/mtfg/ _Transwoman_General

first for i <3 Kat, Juniper and Sirona

did you guys know that there are still people out there playing half-life deathmath?

>>7081221
There are probably still people who unironically play Wasteland, but I imagine they're mostly semi-retired civil servants in the former Soviet bloc.

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uwu

>>7081219
Can someone please explain that meme? I really don't get it.

>>7081230
You said you mostly trained resonance. How do you train resonance?

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>>7081230

hello!

you are all very welcome to join this thread

>>>/int/66321044

come~ :3

/cm/ looks pretty cool

>>7081235
>UWU has a life path of 2. UWU means: With a Life Path 2, your numbers are (11/2, 20/2). Two is the symbol of duality and love. It represents equality, balance and is considered as the most feminine among all numbers and is second in command after masculine 1. It portrays partnership, the coming together of like minds and ideal. Although it is flexible and patient, it is unnoticed and operates from the shadows. Number two coveys the meaning of union, division, dependence, conflict or verification of facts. Number two also covey comparism and contrast. Two is the smallest and first prime numbers and the only even prime number because it has many divisions. Negative attributes of number two. It is believed that two had the power to bring firth evil – by Pythagoreans. It is weak will, indecisive, stagnant. 11 Represents equality, it is the light of all numbers, filled with love of peace, gentleness, possesses qualities f intuition, honesty, sensitivity. In numerology eleven, is considered as the master number, extremely creative, energized and inspirational. It further explains number eleven as a number of trials, test and treachery. From the biblical point of view, number eleven symbolize disorder and judgment – irresponsibility of breaking the law. In England eleven appears in the decoration of Easter cakes using almond paste decorations representing the twelve disciples excluding Judas Iscariot. Twenty is twice ten and means a complete waiting period. For the Mayas, it represents God’s order. According to R. Allendy and J Boelime, it places the world into two antagonistic poles, material world opposed by the spiritual world.

Balt

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>>7081235
Instead of trying to make your voice higher, instead focus on trying to make it smaller. Some people do that thing where they swallow and hold their trachea higher in the throat. I certainly did that a little, but it wasn't the primary means by which I trained my voice, I more did it to get a sense of where it sat in my throat.

I instead tried to shape the sound and bring it forward towards the mouth, and I found doing this actually did the same thing to my trachea.

I don't know how well this works for everyone else, I never had a lot of chest resonance in my voice.

>>7081258
Hi Balts ^^

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>>7081210
Good evening, everybody.

Let's move away from the serious and somewhat upsetting topics for today and focus on something a little bit different: happiness and relaxation.

If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?

What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax? Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?

What brings you happiness? And I refer less to the kind of happiness that comes from carnal pleasures like as food or sex, but more the kind that makes you feel content and peaceful on the inside. What makes you feel like everything is actually going to be okay? What makes you feel that maybe life isn't so bad after all?

>>7081246
this is how a useful answer looks like >>7081260
Thank you so much :3

>>7081260
How can I tell if my voice passes irl or if people are jus thing nice?

Fuck, i dont want to be mean to late transitioners/well meaning hons, but the hon that posted in passgen that looks like a clown triggered my dysphoria HARD. I want to kill myself holy shit.

>>7081241
Kill yourself.

>>7081263
Hi, asuza

>>7081265
I'm still halfway in the closet. parents know and that's it. Everyone keeps pressuring me to go to my university LGBT centre but I'm too scared to be out publicly. Je suis Kayla.
>>7081269
Link

>>7081267
Use voice in a game with a toxic community. If you can hear the blood in their heads heading towards their penis your voice passes.

>>7081265
> If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?
Less. I feel pretty great desu.
> What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax? Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?
Take drugs or go to bed. Cuddes would surely help too but nobody to cuddle ;~;
> What brings you happiness?
Cuddles, talking to people I like, being helpful to them. Everything that goes into the direction of merging with another person like I described yesterday :P

>>7081265
Quick answers because i need to get back to work

Less stressed

I cant think of something. It used to be maybe playing vidya with friends or watching anime but that doesnt help anymore

I feel happy if i can somehow imagine myself looking decent post transition.

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my day has been pretty good
i didnt spiral out of controll
yay

>>7081281
Sorry im phoneposting, kinda hard.

Just scroll toward the end, youll know her when you see her. She says "sweety" a lot. Might not be trolling

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zw7p-YO1hs
elton john

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>>7081267
[spoiler]people aren't that nice, if your voice doesn't pass you'll know it[/spoiler]

>>7081266
No worries ^^

>>7081265
>If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?
Less, although right now "in the closet" refers to something else given I've been living full-time as a woman for more than 6 years. It was a relief telling people, and most of all it meant that I could start transitioning. Nowadays I basically only tell people that I'm really close to or dating that I'm trans.
>What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax? Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?
Vidya, programming, biking, partying. I wish I were able to do more biking right now but work is kind of getting in the way. Also, I moved recently and there's like no raves here and that kind of makes me sad.
>What brings you happiness? And I refer less to the kind of happiness that comes from carnal pleasures like as food or sex, but more the kind that makes you feel content and peaceful on the inside. What makes you feel like everything is actually going to be okay? What makes you feel that maybe life isn't so bad after all?
Being held tightly by someone I care about. Building and fixing things. Somehow making someone else happy. Being in love.

>>7081272
ok....
>lol, no

>>7081267
They will visibly cringe, look very confused or apologize for calling you a girl if it doesn't pass.

>all these walls of text
I'll come back later
My eyes are tired

>>7081281
>Link
>>7081096

>>7081265
>If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?
I might not be able to answer this properly but I'm in the closet in work, and out in pretty much every other way. those parts of my life don't overlap so it's kind of easy. I'll be quitting in a couple of months and then officially full time. I say officially because outside of work, everyone knows me as a girl, present female etc.
It got harder and harder to be closeted as time went on, I'm definitely happier now, though that might be because since I pretty much pass, I don't worry as much

>What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax? Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?
Being with my fiancee, hanging out with friends, playing music, sitting in coffee shops people watching.
I wish I could enjoy playing music live more, I've built up a lot of anxiety about it from having people stare at me in my in between stage.I gig a lot now and it's tough to shake.
I also with I could spend more time with my brother in laws family. We've gotten really close since I came out and I miss all of them a lot.

>What brings you happiness?
My fiancee, looking after people, transitioning.

>>7081265
>What makes you feel like everything is actually going to be okay? What makes you feel that maybe life isn't so bad after all?
Lately is the fact that even when I'm in work presenting male, I still get gendered female consistently. I'm starting to get happier with how I look. And being less than a year on hrt I'm pretty optimistic about the future.

>wearing crocs
>just had a hot flash because doc forgot to send my estrogen prescription to the pharmacy so I'm a few days short
>sitting in my kitchen that smells like shit because my dog shit multiple times in it and then smeared it around trying to eat it
>getting drunk at 11AM
>trying to clean shit off my cats paws and he knocked a beer all over my lap.

This is some self-actualization shit. It's moments like these that sum up and represent my whole shitty life

/pol/ here.

Who wants to get the male hate-fucked out of them?

>>7081323
You.
Bend over.

>>7081323
is it you?

>>7081306
not trues

such places ppl are nice or they polite, they need to because of certain workspace rules and manner

you will never be sure you will pass, some times ppl look your clothes or something else
but I am intended to understand it as clocking.
self esteem is the key

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>>7081281
>I'm still halfway in the closet. parents know and that's it.
Do you think you would feel less stressed if you came out, or would that only add to life's difficulties at present?

>>7081288
So, in essence, what makes you feel happy is being close to another person (or people)? Not only physically, but also getting to know them and understanding them - that sort of thing? That makes sense, given what you told me yesterday. Is it important for you to feel useful and needed?

>>7081295
>I feel happy if i can somehow imagine myself looking decent post transition.
So, for you, the thing that would bring you most happiness is becoming the person you want to be, physically?

A lot of people tend to lose interest in things like anime and video games as they get older, in favourite of hobbies that they feel leads to more personal development and engagement with the wider world. If you feel like it's "too hard to work up the energy" to engage in those sorts of activities, it can be a sign of depression or a depressive disorder though.

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>>7081323
i like guys

>>7081288
hmmm I don't really play games..
Maybe I should join cislesgens discord lol

>>7081306
I was out last night and the waiter didn't look at me weird or anything but idk if he was being progressing.
Also those guys from the other night didn't stop hitting on me after. One kind of grabbed my arm and pulled me back after my friend was rescuing me which was weird.

Just when I record it and listen to it I know it doesn't pass, and others I've sent clips to said it doesn't either.
Can it pass irl but not on recording?

Tfw transitioning made you into a fem boy

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>>7081265
>If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?
Depends on a day to day rating I'd say I'm less stressed since starting hrt and telling my friends about my trans status, on the other hand being around my family is much more stressful because they are unaccepting towards me

>What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax?
I'll just listen to some music, take a bath, maybe play a videogame

>Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?
Hmmm well I wish I could present more femininly around my family but other than that I don't feel to restricted in life (minus things caused by my own lack of money or talents)

>What brings you happiness?
Being with my friends and being treated like a girl around them.

>>7081335
Thats more than most of the abominations here could have hoped for. Be thankful.

>>7081317
You're one to talk about wall of texts~

>>7081265
>If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?
I can talk to my friends about it, feel ok wearing slightly more feminine clothing (v-necks and no more anxiety about bra straps showing), and actually work on my voice a little over vidya comms
>What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax? Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?
I play vidya. I wish I could do more lewd stuff without prep (you know what I mean), but I can't.
>What brings you happiness? And I refer less to the kind of happiness that comes from carnal pleasures like as food or sex, but more the kind that makes you feel content and peaceful on the inside. What makes you feel like everything is actually going to be okay? What makes you feel that maybe life isn't so bad after all?
When people genuinely mistake me for a girl. When my parents actually seem like they might approve. When someone I come out to is surprisingly supportive.

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>>7081327
Your coworkers and classmates are under an obligation to be polite to you.

The general public is under no obligation to be polite to you, and if you're nonpassing you'll definitely know it when you do something like ride the bus, go to a club/bar, or the like.

>>7081333
>Can it pass irl but not on recording?
Actually, yes.
Irl you have other things working in your favor such as your mannerisms, appearance, and clothing, which can make you pass despite a slightly nonpassing voice.

When you send a voice clip, you're a disembodied voice, and it's very much front and centre. It's the same reason why people can not pass in photos but otherwise pass irl. The reverse can be true, and people can pass in photos but not pass irl.

>>7081335
Iktf.

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>>7081265
>Good evening, everybody.
Good morning Anon
>If you're "out", do you feel more or less stressed compared now compared to when you were in the closet?
Still mostly in the closet, only my parents, gf, all 1 of my friends, and my therapist know.
>What do you do to help yourselves de-stress and relax? Is there anything you wish you could do, but are currently unable to?
I like to draw a lot. Sometimes I like to play vidya but I don't do that as often as I used to.
>What brings you happiness? And I refer less to the kind of happiness that comes from carnal pleasures like as food or sex, but more the kind that makes you feel content and peaceful on the inside. What makes you feel like everything is actually going to be okay? What makes you feel that maybe life isn't so bad after all?
My best friend is my rock, I'd have long since committed an hero without them. They're really encouraging.

>>7081330
>So, for you, the thing that would bring you most happiness is becoming the person you want to be, physically?

I think elanna pointed this out yesterday, transitioning becomes kind of an obsession after a while so it figures. I definitely do feel like i can do anything i want if this works out. Not in the sense of achieving something, but that i will be free from a large weight on my shoulders.

And yeah idk, it has become harder to work up the motivation to work at my courses, but im not sure if this is because they have become a lot harder in combination with SAD (im not used to not being in the sun a day), or if im actually depressed. Its probably a mix of both.

>>7081345
dunno
I live in London we apologise from trees here.

>>7081352
>Not in the sense of achieving something, but that i will be free from a large weight on my shoulders.
I know this feeling pretty well.
Depression and sleep deprivation have made it hard for me to push through my courses, and everything including my easy classes are currently an uphill struggle.

>>7081345
I guess a lot of it is just throwing enough cues at people so they don't question something's that's off. I've known a few girls with deeper voices than my girl one. And I think my resonance is somewhat ok.
Maybe I should just skype the people I'm asking for advice from and see what they say then?
Because I think my appearance, presentation, mannerisms are pretty ok

>>7081330
Pretty much. I'm really paranoid and distrustful due to some bad experiences in childhood with "friends".
To have someone I actually can trust is the most beautiful thing for me.
> Not only physically
physically is only the cherry on top
> Is it important for you to feel useful and needed?
Yes, because if someone is unlucky enough to get into a close relationship with me I become completely dependent on that person.
If I feel like I am replaceable I become unhappy to a point where I fall into deep sucidal depression because I fear being dumped.

So tonight I'm going to try to fug a tranny. "She" is a friend of a friend of mine. Apparently they've been friends since they were young but she started transitioning with pills and stuff a couple years ago. Anyway tonight I'm going over to his place to stay the night and we're going to sneak out and go into one of the construction houses in his neighborhood and drink/bake. We did this a couple weeks ago and she was there and after we got drunk she jokingly let me feel her "tits" and I wanted to just ram my dick down her throat. So tonight I'm gonna do it. But my question is I dont really want anything to do with her uhh "unit" ya know? Like I dont even want to see it desu. thats not going to be a problem yea? Like she isnt going to make me suck her or jerk it right?

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>>7081306
>Less, although right now "in the closet" refers to something else given I've been living full-time as a woman for more than 6 years.
That's interesting. Do you pass pretty much all the time? Just for clarity's sake, it's not as if the situation has "flipped" and that you now feel as if you're hiding something else from other people, right?

Also, are you a programmer by trade?

>>7081319
What instrument(s) do you play? Do you sing too? You should play music for people in the thread sometimes, I bet people would enjoy that.

>>7081338
>I'll just listen to some music, take a bath, maybe play a videogame
Do you find it easier to de-stress when you're alone then, or is just a coincidence that these activities are (usually) solitary? Do you feel as if you're happier around your friends, but at the same time, you get rid of your stress better when you're by yourself, or is that an inaccurate thing to say? I have may run too far with my assumptions.

>>7081364
>Like she isnt going to make me suck her or jerk it right
Odds are, she hates it as much as you do.

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>>7081364
>Tranny
>"She"
>"Tits"

it feel so good to eat instant ramen.
it's been a while

>>7081372
What kind of instant ramen?

>>7081364
Gross but no. I feel sorry for her if she hates herself enough to do lewd stuff with you.

>>7081372
maruchan.
beef flavor.
i'm gonna miss nissin, but it has potassium

Put a lot of thought into this but tonight is the night to end my existence

>>7081368
cool. thanks

>>7081378
mislink >>7081375

>>7081367
I'm pretty introverted so I can get overwhelmed by being around people for too long so I find being alone helps me destress best though sometimes it does help me to talk to someone about whatever is bothering me

i wish i could sing :<

>>7081384
I wish I could pass/look female

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>>7081378
>>7081381

Cypro or Spiro? I can't pick between liver damage and depresson

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>>7081357
>we apologize from trees
What did she mean by this?

>>7081367
So far as I can tell, I don't have a lot of trouble passing and pass the vast majority of the time.
In this case, the closet now refers to hiding the fact that I'm trans from people. Most of the time I don't think it actually matters all that much, not everyone has to know. However, I'm not comfortable hiding that information from people that I'm intimate with.
I guess in that sense, I'm partially closeted these days.

I'm not currently a programmer by trade, I'm retraining in the hopes of being a programmer someday though.

>>7081360
Yes, that's pretty much entirely how passing works. I have a deeper voice, but it doesn't generally make people question my gender unless I'm on a phone with them and they don't already know me.
Video chats are your best bet short of just going outside really.

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>>7081364
For real, if any dude is at that point and is intimidated by a penis, they need to get over that shit. If a girl is okay with you touching her, you make out with that dick and give her all the pleasure possible. Kiss it, nuzzle it with your nose, tongue in under the foreskin if she has any. Please her.

Otherwise, from what I've heard trans girls really love having their nipples played with. Some really like being sucked on.

So suck on those titties like you're roleplaying Ninja Scroll, I guess.

>>7081367
Mainly guitar, I've been playing about 12 years, but mess around with a lot of other instruments. Yeah I sing too, in one band, the others are just playing. It's weird sort of chanelling a masc energy nowadays. I look and feel very confused.
I'm very, very self concious about my music, only a couple of friends I have online have heard any. I'll most likely never post any in these threads, because idk insulting that would actually hurt

>>7081330
Depends how much abuse I get for it

>>7081391
Cypro because it doesnt make you pee all the time and the depression is a meme.

>>7081318
wew that has got to be a troll

>>7081391
Sounds like you have little difficulty picking, considering those are both things cypro is known for, not spiro.

Fuck everything
You'll never know what it's like to be hideous

>>7081391
Cypro

>>7081409
Oh, gee, I didn't do my homework thoroughly then ;-;
>>7081402
>>7081412
Thank.

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is this what progress feels like?

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>>7081343
>I can talk to my friends about it, feel ok wearing slightly more feminine clothing (v-necks and no more anxiety about bra straps showing), and actually work on my voice a little over vidya comms
Do you ever sometimes pretend to be a girl when playing video games in the hope that people will "accept" (i.e. recognise) you as a girl? Do you sometimes manage to convince people over voice chat that you're female?

>>7081349
What do you like to draw? Do you ever post pictures of things you draw on here, or do you keep your artwork separate from this place?

>>7081352
I hear SAD hits people from sunnier climes a lot harder when they're living in countries that don't get a lot of sun, compared to the natives. I like the cold weather though, it makes everything seem so much cosier.

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>standing in line to get blood drawn for 12 month e/t screen
>woman in front of me can't find her insurance card
>gestures at me
>"let her go ahead while I find my card"
Also, all my friends were super interested in my bruises from my date last night because biting is an integral part of cuddling

>>7081411
>You'll never know what it's like to be hideous
Friendo, I could never even begin to pass even if I tried. I have a long New England face and a jaw so wide it unhinges itself when I get angry.

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spiro isn't so bad

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>tfw no (you)s

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>>7081414
Idk, that said I'd say cypro.
Just know what you're getting into. It's unlikely to cause liver damage at the doses given to MtFs, but it can do really weird things to your mood and personality if you're unlucky.

>>7081420
>tfw progress feels like sharp stabbing needles of pain

>>7081429
Hi kayla.

>>7081421
>Do you ever sometimes pretend to be a girl when playing video games in the hope that people will "accept" (i.e. recognise) you as a girl?
Like 90% of the time, if not more.
>Do you sometimes manage to convince people over voice chat that you're female?
People generally don't call me a guy, but I also don't get "oh wow, it's a grill" very much either. I'll occasionally get called a shemale or something.

>>7081424
The shitty part? I've been that way since around 15. Puberty hit me so hard I have stretch marks from being physically stretched beyond my ability to keep up. And I was being dosed with meds at the time that additionally killed my metabolism. And I've never been able to fix the damage it did or burn certain fat pockets that established themselves during that time.

My body and mind were destroyed by psychiatric frauds.

Give me one good reason not to hang myself?

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>>7081421
>What do you like to draw? Do you ever post pictures of things you draw on here, or do you keep your artwork separate from this place?
I highly doubt that anyone who knows me irl would come here and recognize my art so I don't mind posting. I mainly do abstract these days. I usually do pen on paper but I like to touch it up in image editing software.

>>7081430
>tfw progress feels like sharp stabbing needles of pain
call me a sadist but I enjoy electro, its like every zap is another micrometer towards being the real me

>>7081432
uh... hi

>>7081439
Just be a real girl.

>>7081421
Greece (sunny 24/7 all year round) to the Netherlands (literally what is sun? Pretty much a meme over here)

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ahh the feel of washing out a hair mask is n i c e

>>7081444
Shit forgot my trip

>>7081429
(您)

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>>7081446
How are youuuuuuuu :3

>>7081430
wait, i thought everyone was saying that spiro causes liver damage.
i wouldn't know anything about cypro, but i've dealt w/ a few tiny personality changes

>>7081441
Rope costs money

>>7081453
(妳)

>>7081454
tired, came off an eleven hour shift, have to drive out to electrolysis and then come back then to go to work again for 8 hours.

>>7081429
Do (You), (You), feel like I do?

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>>7081423
Me BTW

>>7081447
Lose my number.

>>7081392
Huh
So I might actually pass. I don't mind if I didn't on the phone.
Well since you and a few other people pointed out that I was fulltime without knowing it, I've steered into the skid and and actively try to girl when I'm out so so far no one has looked at me weird even if they've heard me having a conversation or while talking directly at them.

>>7081441
Kittens are yawning right now

>>7081464
nice and niiiicccceeee

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>>7081462
Enjoying that freedom huh?

>>7081458
That isn't a reason

>>7081468
I hate cats

>>7081471
not one bit, this isn't freedom at all

>naps that make you feel worse than before you went to sleep
>just trans things

How's /mtfg/ tonight?

>>7081394
basic! <3 you play guitar?! That's awesome! I also play but by the sounds of things you are more dedicated than I am, need to get back on that really.

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>>7081361
>Yes, because if someone is unlucky enough to get into a close relationship with me I become completely dependent on that person.
On the surface, it sounds pretty cute, but you should be careful that it doesn't lead you down the path of self-destructive behaviour, anon. It sounds like it'd be very easy for other people to take advantage of you.

>>7081383
All but the most exceptionally introverted people need someone to vent to sometimes. I'm glad you have friends there for you.

>>7081394
That's fair enough, I wasn't trying to goad you into anything. Sometimes people feel better when their creative hobbies with others, but some places are better than others, especially if you're hyper-sensitive towards criticism.

>>7081392
It's strange to think how "closeted" has kinda become the opposite of what it was before - not that necessarily go around thinking of it like, just how the situation is inverted. I suppose that's just one of those things that comes with being trans though, even if you pass and go 100% full woman.

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>>7081462
Aww hope it goes well for you ok? ^=^

>>7081465
Why you're my friend? :(

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>>7081455
Spiro has no significant effect on the liver.
It's a potassium sparing diuretic and it potentially can strain your kidneys and throw off your electrolyte balance.

You know nothing of the personality changes that can come about as a result of cypro though. It completely changed how I coped with stress, and made me prone to things like panic attacks and emotional outbursts. Psycho bitch is not an understatement.
If you're one of the unlucky ones that cypro affects in this way, spiro is definitely the better option.

>>7081468
Congrats on passing, it sounds like you're basically there. I do legitimately feel that you were basically already fulltime and passing so all it takes is a bit more of a push to effectively be officially fulltime.

>>7081455
At high doses cypro fucks up the liver relatively quickly. MTFs only take high doses if they're both functionally retarded and self medding. It's more an issue if you're trying to combat prostate cancer with 100mg+ a day. For HRT cypro is most common around the 25mg dosing.

At low doses cypro messes with the adrenal gland and depresses cortisol, as well as nukes testosterone. Some combination of those will often manifest in depression and less often also give you an inability to deal with stress and a hair trigger on rage and crying fits.

I didn't have much in the way of extra depression that I noticed, but I would break down from the smallest stresses. I would never suggest someone start on cypro because if you get the bad side effects I don't know how someone would cope with the already difficult first couple years of transition.

>>7081468
Kind of don't want my parents to see but they're on my neck

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>>7081450
Too much sun is bad for you, Sertii.

It'll give you heat stroke and skin cancer.

>>7081455
Liver damage from spiro is more of an issue when used at 300-400mg a day. Most people kill their T at 200mg a day or less. Potassium retention and dehydration are much more of an issue with Spiro.

With Cypro, liver damage was seen in patients taking it at cancer treatment doses which are much higher than 50mg a day.

>>7081461
(voscia)

>>7081481
Fuck off.

>>7081481
I hope so, its going to be a fucking monster of a drive

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>>7081491
>tfw living on the edge between green & blue

>>7081498
Same

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>>7081479
Pretty much yes
I'm also of the opinion that stealth is effectively trading one closet for another. People are certainly allowed to make that choice, but I do think people should call a spade a spade.

>>7081491
>3500+
kill my senpai

>>7081494
Why are you mean to me so much :(

>>7081497
Drive safely i know how long drives can be.

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>>7081421
The one in >>7081444 is a little older, I was just working on this one yesterday.
I'm not always able to draw, but when I can it's really good at reducing my stress

hi im here now

pls be my friend

>>7081497
If you feel sleepy, snack on some nuts or similar. Just eat a few every few minutes. I used to use plain Cheerios cereal because it is so low in calories.

>>7081502
wear sunblock all the time.

>>7081500
Arent the personality changes due to vit b12 deficiency? You kinda scared me

>>7081491
>that tiny part of hte UK that's a bit sunnier than the rest
Feels good to be comfy.

>>7081513
I'll be ur friend bby

>>7081522
Nope.
B12 injections didn't do anything for me while I was on cypro.

>>7081513
hi nim

well, i think i ought to get going to campus.
i have exciting classes today.
WE'RE GOING TO SOLDER TOGETHER A THERAMIN.
later

>>7081503
<3 Chara
>>7081513
We are friends, silly
<3 <3 <3

>>7081515
>snack on some nuts
but I don't have a bf :(

>>7081516
naw, why do you think I got a night job? I haven't seen the sun in a week and I rarely see it because sleeping during day and I blacked out all my windows

>>7081504
>>7081444
I like the pretty patterns.

I like to doodle random patterns sometimes too, with music in the background. There's something strangely relaxing about those sorts of mindless activities where you can just let your thoughts wander for a bit.

>>7081530
>tfw our first practical assignment was drilling holes in a piece of metal.

>>7081534
>I like the pretty patterns.
Thanks Anon!

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>>7081522
No
The personality changes are probably due to depression of the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis through its effects on cortisol levels and receptor activation.
Cortisol is the body's stress hormone, nuking it can do some weird shit, and in severe cases (not likely to be seen at doses given to MtFs) it can mimic the symptoms of Addison's disease

>>7081532
Hi caroline <3

>>7081479
I know. That's why I generally don't get close to people anymore. Unless very special exceptions :3

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>>7081534
>tfw relax by doing maths

give me liberty or give me ______

>>7081551
Emi

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>>7081548
>tfw two intelligent to be good at maths

>>7081543
>depression of the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis through its effects on cortisol levels and receptor activation
wtf are trannys cyborgs

>>7081544
^_^
>>7081551
penis

>>7081551
Enslavement where I can find actual happiness.

I told my bf to leave me and to forget about me for good

>>7081551
Money. Lots of it. Now.

>>7081551
crumpets

>>7081563
You live in a castle in the middle of France...

>>7081562
why

>>7081306
>]people aren't that nice, if your voice doesn't pass you'll know it
wohwohwoha, idk about that...

>>7081562
why did you do this anon?
how are you?

>>7081568
I don't live in a castle. I have a couple friends who do. My house may be thick stone and a couple centuries old but it's just that, a house.

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>>7081568
https://youtu.be/rJxf9Fcblxg
One day I will be in the armed forces liberating your native homeland Shakira, where were you from now again.
And where da foreign widows at.

>>7081551
cummies

>>7081545
Just be sure to give a very firm no if your boyfriend ever tries to strongarm you into trafficking drugs into a foreign country or act as a getaway driver for a bank heist.

No one who likes you would ever ask you to do such a thing.

>>7081573
>>7081578
Because I don't want him to find my body

>>7081551
Crippling depression

>>7081579
>tfw live in a 80s build
>>7081580
Jamaica
Umm we've been independent since 1962...

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>tfw you will get killed in the future race war because hormones made you weak

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>>7081558
Nah, we're not even human, we're just machines fueled by estrogen and cock

>>7081583
>or act as a getaway driver for a bank heist
Would be really stupid. As a tranny I am perfect to be the speaking person at a heist. When I'm disguised I use boyvoice and when I get interrogated girlvoice. They'll never make the connection.

>>7081586
you know i wasss thinking of doing this a few months ago
just please keep pushing forward
let you bf help you to feel better

>>7081595
>Jamaica
Jamaica needs some law and order, fucking gangs shooting each other every day over weed. I oughta be patrolling the streets there and making sure all the girls got a license for those asses, could be concealed weapons for all I know, gonna have to make thorough pat-downs.

>>7081601
I'm tired of pushing forward
I'm tired of having people try help me when they know they can't

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Reminder that if you listen to girly music you are agp

https://youtu.be/tr8C2w5QeOo

>>7081606
if you kill yourself how will you be able to bring constant misery to everyone who knows you going forward?

>>7081609
Is this girly?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NSnsK_cY74

>>7081606
anon it can all get better
you need to belive that it will get better

>>7081609
Is this girly?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPDSiL1nH0k&list=FLWzjvIs13pTks30HyD19huQ&index=171

>>7081478
Hi lissy! Oh awesome! How long have you been playing for? What do you play?
Haha yeah being a musician has kind of been an important thing for me since I was young. I'm in a few bands rn, luckily the summer rush of gigs is over p much.

>>7081479
I'm not hyper sensitive towards criticism in any other part of my life. Or even in real life. It's just I've seen some horrible things said about others here and I don't want to bring that on myself you know?
It's the most deeply personal thing I have

>>7081483
I think I was just desperate to be full time but terrified so calling it a boymode made it easier to do
Idk If you saw the other day but I handed in my notice at work, so I have ten weeks left and then I'll be officially full time.
So until then I have my girl crossdressing at work mode and normal mode.
Progress

>>7081609
not bad, but I'm like over the drop and phase into a rap solo thing

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>>7081609
how fucked am i?

>>7081609
I-is this apg music anon?
https://youtu.be/MtyBBoOUgho

>>7081609
Is this girly?
https://youtu.be/Tr5n657MiSk

>>7081611
Fuck them
I don't care about them

>>7081613
I'm tired of believing

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>>7081626
Bones is gr8
>>7081628
mom music
>>7081629
autism

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>>7081609
good thing I'm listening to this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRgrpcdmrW0

I encourage everyone to do the same

>>7081609
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53N99Nim6WE
Is it girly?

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>>7081609
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgGAlXpi1l0
Is this girly?

>>7081615
Hello 2009, we meet again

>>7081617
Congratulations!
Definitely progress, I'm happy for you basic :3

>>7081609
Is this girly?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGuuOdD6iY4&list=PLQGm88aU9WILa4QizU3BOvBVAz1fxRNwh&index=15

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>>7081597
Dont worry the brown batallions will protect all white maidens, just be sure to pass by then and stealthmode and no one will ever know.

>>7081635
mom music
o-oh ok ._.

>>7081615
I'm going to practice my fucking voice now >.<

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>>7081642
Will you come to småland and protect me, cartman-kun?~

>>7081638
this is gay club music
>>7081639
this is gay club music in Germany in the 90s

>>7081643
ladies first

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>>7081635
wew, i though mom + emo would make me hella agp.
>>7081642
>just be sure to pass by then and stealthmode and no one will ever know.
well, i guess i'm dying on TDotR

>>7081609
Am I agp?
https://youtu.be/tj1wpNuQRaM

>>7081638
Thanks lanner
Not just for kind words but being someone I can look up to

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>>7081655
>this is gay club music in Germany in the 90s
Brotherhood of Nod detected, kys Kane.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZYCKNYxmrY

idk i like them a lot

for reals though this is actually tranny music and its not half bad https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZUD7MN49L8

>>7081635
Is this girly?
https://youtu.be/my5OSmQZjns

>>7081609
what about this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QKOBefDx0A

>>7081675
omg I would play that in my parents shops PA system when I welded, calming yet helps me focus

>>7081676
>twf you never really liked this song outside of the ajj cover
;-;
they're super fun live if you ever get the chance to see them

>>7081661
basic! What sort of music do you play? :3

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>>7081655
>gay club music in Germany in the 90s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-jN3vH26NQ

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>tfw drinking energy drink and playing video games with males and listening to manly music
Haven't felt this manly in a long time desu
rly makes u want to kill urself

>>7081675
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOx710drHnw

>>7081690
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebiwG4Sqqqw

This one?
Its pretty good :3

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>>7081603
W-will you give me a license for my ass??

this is really good too https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIuBcb2T55Q

>>7081705
actually dont listen to this. the person playing it sucks. find a different version.

>>7081694
> tfw German and dont get the gay club music in Germany in the 90s joke ;~;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3j4t185wl-0

>>7081701
sounds pretty agp senpai

>>7081714
am i watching "hon the musical"?

>>7081721
its a catchy tune

>>7081713
that's a nice ass

>>7081701
fuuck, that's my life tho ;-;
>>7081712
yee
>>7081714
>mac passes better than you

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>>7081719
I am agp.
Only agps stay hons for life

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>>7081652
I totally would, aint no world order coming into my Småland when shit hits the fan.
And where you been swedeanon, havent seen you in a while.
>>7081713
Damn Shakira you really got those Jamaican genes, I'll give you a license but those pants might be confiscated cause they aint fit to hold all that, when that shit rips the sound might shatter windows.

>>7081692
Ummmm that's a tough question lol
Funk and jazz I guess? But I've played bass in a couple of groups that was more ambient, instrumental stuff and guitar in a ton of different ones.

>>7081724
yea but the video is something secial

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>>7081718
It's not a joke, it's literally a song with oontz oontz with german stereotypes sparkling and being really gay

>>7081738
special***********

>>7081721
It's sad
Mac is a tranny, he said in an interview he feels like a woman trapped in a man's body ;~;

>>7081724
It is

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>>7081713
D-dat ass tho

>>7081744
>he said in an interview he feels like a woman trapped in a man's body
link?

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>>7081730
L-living the dream
>>7081733
I've been busy doing stuff with friends pretty much and no one likes me here so I only come to shitpost when i'm really bored.

anybody use pinterest here

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>>7081744
i didnt ask for these feels

>>7081705
Rachmaninoff was probably alittle more manly then Chopin in both manner and music

>>7081737
Omg awesome! I play a lot of funk and slap bass, it's so fun. I play some stuff like that on guitar too but I was always into metal / punk / rock more when I was younger. Was really into blues too after playing the saxophone.

>>7081748
I like you, and why even give a shit what people online think, I been a pariah in most online communities I've ventured in, mostly as part of online games, but griefing is fucking hilarious. You cant befriend everyone, and if someone hates you for who you are then fuck em.
And you begun transitioning yet or what.

>>7081713
>tfw shakira is rapidly becoming the sexiest trip

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so I bought this and fennel seed extract, hopefully will induce lactation so my tat tas can grow

anyone else ever take it? supposed to work in ten days if a high enough dose

>>7081747
https://youtu.be/TB_Wlqy7NWY
Here you go

>>7081751
It's super sad

>>7081754
Same when I was a teenager!
OMG you play sax? That's so awesome!!! I wish I could pick up a brass or woodwind instrument nut my lung capacity is garbage.

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Are you all excited for the upcoming debate?

>>7081740
>german stereotypes
being smart, good looking, liking beer, no humor, lederhosen?

>>7081737
>>7081754
Can you play this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cN42qU5eMdo
>>7081750
I do! It's great for black hair inspo

>>7081762
>taking herbs
You're going to make your HRT less effective, don't do that.

>>7081765
Yeah
And having an accent that doesn't sound much like an actual german accent

Note for bf is ready
Rope is ready
Let's do this

desu if mtfg made a band we'd rule.

>>7081767
>You're going to make your HRT less effective, don't do that.
fuck why didn't you say that before?

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>>7081756
I don't really care anymore but it's pretty boring here desu, more fun to shitpost in bigger generals.
>but griefing is fucking hilarious
All mmo's that were good for griefing died, it hurts to live.
It's literally the most fun thing ever.
>And you begun transitioning yet or what.
I guess so, my voice is gross still lel.

>>7081768
Why are you going to tie up your bf?

>>7081748
wew

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Good morning.

>>7081764
I actually filled out an absentee ballot yesterday, so sure, I guess. Let's see if I should've just voted for a sentient house plant or something.

>>7081783
Good morning Isla ^^
I hope your morning is good <3

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>>7081756
>griefing is fucking hilarious
Oh hey, you and pre-transition me would get along just peachy

>>7081774
I've said that herbs are garbage before though

>>7081788
but why would it make my estrogen less effective?

>>7081781
W E W
ur american so I couldn't add you B T W

>>7081787
My doggies barked bark barked ;w;
it woke me up and it SUCKED
:sob:

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>>7081789
Phytoestrogens displace real estrogens and activate the receptors more poorly. It's an endocrine disruptor.

>>7081791
w8 srsly?????????????????
what the fuggg,
isn't ow international??

>>7081789
Something to do with weak phytoestrogens blocking the receptors for proper estrogen.

Hey mtfg

Do you need finasteride for hairline regrowth? Or will estrodial and spiro do the trick?

>>7081763
Yea! Since I was like, 8 I guess? I haven't played it in a little while though. Used to play a lot of blues and Ska music on it, was in a sca band at uni but ended up quitting because the singer was a huge tool.

>>7081766
I haven't heard that before but I could totally learn it, sounds nice and chill and easy to learn.

>>7081784
Every vote counts, anon.

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>>7081713
good butt

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>never came out to my actual dad
>he asks what I want for my bday
>I tell him a gift card is fine
>gets me a $50 pizza hut card

d-does he know about the tranny chow meme?

>>7081763
Dr.Kelly got back to me... he's perma retired.

My choices now are Dr. Paul Moran, and Dr Lisa Brinkmann...

TEARS

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>>7081795
If your bnet is NA you can't play with yuros or even chat with them
>>7081799
I started losing hairline after three years on hrt

>>7081799
Varies by person. Spiro doesn't directly block DHT, but by blocking T it should usually reduce DHT.

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>tfw watched an entire season of anime in one day

Reminds me of high school

>>7081803
Not in a non swing state, no.

>>7081805
OH SHIT HE DEFINITELY KNOWS

>>7081815
Today's safe states are tomorrow's swing states.

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>>7081775
Well shitpost wherever you like, just a shame seeing so little of you, aint no other swedes itt.
And griefing is fun, I used to name myself Terminator in CS 1.6 and just turn on ALL THE HAX and fucking speedhack noclip aimbotting everyone exterminating servers lel.
>I guess so, my voice is gross still lel.
Yeah but the sounds of sucking a dick sounds the same regardless of voice so you can get immersed there until you get a hang of it. Like the wet lewd sucking sounds are kinda like womens second language anyways you know.
>>7081788
I actually prefer to just stomp people legitimately but my team always lets me down. When I play innawoods games like DayZ and Miscreated im a fucking survival expert killing fucking everyone. I got this great strategy where I ride on my quad, find the nearest new spawned player, drive him into airport and have him loot and come back. I camp for easy kills and if he comes back I kill him and take the loot. It works every time, Im not a dick though he was going to kill me as soon as I go to scratch my nuts and afk for a sec. Its kill or be killed out there, and dont gimme the co-op tag argument, you dont trust strangers, that includes in vidya.

>>7081808
Do you think the hormones were a direct correlation?

>>7081792
aww :(
I hope the rest of your day is better
<3 Isla

>>7081791
>>7081795
Just switch to EU or NA server dumbnuts and you can add each other, as long as you are on the same server.

>>7081808
ahhh, ok.
>>7081831
just did senpaitachi

>>7081823
I mean, I did vote how I felt anyway, I just acknowledge that when it comes to the presidency, my state is basically decided.

>>7081805
Why haven't you come out to him? How have you hidden it from him all this time?
>>7081824
>you will never make wet lewd sucking noises on a man's penis

>>7081766
I could learn it yeah
I might suggest this to the band to cover actually I rly like it
Our keys player would be all over the vocoder

>>7081800
Omg that's so awesome!
Yeah I've been in a few bands with tools and it's really awful.
Are you playing in any atm?

>>7081824
>And griefing is fun, I used to name myself Terminator in CS 1.6 and just turn on ALL THE HAX and fucking speedhack noclip aimbotting everyone exterminating servers lel.
>. I got this great strategy where I ride on my quad, find the nearest new spawned player, drive him into airport and have him loot and come back. I camp for easy kills and if he comes back I kill him and take the loot.

I actually want death penalty for scum like you.

>>7081837
What state are you in anyway? Are you a safe red or a safe blue?

>>7081830
thank you Carol <3 !!!

>>7081844
Safe blue. Maine's not gone red since 1988.

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>griefing without mic spamming software
Come on, step it up senpai

>>7081839
Yea sucks doesn't it? Plues I was right in the swings of "should I transition???" at the time so being in a bad of all guys, one of which was an ass wasn't really healthy for me. I'm not playing in any right now. I'd like to but committing to a solid time each week to practice is hard given how volatile my shifts are at work. Healthcare is a bitch. Howe about you?

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Why do people vote? Individually, your vote won't really make a difference. I don't bother to vote

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>>7081841
He would do the same, its kill or be killed in DayZ and Miscreated and all those fucking zombie survival shit. I'm actually surviving so im achieving the goal pretty well while these dipshits get neckcapped lel.
>>7081838
>you will never make wet lewd sucking noises on a man's penis
It's not really that hard, the bar is set pretty low for where men will put their dicks, I seen dudes online fucking toilet rolls.
Fucking toilet rolls, its just fucking cardboard.
So if you cant get a dick in your mouth I dont know what to say, it's not that hard.

>>7081851
Naturally I always had HLDJ or some other program to act as the servers permanent DJ lel.
QUALITY music I assure.

>>7081855
I don't vote either but that reasoning is pretty flawed, votes add up.

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>>7081816
[PANIC]

>>7081838
after the disaster that was my coming out to my mom im not eager to lose my only other parent. (I have a really cool and supportive step dad but still) idk how he'll react and im assuming the worst that he'll flip out too.

back when I was a teen and crossdressed in secret my younger half sister (my dad remarried years ago and had another two kids with his new wife) told him about it and he was extremely pissed off and wanted me to stop immediately. I can only imagine his reaction when I show up actually looking like a girl ans dressed the part too. thankfully I haven't seen him in 2 years since he lives in another state but I'm dreading when I do. :[

tldr I'm scared

>>7081855
If you don't vote you lose your licence to complain about politics.

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>>7081858
Back in the day I used to have a collection of clips of guys screaming in arabic and "say 'arabic phrase'" bound to my keys.

>>7081853
>Tfw lissy calls you gorgeous in the pass thread
. /////.

Oh God haha I totally get that it must have been horrible. Especially like a lot of guys I've met in music tend to push a macho masc thing.
Fuuuuck what are your hours like?

Umm I'm in two bands rn. One playing guitar and one singing and playing. The singing one isn't fun anymore because guy voice.
The other role is really fun. Funk band, really really talented brass section. I jam a pot with the drummer and other guitarists so it's great to just be able to gel and have fun.

>>7081766
wanna share
lezt be friends

>>7081856
No, people like you ruined these games. I played a lot of DayZ and originaly it wasnt intended as a deathmatch. Its just that 95% of people are humanshit.

>I'm actually surviving so im achieving the goal pretty well
So shortsighted.

>>7081855
That's a pretty retarded line of thinking, anon. I'm disappointed if you're over 16 and still think like that.

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>>7081851
>>7081858
oh, so you're that fucker

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>>7081824
I mean posting without a trip here is pretty meh and I don't feel like getting one again ever.
>tfw you spent like an entire year griefing people in an mmo with friends and everyone hated you
Good times. Garry's Mod was good for that stuff too when I was younger.
>womens second language anyways you know
L EW D

Everyday is almost exactly the same and always terrible. How do I break from this cycle? I can't hardly move from bed sometimes. It's 3pm and nice out, but I don't wanna get out of bed.

>>7081869
Have you heard of Lisa Brinkmann or Paul Moran?
Those are the two names of clinical psychiatrists I got...

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>>7081783
lol wtf???

>>7081878
i know that feel
find a distraction

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tfw I will never be a cis lesbian and cis lesbians are all spiteful transphobics

sucks

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>>7081884
What are you doing posing on a mongolian cartoon network?

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>>7081874
I think I've said this before, but I was legitimately an awful and angry person when I was younger.

>>7081890
You need to stop thinking all lesbians are like the autists that post in lesgen

>>7081884
FROGGGOOOOO <3 <3 <3
I liiiiikeeee youuuuuu <3 <3 <3
>>7081892
Sirrrrronaaaaa <3 <3 <3
sit on my face >////<

>>7081899
Caaarol!

You're drunk!

Come snuggle with me under the covers!

>>7081890
90% of the lesbians I've met irl are really cool.

>>7081896
I didn't totally have a grasp of how awful you were.

>>7081884
I wonder if we're gonna get a chance to play league again before november.

>>7081879
I've only heard of Lisa Brinkmann
All of what I've heard has been good too. The only reason I didn't see her was because I'd have to pay to travel to see her and back then we didn't have much money. So I Skyped with Dr Kelly instead.

>>7081890
That's really a vocal minority.

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>>7081890
Disgusting my man

>>7081896
I've had a lot of real life experiences with cis lesbians that have been really hurtful.

I look like a fucking man anyways so they'll never go for me.

>>7081901
i'm not drunk!
>snuggle
:D
:33333
<3 <3 <3

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>order food because late at home and tired
>decide to order pasta
>ravioli with truffle oil, sounds good
>15 euros wtf, must be a lot
>3 FUCKING PIECES OF RAVIOLI

WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS MY MEAL FOR TODAY

FUCK YOUU REEEEEEEE

>>7081774
Fenugreek is fine. Don't take fennel, though.