> be a girl
> somewhere in the bi/pan spectrum
> don't like sex much
> have a thing for heavier women
> have a roommate
> great personality, funny, good friend
> she's extremely Rubenesque
I'm not romantically interest in her (and she's made it clear that she's straight), but I keep finding myself staring/grinning stupidly at her and keep finding reasons to get close to her (tickling, teasing her, etc). As attracted as I am to her, the idea of doing anything sexual with her actually repulses me, but I've almost planted a kiss on her out of impulse. I think it's kind of gross, and I'm afraid of weirding her out and messing up our friendship.
How can I stop?
>Rubenesque
wew
>>7101136
You're a great help.
>>7103524
You're asking for help on 4chan, what did you expect...
>>7101091
>Rubenesque
>>7103529
(Why does this board exist?)
But good point.
>>7103534
*she's a little plump and nicely shaped
Better anon?
>>7101091
>I want to do this thing
>but let me make it clear that i actually don't want to do it
>but i really do
Ahh yes, the female gender
>>7104587
wanting to be huggy and wanting to date aren't inherently inclusive. I don't want to have a relationship with her - I want to be (excessively) close to her, and I'm scared of freaking her out because of that. bodily, she's my type, character, not really, and it wouldn't work regardless. it's bothering me -because- it's conflicting.
i know I'm digging a hole, but christ. you guys.
Thanks a bunch.