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Previous >>7112671
tfw no money for ds3
So am i dying or not
>>7113596
>But it doesn't bother me lol
You just said you wanted to feel things. Rationalize it all you want, but aspd normally comes from trauma.
>tfw no soul
>>7113561
I don't see it
>>7113565
He treats me like a person
>>7113590
>tfw claymore forever shit
>>7113604
No. And stop doing dph you literal retard
>>7113590
>playing RPGs that aren't made by slavs
>>7113615
hugg elann
What are you listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7Seq8Ukb68
>>7113543
So was I, but then I started using this steroid called progynon depot.
You should try it bro!
I've been having some awesome pec gains with it!
>>7113613
I cant even play ds3 really yet, I have a framerate of like 20, the delay is so bad the game wont let me online. My new video card should get here next week....
I love the first dark souls though, its the prettiest video game Ive ever played. All the souls games are beautiful but Dark Souls 1 is beautiful among the beautiful.
>>7113622
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDNcL1VP3rY
because I'm playing it on bass
im bad at pictures today
Ywn belong to Elon Musk.
>>7113630
>that autism face
>>7113631
are they like coupons
>>7113635
Yeah they're chara coupons.
>>7113626
>My new video card should get here next week
>tfw you game on a laptop, so you can't upgrade graphics cards without insane difficulty
Finding the gpu is fucking hard.
>>7113626
I like all of them, even 2, which many say is bad. Only thing with 3 is the character creation, I liked my ds2 character a lot more than my ds3 one
>>7113637
but what do i exchange them for
>>7113610
>I don't see it
Based on the pic you posted? You're a qt.
>>7113639
>"game" as a verb
>playing on a laptop
viper.jpg
>>7113644
rare picture
>>7113615
You dont understand how nice it is.
But i mean yeah I'm stopping. I threw all my benadryl out the other night. I have too much to worry about right now to be dealing with a drug problem.
>>7113647
Did someone say Viper?
>>7113649
im so confused.
i exchange rare chara pics for a rare chara pic.
is this a gun buyback program?
>>7113651
what's he up to now
>>7113639
Do you have an upgradeable gpu in your lappy?
I thought these days they were all bga packages on the mobo
>>7113650
I mean Christ, if you're that dedicated to numbing yourself with over the counter garbage you at least owe it to yourself to be taking DXM or something else less likely to fuck you up.
>>7113620
hugg lauren
Morning, everyone.
>>7113652
Similar.
>>7113656
I'd have to swap out my gtx650m, not sure if I can though
I also don't have a solder remover. Might just pay someone to do it if I ever upgrade.
>>7113662
i dont have rare charas. :(
i cant redeem anything
i only have rare faggot valq's
>>7113622
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j41VK49bZRc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7v9uu08Ii0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XkGJQDXlGzQ
>>7113639
Ick, at that point its better to just buy a console. Trying to play vidya on a labtop is terrible.
>>7113643
Yeah, 3 characters creator was odd. 2 is definitely my least favorite though. Im not sure which game has my favorite looking character, they're all as pretty as I could get them. It enrages me that I cant have hair as pretty as the fire keepers in ds3, games try to keep me from being prettier than their npcs and I don't take it well.
>>7113656
Ive done dph and dxm together before, but im not super into dxm alone.
Dph makes things scary. And i feel really spooked. I forget things. I sleep forever. All of that makes me really comfortable. I also think the shit you say on dph is really funny.
I'm so unsatisfied
>>7113657
What's that thing out side? Is it a bench?
reminder that a transbian life is best life
>>7113675
indeed.
you can even still be a boy if you want
>>7113675
reminder that you are fucking disgusting
>>7113669
>Ick, at that point its better to just buy a console. Trying to play vidya on a labtop is terrible.
It's not too bad if you just want to play RTS games/old 2D RPGs, fugg trying to play anything else on a laptop though
>>7113663
That doesn't sound upgradeable ;_;
Afaik you can't just drop a new chip in
>>7113677
i don't care
>>7113672
Don't do dph.
How r u gogurts
>>7113673
Yeah, it's super tiny though. It used to be on my porch but my mom moved it to under those bushes for some reason. I'm pretty sure it's so short it'd be uncomfortable for anyone to actually sit on.
>>7113684
yes you do you sick freak
>>7113676
>hair
>aesthetic
qtttt
>>7113690
lolll.
maybe for attracting fags
>>7113691
As a bully I feel bullied by that rule.
>>7113689
i love my girlfriend and she loves me
that's all I care about
>>7113680
Lame af
>>7113669
>Trying to play vidya on a labtop is terrible.
I basically used it as a desktop replacement for a while. It worked well, but it's getting old. I'm pretty much a filthy casual now, if even, so I may just get a console if I ever upgrade.
I rarely play anything other than overwatch and hearthstone lol
>>7113694
*pushes you into a puddle*
>>7113671
God damn girl you are a mess
Lay off the drugs for a while and fix yourself
>>7113685
This is what I thought. I thought for awhile they experimented with removable gpu modules but it never took off.
>>7113666
You get 1 rare chara for free.
>>7113695
you only cling to eachother out of desperation because you're unable to interact with normal people, another tranny is all you can get and you know it,
>>7113699
I am currently doing that. I got kicked out of my home and my mother told me she didnt give a shit about me so i was kinda at a low point.
>>7113702
*puts you in a trash can*
>>7113703
i love her though
>>7113702
WHAT KIND OF RARE CHARA DO YOU WANT?
soup
summer is over, I am cold and sick.
>>7113707
youd take a more attractive cis person over her if given the opportunity. admit it.
>>7113694
bullies aren't human beings
>>7113715
no
i love her
art
>>7113714
> soup
> sick
You need more soup then
>>7113714
*gives lots of cuddles* <33333333333 get better soon here is some (You)s! (You)
>>7113679
>>7113669
>Trying to play vidya on a labtop is terrible.
I mean if you have ridiculous amounts of cash it's no problem really. But trying to be economical with it is when it goes out the window.
>>7113696
You're basically in the position I'm moving towards, using a laptop and plugging it in to my monitor and stuff when sitting at my desk because I don't game anymore
>>7113699
Yea I think it had to do with power and thermal envelopes they had to stay withing carefully so anything upgradable needed custom interfaces and strict product control which reduced the efficiency of the systems and made them bigger/clunkier which is not where the market was wanting to head. Most people just get a new laptop anyway of they have the kind of money to be buying gaming ones in the first place.
>>7113717
>tfw not a human being
>>7113711
Yup, although can't say I miss it rly
>>7113705
;_;
Hugg oddish
>>7113718
liar
>>7113727
i love her so much
>>7113719
you are kinda cute tho...
's why i don't talk to you
>>7113728
only out of desperation
>>7113693
D-does this make me a fag then?
>>7113722
speaking of which, I should breakfast D:
>>7113724
(you)s are the best medicine,
not sure if cuddles are wise tho, dont wanna get you sick ;-;
>>7113737
you know it to be true
>>7113736
*lights lavender incense, starts making tomato soup*
>>7113732
pfff. your ego is fine.
cute people are treated like royalty & get up on their high horse of ego.
no sense in trying to talk to them like theyre just a person. they only want bandwagons.
youre pretty, not cute.
>>7113734
i mean, if youre attracted to me, then yah. you fucking no dick having faggot
i talk to myself all day. even as i type this, i mutter
>>7113716
here is your 1 rare chara
>>7113748
...intersexd cunt.
thank youu.. i guess
>>7113739
no i love her so much i need her
>>7113746
*prepares vegetable stock and adds sleeping meds to the mix*
>>7113747
>youre pretty, not cute.
O-oh...
>mfw QHI sends me an email telling me my mones have been shipped and i'll have them within 15 working days
>>7113748
Ohh, was this the one you were talking about earlier?
>>7113747
m8 u wot
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gq9i-YyWces
>>7113747
>youre pretty, not cute.
I'd say more striking than pretty, but it all overlaps. Kinda intense looking and draws your gaze towards them, reminds me of Cara Delevingne
Oooh, a new WoW patch and a teaser for Hearthstone stuff today? Dis gon b good.
>>7113714
I am also sick
with a cold
>>7113714
Hai Phie
>>7113748
your hair looks like a bad version of an 80s rockstar haircut in this, a male rockstars.
>>7113748
>all chara's photos are from the same angle
suspicious
>>7113748
>Them bags
You need to use concealer
Or sleep more.
>>7113747
>valq will never call you cute or prettu
>>7113748
you have like an oblong nose, not thats it not feminine, its just very unappealing. kinda droopy lookin
>>7113769
Black people are never pretty
>>7113770
>you look silly
That's what I've been saying all day!
>>7113752
>adds sleeping meds
w-why
>>7113742
yes pls :3
>>7113746
yes pls :3
>>7113759
synched ;_;
I am sorry
get well soon!
>>7113762
harro
>>7113777
You can do it ^=^
>>7113770
oh yeah I forgot about that! mb. you and Maop were the only two that believed in me from the very beginning <3
>>7113777
checked. y-you too
>>7113774
das recist and rampantly incorrect
>>7113775
nuh,
you look like a fool; giving me compliments
you should really follow the crowd, like the rest of mtfg
>>7113777
within 1 year.
your face fat has a waaays to go but you have good bones for passing
>>7113780
the dirty little secret is i believe in everyone who isnt me.... anyone i give my hon blessing to turns out gorgeous
just look at you and basic..
>>7113778
Leonus#11560
You think you can handle my rank 20 gimmick decks? Ill rek u
>>7113776
>why sleeping meds
You want to suffer through having a cold instead of sleeping through it?
>>7113776
*slices in thin slices of potato, small amount of onion and parsley*
>>7113779
>You can do it ^=^
o-oh!
That's really encouraging actually, thanks!
>>7113785
:p
You're a very pretty girl.
>>7113787
>but you have good bones for passing
*shrug*
Hips might need help...
And my chest is sorta meh...
Oh well.
>>7113787
Blacks look like apes
Apes aren't attractive
>tfw I fixed my bad mood by becoming a bass chic
>>7113787
>like the rest of mtfg
muh snowflake
>>7113788
added you!
>>7113797
Neither is a shit personality, and a lack of self awareness!
>>7113797
whites are apes too
>>7113804
Not seeing anything on my list yet, what's your tag?
>>7113811
*hi-fives Juni*
Tag-team!
>>7113753
""""15""""
>>7113797
the stuff pol says. obviously you have no idea how varied black people look
>inb4 white features meme
>>7113792
your face bones, stupid
its a good scaffolding for the redistribution over this next year.
AND SO THE HON ANCIENT HATH DECLARED
>>7113797
They say you cant polish a turd but they somehow shimmy'd you out of your mother...
>>7113804
youre qt af
but yeh, seriously, you look foolish saying those things
can I have hugs pls
>>7113814
I just realized, if you are US then we can't play because I'm EU. Probably why it's not showing up.
>>7113822
Hugg anon
>>7113822
*hug*
>>7113822
hugg anon
>>7113824
Ah, that sucks. I totally forgot about region.
>>7113753
:O!
Congrats~
>>7113825
do i have cheese in my hair or something,,....
everyone is in on this flashmob shitpost joke, i swear
>>7113822
*Hug*
>>7113811
But white people rarely have ape-like features.
Look up the difference between caucasoid, negroid and Mongoloid skulls
>>7113822
Anons don't get hugs (or huggs)
>>7113822
*hugs*
>>7113833
Am confused?
Did I do something wrong?
>>7113820
Negroid skull
Enough said
S-Should I be worried?
>>7113778
am sick on my non-uni days. it sucks ;-;
>>7113792
I am undecided. if I sleep I miss my off days this week. thats kinda unpleasant as well.
sleeping pills would still be nice for the night though
>>7113849
Servers do have downtime..
>>7113843
I have this heal deck for priest I always love playing with, it rarely works but when I can actually pull off a huge circle of healing to buff my lightwardens and holy champions to huge attack it's so awesome.
>>7113849
No.
>>7113858
>why is it only ppl online find me attractive.
Maybe because you tend to post pictures you're at least semi-happy with on the internet.
Most people look a bit gross after work, especially if they do manual labour and not some sort of sissy white-collar job
>>7113850
awh that sucks! Hope you feel better soon.
>tfw uni in February hype
>>7113855
Ahh yea I know that sort of deck you mean. It's fun but
>priest in 2016
feels bad ;_;
I ended up in this situation where I opened Chillmaw and crafted Ysera and now all my decks are dragon decks. I have also been enjoying res preist though and I have the usual cancer zoolock, midrage shaman and hunter
>>7113858
as a "ppl online" I can't really comment on irl >:
How'd you girls react at this scene? It actually made me cry :(
>>7113858
Orcs can be attractive too. Unless they have the shitty voice that female orcs in WoW have.
>>7113864
Ysera's great, I've had her for forever since I opened a Sylvanas the day before they nerfed her and DE'd it to make Ysera. I ended up getting a golden sylv later too, but I kept that one lol.
>>7113865
it was sad, but it's absolutely nothing compared to one of the endings. One of them made me feel so bad and I was depressed for like a day after. If you've played all different endings you know which one i mean.
>>7113865
;-;
>>7113867
Is it the one where you kill the Firekeeper? owo
>>7113863
>Most people look a bit gross after work
This is what I am blaming my emotions earlier on. I look so gross after shift. My hair gets all messed up and my makeup goes all sweaty and horrible.
>>7113866
Yea she's an awesome card. I was on the fence over her and Thalnos but I am enjoying her a lot so I have no regrets.
>golden Sylv
Wow nice! Only golden legends I ever got were Gormok and captain greenskin lol at least that meant a free legendary of my choice.
>>7113871
*slaps your butt*
>>7113872
i didnt want to spoil, but yes.
They way you cruelly stomp her into the ground while she offers absolutely no resistance...
fuck
>>7113863
tell me about it.
but some pics are taken on my days off.. and im not only outside after work only
>>7113864
:( im a great illusionist
>>7113866
im a wow orc tho.
kek
KEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEK
>>7113871
lol... both of you tho. hahahah
>>7113765
My living situation is really up in the air right now but i think I'll be fine.
>stay in bed all day yesterday
>don't want to go outside
>go for walk
>"hey do you need a lift"
>wtf
>shake head
>"hey do you need a ride??"
>shake head
>"no then? Ok"
>decid to never go outside again
>>7113874
Yeah, it's nice that my golden legendary was actually one that's really good and forever standard, I think I have another golden legend or two but nothing good, I pretty much throw her in every deck that isn't a gimmick deck or super rushy. I usually don't DE my legendaries unless they're boring like Maexna but I really wanted Ysera since I used to play mostly ramp drood. Aside from making gimmick decks I'm pretty much that guy game devs talk about who just likes to play cards with big stats lol
>going to college to get a bachelor's degree so I can enter a teaching credential program and become a schoolteacher
>discussion in class this morning on gender (Lord knows why. It's a class on Pre-Socratic philosophy but the professor likes to insert shit that doesn't relate to the course just to spark discussion)
>the general consensus is absolutely bonkers
>well, I guess I might as well get my money's worth out of college and get into the discussion
>arguing that transsexualism is a medical condition and that gender is not socially constructed, just gender roles
>girl: "That's not a very feminist position to hold."
>me: "That's okay, because I don't really agree with enough feminist theory to identify myself as one, anyways"
>literal collective gasp and silence
>class goes back to talking about Anaximander as if nothing happened
I know this is basically just a formality so I can get my degree and move on to greener pastures, but shit like this makes me feel like I'm wasting my money. I'm not getting a real education, and it's the only college I can afford to go to. Oh well.
>>7113880
They did that in Demon's Souls too tho.
>>7113889
creepy.
>>7113898
i've never owned a console, so i've never played that unfortunately
>>7113882
>im a great illusionist
can you make my boobs look bigger?
>:(
No, no sad!
>>7113891
Yea Sylv is good for that, same with Rag. Any deck that goes late can throw both of them in and any midrange deck can make use of one. they're probably the safest legendary's to craft desu.
Ramp Druid is cool! I tend to enjoy dragon decks, becuase I love the synergy and the BS you can pull of in them with Bran Bronzebeard. Plus I like the tempo swing cards like Book Wyrm and Blackwing Courrptor. I have a priest, paladin and mage dragon deck atm and they're all really fun.
>>7113901
mhmm, they have tape and stuff for cleaavage
>>7113889
What the hell? Do men really do this just to flirt with girls on the street? Or did he think you were a 'tute maybe?
>>7113906
>tute
Huh, that's much cuter than "prozzie".
>mother showed pictures of here study time
>got to see how I kinda could have looked like
Feels bad
>>7113804
I like it.
>mfw i could have looked like my sister if i had transitioned 5 years ago
>>7113901
I've been wanting to make a dragon deck for a while, but they're expensive. I think I only have 1 copy of that good epic taunt one and I don't have chillmaw or any of the legendary dragons besides ysera and nefarian. With BRM rotating out soon I think I'll wait to see what new cards are coming in before I use my dust, I'm also sitting on tons of gold but idk whether to get the rest of khara or wait till whatever this gagetzan expac has in it.
>>7113894
The most important things to learn are how to teach yourself, and where to look up stuff you want to learn.
>>7113889
You should jog. I did mall walking when I lived in Minneapolis. The Mall of America was perfect for that. Pick an off hour time, and walk briskly. It's cool in the summer, and warm in the winter.
I wish I could be happy being a guy
>>7113929
same..
>>7113920
I like what I see, Sertii.
>>7113929
Why be happy being a guy when you can be happy being a cute grill instead?
>>7113920
Are you the one on the left or on the right?
>>7113927
>Guess I'll have to avoid them now.
Wow, rude.
>>7113936
this was 5 years ago, so right, obviously
>>7113719
Dang beepy you keep getting prettier
>>7113941
I'm sure you look pretty left by now :)
>>7113929
But you are doing so well as a girl.
>>7113932
You too.
>>7113939
I also had to give up Emily Haines and Metric.
>>7113920
Why did you quote me?
wolf children is such a sweet movie ; w ;
its a well known fact that transbians are the best lovers
>>7113949
>I also had to give up Emily Haines and Metric.
You might as well give up every 2D RPG
>>7113747
as if i havent suffered as a boy my entire life???? lol. maybe internet trannies call me pretty and dudes on grindr but theres no one in real life willing to call me pretty because they dont want to be seen as gay. dont attack me bc ur unhappy chica.
>>7113954
i cry at the ending all the time
Would you wear this?
https://youtu.be/tAVkoIq0PeQ?t=14m24s
hi im here now
should i even bother taking E the first two weeks? someone said spiro has to do their thing first
>>7113967
*boops basic on the nose*
>>7113969
Hell no
Daily reminder
>>7113969
Probably not, that seems super uncomfortable and cold.
>>7113972
My doc started me on both at the same time.
>>7113920
Shit, nice core
I wish I had a photo of my abs from back when I was a diver...
>>7113974
Lol I didn't have a chance. At 15/16 puberty hit me like a freight train
tfw you love your girlfriend
>>7113969
Oh yeah I know of that girl.
>>7113963
Pls don't. Leave me in my blissful ignorance.
>>7113949
but i still don't look or sound like one..
>>7113967
>I'm just having a rough night
Can anything be done o make it less rough?
Except buying you that classy wine you like so much.
I am always sad and I fuck everything up. I'm not trustworthy. I need help but I am too ashamed. I am overwhelmed by the easiest of obstacles. I let others use me so I can lash out at them later and I hold grudges against them forever. I tell others I can help them when I know I'm lying. I'm so stuck. I had so many chances but I can't handle myself. I live in squalor even though I have hours of downtime every day. Impulses control my life.
>>7113917
>tfw people thought me and my sister were identical twins, and one of us got the wrong chromosome by mistake
>tfw this was true until 5 years ago
Fuck my shit up.
>>7113977
Maybe?
>>7113998
:/
>Tfw nature fucked up hard
>>7113986
>Pls don't. Leave me in my blissful ignorance.
I'm not trans though, so you should be okay.
>>7114000
I bet you look cute<3
Nice trips btw
>>7113995
...
I like you... from what I've interacted with you...
Never dun nothing to me?
>>7113972
I started both at once
>>7114008
Thank you for indulging me.
I also loved Wasteland 2.
>>7113998
>tfw people uses to say my brother and I looked exactly the same
>now they say my sister and I look really alike
hrt does stuff, just takes a while
>>7113990
I've stopped trying to cute bad nights with classy wine
Not really I don't think. Feeling very bad about myself and appearance. And kind of stressing about full time coming up I don't think I can do it.
>>7113989
It's going to take a lot more effort than what you are putting in now pleby. It's the harsh truth.
>>7113966
s-same
>>7113995
i like you and ur really cute
>>7114018
I fucking love Wasteland 2 man, but everyone dicks on it, especially when they compare it to Div:OS or PoE or whatever else came out around that time.
>>7114023
hugg
>>7114015
neutrality is what i strive for. It's the only thing that makes sense to me. It's not ideal but it doesn't involve pain
>>7114025
I'm so fucking disgusting irl. I'm 200 pounds. I have acne everywhere. I don't have proper hygiene habits. I eat fast food every day. I don't work at all to be feminine and I repress more every day.
>>7114004
I wonder sometimes whether or not I'd be playing a soccer on scholarship if I was cis. I had potential apparently as a goalkeeper, but I gave up because I got sucked into depression and dysphoria.
>tfw saving some dosh to buy a pastel suede baseball hat
im trash but atleast im cute trash, and that's what counts
>>7114029
hugggg honna back
>>7114019
>now they say my sister and I look really alike
Such a good feel. I took a pic of me and my sister together about a year ago and was looking at it like "holy shit we have the same face now wat"
>>7114032
Hey, I'm fat with tons of acne too! We can make it though.
>my mom comes into ward
>asks why i told them about her giving me lager
>it seemed entirely relevant to my mental health and actions
>she starts ranting
>ask her to leave
>she tries to guilttrip me
>>7114019
I'm ~5 months in and need a haircut. I think it's gonna be ok for me. If I grow my hair super-long like my sister, maybe people will think we look alike again.
Why can't I change? Am I no longer capable of utilizing my motivations? I'm so apathetic as soon as something negative comes into my life. I abandon every project I've been apart of.
>>7113995
Sounds like you're pretty depressed, but that's nothing unusual for here.
You probably shouldn't be too hard on yourself though. Most of us here are actually kinda shitty people when you break it down.
>>7114027
I don't think I've ever heard anyone rag on Wasteland 2 except the /v/irgins, but then again those losers rag on everything. The game was so well received that they developer just raised almost 3 mil for Wasteland 3.
Divinity had absolutely no story and poE was kind of a by-the-numbers RPG.
Wasteland 2 had giant robotic scorpions and shit. It had the proper post-apocalyptic vibe.
>>7114040
I love you Juniper
>>7114038
You're in a ward now? I love you Carol.
>>7114032
>I eat fast food every day.
>tfw I'm too lazy to clean dishes so I eat frozen waffles with nutella or peanut butter a lot
Mfw a 5'3" cis girl tells me that my 5'9" height is too tall
>>7113969
If I had the body to get away with it, yes. About 20 years ago, for a friend, I embedded 2 32x32 grid arrays of small LEDs in a bra for her. One over each boob. It was then controlled by a set of PIC micro controllers. Each one drove an 8x8 pixel portion of it. We then used a Palm Pilot to tell them what to display.
oh heck my mom said I better get a blood test done because she suspects me having glandular fever.
i hate needles but HRT is constant blood tests too, right? .n.
>>7114046
Pediatric ward
Managed to delay my admission to loony place
But ye, she doesn't see why being drunk/tipsy would be relevant to self harm/attempted suicide
>>7114052
Ye, free food and a dvd player
Plus im in a proper bed now
>>7114040
>Why can't I change?
probably because you have no motivation, but you have no motivation because you do nothing and nothing ever changes, it's a vicious cycle
i mean, the world in general is a pretty scary place, but you know what they say about smooth seas not making good sailors and all that
>>7114060
Yeee!
<3
I wish I could visit...
I miss you already.
>>7114021
hugg basic
>>7114057
>Pediatric ward
That's a psych ward for kids.
I'm surprised they let you use your phone
>>7114057
Yr one of my favorite people
>>7114049
>tfw 6"1
>tfw ok with being a giant woman
Feels good to be an amazonian
can i opt out of wanting to be a grill or is it too late for that
>tfw pretty
>>7114067
Eh, my phones about to die anyway
>>7114057
seriously break out
i can't type right but
please don't stay there
>>7114072
Being pretty is gay
>>7114034
show pic :3
what is your sex desire like, /mtf/? did it drop since transition, and if so by how much?
>>7114044
I can't talk about PoE without getting too autistically angry about what I don't like about it, but Div:OS was breddy fun and I enjoyed it.
I usually don't talk about games outside of /v/, so I guess that's where I get my idea of how people think
>>7114034
Oh pleby you can't change a lot of things about yourself. I still don't think that's an excuse to do absolutely nothing to feel better about yourself.
>>7114021
I am not sure why are you stressing over some arbitrary date that you set up. This whole thing is a work in progress not some sort of binary pass/fail scenario. While a change of scenery is a great thing, you don't have to go full out if you think you are not ready.
>>7114054
Already screencapped
>>7114053
Whoa awesome, i would have no idea how to do any of that stuff
>>7114086
;_;
I just wanna save carol
hi anon
anyone else here love their girlfriend
>>7114089
Yes.
This.
>>7114089
You tried, friend. It's kinda creepy adorable.
>>7114090
Hi :D
>>7114092
>There's nothing wrong with staying in a psych ward lol.
>There's nothing wrong with staying in a psych ward lol.
>There's nothing wrong with staying in a psych ward lol.
>There's nothing wrong with staying in a psych ward lol.
>There's nothing wrong with staying in a psych ward lol.
>There's nothing wrong with staying in a psych ward lol.
>>7114075
>mfw gay ;^)
i wanna get into GNU/Linux but im too much of a dumdum too learn the terminal ;n;
I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THE MEMES TOO, DARNIT
>>7114096
Agony, I like you even more now.
have a pepe
>>7114090
ALWAYS WATCHING
>>7114071
We have a couple of options for ways out of your girl contract
>>7114106
We must protect the snugglepup.
We must protect her and cherish her and cuddle her.
>>7114099
Someone's sick and in a clinic. Nothing wrong with that.
>>7114036
isn't that such an awesome feeling? like, you look like the girl who you share half of your genes with, that's as close to the cis version of you as you can get
I honestly still don't see the similarities between me and my sister tho. never saw them between me and my brother either lol. this is just what other people say. including my grandma who I'm still a boy to.
>>7114039
yeah give it time+efforts and it'll feel great when it happens
>>7114083
I doubt many of them actually play anything.
/v doesn't play games, /fir doesn't lift and /mtfg doesn't... well you get the idea.
All three of them were rather well received but Wasteland 2 had that extra something that kept me glued to the screen.
https://www.fig.co/campaigns/wasteland-3#about
>>7114099
There is nothing wrong with it
There's something wrong with running around knowing you have a problem
>>7114075
B-but I love being pretty. I don't want people to thnk I'm gay tho...
>>7114082
Dropped by a very high degree
>>7114091
I could never be gay, if a girl was good looking enough for me to want to date her Id feel competitive towards her out of my own desire to be the prettier one.
Also a girl will never hold you in their strong arms and make you feel safe.
OMG THIS MUSIC VID IS AMAZING
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Qmwsg2pyEc
>>7114108
i don't want to insinuate anything here, but that is a NICE looking rope.
>>7114107
im glad ur there for me, britainfriend
>>7114069
>tfw 6'5"
>tfw not ok with being a giant
I'm ok with being taller than the average woman, but this shit is ridiculous. ;~;
>>7114116
>Estimated Delivery: Q4 2019
Oh well, at least there's Tides of Numenera coming out next year and probably a new Shadowrun too
>>7114085
But it's not just an arbitrary date really. The only thing that separates me from full time is my job and that's when I leave.
I've already done most of the work. My voice isn't there but it should be by then.
All that's left is to just call myself a girl and that's it.
Why is that so hard? I don't know why I can't just accept that and say that I am a woman.
Instead I fucking walk around looking like a girl, dressing like a girl, acting like a girl, living my life mostly like a girl but not able to say that I am one.
It's not so much a date set for full time it's more a date to accept this.
So what are your plans for obtaining meds in the event of an apocalypse?
>>7114110
>lol I'm a moody woman, dr gimme a pill
>human adversity should be solved with pills and incarceration, it's only right
>>7114111
Of course! I just really don't think a psych ward (which she was trying to avoid) is the right way to protect her.
>>7114112
>>7114117
lmao
nice meme
>historical and modern abuse, neglect, and killings of patients
>human rights abuses
>involuntary aspects condemned by the United Nations
nothing wrong with it e.e
>>7113981
I wonder if my heroin addiction delayed puberty enough that I never really had it? Opiates are supposed to depress hormone production for a long time after you stop taking them. Anyways I got on hormones at 16.5 that first time.
>>7114088
It's quite simple... ;) for me....
>>7114097
>nice areas
The higher class ones do. I knew a couple madams when I lived in NYC. They were in the swingers club.
>>7114128
>control the meds, control the trannies
>>7114125
There, there. You can always play Fallout 4.
>>7114130
>>7114137
Are you in Britain?
>>7114129
History is fucked up. Things change. Don't make people panic about a hospital ffs.
>>7114128
Oh, there's only one solution for not being able to get my meds.
>>7114064
i hate it
i have motivations and dreams
i know what to do
i just dont
>>7114128
Self Castration, surviving that join a warlords harem.
i wasnt like this as a child, it became me when i found out about it when i was twelve on 4chan, anything before that i was given swords and videogames to play with
what happened /mtfg/?
>>7114136
install gentoo
>>7114128
Creating a militia?
>>7114147
Chinese Thought
>>7114136
I'm so ashamed
Still no bingo
>>7114148
Cute doggo
>>7114146
What now?
>>7114139
I could go there...
>>7114140
>historical and modern abuse, neglect, and killings of patients
>and modern
The UN still condemns it, human rights groups still condemn it, and the system's foundation is arbitrary and flawed.
>>7114150
It's really easy to just get a piss jar
>>7114129
I'm trying to reduce the number of diagnoses I have, currently depression, dysphoria, and adhd; looking to switch depression for bipolar or something so I can reduce the number of pills I take. All these fucking side effects suck.
>>7114153
Well if you're flying around the world, you could pick me up on the way. Wouldn't hurt to get backup...
>>7114152
nicely done, jonathan.
>>7114150
Yay~ Neptune is back!
But i already have to go to sleep >_<
>>7114155
Why not just wean yourself off the pills?
ADHD - meme, drop it.
Dysphoria - HRT, ezpz
Depression - SSRIs are placebo cancer, never take those.
Bipolar - This is a gift to be exploited, but I guess it's your right to mentally castrate yourself. Still not worth the risk imo, just go to a shrink who's NOT gonna lock you the fuck up.
good morn
hope at least one nice thing happened to you today
>>7114145
people change
>>7114136
>gentoo
??? I use Debian, and have for well over a decade. Not sure when I switched from Slackware to Debian, but it was back in the later '90s.
Laughed of the self built computer. I first did that back in '82 including wire wrapping the motherboard. I needed a portable computer, so I made one. I even installed AT&T UNIX System V on it. It all fit into a Zero Halliburton briefcase. The screen was lacking, it was only an 8 line x 80 character gas plasma display. It at least ran off batteries.
>>7114157
Thank you.
>>7114149
Oh? What's that like?
>>7114161
i'll take care of her while u rest ;)
>>7114161
Hey :)
Are you drawing these pics or something?
I remembered who you were btw
>>7114166
lol
>>7114169
I want cuddles
>>7114163
I take Ritalin occasionally
I'm on wellbutrin for depression, but it's not doing much about these extreme mood swings. I plan on seeing a psychiatrist, but if my next downswing is bad enough, I'm going to check myself in so I can force them to give me 72 hours to let me out.
>>7114126
The only thing that separates you from going full time is yourself. Do not fool yourself into thinking that there is some cut-off point at which you magically and irreversibly become a girl in the eyes of others. The way you present yourself to others and to a greater extent the way you think of yourself is not a process governed by logic or reason. There is no check list that you have to fill out in order to get certified as a women. Which leads me to another point - you are not a girl Basic. You are a young women making her way in the world.
>>7114164
>hope at least one nice thing happened to you today
>>7114136
I'm too normie I guess
>>7114164
Maeve is a nice girl. A smile for you!
>>7114170
I wish i could draw that well~
They are from a webcomic and i just edit them a bit~
Here is the original:
http://brandontheoutcast.tumblr.com/image/152246877093
>I remembered who you were btw
Yeah i read >>7108892
And I'm like really flustered that you looked through the archives just for me.
Like, i can't even describe how i feel, because i'm really not important at all and you went through all that trouble looking at those old archives just for me? That means so much to me and i'm like so arghh i dunno... I love you >_<
>You weren't always anon were you?
No, but i guess i'm somewhat paranoid that and got scared that people find out too much about me, so i'm semi-Anon now. I mean you can probably tell by the way i write and stuff, but it's not as easy to tell that it's me i guess~
I didn't mean to confuse you, sorry ._.
>>7114156
yayaya if I do I'll bring you ^w^
>>7114164
hugg maeve
Yeah lots of good things happened recently and nothing bad happened today!
How's you?
>>7114178
>hating yourself enough to deprive your future self of liberty
I mean, whatever senpai, your right to fuck yourself over. It'll be your fault if they "lose your papers" and just never let you the fuck out again.
>>7114135
>You can always play Fallout 4.
Not that Anon, but I'd sooner self-immolate than play Fallout 4 again.
>>7114153
What would you do with highly suicidal people who tried it? You get to speak a psychiatrist more often than you ever could outside.
And it's good not to feel alone with what you go through. Actually talking with people - not text based.
>>7114178
Charlotte <3
how are youu
>>7114182
Is there an /lgbt/ or /mtfg/ bingo btw?
>>7114189
I-it has a few redeeming features, at least.
>>7114135
AVE
TRUE TO CEASAR SALAD ('u')7
>>7114189
>playing a bad game
I'm a bit miffed I never received my order from qhi. it was a little over 100$ worth of estrogen and Spiro. idk if customs siezed the package or of my mom lied about never receiving a package and just flushed them
>>7114182
Here i have one for you.
>>7114203
>not having your own p.o. Box
>>7114182
Still more /g/ than me, congrats ^^
>>7114185
Agony is cute and should be treasured tbdesu
>>7114190
I'm not saying you can't check yourself in if you don't want to, I'm just advocating against doing that in carol's and charlotte's cases.
I would encourage those that want to die to not die, and go talk to people. I wouldn't dare to force it on them, because I would rather die than be locked up and dehumanized in a psych ward.
>inb4 not all wards
yes all wards.
>>7114208
this was before I got thrown out
>>7114209
<3 nice anon!
>>7114181
:(
>>7114185
wew sirona smiles are top tier
>>7114186
damn now i want some pizza
and thanks<3
>>7114188
yay i'm glad good things are happening
>How's you?
i'm doing well
not much has happened to influence my mood in any particular way
>>7114203
if it was seized then i think you would've been notified by qhi
>>7114211
You should've had one already before ordering considering how batshit your mom is
>>7114217
>wew sirona smiles are top tier
*doki doki*
WHAT IS THIS??? I THINK I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK
D:
(I think I'm hideous when I smile, it's so awkward and un-natural)
>>7114216
how is lauren the ferret doing
>tfw your civ's hapiness level goes down because the great empire is expanding
frickin' plebs, I tell ya.
>>7114215
<3 agony :3
>>7114216
Beemo a cute
>>7114217
>not much has happened to influence my mood in any particular way
Well you're a cutie and I hope your mood gets better ^^
How's the job hunting, are you still doin' that?
>>7114221
hugg laurr
>>7114225
hugg
>>7114224
You didn't say Bingo! D:
I hope everyone has been voting for Hillary so we get a nuclear apocalypse
anybody want to talk on kik?
>>7114209
Dunno what's happening everywhere but I was in three wards. Worst they're doing is fixating. You do shit and don't calm down don't stop harming yourself or others? You get fixated.
Whats not so nice is being forced to take medication until you talk to your psychiatrist (Never saw or heard about physical forcing my englisch isn't so good obviously). If you don't like your psychiatrist you can switch.
>>7114180
I've been trying to draft a reply to this but I just don't know what to say.
I just don't know. It'll be OK. I'll be OK.
I just need to think
>>7114232
It's not really because Debian, not Gentoo.
>>7114223
Bothered me too, until I realized that political malcontents are more effective and dangerous in larger populations. It makes sense.
>>7114224
>squeak has no social disorder
impressive
>>7114236
If you're locked up against your will, there's no reason that you should be calm. Being pissed is the natural reaction there, and punishing you for that is fucked up.
>chemical restraints are preferable to physical ones
no senpai.
>implying being forced to take medication isn't the worst
Like, has literally anyone ever heard of bodily integrity? Jesus fuck.
>>7114225
slowed down because i should have the money for more hormones anyway (which has me a bit relieved)
might get a job cleaning towels and sheets at the salon my mom works at, which sounds kinda alright ^^
how're things with you?
>>7114220
hehe
iktf with smiling, my smile looks so dorky
but smiles seems like a good way to feminize your face :3
oh... I guess I'm just a loser
>>7114243
Basic, take your time ofc but, in my opinion you can go full time whenever you are ready. Physically you look amazing, it's within your power <3
>>7114243
You don't have to reply. I am about to go to bed after taking Coldrex.
Go for a walk, watch some TV or have a dinner and then go to bed. Sleep the sad away. You'll feel a lot better in the morning.
>>7114217
so I have one more reason to hate that lying cunt.
>>7114233
>if Russia nukes the USA, most of your favourite trips will die in a fiery nuclear holocaust
>>7114170
Ahh i really have to go to bed now >_<
I wish we could have talked some more~
(Well actually i have no idea what to talk about, because i'm boring, but still...)
Good Night again, Neptune~
Sleep well, sweet dreams! (...for whenever you decide to go to bed, maybe we just have opposite sleep cycles or something :S)
zzz
>>7114257
woof
>>7114255
>implying the retaliatory strikes from america won't trigger all out war, everyone nukes each other, dust clouds cause nuclear winter and we all freeze to death.
>>7114246
Oops, should have marked that one. Still no bingo. I don't do proper cable management. I do it by chaos standards.
Am I still welcome here?
>>7114257
How was your datee? I never got ot ask!
>>7114187
Wow that edit was more that I expected it would have been
You could probably draw pretty good if you tried
I felt bad for forgetting you since you remembered little things I've said so I wanted to make sure I didn't disregard that because everyone is important in some way
I get the paranoid part though, a lot of people dont want to accidentally get discovered or have people find out too much especially since this is 4chan.
I recognize you more from the pictures rather than the way you write, buy I can tell you apart now.
<3 anon
>>7114262
I feel like being trans should at least negate one bingo
>>7114262
>had at least 5 sexual partners
I wondered who was pushing up the national average
Should I actually transition or just settle with being an openly feminine tall hairy dude who occasionally wears lipstick (which I haven't started doing in public yet) and speaks at a higher pitch than he used to? I don't think I'll ever pass off as female no matter how many skittles I take...
>>7114256
Good night :)
>>7114253
But you have no one but yourself to blame
>>7114247
Remember, you have to have your own bank account and stuff to buy hormones, so get on that if you can.
That job sounds comfy as fuck, I hope you get it <3
I'm doing alright, some really good things have been happening and making me happy ^w^
>>7114248
>I guess I'm just a loser
Better than being a normie :p
>>7114261
>Oops, should have marked that one.
Aw, I'm sorry :c
>>7114262
>Am I still welcome here?
... why not?
Also cuddle~
>>7114260
>as the nukes fly, fewer and fewer people post in /mtfg/ as cities across the globe get taken out
>everyone says their goodbyes to each other
>internet disconnects
>suddenly you feel an agonising heat, then nothing
>>7114246
I'm a druggie not that worried about medication.
Being fixated was the worst to me.
I dunno. It's better than people killing themselve imo.
>>7114221
good how about human version?
>>7114269
I have to ask... do you ever take nep-naps???
>>7114207
3X bingo...
>>7114262
>Am I still welcome here?
lol yeah...
>>7114265
Still 2X bingo...
>>7114268
Just do it
nihilism
you dont have to be sexy to be comfy
hey friends
>>7114278
I don't nap often
If I did they would be nep-naps yes
nep nap cuddle with everyone is my life goal
>>7114285
Hi Hanna
>>7114288
*naps on your lap*
I want to be bikiniable this spring
>>7114282
Oops, 4X bingo, and parents have been proud of me in the past. Just not now. That would make it 5X...
>>7114274
desu if you are in a city that gets vaporised you are one of the lucky ones
those who get exposed to enough radiation to die rapidly are the next luckiest, those who are left over to wander the wasteland both who were irradiated enough to cause health issues and those who weren't irradiated at all are the least lucky
>>7114259
b-bow wow
>>7114262
it was really great actually! he's kinda short, like only a few inches taller than me at moooost, but he's a really great guy and we had lots of fun.
heavy makeout session outside my door and talking all day every day since. how are you doin? ^_^
>>7114291
I will never know this feel
>>7114268
Transition, dummy. It'll make you feel way better, and you can always repress halfway and call yourself a femboy :p
>>7114275
>I'm a druggie not that worried about medication.
Well the issue is that it's forced on you, not so much that it's medication. If it's totally your choice then there's no issues.
Can you explain what "fixated" was? It sounds like them just focusing on and maybe bullying you, is that right?
Your opinion's not wrong, it's just an opinion. Personally though, I would sooner die than be kidnapped and drugged against my will.
oh my gosh world of ff is too cute im dying
>>7114295
>how are you anon?
Oh shit I posted as Anonymous
Not great honestly but at least I can take it easy today
>>7114299
get srs
>>7114297
How long till you get bored of this guy as well?
>>7114301
World of FF is one of the worst FF games I've ever played.
But you like X and XIII which is pure shit
>>7114292
aww, you're real sweet! ty maeve ^.^
>>7114298
>Froganon! *cuddle~*
hehe~
How's you?
>>7114307
Ya! Rest is nice, enjoy rest!
Morning
>>7114314
>an australian exists near me
>>7114300
Bullying? :o
There wasn't bullying lel
That bed thing with the straps.
>>7114314
Hello did you draw your fanart?
>>7114315
Yankee/Leaf/Pommy/Kiwi detected
>>7114316
Nah not yet
>>7114309
It's not srs that's the problem, it's my body
>>7114305
aw i'm sorry :( just dysphoria stuff or?
>>7114310
idk i mean there's something diff about him. i think because he's shorter than the guys i usually date lol
i actually like him for who he is as a person and that's making me like him more the more i get to know him. so he might stick.
usually i go through that intense lustful honeymoon stage and then get tired of them after it passes but with this it's a slow build.
transbians are the highest level of human, the peak that all others should aspire to
>>7114314
Hi Emi ^w^
>>7114315
rood but cute, saved
>>7114316
Ohhh, yeah that thing.
That's fucked up too, and is also condemned by the UN.
I mean you shouldn't attack random people, but if they're keeping you locked up against your will, hell fucking yes you should fight them!
>>7114321
Aww, thank you~ <3
>>7114235
bump for you habibas
Morning
>>7114330
pooki
>>7114320
I mean, I am going from what I've seen here, you post about how much you like the guy you date and then you're find a different one a few weeks later.
I'll be pleasantly surprised if this lasts.
>>7114330
>a picture stealer exists near me
>>7114330
wooki
>>7114325
I hit my head against the windowsill, didn't want to stop and bit a keeper.
>>7114330
I miss moko
she was the original /mtfg/ tomoko poster
>tfw someone goes through your checkout with two of every candy from the bulk section and no codes
If I'm pretty and pass am I still fucked if I want to find a man to settle down and adopt with?
>>7114341
>ywn go through elannas checkout with a fuggload of phallic food and lube
WTF!!!!!!!!!!
Walgreens is out of my injectable estrogen. I now have to go back to my tablets.
FML UP SENPAI
>>7114301
I misread that as "oFF," which is twhat I'm focused on beating at the moment
>>7114341
Were they chubby?
>>7114343
i wanna adopt once i get a stable income
but bf doesnt like kids :/
>>7114341
Banana! :D
Did he get one? :o
>>7114343
god I hope not. I am holding out for adoption because I really want to be a mum
>>7114351
People change their minds about this as time goes, you're still young.
>>7114349
I swear that was a typo
>>7114337
Why were you hitting your head? :o
You were kinda damaging their windowsill there, you shouldn't do that.
Did the keeper manhandle you to make you bite him, or did you just randomly decide to bite him?
>>7114340
>Better than earlier
Good to hear! ^w^
>How're you?
I'm doing pretty ok, feeling weirdly masculine though which is starting to make me want to kill myself :p
>>7114348
Just go to a different pharmacy!
>>7114355
>last image
>>7114349
>I misread that as "oFF," which is twhat I'm focused on beating at the moment
excuse me, but christians and young children browse this thread
>>7114360
I can't
I just called cvs and a few others.
They are all having a shortage of the estrodial vials
>>7114368
It's more kid friendly than that OTHER game that involves a batter, you silly old bear.
>>7114360
Tried to stop thinking about things.
He pulled me away not badly rough but I didn't want that.
if one of you lazy shits could stop sucking dicks for like 10 seconds and make a new thread, that'd be pretty nice
>>7114397
Do it yourself if you want to post pictures....
>>7114403
woops
hopefully everyone's already left and i've been saved the embarrassment