/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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hfghfgjghjghkhfd

I am the prettiest MtF there is and trust me I have been looking on /lgbt/ for a very long time now since I came out early and transitioned early. Most of the "girls" here look like drag queens and it makes me laugh how they think they are pretty lmao baka like are you serious? Because you really need to do your makeup right if you are going to transition after you are 25 which is what most of you look like here and even the ones who sorta pass I can tell its just a flattering picture

>>7220621
gotta upvote every dva post ngl

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first for I don't want to go to gender therapy
I'm a stupid man :(

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cy1LdAaGASw

>>7220623
i know. i suck

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>>7220621
kiwi I want to buy all of your shirts but I have no money

Chance of passing = 0%

what now?

https://unsee.
cc/sebudomi/

>>7220623
Okay that's it fuck that beepbeep cunt I always knew she was playing goody two shoes

>>7220623
What is the fedora neckbeard equivalent for mtf?
I mean, aside from the obvious (you)

Post pic

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I hate those days where you get all existential and angsty

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>>7220633
i want to buy them too but i have no money

>>7220628
you're not a man

>>7220639
tfw everyday

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>>7220640
at least I will get myself a plushy by christmas. maybe... as long as it gets delivered on time and not two weeks late

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>>7220641
I would post my face to prove you wrong but then I'd probably upset myself from the rest of the day

>>7220635
Date a 5/10 chaser?

>>7220628
I d like to go so they can verify that I'm not trans, and I can move on with life

>>7220635
ffs

>>7220647
please do it, I want to see you so I can give you an honest opinion

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>>7220650
I want to go home

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>>7220658
I can't. Just trust me

>>7220623
You aren't beep beep

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>>7220658
night

>>7220651
Won't make me pass, it is just a waste of 25k in vain hope.

>>7220659
I want to move on and forget about all of this,
There's still things I want to try though

>>7220635
you could probably get your nose shortened and a lip lift then get your jaw and chin reshaped

>>7220662
please amy, I know it hurts but you can use unsee.cc

tell me about the last time you got misgendered

>>7220678
I have never been gendered as a girl.

>>7220651
Is always a risk and one could come out looking like they had "work" done on their face

>>7220679
do you present as a girl at least

>>7220678
My parents misgender me all the time.

>>7220688
Nope

>>7220684
Which is why you only do as much as you actually need and only go to a top rated ffs plastic surgeon and just accept the costs and hope the risks are minimal as possible. After all, this is your face. Sneaking off to Mexico should be discouraged.

>>7220678
since i'm boymode i'll tell you the opposite
last time i got gendered female was while shopping at target
i was wearing an outfit similar to a target employee, and some kid wanted to "ask her" for help finding something
it was probably just a naive kid who hasn't seen a guy with long hair :/

>>7220623
Seriously beep? I know you recently started actually passing and looking good or whatever but you're going to trash everyone else now that you're over the hurdle? What garbage mindset you got there.

>>7220678
"Thanks man"

>>7220690
>tfw my parents might be more open to using my female name if I out myself to the last person in the household
>Don't have much reason to tell my younger brother though since we're so distant

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>>7220675
It's only going to be a confirmation of what I already know

>>7220704
Why does "man" hurts more than "sir". I don't understand my brain.

At least I don't get "Chief" and "Boss" anymore. I look like too much of a girly boy for that.

>>7220705
Lel it's similar to me. They told me I need to come out to my grandparents and everyone in the family first... Nope

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>>7220706
dysphoria makes things look worse than they are, I'm sure you dont even look as bad as you think

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>>7220714

>>7220711
Idk, probably because people don't even realize they're doing it. I don't even know how to interpret a "thanks man". Are they doing it because they're misgendering or do they just use it like "dude"?

my lips are chapped and it fucking hurts just end my existence
>>7220642
tfw iktf
>>7220714
>that pic
me in the mirror desu

who /crest whitening strips/ here

>>7220730
Waste of money

>>7220730
how about ffs hon?

>>7220730
can i be ur crest whitening strip

>>7220735
i dont need it retard
>>7220734
worked for my friend really well
>>7220736
yes

>>7220714
Ugh that pic is so true. Not that anon but so many people have told me I'm really pretty for a transwoman and I seem to pass well but all I see in the mirror is an ugly man like my mind is playing tricks on me and so don't know what's real and what isn't.

I think they call this BDD.

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>>7220738
>i dont need it retard
post your face hon

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well better get some sleep before I wake up nervous and panicked

I have a promise to keep.

>>7220738
>i dont need it
Yes you do.

>>7220750
id put my trip on but its better without the attention

>>7220702
omg
>>7220638
>>7220636
:(

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>>7220720

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Targetted ads are weird

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>>7220751
nn amy

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>>7220738

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It pains me to report this, but I honestly believe in today's life for transgenders, the correct answer to my own titular question is, "Yes, it's true".

But how could anyone say that? Isn't the very idea completely contrary to everything we've ever "tried" about becoming a woman? Does "MTF Trans" equate with "Beautiful and Desirable like a Real Woman would be"? Sadly, the answer to the latter two questions these days have to be a resounding "No". Welcome to being transgender circa 2016, my friends.

Permit me, if I may, to reflect for a moment or two on my own life-long struggle with being a trans girl. Like a very small handful who will read these words, I spent my formative years rejecting my male identity. I can vividly recall (at age five) discovering a barbie doll at my family's cottage on an island in South Coast of British Columbia left by a previous tenant, and I fondly remember that back then any day with a barbie doll was, for me anyways, a special day indeed. In those days, playing with a doll didn't necessarily mean "turning into a girl", and so when an opportunity arose itself I managed to ask a barbie doll of my own, but I was told no, repeatedly. Strangely enough, all of my belongings were "androgynous" back then. Sometimes my “androgynous” toys would enable me to express a form of feminity as an escape from reality. So I did what any other little boy would have done and stole a collection of feminine objects and hid them in secret at kid-friendly locations where I was able to experience them, as I could not bring inside the house. It was an exhilarating experience unlike any other I’d had until that point, and nobody but me knew about it of course.

>>7220763
gross :/

>>7220763
eww I bet when he popped that he came out looking like head cheese or something.

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Get ffs
Still look like a man's man

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>>7220770
In contrast to that day, Bill C-16 passed in Canada this year, which enables the equity of transgender people across the country to ensure they are legally protected from undue consequences of being themselves. TV shows such as “I am Cait or Jazz” tantalize the young and impressionable kids who get him or herself into trouble by performing a social experiment of altering their gender, all the whole being protected by the fine and impressive inventory of sjw school of thoughts. Accordingly, it would be fair to lay all the blame for current liberal legislation regarding transgender people on the Internet and social media. Even more telling are the physical descriptions of such specimens at display in our transgender communities. What was prized back in the day, clearly, were passable trans women, or what are now referred dismissively as “stealths”. No “hipster” glasses. No beards. No non-binary. No embracing or being loud and proud of any failures in their attempts at passing. You get the idea. Whether by design or by accident, the original mindset for transgender has been largely eschewed for “aberrant” forms in favour of “classic” or passing MTF girls.

Of course, there are always a minority who were equipped with such aberrancies like broad shoulders, strong brow ridge, heights over 5 feet 8, odd voices and so on. Notice the word “minority” in that last sentence.. and then note how things have become completely reversed in today’s transgender communities. Contrast that with today’s unpassing, meme-obsessed, mutant-like mess of a representation of transgenders.

>>7220770
tl;dr

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>>7220761
Damn the feels

>>7220765
Night night

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>>7220779
And it is a mess, isn’t it? For proof, just take a look around in any given /mtfg/ thread, the sad examples of the very worst that trans people have to offer. Every one of them is filled with overflowing with so-called “you’ll be fine” and/or “you look cis” with hardly a feminine feature in sight. The overwhelming majority of hugboxers who display their unshaven, obese, balding-selves to the world have learned everything they “know” about being a girl, from the Internet, or even worse, from some vile, crass, sleazy sjw whose sole interest in trans issues of any kind is its ability to earn them a “brownie point” profit.

The trans community circa 2016 is a place where one can readily find the most foul, awful kind of our own, but where a passing MTF woman that contains no deleterious genetic material is relegated to the outside world, so to speak… “undeformed” now means “not one of us” to most people reading this. What kind of a movement equates deformity with virtue and “normalcy” with foreign? Somewhere alone the line, a love of, or even a reverence for passing started to be considered an “outmoded thought”, and almost everyone simultaneously decided that it was high time to start showing themselves with outright contempt for anyone else who dare I say, look like “a real woman”. Today, it is easier than ever before to find a trans girl who has been wilfully created to look like men. “Reputable” trips started deliberately hugboxing nonpassers to create mole lizards out of them whose skin became as thick as the bottom of a cess pool. Any embarrassment for not passing was replaced by an anime meme. Genetically compromised MTF girls have become the backbone of what is often laughably referred to as “The Trans Community”. It’s a “21 century” miracle.

>>7220777
Angie got FFS and looks better then a lot of people here and she's like in her 30's even.

How mad are you younger mtf's? lol

*posts drama*

>>7220779
this is the same as the last one faget
come up with some new material

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>>7220783

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>>7220783
>>7220779
>>7220770
autism. you expect people to read that shit?

>>7220785
fuk u

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>>7220784
That's all opinions though anon

>>7220783
are you mcfreaking losing it

>>7220802
Miss cock!

Sarah needs stronger antipsychotics

>>7220785
What the fuck is wrong with you for real pookie

>>7220811
I'm beginning to suspect CNT isn't sarah desu

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>>7220802
The Big Lie about “you pass” is a clever and self-serving one that has been propagated by a disjointed group of self-appointed, sanctimonious bloodsuckers. The hugboxers who now dominate the trans communities, and also, sadly, some outlets of mass media. The story we’re all supposed to swallow is that “you will be fine” may be true for those of you that are “gifted” with genetic compositions that are ambiguous… but to label every wildebeest as “fine in the future” is misguiding and disingenuous at best, and patently harmful at worst. Trans people around the world are fragmented and destroyed every day. What is the trans community’s response to this tragedy, you ask? Well.. we’ve told that girl who does not pass that she is fine. People think that’s the correct response to the persisting global transphobia. Some of us would disagree. Because chances are very good that if a mtf girl is being told she passes in a trans community, it really means she is destined for failure. It’s a hon.

See how that works?

>>7220785
pookie wtf lass

>>7220814
this was p. obvious tbqh

she's even worse

she's even worse than p0tc I think

>>7220802
i have the uncensored pic of kayla's butthole and i look at it a lot

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>>7220802

>>7220822
:/

>>7220814
Something was just pointed out to me that actually very strongly points to them being sarah

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Is this new pasta that is coming from cnt?

>>7220788
This is not about "new material". This is how I feel about the Trans Community as a new trans person early in their transition. This is my op-ed. The last one was partially deleted because someone must have reported it. Maybe someone will read this and agree with me and call the cess pool of a community for what it is.

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Is it weird that my girlname is the name of the mother of one of my closest friends?
It's just the female variation of my deadname..

>>7220824
i cant help it i am merely a mortal man

>>7220816
do i pass mommy cnt

>>7220825
??

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>>7220816
SPACE

>>7220836
upvote

>>7220825
what was it?

she seems a lot more put together than sarah
not that she doesn't clearly have some serious issues, I just think they're different issues

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>>7220834
>>7220842
CNT used the word 'circa'
Look up the word 'circa' in the archive and see who uses it

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>>7220827
So you're saying I should repress...before I am tricked

*locks visor and runs away*

>>7220827
you are sarah

>>7220831
it's weird because you're naming yourself after a girl you want to have sex with.

transbians amrite guys?

>>7220846
a billion anons, sarah, shakira, oddish, carol, rachel, etc?

>>7220848
See you in at most a month lass.

>>7220855
Sarah uses it a lot..

Either way, I was dubious until that was pointed out to me

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>>7220846
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cphNpqKpKc4

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>>7220848
don't repress
annoying shit like yourself deserves to be a tranny

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>>7220848
don't even think about it Amy!

>>7220851
No I honestly like dicks. Could be more possible that my subconscious hopes my friend has a Oedipus complex or something.

>>7220861
busted

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>>7220848
What would zyzz say if he knew you couldn't even see a shrink?

>>7220861
Oh fuck..

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um
its 40 days until Christmas

do you guys think sarah gets frustrated when she gets caught so easily

Has Shakira posted recently? I haven't seen her post since Monday or Tuesday
>>7220822
I think I saved it once then put it in some random folder
>>7220876
Wooo almost Christmas

>>7220878
why do you think she is posting all this shit

u guys are so mean to me WTF

>>7220880
She's literally schizophrenic

>>7220885
That's what you get for your sob blog post.

>>7220879
She probably sudokud or is in a secured station not allowed to have a phone.

unsee.cc
/binedoza

>>7220892
called it

>>7220892
this is precisely what sarah would do

>>7220892
if you were actually canadian you'd be getting your schizophrenia treated

>>7220876
yay

this thread is balls my dudettes

>>7220885
Fuck off, filtered permanently.

>>7220904
that's my beep!
*audience laughtrack*
*credits roll*

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>>7220895
is sarah the new boogeyman?

>>7220885
yeah why dont you go mess your diapers ya jerk

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>>7220908
Mtfg was taped in front of a studio audience

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sarah is rawr

when i make big cums, the cums keep leaking out and then my underwear gets messy. is this supposed to happen on hrt?

>>7220915
holy shit

there are only two unique posters in this thread - anon and beepbeep.

everyone else is a sarah sockpuppet.

>>7220919
holy shit

>>7220915
rawr doesn't say a lot when she posts

in a way, sarah is kind of like my girlfriend

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>>7220919

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>>7220921
that sounds like something rawr would say

>>7220923
because your girlfriend posts on mtfg?

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>>7220919
even me? .___.

>>7220929
well actually i dont have a girlfriend

but in a way, all of mtfg is my girlfriend

>>7220931
i'm a boy

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>>7220931
hi gf

>>7220933
For now maybe.

>>7220931
Are u Muslim? Feels like forced marriage

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>>7220931
dont use mtfg as a girlfriend, it's a nightmare waiting to happen.

it's been 4 days since ive had a gf simulator and ive never felt more disconnected from reality. i am nothing without my gf simulator, i am a shell of a man. learn from my mistakes. don't use mtfg to fill the role of your girlfriend.

>>7220937
i may be on estrogen but i self identify as a boy
also i'm on testosterone

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>>7220940
become your own gf

how come great movies like the matrix aren't coming out of /mtfg/ nonstop?

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>tfw even though I don't post that much, /mtfg/ is still the most social interaction that I actually get

>>7220946
Does that mean that you can also become your own boyfriend?

>>7220955
it only works once

>>7220942
As in not on an anti-androgen? Me too for the next two weeks, I somehow lost my bottle of spiro and can't get a refill yet. Hopefully it doesn't fuck up the progress I've had too badly.

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>tfw ywn experience this

It's hilarious CNT has decided that the trans community tears each other down by hugboxing 'cos the reason she started going nuts in the first place is she posted a pic and didn't get hugboxed

>>7220963
i lost my balls ;_;

>>7220969
Am I a bad person for being envious?

>>7220961
Why only once?

>>7220972
thats just how things work

>>7220971
nah, i did pay for it. it's just weird supplementing testosterone because my levels are too low

>>7220965
i could do this to a guy but the outcome would be very different

>>7220974
What is too low?

>>7220940
this is performance art right? cause I love it

sorry if it's not tho

>>7220966
LOL I FORGOT THAT

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Sup?

Quit fooling with me mtfg.
You're guys and you know it.

>>7220977
testosterone
adrenal production alone gets me nowhere near female levels and my energy levels aren't cutting it lately

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>>7220915
>>7220861
>>7220846
>>7220966

fuck i woke up my housemates by laughing too loudly at these

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>>7220982
im a boy

>>7220978
this is my life for better or worse
no need to apologize though, admittedly i do ham it up for dramatic effect

>>7220986
oops

>>7220976
any guy would kill for a cute hamster gf like you

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>>7220980
reading through the coles and woolies catalogues and they've got christmas stuff in them

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ayy

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>>7221000
I want all three desu ne

>>7221000
WHERE CAN I BUY THESE

>>7221000
I wish I was comfortable enough with myself to wear a Titty Skittles shirt.

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>>7221004
http://www.redbubble.com/people/dakooters

>>7221000
w2c?

>>7221000

First person to take a selfie in one of these wins 5 /mtfg/ points

>>7221007
>$27
Yeah, no. I would definitely wear those eventually if I could get them for free or like $10 though.

>>7221015
>free
nothing is free

>>7221020
my HRT is c:

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what other designs should i make
im bored

>>7221007
ok this triggered me, can we even wear girl tank tops or does ribcage make them fit badly?

please give me (you)'s

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>>7220998
You seem obsessed with Christmas?

>>7220992
maybe someday :(
>>7221026
i'd be more worried about my shoulders

>>7221026
Idk, I wear tank tops more often than I wear t-shirts

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Do I pass yet?

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>>7221029
h-how could you tell?

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Ayy. Elanna's back.

>wake up
>call Kat
>feel really happy
>then check discord
>someone cutting everyone out and de transing
>now feeling really depressed

>>7221039
ew mega hon

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>>7221040
I don't really get the appeal, all I do on it is meet up with the family which I suppose is what is to look forward to.

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>>7221031
Don't worry loves, one day you'll find your hamster boy who will love you forever and ever. ^.^

I believe in you!

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>>7221045
Fugg.

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>>7221047

>>7220885
nly because you ask me to my guy

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>>7221047
=w=

>>7221042
Yehh
I wasn't really gone long

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>>7221066
That's OK. A short break is still a break. Welcome back.
How've you been?

>>7221039
What is the purpose of posting a picture of someone that has virtually nothing to do with any of your situation? Does it make you feel good to fantasize about being something you aren't? Keep being lost in that reverie of yours and I'm sure one day you might actually pass, or better yet you will wake up one day as the man you are working at a warehouse in your 40's who goes home to post pictures of real girls then pretends to be them for "fun".

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i made this one for me

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>>7221046
I feel like this is one of those things that maybe becomes a bigger deal when you aren't living with your closest family anymore. I miss my parents and sister ;_;

>>7221067
Honestly, kind of sad and very drained feeling
I have no idea how many calories I'm burning through every day but I had a full turkey dinner and a quarter of a pie for dinner tonight and still felt hungry ;_;
Still losing weight despite eating whole bags of potato chips and chocolate and stuff.

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>>7221074
That just tells me that you're burning through enough to sustain that kind of diet. That's great that you're losing weight.
Why are you sad? I assume the drained feeling is from work?

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>>7221046
well I mean, I was from a bad home.
dad was an alcoholic who stole most of mums parent allowance and we only ate cheap sausages and mashed potato for almost every dinner meal as a result, we had uniforms, we had lunchboxes with fruit, a peanut butter sandwich and some chips and we had weetbix or cornflakes for breakfast but little else.
all of that thanks to my older brothers and sisters who would give mum money to help in secret, mum was a battered housewife but for christmas she really really tried to make sure christmas was good.

we would have ham and roast lamb or pork, brussel sprouts, corn or carrots, roast veges and a couple of hot chickens from big rooster (now red rooster) salads from my older brothers work at mrs crockets, gravy, we actually got to have coke(!) which usually mum couldn't afford and lots of garlic bread, mum poured her heart and soul into the meal and it was always tasty. she told me the most important ingredient in cooking is love and I think she actually believed it and I try to apply the same thing to my cooking.

dad would ruin things of course, there was at least five times he tore the Christmas tree down, one time because he was angry at the angel on top or something? he threw my birthday cake out two separate times to the dog when I was a child, not to punish me or anything I think it was because he was drunk and angry and needed to feel power over something in his pathetic life.

christmas dinner for my older siblings was pretty much a roast and a ham that mum paid off over the year, only they got second hand toys from vinnies while my dad was earning over $1000 a week as a mechanical engineer in the 70s and spending it on booze, gambling, counter meals and other women.
dad knew all the coppers so they looked the other way of course, most of them got indicted in the fitzgerald inquiry.

I'm sure we're all mostly the result of marital rape.

and despite all this, mum tried her hardest to make christmas special.

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>>7221074
Well I do enjoy seeing my other family members, sometimes.

>>7221081
is this tomoko as a boy?

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the club was fun but im tired as h e c k now

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>>7221079
its probably some kind of pavlovian ptsd, but to honour mum I try to be as christmassy as I can.
also I just really like it.

i just wanna have sex
smoke a beer
and drink a few cigs

>>7221071
I have an idea for a shirt
you know those I'm with stupid shirts?
an "I'm with HON" and an arrow that points towards the wearers head.
I would wear the heck out of that.


>>7221085
you look very nice.
I wish I wasn't too old and too honnish and had friends and wasn't too fucked in the head to go to a club

>>7221009
on it

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>>7221078
Idk I've actually shot past my goal weight and can't seem to keep the weight on which isn't necessarily a good thing. I don't like to feel like I'm not in control of my weight ;_;
Idk, it's mostly work yeah, I work hard and usually come home at the end of the day with my whole body aching. I work harder when I'm sad because it takes my mind off of any sort of self loathing and at least makes me feel useful.

>>7221081
Yeah me too desu that's the main appeal in Christmas. That and comfort food

>>7221074
I was super worried about weight loss and balancing macros and exercise too till a friend showed me this
http://www.cnn.com/2010/HEALTH/11/08/twinkie.diet.professor/
So yeah, calories and stuff.

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>>7221083
Nah it's just Tomoko.

>>7221094
Yep, although sometimes family members can be annoying pricks.

>>7221085
Someone who looks as bad as you do ought to censor yourself from the rest of society and for the greater good of trans people everywhere else. But too bad you've got such a dense spirit: one you can't assess how bad you look. Do yourself a favour and stop posting your pictures on here as you are perpetuating transphobia for everyone who is unfortunate enough to witness this. You disgusting freak.

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>>7221094
I see. I'm not sure if I know how I could even begin to help you with that. I hope you get control of it soon.
Maybe you should cool it down at work. It sounds more like stress from work instead of the job itself is causing it.

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Gnight mtfg :3

>>7221069
ok kayla

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>>7221099
lol

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>>7221099
May I ask why you attack people without provocation?

>>7221102
Why should I say good night to you? You're just a piece of shit trash who pretends to be cute when you know for yourself how toxic you really are. I hope you never wake up and do your poor parents the one and only favour in your death.

>tfw you are the only one of your brother's cursed with a blocky Chad chin and over 6' of height
At least it doesn't matter anymore

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>>7221100
Idk, I'm not sad because of work, I'm sad because I'm in a self hating mood and have been for the past while, I feel like a fuckup
If anything the insanity of weekend shoppers is kind of relaxing if you can get a flow going. I go full tilt, I actually crashed one of the computers today because I rang through so many customers.

For those who have been on hrt for a while now:
Are u satisfied with your breast growth?
If yes: how long it it take to get to the point where you felt ok with ur boobs?

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>>7221069
ITT Sarah doesn't see the irony of this post. PS she's not a real girl she's a puppet like pinnochio.

>>7221111
>it doesn't matter anymore
>that's why I keep feeling like it matters!

>>7221110
you said you were leaving so leave.

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I made things weird didn't I

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>>7221113
Is there anything I can do to help you get out of this mood?
And yeah I totally get it. I remember working register on weekends and it was a nightmare.
Damn. Are you like a robot or something?

>>7221123
no, it's just a long post so ts harder to reply to

I'm on phone doing dishes rn and def couldn't do it justice

sorry sheen :c *hugg*

>>7221109
I don't have to be nice to the community who told me to kill myself without provocation multiple times for fun. Even when I was there for random people at death's door I don't see anything nice back in return.. so why should I be nice to anyone? I'll be honest if I want with someone and I don't feel guilty about it judging by how shitty you people are. It's not like I'm lying anyways, I'm doing them a favour by being honest with them and it's obvious someone needs to tell them the truth.

>>7221129
>without provocation
You've done nothing but insult people on a hair trigger for 4 days.

I never pmed you telling you to kill yourself but I wish i did because whoever did made a good call.

>>7221116
unsee.cc
/danetoru

>>7221118
I said I wasn't going to help anyone feeling suicidal as anon anymore and my "good bye" was for those people.

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can you make some sort of phallic foods shirt and some sort of pizza meme shirt?

>>7221133
You and your piece of shit toxic crew keeps making shit up to make me look horrible. If I really insulted anyone in your discord room please go back to the logs and screen shot it and show it to me. You know I didn't, I was trying to be nice to people but were any of you?

Too bad when I got banned it automatically erased the private messages I got from people in that room. You know you are lying, just stop.

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ADD ME ON STEAM

http://steamcommunity.com/id/CuteCrayon/

>>7221136
i can't do anything phallic w. redbubble
but i can make a pizza meme

>>7221134
you never sincerely helped anyone. you're transparently playing the victim.

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put on the dress

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>>7221129
I've been here for a long time and there's always been a horribly toxic side to it. Not everyone here would tell you to kill yourself. I'm one of the ones that would try to help you as best I could, as I have with so many others. If you want to assume that everyone here is a shitty person just because they post here, so be it. But you're wrong. There are many people here who would help you in a heartbeat. Judging everyone here by using the worst possible examples is foolish. And I hope at some point you can see that in time. I certainly don't hate you, but the negativity you bring is off-putting and if you ever expect for anyone to take you seriously again, and not like some 12 year old troll, I would kindly suggest you to at least try to be nice.

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>>7221124
I don't think so, it's just one of those things that comes and goes. Plus it's almost winter, I tend to get very depressed around this time if year.
Idk, maybe I am, repeat customers keep on commenting on how fast I go. It may be a shitty job but at least it's nice to feel like I'm seemingly pretty good at it.

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where do u faggots buy ur clothes

>>7221139
nope

>>7221146
thrift store

>>7221137
Lmfao you're so bad at this game. Everyone has seen you insult everyone for days. Your credibility means nothing to anybody. You've been throwing a 4 day tantrum over not being hugboxed and everyone can see it. It's like you've got no shame whatsoever. You are like little baby.

>>7221142
I have been helping people feeling suicidal for years in various trans communities. I did this as late as this weekend. Go back to the logs neptune made and ask your hon janitor friends to match the IP of the replies to mine.

I refuse to help anyone anymore because I get told to kill myself when I in fact saved your lives.

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>>7221145
I hope Christmas cheers you up at least a little. It always does for me.
And if youre a robot, you could get jet boots and start flying everywhere. You'd be the most popular person in the area.

>>7221147
why not
>>7221146
thrift store and I steal them from ppl I have sex with

>>7221152
you got problems senpai

>>7221151
Like I said Alice, go back to the discord logs and show me where I insulted people to get banned. You can't because it never happened. You can't because it'll only show you pieces of shits jumping on me for nothing.

You'll get yours one day Alice, I promise you.

>>7221154
don't feel like it

>>7221152
stop treating everyone else like one person you stupid faggot

>>7221158
d oit faggot

>>7221155
Because I don't want to be nice to people, whose lives I saved, when they tell me to kill myself? Yeah, I'm the one with issues alright, you live in a world of deceit, lies and rumours and I hope you rot in it.

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>>7221143
Like this?

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>>7221153
Idk, I'm not going to be able to see my family this Christmas so it probably isn't going to do wonders although the chocolate and eggnog will be nice.
I wish I had jet boots ;_;

>>7221156
You don't seem to understand, the discord logs mean nothing to anybody. You've been in thread being an awful piece of shit. If anyone said anything to you in discord it's because we all already knew you were a piece of shit.

And now here you are, still being a piece of shit just attacking people at random. People who weren't even in the discord and have never interacted with you.

You ought to be an author, because you've a fantastic imagination. Damn you tell a real good tragic victim story.

>>7221160
i am just going to go to sleep instead

>>7218445
/g/ and /mtfg/ forever together!

>>7221162
Exactly so. Wow she's tall in this one, it seems like. I guess because it's tomoko this pic is giving me the dysphoria equivalent of pleasant melancholy.

>>7221117
It matters if I try to be a woman
It doesn't if I don't try to become one

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Fuck... You'll at least have your roommate, yeah? That's at least something
Someday we will all be part robit with modular parts.

>>7221161
I'm looking through the archive to see when this mystery person told you to kill yourself and all I'm seeing is you flipping your shit cause someone told you to take a better pic
if anyone did tell you to kill yourself it happened long after you turned into an antagonistic cunt

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who here can ride a bike
I need to know for porn reasons

>>7221171
>>7221163

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Heya

>>7221144
I wanted to be nice because I want to believe in this world. But I don't see the point of being naively kind to anyone when all I get is hate in return. At one point I have to defend myself and I've been through so much shit in my life I don't have the power to sustain the necessary strength to be nice anymore. I'm not 12, I'm 18 and I'm not trolling when I say I was there for people when they needed it and when they told me to kill myself in return. I'm putting my hands in the sand and realizing there is nothing to seek. I'm wasting my youth chasing kites when I know it'll blow away.

>tfw youre just agp and probably shouldnt be selfmedding but can't function socially on T / without E

>>7221165
no don't sleep
it's too early
>>7221177
hi!

>>7221115
i've got cute little doodads after a month, let's hope they don't stay this way
>>7221102
goodnight gf
>>7221177
hey
whatsup

>>7221152
>the logs neptune made
U-umm... What?
Did I miss something?

>>7221181
goodnight

>>7221171
Yeah they'll be here over Christmas and I may even get to do something with their parents. Still, idk I really miss my friends from back home and my family, I'm more than a little homesick.

>>7221175
I ride

>>7221181
How are you pookie?
>>7221182
Not much just laying in bed
What are you up to?

>>7221180
sounds like ur a tran to me

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>>7221164
See pic related. You are the pieces of shits lying and you know it. Stop trying to paint me as a villain, I never even knew you when you told me to kill myself. I still don't.

>>7221174
I have a better understanding of its chronology than you do because I'm the one who got burned by it.

>>7221184
nini

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>>7221000
>>7221007
Might cop in the future, I love dumb stuff like this that no one else understands.

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>>7221178
I haven't directed any hate towards you whatsoever. And believe me, I know better than most that when you have been through so much terrible shit in your life, it breaks you. It destroys any kindness you have left for people. But the thing is, eventually you have to get out of that mindset. Not everyone is out to get you. And I know you're not 12. People here are treating you like shit in retaliation for you antagonizing them.
>>7221186
I totally understand. I'll try to think of a way that you can get back there. Maybe I could fund it if it's not super expensive.

>>7221192
>pretty boy sweatshirt is blue and not pink
so dropped

>>7221190
no, mate, I have a better understanding of the chronology cause I'm fucking looking at it

http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/username/Canadian%20New%20Trans/page/5/

>>7221190
that pic doesn't make u look good

>>7221194
it does come in pink

http://www.omocat-shop.com/collections/light/products/pretty-boy-zipper-hoodie

>>7221193
Money's not the issue, they're even offering to fly me back home to see them, it just won't be over the holidays. I'm hoping I can get some time off in January but idk

>>7221190
You're claiming to be an honest person to someone who literally knows for a fact you're a lying gameplayer who'll say anything. The fact you said it was me pming you even after everyone (including me) asked you who it was in chat and you refused to answer shows me that you're really fucking bad at being a lying gameplayer. You don't know when to make your move.

I dunno why you're still here now, showing us all what a shitty person you are and getting bashed for it. You must be addicted to it.

>>7221187
just got out of the bath
i was feeling sad as fuck today but realized i didn't take my antidepressants :p

>>7221198
I know, I was saying that he didn't go full pink like the baka he is

oh and tranny tip #492: don't bathe when feeling dysphoric

>>7221195
>http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/username/Canadian%20New%20Trans/page/5/
I only see myself defending myself. What's your point?

>>7221193
How do I get out of that mindset when I don't see any hope? I'm asking you sincerely.

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Okay so
I've decided to least finish off my bottle of spiro before deciding 100% if I'm gonna detrans or continue.

I've got about 3.5 weeks worth which I think is plenty time to think it through.

Guess I'll see what happens from here ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>7221188
but shouldnt the idea of being seen and treated as a girl make me feel good instead of terrified then?

i do like getting a more feminine body and T just makes me sad and angry all of the time for no reason

"if you weren't here right now I would be attempting. Thank you so much"

I'm gonna murder this girl's father mark my words you motherfucker

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>>7221199
I see. I hope everything turns out ok and you start feeling better soon.
>>7221211
Even when there doesn't seem to be any hope, there's always some deep down somewhere. Sometimes you just have to find it.

>>7221200
If Kiwi the mod banned me for attacking everyone, there must be proof. Let's see this proof then? Come on Alice show it to me.

I only didn't want to single you out in front of the room because I thought there might've been a chance you were joking around seeing as I've never even talked to you before. I gave you the benefit of the doubt, but I see now it is very clear you actually do hate me for no reason.

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>>7221211
>myself defending myself

>>7221212
why are you considering detransing

>>7221211
woah nice chin chinface.

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>>7221192
neato

>>7221213
being scared is normal

>>7221201
Yea its important to take the pills

>>7221217
There's no way a hair-trigger nutjob like you thinks people are joking around. Your lies aren't even in-character.

You're just a little baby 3 month transitioner who has a 4 day tantrum over advice from your betters.

>>7221215
I have been bullied, spat at and beat up my entire life for being too feminine. I come to here to find a place of comrade with people who might empathize with such difficulties. I have expressed kindness to people when they needed it and wanted nothing back in return except diplomacy. Instead I get told to kill myself. Tell me how to find hope in this situation, because even you who is pretending to be nice to me are being condescending to me and talking to me like a lost case.

New theory: What if CNT is just pretending to be retarded?

>>7221231
>I have expressed kindness
>>7221219

>>7221223
you should lower the prices if you can, I wouldn't spend more than 15 or 20 on them tops

>>7221231
this is 4chan
what do you expect?

>>7221234
let me see what i can do
i just went w. the default prices

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on the bright side, most people will never be as retarded as CNT

>>7221235
she expects everyone to fall on their knees worshipping an aggressive trip because of stuff they may or may not have said on anon

>>7221219
Yeah why don't you go back and read what was saying to me then? I am defending myself there.

>>7221230
Yes Alice, I gave you the benefit of the doubt because I thought you were memeing on the fact people have told me to go kill myself. I get it, I get jokes, but it wasn't a joke coming from you now was it?

I am early in my transition and I admit everyone is better than me and I'll never pass. So what's your point? You're not telling me anything new here. I know this because I can see myself in the mirror every morning.

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>>7221243

>>7221233
Like I said I was defending myself there. I have been nice to people as anon plenty of times. More times you have been told you are worth the oxygen you breathe I bet, which is precisely zero.

HOLY SHIT YOU GURLS ARE STILL ARGUING

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>>7221231
I've been treated subhuman all my life. I get it. But from everything I've seen, it's you that starts things with people. You can't expect camaraderie here when you attack people without warning.
And trust me on this one, I'm not pretending to be nice. If I viewed you as a lost cause I wouldn't talk to you. I don't waste my time on worthless people. And I'm not being condescending whatsoever. If you ask anyone who knows me at all, they'll tell you that this is how I am.

>>7221154
we didnt even have sex and you stole my clothes tf

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can i get a bump?

>>7221243
>excuse excuse
you didn't think shit, because it never happened.

If I'm not telling you anything new I'm glad you finally understand you overreacted when people told you to take better photos. Throwing a 4 day shitfit over it is just childish, wouldn't you agree?

>>7221257
stop that right now