help me find my female name?

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a bit about me so you can get a feel of the name that would fit.

currently in closet, just started hormones. attracted to CIS and MTF and intersexed girls.
zero attraction to dudes.

i'm 35 years old. 6'1" and currently way over weight. but working on it.
born blonde and blue, but hair is darkening now.
ethnicity in order of most to least:
german, irish, english & french indian

i'm laid back and usually very serious. i don't want to be the object of desire. i don't want people constantly hitting on me. but i want my future partner to want me. never been girly. but i have my feminine side and it's growing (inwardly)

i'm kind of an asperger's case. i'm not very emotional. i don't catch on to social cues. i don't know how to be socially aware.

i do not feel like being a pure sub, not anyone's slut or bitch.

i only read books that are informative, non-fiction, how-to. (ok, i read dilbert and the occasional other comic strip) i rarely have the time, but i enjoy the more well know DC comics.

tv: smallville, the flash, supergirl, legends of tomorrow, last man on earth, simpsons, family guy, shark tank

anything else, just ask.