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last: >>6996561
>feel dysphoric
>drop estrogen dose
>feel nothing
:D
>>6997373
ok
cut my life into pieces
First for I love
Dana
Juniper
Sirona
>>6997399
>male to fujoshi
LITERALLY me
>what my 3DS thinks I look like
th-thanks nintendo
>>6997403
I don't have this experience. I'm only on 2mg / day tho.
>>6997418
:)
I love you so much
>>6997413
I went from 6 to 2 and so far happy with it. Still waiting to see if I get hot flashes or ever have/need a sex drive.
xth for rei is the best
Cute limited cloths or butt stuff?
>>6997425
not butt stuff
>>6997420
ditto qt
>>6997425
both!
>>6997418
>did they make that song bout you?
exactly ^-^ and you i suppose
>>6997399
Nero x Dante best fujoship
>>6997429
You're awesome :3
Would enjoy some drugs or something rn
is elanna still alive can anyone confirm
>>6997432
>implying it isn't the ds3 princes
shit taste desu
tfw you will never experience a love like that between Juniper and Carol
>>6997433
anal is shitty
>>6997435
U 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!
>>6997443
<3 <3 <3
>>6997440
she was awake and alive at least until she left for work this morning. i didn't follow her after that though
>>6997443
Anal is actually pretty bomb i think
>>6997439
Sometimes I just hold my breath until I pass out
>>6997442
;3
>>6997447
thx
>>6997448
tell me more
>>6997449
Damn, how does that feel
I really want dph rn but i dont have two days to be super fucked up
>>6997448
agpagpagpagpagpagpagpagpagpagppagpag pag pag pag pag pag agp
>>6997453
I don't actually tbqh
Read a book instead! ;D
>>6997456
never done butt stuff and continuing to obtain research information
Why aren't you a Communist, /mtfg/?
>>6997461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tElEX_aR3Lw
>>6997461
I'm an anarcho communist
>>6997464
pressure?
>>6997441
That's not best ship, that's saddest ship
They just wanted to run far away together and spend eternity watching the flames fade in eachothers arms
>>6997453
https://vid.me/AiqT
>>6997468
Yea. I mean, you're pushing in on yourself. Or being pushed into if you're a normie (ree)
>>6997461
because communists are godless
>>6997473
is it really as great as it sounds?
>>6997480
Maybe not at first, but as you become more comfortable with your body it gets more fun.
Post cute ships
I'm dying slightly slower than I was a week ago
Yay
>>6997484
I don't think people need a huge state power to boss them around and tell them what to do
>>6997491
Cute ships?
>>6997493
That's a disappoint
Go to gulag now
>>6997496
Post cute boys being lude with one another
>>6997499
no gulags in an anarchist society senpai
>>6997502
You said "ships"
>>6997503
Communal gulags for counter-revolutionaries but
>>6997507
Actually yeah keep posting cute ships
>>6997511
I like this ship
ded
>>6997520
>>6997487
how do you get rid of the feeling of wanting to poop?
is this just something that goes away after doing it more often?
anyone else here /wakeandbake/?
>Take a walk in the european caliphate of denmark
>black girl walks up to me and asks where the bus station is
>she's in the total opposite end of the city from the train station or bus station
>thinks I can gesture the path to her, her english is terrible
>tell her I'm partially on my way there, I'll go with her until we split off and she can ask someone else
>she keeps saying sorry, all the way, almost nervously apologetic
>gets phonecall
>asks me "is this (city I live in pronounced poorly)?" spontaneously
>tell her yes
How does she even exist here, what the fuck. did she sleepwalk into the city?
>>6997461
I'm a trotskyist
>>6997484
>"The goal of Socialism is Communism" t. Lenin
Lenin was wrong. And the point that there is a middleground like socialism before communism is specifically because communism is generally unfeasible.
>>6997536
Trotskyist Counter-Revolutionary SCUM!
>>6997534
I wish
I haven't heard anything
>>6997536
>2016
>trotskyist
anon...
>>6997536
I'm a bernieist
>>6997538
Socialism needs to happen first though
>>6997536
JEB BUSH OVERLORD 2016
>all this yaoi ITT
can we post doggos
>>6997536
>>6997552
lemme cuddle doggo @,@
My mother is forcing me to go to a psychologist next week.
What do?
>>6997529
no smoky smock on HRT!
>>6997557
go senpai, you might get official brand name feM&Ms
>>6997557
tell them you are tran
>>6997558
but is feels goood
>>6997565
i dont want you to die bc of blood blots :c
>>6997557
>tfw still under pressure to get therapy and get meds
I wish I was less scared tho
>>6997568
Hi Sophie <3
>>6997568
hello sophie :D
>>6997560
I'm not self medding either though, I don't wanna transition yet
>>6997562
But why
>>6997568
Hello Phienchen, how are you? I don't see you here as often anymore
>>6997567
weed isn't any more dangerous on hrt?
>>6997558
My doctor said weed was probably fine even if he doesn't really encourage it. Tobacco is the bad guy.
>>6997575
But transitioning turns you into a literal trans person, makes you infertile and makes it so you have to rely on meds for the rest of your life, possibly get surgery and still look like a man.
>>6997574
ugh
>>6997576
do you smoke pure?
>>6997575
>implying that you numales had any T to begin with
No doggos..? </3
>>6997567
nicotine makes blood clot, I am not a stoner but I think you can smoke without nico
>>6997570
>>6997572
heyo :3
>>6997573
hello!
I am writing a terrible paper, its taking a lot of my time, and its not going well. I am really annoyed by that.
I am still sad overall, but less than before ffs. Life could be a lot worse I guess.
>>6997575
>tfw psych said to wait a year or two for an initial appointment
>>6997583
my endo said my t was higher than average rip
>>6997581
dysphoria will be what makes you take the rope
>>6997582
i don't smoke at all anymore. i just wish i could start again ;-; but no, always mixed, pure is wasteful.
>>6997584
I ll let you be my dog. A very hideous pet but i would still love you because you would be my best friend
>>6997584
Ily circe idk where my doggo is
>>6997585
go to a different psych, if they refuse start cutting or something
>>6997583
i had like 500(whatever the measurement is).
>>6997586
I am sorry about your mental illness bro.
Don't kill yourself
http://www.strawpoll.me/11348934
>>6997585
<3 Sophie
Good luck on writing the paper <3
>>6997588
wtf why would you ever cut weed with tobacco? Thats fucking gross. Whatever, I pretty much only smoke dabs anyway
>>6997593
thanks
not planning to anytime soon either
>>6997587
Maybe I can beat dysphoria though. I want to join the army sometime soon
>>6997594
I never go anon
>>6997591
>cutting
they wouldnt give a shit. my gp says I should go to a ward and tell them Ill kms if they dont get me help immediately, but Idk, I have stuff to do and classes to pass I guess.
>>6997595
thank you :)
>tfw i'll never be able to rock a bob cut like Korra in Book 4
>>6997602
<3 <3 <3
Hugg Soph
>>6997596
Anime isn't real. Real life negro women have foward jaws and have anger issues.
>>6997597
>Thats fucking gross.
no, it's not. pure is wasteful and it tastes good so long you have good and fresh tobacco.
>>6997600
we don't need anymore military trannies
>>6997602
I'm pretty sure they would as self harm is considered a extreme behavior
>>6997609
how is it wasteful? You get way higher way faster if you smoke pure
>>6997602
>Implying that blacks are observing thinkers and not creatures of instinct
>>6997602
witzick
but wait he stopped giving you prescription?
hugg
EVERYONE
>>6997625
Don't touch me you homo. Just because we have a common enemy does not make me buddy buddy with you.
I swear I am going to go bankrupt
>>6997629
o-okay
i'm sorry anon :c
>>6997637
hugg sish
>>6997618
true, but it's more or less overkill. a good 50/50 mix gets you just as high. if you smoke with friends it's more fun to put less in it and slowly getting more and more high while talking and chilling. you also need much less if you don't force your tolerance to go up and beyond by doing pure every time.
>>6997624
prescription?
I am confused
>>6997614
dunno, they didnt care about starving or abusing pills either. pretty sure its different here. Cutting and using it for leverage is teenage behaviour. Doubt thatd fly.
>>6997620
I chuckled
>>6997639
thank
>>6997636
Cute as fuck tho, would increase chance of date.
>>6997637
It's okay. You sound like a needy homo. Do you have no homo lover to call your own?
>>6997636
Looks more feminine than what 90+% of the women are wearing.
Yoga pants everywhere. Disgusting.
>>6997640
I guess I just smoke a fuck ton because I live in LA
WHAT A DEAL!
>>6997648
not atm no, but I really did mean no harm.
>>6997654
>Yoga pants everywhere
Finally I think I just found my soulmate!
>>6997652
Germany
>>6997652
Men provide for women because they give birth to their children. Only a cuckold would provide for someone who is not taking care of his children.
boys are gross
>>6997655
i live in germany. everybody mixes here. pure is like a special treat once in a while.
>>6997658
weird I would think it would be different there, in usa any self harm is taken very seriously, but I guess we are the most mtf friendly country pretty much
>>6997647
I forget, are you still /repression/ or nah?
Who else is repressing here?
http://www.strawpoll.me/11349063
>>6997673
I'm about to make an appointment with my local gender team people next week ;w;
tried being a boy for 18 years and it just didn't work
Why in the world would you be stoic if you could be epicurean?
>>6997673
>repressing
agp
>>6997665
Disgusting.
>>6997665
Here they give you a free dab or two every time you buy weed at the dispensary. You should come visit here sometime, I'll smoke you out and show you some of the crazy edibles they sell
>>6997657
You cut me deep
>>6997677
>local gender team
Who is the founder of the group? What is his/her last name?
>>6997685
better start lifting
>>6997687
I'm getting on HRT ^^
>>6997691
kek
i have no idea what it's called in english but they call it gender team
tfw walks in the park and psychedelic mushroom hunting :^)
>>6997643
Here's a new pic for you Phiench senpai, havent seen you around. Did you see that god awful matchmaking I got on friday in overdogshitwatch?
>>6997652
Well its not a bad goal since most men just want a girl and settle down really, we're pretty simple, the entire world was built for women anyways. Women didnt wanna sleep in caves, men built houses, women didnt like the cold, men invented fire, women didnt want man to be out and hunt all day so we began farming at our home. Good luck senpai.
>>6997671
I was never repressing, the only thing I repress are bad thoughts that would cause some headlines if put into action.
How am I supposed to find a psychiatrist to work with in the shitty south? My therapist is telling me there is a good chance I might be bipolar because my father was and I've been acting like it, but I'm really scared about showing up for an appointment with a random psychiatrist and having him say really retarded stuff to me about me being trans and letting it get in the way of him figuring out if I am bipolar or not.
What do I do? Just try random psychiatrists at random?
>>6997693
Did your doctor approve it?
>>6997684
i'd love to. but you would have to take care of me. i went to amsterdam once with a friend from the US and he just went pure after pure after pure for some hours. i was so high i didn't recognize anything anymore and barely kept up following him. the worst taxy ride of my life followed right after.
>>6997698
No ^^
self-medding :3
>cant be a girl becuse i dont pass
>cant be a boy becuse of dysphoria
is it time to end it?
>>6997694
Ah a fellow european. What language is this? Are you a nationalist?
>>6997678
those aren't mutually exclusive
>>6997696
hello!
I am super busy with unistuff. so annoying.
I dont really know a lot about overwatch. I wasnt at home on friday and didnt see it :0
>>6997673
Im not sure if im trans or just a failed male. On one hand i've always envied girls and wanted to be one since like 8. On the other hand my dysphoria has never been stronger than that + disliking my male features. I dont get depressed over pronouns or being treated like a guy, so i'll probably just try to forget about this
>>6997702
Depends. Are you white? Are you a leftist?
>>6997702
if this goblin can get a husband then the sky's the limit
>>6997699
I have plenty of experience from babysitting my parents after we all got beyond fucked up at karaoke.
>>6997703
Not her but it's Dutch
>tfw got ignored by someone who occasionally posts here who asked me for contact info first
why am I such a sperg I want to die
>>6997696
tfw play overwatch on ps4, but have no friends to play with
>tfw school work due tomorrow but your file and the back-up has fucked up entirely and now all you can do is just cry as you realize you're fucked
>>6997716
then get some perspective
>>6997716
Why do you work against your interests by being a leftist? Is it self hatred? Blacks , Arabs and others sure don't vote to lose power in their lands
>>6997724
what does that mean?
>>6997723
at least you're not a neet
>>6997714
Is this your safe space? You know i am more objective and honest than most people so i can help you out.
>>6997712
sounds comforting. maybe one day i actually visit LA. i need to visit a friend in SC and we planned on doing a trip through the US.
>>6997636
honestly some of the stuff you buy makes me mad with jealousy. I really can't wait to see pics of you wearing them
>>6997728
we polgbt now?
>>6997735
why do you get jealous? there will be pics whenever I can get together a full set of cloths, probably a week or two depending on ship times
>>6997706
Well just look at this shit, does this look like a fucking fair match-up? Jesus christ the level disparity. And what you studying now again, I hope its something with a future. And overwatch is fun, try it when you can.
>>6997719
>Ps4
But why, you aim better on PC and it's more convenient.
>>6997733
for sure dude. I'm always down to chill with another stoner tranny
>>6997737
This has always been /polgbt/
>decide to go out for a walk after an hour of debating it with myself
>starts raining
wew
>>6997740
cus im 6'2" and really like that style but it will only look weird on me
>>6997741
is my brothers ps4. I'm stuck on a macbook, and I wont have any money for a new computer antytime soon
>>6997743
b-but why
>>6997741
oh lol.
and nope, no future.
I am a historian
i'm bored
Someone just told me that I could be the twin sister of Gerard Way.
Time to kill myself
>>6997748
Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth
>>6997743
im slowly working towards that commie revolution
wealth redistribution is coming soon comrade
>>6997745
I'll wear them for you senpai
>>6997755
we must secure the existence of our race and a future for white children?
>>6997597
>>6997588
>not vaping weed and then tripping off eating the afterproduct straight
plebians
>>6997756
>>6997759
What we must fight for is to safeguard the existence and reproduction of our race and our people, the sustenance of our children and the purity of our blood, the freedom and independence of the fatherland, so that our people may mature for the fulfillment of the mission allotted it by the creator of the universe. Every thought and every idea, every doctrine and all knowledge, must serve this purpose. And everything must be examined from this point of view and used or rejected according to its utility.
>>6997732
yes this is my safe space so please remove yourself shitlord
>>6997758
The future belongs to those who believe in their beauty of their dreams
fly ahead, little pidgeon
fly ahead
;_;
>>6997763
Sieg heil
>>6997767
>>6997747
>I'm stuck on a macbook
I have a feeling this is your fault, you done goofed anon. Oh well, at least everyone else is playing with the same handicap on the Ps4, unless overwatch is cross-platform which i doubt.
>>6997749
>Historian
I wanted to be this too but then I realized you cant only teach history or make a living on just that, but it is a noble subject at least. What you gonna focus on. And yeah the matchmaking is shite, fucking blizzard.
>>6997703
I'm from Belgium, the flemish part as they call it, so it's Dutch. And no I'm definitely not a nationalist, I don't care too much for my county that I'd call myself a nationalist.
>>6997713
Yup.
What's the strategy to achieve this physique?
>>6997776
i've heard many people from around here go to Gent, they have a good team i think and the waiting lists aren't too long compared to the VUmc in amsterdam
>>6997779
literally be fat
>>6997775
probably something towards economic history of 20th century, hoping I can get a place in a cosy company archive somewhere.
ive had pretty extensive classes on roman empire, colonial empires and the american continent as well tho. supplemented by polscie classes (international relations etc) I hope to get my masters in spring or summer next year.
treating razor burn? epilator soon so
>>6997781
how do I become fat but retain slim limbs and waist then?
>>6997781
LUCKY STAR!
>>6997787
literally female fat redistribution
>>6997789
kagami is my waifu
>>6997795
>literally female fat redistribution
how do I get female fat redistribution?
>>6997780
Oh, really? That's super duper awesome to hear! You've definitely relieved my stress for my future appointment quite a bit. Thanks, Sertii c:
>>6997756
Too bad you will have to give your money to comissar Jamal who had 6 kids with 3 different baby mommas
Pay up whitey
>>6997799
hrt
>>6997799
literally hormone replacement therapy
>>6997803
It doesn't work, I don't have her ass and if I eat too much it goes to the wrong places :/. and how come no one here has her body but some are kinda chubby?
>>6997803
Literally kill yourself rapist
>>6997803
I am starting to fear that this is a meme
>gained 3 kgs
>still no thighs no butt
>noticable tummy
I am still like 4 kgs below normal weight and I am already becoming a landwhale
>>6997795
youve great taste :3
>>6997818
>I am already becoming a landwhale
Sophie, please
>tfw i gained 2kg over the last month or two and it literally all went on my butt
good feel desu :3
>>6997826
?
>>6997831
Post your mangled face
>tfw not a qt kfashion model
>>6997779
Tfw i will never be this
>>6997818
Get out of underweight first before you complain about no butt and stuff ;_;
>>6997835
its not that mangled anymore!
>>6997842
thats hard tho ;_;
>>6997845
>thats hard tho
You can do it though <3
Just gotta keep at it and you'll be a healthy weight soon
I love what HRT has done to me but also realized it will never be enough to pass
how viable is permanent boymode exactly?
Dysphoria is too much. I don't wanna go to work today.
>>6997845
I'll send you Weihnachtsbrötchen, I'll be mad if you don't eat them so you have to get thicc. :3
>>6997852
depends on how much you have to hide and how bad your social dysphoria is.
does anyone else feel like the trans community is a bigger obstacle than transphobia
>>6997831
I just think it's funny how you're not even at a normal weight yet and you're afraid you're getting too fat.
dae feel like the trans community is worse than transphobia
>>6997864
I feel like my own brain is a bigger obstacle than those two put together
>>6997858
Tfw quit job because of dysphoria
>>6997812
because they didn't lose all their boyfat and then gain back massive girlfat
>>6997815
u2
>>6997818
if all else fails up your dose bb
im what they call cool
in ancient latin, it's frigus
in arabic, it's بارد
in spanish, it's guay
in portuguese, it's legal
in russian, it's кpyтo
in greek, it's δροσερός
but it means the same thing, baby
im cool
ive been really dysphoric lately
how do i make it stop?
>>6997876
hugg carol
>>6997878
I want to switch to injections. I hope that helps ._.
>>6997882
:33
Phienchen best Sophie <3
>>6997875
Shit I'm so useless
>>6997852
Why not get FFS?
>>6997878
>didn't lose all their boyfat and then gain back massive girlfat
but I did
BURN TROUGH IT BURN TROUGH IT IM NOT TAKING TURNS TO IT TURNS TO IT
>>6997878
>because they didn't lose all their boyfat and then gain back massive girlfat
hey im doing that :D
>>6997870
I am sure you can take it, you're being tougher now, right?
How do you beat dysphoria without transitioning?
today i looked in the mirror and saw some potential in my face
<3
>>6997901
pimozide
>>6997842
Hi Franzi
Consider yourself hugged
>>6997902
>potential in my face
here this should help get that grime off you
http://www.wikihow.com/Keep-Your-Face-Clean
>>6997888
Thats going to take years to save up for for me.
I guess its better than never passing though
>>6997894
I am trying, but if you push too much Ill cry anon..
>>6997897
yeah, I hope my endo wont want to put me on a minidosage first ._.'
>genetics
ohhhh
I guess Im fucked
>>6997898
yeah, but E isnt the problem. I need something for my stupid head and the crazy inside.
>>6997910
audible keks were had
>>6997915
Post your mug
>bf eating ice cream
>tell him i wish i had some
he sends me this
This feels just terrible. When you're depressed all the time, bouts of depression feel indistinguishable from regular, but when you have antidepressants, it feels just fucking awful. The stark contrast between happiness and this is unbearable.
>>6997897
Hug ;_;
>>6997921
Cute
why is C such a dogshit programming language
why am i required to write C code in a linux environment instead of an ide
why is compiling this garbage such a waste of time
why am i still getting over this goddamn pneumonia
why can't i find someone to cover my work shift tonight
>>6997925
I've always liked you :3
I <3 Franzi
Hugg
>>6997927
I really do, but i dont even know what to say.
What chan are you all moving to when 4chan dies? I can't think of any other place to go.
>>6997929
you know what else is a dogshit language
the language of you not coming over and yuri'ing it up with me
>>6997936
ill be moving on to the next life
>>6997936
what do you mean when 4chan dies?
>>6997920
no, my face is private property now.
>>6997927
not with other things, but fat distribution really isnt my strong side.
>>6997915
>if you push too much Ill cry anon..
Oh, I wouldn't want that. I wont then, maybe once you get tougher.
>>6997937
I
HAVE
P N E U M O N I A
>mfw about to go to the next level
I just don't fucking get it anymore. Maybe I should just live off being incomprehensibly desirable to people while I finish my education. It clearly pays better than my current work.
>>6997408
tfw Carol doesn't love me anymore
>>6997946
Oh no, poor babby >:
Then come over and let me nurse you!!
>>6997951
show me your panties
>>6997941
Check /qa/. Hiro apparently can't keep up with expenses.
>>6997929
Not being proficient in it doesn't make it dogshit famalam
I bet you think C++ is better
get well soon btw
>>6997915
oh poor girl I wish you good luck.
and wtf my therapist is refusing to fully stop my mirta medication. Maybe ask around a bit? There have to be docs who throw around with psychotropic.
>>6997925
you gave me some enlightening details about QHI and .. uuh its totally uninfluenced by the fact that im kraut myself *-*
>>6997952
Cock and Ball Torture.
Most girls find their lives much improved once their testicles are out of the equation.
>>6997957
what? Hiro is making lots of money with selling user data...
>>6997952
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy
It's a type of therapy that targets negative emotional cycles and accepted paradigms of thought that contribute to perpetuating your state of mind
And learning new coping mechanisms that combat and ease your specific symptoms in a growth-oriented way
It helped me over come my eating disorder.
>>6997956
everyone's already seen my panties
>>6997961
what is mirta?
my main problem is that its hard to get an appointment. And that I dont trust docs
God it feels like my insides are melting, my bones and joints ache, Im weak and my head hurts constantly. Someone please kill me.
>>6997965
I thought so too, given what he did over at 2chan, but I'm still worried that this site might go under. I'm a socially-inept recluse and this is the only site where I fit in anymore.
will things be better in gensokyo?
>>6997936
well seedy needs a catalog before i ever go back
>>6997975
>Aren't there more docs?
but I am autistic about calling anyone
>>6997975
Even if you aren't a fan of me I still love you Franzi.
>>6997983
What's your credit limit?
Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
>>6997987
Point is, I love you <3
Hugg
>>6997952
compulsory basic traning
required to ride a motorcycle of up to 125cc
>>6997994
Just curious. Mine's £150. I have bad credit so they started me low.
>>6997983
>Oh you are the Cologne anon?
>Ya thats me
oh, another tranny from cologne. how you doing?
>>6997994
Then just call me Todd Howard because Im gonna tell you sweet lies till you believe it.
>>6997998
>>6997983
Lmao, if I move to cologne next year it will be an mtfg hochburg :3
>>6997999
:3
nice trips <3
>>6997998
I was reading about something related to Cologne today; Roman military operations along the Rhine limes circa 350-360 AD. There are some Roman ruins there that I would like to visit one day or is that Trier?
>>6997990
thanks sweety
>>6998004
theres lots of roman stuff in both places.
>>6998004
Not much to see in Cologne. If you're thinking of the black gate, it's in Trèves, yeah.
>>6998008
>Black gate
That's the one, thanks.
Just when I think I don't like girls anymore and want a bf, I start falling for a girl on the other side of the world
Fuck this gay earth
>>6997998
Uuh you're from cologne?!
Just decided to drop my therapist but I'll get myself mones :D so im okay and you?
>>6997999
nice digits
and no I always used giftcards to order things I'm unexperienced with this stuff.
>> tfw you phone corrects Überweisung to überdosis D:
the prediction is based on what you type D:
>>6998002
I would like that ^-^
>>6998000
Wow what a dork <3
>>6998005
I am not a sweety, but thank you for your kind words young lady.
>>6998014
Are you me? And she didn't like me, and her friends now bully me. I just wanna be completely straight so bad, much less stress
I've come to the conclusion that I am an effeminate homosexual male. Thank fuck for that.
>>6998021
>And she didn't like me, and her friends now bully me.
:( what happened Shakira?
>>6998026
I don't want to talk about it.
>>6998021
Are you talking about mercury?
Yeah it fucking sucks. She's the only one of my friends who's completely honest with me all the time. And really pushes me to be a better person tells me I'm an idiot when I need it.
She can be quite stoic and distant sometimes but then out of nowhere if I'm feeling down she'll just drop her guard and be this wonderful sweet girl.
Does anyone else ever fetishize yourselves as a male twink when you're fucking a bigger guy.
>>6998022
I'm glad that your gender issues are relatively minor, and wish you the very best in your present course as a fem fag.
>>6998022
Congrats, I hope you never have to question your gender again
Any clothes you wanna buy, /mtfg/?
>>6998031
What the fuck?
>>6998022
I've come to the conclusion that I'm an effeminate looking straight male who has random bouts of dysphoria, but is somehow not trans. Does that make sense?
>>6998029
okie
hugg
>>6998031
A A P
A
P
>>6998024
>i don't have to do fulltime for example.
that's exactly why I ditched him. Would be really great to get a tip.
>>6998039
>>6998042
You're a cis male who experiences dysphoria. Dysphoria and bring trans don't always go hand in hand. You make sense
>>6998042
>bouts of dysphoria
For now
>>6998039
>>6998051
>daywear
You're funny.
>>6998054
wew
The worst thing is about falling for this girl is that people fall in love with her all the time. She has this magnetic wonderful personality.
I've comforted her more than once when she was feeling like she couldn't hold friendships because people just want her and want to be with her.
>>6998059
Distance yourself before you hurt yourself. Trust me I've been there.
>>6998050
idk if it would be okay, to say his name on here? maybe i'm a little weird but i feel like that would be disrespectful if he gets annoyed by some /pol/ anons or whatever. do you have a burner email or steam or skype?
>>6998059
Stop falling in love.
>>6998057
Sup Cheska.
>>6998060
You sure you wanna reveal your full name and town?
>>6998060
>amzn/com/w/1FCAMVAIINJLG
>Texas Pete
Tacky taste is shit taste in hot sauce, you're lucky you're a cutie Beep.
>>6998076
Cheska?
>>6998002
Do I need to move there too now?
>>6998060
mkay
>Eating disorder getting worse
>Aunt died
>Too tired and in pain to do anything
>Constant and deep depression
i-it gets better right?
>>6998064
I try. Sometimes we don't talk for weeks and I feel OK but the second we do it's all back just as strong.
I know it won't work, she's thousands of miles away, and like she's always talking about how pretty and beautiful she thinks I am but she doesn't like me that way.
It'd be another thing to make her hate herself if I told her.
She trusts me I can't do that
How can I distance myself, I rely on her for so much support. I don't have anyone else I'm comfortable sharing with, or trust
>>6998066
How? Just how
>>6998092
yes please :D
>>6998098
Everytime you start to fall in love just remember all the times that it went horribly wrong.
Hey MTF gen, I have a question
For an anthro project, I have to explore a certain sector of people that exist in my proximity. I chose transwoman bc I find them compelling for whatever reason (and I live in the capitol of the queers of America so there's plenty here). I have to attend events and spaces for transwomen for the next two months. Thing is, I'm a cisgirl and I don't want to come off as intrusive. I know you guys aren't tumblrites or sjws so I probably sound ridiculous, but am I "overstepping boundaries"?
>>6998098
Bring yourself to reality and know it won't work, I was the same way, I relied on someone for emotional support and love and everyone loved her because her personality was brighter than the sun and she is the prettiest girl in any room and everyone wants to know her. And it hurt me because I wasn't the one she ended up wanting and it hurt us forever. Be realistic with what you can obtain and understand that your friendship should be just that, friends.
All of my clothes are large sized and supposed to fit a man who is 60lbs heaver than me, and I don't have any money to replace my wardrobe.
>>6998112
>I know you guys aren't tumblrites or sjws
I'm not so sure about that ~ for me it wouldn't be a problem.
>>6998098
Friendzoned.
What a waste. I just had a lucid dream I lived in some really nice persons house, the only catch was I had broken in and was just banking on being out of there before they came home. But because it was a dream I had made popcorn and trashed the place as at 3am I had to rush around like a super sonic panic attack picking up my mess so I didn't get killed when the owners got home. What a fucking waste of a dream. I woke myself up when I realized how fruitless the cycle was, so idk if they ever came home - but i imagined once I was half awake but not really done dreaming that they came home and had a dog with them who entered the house and I had to jump out a window and it was a cops house....
Before I worked for a gangster I don't really remember what was happening - but like all my dreams they include panic and hardship and misery.
I literally flew down stairs tho
>tfw boyfriend gave me a surprise gift and it's a bunch of makeup
I really like this guy it's gonna be because of him that I start working even harder on my transition than I have been
>>6998103
Well, given my romantic past, I can safely say it can't possibly get worse than what I've already experienced...
>>6998132
That's what I thought about every girl I ever fell in love with. It's just brain chemicals, ignore it.
>>6998123
Maybe I've just girlfriendzoned her
She's been nothing but a wonderful friend and I just selfishly want more
>>6998095
tail plugs are cute
>>6998112
If you take time to call lgbt groups in advance and properly explain your project, you'll probably be welcome. Don't pose as a transwoman, though, that would really be bad form and methodologically dubious.
>>6998132
Maybe, even if we're not that close anymore I still wish the best for her. And if you can get over her I promise you that you can still be friends.
>>6998155
Move on. There is a reason the fat ugly autistic magic the gathering kid doesn't end up with little miss cheer leader from Harvard. Just because you're a common moth drawn in by a bright light doesn't mean the light will ever give a fuck about the moth. Stop orbiting and get some distance.
>>6998155
Stop being friends with her. I stayed friends with some girl I liked in school and that crush ended up lasting 7 years before she finally fucked off with some guy. On the other hand I got over my trip crush pretty fast because she decided to be an asshole to me so we couldn't even be friends.
>>6998160
This.
>>6998155
I don't know how, it took me being very crushed to deal with it. I hope you can find your way anon.
>>6998162
whos your tripcrush?
>>6998076
O.o I DIDNT KNOW OMG
post tripcrushes
>>6998175
tfw carol doesn't love me anymore.
>>6998179
when did i say that? :c
>>6998171
>who was your tripcrush
FTFY
And I'm not saying anything lest her army of fangirls use that as fuel to bitch about me yet again.
>>6998182
When you listed your crushes and I wasn't on the list!
What's the best tripcode generator for GNU/Linux? I'll use Wine if I have to, but I'd rather not.
>>6998179
Franzi
shes the best. I want to live with her for the rest of my life.
>>6998185
i wont tell anyone *-*
>>6998160
Lil' nigga that was almost poetic. Does that still hold true if the " fat ugly autistic magic the gathering kid" actually wants to be the "little miss cheer leader from Harvard"?
>tfw u don't feel better the next day
Benzo will make me sleep all day.
>>6998191
Make me one with the word cyberpunk in it please if you figure it out.
>>6998191
tripcode explorer through wine
generating one can days btw
>>6998065
>>6998102
well, if you don't want to. i guess i can say he works in köln braunsfeld, near the station maarweg. sorry, if i'm being weird. oh, und geh nicht zur endokronologie am heumarkt, die lassen sich ewig zeit. geh zur urologischen praxis in der panklinik wenn du die psychologische bestätigung hast. da kriegst du sehr schnell termine und die nerven nicht mit unnötigen gesprächen.
>>6998172
Your town is so quaint, I love it. It's not even fully streetmapped, it's disappointing! But yeah, I'd recommend taking off your last name from your account and getting a PO box in a neighboring town if you want to post your Amazon wishlists in fishy places, they're an easy doxx source. Lucky for you the same thing almost happened to me so I'm just alerting you, not doxxing you.
>>6998196
It's okay Fagzi. It's not like anyone expects better from you.
>>6998199
Hi Sass
Huggg
>>6998211
At least xir is not shitposting here.
>>6998207
ok pls just delete ur posts so no one ever knows this happened!!!
>>6998218
I need to find a Franzi and give her a big hug <3
>>6998220
It's too late for that, archives are a thing. Just remove the personal info from the list, change the list's link, or delete the list all together and they have nothing.
>>6998207
awww jfc though... they need to get their site together wtf..
>>6998160
It's just hard because like, Idk how to explain, but I'm like that, kind of. Like people think I'm beautiful, and I have no shortage of people wanting to date me. I like to think that I'm a nice person too and I mean I'm pretty confident.
But this has never happened to me. I've never been this person. I stop working around her. I've literally never felt this way.
I'm not a moth, she's just the brighter flame that drowns me out.
I have a bf right now, I'm breaking up with him tomorrow.
>>6998162
I'm really sorry to hear about both of those things Shakira.
I can't stop being friends with her. Sure it's a solution but it's a dumb one. I love her. I love her friendship I'm not throwing that away because I'm being an idiot
>>6998163
I'm so sorry
Thank you
>>6998199
Your boymode pic was pretty cute, that person was a dick for posting it though, however if you hadn't admitted it no-one would have known because nobody really knows what you look like. You've changed a lot, keep up the good work!
>>6998198
Yeah, generally. It's the same principle - unless the female in question has a Trans attraction superior to generic attractions. Even if she's nice enough to 'emotionally support' that means "I can't be bothered with you. I have a life outside of your fantasy and it doesn't mesh with your existence and self destruction as a person. But we can be friends™"
Get distance now. High school doesn't end until 30, and these girls really arent interested in you. And honestly, maybe they were as guys. I had a girl who wasnt stalker level after me, but had a crush for about 2 months after we met at a party. She found out I was Trans haven't heard from her since. Also lost 2 childhood friends because they just don't get it and more important don't need to get it, because they don't and probably never did care.
There are an equal amount of girls that like Trans girls as their are men "chasers" . You don't hear about them, because girls don't chase anything but straight guys. And stalker lesbians prey on younger vulnerable vapid Tumblr skanks... People are generally shitty, and being a toxic influence, or flying like a moth to a FLAME isn't conducive to success.
Pick friends wisely. You can't pick sexual or love attraction. I'm sure someday they'll overlap and things will work out, but just like in 6th grade, if she don't like you're out of luck.
You're probably going to be a huge success somehow someday with somebody ELSE.
>>6998207
>flags on your house
>two flags on your house
Why?
>>6998231
Shieeeet bp, you dun goofed. Go delete that wishlist.
Also - FF toy figures? Really?
>>6998231
Yeah, it's pretty shitty that even with all the talk and illusions of privacy they'll still give out the full name on your account and the town you live in. For those of us in small towns that's still too much.
If people wanna buy off your wishlist, do the PO box thing or tell them to send you the money on something secure and tell you what they want to buy.
>>6998246
Fat americans
>>6998231
What can you say about the connection of your town with the KKK?
>>6998199
wat happen sassy?
>>6998199
Also don't do benzos! Feel free to talk to me if you're feeling down *hugs*
>>6998240
Well she's Trans, and a lesbian. So it could work.
But I know it won't. Like I said I just want to get over her and stop feeling like this whole staying friends.
>>6998240
While I was not that anon, that was really illuminating. Poor trannies, being treated as walking masturbatory fantasies.
did it go away??
>>6998246
not my house
>>6998294
The mean wish list went away AB.
>>6998294
yes
maybe get a taser *-*
why are you fat /mtfg?
>>6998290
That's what literally every relationship based on sex is. And if people aren't in love or having kids (ha) then it becomes a sex thing. That's literally all a girlfriend or boyfriend is anyway until about age 28 when people panic.
>>6998310
I'm trying x_x
I can count every rip
>>6998211
Please keep her. We don't want her either.
>>6998323
REALLY?! i MEAN come ON BB
>>6998323
Sooooo... FF figures, body pillows... where you too ashamed to put a pack of diapers there?
>>6998288
That's an entirely different form of subject matter I'm not versed in. I've only dated cis. Disregard most of what I typed, especially in relation to girls in any capacity that could have otherwise been applied to a Translesbian. We aren't the same and I don't know enough about the archetypes yet to speak.
>find the fire truck
>find the signs
>find the buildings
..... Lol failed to load capatcha service :^)
Fuck you google.
>>6998323
You'll be okay, nobody's gonna do anything to you. They cant even get themselves out of the house, much less travel to get you.
>>6998332
You gotta buy those, can't wait for someone to gift them to you. They're basically a necessity.
>>6998341
Looks like someone patted that anime girls eye with their fist.
>>6998332
don't forget the tail butt plug ;D
So Holic is a femboy nowadays i guess
>>6998349
indeed
>>6998057
>>6998312
>if people are having sex but they aren't in love then they're just having sex and not in love
insightful.. i'm confused tho
isn't the point of having a boyfriend or girlfriend tho to like actually create a life with someone you (at some point) fall in love with, and have a lot of sex with???
why would you call someone your boyfriend/girlfriend if ya'll weren't in love or striving for that lol
>>6998357
Gib link @.@
>>6998362
it doesn't exist
>>6998350
Oh I actually think that every girl should have a tail plug or two. Body pillows and diapers not so much, no matter what >>6998343 says.
>>6998350
nothing wrong with that
>Sunday rush
>First solo shift
H a l p
>>6998369
>tfw your sister has a body pillow
Not a daki, but still.
my life is awful and i can't do this homework ;~;
>>6998379
hang yourself from the cash register
Somehow preparing my pill for the coming week calms me down alot
Its weirdly satisfying
>>6998379
You can do it! Just man up.
What do you call a work that is socio-political but is created with the specific intent to be aesthetic, not to further a cause?
>>6998381
Maybe you should talk to your sister?
>>6998386
K, I'm on lunch should I take my makeup off, bind and use my dude voice for the afternoon?
>>6998382
But then I'd have to clean up the mess
>>6998359
I'm the wrong person to ask. I've been shy and awkward my entire life. I'm not the Codependent archetype. I like dating and the feeling of love, but it's not eternal and it certainly never lasted. This was pre transition ideology, I might change my mind. I'd have been a slutty girl sleeping with a ton of people, especially for power and money if I was cis. Never worked as a shy awkward cuck type.
Love isn't forever. It's fleeting. Marriage by design is anti-human. There are BILLIONS of people and people love to point at history and pretend monogamy works, but at best it's a dying trend. Divorce is a bigger meme today than ever. Staying with someone is rarely about love from what I observe. Love can be a fling. It's the attachment that corrodes the soul. Just a matter of how long that takes and how long you let it.
I speak in terms of absolutes because that's just how I'm programmed, but this isn't something up for debate just some opinion from a degenerate working with a broken instruction manual.
>>6998393
>not always binding with no makeup and trying to tell everyone you're a man
>>6998367
gif related
>>6998392
I do.
I don't see anything wrong with a body pillow that has a normal-ass pillow case on it.
Soo my last friend stopped answering me. Is it time to hug a train?
>>6998401
But then everyone would clock me as a fag?
>>6998389
Pretentious?
Also that guy needs to stop butchering the English language.
>>6998393
No, what I meant is that you need to put away the mildly depressed tranny outlook and just focus. Just do battlefield triage - deal witht he most pressing issue first and then work your way down.
Someone there thought that you are trustworthy enough to put in charge of handling cash.
>>6998359
if you're ducking someone, and then going out to brunch with them, they're your boyfriend, if you part after fucking they aren't
Eggs Benedict is the relationship determiner
>>6998396
oh lol
well if it makes you feel better most of the girls in here have no idea what they're talking about when it comes to dating and relationships.
so you're not alone. it's like the blind leading the blind most of the time.
i just got confused by what you were saying cause it doesn't make any sense. at least the terminology doesn't?
we live in the tinder era in which everyone can avoid labels and commitment. that's what makes the relationships with labels different.
people are more hesitant to get married and to have a bf/gf or whatever, so when you call someone your BF they're not there just for sex.
because you don't need a label for sex.
maybe i'm weird tho, idk. i've dated a LOT of men for a long time and i've avoided calling 95% of them my boyfriend for a reason. das sacred.
>>6998415
I'm sorry, straight cis girls shouldn't use that word, that's our word
>>6998310
my mum made banoffee cake
>tfw my mom is making me see a therapist next week because I'm "antisocial"
>tfw the actual reason why I'm a shut in is because I'm a tranny
Boy is she going to be in for a surprise
>>6998416
>Also that guy needs to stop butchering the English language.
death stranding is a perfectly valid term referring to beached animals.
>>6998416
The most pressing issue is that I'm a noob desu
;_;
Most cashiers know produce plu codes and can quickly enter them, I have to look them up every time I'm ringing through produce and it slows my till to a crawl.
I mean, I have flashcards but I mostly need time.
>>6998428
>cis
Pls
>>6998435
Come out strong, don't pull your punches, tell the psych what's going on
>>6998417
lmao i mean i don't fuck men that often. but i wouldn't call someone my boyfriend unless we were exclusively dating and stuff.
if i called every random guy i went out on a date with my boyfriend i'd have to stop dating a bunch of guys at once while i look for a good one.
i'd just be stuck with someone who didn't really like me for who i was or who didn't mesh well with me. what a fate.........
>>6998447
What do you mean by this? I should just say to the psych "yo, I think I'm trans and that's why I've been too depressed to go outside and stuff"
>>6998417
>Eggs Benedict
I'd rather stay a spinster than eating something that vile. Hollandaise is revolting.
>>6998427
Its probably regional as well, I'm sure. And generational. Girls my age generally fall into 3 categories (straight girls idk others)
* career driven
These girls don't fucking care about their labels, they're usually the types to fuck 1 hot guy at a time for a few months then get bored and move on when the semester ends. This lasts until age 25 when money becomes one of the main factors in their mating.
* ritualistic sluts
These are the bimbos, the histrionics, etc. They find their own sex niche, even if it's predatory and they stick with it. They call you a boyfriend, call you a girlfriend, it rarely matters they've got their main dick at home at home anyway. The rest is just play and ritual.
* family minded
I avoid these types. They don't show their true colors until 24 ish usually but they'll speak about family long before that. These are the ones that demand labels most often.
You've also got other archetypes that are a bit more rare like the artists, pan sexual kinksters, etc.
I tend to go for the rare ones out. The straight ones everyone pegs lesbian has always been where I find 'love'.
The definition of a relationship is exactly what you've described. It's always (almost) on the girl to decide the label and some refuse the cock unless you're a committed boyfriend girlfriend whatever.
I haven't dated yet as a woman, I shouldn't be giving advice to Trans girls lol.
I was a straight guy before this. My insight is both warped, but sometimes pin point accurate because I've been on the wrong side of the 2 way mirror. I've seen how girls behave and act AND I've always understood it.
Most girls are so basic.
>>6998451
speaking of two weeks of trying to get my girlfriend into bed after a month away on vacation and handeling my dads estate
We're at brunch though
I'm having a London broil benedict
>>6998454
Yeah just tell the truth whatever it is
>>6998454
Yeah. You're not going to get better without addressing your tranny issues.
>>6998458
I don't fall into any of these categories
is it because I'm not a real girl
>>6998454
Basically,
I've been worried about coming out, and the feeling of being out of place in my body has been crippling, it wasn't my idea to talk to you, but I'm hopeful you can help me with this.
>>6998442
try working in a service restaurant
nothing is barcoded, you have to input everything manually
the usual stuff like coffee easy to get to, but occasionally someone will buy something that you forgot is even for sale and you can spend like 10 seconds trying to find it.
10 seconds doesn't sound like a lot of time, but count it in your head. That's how long it takes when you have a coach full of old ladies waiting in a queue to get a cup of tea.
>>6998467
i just want you to know as a fellow alpha male i appreciate ur navigation skills
>>6998442
I guess they all went thought what you are now experiencing. You just need some time to get the hang of it. So, you know, stay at it and the speed will come with time.
>>6998458
yeah i can definitellyyy see all of that lmao! a lot about how cis women date confuses the fuck out of me, and i've only dated cis men and one trans woman, so idk
it just seems like cis girls are so comfy in that lil box they limit themselves too, and lots of them are hella insecure. which is fine cause we all have issues with that.
most girls do seem hella basic tho. real boring. but normal, which i guess guys do like. idk how it works with lesbian stuff.
it seems like homosexual relationships are more freeing at times?
but then again tons of gay men and women have racial preferences with dating and stuff so idk
>>6998462
lmao you know you can date whoever you want, like why are you still bothering with this? i get the shared history stuff and everything but idk. doesn't seem healthy.
NOT THAT I'M THE QUEEN OF HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS BUT IT'S JUST AN OBSERVATION
>>6998466
Yes. I'm not being a bitch but yes. Trans girls in my limited experience are either flaming gays because it's what they were before, or train wrecks of anxiety and hopelessness like me, or the type we don't often get here the autistic ones who honestly believe they are women and it destroys their dating and sex lives and they kill themselves in their 30s because they don't try to change their own behavior, they try to change EVERYONE ELSE.
A lot of this is instituonalized like religion is. Temperament in most basic bitches plays a lesser roll than peers.
>>6998490
Oh anxiety and hopelessness is me
>>6998495
I'm not saying these are the only demographics. I went to Israel and got laid, so it's pretty wide variety. But for mainland UK especially the US North East and California Texas... It's pretty pin point. The mistake isn't making demographic inferences, it's pin holing and not allowing for deviation. Which there is wide variety of - it's just more difficult to find.
>>6998469
You need to. They won't go away, and have a tendency to get stronger as you get older. Sooner is better, and with a therapist is often the easiest as there is the oath not letting them tell others.
>>6998500
mewtu
>>6998482
you must have some very very very dirty panties
>>6998490
What if I'm not flaming, a train wreck, or autistic?
>>6998482
are you bbw yet?
>tfw overdid it on work and energy expenditures last Tue/Wed. I'm still not recovered, or I'm now mostly bed ridden.
>>6998530
so at the moment you do not have the strength to fend someone off right?
>>6998535
oh I thought you'd be THICC by now ;-;
>>6998482
>early morning
>be naked
>put her hand on me
>wonder if she'll take initiative
>she pantomimes my dicks lement at my balls dying using it as a puppet for five minutes
>welp
I mean I don't know who would put up with a dorky shim that you can't take home to the parents
>>6998478
Did you really give everyone your name and city :p
nimmy wimmy
>>6998522
>mtfg
>not autistic
Pick one :^)
>>6998545
did you get your mones yet?
>>6998552
You can meme all you want but you failed to describe me so I'm curious. I always find people are full of shit when they try to categorize people like this.
>>6998555
no it's still in rhode island
probably on tuesday or wednesday
>>6997399
anyone here already had SRS? FFS? voice surgery? or have had an orchi?
can you share your experience? thanks.
>>6998530
I'm spent too. This weekend was interesting in many ways, but I'm severely lacking party fitness. I'm going to crash soon, I'm feeling drained. Was almost tempted to try something stupid last night, should tell you about it later...
>>6998542
my butt is kinda big i guess but i have no tits so idk what to tell you. i think you have to be like 200+ lbs to be a BBW
>>6998543
>pantomimes my dick
l m a o
you're very attractive and funny and intelligent with big tits and financial stability. plus you're caucasian. qualities most women and men like.
i'm js. don't settle if you don't have to.
>>6998552
i'm seriously thinking i might actually just have gender autism.
>>6998557
It doesn't hurt to explore your feelings, and if your feelings change, that's fine too
>>6998564
Had SRS, a trachea shave and a lip lift. All from Chettawut and everything went even better than expected. Will probably get FFS in a few months from a local surgeon.
goodmorning thread
how're you holdin up??
>>6998564
you're honestly better off going to reddit. people share their surgery stories all the time
>>6998569
irc you had some big breasts
>>6998577
it was going well until you showed up and trashed it up
>>6998581
ur thinking of someone else lmao
>>6998585
Don't be mean to hamster girls.
Has anyone else ever fantasized about edie taking their virginity?
>>6998570
I have cyber autism :) it's where you grow up too close with technology and your brain melds with it. It's real in the future.
>>6998601
no but I have fantasized about tying her up and forcing other trips to molest her and do other things to her
>>6998608
>forcing other trips
Which other trips?
redpill me on me
>>6998570
I've been considering HRT because I dont think I could stand to get any more masculine, but at the same time I dont really care how people gender me or treat me at all
Can you be too autistic to have aocial dysphoria?
>>6998613
has the worst webcam in mtfg
>>6998613
A cute
>>6998557
I'm a super shabbat shalom. I was barmitzva and everything. I wore my yamaka to school and in school and Sunday school everyday until 6th grade.
Now I'm starting my own life church of THE GREAT HUMMINGBIRD OCTOPUS DRAGON! There are 6 color archetypes, kinda like magic the gathering or Chakra or other nonsense stuff and then basically it's just a sex thing because that's what all cults are. Only instead of trying to hijack young girls, I am trying empower them and unbrain wash them, like I got hella brain washed. Not so much the religious part more the moral values behind like drugs and stuff (which LSD is a big part of the Great Hummingbird Octopus Dragon experience.
>>6998598
Uh, no such thing as phantom penis for me. It has its own new set of sensations that felt just right pretty quickly.
For FFS, I'm only getting my jaw and chin slightly reduced and made more symmetrical by a surgeon who specializes in lower face reconstruction. I don't really need more. I may get my nose bridge slightly reduced if I ever get lasik but that's all...
>>6998617
Don't bully me, you're really kind and gentle when you teach me how to have sex ;_;
>>6998612
snickerdoodle, circe, maeve, squeak, nim and elanna to name a few
>>6998642
but im a bastion of purity
>>6998642
What about the others?
>>6998415
>Getting clocked by cashiers
I can shop and stand in long line in full girlmode (in a dress) and no one can tell, but experienced cashiers just know and we're not talking plus/SKUs
Kiwi and nim still sitting in a tree :^)
>>6998642
I'd tickle a tied Edie with feathers, don't know why...
>>6998655
See, exactly how I imagined you being. It'll never happen cuz I'm not a man but it's fun to think about sometimes...
>>6998642
I don't want to molest edie ew
>>6998652
kayla, angie, carol and korra
sometimes i'm hopeful about transitioning
then i remember i have size 14 mens size feet and that all the shops that explicitly sell shoes for women with big feet have an extremely limited repertoire and sell size 13 at most.
>>6998657
DELETE THIS
>>6998670
>tfw not on the list
>>6998666
Hard to describe, anyway... Getting randomly wet isn't exactly nice though that may be just me. Pissing feels a lot less awkward and messy this way, though.
>>6998683
>being a woman is about more than just what ur feet look like desu
i know and im obviously overreacting, but it's still kinda annoying and sad
>>6998683
I was kidding. Are you ticklish?
>>6998683
It's okay, we'd probably never work out but it's still a fun fantasy. I can only imagine the reaction here to us doing it, it would be a gift that keeps on giving.
>>6998538
I likely could fend somebody off as I still have strength, but it would worsen my condition. ME/CFS sucks. One doc who treats both AIDS and ME/CFS patients said he'd rather have AIDS. At least the most debilitating part lasts at most a couple months. With ME/CFS it can stretch into decades.
>>6998557
I don't think any of us wanted to be trans, but we are.
>>6998565
This past two wednesdays i just did a doc or therapists appointment, and felt tired after. No shopping like I normally do.
>>6998670
>special ed gangbang with lots of crying
>>6998708
How big is considered big?
nim is for ____
>tfw robin
>tfw dyspraxia so no motor functions to masturbate
>>6998711
>I can only imagine the reaction here to us doing it, it would be a gift that keeps on giving
lmaaao i mean if history has taught us anything it's that no mtfg relationship ever ends well in the threads
>>6998719
i think for a girl size 10+ is considered big. i'm like a 10.5~11 in most shoes, like a 11.5-12 in hella thin shoes like bordellos and stuff.
>>6998730
goodnim
>>6998733
what a feel
>>6998730
Talking to everyday and making sure shes happy because she is a good girl who is gonna become beautiful and make a wonderful wife for someone.
>>6998742
Oh, it wouldn't end well but if you corrupted me we could make a ton of money off it. I dunno, I have weird fantasies.
>>6998742
In men's size or woman's?
>>6998739
Why is Robin a pirate
I have to pee but I don't feel like standing up. Carry me to the bathroom.
Why did I just get this error once? That's not even me and it didn't pop up again.
>>6998758
I pee in the sink. Toilets are a meme
>>6998760
Oh my feet are kind of big too then
I'm like 8-8.5 men's
>>6998708
Thought so...
>>6998713
I'm getting out too much. After a year locked up and six months with no money, I really need it. But I'm just out of shape for it. Well, not looks wise it seems. Ended up having four guys hitting on me at once after one asked why a firecracker like me played shy when it was obvious I had to be the bomb in bed, and I laughed at him explaining how many ways he was wrong. One of them I would have considered way out of my league if I were interested in guys. Was a nice confidence boost. Knowing I look young and beautiful in spite of my age really helps...
>>6998766
Spooky. But somehow comforting. When I really break rules I'll get away with it.
>>6998770
Your phone changes IPs frequently, sometimes they'll be one that someone else used here.
>>6998744
o//o
>>6998755
Go ask her yourself, she's on Kageshi at the moment.
>>6998765
yeee, i think the average women's shoe size is a 7? 9 is above average, 10 or over is considered big.
women's sizes are just +2 to men's. it's whatever tho, idk. weirdly the guy i'm dating now and my long term ex both have mild foot fetishes.
and they both weirdly liked my feet, so that made me feel better about it. even the features we don't necessarily like some ppl really like.
>>6998766
you should embrace ur sexuality desu.
>>6998768
;_______________________________;
>>6998774
I guess it also depends on height
>>6998739
Are you a drag queen?
>>6998742
patpats for edie
>>6998742
The usual range for women's shoes is 6 to 9 1/2 in US women's sizes. Some brands carry two to three sizes more for most of what they sell.
I'm a 9 1/2, so I have pretty much a full choice. Would be one size less if my big toes weren't so large, they're usually what prevents a shoe from being completely comfortable.
>>6998790
I'm not going to tickle you, ever, don't worry. Or was that about the guys?
>>6998790
Oh, I will. But I was referring to everything with you.
>>6998798
hugg nim
>>6998799
>>6998804
oh ye, there are tons of shoes that go up to size 10 which is really great. i'm in that weird gray zone where who knows if they have my size. size 11...so elusive...
and yes i meant the tickling ;__; my bae does it to me and he doesn't let up!!!! it's horrifying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>6998811
o-o-o-oh
w-w-w-w-well, i mean you can embrace it with someone else m-maybe...
>scars have pretty much faded
>go in shower
>all my scars are noe bright red
why i hate showering enought as is
My shoe size is...well...it depends on the shoe, but right now I'm wearing a pair of size 13 man shoes
>>6998826
What's with all the stuttering? Where'd that dominance of yours go?
>>6998768
Sounds like a general moderate aerobic exercise program is is order fo you. It's funny all the lines they use to hit on a pretty girl.
>>6998846
same
>>6998848
It comes and goes ;____________;
sometimes i like to put my penis places that are not my clothing
I don't want to do anything and I still haven't found someone to cover my work shift tonight
>>6998826
Probably not your style but Clarks, Hush Puppies and Doc Martens all have their normal women's shoes in large sizes up to 11 1/2, some of which may fit.
>>6998852
So does mine, how convenient.
>>6998849
I'm not sure exercise would help me much for getting my alcohol tolerance and capacity for all-nighters back to what they were in my teenage years... Not sure whether I should want those back anyway.
>>6998856
oh no dw, i wear jeffrey campbells mostly. they make lots of shoes i love in my size. i have a LOT of shoes at this point and i spend a lot on clothes in general.
although weirdly at this point i'm kind of wanting to just wear black vans and skinnies again? idk.
i've been transitioning for like 7 years but i think it took me that long to get over the ultra feminine phase. also someee docs are so qtttt. i have a pair of brown boots from them that i love.
>>6998861
I NEED AN ADULT
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>>6998876
>I NEED AN ADULT
I'm right here.
>>6998876
Theres no adults in this thread
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>>6998876
I never had an ultra-feminine phase, don't think I ever will. This weekend, I was wearing an oversized velveteen bomber, a plaid flannel shirt, jeans and low top canvas sneakers... Could have added a neon sign saying dyke over my head but that would have been overkill...
this post is my magnum opus
>>6998856
I've done most of my women's size 12 shopping on Amazon. The other place I've bought from is Long Tall Sally. I need to find a proper sneaker that I can put a good arch support in.
>>6998872
That may be hard. Many of my friends are now going to bed around midnight to 1am. Of course most of them are in their 40s-60s. I find I just need to sleep in in the morning to handle late nights, though that my be changing.
>>6998890
>tfw 51 child.
>>6998908
nimagnum
quality posting
>>6998917
>>6998917
do you ever say anything intelligent?
>>6998917
Do you ever say anything intelligent? My god how can anyone be this asinine?
>>6998903
>>6998876
>to get over the ultra feminine phase.
I went through that my first time around. Now, I just wanna be me. Whomever that is.
>>6998903
l m a o
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH DRESSING LIKE THAT!! my style inspo lately is very pic related.
I'm going to work.
Fuck.
>>6998755
lazy eye
finally getting the fucker sorted, hopefully, might be too old though
Sweet, got net at my night shift, gonna be lurking here a bit to feel less lonely. I almost an heroed with the boxcutter laying around here last night when I had no net and 12 hours to kill.
>>6998930
Can someone pls just recommend me an anime that will make me cry
like a romance thing i want to live vicariously through an anime
>>6998911
Most canvas sneakers I buy are Bensimons. They're cheaper, less chunky and more comfortable than US brands and they come in so many shades and patterns.
The problem with stage artists is that they practice all afternoon, work in the evenings, party all night and then sleep until 2pm. Not exactly my pattern these days, but I have to adapt. Some of my friends are 70 and still do that.
>>6998931
>>6998937
To be honest, I was already leaning towards tomboy as a kid. Most of my role models were tomboys. So, I'm not going butch and shaving my head. But I certainly don't want to be a girly girl.
>>6998957
hamtaro
>>6998957
Candy Candy?
>>6998966
but is that a romance / slice of life anime that will make me cry
>>6998923
>>6998957
its not romance
but if you wanna cry watch wolf childern
that or steins gate
>>6998970
>>6998957
K-On!
The end of the first season made me cry anyways
>>6998971
I've watched those and i cried a fair amount
but i feel like i need to live through a romance anime then cry a bunch after it.
then realize how shitty being in love is
>>6998967
Oddly enough I have actually seen that >.>
>>6998973
I've watched through all of Keion multiple times oddly enough.
Though, its missing out heavily on the romance aspect that I am mostly craving.
>>6998972
why do i pursue talking to people that don't want to talk to me idgi
>>6998980
I've already seen it :sob:
>>6998982
Watched it on TV when I was a little kid...
I just realised there isn't much trans or even woman related posting anymore, just random shitposting by all these new trips who probably aren't even on hormones yet. This general is basically /s4s/.
>>6998985
Code Geass has some pretty sad moments, though it's about as far from a romance as you can get.
>>6998973
>>6998989
There never really was... And not all new trips are bad. Maybe too young to relate with is what you mean?
>>6998991
Rollo!?
Rollo!
>>6998989
This is what I've been saying all week and all I get is "lol its always been shit, u are stupid"
>>6998982
>Romance
Would you be interested in a long drawn-out romance drama with a somewhat happy ending? And by drawn out, I mean it's a little over 80 episodes long.
>>6998960
I was looking at a more formal looking leather sneaker from ECCO. Tan to hide the farm dirt...
My role models were business women, society ladies, and a bunch of eclectic artist types.
>>6998980
I can see myself wearing something like this but with a longer skirt.
>>6998989
Seems half and half between on mones and not to me
>>6998989
i-i'm six days in!!
>>6998957
Ghost in the Shell. :) be a lesbian cyborg
>>6998989
>tfw been browsing here since March
>still not on hormones
>>6999009
Sakura trick :)
>>6999011
Same, but I'm working on it.
>>6999009
Alright, damn. Well... shot in the dark, but have you seen Chobits?
>>6998991
Oh god the ending of Code Geass never fails to make me cry no matter how many times I watch it.
It's deserves some kind of award, it's just all these things together to form the whole.
The music picks up and chsnges in all the right ways and places
The animation, Kallen's face kills me
and I give so much props to all the jap VAs for the entire series, but nunally's in that scene steals the show and breaks my heart
Hearing her cry in agony juxtaposed against the celebratory crowd chanting "zero"...mmh~
It's just art
I don't care if that makes me a weeb
>>6999003
You might want to look at Pataugas. They have a lot of wildly diverging styles, from stylish to spartan and rustic, but all their shoes and boots are solid, confortable and have excellent rubber soles.
And well, you actually met those role models. I didn't have much to pick from in my lost village, so mine were from books, TV and magazines. Not quite the same...
>>6999025
Yes, yes I have.
>>6999011
I showed up in March!! I was asking so many questions about everything. Now I answer the same questions I got answers to on reddit and stuff. I want to learn tumblr.
Unrelated.
I'm hanging with my mom, my dad, their 2 friends (both known me since childhood). These are all Bernie sanders supporting mother fuckers and I can't listen to them. They're watching the SNL skits Trump vs Hilliard Clintgoober or whatever. It's kinda funny. I'm trapped here for Jewish dinner.
>>6999011
I was posting on here for like 8 months before I started hormones
>>6999005
I knew it, I just new it by all the bullshit you post. All you do is spam that fucking cartoon hamster pic over and over again and post asinine shit such as "hugg nim" or "pook pook pookie". Look at this shit >>6998900 what the fuck is this? It's not even fucking words, it's not even a fucking emoticon, it's like some fucking mongoloid just bashed his keyboard. And look who predictably started it >>6998886 You and pookie are more cancerous than a stage V brain tumour.
>>6998957
Galaxy Express 999 (film)
Angel's Egg
Hadashi no Gen
Kiku (manga)
Rokudenashi Blues (manga)
3x3 Eyes
Area 88
Legend of Black Heaven
Monster
Metropolis
>>6999026
It is beautiful. Just thinking about the ending makes me tear up a bit. I'm in the middle of rewatching the series.
>>6999026
>cried at Geass
fucking scrub
>>6999039
I will look into some of these.
Hopefully they wil have good artstyles
>>6999038
I've been on HRT since I was 15, sorry to say :/
>>6999038
pook pookie pook pook pookie pook
>>6999034
Are they converts to Clintonism?
>>6999039
>Galaxy Express 999
This is the only anime I've ever liked. I started watching it after discovering it when someone dubbed a Sun Ra track to it. I'll never watch any more anime again though because 4chan has made the whole genre cringeworthy for me.
>>6999046
It's art!
>>6999052
I prefer the film desu. The Captain Harlock anime is far better than the 999 anime.
>>6999038
pookie pook pookity pook omp
I knew it, I just new it by all the bullshit you post. All you do is spam that fucking cartoon hamster pic over and over again and post asinine shit such as "hugg nim" or "pook pook pookie".
IM FUCKING DYING ITS TRUE
AHAHAHAHAHA
BUT DONT BE A BULLY
>>6999026
Code product placement is a meme anime,
hugg nim pook pook pookie
>>6999030
Well good. Because if you haven't, I might need to call you uncultured...
Hrm... shit, I haven't watched much romance anime in a while. Do you like lesbians? Because if so, Strawberry Panic.
>>6999054
No it's not, you haven't seen art at all. How much anime have you even seen? Geass is nothing compared to any Dezaki anime if you want true art and suffering.
>>6999047
All of them have good artstyles. Though the scans for some of the manga are a bit crap and somethings were only released on DVD or VHS so they've got crap releases no matter what.
hugg nim pook pook pookie isla
>>6999064
take hrt you big girl
>>6999064
I don't know what you're talking about I only ate Pizza Hut 20 times while watching it
hug pook
pook a spook
a grate spook xd
hehe
hugg anon
hugg pook
hugg everyone
xd who cares:/
>>6999076
hugg maeve
ignore the bullies
>>6999070
I mean art doesn't become less art because something is better
>>6999089
Yeah it does once you realise you've been consuming piss instead of beer.
>>6999038
stop chimping out
>>6999107
Well that's something at least
>>6999093
Beer is fucking gross though
>>6999123
fuck off