So, this year, three of the men I loved killed themselves. One was in (late) June, one in (early) July (Related suicides) and the most recent one was 2-3 days ago. The first one was being sexually abused and denied justice by the court and forced to live each day with his abusers constantly abusing him, mocking him. The second was physically abused by his sociopath father, and was so utterly shattered by the suicide of his ex boyfriend (The aforementioned person), and the most recent, well, he was depressed, abused by an alcoholic, betrayed, and otherwise victimized by his upbringing. I couldn't save them. I feel very upset to the point where I want to slit my own wrists. I need some help. It's nothing that's urgent, I won't end my own life, I just need some support, even if it's from Anons on 4chan.
Edit: Super wrong image. My bad. Sorry.
>>7285429
that wold make want to kill someone rather that kill myself
I dont know what else to say
>>7286211
Kinda this.
Don't roll over, stick it to the fuckers.
>>7285429
That's awful. But what I've experienced is that no matter how shitty you feel, never forget that your future will be littered with good feelings and moments whether you believe it or not.
please tell me that was an ironic trigger warning and you're just pretending to be retarded
>>7285429
You are stronger than they are because you can learn from their mistakes. You've had really shitty luck but you can get through it.
I've always found wrist-slitting to be pretty disgusting and I don't understand why it's a thing. Just find things to do. Play some fucking video games or something.
>>7285429
> I couldn't save them.
That's one of my big fears. That someone I care about will commit suicide and I won't be able to save them.
At least two of my friends(both trans) have suicidal thoughts, and I don't know what I can do to help them.
>>7286399
> I've always found wrist-slitting to be pretty disgusting and I don't understand why it's a thing.
It's impulsive, I guess. Stems from an unconscious desire to cause yourself harm. I've never done such thing, but I think I can kinda understand it.
>>7285429
The common thread there is you.
You're driving people to suicide.
>>7285429
>triggers
kill yourself
Ask yourself: would they want you to end your life so miserably like they did? No. They want the other outsiders to have better lives. That' what everyone who's sensitive wants
get some boots and a handgun and invite the people out for a boot party
>>7285429
There are a lot of fuckers who'd love nothing more for all the faggots to off themselves.
Fuck 'em.
Stay standing.
>Unironically using "trigger warnings" on 4chan.
I think you should jump naked into a rosebush and cover yourself in lemons.
I love how everyone is so focused on the fact that anon used "Trigger Warning" unironically, and missing the point of this post. Get over yourselves for once you pretentious fags.
As for your post op, The best thing I can say is to surround yourself with positive vibes. Distract yourself. And remember, it's always okay to cry your fucking eyes out when you want, don't hold anything back.
>>7285429
Stay strong. Go for long walks in nature. Shun the internet, we all suck here.