To my fellow hons/ugly people, how often do you think of death

>>7018160
Ugly cis gay man here. I think about suicide daily.

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>>7018160
Every fucking day and I'm not even that ugly compared to most dudes my age.

trans'd at 15, 22 now

Used to think of suicide, but no longer do. You are part of a larger human organism, and you ultimately affect its well being. Do what you will.

>>7018160
Almost everytime I drive I visualize myself crashing and killing myself and think about how nice that would be

Mostly daily. Some days I manage not to

>>7020904
Fuck off

Every day

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occasionally, but when it does happen it's pervasive and hard to get rid of. but it's not because I'm hons, it's an unrelated mental illness. desu I was unattractive before I medically transitioned so I didn't really expect any different. hrt actually helped regulate my moods so I actually got better as I transitioned and think about suicide less often/less seriously than before.

also fuck binding. I was never flat, I had back/ribcage issues even when I didn't bind, and even after a breast reduction the fucks grew back. so I wanted to chop them off well before I was even aware transitioning was a thing.

I also avoid conventionally attractive people like the plague thus I can avoid my self-esteem issues forever.

>>7018160
Every day. I like to think of all the nazis I've known who've killed themselves, and all the ones I will kill if they ever get mouthy, every day.

>>7018160
Everyday.

>>7018160

On an hourly basis, and I'm not even a hon.