/mtfg/ - trans girl general

dont tell anyone but I think I might be transgender

>>7235146
Ur a transgendered person???

>>7235146
A transgenders??1 :O

>>7235146
Lewd

>>7235147
I'm not actually mean beep.

So many people assume that I'm cold, but the truth is you need to have a big heart to fight for your life as trans. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I have had it broken too. I can throw insults at without batting an eyelash, but I will burst into tears if a sad song comes on. I am vulnerable; that's why I fight.

Wow getting out of bed is really hard today..

>>7235146
ur just a feminism gay

Why does T make me feel so shit and spiro literally gives me a slight high

how do cis guys manage?

>>7235127
>I framed a drawing that I'm thinking of selling at an auction next month. I don't know if it'll get laughed at or what.
i'd be afraid that people at auctions are more interested in status and reputation than actual the quality of your art
>>7235156
just stay in bed uwu

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>>7235158
girl brain
cis guys have boy brains

>>7235160
But i need to eat and finish my work...

>>7235161
you have no brain

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Scratch my back anon

>>7235161
I've heard people say this but is there actually any evidence that you can feel the effects? Cause while the lack of sex drive and more drive is nice I don't think that's why. Genuinely curious btw

https://unsee.cc
/rogudaze/

This is the "art" I'm thinking of selling next month at a gallery auction. Maybe I could make $20 and feel good about it or something.

>>7235165
girls don't have brains, duh

>>7235171
2+2=4 so there ur wrong now u feel foolish

>>7235169
I think it's well done, but I'm no an art critic.

>>7235167
i haven't seen any studies but many anecdotes
>>7235172
because I am a girl and girls can't do math bcuz no brainz

>>7235169
Who is that? It's cool

>>7235175
Guess I'm just skeptical cuz someone told me going on hormones cured their bipolar disorder.

Maybe it did, but I can't help but think it's probably not true :x

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since its christmas
im a christmas carol

>>7235183
It's not December.

>>7235174
:)

>>7235179
It's Le Corbusier. He was an architect/designer my mom likes a lot.

>>7235187
it almost is thhoooo

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>>7235183
Pretty good pun, it made me snort.

>>7235183
So is the knife part of the Christmas cheer.

Maybe I've been doing wrong...

>>7235183
Why is that animu girl hiding a knife behind her back?
I dont trust her

>>7235194
its to stab CNT

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>>7235197

>>7235188
Did you finish the tier list

>>7235198
Fuck you too and I hope I get to step on your so-called chest as you are taking your last breath

be sure to pray before bed mtfg

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>>7235202

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>>7235205
to what god

END THE FED

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>>7235199
Not trusting her!
>>7235205
I pray i whont wake up ^^

>>7235207
the Holy Spirit

>>7235201
No, I've been too busy miring this deer skull that came in the mail yesterday.

unsee.cc
sezurobi

But I will finish it now

why doesn't 4chin support emojiis

>>7235211
hey it mado

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>>7235215

>>7235217
sniff sniff

snort

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>>7235220
...

>>7235221
sniff sniff

hiss

>>7235223
What?

>>7235225
sniff sniff

scurry

>>7235227
is this a snake?

rip

Wow this thing goes slow today

i really wanna try dmt

>>7235238
all the good trips left

>>7235238
hi friend

>>7235241
i really wanna try kms

>>7235241
Same

>>7235241
Digital media technology??
>>7235242
B-but I am here!
>>7235243
Hey carol, isn't it a bit early for Christmas?

>>7235247
its only like 39 sleeps =)

>>7235244
haha
me too

>>7235252
still paranoid about lithium?

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>>7235249
Yes, it's time for one of my favorite TV shows again.

>>7235260
what tv show is that o:

M8s I really miss my gf :( my best friend for 5 years and now we haven't talked in months...my whole life feels like it means nothing...it's 5 am and I'm soaked in tears lying on my bed in the dark

i either feel decently attractive or impossibly disgusting there's no inbetween

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Goodnight mtfg, dont forget to rate me #1 cutest trip in the thread

>>7235264
>there's no inbetween
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Splitting_(psychology)

>>7235262
The Secret World of Santa Claus(original titleLe Monde secret du Père Noël) is a Frenchchildren'sanimatedtelevision show. It is syndicated to several countries worldwide, includingTeletooninCanada, and is generally seen every December during the holiday season.

>>7235263
It's always hard to lose someone that important. I got depressed over the loss of my last best friend for 3 years :/
>>7235264
Iktf. It's like on some days I have a completely different body.

>>7235266
damn. i'm all fucked up huh

>>7235268
huh

>>7235256
lithium is poison
I won't be able to function if they take my emotions from me

>>7235268
She was my only friend since I tried to kill myself in high school and now I talk to nobody

>>7235271
you don't function now

>>7235265
<3

>>7235273
shut upppp I function fine!
Or at least I WOULD if someone hadn't decided to call the cops on me...

>>7235268
I'm French and this is the first time I've heard of it. Guess it was made after I stopped watching TV...

>>7235272
beepers
join a discord server

>>7235271
I'll take that as a yes

>>7235277
It's not paranoia if it's legitimate concerns about the side effects (primary effects) of a poison prescribed as a medicine.

>>7235278
this is such bullshit idek where to begin

>>7235278
Alex given that you think lobotomies are still done I question your pharmaceutical knowledge

>>7235276
I've tried I don't really know anyone in them and a lot of trannies don't like me I think so I always leave unnoticed

>Smoke weed
>No more dysphoria
>Don't smoke weed
>Near suicidal levels of dysphoria

wtf hrt didn't do jack shit compared to weedI should have just became a stoner and not a tranny

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What do you think?

>>7235272
You should try to find someone else to talk to that you can trust. It's easier said than done tho. But there are a lot of people who generally like to listen if someone has a problem.

>>7235270
>>7235275
This show runs every Christmas in German TV for several years now. I saw it every time as a child. It's great.

>>7235282
Just be an annoying shit and post even though nobody wants you to. That's what I do and look at me, I'm fine!

>>7235279
it's LEGITIMATE CONCERNS
NOT PARANOIA

>>7235280
It's still legal to do them
They're still done as "drastic last resorts"
That's enough for me to want nothing to do with psychs.

>>7235284
Can't be high all the time
hrt is the true path you dummy
stop smoking you'll never grow bewbs

i want to hugg Christmas Carol

>>7235291
>weed kills boobs
What

>>7235287
thats cute :3

>>7235286
everyone's panicking because they think Trump's gonna put them in camps.
Ironic that they criticize the right wing as "conspiracy theorists" when they bring up FEMA camps...

>>7235296
Smoking is bad for you
dumby

>>7235297
:3

>>7235292
aww
hugg lorn <3

>>7235302
uwu
can you be my little sister

>>7235291
>Can't be high all the time
If you smoke enough you can
>stop smoking you'll never grow bewbs
Weed has actually been shown to lower testosterone and cause gynocmastia.

>>7235305
big sis Lauren :D
<3
>>7235299
:3

>>7235282
You are decently enough liked. Some trips really like you, if you know what I mean.

How do I feel like a girl. No matter what I still just feel like a man.

>>7235291
okay I'm gonna do this again for you
lithium is not a poison
lithium is not gonna take your emotions away
if you're concerned about the side effects of lithium (which are nowhere near as bad as they're made out to be) then there's lamictal
if you don't wanna take meds no one will force you to
there's not a snowball's chance in satan's asshole that you're going to be lobotomised
and yes, you can be high all the time

>>7235291
People who were here a couple years ago know I have little love for shrinks. But even though electroshocks are the only thing that could treat my disability, they couldn't do it without my consent. Which I obviously didn't give. I wouldn't worry too much.

>>7235282
i think you're pretty cool, if my opinion means anything at all.

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How come on some days, i really feel like a girl, while on others i don't feel anything like that at all? And this isn't about looks or anything, just how i feel inside.
Do you have that too?

>>7235314
trip on quid trololo

>>7235291
WHAT LOL

what country do you live in

unless it's some third world shithole you are full of paranoia oozing out of every orifice alex sorry to say

>>7235320
Dysphoria comes and goes for literally everyone, I think I would've killed myself by now otherwise lol

(def would've killed myself by now otherwise)

quid hugg

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Is this resistance or a costume party? Either way I think black with bandanas is a boring theme

>>7235325
>tfw ur quid

>>7235333
>trips
I'm quid confirmed

>tfw see something on clearance with great reviews that acts perfectly as an interlude for an act you had in mind and you come up with a brilliant presentation and realize a way to adjust an original trick you had in there to set it up
>buy it without regret even tho im supposed to spend less on magic

such good feel

>>7235307
really?
I'm not a stoner I'm not knowledgeable on that stuffs. I don't like drugs much.

>>7235313
Accept that you are a girl and live as a girl. Be on hormones for a long time, make sure people in your life treat you like a girl and be happy inside as a girl.

>>7235314
lithium will take away the highs that keep me functional.
It'll numb me.
I don't want to start trying random drugs with other random side effects, I'm not a lab rat.
if they feel I need the medication, doctors will force me to take it.
It doesn't matter the odds, it matters that an abusive doctor COULD push it to that point, and that's fucked up.

>>7235316
Weren't you in there voluntarily tho? If I get committed or court-ordered, they'll force me to get electroshock. I don't want to be electrocuted ;-;

>>7235328
It's 100% legal to perform lobotomies in the United States.
Lithium's effects are something I have legit concerns about, no matter how much you insist that it's "not that bad."

>>7235332
MADO
HI

>>7235338
I was dying of self-inflicted dehydration when I was brought to the ER and even then, that wasn't enough to get committed...

>>7235337
>tfw quid makes ur cock disappear

>>7235336
NICE

how's it feel being quid

>>7235338
First off, HIGH DOSE LITHIUM SUCKS, JUST TAKE LAMICTAL LIKE I SAID LOL

and, you're delusional. Lobotomies haven't been allowed for decades, and electroshock has been shown to be ineffective enough that it should only be used when recommended by a specialist and with the patient's consent.

> ECT machines have been placed in the Class III category (high risk) by the United States Food and Drug Administration (FDA) since 1976.[5]
>If you are able to give written consent but refuse, ECT cannot be administered.

>>7235338
if you get forced to go on lithium I'll livestream myself chopping off my balls and eating them

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mathematician humor is garbage holy shit

there's a set that's called the "spectrum" and someone thought it would be funny to draw it a spooky ghost because "spectrum" is similar to "spectre"

xDDDD

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>>7235342
if only

for real though I have a problem lmao

this email kind of backfired cause it made me go like SHIT and cut my bookbuying way down hahaha

>>7235338
also when I said lithium's side effects aren't that bad I'm talking from experience
literally all I got was peeing more and slightly shaky hands

>>7235343
if this is what it feels like to be quid I don't envy you

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>>7235338
Heyy Alex. I don't gotta tell ya crackers are great with amnesia when you wanna forget something

>>7235340
I remember your story
The police still brought me in because of a phone call
I still had to lie and deny everything in order to get set free. They wouldn't have discharged me if I were honest.

>>7235343
I'm not going to take random drugs that I don't understand
It's not even my choice, I'm gonna be forced to take what they tell me to take

Allowed or not, they're legal. Potentially losing your license IF you're found out isn't as strong a deterrent as it being blatantly illegal.
Hell, conversion therapy is blatantly illegal and that human trash still forced it on Squeak.

I can't give written consent if I'm deemed insane and committed to the mental hospital. The whole premise is that I can't give consent!

>>7235344
That wouldn't fix the damage.

>>7235350
Good for you
I'm not you
I don't want to pee more and have my hands shake, i don't want to lose my highs, I don't want shitty fucking lithium!

>>7235353
>I don't want shitty fucking lithium
THEN DON'T TAKE IT :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

>>7235353
I'm sorry Alex, but no. This is 20 fucking 16.

Before I took Lamictal I researched the everliving fuck out of it, and so can you. crazymeds.com is a great source to start with for the unfamiliar, but you have the entire INTERNET to look up personal reports and side effect probabilities and so many things.

>>7235352
o.o
amnesia?
I guess I'll try it...

>>7235355
THEY'LL FORCE IT ON ME LMAO

>>7235347
I remember these math joke quizzes where you gotta solve equations to find the joke. They were all terrible.

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>>7235358
Yeah like holy fuck I wish I had some

>>7235338
>the highs that keep me functional

No, it will take away the depression that makes you need the highs.

I said this a million times, the highs cause the depression.

>>7235353
What happened to Squeak was thirty years ago. Things have changed, fortunately... They even had wifi at the clinic I was at...

>>7235332
>>7235352
i want pat to give me a kiss

>>7235358
>THEY'LL FORCE IT ON ME LMAO
you have literally no evidence for this

>>7235358
they literally won't, how could they

my brother was stark raving mad because he completely failed to take care of his shit like you're trying to do in a public psychiatric facility and he wasn't taking his meds and was in danger of permanently losing himself like a severely fucked acid trip

so, OF MY OWN VOLITION, I came over to try and talk him into taking the meds, and OF HIS OWN VOLITION he decided to take them just that one day and see how he felt about it.

they simply do not force meds on you, you are making up bullshit as an excuse to avoid confronting your problems.

quit

sabotaging

yourself

with

willful

ignorance

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>>7235358
That is to say, he failed to take care of his shit, so his condition worsened, so he had a severe breakdown, caused hundreds in property damage to a random local store for a crazy reason, and had to be tackled to the ground and forced into the car before he killed himself by charging a cop or something, we had to chase him down

we told them all this

they said he was having a severe manic attack and had to strap him down and he was literally frothing at the mouth

after all this, they did not make him take any psych meds

:P

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>>7235367
Who's that?

>>7235357
I don't care if it's CURRENT YEAR, it doesn't change that the laws are what they are.
All the drugs have side effects, I don't want those side effects. Fuck, I don't even want the INTENDED EFFECTS!

>>7235363
hugg
one day at a time mado

>>7235364
I need the highs for the highs, they make me feel like me.
Getting kidnapped by police and thrown in the psych ward destroys my self esteem and causes depression. Getting abandoned by my gf causes depression.
Feeling good doesn't cause fucking depression.

>>7235366
There are still backasswards people, and the laws haven't changed significantly enough to sufficiently protect patients from abuse.
JUST LOOK AT LIZZ!!

>>7235320
yeah I do
>>7235332
*hugs*

>>7235375
literally everything you just said

is completely made up

unless you lied about living in the US

you are directly denying fact, and you know it, and you continue to do so out of fear of progress.

pathetic.

>>7235368
People have had meds forced on them for less
They CAN force the meds on me legally, and planning for the worst is better than hoping for the best.

>>7235369
They can because not every psych ward is the same, and all my rights basically disappear if I'm involuntarily committed.
He was in a shitty hospital that didn't care enough to force him on his meds, neato. There's no guarantee I'll get into an easygoing place like that, especially not with my shitty plans to escape by pulling fire alarms.

It's not sabotage, it's not bullshit, stop dismissing my concerns with anecdotes what the fuck

>>7235372
Good, they shouldn't take your word for it. I wish the cops I dealt with had realized that shit.

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>>7235375
Hahahaha fuck...
>>7235376
Hugs

>>7235377
In the US
you can
legally
be forced
to take
your meds.

>>7235386
No giving up >~<

>>7235380
Do you know anything about me lmao

He was at one of the premier facilities at the Cleveland Clinic, one of the most well regarded clinics in the entire country, don't be stupid

I am not dismissing them with anecdotes, I am dismissing them with hard fucking facts and then annotating with anecdotes.

>>7235387
In that if they literally have no option but to sedate you, yes they can. Other than that, no. Find a single example, please.

>>7235386
can you hug ur dumbass roommate next time you see her plz

ily mado

>High
>Got the need to feed
>Salt and vinegar chips downstairs
>Too scared to go downstairs because it's dark and I'm intensely afraid of the dark

what do /mtfg/

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I wanna be short :c

>>7235397
stay skinny

>>7235397
turn on a light

>>7235397
Turn the light on.

>>7235397
quit being a baby
kick the dark's ass

>>7235397
eat my cock instead slut.

>>7235398
how much do you weigh?

what's this 1p-lsd business

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>>7235390
Pretty much
>>7235396
Just did cause we're cuddling and she's asleep

Ily2 ya Gaylord
>>7235397
Conquer your fear and go get those chips in the dark if not you have lost all my respect for you.

>>7235397
s&v chips are SO GOOD THOUGH

you can do it anon!

>>7235400
I'm reasonably thin I'm good.
>>7235402
>>7235403
I have to go through the dark to get to the light switch in the living room.
>>7235404
>>7235411
>>7235410
No I'm too scared.
>>7235406
I don't like cock.
>>7235409
Good shit but ALD-52 is better

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>>7235409
It's a research chemical kind like Lsd but just stronger and mildly different like it kicks in faster last longer and feels a bit different.

>>7235410
good <3
have a nice night mado ;w;
>>7235412
what do you like

>>7235410
thats the right kind of roommate

>>7235407
Like 90kg last time I checked.

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>>7235412
Oh I'll take ald-52 but I won go downstairs in the dark pffftttt gtfo nigga

>>7235414
and you can just buy it legally?

>>7235391
Ok nvm, it wasn't a shitty hospital it was a great hospital where they didn't take your word for shit and abuse the patient.

I won't get to go to a premier hospital
I'll get a public one that'll treat me like shit and force pills down my throat.

>if they have literally no option
There's always an option, and it's entirely up to them to decide if the situation calls for forced medication.
If I'm involuntarily committed, I don't get a choice anymore. They make all my treatment decisions, they can force-feed me and they can medicate me by force. It's horrible.

>>7235409
minor-substitution-makes-drug-legal #582743529634

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>>7235422
Alright, you're now the only trip I have filtered, please don't take your name off.

You cannot be helped until something breaks inside of you and you realize how much you need help, and I sincerely hope that before you utterly destroy your life and know the true meaning of desperation.

fuckin' SAD!

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>>7235416
You too kiddo
>>7235417
Yep shes leaving soon. Don't know what I'm gonna do haha please kill me
>>7235420
Yeah I think so. Analog laws are kind of iffy but you should be fine as long as you're not like taking in front of a cop or ordering mountains of the stuff.

>>7235412
Use your phone as a flashlight.

>>7235409
>>7235414
>>7235423
desu im starting to consider getting into this, i was against it for so long but im a business owner and everything and i gotta stop doing any illegal shit whatsoever, and weed will be legal soon enough

>>7235426
bad feel :( im asexual i realized, i just need physical intimacy to survive

>>7235422
I should go to a mental hospital
maybe they can zap the wussy until I like the pussy.

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>>7235426
>>7235423
neat

>>7235429
BAD

>>7235424
*that this happens
obv

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>>7235432

>>7235432
Not bad at all, they will throw the queer down the pier.

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>>7235428
>asexual i realized, i just need physical intimacy to survive
Kek end your life. That isn't asexuality. Why?? It's not like people drug test for acid

>>7235424
>>7235433
I'm sorry, I'm not going to put myself in that kind of danger. I can't
I'm scared
I'm sorry
sorry

>>7235436
STAHP

>>7235438
THAT'S VERY BAD
BAD EMI

>>7235439
it's not like i drug test myself lmfao

acid is an extremely long sentence, as drugs go. im a business owner. it dont mix well

i want an eggplant hero

>>7235441
Why? I would love to be tortured until I don't wanna be short.

>>7235439
and I'm not saying that's asexuality LMFAO

it's just that i'm kinda known for being a whore, and that's why

i just don't have sexual attraction, i can think people are cute af or hot af but only fetish shit ever got it up for me and i was just never into it and i have asexual cuddlebuddies now so i don't need to fuck ppl anymore and i never do unless somebody i really like really wants to do it in my bp

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Morning girls

>>7235446
but i always feel gross afterwards, it's just the domination aspects that make it worth it

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>>7235152
>So many people assume that I'm cold, but the truth is you need to have a big heart to fight for your life as trans. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I have had it broken too. I can throw insults at without batting an eyelash, but I will burst into tears if a sad song comes on. I am vulnerable; that's why I fight.

>>7235447
morning, why is basic sad?

>>7235447
What's up buttercup?

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>>7235447
morning

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>>7235443
If it makes you feel any better it won't make you look any better if you're caught with a research chemical it's still illegal to ingest also a cop isn't going to know if a blotter has 1plsd or just Lsd they're still gonna arrest you. So simply don't get caught that's all you gotta do.

>>7235445
>I would love to be tortured until I don't wanna be short.
that's basically what psychiatric treatment is
just replace "short" with "anything society deems undesirable"

>>7235454
Doesn't matter, I feel so douchey saying this but I have money so if I technically haven't done anything wrong I'll get off. I could lose my business if I technically have done something wrong, and a cop would never find it unless for some ungodly reason I was raided, so for all they know it was a gift I forgot about or whatever

>been feeling like I may be getting hip growth but don't post about it much because don't wanna be a hon meme again
>look in mirror this morning
>significant and visible hip growth
holy shit I've added like another inch or two
my hairline is starting to regrow too, albeit slow as fuck
I want to lose like half a stone because I have a bit of a stomach atm and it's grossing me out but fuck yeah, my dysphoria is significantly reduced senpai

>>7235457
you're so stupid lol...

>>7235457
Good, maybe then I can be happy.

>>7235459
nice!

see: why I've never posted any pictures of myself except the most hardcore downsy faggoty looking boymode pictures

reminder that sertii cutii is my beautiful princess and I love her lots

>>7235298
>>7235296
>2016
>not using a magic flight launch box

>>7235458
In hindsight it would be more like you did something technoly wrong. Either way I'm heading to bed tell chara to put a bullet in her head for me thanks.

>>7235461
with irrational fears

>>7235454
Or you know, get chemicals that won't get you into trouble, like PADMA or DMBCB. Don't ingest those. They smell great as part of a suitable formula, though.

>>7235296
It is compounds in the smoke itself that impact estrogen absorption, not THC. Vape or use edibles and don't worry about it.

E-cigs don't work though, nicotine impacts estrogen absoption

>>7235469
not if it isn't illegal and there's no reason to think i was going to ingest it :p

i'm careful bout this shit, trust, and there's no way they're gonna find it anyway it's just that i don't want any possibility. i haven't tripped in ages for this exact reason

>>7235461
>>7235473
right like jeez

>>7235467
owo

>>7235451
Idk I'm just not feeling very ok lately.
Things make me start to think about other things go and it uncontrollably spirals out.

>>7235452
Nothing, I'm just in bed

>>7235453
Hi quiddu

>>7235478
sertii there's something wrong with my bed

>>7235479
What's wrong?

>>7235461
>>7235473
rude

>>7235464
bad emi
happiness isn't achieved that way

>>7235468
I don't like drugs robin
how've you been btw, is your dad still beating down your door?

>>7235479
tfw brain is so used to sad that it manufactures sad to feel more comfortable about itself

>>7235482
Then I'll never be happy, I'll always desire to be short but never be able to obtain it.

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>>7235485
sad

>>7235480
wow there's something wrong with mine as well

we might be having very similar problems!

Well, today, more than any other day, I am excited to feel the milk of human kindness
And today, more than any other day, I am excited to go grocery shopping
And today, more than any other day, I am prepared to make a decision between 2% and whole milk
And today, more than any other day, I look into the eyes of the old man across from me on the train and say
"Hey, everything's gonna be okay!"

Does the radio play but hey, it's okay
Because today, more than any other day, I am the center of everything and it's playing just for me
And everything is gonna be okay, together, today, together, today, together, okay, together
We're all, all, all the fucking—
Well today, together, today, together, today, together, today, together
We're all, all, all the fucking—
Well today, together, today, together, today, together, today, together
We're all, all, all the fucking same

>>7235487
i hope you get help for that emi <3
just not torture and shit
maybe learn to love yourself
You're honestly not hard to love

>>7235488
WHAT THE FUCK STOP IT

>>7235490
there's no sertii in it, could you help fix it?

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>>7235494
hahaha bullshit, I'll never be happy with my height, I've tried and I can't succeed.

Day 2 of detransing
This path is going to hard but I have to do it.
I didn't make it and must deal with it

>>7235481
I think I'm depressed again

>>7235503
good girl
*headpats*

>>7235499
dont give up dummy, people care about u

>>7235507
A lot of us are, basic

>>7235508
I'm not a girl
Never have, never was

>>7235507
NO

you come talk to me right now girl

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>>7235497
that sounds nice, i think i'll take you up on that offer.

>>7235507
i think i'm not feeling well today either

is there anything specific that happened or is it just life in general? How has work been going? Maybe you should take a few days off.

and please do what i asked you to yesterday

>>7235503
why are you detransing? It's all going to come back worse later on!

>>7235508
I don't care if people care about me, fact is I'm just a tall freak.

>>7235509
I know yeah. But I think I wasn't for a while there.
and now it's back so idk what to do

>>7235514
I'm sorry

>>7235519
Ok

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>>7235514
she's a nice girl don't talk shit about her especially shit that stupid

>>7235519
>>7235523
Claire and basic kissing in a tree

>>7235523
oh i know that feel basic :(

have you spent much time with irl friends lately?

>>7235521
I'm really sorry you're not. You're such a lovely girl you deserve to be happy all the time.

Work is awful but I only Have like six weeks left.
It'sike a a big mix of Trans related nd non Trans related stuff

I might

>>7235527
I wish Claire was here rn

>>7235531
it'll be so much better once you're mostly done with shit and living full-time, i've seen it over and over again

hugs

>>7235531
Would you fuck her?

Post the trip you feel the closest to

I love sertii <3

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>>7235534

>>7235536
either quid or grace

>>7235536
bun t b h (not the anon)

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>>7235540
aw what really

:two-hearts:

>>7235537
omg .///.

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>>7235540
*:two_hearts:

>>7235536
i never get close to anyone
merely just surround myself

>>7235530
Not really. Only playing gigs but they mess me up

>>7235533
I hope so. Rn I dunno if I will go full time

>>7235545
custom awoo <3

I remembered my dad's home made sushi was downstairs and absent mindedly wandered down stairs and got it, didn't start freaking out until I was in the kitchen and realized how it was.

Let this be a reminder that y'all can do anything if you're high and hungry enough.

>>7235553
awwwww yeah publicly presenting in boy mode will subtly FUCK U UP even if it doesn't feel like it's connected

i know that feel but i really hope you do

>>7235554
yes <3

>>7235555
I hope this is who I think it is, congratulations

>>7235555
on the quads i mean

huggu quiddu

>>7235555
didja get the chips too tho?

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>>7235560
.///////////////////.

>>7235560
huggu tu

>>7235561
dont ruin this 4 her

damn autistic adhd is in full force rn isn't it

learn to consolidate posts quid holy fucking shit

4chan pass doesn't help ngl

>>7235561
You know it
>>7235558
>I hope this is who I think it is
Who do u think it is.

>>7235521
Because no matter how hard I tried, I still failed. My face and body weren't meant for transition. I was a fool. And it gets annoying that people think I'm memeing or overreacting. And this is why I get annoyed when people tell me I have BDD because I don't. My face and body has been destroyed by T and I can't recover no matter how hard I try. This is the proof of it https://unsee.
cc/demupita/

>>7235523
Talk to someone other than here about it

>>7235515
ur a girl

>>7235522
you're a cute girl

>>7235523
:c

>>7235526
wot?

>>7235536
I'm in love with Squeak but I guess that's kind of obvious.

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>>7235571
omg it's you

yeah nah you do have bdd

your results are amazing but still you think they aren't. Take your pills and go to a therapist

>>7235569
idk the one who tries for gets all the time cause they were inspired by me, btw dubble dubs unless im out of practice, the one who wears flannel, unless you aren't them but either way grats :3

v. proud of you for getting chips too, you rock

>>7235573
q t

>>7235577
cool i still got (get (geddit like get) it like get) it

http://www.strawpoll.me/11664001

>>7235575
Stop using that meme
You only same my results are amazing because you aren't either looking at other people who had ffs to compare and/or you are trying to give me false hope.

Also I'm built like a line backer. Hrt did nothing for my muscles

>>7235571
like just so you know, your transition timeline in the link above is a big source of inspiration. You're not even remotely close to being a man.

I never felt connected to the masculine gender (I thought i decided to think of myself of agender) and never liked my looks

One day, a couple of months ago, thinking about what I find attractive (I'm bi) I start noticing I really look aesthetics on girls and subconciously think what I would wear. Since that day I'm picturing myself as a girl more often and even dreamt about it some nights (even having some random flashbacks of some moments during my chilhood/puberty)

I'm afraid of walking further in this path, how could everything affect myself, family and gf and if at the end I wouldn't feel satisfied.

>>7235581
can i work at your pizza place

>>7235581
ty for ur kind responses i'll try to improve quality control on my shitposting tho

>>7235585
tbqh i'm really looking for cooking fanatics who are transgender that i get along well with to work there, i know you're probably jestin' though

>>7235587
wait can i seriously

>>7235582
idk did you try going on a calorie deficit for your muscles to go away? That works always because they wont sustain of off nothing.

take your pills NOW

you will regret it later on i swear

>>7235581
oh god i'm the pettiest faggot alive lmao, i love it when the one negative vote comes in at the very end so they see all the other answers

fr fr though, got top R&D teams working on improving my shitposting quality

>>7235588
uhh I mean if you're serious lol

i can't pay for some exorbitant flight though and you'd have to show you have considerable skill and some other qualifications so if this is who i think it is then probably not right now bb ;_;\

>>7235590
;_;

>>7235583
What transition timeline? I don't have one in that link above

>>7235592
sry :(

why waste a plane flight on me tho when you could be getting to dat finland

>>7235584
do you think transitioning would improve your life or make you happier? i mean, if youre not suicidal about it theres no rush, just take your time and figure it out

or maybe get your hands on some hormones and see how they make you feel (thats what I did in the end, I felt better than ever and couldnt bear to not keep taking them)

>>7235577
Nah that ain't me. I only come late at night while getting high to pass the night cuz I work night shifts, I haven't been here for a few weeks cuz I might get drug textes soon but I threw caution to wind and got lit today fuck it one of my managers smokes weed I'm sure they aint TO harsh on it

>>7235583
this is angie, right? missed the pic

Fuck fuck fuck.
I opened the door because the mailman had something that looks like my qhi packet, but it's something for the neighbour. I have really bad social anxiety, but I couldn't say no, and now I'll have to open the door again for the neighbour I don't know, because of course I'm alone at home...
Shit I want to die. I know this sounds ridiculous

>>7235598
yeah it is

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>>7235593
oh fuck you're right i saw it posted in this thread i guess and got confused and thought it was in the link

>>7235600
you sound autistic

>>7235597
oh ok nice

same pretty much when it's dead/i have all my peeps here for me or after im done w/dishes and wipedowns

>>7235600
That doesn't sound ridiculous at all, I know exactly where you're coming from. I've literally felt afraid I was going to die before (totally sober ftr)

<3

>>7235601
ha

silly kyoryu

>>7235595
whats so cool about finland tho?

t.finnish person

>>7235608
her gf is there

>>7235600
well fuck :/

what if you put it outside of your door and your neighbor will just see the package and take it when they see it's their name? Or do you live in a busy street?

>>7235595
no its valerie

>>7235571
I don't want to
People are already sick of me when I'm trying to be OK

>>7235558
Can I work in your pizza place

>>7235572
,;~;

>>7235614
ohhhhhhh sorry

sometimes its hard to tell ur styles apart when ur both anoning in thred at the same time

hi <3

btw i forgot i mentioned the name Valerie to my mom a long time ago before I even realized the gag connection and she said there was somebody she knew she really really dislikes named Valerie and she would appreciate8 it if i didn't, so i gotta either come up w/something else or at least ask a little more about that

>>7235617
if u know ur shit around a kitchen and can follow recipes super well then totally tbvh

>>7235589
I have a lot of calories to gain weight

>>7235603
My body is cropped and I have an angle

>>7235605
I'm not silly
You like others here don't understand.

>>7235617
hugg basic

>>7235621
People that have seen you in real life say so.

You are literally the only person who gets this much BDD-talk spammed at them, what makes you so special when you're, just keeping it a dollar, not exactly well-liked here?

You pass, just fucking get over it, jesus, it's been years and years LOL

>>7235596
No, I'm lucky that I'm not suicidal. I've been living for years ditching those kind of thoughts giving them no importance but these last few monhts I've been thinking more about it and this weeks I've been thinking a lot. But yes, I think I would be happy with my body after transitioning (but I'm afrai of not liking the result)

>>7235621
werent you already detransing a while ago or am i thinking of someone else

>>7235631
She has detransed and killed herself multiple times in the past.

>>7235620
Im an ok cook I guess
I don't think I could work in a kitchen I'm n I t good enough

>>7235623
Hugg

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>>7235633
this.

>>7235621
well you still look like a cute girl
either literally everyone is wrong and stupid and you're right or (most likely) the majority of people are right and you're just looking at yourself from a fucked perspective

like, i don't know you, i have no reason to hugbox you, you're just plain wrong imo.

>>7235617
>ywn work at quids pizza place with basic and anon

>>7235624
>just keeping it a dollar
It's really cringey and tryhard how much niggerspeak you use

help my brain won't let me sleep

>>7235605
Thank you. I'm still not sure what to do. Killing myself because of this would probably be really awkward.

>>7235613
I don't think I can just put a packet that doesn't belong me just in front of my door. It's unlikely that will get stolen but if it really happens, everything will get worse... Besides it will probably get wet outside.

>>7235624
Moko is the only one here who has seen me in real life.
No one else has
People spam BDD but use it incorrectly.

>>7235482
I'm okay
sertraline is making me feel kinda iffy
I still feel like I'm useless at everything and idk how I'm going to succeed at all in life but my dysphoria isn't as bad these days and I've been having some good times with friends so that's something, at least. I'm also working on a screenplay.

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>>7235637
Guten morgen meine Kaiserin.

>>7235641
what if you put it in front of your neighbor's door?

>>7235634
that would probably put you at third best cook to be in this kitchen lol, there's a reason i have to make so much food

well, if you ever find yourself on the east half of the US, stop by for a trial run

>>7235638
:(

>>7235639
LMAO just because you dumbasses say I'm a preppy blowhard doesn't change who I am in my actual life

I use the slang that's used in my social circles, nothing else, fuck off literal racist

>>7235641
that would quite definitely be very awkward and i would highly recommend against it

>>7235642
Yeah, moko is who I was talking about, along with every goddamn experience you've posted about

YOU ARE LITERALLY DIAGNOSED WITH BDD DON'T EVEN LMAOOO

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>>7235646
Guten Morgen!
Ive so much to do until friday

>>7235647
Same problem if it gets stolen it's my fault. And the mailman put a thing in her mailbox saying he gave it to me :/

>>7235650
Wow, Uni stuff I'm guessing?

>>7235536
I don't know anymore desu

Goodnight all
I'm sorry for being such a worthless piece of shit
Ideally I'll be dead soon and out of all your hair
byes <3

>>7235641
I honestly avoid these situations until I can't any longer in my personal life lol so im not the best for advice

but you just gotta build up your confidence and somehow do it, just zombie through it or it'll get more awkward when your neighbor wonders where their package is ;__________________;

OOH i have an idea

wait for them to get back from work or school or whatever and immediately leave it at their door and knock and go away! :3-

POST THE TRIP YOU WISH YOU WERE

>>7235657
Ideally you'll take care of yourself.

I can't believe you're literally choosing death over just fucking sucking it up and changing zilch about your personality and putting yourself at zero risk and actually just straight up saving yourself.

>>7235638
Did you ever think about how mtfg is really hugboxy and filled with mentally ill people?

>>7235649
Therapists and doctors tend to be wrong with diagnosis

>ate a ton of salt and vinegar chips, cheese and crackers, sushi, and chocolate
>tummy is as full as it can be
>almost hrt time

This won't effect how my pills absorb will it

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>>7235661
the quid that i act like i am desu

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>>7235661
Myself, obviously.

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>>7235654
yes ;~~;

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>>7235661
isla or elanna probably

>>7235638
>>7235663
sertii doesn't mean mtfg

she means everyone in real life lmao

pity-passing barely exists and you supposedly get "pity-passes" all the time?? fuck right off with that shit ahahaha

>>7235663
>Therapists and doctors tend to be wrong with diagnosis
Thank you for being smart
The world needs more of you

>>7235662
there's no reason to push this hard UNLESS it's something nefarious
I'm not falling for it.

>>7235669
Damn, is it exams?

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>>7235641
ok just go there *right now* and give her the package. That way you won't have to be anxious about it for the rest of the day. See it as a bandaid that you just have to rip off really fast so it's over and done with.

>>7235663
case in point, you probably have bdd, you should see a therapist.

>>7235677
LMAO you think I'm in league with fucking psychiatrists?

Are you literally Sarah or something? What the fuck would I have to gain except being happy that somebody saved herself from misery?

This is not Bipolar type II.

If you are looking up testimonials from Bipolar people and basing shit off that, don't, the majority are type II.

Type I is a fucking nightmare.

Night.

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>>7235679
worse, presentation

I hate being stared at by a room full of people.

>>7235677
also angie is literally unanimously the number one most delusional regular here, come on now

>>7235657
goodnight
however i don't like the sound of the death thing..
>>7235661
honestly though probably anyone here
i really wanna ditch this meme body

>>7235661
dragface desu