MTFG Transgirl general

What are your plans for when you're older, i.e. pushing into your 40s and 50s? How does the cute girl shtick work then?

>inb4 inevitable comments about killing yourselves before then

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Tfw no nep cuddles while you are reading

>>7061664
I guess the idea would be to age into an elegant women. Fulfilling some kind of maturnal role whether that be as a mother or aunt

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So, I'm obese and I've desperately been trying to lose weight recently.
Over the past 2 weeks I've been counting my calories, trying to eat at about 500-800 calorie deficit. I've also been doing about 30-50 minutes of cardio a day.
And guess what? Not only did I fail to lose any weight, but I've actually gained 1 kilo.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why am I such a pathetic piece of shit? What am I supposed to do with it?
No sane person would actually love or want a ugly disgusting landwhale like me. And nobody is gonna take me seriously as a woman when I look like this.

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>>7061660
anyway,
just in case spookychan is still here,
thanks, & i'm sorry i missed your question.
i'm 23 years old, & i started hrt 4 months ago

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>>7061672

>>7061672
You've done something wrong while counting your calories or calculating your BMR, it's what most likely happened.

Either that or you weight yourself at different times of the day not accounting for bowel movements and meals.

A kg in 2 weeks is a lot to have gained while supposedly doing that.

>>7061672
It's possible you lost fat bit gained muscle and just came up at a net total of 1 kg gained. + 1 kilo isn't that much don't sweat it pal.

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>>7061664
I plan (or rather hope) on being settled down with someone, to have a rewarding career, maybe own a house with a nearly paid mortgage.
If I'm really lucky, maybe at some point I'll have adopted and raised a child, by the time I'm 50 they'll probably be getting ready to move out. If not then I'll probably just be a crazy aunt for my sister's kids and give them too much candy, if she has them

tl;dr I don't want to be doing some cute girl schtick when I'm older, hell I don't even do it now. I want to live life as a woman and to feel like I've lived it to its fullest.

>>7061677
whoops.
i wasn't trying to link that post

>>7061664
I plan on retiring in three years and moving to a real city in a flat just large enough to hold a living space, a bedroom, a workshop and a studio. Probably to live alone unless I manage to convince someone to come and live with me.

>>7061628
>>7061630
>>7061632
I mean, I've accepted it at this point.
Transition brought me nothing but sadness and rejection in every aspect of my life but body image.

I Dont have friends either. But, at this point I've stopped expecting there to be someone eventually wanting to be my friend... So I've just kinda made do with little activities and hobbies and sleeping a lot. I like taking Tylenol pm the most b/c I can burn an entire weekend away without existing if in asleep.

A few people on here go on about how "I'm so lucky" I met, who I consider, my soulmate.
But, she works 12 hours a day and I barley get to see her.
I know I've said it on here before... But the only reason I've tried chemical suicides this year rather than a cliff or a gun is b/c I couldn't stand to make it look like a conscious effort and rip her heart out as a selfish act.

So, instead, I exist to go to work, feed my cats, and entertain her for a few hours a day before I go back to bed again.
Tbh, I'm more of a fixture than a person anymore. I Dont really have as much depressive moments as I used to b/c I've accepted all of this as my only place in the world

>>7061686
=(
Please don't suicide

>>7061664
what's wrong with my trusty little suicide plan

>>7061684
Your retiring in your 40's?

>>7061664
My man schtik was going to be a high-powered CEO or politician

As a woman, I am more okay with having a more typical life. Like, being unhappy with my gender as a man, the only way I could possibly see happiness is by becoming "great." As a woman, I just want a simple life with work fulfillment and family and friends.

At 40 or 50, I want to be married or in a long-term committed relationship. With enough money saved up, we'll be able to put a lot of times into hobbies, going out to eat, gardening, winemaking, etc etc

Being trans isn't about being cute, but hell, you can be cute and be older too

>>7061695
Yup. Disability.

Are there any SRS surgeons that aren't butchers? The American surgeons I'm aware of (Meltzer, Bowers, McGinn, Brownstein...) have awful, unnatural-looking results. Brassard apparently makes his patients promise not to publicly display their results and doesn't post pictures on his site, which is sketchy as fuck. Everything I read about Chett (that's not the takedown site) has people who are pleased with their results but have hair in their vaginas. I keep reading that Suporn has gone down in quality, too. Who do I go to? I won't be able to afford to have surgery outside the US for years, but if I can get my insurance to cover an American surgeon I'm going to get a hackjob. If I have to deal with having a penis any longer, I'm probably going to kill myself, but I don't want something freakishly unnatural. I want it to be as normal as possible...

>>7061682
>you will never settle down with elanna
why live desu

>>7061689
... I've given up on that as well. Had 4 chemical attempts this year but all of them let me just wake up with one helluva headache.

I've been suicidal for a super long time now but ending it as a "goal" was abandoned with every other life ambition for the future.

I'm a fixture, not a person.
I stopped living like 6 months ago and now I just kinda exist

>>7061704
don't give up on your dreams emi..

>>7061701
I don't have hair in my vagina...

>>7061701
there's no shame in getting your surgery in another country where the surgeons are more experienced & the operations are much cheaper.
it should be incentive for american surgeons to get gud

>>7061706
=(((((
Hugggg

I always feel like elanna is a grown up version of me.

>>7061711
How was Chett? How long did it take for you to heal? How painful was it? How often do you have to dilate? Do you self lubricate, and can you orgasm?

>tfw still gushing about yesterday

help me I've lost all sense of mind

>>7061723
This is so cute
You are so adorable =3
I wanna give you headpats and cuddles

>tfw you love sucking cock
dae know this feel?

>>7061723
what's going on?
if you're getting horny, just release it.
don't try to bottle that shit up
>tfw hearing about someone else being horny is making me aroused

>>7061723
What happened yesterday?

>>7061719
Chett himself is nice. Not very talkative but not cold either. I healed really fast, a lot faster than I expected, and without any serious pain. I was posting here twelve hours after surgery and I was already having six hours walks ten days after. The theoretical dilation planning is heavy, three times fifty minutes a day for two years, but it's been five months and I only do two sessions a day with no ill effects. I get wet a lot. Can't really comment about orgasms, I have unrelated neurological issues that make me unable to feel that kind of stuff. It's definitely very sensitive, though.

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>>7061733
Yea..

>>7061704
;~;

>>7061717
>tfw not actually grown up and probably have the maturity of a cis woman 4 years younger than me

>>7061740
Thanks for the reply. I don't mind people who aren't talkative. I hardly talk in public, myself. That sounds great about the healing times, but the dilation sounds terrible. Does it ramp off after a few years? I'm studying to be a schoolteacher and I just will not have time to spend 50 minutes dilating 3 times a day. I'm sorry about your neurological issues. That sounds awful.

How do you wear girls underwear with a dick?

>>7061746
tuck n tape

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>>7061742
>tfw losing my mknd again

>>7061746
Tucking. Or inverting

>>7061746
Tucking
Wear slightly too small panties made of the right materials and you can easily keep your tuck in place.

>>7061746
they work well with tucking
or just let it squish your gt

>>7061742
I'm emotionally immature, as well. I graduate college soon and I am not ready to be a real adult at all. Is this normal for trans people? I always suspected it was because I spent my adolescence too depressed to do anything and I'm basically undergoing a second decade of puberty.

>>7061746
most of my underwear doesn't have dicks on them

>>7061752
I don't like girlcock. That's gross.

>>7061745
Dilating is supposed to be over after two years. Probably just from time to time. I'm sure it can be tapered before that. Of course, being tight isn't an issue for me since I'm not into sex so your mileage may vary.

>>7061733
I think you and me would get along just fine.

Ok mtfg, i just watched The Philosophers.

This has to be the dumbest piece of shit movie i have ever seen. Ive never realized how hard you can fuck up the message you want to send.

>>7061757
I don't care about penetration either. I like women, so all I really want is to be self lubricating and normal looking so my girlfriend can finger me and go down on me like she keeps saying she wants to once I get surgery.

Just took that COGIATI test thing
scored 270, class four.

Can I tell this when I have my talk with the gender-related doctor, or will they just dismiss it?

>>7061729
Yr embarrassing me Carol
Juni already did that enough >~<

>>7061737
>horny
HAHAHA no
I am very pure, and probably asexual
But I mean you do you pal

>>7061738
I went on a date with someone~

>buy """"mild"""" spicy sauce to go with noodles
>it's like eating satan's cum
Never again.

>>7061751
but that's gay???

>>7061783
Yay I hope it works out for you

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>>7061754
It's normal for some cis people, but definitely seems to be extremely common among trans women. You effectively spend your adolescence either depressed or growing up in the wrong direction, then have to suddenly start from square one. Plus, if you're in college it's super easy to just slip through the cracks and continue isolating yourself and not developing.

Like, to put this in perspective, I transitioned more than 6 years ago when I was 19. I spent the greater part of my early 20s in the same relationship, but very insecure, clingy and emotionally unstable. I met no friends in university because I was too afraid to socialize. It's taken until now, age 25, to actually feel somewhat like a complete person that's not a walking wreck, and even then I feel basically like I probably should have at 21 or 22.

>>7061782
COGIATI is literally garbage and doesn't mean anything

>>7061785
>it's like eating satan's cum
Sounds delicious

>>7061789
So if I feel like you did at 19 and I am 22 now Ill be able to enjoy life at 28. Hype.

>>7061789
Nice. Great waste of my time.

tfw bad

>>7061789
pls dont be sad

Who are your favorite and least favorite trips?

>>7061798
Its kind of a bullshit test though. It assumes that you were a crossdresser pre-transition, and to get a high score you need to pretty much fill all of the stereotypes that exist for women, like being bad at math, have terrible spatial thinking, be bad at driving, be very emotionally in tune with everything.

The creator has zero background in psychology, and i wouldn't be surprised if she was a literal 50 year old hon as well (not in the sense of being a late transitioner, but having some very weird ideas about how women should act and what they should be good at)

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>>7061796
Or sooner, depends how dedicated you are to developing socially and dealing with your issues. I put off dealing with my issues for a while and probably could have been happy a while ago if I'd actually tried.

>>7061808
I'm not really sad, just reflective and kind of glum that so much of my life was wasted being afraid to grow. I feel like I'm finally on track to be a functional adult these days.

>>7061798
I mean, to be fair I actually held it with a bit of weight when I was still early transition because it gave more impetus to push forward. However, it's really grounded in old stereotypes and is closer to old gatekeeping than the modern approach to dealing with gid

>>7061811
>Favourite
Juniper
Snickerdoodle
Basic
Maeve
Nim
Charlotte
Shakira
Hanna

That's not all, I have too many :<

>least favourite
Neptune, what a fucking ass he is

>>7061811
>favorite
all of them
>least favorite
meanies, bullies, canadians

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>>7061811
>favorites
Shy
Neptune
Shakira
Akaka
Caroline
SadDana
Oddish
does red count?

>Least favorite(s)
Drakeposter
Anon who is hailey

>>7061817
I liked some of the questions though. For example the one where they ask how you would feel if you found out there was a pill that cured dysphoria overnight, but wouldn't turn you into a woman. I wasnt sure what im meant to answer there, but i feel like i wouldnt want the cure, id rather become a woman.

>>7061824
>canadians
;~;

>>7061811
>favorite
Kayla
Pleb
Sheen
Grace

>least favorite
smiles
Isla
Chara

its nothing personal, they're just annoying.

>>7061783
I'm so jelly >~~~<
Aaaaa
I wanna cuddle with you and her >/////<
>>7061811
Favourite?
WaitForYou
Sirona
Juniper
Neptune
/K/ordelia
Mado

>>7061834

>tfw I like everyone you dislike

>>7061834
Lol

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Anybody else turning into their mom from HRT? I've gotten it from like 10 people now.

"Wow you look more and more like your mom every day!"

I don't mind this desu.

>>7061846
I haven't gotten it from anyone but prehrt I did all the time and we talk the same way too :/

>>7061834
sounds like pass envy

>>7061811
>Favorite:
Soap is the all time best trip
Edie for living vicariously through a passing slut

>Least Favorite:
Amy Victoria for biggest cunt
Neptune for total hon loser

>>7061822
Nooooo
nep is my favorite

>>7061850
Junnnnnnnnni <3
I love you =3
<3 <3 <3

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>>7061846
>tfw greater resemblance to your dad than your mom

Also I like cal if he counts

>>7061820
that feels like me

>>7061859
no

ive been searching all over 4chan for the best thread to find a girlfriend, and i think i've finally found it

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>>7061852
(;you;)
>>7061856
I love you too puppycake

>>7061867
that picture makes me smile : )

>>7061865
>emptyf
>girlfriend

nope you are just dating men with mental disorders. Some of them are intersex though.

i got the sneezies
good mornin though
>>7061811
To take a moment to think bout this
I have favorites
Neutrals
And least favorites
so like
my favorites are
Parker !URPrincess
Pookie
Nim
Carol
Frog
Juni
and Smiles

My least favorites are
Edie
I stopped liking Korra after the anon ordeal thing
'bout it
>>7061852
but cassidy does pass

>>7061872
>nope you are just dating men with mental disorders
isnt that basically what a girl is anyway?

>>7061873
>tfw on favourites
:D
I'm so happy now :3

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>>7061865
I thought the same thing too.

Prepare to be disappointed.

>>7061859
is your dad single, by any chance?

>>7061846
I always looked like mom. Now even more so.

>>7061873
I thought you and maeve were close?

>>7061846
yeah with longer hair i'd look stupidly similar to my mom when she was my age!!
>>7061811
favorites:
alex
isla
carol
neptune
nim
lauren
snickers
sheen
i don't really dislike people tbqh
>>7061860
yeah cal is a pretty nice dude

>>7061873
Isla why did you just recently start including your masculine name?

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>tfw not on anyone's trip list
phew

>>7061886
*

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>>7061886
I'm actually surprised I'm on one for once
Thanks Cass!!

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>>7061811
>faves
edie
elanna
snickers
valq
audrey <3
shakira
basic

>least faves
quid
isla
grace
kayla
amy
kordelia
drakeposter
cal

AND MAEVE
>>7061879
i knew i forgot somone goddammit
i just woke up
gg
>>7061875
<3
>>7061881
because im confused about identity and i included both names

>least faves
Drakeposter

Sums it up pretty much desu

>>7061901
I forgot you on my favourites list >~<
You are on it, I just forget people when I try to make lists ;~~;

<3 <3 <3

>>7061811
I dont seriously dislike anyone and I think the people I like already know that I like them.

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>>7061898
>grace

>>7061911
d-do you like me?

i like how i used to be on korra's fave list before she freaked out with the whole going anon situation
>>7061906
i do tha ttoo :p

>>7061901
:sob:
>>7061906
that's why you gotta spend like five minutes double checking your list

>>7061916
I wanna hug a Cody/Isla :3

I can't say I like this "least favorites" situation honestly.
Feels like it is just going to further divide the people who have had incidents in the past and cause drama

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>>7061916
Same
How dare I call her out and ask her to do something "She was going to do anyway" despite throwing a tantrum over it.

>>7061811
favorites:
>snickerdoodle
>grace
>the one with japanese characters and aline in her trip name
>elanna
>beepbeep

least favorites:
>Shelly
>smallstuff
>reggie
>Stevie
>georgia peach
normally i'd apologize to the one's i find to be my least favorite, but today i just don't give a shit. y'all can go fuck yourselves as far as i care

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Ah, yes, yes, all very interesting. This will definitely go in my notes.

Making the tripfags point out their favourites and least favourites? How delightfully nefarious. This will surely reinforce some bonds and weaken others.

I'm starting to see how the cliques are built up now.

>>7061846

I'm picking up more of my moms personality traits, but she's a dark skinned native woman, so that'd be hard for me to look anything like her

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>>7061930

>>7061930
they're trying to mimic the cattiness of real women

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less fighting, more diaps

>>7061930
a real breakthrough, my dude
>>7061940
oh

>>7061811

Faves:
Melly
Quid
Isla
Grace
Squeak
Maeve
Phienchen (for some reason)
Red (for some other reason)


Least Favourites:
Drakeposter
Edie

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>>7061944
why do grownups wear diaps

>>7061915
>the people I like already know that I like them.
>d-do you like me?
D:

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>>7061940
I like the subtlety of it. I mean, it's clear that nobody likes this "drakeposter" person and that it's socially acceptable to express dislike for whomever they are, but this activity also seems to give them an outlet to bond with each other and shut out other members on the fringe of the community. It's like an exchange of social currency.

>>7061937
You seem like a nice person. It's unfortunate that I don't get involved with my test subjects.

Sertii, funnily I'm (kind of) close to Eindhoven atm. I'm on a small vacation to a place near it.

Didn't have time to tell you earlier, but I thought it would be fun to know.

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>>7061655
Discuss

>>7061926
yeah that whole situation was
highly hypocritical and just
dumb
>>7061920
huggs!
>>7061918
i-im sorry ;w;
>>7061948
me
woah

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I'm feeling rly groovy today
Got lots of sleep, nice music to listen to, my paycheck came, gonna take a shower and go deposit the check and finish up my promotion

>>7061948
>>7061929
Thank you <3

>>7061956
s-sorry >~<
I think i might actually have BPD or something ._.
if people don't say that they like me i get scared that they don't ._____.

I think I'm going to surprise my band tonight by going full girl

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>>7061949
because they are comfy and cute

>>7061966
please do

>>7061958
Drakeposter is a cis guy who shitposts heavily here

>>7061960
I was actually in amsterdam today for a job interview. Where are you staying?

Does pan ever post here anymore? I liked her.

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>>7061966
Cool, and good luck!

>>7061958
aren't you in chara's discord server? you should know who drakeposter is
>>7061963
UNFORGIVEABLE
:3
goodmorning though
i inadvertently helped correct my sleep schedule by waking up and being unable to fall back asleep ;w;
>>7061967
god made diaps for babies though

>>7061986
diaps are for all

>>7061984

He likely has a mental disorder where he enjoys making other people feel bad, perhaps a form of sociopathy or narcissism. It seems to make him feel better about himself

>>7061984
he's a failed tranny

>>7061986
hey your sleep schedule is ok though!!!
:p
dont fall asleep 2 early tho
otherwise itll stay fucked

>>7061962
kind of funny I guess but I think most kathoey probably use the womans room

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>>7061986
>aren't you in chara's discord server? you should know who drakeposter is
Sorry, I'm a newfag to the MTF general and the wider /lgbt/ board. It's difficult to appreciate how complex the relationships and history of a particular general is until you start browsing a new one on a completely different board. From what I gather, he's like the boogeyman and all transpeople fear him. Perhaps part of trans mythology? Bears investigating.

>>7061989
>>7061991
Thank you for the information, I appreciate it.

>>7061998
so you're a tranny too just like super autistic about it?

>>7061972
In Center Parks near a place apparently called Veulen

i had a big breakfast.
what did /mtfg/ have for breakfast?

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>>7061984
>he's CIS
BATTLEDROID TAKE 'EM DOWN

>>7062004

Autism spectrum people are over-represented in research sciences. Autism causes vaccines.

Just let this person be weird.

>>7061998
Nah, he's not really that big of a menace, he's just very persistent because he's "friends" with Isla (in truth he just very obviously emotionally manipulates her) so it's hard to get rid of him.

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>be juniper
>be at mall last night with two cis girls
>we should put (boyname) in a dress so he can be the prettiest girl of all!
mfw

>>7062008
an apple

>>7062013

Well...were you prettier than them?

>>7062013
Thats like the time a cis girl started to talk to me about dresses and then she was like "wait, you're a boy" and then the convo ended .-.

>>7062011
that autism vaccines guy fabricated research a lied about a bunch of stuff. people just repeat his lies because they're idiots and it suits their idiot agenda.

>>7062008
4 pieces of cinnamon raisin bread with butter and a tall glass of tea.

>>7062013
i remember when i was still in high school,
there was this girl who told me that she wanted to take me home & dress me up like a doll.
i'm sure she was just exaggerating

>>7062008
french toast with apple butter
what'd you eat?
>>7062019
NO
>>7062020
hugg caroline D;
>>7062026
yr gonna be pretty when you have long hair

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>>7062017
that might not be enough, snickerdoodle.
you should be like me & have a big bowl of oatmeal

>>7062012
>Emotionally manipulates me
i just play overwatch with him though??
like
and play vidya with his group of friends
no manipulation there

Just out of a hot bath. I could spend all my time doing that... Not really good for skin, though.

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>>7062004
Don't be absurd, I'm not one of you people. I'm a perfectly happy cis male who is simply here to learn. Incidentally, do you say "cis" unironically? I've only ever used it mockingly.

>>7062010
Kek, my bad, I'm used to writing "CIS" in capital letters.

>>7062012
Hmm, interesting, so he preys upon a vulnerable person and mocks the wider community? It seems MTFs have natural predators.

>>7062013
You'd be the prettiest for sure ;p
>>7062036
YES

>>7062013
that happens sometimes with my cis girlfriends too they'll day he instead of she and I'll go "he? where is he at? it he cute and single?"

is it a case if misgendering for you or you're not out yet?

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>>7062025
that's nice.
i had oatmeal
>>7062036
that sounds good.
awww, thank you

>>7062036
It was a while ago

Hugg Juni <3

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>wake up at 4pm

>what the fuck is the point

>back to sleep

>>7062048
i just realized that i spent 2 minutes talking about food

>>7062046
i'm not out :/
>>7062051
food is god

>>7062040

wait I need people to play vidya with...
Add me :)

http://steamcommunity.com/id/AlleriaXecubus

Tfw neptune's gonna buy girl clothes with me this week and she's gonna blush really hard

>>7062008
Nothing...
I might not be able to hold it down h-heh
tfw starving but don't want to eat

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>>7062044
>Kek, my bad, I'm used to writing "CIS" in capital letters.
Of course you are, droid scum.

>>7062057
yea, it really is nice.
i really love the subs they make @ the university.

>>7061970
I will. Doing my makeup rn

>>7061985
Thanks!! ^^

>>7062057
ah hope you can and live happily full time one day

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>>7062061
>

>>7062062
yikes
>tfw want to eat more, but stomach can't handle more food

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>>7062060
>The Witcher
>1.1 hours played

>>7062077
That's me 90% of the time lol
I love eating all the time
It's amazing I'm not as fat as the planet i trip as
I'm just a skelly though

>>7062081
>>>>>>>>>>>:O

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My skin is terrible from getting off estrogen

Who wants a gross pimply boyfriend?

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>>7062080
i'm beginning to forget what's it's like to want to play vidya.
do you would it piss me off if i had a boyfriend/girlfriend who plays video games all the time?
i would like to think that i'd play w/ them sometimes, but i'm not so sure

>>7062061
I'm so jelly of Nepy >~<

>>7062072
thanks me too :c

>>7062089
e-ehh? >->

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>>7062095

>>7062091

Still kinda cute.

>>7062091
why did you get off hormones?
& sorry, no. i don't want a boyfriend who looks like a gril

>>7062091
why're you off estrogen?

>>7062080
I beat it when I was in the army, but I didn't have internet.

>>7062093

I wish I had a BF or GF that played with me all the time, that'd be fucking kickass. Power couple.

Can going on HRT stop your bone structure from getting more masculine over time? Or are you just going to grow into a man with tits and soft skin. Also when is right boob going to grow, it's broken.

>>7062110
I just got nervous about the doctor and then run out
>>7062106
Lies
>>7062106
>not wanting a pretty bf

>>7062111
i guess tetris is still pretty awesome

>>7062095
Yr gonna be a beautiful lady and everyone is gonna be jealous

>>7062040
You mean like the time where he posted all the lewds you had on the mere suspicion you had posted his and then convinced you that this was a totally ordinary reaction expected of a friend?

>>7062113
yes an anti-androgen should block any further masculinization

>>7062113
yeah if you go on it during puberty it would stop masc bones but after they are done growing it can't affect them. boobs will grow at different paces usually that's normal

>>7062045
No one is prettier then Neppy.

>>7062121
Isn't a normal friend reaction.
At all.
It was a fucking dick move and that was a piece of shit move.
Those were all on the internet anyways, and posted on tumblr etc.

>>7062093
>do you would it piss me off if i had a boyfriend/girlfriend who plays video games all the time?
Depends what kind of games you like to play, I guess. I pretty much only play single-player RPGs, so I don't know if it would make much difference to me.

>>7062111
What did you do in the army, anon?

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>sweater I wanted sold out while I was waiting for my paycheck
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>7062153
http://youtu.be/VSAPsX-VQXE

>>7062147

I was a medic. I functioned as the primary medical care provider for a bunch of combat engineers and military intelligence operators.

>>7062116

Oh I wasn't saying I'd date you. I was merely remarking that your pimples have not completely deteriorated your beauty.

>>7062153
awh that one's super cute
did you have any other sweaters in mind?

>>7062153
who's selling it?

any1 here want to play vidya games

>>7062147
i guess i like puzzle games.
i think it would really disappoint me to have a boyfriend/girlfriend who plays stuff like league of legends or world of warcraft.
i actually have a crush on 1 of my older brother's friends, but i'm really unhappy whenever he plays dota

>>7062174

Me.
Heroes of the Storm, Starcraft II, ESO, Elite: Dangerous, or L4D2 if you got a couple other people together

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>>7062166
I kinda like this but not as much
so idk
>>7062167
http://www.omocat-shop.com/

>>7062161
What made you leave the army? It sounds like a nice job.

I mean, I know there's probably more to it than putting band-aids on skinned knees and kissing booboos better, but it sounds comfy.

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glorious england

>>7062178
mfw don't play any of those games

should I buy L4D2, I played it once and it was really fun

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I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

i NEED an anti androgen RIGHT NOW
i'm still relatively young and i'm literally wasting my time/feminimity away by waiting until my appointment next year!

JUST FUCKING KILL ME

>>7062153
that's a really cute sweater

>>7062192
Buy an AA???

>>7062192
self med until then m8

I have no literature or studies to back up these ridiculous claims, but I've concluded that my brain can not ever be happy.

It didn't grow proper. Literally, there are parts that needed to grow and didn't, just like my body. This is true physically, and psychological in my development.

The same way a ghetto baby can't ever catch up, even with a free ride through college. Same way kids thst become child soldiers can't un-PTSD.

I'm not really sure I'm cut for this reality. Everyday was supposed to be a bit better since start HRT, but I'm getting a totally different vibe. Everything is exactly the same, I'm just swallowing pointless chemicals to make my skin softer.

How do I stop being this hopeless and empty? Psychologists always talk to me about shit they don't understand, and I've never heard of anyone in the army suffering things like PTSD Ever recovering and in fact as they hit their 30s and some 40s, their suicide rates from those pointless wars still increase.

I am not and never was a solider, but there is some truth to the worthlessness of this world if those men are opting out.

What do I have to live for? Full time tranny activitst? Burger flipper? College graduate memester sitting behind a desk for the same pay as the burger flipper (literally - thanks new york).

I want to kill myself more and more. I have no obtainable dreams or requisite life skills necessary for a proper survival.
I learned how to exist in a screen.

I want out of this screen. I don't like the world. Death seems a good choice these days.

>>7062044
im a chaser and my chaser senses are tingling from your posts

i sense you'll end up a cute tranny trip

>>7062191
wait till next steam sale and get it for like $1

>>7062199
Just have a lot of sex and play video games.

Life will solve itself

>he thinks he can slap on a wig and people will call him she

Top kek

>>7062177
MOBAS are pretty shite, but some people are just into that sort of thing. Puzzle games are pretty fun too, but good coop puzzle games are pretty rare.

>i actually have a crush on 1 of my older brother's friends, but i'm really unhappy whenever he plays dota
Maybe you could date him and force him to change.

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>friend at school who I barely talk to anymore offered to buy me lipstick

I couldn't accept since, well, I barely talk to them anymore. I really like them, but the people they hang out with repel me, mostly being either ratchet Stacies or people who are like "WE'RE SUCH NEEERDS, THIS IS THE NEEEERD TABLE X3"

>>7062207
I'll get on tinder tonight said no horribly unpassing tranny ever.

>>7062196
>>7062198
Where for West-Europe?
A-And what if the doctors find out? Won't they declare me mad?

>>7062213
It's easy... just start passing and be cute. Duh.
Or use Grindr if you're really desperate and want easy sex.

>>7062212
I remember high-school. Neo-highschool never ends.

>>7062188
Nice
I haven't played that game in forever

>>7062216
alldaychemist or qhi and no they won't declare you mad. the sooner the better

>>7062218
I'm not into men. Grindr would be too easy, but I'd be raping my own soul if I took a cock. Cock grosses me out. Even my own cock. It's horrible. Sex is horrible.

>>7062185

The culture was toxic. I like the military, but I can't stand stupidity, and I was surrounded by a bunch of idiot neo-fascists. Couldn't stand it. That, and I couldn't be trans or grow my hair out, and it gave me really bad anxiety because I was constantly afraid of forgetting something when going on missions and getting yelled at.

I actually -loved- the medical part. That was extremely rewarding, and I loved the way people showed appreciation toward me. I liked shooting guns and having a regular schedule, and marching. I don't like what the US does with its military, enforcing economic imperialism and all that, so that caused a lot of cognitive dissonance in me that made me unhappy.

>>7062191

set aside like, $100 for black friday and get like, 20 games.

Heroes of the Storm and Starcraft 2 are free to play, just download battle.net.

>>7062222
T-Thanks for saving me ;w;

>>7062212
Not the charming subtle type of "nerds/geeks" either by the way, I mean like the "it's a meme you dip" kid

>>7062199
Do you have a support network around you? Things often seem 10 times worse if you literally have no friends or anyone to fall back on and it adds to your stress if you don't have anyone to rely on.

>>7062227
np i remember those feels it's suffering I don't want to see other girls have to endure

>>7062216
QHI.

>>7062223
okcupid or just go out and meet people. Don't have sex and get a platonic cuddle buddy

>>7062210
unfortunately, i'm not out to him, & he pretty much sees me as a guy.... a really "moe" guy

>>7062229
I have financially supportive parents in that they buy me food. That's about it. They'll call me a female name, but outside their plans for me (I must go to lawyer school and follow that path or I get no support) no, I hsve no network.

I have literally no real friends.

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>>7062204
I don't want to be a tranny though.

How does it feel to be a "chaser" though? To be openly despised by the trans community for your fetish?

>>7062182
>http://www.omocat-shop.com/
These are all really cute >.<

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the truth is I've reached a point in my transition that it's.. off, to hear myself talk.How do I /voicetraining/, mtfg?

>>7062245
holy crap, i want this top
http://www.omocat-shop.com/collections/tops/products/sundae-t-shirt

>>7062226
>I actually -loved- the medical part.
Do you do anything related to that now? Are you a nurse or something like that?

It's strange to think of trans people in the military (just because it's like a hyper-masculine environment, y'know)

>>7062233
Clock's ticking, anon. If you don't take the qts, someone else will.

>>7062242
it feels alright

also none of the trips here want to be trannies, they want to be girls

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>>7062256
I don't think I'm weeby enough to wanna wear any of this shit

OKAY I GOT MY HAIR READY
>>7062245
they areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I'm just not sure I can make most of them look good on me
>>7062256
it's p qt
>>7062265
Just fucking do it if you think it's cute like who cares if you're a weeb just b urself

>>7062265
That background static is how my brain feels

>>7062260
!!

>>7062241
It's probably making things seem a lot worse than they are. Are you going to somewhere like college or university soon? It's a good opportunity to make friends.

Loneliness is the silent killer.

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>>7062265
some of it it cute but I usually like more plain clothes

>>7062258

I don't think of being a trained fighter as masculine. Humans arre a warrior-race, and I've always been highly attracted to warrior women.

I'm unemployed. The army didn't give me much in the way of certifications to do what I did there in the civilian world. I'm going to try to get into medschool though. I'm 24 right now.

Welp I did it.
Left the house in complete girl mode.

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>>7062273
I wanna dress like a Kuchimachi model desu

>>7062276
good luck :3
let us know how it goes

>>7062258
i know, but we've known each other for a long time.
coming out to him & asking him out might shock him

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>>7062260
>also none of the trips here want to be trannies, they want to be girls
I like being a boy, though thank you for your concern.

Do you ever feel guilty for preying on people with emotional and (very often) social difficulties?

>>7062284
im a good chaser not a bad chaser

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What are the best foods to eat to grow mega milks?

>>7062276
Yay!
It's gonna go great I just know it

>>7062292
cum

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>>7062292
Meat, milk, and fatty foods.

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>>7062268
Why did you delete the image, anon? was there perhaps something it you didn't want us to see?

>>7062292
it might not be a good idea to eat soy while transitioning.
the phytoestrogens may block your receptors for the estradiol & they're a lot weaker than estradiol.
maybe foods that block out or kill your androgens would be good

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>>7062277
good taste senpai

>>7062306
Thank. Kfashion is my endgame

Who here sneaky and a sissy?

>>7062272
I think you're entirely right. I just don't know how to stop a death spiral. It's like being thrown out of an airplane and I'm a fucking fish.

>>7062274
>I don't think of being a trained fighter as masculine.
I dunno, anon, it seems a pretty masculine thing to me. I understand what you mean about warrior women though, I have a degenerate GTS fetish that often involves them.

I don't know much about the military, but don't they kind of pay for college or something like that? It was always brought up as one of the benefits of joining the military, from what I remember.

>>7062304
i dont like soy anyways
ill eat any animal except fish because i dont like how they taste

>>7062311
being reincarnated as a korean girl is my endgame

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>>7062301
Did you really need to ask? Of course I don't want you to see the pic, that's why I deleted it. Glad I could spell it out for ya, tho.

>>7062283
That's a fair point.

Maybe you could go covert ops instead and get your brother to feed you information about him and subtlely ask him questioning about how he feels towards MTFs

>>7062322
hi grace i love you

>>7062317

I was discharged under mental health reasons and they screwed my benefits accordingly.

I really really like powerplay. I like wrestling my partners for dominance and it's less fun if they're easy to beat, lol.

>>7061811
>Favorite
Elanna
Moap
Grace
Neptune
Pookie and frog are cool
Kari
Maeve
Snickerderple
some anons

>dislike
Edie
Chara
Quid
Maddie
Korra's constant fishing for compliments is annoying, I guess she makes the list
Drakefag
Some anons

>>7061822
<3 ily

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>>7062331
>Grace
Thanks CharChar
Can I call you Charizard?
I dont mean any offence by it but I like it.
>>7062326
hi anon ilu2

>>7062276
Everyone will see how beautiful you are

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>>7062322
That's okay, I looked at it on the archive.

Nice camo hat.

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>>7062338
Thanks! I need more! Not sure what camo I wanna use for my next airsoft game, does Russian Mountain Flora sound neat?

>>7062336
>charzar
Sure :3

>>7062342
Fucking. Cringe.

>>7062331
>snickerderple
hehehe

>>7062331
I'm not on the dislike list =D

>>7062325
it's not my brother, it's his friend.
& i think he'd catch on to that very quickly. he's actually pretty smart. & i don't think my older brother would appreciate me trying to be 1 one of his best friends' girfriend

>>7062349
Lol, only korra actually put me ON a list

>>7062315
>I just don't know how to stop a death spiral
I don't really have any good advice beyond the usual do something that relaxes you + try and make friends to ease the burden a bit (and y'know, not let everything get too bottled up inside).

But I think you should save suicide for when things are irreparably bad though and things are impossible to make better.

>>7062359
You're on my like but don't know much about list =)

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I'm loving fall fashion rn everything is so comfy
I need a necklace
So much neck showing
just needs something there
>>7062346
Yes you are!
>>7062344
Coolio, you have yet another nickname from me

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>>7062317
dude the kurdish have entire units made up of just women and their main forces are co-ed

>>7062366
>all that shit piled in the background like a young hoarder
>>7062364
Lol. I'm an enigma

>>7062331
so do you like me or not I'm confused

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>>7062368

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>>7062377
lol

>>7062377
:3
<3 <3 <3

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>>7062377
The hair matches...

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I like girls in uniform with guns

>>7062368
The military is still, by and large, a place where men go to be men, anon. Warfare is traditionally a masculine occupation.

>>7062394
it would be so great to have a woman like that protecting me

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>>7062342
Jesus Christ.

Notes taken. I won't neglect the poorly-hidden, rainbow knee-high sock in the background either.

>>7062392
>>7062386
>>7062385
Shiiiiiiiit.
Hhahhahahha.

>>7062403
yes that is true sorry. I was just trying to say it doesn't have to be that way.

>>7062368
>converse
>to fight a war in the desert
I have the same pair as her :D

>>7062327
>I really really like powerplay. I like wrestling my partners for dominance and it's less fun if they're easy to beat, lol.
That's pretty kinky.

Did that come naturally to you, or did it develop as part of the totally no homo stuff that guys get up in the military?

>>7062368
>>7062403
I have to agree
women can have muscular characteristics and men feminine
but that doesn't change that fighting in a war is understood to be a masculine act

>>7062426
*masculine
darn autocorrect

>>7062357
>i don't think my older brother would appreciate me trying to be 1 one of his best friends' girfriend
I think he would be fine with it.

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>>7062435
Women can have muscular characteristics too...

When I joined the army to serve my country, I expected to get a rifle in my hands, not in my pants! Truly, this is a masculine place.

>>7062331
>tfw you make it on eachothers list
<3 ily too

>>7062439
what does this mean

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>>7062449
>what does this mean

Reminder im secretly in love with isla desu

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>>7062448
>tfw cant go army cause of mental disorders
At least cop is an option. I think.

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i wish i could be less akward around people

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>you will never be forced to strip at gunpoint by a masculine girl pointing a gun at you, before getting on your knees and kissing her boots
Give me one reason

>>7062460
>Give me one reason
--why life is worth living

>>7062448
For once I'm proud of my non-country for making something