Repression amnesty edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv
Old >>7271447
First for my cooking.
>>7272693
Do you know how to make really good asparagus?
I bet you do
>>7272677 #
kayla do not listen to anything this board says about your real life
unless its a trip you really trust
>>7272701
>she'll Prolly smell it on her nose grease. As weird as that sounds
I eat between one and three clovers of garlic with every meal when I have it around, which is once a month or a bit less because they tend to sell really old garlic here. That has never happened to me in my life.
Maybe you have super special extra strong genetically improved garlic, I don't know...
>>7272693
.........
Cis?
>>7272704
lmao, no. you should get him to shave this. It's really bad.
I don't want to be lonely anymore. I want someone to cuddle with and love and them love me back but I'm so lonely now
>>7272703
y-yeah you pan fry some thinly sliced bacon in a tablespoon of olive oil and then after you have trimmed the woody ends of the asparagus, you shake them to cover and then transfer to a oven dish and finish them in the oven
>>7272708
Nuh.
If there's grease on your nose, wipe it off with your finger and sniff it after eating a bunch of garlic.
It's weird I know but after you eat a bunch, digest, get a little dehydrated, this is a thing
>>7272701
I want a panini press.
repostin' just so I can get more suggestions:
I've got $150 to blow on clothes. I need a decent bra, a shirt or two, and maybe pants. What should I buy?
>>7272693
>tfw no one to use their trannydar on me to figure out what I really am
>>7272713
It may be really bad, but he did it on purpose. Imagine how bad he must look without it to think that thing is an improvement.
>>7272713
he would look really handsome if not for it
>>7272719
And brussel sprouts?
>>7272713
>That "beard" has brushed up against Kayla's anus.
Jesus Christ, what a time to be alive.
>TFW the structure of my face itself is a 99% masculine on that face checker thing. Across every photo.
Kill me. Just chop me into fucking pieces and stitch me back together into a golem and I'll be less ugly.
>>7272722
$20 JCPenney Arizona Brand boot cut girl jeans.
can someone please post the tranny wojak images please
>>7272726
Make them crispy.
>>7272726
the same but you include garlic and butter, let them get brown
I really want to move out already and learn how to cook, my parents are terrible cooks and spend forever in the kitchen so I can't really take the time to learn.
Tonight my mom filled a bowl with raw spinach, poured beef and potato stew ontop of it, then put in a slice of toast covered with cheese wiz.
>>7272729
Saved.
>>7272734
(She's repressing.)
>>7272729
it really makes you think
>>7272732
it means nothing.
>>7272734
pic related?
>>7272737
When can I come for dinner?
>>7272734
these?
>>7272737
have you ever heard of air fryers? are they good?
>>7272741
Your mom is amazing. That's the meal of someone who has given up on life.
Just tell her you want to learn to cook some basic meals and offer to take over dinner duties a couple nights a week. Someone whose cooking is as fucked as your mom would probably appreciate the break.
>>7272734
my favorite desu
>>7272748
I have one.
who /sad/ here?
>>7272748
oh wait thats not a transgirl i think
this is though
>>7272753
>Your mom is amazing. That's the meal of someone who has given up on life.
The worst part is she came back into the kitchen after eating it and like yelled, "YEAH THAT'S DELICIOUS."
Completely sincere.
THEN SHE GOT SECONDS.
>>7272758
kinda
also sorry to hear about your mum, just remember that your life is yours to live
>>7272761
What a gracious bitch.
>>7272758
me
but I'm sad over tfw no bf you wouldn't know my pain
>>7272745
>it means nothing.
It does mean something, though. I'm a frog-faced hon.
>>7272773
Smiling and long hair got me 99% male. Even slanting the angle to hide things got 99% male.
>>7272778
you might smile like a man
>>7272758
me :(
>>7272781
Naw, m8. I'm just really fucking ugly. Horrible genetics all around.
>>7272781
The sites not accurate
>when you think you missed black friday for a second and then you realize you didnt
>>7272754
lmao
>>7272760
accurate
>>7272778
>>7272786
practice smiling
>>7272786
then your goal should be to be as ugly as you'd be as a girl, I'm sorry. our dads could get model tier trophy wives like Faye's.
>>7272747
o-oh, my cooking isn't all that good.
>>7272749
I have heard of them but I have no idea what practical application they have in a home kitchen.
>>7272757
n-no
>>7272773
>>7272758
Hey.
Um.
Once all this blows over, hmu
My family sucks about me being trans too.
And
Down the road, there's plenty of open ended questions.
I'm here, just so you know
>>7272789
>statue of comflakes before her orchi
>>7272758
why sad korra
Anyone else suspect they have kleinfelters syndrome? I've got all the symptoms except I'm shorter than average
I spent all my Pokemon money on Pokemon clothing.
>>7272793
Without going into details;
Valq is a chubby chaser & that reflects in my marriage.
In the same light: big girls know how to cook & suss out really fucking fantastic flavours from simple ingredients.
Big men can only cook meat.
And you're a girl.
And I want your food.
Nohomo tho.
But you're really qute too.
Is it true that trannies have to know how to cook?
>>7272798
we know that edie has it, she posted here when she discovered pic related
>>7272792
>then your goal should be to be as ugly as you'd be as a girl, I'm sorry. our dads could get model tier trophy wives like Faye's.
>>7272806
nope
>Haven't seen best friend from high school for about 9 months now
>I've been on hrt for 7 months, he doesn't know
>40 pounds lighter, hair past my neck, beard shadow is basically gone because laser
>My baggy clothes are now mostly replaced with fitted but with a hoodie thrown to hide the growing boobs
>Wearing concealer right now
>He says online to me walked out of his job today
>It's tradition for us to celebrate when one of us quits a job or gets fired: i.e. alcohol
>He doesn't want to
Damn.
His loss.
He said something to suggest he's dealing with some psychological stuff right now. So I admitted to seeing a therapist who helped a lot with what I've been going through. He said he was scheduled to see one tomorrow. From what it sounds like, he had a panic attack.
>>7272806
Yes theres a test before we get hormones
I had to redo when I burned the steak :(
>>7272792
Faye's gf is average tho.
And poor.
And has a garbage job.
And is a cuck.
>>7272693
Effeminate ideas for short hair styling?
>>7272798
I wish. I'll take any syndrome/disorder I can to make me look less like a man.
But unfortunately I fucking rolled a 20 on masculine appearances, and a 0 on masculine brain.
>>7272805
omgosh valq
please dont compliment me, I don't deserve it...
u-u tooo
>>7272815
lol
that was a nice walk
>>7272816
Most haircuts butch women have
But you need a feminine head/facial structure
>>7272818
>antidepressants and alcohol
I hadn't even thought of that. He might be.
>a non-alcoholic celebration
I.... don't even know how to do that. I blame my own mental issues on that. Like... a late snack? Coffee? Should I go suck his dick?
>>7272758
right here
>>7272806
they made me make a 3-course meal before I could get hrt desu
>>7272826
>tfw could never get a butch haircut style because it'll be clear I'm a tranny
i-i guess I'll just let my hair get as long as possible
>>7272816
Depends where the length is.
Don't buzz anything, you'll regret it.
Styling and getting volume is imo more important.
>>7272820
I'm not one for mincing words, sweetie ;D
tfw went from sad depressed 15 y/o to sad depressed 19 y/o
>>7272832
what did you make?
did they make you light a cigar and give a blowjob afterwards too? I had to do that
>>7272828
All of those sound good.
Or weed.
You could bake something and tell him to come over. You could bake something with weed.
Hey, kid, don't you want to buy a bag of weed? I have great prices.
>>7272826
>But you need a feminine head/facial structure
Why is this so obvious to us but the stereotypical FTM haircut is buzzed on the sides and long on the top, effectively a square haircut to emphasize a masculine shape and they typically have round pudgy faces?
>>7272836
w-well t-thank y-y-you
but I am in Australian and also I'm mostly straight... mostly
>>7272798
i wish
i thought i may be intersex because doctors thought i was gonna be born female, but i don't really look like it
>>7272840
Because we're trying to pass and they are trying to look masculine?
>>7272844
>while on your knees, right?
yeah it was on my knees, it was nice and quick no gatekeeping
>>7272813
>some day hrt will be replaces by nanomachines
PARTY IN VOICE CHAT
DISCORD LINK IN OP
GET UR ASS
IN HERE
crying really helps to get all the bad feels out
>>7272844
Let me find mine...
The other one I had was a powder and I didn't like it.
>>7272854
Yah I meant you need a fem head to pass with short hair
But thats true, it doesnt look so good on a wrong shaped head/face
>look at myself in mirror while I'm actually wearing women's underwear instead of boxers for once in my life
>notice how thicc my thighs are and how wide my hips have been getting
>+10 confidence
>>7272853
>"I'm real"
;~;
>>7272860
is there a name for this kind of product?
>>7272865
Wait didnt you already have like a drawer full of panties
>>7272865
I want to lick grace's thighs!
>>7272864
>>7272864
Nah, we never did any shit like that. I was the coffee drinker, I'm not sure where we'd get a "snack" (the one bar in town? The gas station? I want a place to sit, it's too cold to sit outside now). And as horny drunk me was, I never wanted to risk our relationship by coming on to him. He was really hard to read though. As far as I can tell he's asexual or really, really repressed.
>>7272857
:(
hugg korra
why am I thirsting for the guy that plays the autistic main character in mr. robot wtf
Idk why but I really want to weigh 200lbs
i want to be a cute chubby girl
>>7272870
She got two more drawer fulls.
>>7272870
I mean like I actually wore them instead of putting on boxers instead lol
>>7272871
>>7272873
>>7272877
<3
>>7272880
I kind of want to lose weight so I can get a flatter tummy instead of a lil chub on it but I also like the rest of my body so idk
OK so
My nips are poofy b/c my bobs are about to go into another growth cycle.
They're swollen
And
Webm related has been going in for a while.
Today, they hurt so bad, I had to express them for 5 minutes into a towel.
Expressing them several times a day is probably exacerbating it even though I dropped my E intake WAAY lower to cut my prolactin.
Fyi, I haven't been memeing, dickheads.
https://a.pomf.cat/ilwjoe.webm
Family guy was on and the music fucking makes it. 4chan doesn't like audio webms here.
And yes, my hands are scarred, mechanic, etc.
>>7272880
Don't do it. Once you get here you will want to leave.
>>7272881
SHUSHHHHHH
I'm gonna get new bras now I think I'm pretty set on panties unless I want some frilly ones to take lewds in
I only have 2 bras tho so I definitely need more, in different varieties
>>7272880
do it
eat whatever you want until you hit 180 and then start to balance yourself
>>7272843
Australians are the rednecks of the world.
Although production just ended this year, you were the only country to still produce an el Camino clone and everybody loves beer.
I'm not seeing the disadvantage, sempai
this hoodie is comf
>tfw not thicc like grace
>>7272876
if it's cold a cup of coffee at some place could be a good idea.
>>7272894
damn son u qt
>>7272894
I really want to attack your face angles with highlighter & contour.
It'd be reaalllly pretty
>>7272880
>tfw need to get down to 200lbs
>>7272883
>ywn milk valq
>>7272880
>idk why
because you were supper skinny all your life?
V
O
I
C
E
P A R T Y
GET IN HERE OR U A HON
>>7272902
I'm serious tho.
It's starting to become a chore and they keep growing.
My mom had F cups after 2kids and my sister, DD's.
Unfortunately I take after my mom, whereas my sister takes after my father's side
i fucked up my dark souls run and accidently got rhea killed :( oh well i can still save solaire
>>7272898
>>7272876
But it really depends on how you like things.
For me a gas station has a nice trashy feel, but a cafe (or however you call those places) can be pretty comfy if you know a particulary good one. A bar can work like this too during the day light. Maybe some place near his job could be a nice option, it takes away from your choosing since it's more limited.
Some of the zine I wanna print crashes fucking every computer at my uni...
It's the part on sentient computers and glitch art
I'm fucking spooked
>>7272164
Idkkkk
>>7272168
It seems dope tho...
>>7272170
T-thanks..
>>7272893
actually Ford Australia invented the ute in the 1930s, Henry Ford nicknamed the concept "the kangaroo chaser"
Ford stopped production of the Falcon ute this year, and the Falcons altogether.
I want an XC ute and to mid mount a modular V8 in the bed...
wait was this a trick to get me to talk about cars?
>>7272919
you pass, hon.
tfw failing boy mode
tfw dentist mistakes me for a 12 year old
feels good
>>7272893
oh also, I hate beer.
but I like sweet white wine, apple cider and vodka premixes
haha lol
>>7272924
it's a little annoying for me. I want to have at least and andro mode so I can find a job but even in full 100% alpha chad mode i still get gendered female :/
this is a feel i didnt expect to have
>>7272880
>>7272903
Alright, that makes sense then.
I want to be the scrawny person in the group. I was fat all my childhood and stereotypically male thick until a few months before starting hrt. I want a 19 bmi. I made it to 20.7 but those last 10 pounds, you know? I need to make a few more lifestyle changes.
>>7272920
oh, yeah, you'll love Ultra Heaven a lot until you finish issue 3 and search everywhere for anyone talking about this and no site says if it had a continuation or anything, all reviews talking as if it was a complete thing but the ending is ultra open. Like a year after that someonie in /a/ just mentioned that it wasn't finished for something or the other and that it was a shame, until that point I assumed it wasn't translated or something.
O.O
>>7272919
Well. Now Kayla's going to be in my nightmares as well as my dreams.
Cute str8 boy wants me to suck his dick, listening to Lou Reed, feeling like a qt, feeling thin and desired, no dysphoria, restarted my Tumblr in a way I like better, more closely friends with a good guy, what's to hate atm?
>>7272919
As ayyy lmao, yes
>>7272931
yup i just get long stares and double takes even with a buzzcut and mens glasses
but girlmode isnt ready yet at all :<
>>7272919
MY NAME IS NICKELSMART THE PRANCING HON
WE ALL PASS DOWN HERE
AND YOU'LL PASS TOO
>>7272943
>A rear engine LS?
no, not an LS... a modular v8
I'm a ford girl.
and yeah its just an idea I've had for a long time.... along with a dozen other cars I want to build
god I wish I had money.
>>7272953
its just a drag queen
im scared of how much my dick is going to shrink on spiro and prog, is there any way to stop it from shrinking too much?
if I regularly fap will it still shrink?
>>7272948
are you me? lou reed is good too btw. this a good post.
>>7272958
it doesnt shrink that much and if you fap regularly it will stay the same size
>>7272958
mine shrunk from 6.5 to 4 or so
ur in for a fun ride ;)
>>7272954
I was burned by Ford after buying a triton 3valve 5.4l with the stupid little spark plug sleeves Ford had to make a tool to remove after they broke off in the head
>>7272958
i heard if you masturbate it doesn't shrink? o.o idk tho
>>7272960
ok cool, for some reason im worried coz my dicks not that big anyway
It's super nice not getting random boners tho and getting randomly aroused for no reason
>>7272962
F U C K
U
C
K
i dont know who to believe
>>7272966
fuck off, the only experience you have with dicks is gulping them down for rent money
>>7272959
Dis is me, I'm super pumped, it's been a good time sexually for the past few months (I live in college dorms), I'm only partially out as trans, so most people know me as a submissive twink, which is still v. Attractive for a couple of boys who want to try a walk on the wild side
>>7272865
Homura2 thinks you're hot
>>7272967
>why would a girl care about her dick size???
Because post op vaginas look fucking gross and are weird, I'm realistic - I wasn't born a woman and I will never have a vag the only people who are gonna see my dick are people that'll know I'm a tranny anyway
>>7272969
p cute m88. i believe its going well out there
>>7272958
Yeah, they say just fapping regularly will keep it up. I'm kind of dysfunctional now but it still works after only fapping about once every 1.5 weeks. I may have lost an inch or I may just not be able to get as hard as I normally do (I know the latter, the former might be caused by it). This was over a 7 month period.
I don't doubt if I did it every other day or so it would be even more normal still.
It was mostly out of laziness. I don't think I'll be sticking it much things anyway, so it's fine.
>>7272968
what's wrong with gulping down dicks >.<
>>7272979
calm the t rage hon
>>7272974
yes but does it matter how big it is? like what are you planning to do with it?
>>7272974
i dont want srs either but it still confuses me why you'd care about ur dick getting smaller, it's not like it's used for much anyway
>>7272979
>I'm a gay man who dresses in drag for entertainment.
I really like your john wayne gacy costume, little early to be wearing it but maybe next october :)
or maybe you can go as a repressed hon, you play the part well
>>7272964
I'm not very happy with Ford US myself, they're the ones who killed off the Falcon.
Australian Fords were slick.
>>7272985
>>7272986
idk, even before I started taking titskits I never really cared about my dick size, I just don't want to have a micropenis i guess, they look weird
>>7272989
lol
>>7272988
>honestly (maybe) thinks drag queens are repressing trans
reeeeeaaallly now
>>7272989
trip on...
>>7272989
wouldn't it be easier to just ignore it and leave? its not like yelling g at them will make it stop
>>7272974
post op vaginas are gross? most people say u cant tell the difference with good work. do ur research a little more thoroughly before u go around spouting anti SRS sentiments which are misleading to others seriously considering SRS to alleviate their dysphoria. Mostly, just sounds to me like u like your dick, which is fine. Dont hate on post op tho lol
>>7272958
Mine went from 9 to 8ish
>>7272989
Just for this I'm going to reuse your picture in frequent troll threads :3
not right now of course, later when you won't know to look for them
>>7272993
You actually think you look like a woman in your thread, that level of delusion only comes from trannies
>>7272996
i haven't seen a good one o.o
>>7272999
u fucking idiot if u enjoy cross dressing your a tranny. ur a low level faketrans, but ur still trans.
>>7272996
Probably shoulda worded it better. FOR ME having a post op vagina on myself seems gross, I'm only early HRT, like under a month so maybe it'll change in the future.
I guess it just seems hard to think about removing something that's been attached to my body forever? idk it's odd
>>7272997
Is that actual size or just from not being able to get super hard? my dicks tiny when it's soft but 6.5ish when it's hard i guess
>>7273001
>ur a low level faketrans
how do I become a level 60 trans? :( I wanna do tranny raids and get sick tranny loot
>>7272979
well, you know, we sort of regularly mock people like you.
>>7273001
i dont think that's necessarily true. one if my hair dresser friends is a femboy that likes to act sound and look as feminine as possible. but he also identifies as a gay cis male and loves being male and topping.
i think drag queens are really similar to that only they dress up part time. point is, I don't think all drag queens are trans by default but some are and use drag as an outlet for whatever their reasons are
>>7273009
What? I didn't do that and that's not why lol
>>7272993
I know of at least two drag queens who later came out as trans and started hrt. I bet it's pretty common. One's a really cool thick who does indeed pass. And she's an escort now.
The other is middle aged... and still looks like and applies her make up like she's going to perform for a drag show. Animal prints, HUGE eyelashes, heavy eyeshadow, dramatic contouring, etc.
>>7273004
find someone to plevel you
>>7273009
no one though that was kayla, we know how kayla looks.
it was a joke based on mocking you so it's cool if you're pissed.
>>7273003
repression and dysphoria come in various forms so maybe you will change your mind, the important thing is to know that you DO NOT HAVE TO change your mind. If you like your pee pee, keep your pee pee and dont feel ashamed! im sure the further u go in your journey, the more you will discover about yourself, gl.
>>7272991
>reeeee
The modulars are dead to me tho :(
Fiat-Chrysler, Chevy, Toyota
I plan on putting the new turbo/head they're coming out with for the '14+ Jeep Cherokee v6's they're putting in the '18 grand Cherokee. It's ~300horse/Torque as is. I want all the torques.
(Pic relates is faggot me in my bb)
Those new Tacoma's are sexy what with their "escape from burying the axle" feature.
If it wasn't blatantly obvious by now, I live off-road.
I I hate my wifeys Ford even though I gave it a lift. (It has the triton, dealership wanted $800 for the plug change, plus $300 for every plug they break as labor 'did it myself tho')
But it does do really well in nasty off-road situations... Idk
>>7272989
Lad.
>>7273010
I've heard a youtuber say that he likes dressing like a girl for guys, finds nothing particularly erotic in it, would become a woman in a second if the brain remained the same, and insist he's just a gay guy while feeling suicidal because he doesn't look as girly as he did in his youth.
For somepeople that's okay, for others he's clearly a tranny. Different opinions.
>>7273010
true, i was mainly just blanketing the guy as a means of returning the troll
>>7272996
>most people say u cant tell the difference with good work
lololololol
this thread is bad
sigh...I'm never gonna pass
>>7273024
we usually say that you're reach a point where your body has no female elements and you'll either take pills without achieving any changes because of the age or you'll kill yourself.
I think that 3 trips in this general have done srs, 6 at most. Out of 80 individual posters. Not many do the dick thing.
>>7273004
u can become a level 60 trans. you are just simply born a level 60 trans. however, its a shit game anyways, so maybe you'd better not give it a try, you probably wouldn't like it
>>7273033
>you're
meant you'll, changed idea mid sentence and didn't correct that
>>7272979
Kayla.
Pls.
>>7273024
that's cool, either way I'm gonna do it cause you're obnoxious and went on a big unintelligent rant for no reason
also you're a drag queen
On the drag queen discussion:
I really think that it ends up being a matter of wanting to be a woman for a few hours or all the time. Some people just want different things.
And while it's cool and fun to shit on transbians or hons or people falling for the trutrans meme, it's not so much to do so on people that are on a different mind set.
>>7273036
EA made it
>>7273024
no we mostly say they look nothing like women and look like men wearing make up. but you agree with that so idk the problem here. u got baited my man. don't let them milk u for lols too
>>7273026
ya I guess it depends on ur opinion and how they identify
>>7273027
ah I understand now
>>7273031
not true 6 months isn't long enough to see changed. I looked like this at 6 months, barely even qualified to say I was andro/femboy looking
>>7273035
well drama every day gets tiresome =_=;
>>7273033
>Not many do the dick thing
Yeah, I'm non-op but if I was pre-op, holy shit, the thought of the cost alone. Sure you could go to someplace cheaper but you don't want to feel like you were botched or got a budget vagina; you should splurge a few extra thousand on something you're carrying around for the rest of your life.
>>7273036
r u saying i need to buy a boost to boost to level 60?
do I get max cooking and tailoring with level 60 tranny or nah?
>>7273016
Somewhere between 1-10 and 1-20 crossdresser club members go full time. Somewhere between 4% to 5% of the population crossdresses some.
what's the point of being bisexual when taking HRT is just gonna make me sexually undesirable to the majority of the world's population
>>7273048
Hormones won't change my shoulders
>>7273049
Yeah, it's a ton of money, but something you can amass if you don't have particularly expensive interests.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IrE6FMpai8
Is Trump a chaser?
>>7273035
LOL only fagots post here.
>>7273021
this is making me sad because I cant even afford to do a 1.5L efi swap into my festiva which would not only improve the efficiency, use less fuel and almost double the power/weight.
I not only want an XA/XB/XC ute (with the XC front) but also an AU falcon station wagon as a tidy turbocharged sleeper.
I cant justify spending any money on a new toy car when I don't have any money and can't even afford to take the next steps in transition
>>7273045
trutrans meme confuses the shit out of me. So is the meme about how trutrans doesnt exist, but actually does exist, or what idek. is it even a meme or is saying its a meme actually the real meme?
>>7273054
>>7273045
yeah you worded it better than I did. that's the point I was trying to make. drag gmqueens like being men when they aren't performing so I don't think that makes them trans.
a transgirl would never be happy as male ever
>>7273058
I'd rather be happy with myself and let others be unhappy me than the other way around.
that being said, I think there would be other bisexuals out there who would be down for dating a trans girl. Or "pansexual" or whatever the hell tumblr calls it.
>>7273061
No, just an idiot.
http://nypost.com/2016/11/21/donald-trumps-media-summit-was-a-f-ing-firing-squad/
>>7273059
no, and it didn't change mine either. you have to work with what you have and maximize your potential. there are ways to downplay broad shoulders
>>7272970
Homura2?
>>7273067
The true trans ideal is just a combination of things the majority feels. No one gets all of that, and it doesn't matter at all.
>>7273067
opinions differ but generally you should do what you think is best for yourself
>>7273072
>I hate your network, everyone at CNN is a liar and you should be ashamed
well its not like he is wrong
>>7273076
What's it like having a cuck for a bf?
>>7273049
well thailand is suppose to be the cheap place to go right? but I also read that their non penis twist-a-roony technique is better than the standard inversion used in the states
>>7273067
trutrans™ is a meme. everyone's transition is unique to them
>>7273079
Doesn't the trutrans meme imply that you have to be straight to be trutrans. That kinda clashes with a paper I read ages ago that concluded that most trans women are bi. On the other hand I don't have the study on hand and for all I know the methodology could've been bullshit.
i feel kinda sick and dizzy but at least i took nice lewd pics
i think i just need some water and im glad i waited until i was done objectifying myself for pics i probably shouldnt show anyone to go get some
>>7273059
they shrink ur muscle mass so yeah they will change ur shoulders unless u already have no muscle on ur shoulders and r just really fookn wide shouldered
>>7273087
Based on talking to other trans women even the experience of dysphoria seems to vary a fucking lot.
>>7273091
Tfw 16.5" shoulders and still very broad
>>7273086
I honestly wouldn't know, being non-op. I know leaving the US to go do it overseas is very common. I know Thailand is one of those places. I wasn't sure if it was really good results too. That's interesting. Are there other countries that are known to be good at it? Anymore asian countries? Like South Korea? Iirc they're decent at ffs but they'll probably make you look Korean (standards of beauty).
>>7273094
Nah I'd have known if it was Blanchard since I've known for a long time that he's a fucking meme. His categorization of trans women is full of shit.
>>7273092
tru
>>7273093
i wanna be an anime girl with shoulders narrower than her head
>>7273092
yep. quite a lot no two trannies are the same or better/worse bc of their orientation or circumstances. some girls like guys some like girls some like both, it's all cool. at the end of the day it's about what makes (You) happy
>talking about drag queens
I have been summoned.
How are you all doing?
>>7273069
Lynn Conway has it as 2% to 5%.
http://ai.eecs.umich.edu/people/conway/TS/TSprevalence.html
>>7273105
pls.
>>7273096
lol korean people, gotta luv their k-pops
>>7273097
It was a general idea, I didn't mean to imply I assumed that was universal.
Although I think you should understand that some people have a weird idea that everyone sees everything vaguely related to a man doing something similar to looking like a woman as part of the same thing and that those that don't follow a certain line are hurting "the community".
>>7273090
show them to me
thx
>>7273105
drag queens make me uncomfortable. it may make me a shitty person but I don't like being associated with them :x
>tfw looking at pictures of teenage myself and regretting not figuring this shit out 8 years ago.
>>7273097
I think Blanchard should write a new paper about AGP and simultaneously gay bois being pervs n shieeet
>>7273114
because there's nothing to diferentiate you from one?
>>7273105
im ok, got my standard biweekly depression, hoping it goes away once my body gets used to pills over injections, how are you?
>>7273103
saaaaaaame
kill me
>>7273105
So when will you stop trolling about you being "non-binary"
>>7273118
trying too hard to be edgy there friend
>>7273105
I used to like Hamm Sammich until she started taking her pills
>>7273123
what's trolly about being nb?
>>7273105
tfw thought pretty much was the same shit as being a drag queen/cross dresser or weird fetishist until I was ~20.
>>7273114
Yeah fuck people different from us ONLY ASSOCIATE ME WITH TRU TRANS GIRLS SUCH AS OURSELVES
>>7273128
what isn't?
Where the hell do you even find cute knee high socks? >>
Everywhere I've looked has a bunch of lame ass plain ones and I'm too lazy to keep looking. ;-;
>>7273131
It's just the reality of the situation
>>7273132
you've been trying way too hard to start drama lately. calm down and stop putting words in my mouth. you're being an inflammatory ass on purpose now.
>>7273126
dem legs tho, she must be a princess from wookie planet
>>7272942
Not even like an open one???
>>7273031
I feel you.
>>7273093
>tfw under 16" is still fucking huge on you
>>7273086
Iirc its ~15k for all the sit, but idk one of the trips that went there would know..
>tfw u would have no fucking depth if you used inversion
Fuck..
>>7273115
>mfw i needed ffs at 13
>>7273138
that too, bones already ravaged by T
>>7273140
I thought the same, also I didn't even know hormone therapy existed until I started talking to trans women. I just thought transsexual meant cutting off your dick and balls and that was it.
>>7273144
it's... weird. It's totally worth it, but the plot really needed to go on. After you read the first book you'll understand that the plot isn't the real catch, but stil...
>>7273150
The art looks really fucking cool..
>>7273114
That's ok, but you shouldn't judge them.
>>7273123
This is legitimately how I feel. This is how I am happiest identifying. I'm not trolling. I'm being genuine when I say I'm non-binary.
>>7273119
I'm okie! Only got an hour of sleep earlier so got a little more in just now.
Why depressed bb?
>>7273126
That's such a great name lol
>>7273146
>you're a (insert)-phobe.
fee-fee-phobe
>>7273146
And there are different degrees of that mindset, so obviously you'll get some people that are more or less nice thinking they can shit on dragqueens or people who crossdress during sex or whatever thing they are afraid the public will hate.
It doesn't help that much if you come here attacking us for being trannies either.
>>7273152
100%
And in context is even better, because it sort of makes sense. The very first part, in which it keeps going through layers, is glorious.
>>7273146
live and let live I say. I can appreciate them doing their shows. alot of that stuff takes talent
>>7273157
i dont they more just guys doing their own thing some of the stuff they can do is really impressive
>>7273120
snicks you're cute don't you dare pretend otherwise
Stopping repression feels so weird, I am still getting the waves of dysphoria (for obvious reasons) but I find them easier to manage now I can recognize what they actually are and the practical means of addressing them instead of just thinking I'm fucking psychotic because I can't understand why my reflection makes me look like shit.
Depressed again. Sigh.
you ever feel overloaded with stuff going on in your head? i wish i could just hit a stop button, calm down, and work through everything on my mind because instead right now its a chaotic mess
>>7273166
feel like shit*
Good evening.
>>7273170
what's dancing around in your noggin?
>>7273170
Pretty much all the time. I find it super difficult to calm down and stop my brain from going at 100% fulltime.
>>7273166
SAME but im starting to feel that since im stopping repression and feeling better, that maybe that was all I ever needed, idk, the dysphoria is still there but my face looks more like me and im afraid of going further if i shouldnt.
>>7273166
Yeah that's how it felt for me at first. dw it not going crazy. I think ur brain is readjusting to you starting to accept things about yourself that you didn't before
>>7273168
hugg anon
>>7273176
hi bb
>>7273166
It's great as long as you don't just understand your issue and repress again. I think that's one of the reassons why girls here insist so much on you just taking the pills now.
>>7273168
Does /ss/ depress you?
>>7273170
>you ever feel overloaded with stuff going on in your head?
are you sure heads don't just work like that?
Jesus christ I need alcohol after having this stupid group paper stressed me out
A HANGING FUCKING TABLE ISN'T WORTH EDITING THE TABLE OF CONTENTS 10 MINUTES BEFORE THE DUE DATE. THE FORMATTING WAS FINE UNTIL YOU TRIED TO FUCK THINGS UP
WHY DID YOU FUCKERS WAIT UNTIL THEN TO CARE
>>7273176
Evenin'
>>7273170
That's my mind constantly
>>7273183
>Does /ss/ depress you?
When I realize I'll never manage to look like the girls in those comics, they do.
>>7273185
>I was a little harsh, but fuck that bitch.
yes, fuck her, not all of us.
That sounds like a nice attitude. You're not supposed to like everything, as long as you're not a shithead about it.
>>7273178
well i got out of the shower and i was feeling pretty good about myself so i spent some time taking pics
but then i started feeling sick
so i got worried about that
and then i got on here and was kinda debating if i wanna post any of the pics and then i start taking jabs at korra because suddenly i feel like being a bitch
and then i start getting more worried about my health
idk my head's jumping around between a lot of stuff pretty fast
>>7273183
>>7273179
i dunno maybe its normal
i still feel really nuts
because now i have a headache kicking in
>>7273195
>and make lists
that sounds liike a good idea
>all these deleted posts
what the fuck happened
>>7273165
My shoulders feel so wide and awkward
>>7273199
>there is /ss/ with trannies.
Yes, that's what I posted. That's the main thing Anasheya draws.
>>7273200
A dragqueen from here was used for a joke, she got mad, she assume it was enough and didn't consider that we live in the thread so we'll still have all the posts there.
>>7273198
Write it in a notepad or stickies document, then mark off or delete each thing you have to do till there's nothing left. It helps lots.
>>7273190
I will take my pills lass, my great confusion is on figuring out a practical time to get started that reduces the risks of my delicate social situation. Like I've said before, if I suddenly found myself the owner of a British passport I would be popping pills in no time. I'll do it because if I never attempt it I can never know if it's what I truly want or not. I'm sure that if I regret it I'll realize that within the first month.
>>7273204
There's /ss/ with girls with any body type...
>>7273195
ita not the shows really. what specifically makes me uncomfortable about drafting queens ( and not all do this) is how flamboyant and attention grabbing they are. like everywhere a rag queen goes he needs to be the center of attention and that absolutely clashes with my personality of avoiding attention as much as I can. the makeup is uncanny for me the fact that it's so over the top makes me uncomfortable but again that's because personality clashing. I always thought you to downplay my makeup as much as possible.
but again I don't hate them or wish them harm I'm just uncomfortable around them. more power to them for doing what they like to do.
>>7273199
I've been on both sides, but this was a paper where if we don't submit it we fail the class and it delays my graduation by another semester, so I did my part and more a few days ago
>>7273202
I'm alright now, just need to do some laundry and packing for my trip tomorrow. Going to visit some family for Thanksgiving
How have you been?
>>7273198
you should just slow your breathing and try to relax
>>7273198
Don't let your hypochondria blow things out of proportion.
>>7273200
I got banned.
Does nipple soreness ever go away? I've been on hrt for 3 years now and I swear, they just get hard and hurt at least several times a day. Doesn't seem normal.
>>7273198
I mean I don't intend to worry you but I know 100% that I don't have a normal person's psychology even if you completely ignore the dysphoria. If you feel like this all the time I think checking out with a psychologist wouldn't hurt.
>>7273198
that being a bitch thing needs to stop though. I'm really getting tired if all the untrue unprovoked attacks. adults talk things out to get a better understanding, not "take jabs" because ur feeling bad. I sympathize with having problems but it is very tiresome now.
>>7273219
IM FUCKING DYING JOAN
EVERYONE TELLS ME IM NOT BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND
ITS HAPPENING
im so fucking sick
of feeling like this
every day
i cannot
go a day without the specter of death hanging over me
>>7273214
Been feeling depressed all day... I'm blaming the fact that I've been on a half-dose of HRT the past few days. I didn't refill my prescription soon enough so I've been splitting my pills until tomorrow. It's kinda shit.
Oh wow, Thanksgiving is this week, huh?
>>7273201
they look fine
plus yer short
>>7273223
I don't know, mine never seem to get sore. That's probably related to why the growth I've had hasn't been that impressive.
>>7273213
Can't all of this be said about trans women though lol
Like if we're stereotyping I mean this is the same argument cis people would use against trannies
>>7273227
The mods are obviously just drag-phobic
>>7273223
but they're not growing? have you talked about this with your doc?
>>7273063
Lol.
I'm in the same boat but stupid about money v toys v transition..
Finishing transition makes me about as happy as building my toys
>>7273232
They aren't
I look weird
>>7273231
:( well I hope you get better as soon as you get back on your normal dose
Yep, finally Thanksgiving. Got any plans?
>>7273228
I dunno
I don't really care right now.
I like calling you out for how you act like you're better than everyone and some of the judgmental shit you say.
Maybe I'm going too far or maybe I should go about it differently. I'll consider it in the future. Not really interested in having this discussion right now though.
>>7273202
congrats bb! I'm glad for you!!! how did it feel???
>>7273235
not really tho, because transgirls vary so much its hard to generalize such a large group of wildly varying individuals. with drag queens or at least how they present themselves in their shows the stuff I said is just from observation not stereotypes
>>7273253
Those people are what we call pussies. If I'm gonna do this shit I'm gonna say it with my trip on because I better believe in what I'm saying 'else I shouldn't be going after someone.
everyday is the same the sad times never go away
>>7273247
first off i, don't act like im better than anyone, if that's how u perceive me then that's on u and ur projecting but don't state that like it's a fact. all I do is talk about my day and what happened during it. surprise surprise I have opinions and just like anyone else's anyone is free to agree or disagree with them. if me posting bothers you to the point where you have to attack me daily when I don't do or say anything to or about you, I suggest using the filter bc my patience with dealing with your BS is wearing thin
>>7273252
The first five words you wrote in that post I responded to said "it's not the shows really" lol
Honestly it seems like you're uncomfortable because you're insecure.
Probably because of the assumption that you're impersonating a woman in the same way they are.
But that doesn't mean you shouldn't try to be open-minded and tolerant towards them.
They're people, not a stereotype. You're not a stereotype either. Black people and trannies have been characterized on TV as what you're describing for decades.
>want to take bath
>light switch seems to be sort of broken, maybe something out of place
>no idea where I have my scredrivers
>don't wanna cut out the light
>really wanna take bath
Is it a bad idea to take a shower with candles?
>>7273257
there are good times and there are bad times but mostly bad
>>7273258
I guess I can kinda understand that. I've dropped trip to flirt with edie before because that would stir up some embarrassing shit if I said some of that shit with my trip on lol.
I dunno though
I should be able to stand by my posts when I'm making them.
I'm not afraid of admitting I'm wrong later if that's how things roll.
>>7273264
grace is principled!
PRINCIPLED!
>>7273157
why so little sleep? and idk prob just my body adjusting to pills, in one of those moods where im depressed and idk why
>>7273269
Someone's gotta have some decency around here
>>7273262
Yes, water is flamable.
>>7273268
People call me a drag queen often because I look like pic related, but I'm not, really.
Drag makeup varies a lot, so I wouldn't know how to comment.
>>7273261
<3
>>7273264
Yeah, but doing something you know is wrong is still wrong, probably worse because it's not that you should know better, you already do.
For other people it's also not the same having some random anon attack them than someone they have some trust on, more when it happens more than once.
I do understand that I'm defending droping trip to be a bitch.
>>7273223
now if you zodiac also was cancer we would have a pretty nice coincidence
>>7273276
idgi tho, that looks nothing like drag makeup? looks normal to me
>>7273262
>Is it a bad idea to take a shower with candles?
No. Done it a number of times during power outages. Baths by candle light are wonderful.
>>7273275
>water on candle
>candle on body
>fire on shower curtain
I don't know, I need some sort of reasurance.
>>7273284
put the candle near the sink. do you really need light to see where to wash? id imagine you need it more to see where it going before and after the shower
>>7273279
>So are you a drag queen?
sorry edie I rly like you but top fucking kek
>>7273284
Remove curtain? If its dark and something catches fire you'll notice and you can put it out, I'm assuming you have a smartphone so use the flashlight or download a flashlight app.
>>7273278
You should change your trip if you hate it desu.
>>7273279
Sorry I responded to the post you deleted above.
>>7273282
Idk, the trolls here are crazy lol
They think calling me a man or a drag queen or whatever hurts my feelings for some reason when I'm not trying to be a woman and I love makeup as an art form.
I guess it works against some people though.
i feel like i fucked everything up
i don't want to go back to being/having nothing
>>7273252
The first time it felt great, the second time was kinda awkward because this old man commented on my ID and then started talking to the guy I was with about me. The third time was really surprising because I sat down at a table and was interacting with the dealer for a few minutes before she gendered me female. I didn't notice anyone else reacting when she said that so I guess my presentation is getting better. I also think someone called me a lady when it was my turn to throw the dice at the craps table. I didn't get misgendered at all, which was nice because it gave me enough confidence to use the women's room since there was no family restroom.
>>7273297
Do you want to tell us more about your situation?
>>7273278
I didn't say I'd do something I know to be wrong, I just can admit to being wrong if I later think on it and decide I was or get shown I was.
>I do understand that I'm defending droping trip to be a bitch.
I getcha, but I think, part of the reason why keeping your trip on is a good thing is because your words have more impact as opposed to a rando anono so there's a chance they'll actually listen.
I tried to actually talk things out with Korra before, be nice about it, help her, and she rejected everything I and the other people at the time had to say. And has continued that trend.
So now I just make banter sometimes because she's not gonna listen anyway and it's fun.
>>7273296
I saw that, thanks.
>>7273262
the good times are far behind me now
>>7273278
>>7273303
Oh and there was also the time she called me a man so
Yeah I'm not a fan and I'm not gonna hide that.
>>7273245
Dinner with the senpai, same as always. I'll probably come out to my big sis when she's here because I'm slowly beginning to present more femme. I expect it to go well but I'm nervous about it all the same.
>>7273300
not much to say
most of my friends probably just think i'm annoyingly depressed
i ran out of antidepressants and my mood went all crazy and i'm just not likable in this state
>>7273296
Yeah I don't see anything out of place with that. it looks like basic everyday makeup t bh
>>7273298
ahhhh happy for you! literally screaming rn! keep working at it and this incident will become common. im still terrified of using the women's bathroom tho ngl i only ever do it when I have a girlfriend with me ;~;
>>7273303
You really should consider filtering her like she has suggested if you're going to be tempted to pick fights; I don't think it's banter if both sides aren't deriving some enjoyment from it, anyways.
>>7273306
Just relax until it becomes easier to think solutions or ways to follow through. With The Grabowskis.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJBpIjXNUCk
>>7273315
Oh I do have her filtered. Buuuuut sometimes I end up seeing her posts anyway.
I dunno!
I guess I could take the high road and ignore it outside of times where she's giving REALLY BAD advice about HRT or transition. Because then someone needs to step in for safety of pre-trans or early transitioners.
>>7273311
It sounds like the first step should be to get more of your anti-depressants. Are you able to pick more up?
DO YOU HAVE THE TIME
TO LISTEN TO ME WHINE
ABOUT NOTHING AND EVERYTHING
ALL AT ONCE
>>7273320
i'll be talking to my psychiatrist on wednesday
so yeah i'd be able to get more then
i think mood stabilizers might be more important
for the time being though i'll just have to keep getting disgustingly depressed and annoying
>>7273324
the cover of that album was the first thing I scanned in my life. I think it was like 200mb.
>>7273303
it's not "banter" at all. it's being a complete dick hole unprovoked and trying to start drama. I ignore it as best I can but like I said ur grinding my patience down and I'm already not having a good time irl. you think I want to come online and see you going out of your way to be an asshole constantly?
FYI I never once called you a man. you know as well as I do how much anon likes to stir up shit. it's very easy to save a picture put on a name and shit talk someone to start a fight. looks like you fell for it. if I don't like someone I tell them to their face I don't drop trip then lie about it for months. so believe what you want I know what I didn't do. keep holding on to being bitter about something I never did, whatever
>>7273328
you can take some distance from people if it's just a few days and you know you won't do anything stupid until they start making effect again.
>>7273331
A girl has a right to change her mind, OKAY? Are you gonna keep everything I ever tell you against me? I can't be in a relationship with a LITERAL FACIST!
>>7273330
Say it from your chest
>>7273313
I don't even use it all the time, only when I'm confident in my presentation. And I still don't stick around to wash my hands if there's anyone else in there. But yeah, the last time I went a day without getting misgendered was 7 months ago so it was really satisfying.
>tfw still no female friends
All my hobbies are such boys' clubs.
>>7273316
I think I'm getting worse though, I can't relax anymore either, no escapism helps anymore
>>7273330
>FYI I never once called you a man. you know as well as I do how much anon likes to stir up shit. it's very easy to save a picture put on a name and shit talk someone to start a fight. looks like you fell for it.
you know
That's exactly what I warned you about when everyone was trying to tell you to put your trip back on
And then you continue to not do it and give this faye-tier excuse when I get called a man?
Come oooooooon. Why would I believe you?
>keep holding on to being bitter about something I never did, whatever
Not just about that bby
>>7273310
nice
Well I hope coming out to your sis goes well ^^
>>7273335
Oh god, flashbacks, my ex would pull shit like that on me, bitch was cray. Wish I was kidding. D:
I demand cuddles
>>7273346
>>7273346
well, i do like cuddling cuties
>>7273237
They aren't growing, no. You think I should mention it? Sorry for being slow. At work currently.
>>7273280
Nope, I'm a Gemini.
>>7273338
same same ik all those feels ;~; like my hands shake whenever I go to that bathroom and I feel soooooo out of place idk why I'm so scared but it just evokes that reaction out of me. when a friend is there it eases me enough to feel normal.
idk how to help with getting female friends I just bumped into them at like the hair salon or the nail shop or got introduced to them from a mutual friend :x
>>7273343
Y'all gonna cook for your Thanksgiving? That's what my family usually does. We spend pretty much all day in the kitchen.
>>7273339
I don't really know your situation. Have you tried having something that is like escapism but ends up with a certain physical result like doing some art or activity like that?
Melly has a 15.5" penis!
>>7273354
>that moment when you're about to leave the restroom but a girl opens the door at that exact moment so you awkwardly wait for her to get out of the way and hope she doesn't say anything or look at you too long
>>7273346
>>7273348
>>7273347
Hey girls, how about we get all snug under the covers, grab some hot cocoa, put on your favorite anime, and just have a long night of cuddles.
Y'know what korra I'll let you be, I'm sorry for being such a bitch all the time. If something does come up in the future I'll try to be nicer about it.
>>7273363
>tfw opened up the rest room after I knocked and heard nothing at first but they replied right as I was opening the door so I was just like
oh
hi
sorry
bye
and awkwardly left
>>7273365
cuddle pile uwu
>tfw the only reason I started identifying as a trans woman was because literally everyone around me told me I was one
My mom told me to go on hormones, everyone around me gendered me female without me even talking about it, everyone told me I was just confused and non-binary didn't exist, etc
Why is it so hard for people to just accept what I say I am at face value?
It's as if people are only ok with me existing if they can put me in a box they're comfortable with or something
>>7273370
>>7273365
a-anything you want
>>7273219
Last time I was told I was being a hypochondriac I was diagnosed with cancer. :D
>>7273355
Yeah, but I'm never involved with the cooking. Feels bad since I do a lot of cooking at home, I've wanted to make some bread pudding or just make something for Thanksgiving dinner.
At least the food is usually good.
>>7273363
>mfw
i literally have those same thoughts and the problem is exacerbated by the fact that im so freaking tall! it's going to take a while before I get over this fear ._.
>>7273366
ty for what it's worth im sorry
>>7273360
I've tried a lot of different things like that, it's like the only thing my brain can do now is focus on being sad.
>>7273376
But you will eventually I hope!
>>7273365
a-as l-long as it's p-p-platonic
>>7273379
>Why not?
Family hierarchy is strong
>>7273379
>go to men's bathroom
>get stares and triple takes
>they ask if i know this is the men's
>some literally turn 180° and walk/run out
meanwhile in the ladies
>on the verge of a panic attack
>feel like everyone is staring and judging me
>imagine a scenario where a wife tells her husband a man is in the bathroom and he beats me to death
>have to resist the urge to want to run out
>deathly afraid to even make eye contact
public bathrooms are the worst i try stick to private ones or the men's
>>7273377
Maybe you should let it be like that for a while as long as you can keep the rest of your life in autopilot.
hi girlsss
>>7273372
U seem like a cute lil snugglebug desu
this is nice thread
>>7273389
oi kittu what's up in aussie land m8?
>>7273386
I guess I should try waiting it out, I cry at least 14-20 hours a week I think though
>>7273379
this >>7273383
the part of the family I usually spend time with for Thanksgiving (my dad and his extended side of the family) always insist on having the aunts/uncles/parents/"adults"/etc. cook and not have any of the "kids" (even though I'm the youngest at 22) do cooking.
Also one downside to visiting my dad is he never lets me cook even though I'd love to. Not sure why about that one. It is what it is I guess
>>7273391
this is bad thread
>>7273394
umm nm i have to go to my therapy appointment soon !!
how are u korra ?
why not just avoid restrooms all together and wear a comfy diap
hi, how are you tonight?
>>7273391
Thanks.
>>7273392
My family was like that until my mom's short term memory became so bad she couldn't coordinate a big dinner (car wreck)
So now I usually do the big feast b.s.
>>7273396
It's particularly worrying that you can meassure that.
Have you considered talking with a doctor?
so i guess
i get in manic states?
and that's when i act out and kinda cant seem to control myself
i guess im in one tonight but i think im doing an okay job of keeping myself in check
i didnt post lewds
and i stopped bullying korra
so
idk
>>7273390
I-I'll be your cute lil snugglebug i-if you want.
>>7273406
you should try to use it to produce something, it's the only possible justification to keep those
>>7273400
>>7273407
just like therapy for my anxiety and agoraphobia
oh no that sounds rly horrible
why are they being so mean??
how do i find a mommy
>>7273410
I should fold laundry but I'm kind of coming down now
>>7273412
how do you manag agoraphobia with keeping a job?
whats edies cam site link
>>7273408
Idk snick... if I hold onto you I'm scared I won't be able to let go.
>>7273397
Yep. No kids allowed, even after college.
Showed their asses... My turkey is so damn tender it debones itself when I pull it out of the pan. ^.^
Foodie mtfs unite!
>>7273417
Ediebigcock.tk
Thank God I'm home.
>>7273416
ive worked where i worked for a long time so idk, its kinda bad and hard for me but its somewhat more comfortable then an unknown place. idk rly
its the only time i rly leave the house tho cause i rly need the money
>>7273407
Uh... Yeah? Do you not see them down there? They're usually rooms with a single toilet.
>>7273413
I'm right here love.
>>7273424
Having an external place that feels comfortable is a pretty good thing then.
>>7273408
for you
>>7273412
oh im sorry i had no idea you dealt with that! i hope it goes well then!!
my mom convinced my extended family to try and force me to stop being trans. they had a surprise intervention planned and my older sister had to warn me not to go bc it wasn't safe :/ it really hit my emotions hard to be treated worse than an animal :(
>>7273418
never let go
>>7273401
I'm drinking some very quenching cow milk.
>>7273432
Hehe
>>7273433
thats some bullshit im so sorry you had to deal with that
>>7273433
omgggg that is SO horrible like what the heck
korra ;~~;
i hope things get better for you soon cutie !!
>>7273435
I always hated the taste and smell of milk but nothing quenches the thirst like it...
>>7273431
All the girls who want a Mommy should come to me.
>>7273423
>an Australian enters the thread
>>7273427
OHHHHHH those! idk why but I was drawing a blank for this
>>7273431
I have it starting the 2nd of December.
>>7273404
I'm a neet for various reasons, I'm either sad, numb, or crying 90% of the day fueled by dysphoria, being alone 23.5/7, and getting gatekeeped
>>7273406
Perhaps vent to someone in private when that happens
>>7273434
>ywn check for monsters under snick's bed and in her closet before hopping under the covers and snuggling up with her
>tfw snick will never be your snugglebug
>>7273446
Why would I do that when I could get more of that oh so sweet attention and validation by acting out here :^)
But yeah I try to sometimes
I just don't like burdening my friends with my problems
>>7273450
Never been a burden that I know of.
>>7273438
im kinda over it but thanks for the concern
>>7273439
dw kit, ill just cut all those lunatics out of my life entirely. enough is enough. if they can't accept the fact that this is how I Iive then they've given up the right to call themselves family.
im gonna go have dinner with the sister that warned me and her family for Thanksgiving instead
>>7273406
I used to get those once every couple weeks, felt really happy and a bit delusional, kinda a intoxicated feeling I guess would be the right description, might have been my body trying to cope with the situation by over producing something
it stopped after I entered super sad mode
>>7273450
I'll listen to your problems grace
It'd kinda be like having you as my gf except with none of the benefits
>>7273449
never say never ;p
>>7273450
so we're cool to burden because we're not your real friends after all?
cool, be like that if you want, see if I care, because I don't, at all, nothing, zero.
>>7273462
Got any plans to move to California
>>7273459
that's usually called bipolar 2.
>>7273454
use tripper+ to generate a trip you like
http://desktopthread.com/Tripcode_Explorer/
>>7273463
Awww shes so cute when she's angry
>>7273453
I have a hard time figuring out who I should vent to
I need to be careful not to invest myself too much in one person or else I either feel like I'm burdening them and tiring them of me or I might end up getting false feelings for them that'll make me super affectionate and clingy for a couple days and then nothing.
>>7273459
>felt really happy and a bit delusional, kinda a intoxicated feeling I guess would be the right description
yeah
like
I can get a big ego when I'm in that sate
Almost delusional about what I'm capable of and stuff lol
>>7273460
Aww
Well maybe if you listen to me I'll show you some of the new lewds I wanted to slut with tonight lol
>>7273463
Damn right gurl
I think I know what Faye has been up to this days
>>7273473
LOL
>>7273474
>>7273474
Communism will win.
>>7273473
>Well maybe if you listen to me I'll show you some of the new lewds I wanted to slut with tonight lol
Y-your big fat butt?
I've never wanted anything in my life as much as this necklace.
>>7273468
I'm okay with a random trip with a word I remember, the problem is the trip name, but that'd be too long for my attention seeking name.
>>7273469
I was going for very bad attempt at passive agressive.
>>7273474
>>7273466
not really, no
>>7273480
but they aren't even fighting capitalism?
do they imagine that the soviet union didn't have ethnic issues?
>>7273474
is faye the one holding the sign?
>>7273454
I can't go to other options even though we have informed consent though, I have ability too. I've probably seen more doctors then I have fingers this year. I'm hoping they will give in next week, if they don't I can go to informed consent.
>>7273467
I don't think it counts as that since it was only a day at a time, more like strange mood swings, don't get them anymore
>>7273473
that sounds about right, I believe it's brought on by severe depression, brain produces extra stuff to attempt to normalize self for awhile idk
>>7273487
Doggone it
>>7273481
yeah
there's also some tummy and agp stuff
>>7273490
>I believe it's brought on by severe depressio
And here I thought I had gotten rid of my depression
Fucking
If it turned out I have severe depression I'm gonna laugh at how fucking weird that is and then detrans because clearly this ain't working
>>7273449
iktf anon
>>7273437
snug snicks
>>7273492
If I saw ur big fat butt and your tummy I would never stop listening
>>7273494
Naaaaaaaaah
You should never stop listening in the first place.
Gotta deal with me at my worst if you want my best ~
>>7273492
it could be unrelated, I never got a good answer when I asked my doctor, if I can find out what it is I'll be sure to tell you
>>7273492
can everyone stop talking about detransition so lightly? :(
>>7273493
you at least have a shot
you could be here in like an hour
>>7273503
Feel better sheen
:(
>>7273503
It just means they won't do it and you shouldn't seriously worry about them.
>>7273500
If I got to see your big fat butt and your tummy you could literally scream your problems at me and blame them on me until the end of time and I would love every second of it
>>7273501
ill be trying to get in touch with a therapist and psych soon so
hopefully they can figure me out
>>7273508
>anon says this
>in reality I'd send them pics, they'd go fap, and then remove me
>>7273510
Tbh I'd probably just appreciate them like art id be too nervous to fap to them
>not having framed pictures of grace's butt already
yeesh, casuals.
>>7273504
3 hours since I'm really far north, I am familiar with taking the bus down to Boston since airport though, I need to get a bit cuter first though
>>7273515
post pics of my butt in a frame
>>7273513
I don't see how violent protests solve problems either.
>>7273516
me too >.<
I'm just going to put this out there.
Fuck Battlefield 1
>>7273506
>>7273507
I just want to hold everyone here close and protect u all from the horros of the world
>>7273520
i dont htink we have exactly the same thing
i dont usually feel depressed anymore
unless it's dysphoria or loneliness related
>>7273520
Ideally mood stabilizers should make your mania less dangerous for yourself and your general mood above depression.
But drugs work differently on each person and stuff, so don't give up 1 week in if you start that train.
>>7273524
why would you hold chara, tho? she'd probably keep kicking someone else.
>>7273525
Ohio when?
h
i
o
>>7273525
yeah, being sad because of something /= being depressive.
>>7273522
your already cute, I need to still get some hrt in me and move forward with a few other things first
>>7273527
i have a couple friends out there so maybe soon
maybe
>I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
>>7273523
omg u racist
>>7273528
yeah
my default state isn't dead inside or sad anymore, thankfully
>>7273530
I need to hit my goal weight and get electro desu :/
>>7273364
Hah its fine, I kinda just laugh about it these days bbcaeks
>>7273523
Why?
>>7273535
Yeah... I don't understand that at all.
>>7273544
yeah, ill talk to someone soon
i have a couple therapists suggested to me so
ill try and contact them tomorrow
ok im going to therapy bye girlsss
>>7273544
On one hand it makes the drops even harder, but you can make really bad stuff because of it. Some people start abusing drugs to keep that high, others have violent streaks and so things like destroying property or hurting people. Or on the mundane plane you leave all the stuff you have to do to those short moments you can't invoke at will because it worked some time.
>>7273542
I like fps.. really I do. But this is just boring the fuck out of me.
>>7273531
what states do you have friends in
>>7273549
bye kit
>>7273539
we gotta do our best!
electro seems to be faster then I thought it was before I started it, the first wave of appointments on my face should be done this week at least to the point of public girl mode since no stubble anxiety making me sick, just got the center area to do, remember to bring music since it helps alot
>>7273549
good luck, keep strong, socialist fist.
>>7273551
I wish the game was longer desu.
>>7273551
Have you tried Titan Fall 2? It got really hurt because it came right after the new Battlefield but it seems to be much better.
>>7273518
There are times for peaceful resistance and times for violent resistance
>>7273552
i have friends all oover the world
>>7273564
yeah
i definitely
should do that soon
its kinda scary
over the past couple weeks ive been sort of connecting the dots when it comes to stuff about me
and things look kinda scary right now
>>7273569
Yeah same
I was so disappointed the Australian campaign was 3 missions long.
>>7273523
>buying AAA games in thecurrentyear from a known to be shit developer
important straw poll keep in mind I've beaten each of these at least 5 times
http://www.strawpoll.me/11706654
http://www.strawpoll.me/11706654
http://www.strawpoll.me/11706654
>>7273570
looking back I do get pretty delusional while in manic mode, sure it's nice and I actually get alot done but the crash could end up being fatal at the rate I'm going, I think I had a manic mood in the morning and I've been extremely depressed later in the day, good thing anyx happen to know the signs I guess
>>7273589
>If you fall you'll be caugh
even my best friend is ready to abandon me if i fuck up
>>7273591
good luck friend, we'll be okay
>>7273589
Ah well, I can at least appreciate the fact that they got our accent and slang right for once.
>>7273570
>connecting the dots
keeping a notebook really helps. I need to start doing that again.
>>7273600
I'm gonna start keeping a diary
I need to record my mental states and what I eat :/
>>7273599
>Go to a doctor before assuming any medical issue as real.
Of course, of course
It's just scary when I can really start to see how something could be me
But I'm the hypochondriac there who thinks she has everything.
>that doesn't sound like a bestie.
She's been here for me so much I don't know if I can expect any human to put up with as much shit as she has
she was ready to give up on me just the other day though..
>>7273595
Hey Grace. Saw this and thought of you.
>>7273581
FF8 is under-rated
>>7273606
o.o you do seem like a bad friend
>>7273608
kek
>>7273610
>its that I didn't think to bring it up to them
>tfw just chatted to my therapist about life in general most of the time and never really got much real help
Then again I didn't think I had as many issues as I do now.
Back then it was just "I'm dysphoric and depressed but I'm working on that so life's cool"
>>7273609
I'm assuming you haven't seen the Spoony series about it?
>>7273615
no?
Hi who wants cookies
>>7273585
Settled, I'm going to finally try it out.
>>7273593
This >>7273599 maybe spread it out to others too and support your support system as much as possible. Being a supportive person is hard as hell but it "usually" feels worth it. You're okay, you will be later too <3
>>7273598
That, I'm happy for. Nothing worse than bad accents from the actors.
>>7273618
mee
>>7273618
omg i want cookies >.<
>>7273618
U r my cookie
>>7273618
... I think I'm going to make cookies now.
>>7273618
Can I taste your cookie?