Keep picturing myself as a woman

>>7033218
You're just a fag but take hormones and become a slut since it's what you want deep down.

>>7033223
Thank you dr. dickhead.

>>7033244
You're welcome AGP fetishist.

>>7033218
If you don't actually want to be a woman, nor feel bad about your male characteristics or want to be treated as female day-to-day, then it's probably nothing. If it's really bothering you then it's something worth exploring though, possibly with a therapist.

>>7033218
I think you should see a therapist. You say you're mentally ill, so you probably already have one. Talk to them about this.

>>7038363

I avoid therapists and psychiatrists like the fucking plague though. I get my prescriptions renewed by my family doctor and just keep going along until the meds stop working which takes years on average. I'm scared they will lock me up for self harm because I'm a bit pain for pleasure and regularily cut myself with a razor for a paingasm. Fuck them and their stupid "We have to lock everyone up who harms themselves" rule. Fucking fuck.

>>7038458
>"We have to lock everyone up who harms themselves" rule.

Where the fuck do you live?

>>7038552
Canadistan.

>>7038552
It's serious self harm they lock you up for. Though a psychiatrist can decide what constitutes "serious".

As long as you aren't hallucinating/dissociating its probably not a big deal. Sometimes in my dreams I'm a different person, but when I wake up I know who I am.

>>7038597
Emotional detachment is my norm. That is part of the definition of dissociation.

>>7033218
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>>7033218
if you are already diagnoed with a mental illness...why aren't you talking to a psychatrist...you know those people that study the human psyche

I'm going through the same thing too. It didn't start till I heard about trans people. I kinda get bummed when I hear "its probably nothing". I realize being trans is hell but I want to be somewhat "legitimate" so I can transition.

>>7043592
Just transition. It's your life. I'm a disgusting transbian and while I wish to remain androgynous I would love to grow breasts, but bra shopping sounds a bit overwhelming atm. You already lost to the tranny meme. You are already mentally ill why do you need affirmation?

>>7043902
I'm just worried that no one will take me seriously. Also going about transition is risky and expensive

>>7043902
I'm >>7043592 and not OP by the way. Dont know if it changes anything but I'm not diagnosed with any mental illnesses besides ADD

>>7038560
holy fuck fuck this fucking place

i got arrested for telling my doctor i have suicidal ideations and refusing therapy or medication