrow hips
4. Wide shoulders
5. Large hands
6. Penis
7. Face

Things I'm content with:
1. Sexual orientation (straight)
2. Ribcage (32" bust)
3. Legs
4. Height (5'6")
5. Boobs (B cups)
6. Foot size

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>1. Extremely tall stature (5'11)
>2. Long midface.
>3. Shoulder width.
>4. Big dadhands
>5. Big grampafeet.
>6. Dadbelly.

Just tbqh honest

>Broad shoulders
>Permanent 5 o clock shadow on a masculine jaw
>Long face
>Hair falling out
>Man hands and Feet

I just want to be a girl, I don't even have to be pretty. Just not a trashbag is all I ask, so long as I am passably female.

FTM here
>my tits
>vagina
>weight (I have this idea in my head I'd pass better, or be more the kind of guy I want to be if I was skinnier, even though I don't eat junk and walk everywhere)
>height (I'm short and so wouldn't pass)

>>7398164
>This post

>>7396634
You can easily remove your facial hair, shoulders, ribcage, legs, and genitals.

>>7395568
>>7395712
>bump after an hour
kys my man

>>7398463
>You can easily remove your shoulders, ribcage, and legs
U wot

>>7398164
literally just take hormones

>>7395445
>"Just smile"
>"But why ruin such a beautiful face"
>"Because you should be pretty"
>"Because pretty girls makes me happy"
>"Now, now, I have you compliments didn't I?"
>"It's not like it's a big deal"
>"Well that's how nature is"
>"You millennial girls are all assholes"
>"lol. It's not like you can run in those shoes"
>"You're making me hurt you. Why do you have to be so difficult"
>"Good girl. Be nice to daddy"
>"You tell anyone I'll come back. Do you understand? I'll tell people you liked it"
>"Stupid little whore. Look what you made me do"

>>7395445
penis
shoulder width
feet size

>>7398521
Hormones doesn't remove your tits, grow taller, or makes you grow a cock and balls.

ftm

>bagina
>girl nips
>5'8 manlet
>cant' figure out how to make my hair not make me look like a dyke
>my grill laugh
>when i realize other people see a female when they're speaking to me
>will never have a biological child and am therefore worthless

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Mtf
>socially
>bepis
>dicc
>voice
>hair

>>7398521
not me but I second what >>7398628
even if hormones redistributed my fat, it wouldn't get rid of my tits (I'm a huge cup size) and it certainly wouldn't make me taller or give me a functioning organic set of cock and balls

>>7396889
SS+GOMAD

>>7398883
>will never have a biological child
you could get preggers, senpai

Every time I see a woman walking down the street looking fab AF in a nice dress or a suit and skirt outfit, I just want to be like her, as if I have her body and life, and then I look at my pathetic man body ... It hurts me I wish I will just get run over by a car and be done with life.

>>7401144
Congrats. You have achieved normie girl status :)

Genitals
Boobs
Hips
Voice
Soft smooth skin
Face
Female gender role
Height/size (I'm tall for a girl but my bf is 6'7")

>>7395445
>face
>shoulders
>genitals
>cone tits
>hairline
>acne scars
>man ass
>size 13 womens feet
>body hair
>hands

Pretty much my whole body really.

>>7401298
So what do I do next senpai?

1. Facial shadow (There's like no hair left, but somehow a slight shadow still needs to be removed)
2. Huge fucking golfball tumor adam's apple. I have a thin neck so it stands out terribly.
3. Face (Even though I really lucked out on my chin, eyelashes, and lips it somehow still looks 100% manface to me even after 13mo. Maybe it's the deepset eyes and glasscutting cheekbones)
4. Forehead
5. Feet
6. Hands
7. Genitals

Honestly my dysphoria could be largely fixed just by getting rid of this stubborn shadow finally and shaving the adam's apple.

1. Uterus
2. Femininity automatically applied to me
3. Being called deadname
4. No body hair
5. Voice
6. Being called she
7. No facial hair
8. Boobs
9. No penis

>>7395445

mtf, 2yrs HRT and post-FFS

>facial hair (even after 70hrs electrolysis, 5 laser sessions and 15 IPL sessions ><)
>voice (still have to think about it to pull it off)
>body hair
>narrow hips
>height (6ft)
>not being able to sing in female voice
>not being able to get pregnant
>genitals

Face would have been alongside facial hair at the top before FFS - game changer...

Facial hair
Scrotum
Creepy angular bone structure
Voice
Role
Jaw/brow line
Hands
Height

That's a very quick and dirty, but prooooobably accurate list.

>>7406747
What did you get done if you mind me asking I hate my face too and shoulders but lol there isn't surgery for that.

>not big enough breasts
>not big enough hips

....
That's about it, I really REALLY lucked out in all the other departments.

>>7406897

Basically everything - hairline, forehead, brow lift, rhinoplasty, upper lip lift, jaw shave, chin shave/reshaping. 19,000 euros with Bart.

I feel your shoulder woes - kinda fixed it by starving myself but the lack of body fat/strength is a big con x

>>7406949
Eep that's kinda expensive I'm still on the fence about ffs in general I really don't know with my features if it could really help. Jesus that's 20k usd all together fuck I'll never afford that lol.

Mine are 19 inches even if I got work on my face so fucked lol. Thanks for answering tho.

>>7406747
>feet
>maybe shoulders (sometimes look alright other times not)
>rib cage
>eye brows
>nose
And besides my body
>Timelines
Seriously, when I see a really successful one my gut reaction is "You lucky fucking cunt" and a bad one makes me think "Oh shit, what if I get screwed just as bad as this person. HON 4 LYFE!!!!"

>>facial hair (even after 70hrs electrolysis, 5 laser sessions and 15 IPL sessions ><)

How bad is it if you don't mind me asking? I've never read anyone say that hair removal didn't work.

shoulders wider than hips
weird looking boobs
big hands
man skeleton, especially my arms
not having a vagina

>>7408019
>shoulders wider than hips
just like the average woman

>>7395445
>facial hair and that goddamn shadow
>unwanted sex drive
>genitals (depends on the day, sometimes it's number one)
>body hair, especially on chest
>jew nose
>adams apple
>deepish voice
>feet the size of a megaman character

>face too round
>hips too wide
>waist too small
>genitals of course
>lanklet
>shit beard growth
>leg shape

>>7396908
Bottom surgery still being shit is luckily just a meme.