I realized when I was 17 that I had trans feelings and at 18 I became certain that I was trans, but I decided to not transition, because it would never work because I looked too masculine and I should just stick to being a man and try to live with it.
Now I'm 19 and soon turning 20 and when I look at pictures from when I was 18 I wanna fucking kill myself. I basically looked like a girl with slightly wider shoulders. Compared to what I am now, I looked like a cute cis girl.
What the fuck was I thinking. I should have started transitioning. Now it's too late.
>>7249569
you're almost self-aware
in a few years you'll look at pictures from 19/20 and wonder why you didn't transition...or you'll look at them and be so happy you did
pick which fate you want
Im sorry to hear, I have the same problem about my facial hair, I wish I could had started at 18.
Anyways, at least for me, the next years I got a better body (twink as fuck) than when I was younger.
>>7249569
after 20 you will only get more masc, don waste time if you are certain you are trans
I started at 21 and look fine. 30 is peak testosterone development in men.
>>7249569
Looking at myself at 14 holy shit I'm angry. 4'11 89lbs. Why didn't I at least try to start transition then?
Tbf at 18 I was only 5'3 And 130-ish lbs, but damn.
It's more about genetics than age. I've seen much older people pass perfectly fine.
It only gets worse. You'll eventually do it anyway, and will regret putting it off.
>>7249569
It's never too late to change your future. I'm 23 just now trying to get hrt through legal means. It should help with the killing yourself thing
OP picture triggers me, someone just kill me already
>>7249569
boohoo you repressed for a year and are still young what a terrible life you live!
Post pics
>>7249569
Lol wait til you're 25 and then you'll feel worse.