• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• hugg renren
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>planned what day I would come out to one of my parents several months ago
>tfw that day is about 2 weeks away now
My kind of soup desu
Oh, but I was expecting you would bully me.
I like that, it makes my clit hard
WE SLEPT IN EACH OTHERS ARMS AND CUDDLED FOR 8 HOURS STRAIGHT, WE ATE PIZZA AND HE FINGERED ME
>I like that, it makes my clit hard
It does until the bullying gets a little bit too real and we teeter over the edge into uncomfortable territory, at least. You have your roommate to indulge you in your sissification fetish AGP roleplay now anyway, since you're now officially a platonic couple.
I bully you all the time anyway, you just don't know it's me. I'm slowly wearing you down like acid rain erosion on a limestone statue.
>Fulltime is always a good goal, and I wish you luck in pushing that direction.
Yeah, I think so, and ty.
>At a certain point you have to take that leap.
This coming semester of uni should be my last, so I figured that over the winter break would be a good time to go fulltime.
Also, I think I might be starting to approach the point where I wouldn't be able to boymode without getting weird looks anyway.
To quote your roommate:
>yeah no one is going to believe any girlier than that is a guy
>if you decided to bind maybe you could keep pulling off boymode, but it'd be heard with that hair and a fairly soft face
Um, I'm getting the delivery thing solved next week! I had a Christmas related hot sauce order and it was crazy, but It's done and I'll give you an estimate by monday afternoon. :3
I can assure you, when I'm sad, it's not because of anything anyone has said here. When the bullying is "getting too real" it's mostly just kicking someone when they're already down.
The actual stuff that can get under my skin isn't something that people on board really seem to know.
Idk, when you're leaning andro and have boobs it's kinda hard to pass as a guy
Talk to your local gatekeeper
Idk like a centimeter?
I've never measured it
>Just being honest
yeah being honestly mean. Not everyone can afford $30,000 for face surgery and the ones who can and do are massive evil fucks, same goes for those with srs, just rich egocentric fucks the lot of them
sure, but not if i look like a guy, unless that someone is into guys, which means he wouldn't see me as one.
and i just want to be loved not seen as a fetish.
You are an egocentric fuck, admit that. You know you pass and your life is pretty fucking much the most cis out of anyone here yet you ask for pity all the time because you know people will shower you with affection for being so good looking and successful. You're pretty two faced to be quite honest, not trying to be mean but look at it from my perspective. You love taking part in ridiculing me here.
>I can assure you, when I'm sad, it's not because of anything anyone has said here. When the bullying is "getting too real" it's mostly just kicking someone when they're already down.
You trips all say the same things: "who cares what anons think? this place doesn't determine my mood. i'm not looking for validation", but your behaviour tells another story. There are lots of volatile, mentally ill people here who spazz out when people say things that get to them, but even the ones who are better at hiding their mood and deflecting comments start to seem fatigued when everyone piles on them.
We might not know every bugbear of Elanna's and almost certainly never will, but you're pretty open about things here - about your lack of ability to ever realise your true identity in physical form, hatred of deadnaming, shame about your past behaviour, and so on and so forth. And we're only going to learn more and more over time.
People don't use genders much when they speak where i live, so i won't know that way.
>Believe me when I say, you'll know if you pass or do not.
But how do you know? You clearly pass and i don't think you looked anything like me pre-hrt.
And a lot of muslims do want to kill me.
>We might not know every bugbear of Elanna's and almost certainly never will, but you're pretty open about things here - about your lack of ability to ever realise your true identity in physical form, hatred of deadnaming, shame about your past behaviour, and so on and so forth.
This is literally every tranny ever...
And if I were happy I would have learned to smile. Besides, I know you're only being tsuntsun because you like me
Have you seen what I looked like pre-hrt?
>Idk, when you're leaning andro and have boobs it's kinda hard to pass as a guy
Finna go fulltime and stuff! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
Atm I feel like one of the biggest things in my way is my voice, but I was planning to sink a lot of time into practicing it over the winter break.
Hopefully I'll be able to have a passing voice by the time the spring semester starts.
>But those are just tranny feels. And anyone walks away when people get obnoxious, it's more about getting bored than triggered.
Lots of people will continue to engage you if they think you're serious. "Triggering" is just the nuclear option, it doesn't always have to go that far, though it's a valid point about getting bored. It's why I always try to leave after a few posts.
>tfw im actually 18 with slightly italian genes and it thought I look asian
I've posted them a handful of times but idk if I really want to post them right now. I'm sure someone here has seen them.
I looked like a boy, unambiguously.
Still went outside and still girlmoded
elanna is a pretty girl
he decided my dog had too much and is trimming her
>I looked like a boy, unambiguously.
>Still went outside and still girlmoded
>tfw this is my life but forever without any light at the end of the tunnel
yo ho, yo ho, a hon's life for me
Ok, can someone here who has seen my pre transition photos pipe in?
I looked like an unattractive boy, straight up
>That thing slapped on girl clothes and makeup and went outside
Not everyone lives in Canada, y'know.
If Nikky had tried that, she'd probably have been beaten to death by skinheads carrying a pipe wrench
I didn't exactly say it was smooth sailing.
I lived in Alberta, the redneck province, and I definitely did not pass.
So, irl chaser cis girls are about as equally as annoying as internet chaser cis boys.
Except they don't have the drive to be horrifically crude & offensive and attack/whine at you if you turn them down.
Thought you should know
I finally put together a shitty transition timeline from me being ugly to slightly less ugly to torment you guys with. Probably should have had more pictures showing my longer hair but whatever.
Oh, so you mean that I won't be able to perfect my girl voice until it's the only voice I use?
That makes sense.
And yeah, I can also try to use my girl voice in everyday situations over the break, but I still want to dedicate a good amount of time specifically towards practicing.
I actually like my boymode photos from the late 90s, I was quite cute and fashionable. It's my boymode photos from teen and onwards that I really hate, I was just some 250 lbs 6' masculine fuck in increasingly autistic clothing.
Then why does not musk make my knees wobble?
Cisgirl chasers want to 'be your friend' while shooting rapey eyes at you after they learn about you being a trannu.
Idk, I like chubby girls.
But I don't wanna be chubby
that entire conference was great. Jews are so hypocrites. every country other than (((our greatest ally))) has to accept endless islamist "refugees". i hope we nuke Israel in my lifetime
nothing turns me on as much as the extermination of the jew. hopefully we make Japan disappear as well. 2 wasn't enough.
there is nothing irrational about fearing or being disgusting by muslims.
>To be fair Irish is pretty decent
>Everyone knows Aussie is the way to go though
don't take this the wrong way or anything, but literally everything you think and all your opinions are wrong
>Yeah I did engage in some kind of risky behaviour. I never used needles though, and kind of didn't. I don't think I would have come back from that, it was hard enough to kick them as it was.
Well, for what it's worth, I'm glad you didn't end your life as an AIDS-ridden squatter, all heroined out in a crack den and slowly choking to death on your own vomit, while a trucker fucks your dying corpse.
>Don't know but women speaking German is more attractive than women speaking English
>Doesn't dutch sound pretty similar to german though?
dutch sounds quite different to high german, but it sounds pretty similar to swiss german or some of the low german dialects
it's all one bit fucking dialect continuum orgy there anyway
>tfw timelines like this are why people think HRT is a meme
I am from Germany and i don't think there is anything attractive about our language. It sounds rather hash and not melodic and if i try to speak in English i'll have an accent that sounds stupid.
only fetishy masocheists ask for verbal abuse
Yeah German accents in English (and Dutch) are ugly, but I think German is a really pretty language. I seem to be the only one though.
I mean yeah, we can understand a bit even without classes, but the sounds are pretty different. It's not like Swedish and Danish.
T-they have their own language right? Romansch or something?
one bully is enough
why so mad
>And the dutch could at least understand a bit of german, so I assumed.
it's semi mutually-intelligible in written form, but they sound really different when spoken
kinda like spanish and portuguese - two other languages that look similar when written down, but sound very different when spoken
surely you can be more creative than that? and if you really want my pic then you should ask an autist, someone here probably saved it for a rainy day =3
I like our language but a bad thing is that it feels really hard to speak in female ranges. It's just so much easier to get to a high pitch and low resonance in English.
>I would think it's cute desu especially if you were wearing a diaper under it haha
fucking set yourself on fire
>Yeah German accents in English (and Dutch) are ugly, but I think German is a really pretty language. I seem to be the only one though.
It can be, depending on the dialect. German people mostly just exist so we can ask them to say stuff like "squirrel" and "strengths" though.
why do you have a nagisa pic that i dont?!
we should have been fighting the communists instead of the Germans.
Japan deserved Nagasaki and Hiroshima. We should have dropped more, but because we didn't we should've taken Japan, exterminated the Japanese "people", and welcomed a new state into our union.
if they wanted to exist they shouldn't have attacked pearl harbor.
>Can somebody post a cute little love story or a scenario i can daydream of?
laying in bed on a cold winter's day, rain pattering against the glass, while you lay with your back pressed against your bf's chest as he plays with your hair and the TV's low droning can be heard faintly in the distance
and then you fugg
why would i not give the guy bullying me a picture for him to bully me with i wonder?
also im not pretty, at best im ok, but i do hate alot about myself =)
I'm a student. Wearing pajamas in public is acceptable when all I'm doing is grocery shopping, and they look kinda ok.
your shoulders are soft enough to make it look ok, unless I'm missing something.
Although the cold-shoulder look may just be flattering on broader shoulders. Not 100% sure.
what should i wear it with? its summer here so shorts is an option
>Implying I don't
I've been full-time for 1.5 years and take massive shits in the women's restroom without anyone batting an eye when I walk out to wash my hands.>>7384555
Why are all the chasers salty today?
Order your pills already and quit the projecting.
For fucks sake, no other cis male would be using the phychological tactics on trannies reserved for use by catty trannies.
Unless you're a tranny.
Just sharing observations. I'm monogamous, nothing I can/would act on.
Just curious af.
well, fuck you too, m8
I'm gonna be done shitposting at 4:00 EST
>walking around downtown last summer
>so hot out that I feel like I'm gonna pass out
>end up walking into the library since it's always nice and air conditioned
>see really cute goth trans girl working at the front desk
>she flashes me this big goofy grin that melts my heart
>only way I can work up the courage to talk to her is to ask for a library card and ask for book recommendations
>I fucking hate reading
>go back every Saturday when she's working to return books and get more reccomendations
>every one in a while I pretend like I'm an idiot and can't find the books so she has to help me find them and I sneak a peak at her butt desu
>she always asks me what I thought of the books and all I can ever muster is "I liked it" or "it was good" and she always laughs at me
>this goes on for months because I'm too much of a pansy to ask her out
>one day out of the blue she says "so are you ever going to ask me out or are you just gonna keep staring at my butt"
>heart starts beating so fast I think it's gonna pop
>barely put together enough words to ask her on a date
>we go get ice cream at the local dairy on her break and make out after
>live happily ever after
It's all true except for the part where she asks me to ask her out, that's just my autistic fantasy. Oh well I guess I can just keep asking for book recommendations for the rest of my life. Tbh I'm kind of a book worm now thanks to her
>"haha cool what's this woman doing with this pizza?"
>click to fullsize
>But seriously, everyone has been salty posting at me since 6am. Its now 3pm
nobody has though, you randomly just flipped your shit for no reason and everyone thought you were being weird
where the hell are these delusions of persecution even coming from
>put on my grey tactical 5.11 airsofting pants becausei have no other clean girlpants
>joke to my mom about tactical pants going with a sweater
>she actually approves
huh.I guess its not that bad.
Anyone else thinking about why the hell they were born like this?
Like, i'm years into transition, pass and people seem to like me but sometimes when i'm alone i just zone out and realize how fucking shit life is.
Why was i born like this, i hate being trans...
ugggg it sucks sometimes
ok, I gotta go study more
lol, they do kinda go well together
Niggas using my real name and shit it's p strange
They seem to be really mad
Mfw my ex tells me that I need to stop bitching about my appearance and find a way to fix my bdd
That's a shame, it'd have been a good test.
she's Scottish I am Dutch
There's people closer to home but not as cute probably
You still didn't tell me how you got to her
She obviously doesn't want to be in contact with me anymore, I won't push myself on her.
I don't know whether she is okay but she should be happy now that she doesn't have me anymore
She did but that's because she was hurt from our breakup so I can't blame here for being that way
So what you're telling me is, it's just my bodytype and I'm fucked? Thanks.
>It's not my actual name though, but I'd rather not use that on 4chan.
I don't like using my irl name for online things either, unless it's just with a small group of people I know.
>because I am a boy
No you're not.
Idk I just sort of live my life, if it gets really bad I do drugs but I don't really do that anymore.
I just kind of acknowledge that it's fucked up that someone could be born like this and then try to make the most of it. If I focus on being trans I get sad.
I'm prone to depression but I no longer want to kill myself
>save up to buy your transgf SRS
>she opens the box on christmas day and cries with joy
>later on, at the SRS compound, she finally completes her transition
>as she hops off the operating table and walks towards you, her smile slowly fades as every last drop of male honour and loyalty drains from her body
>immediately dumps you and begins dating a lawyer from NYC who makes $400k a year
Yeah that's what I thought too but I don't think she'd be that childish really, she's usually more apathetic.
Don't. It's fine, I'm not pushing myself on her.
Deleted everyone I knew through her, and deleted her everywhere.
She knows where I am if she wants to contact me, but I know she won't and I have resigned to my fate.
But I am a boy I have the biggest Bed Nucleus of the Stria Terminalis.
Correct. I'm not telling creepy doxxers anything ;^)
I just thought a non-hugboxxy opinion would be better than the usual bs. The outfit draws attention to you wide shoulders and non-existing hips, so it's not ideal for passing. Just get fatter lol
After i zone out i just get insanely surprised that most, if not all people arround me are born without those problems and it's just fuck! idk
I just spent a few weeks in a hospital for therapy and started doing drugs for coping again. I may be able to get some stabilizers in january, and some better antidepressants.
Did you use to have suicidal thoughts? I have them since i'm 12 and now i'm 24 and it's not getting better
i like that image
>if it gets really bad I do drugs but I don't really do that anymore.
Love is technically and poetically a drug though.
You never kicked the habit, you just moved in with it and started letting it fuck you.
You're not really doing much besides being rude and calling me masculine and basically to not exist
It would be helpful if instead of just being a bitch you offered some advice
>I have mentioned the city she's from quite a lot, although some guy on Kageshi once said he thought that was in Russia.
if it were glasgow and based just on pictures, i don't blame him
>try to touch myself
>not getting anywhere
>my arm rolls across my soft nipple
>start lightly touching my breasts
>start playing with my breasts instead
>imagine someone behind me
>cum so hard
>nothing comes out
I..like my breasts...
>tfw no qt gf/bf to force me to do slightly embarrassing things