/lgbt/ confessions

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>>6989254
I am not sober

Finally almost get the balls to come out to my friend, and right before i did, she told me i was a bad influence and she didn't want to talk to me anymore.

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>>6989335
i wish i was not sober

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I like clop and yiff.

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>>6989254
I wish I was an FTM.

I must unite the Germanic Peoples under one flag

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I'll be 29 in february. I'm no where near what I wanted to be in life. I have terrible anxiety, heart palpitations that scare me horribly, severe depression and I'm a shut in. I started drinking again and gained a bunch of weight back, and smoking again, and now I have bronchitis. I'm broke, miserable, and learning my "type" doesn't exist, so I guess I'm going to die alone...Always alone.

I have no happiness
I have no talent
I'm scared to die
And I will never get better.

Maybe one day I'll go to sleep in this shitty, studio apartment, in this horrible city, and I'll wake up somewhere better. Somewhere That I have a cute little femboy to take care of and love. I wont have to drink anymore, and I'll remember nothing of this dark, cold, miserable, agonizing existence...

One thing is for sure. I'm going to die like this.

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I love you

https://soundcloud.com/let-em-riot/say-what-you-need-to-say

I want to meet a MTF that's passable, isn't a fucking slut or a camwhore, and is very beautiful, with a decent sized cock. I've lost all hope.

>>6989254
I want a black boyfriend
Almost no black people in my country
feels bad man

I'm upset.

I feel I have a lot to give someone and a lot to contribute but have been passed over. I'm not perfect, but life shouldn't be this challenging for someone with my intelligence.

It's simple to resent others who have if easy or to find someone to blame, even if it's just yourself. This culture has a cult of personal responsibility which attributes everyone's lack of success to their own failures as a person, which makes keeping the right attitude all the more challenging.

I just want to make somebody special to me life's better. :/

I'm Andreja.

>>6989254
I regret each friend after I got depressed and stop doing stuff and all i want is my old life back.

>>6989524
I can relate all too well.

>27
>heart palpitations terrify me and I get them all the time
>riddled with anxiety
>drink more than I used to (but I seem to have it under control)
>broke

Life isn't stagnant. You won't die "like this." Things will change, because they have to. Life progresses. I'm here if you want to chat. I like meeting new people. :)

>>6989254
>I was born with the most masculine traits in the family
>I want to be a submissive femboy
Is there a reason I shouldn't just off myself right now?

I haven't seen my friends in a month. I'm withdrawing to a smaller circle because I'm hurting. My mom has cancer again and I'm having a difficult time dealing with it. She was just starting to recover from her first treatment and now has to do it all again. I feel like leaving my friends is a mistake but they can be drama queens and I can't deal with any more bullshit than I have already. I feel like I will end up burning bridges with them over the slightest bit of drama, so maybe this is for the best for now.

I'm about a month into MTF HRT and I think I kinda want to give a guy a shot--not yet--but when I'm actually passing. I think I'd like to go out with a guy.

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I'm 6 months into hrt I'm actually starting to boymode fail (to my surprise), I wanna talk to my parents about this stuff again even though they were shitty the first time I talked to them because I'm scared of this stupid trans thing tearing the family apart their initial shittyness has already damaged our relationship and it really fucking hurts to think of what is going to happen when I inevitably start to live full time as a "woman"

>>6989573

What do you want the cock for? If it's for putting it in your ass, you better change your type or just kill yourself now because it's not happening.

>>6990421

It'll be okay. When I first talked to my parents, they were shitty too--but eventually they'll accept it.

>>6989573

I mean I'm trying to be very beautiful. M or F? Dom or Sub?

im tired of all the mtf threads

I have thigh sores that have lasted for 2 days now and have appeared for no appartent reason.

Im death afraid of having to stop HRT in case it is DVT. Like, i dont know... what would i do when it comes to that? Try to live as male? Fuck that. Try to live as female but being a male and aging as such? Fuck that. Commiting to suicide? Fuck that.

God damnit please dont be DVT.

Is there any way of continuing HRT if you have (had) DVT?

I fucked the brother of my ex-gf and have a difficult time remaining monogamous. I partly despise the fact that I fit into the whole bisexual slut stereotype but at the same time, I find it kinda liberating in a bizarre fucked up way

I am a millionaire trust-fundy with copious amounts of free time, and my art is stale.

I wish my dating life wasn't complete horseshit

I'm far too bitter for all the happy feelgood messages of hope and change coming from all those b-list celebrities.

It's not gonna get better, it's gonna get worse.
And there's no way off this ride.

>>6992384
Iktf

>>6990941
>DVT
Switch to patches, sprays, or creams for estrogen.

>>6989254
I'm driven in life and have a very defined end goal that is frankly bonkers. I doubt it will ever be physically possible and I'm probably going to kill myself slowly through research and neglect of my health until I die a used up old man who has made some contribution to science but never satisfied any of my original curiosities.

All I want to do is help people but I look like a lumberjack so people assume if I try to help them that I want to rape/murder them or some shit.

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"Straight" friend kissed me randomly, proceeded to have a decent night of cuddling/kissing/other stuff. A month later and he is being more and more distant, what's annoying is I didn't want this, I want my old friendship back.

>>6992787
What is your goal?

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I want to both see the world and enter a meaningful relationship and right now I feel like I might get neither.

Also my team was up 3-0 before conceding 3 goals in 20 minutes so that's a cherry on this turd cake.

>>6989254
>still khv
>almost nobody knows I'm gay
>scared of ever coming out despite knowing that my parents will be most likely accepting

I wish I wasn't gay desu.

>>6993407
>I wish I wasn't a fucking pussy desu.
fify

I had a dream last night that I got outed on facebook

Lost virginity two days ago to a bi curious friend, haven't spoke about it yet.

I don't want to live. At all. Nothing brings my pleasure, I keep getting involved in these stressful situations with no promise of gain at the end of it. Just an endless stream of anxiety and obligations. I literally don't want anything out of life. There is nothing to hope for, or work towards. It's just, nothing. Living for other people because I have to, because I don't want to hurt them. And that's a really shitty way to live. I find myself wishing death on people whose feelings I want to spare almost as often as I wish death on myself. I'm starting to resent them because they're what stands in my way to achieve the only wish I have, what feels like the only wish I ever had. Every time I see them, or hear their voice, I feel a flash of anger, but only a flash. Even that surge of negative energy gets blown out in a blink of an eye, leaving me with nothing.

The only times I feel fine is when I'm watching movies or when I'm listening to my friends talk about themselves, their lives. I don't look forward to it, it doesn't make me happy, but it gets me out of my head, makes me forget me for an hour, maybe three. I don't know why I'm bringing that up. But, I guess that's pretty sad too, if predictable. The only times I'm not in pain is when I forget I exist.

my sexual awakening was when i first watched WW2 in colour

You fucked up and I'm better without you, but I still miss you and I want love and kisses and hugs ;-;

Im turning 19 in a couple months and I'm scared that im in for a life of misery considering my dysphoria and the fact that I'm pretty sure that after being in a horrible forced relationship with someone during which i was raped multiple times im never going to be able to love anyone ever again

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I hope I die in an earthquake while I sleep. I just want a big piece of my ceiling to crush my head in so I don't have to go through with it myself.

I think 90% of the "trans" community is just a bunch of either trendy dykes or hons and i'm sick of them being the reason everyone treats me like them.
I live in stealth so that shit hits me a lot harder.

also see: i am a pussy

>>6993730
w-who me ?

>>6989466

Yiff is the shit but clop is kind of treading into weird territory.

>>6990362
Yeah, you sound fucking hot. Go get ripped and become a hot jock bottom. Not like you're trans or anything.

>>6994987
Are you a qt short latina with glasses?

I like having small breasts even if it means people gender me male

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I'm fairly sure this gender crap is gonna make me an hero one day.

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i...i am starting to like men

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>>6989254
Some faggot was bullying me on here the other day simply because I'm bisexual. This is my first time back, since a few weeks ago.
>inb4 I get shit from someone else.

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>>6989254
I wish over the top /lgbt/ people wouldn't force me to live in closet with their attention whoring ways
can't out myself as bi because the people i know think everyone who is /lgbt/ is over the top fabulous fagtard

I'm MtF and I'm dating a wonderful woman. Even though it wouldn't be possible even if I were cisgender, I want to marry her and have her child, badly. Every single day I have a strong desire to be pregnant. I get very jealous when I see young mothers and pregnant women. I have one of those fake silicone pregnancy bellies they use in movies. It cost a lot of money. I put it on sometimes with maternity clothes, and usually end up just looking in the mirror at how wretched I am and crying uncontrollably. I don't want to tell my partner about this, because there is nothing she can do to help me with this and I don't want to make her worry and be sad. We've talked about it before, but it always ends the same way, with me crying into her shirt and her feeling bad because she can't make the pain go away. I can't imagine how awful she would feel if I killed myself and I promised her that I would stay safe for her, but if I were alone I would drop everything and go out into the woods to die. I'm going to keep living for her, though. I love her. The only thing that keeps me going anymore is our love.

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>>6989254
I fucking despise trannies.

>>6995623
Same, especially myself.

I secretely hate transgenders, especially the male to females

they disgust me, have a sick depraved sexual perversion, are mentally ill and don't belong in the LGB community

there I said it.

>>6995693

Cool story. Saying it doesn't make it true.

>>6989254
I'm gay and I hate gay people

But for real, every openly gay person I've ever met are just unpleasant and make me uncomfortable. It's obnoxious.

I personally do not hide it, but I don't announce it either. If it comes up it comes up, and I might lie to some people because I don't want them to know for whatever reason. For the most part though, no one really knows. The part I hate the most is when someone finds out and then they're all "b-but you don't a c t gay" as if it's somehow a compliment.

I do try to find humor in how absurd it is for a gay man like myself to refuse to identify himself so openly. My subversion of the label and the stereotypes associated with it is completely intentional, both for my own selfish reasons, and to challenge the very same stereotypes about gay men that make me despise openly gay men.

I think the funniest situation I've created is that one of my coworkers is extremely flamboyant, and he's always talking about how much he loves straight men. He's taken to calling me a "studmuffin" because he knows that it bothers me, but I also think he is genuinely trying to "turn" me, which I find amusing. He has absolutely no clue that I'm actually gay, and I've asked my coworkers who know not to say a word to him about it. It's been going on for about four months now. For the record, I find him kind of repulsive.

So yeah, maybe it's internalized homophobia from how my parents treated me as a child when they afraid I was gay, or maybe I'm just the sort of person who hates obnoxious people equally.

>>6995023
Clopping is just one more layer of autism. And mostly one step nore visible from the outside

>>6989254

I heavy influence to whether someone is considered date-worthy is if they love anal in my book

i cant get over him, hes so beautiful. he is soft and war and comfortable, but i can never have him. him not wanting me back is bad enough, but the fact that hes gay and im a trans man is somehow even worse

>>6993588
actually dude? fucking same

>>6995851
You can always get a new cat, Ayden. It wasn't your fault he ran away.

Every time I start feeling my confidence and dignity come back, I'm reminded that nothing I do will ever be good enough. There's no point to continuing this journey, but stopping is impossible. I've already tried.

I just want to stay working at the lab and cover up as much as possible at all times. I'm tired of trying, tired of people's shit. I've been tired of their shit for over a decade.

>>6995776
>So yeah, maybe it's internalized homophobia from how my parents treated me as a child when they afraid I was gay,
Yeah let me stop you right there and say it's almost certainly that.

>>6995451
My confession is that it makes me happy to hear things like this and bisexuals are easily the worst part of our community.

i'm sick of feeling this way

>>6993994
>I hope I die in an earthquake while I sleep.
do you live in LA too?

I'm in love with my best friend who is in a relationship. I don't want to interfere with it but I want us to be together so badly :/

>>6995937
who? the cat or my boyfriend?

I want to die.

>>6989254
secretly wish i was a big boobed blond bimbo and that sti didnt exist so i could suck and fuck 9001 dicks every day

>>6993076
Define death entirely

>>6995693
Aww look at the assfucking fagboy being all insecure and hating on the superior TRANS Gods and Godesses. U can envy us boo, cissies like u are usually fugly so it's okay

Closet t-girl. GF leaves me saying she wants to expirement with women. Wew lad.

I think my being in the closet is affecting all of my relationships and is making me a bitter person.

I texted my recent sex partner that i think he's an awesome and great person. I did this because I'm so impressed with his normie life, but he hasn't responded so now I'm worried that I'm not good enough for him.

>>6996000
You're a douchebag.

The other week I was staying in a hostel and I went out drinking, but didn't realise the hostel locks its door at midnight (keycard was only for bedroom door). I got back hammered, and tried to climb in though the window while the security guard for a 24/7 over the road laughed hysterically, but then I freaked out because I thought someone would watch the security camera footage the next day and think I was breaking in so I ran away into the park and slept under a bush. Also got uncontrollably horny and jerked off, then fell asleep and rolled onto it.

Will take that one to the grave.

I hate trannies but even more i hate theythems

I think I'm in love with my gf

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>>6989254

I wish I was a woman because they live life on easy mode and because my junior high crush broke my heart by coming out as a lesbian.

transitioning scares me so fucking much

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I'm not sure if I like dudes or not and I don't feel accepted anywhere.

i like girlcock

I hate being gay. It has been nothing but a terrible experience for me

I obsessively read yuri manga (the stuff that's more romance than lewds, since pornography weirds me out) and just shoujo slice of life manga in general as a means of escaping my daily life. I hate being trans, and inserting myself into cutesy scenarios with cute, carefree girls in cute outfits helps me distract myself from the stress. Sometimes, I draw cute outfits in my notebooks. I don't show anybody because I'm not good at drawing and I have very poor fashion sense. I am pathetic and I'm sorry for making this awful post.

>>6999783
I wish I was a girl so I could actually get with a guy

>>6995143
That describes my ex too.

>>6996000
People like you are far worse. You'd rant and rave about wanting to be excepted but you ostracise bit people

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I came out to my friends as trans (mtf) 2 years ago. I havn't started HRT yet just 1 year spiro and I have fell for one of my friends I've known sense chid hood. It's tearing me apart ... :(

>>7000235
If you care about drawing, lurk /ic/ from time to time, you might learn something.
Regarding your self hate for being a trans, well, you're on your own, senpai.
Be strong!

>>7000349
I used to draw a lot when I was little, but my dad would always hit my hand with the pencil if he caught me drawing, because it wasn't "productive." Usually he made me do yard work or watch him work on his car and learn how to do it. I wish he let me draw and write stories and learn to sew from my mother, because all that would help with my interests, but no. He had to be the dad who wanted to raise me not to be gay.

>>6995428
Same, lived as a 99% gay female my whole life, but now I'm not so sure... I think I'm biscum but I'm not ready to admit it.

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>>6989254
OKAY I'M GAY

THERE I SAID IT

>>6995143
you better not be who i think you are

>>7000979
Probably not.

I'm pretty sure I met my wife in an alternate universe where I'm straight. My soulmate is a woman who watches anime, listens to k-pop, and has good tastes in memes but I can't possible be attracted to her sexually. I'm reduced to hopelessly crushing on straight boys and resorting to hooks up for the rest of my life. I turn 19 soon and I still have never been in a relationship.

>>6993549
My dream

Except for the no talking part

>>7001210
Holy shit I'm horrible at 4chan tried to respond to the post below, I definitely don't want to be fucking outted on FB

i'm cis and straight and don't know a single LGBT person and I come here out of pure curiosity.

I'm in love with my best friend but he's straight :,(

Its too late for me, im pretty upset about it.

>want get laid but everyone in my area looks disgustingly scummy
They all look like they have aids

>>7001237
He's only pretending. Go steal his cummies.

>>6989254
Miss you man call me

i get really anxious about the thought of my boyfriend fucking other people because i'm afraid he'll leave me or find someone better or want to spend more time with them then me but i really wanna get fucked by like twenty guys and i'm afraid i'll feel like i missed out in life if i don't get to.

>>7004076
fuck like twenty guys together [spoiler]while holding hands[/spoiler]

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>>7001228

tfw only gay for hairy men

>>7000235
Recommend me some manga?

>>6989507
This right here

>>6989573
Don't look for a MTF with a nice cock lmao that's passable most passable mtf don't want their cock like me you are only gonna find man beasts with cocks stick to your "shemale" porn cause that shit ain't happening in real life

>>6995600
Wow this is so relatable I want to be a mother so bad I'm only 18 but I want to be a mother so bad like I honestly am so jealous of lesbian couples with babies and just mothers in general

>>6999773
Me too feels good

I came out to my friends I now have one person who will still talk to me.

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I honestly wanna die

>>7004563
Read Girl Friends if you haven't. It's my favorite. Citrus is good, too, if you like stepsister sorta kinda incest. Honestly, I have pleb taste and I've only recently gotten into this rut where I read manga all afternoon.

>>6989524
This kind of breaks my heart I just want to be your friend now.

>>7005621
delete this post, don't go around on here saying your 14. that's against the rules your going to get banned and this thread deleted. Just say your 18 from know on kay?

>mfw I get banned for telling you this

>>7005621
Get off kid! REEEEEEEE

>Come out as trans at 16
>Already a basket case of emotional problems
>Start transition at 18
>Being trans compounds my already difficult mental problems
>Constant passing anxiety despite overwhelmingly positive experiences
>Never stop seeing anything but an ugly caveman in the mirror
>Struggle to hold down any job for several years
>Eventually decide that I'll never live up to my own impossible standards
>Being a transwoman is literally the most depressing and tiring thing I've ever experienced
>Decide to stop giving a shit about literally everything gender related for a while
>At 25 decide that I'm going to start living the androgynous weirdo life as a femboy
>Much less stressful
>Mental health slowly improving now that I'm not trying to pass constantly
>Still jealous af of pretty girls but being a fag has a lot of benefits as well
>Parents still refer to me as a girl and have no idea I've basically detransitioned socially
>I can never tell them because they've always been really supportive and I don't want to make them feel like it was all for nothing

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>>6989254
Dear god, his ass is perfect.

Before he moved in I thought my sexuality was beyond salvaging. I was abused as a kid and I hadn't fapped to humans, let alone 3dpd, in years. Then "x" arrived, with his husband. He was a 9.8/10 eurofag, tall, twinky as fuck, and shortly after moving in he asked if I would be offended if he didn't wear clothing around the house. Of course I wasn't- It was too good to be true.

Unfortunately, it was. His "husband" had basically groomed him as a teenager (lewd RP when "x" was 15 and he was 23) to be his pet, flew him from the Netherlands to the US right out of high school, (conveniently far away from his friends and existing social networks to ask any questions) and had been emotionally and sexually abusive to him since. He didn't wear clothing because his sense of personal boundaries and appropriate behavior had been severely twisted by that sick fucker.

Long story short, that asshole was removed from my household, "x" proved remarkably resilient, got a job and is saving up for US citizenship and therapy. But he still doesn't like wearing clothing. That is something for him and his therapist to discuss, and I sure as hell ain't complaining, but fuck those glorious, gleaming glutes are too hot for my psyche to handle. He is at a point in his life where he really needs people to respect him as more than his body, but i keep trailing off in conversations, my eyes keep wandering, and I keep picturing all of the terrible, lewd things I would like to do to him with two hands firmly wrapped around those cheeks.

This is damn near impossible. I don't to push his boundaries, because I don't think he's ever been allowed to have any, but I want to fuck his brains out. He needs to develop a sense of an independent sexual self before I can play with him at all (as do I, for that matter). too many conflicting feelings, no emotional context to handle them.

fuck.

Im a masculine bisexual but i want to be fucked and dommed by a hung femboy

I dont want to have to die and i dont want to have to try be a girl and i dont want this to even be an influence on my life.

Id like normal please

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I really want a partner but I feel like I'm never going to get one and I just don't know if I want to even try because I'm fucking ugly even though people say I'm a cute guy, I guess that's just so they have something I don't know. I have a massive crush on a FtM in my school that is into dudes but he's in an online relationship with some cunt in the middle of bumfuck nowhere and it makes me sad. We have so much in common and we've talked so deeply to each other but it's probably not gonna happen. I'm going to.m a GSA conference and I want to try to meet people but I'm shy as fuck. My friends all insult my sexuality. I hate my appearance. I can't even come out to my parents because I'm too scared to talk to them about it too.

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>>6989254
Being trans and being INTJ are conflicting on many different levels, and ive only come out to one person, who then "disowned" me as a friend and threatened to blackmail me if I didnt give them money.

It isn't on my character sheets, but apart from Astrid the "Try anything once" Bondage Queen Rogue, all my characters are immune to Seduction checks

My ftm badger boi left me because I'm afraid of sex, vaginas especially. I'm so attracted to this person and i love them more than anything but I can't bring myself to touch them or anyone else hardly at all. I haven't even been able to touch or look at myself since they left. I'm going to try one last time and see if I can get over my fear and if I can't I'm afraid I might jump from a nearby bridge.

k

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One day I'm going to become a serial killer and rape, torture and kill women for all their injustices towards lgbt.

Only then will my soul rest

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Need someone to talk to?
We a chill group of /lgbt/ people, come chill and talk.

Join in now!

https://discord.gg/PG6JPnA

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I Think i just fell for the trans meme and I hate myselfe so much for that reason.

>Be 12.
>Realize I'll never experience anything as a woman.
>Fell bad.

>Year passes. Highschool.
>My mind is busy with high hopes of getting a gf.
>Genderbending Fetish.
>Likes Mannly Girls/Femine boys.
>Degenerate Yiff/Clop Roleplay online as a female or as a genderbent mtf.
>"I-It's just a f-fetish eheheh, n-nothing s-serious"

>Highschool ends. 20 now.
>Hopes are crushed.
>Cannot see girl without a little bit of envy, and beartrap around chest feeling.
>/r9k/ /lgbt/ Makes Trans seems like an acceptable thing
>Consider it. Sometime It makes me think I'll be super happy. Other times I just think I'm a degenerate.
>Still is the only thing I take interest in. With workouts/Voice stuff.
>Realize I fell for the meme. Or... did I?

I Don't know how to deal with this feels.
Redpill and end me, please.

>>7008495
You're probably just trans. I've had plenty of experience with women and the feeling never went away

>>7008539
I've had my way with a girl, more than once.
It wasn't really that much of a thing really, but I've always thought it was because I wasn't sentimentally involved with her.
I Never tried anything with boys. Would like too. Even if I don't feel attraction by "manly males".

The thing that makes me belive I just fell for the meme is that I had moments when I think it's a terrible idea. I'm just scared, I hate to pick decisions, and that's an heavy one.

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>>7000964
Dude I'm 25 and finally accepting it- My roommate is a long time friend- do I tell him? I'm not trying to fuck him but I want to be able to bring a guy over....also I kinda wanna get fucked by my roommate....yea...yea I'm gay. Fuck.

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>>7008580
Find your prostate, go from there. Also think of it this way- just do your thing, if you find somebody you care about don't let gender be a barrier. Simple as that. It could be a guy or a girl who knows. Just understand what YOU like- not necessarily what you're expected to like. Also a whore is a whore, don't be a whore. Be a respectable faggot if it comes to it

>>7008585
>do I tell him?
Do you want to lose your friend?
if yes, tell him
if no, don't.

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>>7008608
Fair.

I think transpeople are really interesting

>>6989578
What country?

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>>7008604
Thanks.
I guess I'll just have to figure out some stuff.
Honestly I have no idea where this whole thing will end, Hopefully somewhere nice though.
I suppose it's just a matter of time. Even if I shouln't waste any.

[spoiler]
>Find your prostate, go from there.
Already doing that...
For as much as I like it, I feel somewhat guilty right after.
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>>7008684
That's pretty fucking cute senpai

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I started throwing other trannies and LGB folks under the bus once I started passing and could maintain relationships with normal straight cisfolk.

>>7008957
I think everyone (that ends up passing) does at some point, and i think its healthy behavior.
You're done with this mentall illness. Game over. You won. Time to move on and do something else.

>>7009012
He still hangs out in /lgbt/. He didn't win anything.

>>7009018
Bitter eh?

But yeah, i think Moap, you could and probably should just leave this shitshow here behind.

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>>7009035
My main board now is /cgl/, but I end up coming here because its rather slow. I'd start posting on /tg/ again like I did before HRT but they're so mean over there, and I'm not that mean anymore.

Its also kind of hard, I mean, LGBT stuff is a really comfy crutch.

i bounce between thinking im gay and not. i constantly worry about the question in my mind all day everyday and it distracts me, takes all my concentration, and turns me into a weirdo. i cant get too close to anybody. im either too scared or unwilling to open myself up to ANYBODY. i want love but i am too scared to work for it. too worried what people think or say about me. too scared of embarrassment. should probably be on anxiety meds but do not want to be hooked on meds. im just kind of a soft wet turd personality wise. no drive or motivation to do anything other than pass my time by on the computer/tv/video games etc. idk what i want or why i am the way i am. ok im done blabbing.

>>7009050
>Its also kind of hard, I mean, LGBT stuff is a really comfy crutch.

Yeah, i understand. You found friends and enemies here and stuff. Still, i keep thinking, i just want to leave this all behind me, sometime. Become a normie, live life as a cis girl would. Probably not even going to visit imageboards anymore, i never liked this site to begin with.

>>7009086
Well, Im in the top percentage of transwomen. Hardly the same when Im compared to ciswomen.

Why oh why do I find t-girls so damned attractive?

How am I supposed to deal with the fact that, even if I somehow managed to find a boyfriend, he would have to live in constant shame for dating a tranny? It's such a cruel thing to do to someone you love. I'd rather just spend the rest of my life alone.

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if I don't get a binder soon I may just jump off a tall office building XD

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I had my first "real" thought about my ex in months. In a dream no less. We reunited in true awkward fashion while I was having dinner with my friends. We spoke and I guess it hinted at us rekindling our friendship.
It's only interesting because it's been such a long time.I can't remember his face or what he looks like, just barely can I semi establish a face.

It got me thinking about how this time last year we started talking again, and ended up seeing a lot of each other. Slowly building things up again. It didn't work out, and that's a-okay with me now.

I sometimes want him around, and especially with the holidays and the weather getting nicer, it'd make for ideal bed time cuddling and all that romantic BS. But then I realize that he's not nearly as worth my time as he once was, I don't have time for his games anymore. And you know what? It feels good. I don't care who ended it, I know I'd need to sit his ass down and have a legit talk about anything involving him.

tl;dr - I realized my time and self worth and I feel good being away from my ex.

>>7010864
Find a shameless man :^)

Ive been thinking of starving myself to become the cute small fag i wish to be

>I'm a total college slut and love sucking dick
>I never send pictures first and then immediately block people if they don't measure up to my ridiculously high standards
>I literally lost count of how many dicks I've sucked since freshman year

I love my boyfriend but he does not satisfy me fully. Ideally, I'd have a second boyfriend who lived with us and we'd have kinky threesomes and fun camping trips in our polygamous splendor. We'd adopt/surrogate children and live happily ever after.

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>>6989524
i'll be your cute little femboy as long as you promise to cut my dick off one day (yes im mentally ill)

>>7011356
>t. a cis lesbian

>>6995776
I couldn't agree with you more. I generally don't get on with other gay men at all because of the constant drama. I just want an easy life and a big dick is that so much to ask!

>>6989397
She sensed your mental instability and cut you off like a malignant tumour.

>>6989254
Demi- boy/girl/sexuality do not make sense to me and I wish these kids would realize that most people just go by their day without "feeling" their gender/sex and that not wishing to fuck everyone you think looks good is normal. If it's more severe than that Damage/Trauma =/= sexuality.

Friend of mine is a cis woman, has a cis boyfriend, sex with him, but still considers herself demi and asexual. Goddamn it.

I think my friend knows I'm gay and like him. I also think he understands that I respect the fact that he is most likely 100% straight, and we are going to continue to be as good friends as we've been for the last 13 years.

>>7010887
I'm yanking this for a song I'm going to write about subject related. This is my confession.

>>6989254
I have kindof a crush on my best friend and it's awful.

>>7008780
Not knowing how to spoiler is cute now?

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I'm considering buying a call of duty game

I always thought that obsessively wishing I was a girl so I could fuck other girls was a normal male fantasy but now I'm starting to think it might have been a symptom to something deeper

>>6989254
I would actually love for LGBT struggleties to not get lumped in with PoC struggleties, because when people are like 'yeah lgbt and poc people struggle so much' I feel like I'm being told I have no problems because I'm white and I present as male.

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I'm cisles but sometimes I feel like I might as will be a 4chan-hi-pan-tran cause I have no friends but the animes

>>7015382
>PoC
Get the fuck off 4chan with that retarded SJW jargon

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>>7016242
I'm an olive skinned wop, and I have no where to categories myself.
I don't fit in with white people and I'd get laughed at calling myself a POC.

>>7016232
Good taste in animes, would friend.

>>7016242
fucking kek

>>7016271
at least you're not the FRESHEST MEME of the SJW cuntbag dictionary
>white-passing PoC
>white-passing
>white
>passing

>>7007625
Geologic Society of America?

>>7016301
Why would you want to pass as white? You literally get nothing for it.

>>7015203
dont worry i got star wars battle front

also I wish you loved me

>tallest member of the family
>parents always comment on how masculine I look
>played football (offensive lineman) until I started high school
>tfw I've wanted to be a girl since high school
>tfw too nervous to come out to them
>tfw been on HRT for 6 months now
>tfw terrified coming out will fuck up the family and I'll go from being praised by my parents to being ostracized and considered the black sheep of the family
Doesn't help my father's side of the family is super religious. But not telling them is starting to wear on me, like every time I don't tell them I get closer and closer to falling apart

Closet biscum male, so a friend saw me playing a shoujo romance visual novel on steam and I'm freaking out. So deep in the closet and I'm terrified of coming out

>>6999454
You should talk to someone. The bitterness isn't inevitable- don't let it linger, don't let it ruin your relationships and the good things in your life. Come out.

Man my butt is itchin'

>>7001160
"Still." 19 isn't the age at which you say you've "still" never been in a relationship, especially if you're gay. Be grateful for what you do have in your life, and even for what you don't (ie, emotional baggage from break ups and insecurities/fears to carry over from past relationships). You're 19 and you already know you're gay and you're a clean slate. You're not going to have a cringey and doomed-to-fail teenage relationship with all the corresponding drama which, if you had dated just a few years earlier, is what would have happened. You have no idea what the rest of your life is going to be like, don't dramatize. Suck up being single or try online dating, and above all, enjoy your life. Fuck the alternate universe weaboo wife, you'll get the husband.

>>7016242
>being triggered by someone saying "PoC"
I know you want 4chan to be your ~safe space~ from SJWs but come on.

I feel legitimately sad when I see pictures of hons.

I want to get to know insecure teenage gayboy with little to no friends, long but unstylish and uncared for hair and anorexic bodytype whom I could fuck while feeling in every way superior.

I want to watch as he's getting progressively more manly in time until he's no longer attractive to me and drop him.

>>7006906
Oh god, it's like looking seven years into the future.

>horribly bullied regularly for looking like a girl as a kid
>bullying intensifies as someone caught me staring too much at the guy who was kind enough to help me one time
>guy started bullying me too
>became severely depressed and hid from the world
>successful psychotherapy after more than a decade
>got off the meds and stopped therapy this year
>got my high school diploma(finally!)
>exploring the world again
>everything is new and exciting
>lost my twinkish femininity 2 years ago and now look like a regular man
>but still feel like the 14 year old boy I was before shit hit the fan
>weirded out at being referred to as "sir" like am I that old?

I don't know what to do now besides go to college and get a degree. Too afraid to form intimate relationships with anyone for fear of getting hurt and betrayed again.

Another weird thing is, I've begun being sexually attracted to younger women but still like older men more. Does stuff like this happen?

I thought I was gay but now I'm not so sure.

>>6999454
It's not making you bitter.
It's making you see people how they truly are.
You should stay in the closet, it is the safest place in your life.

>>7017180
It's fucking haunting how closely that describes me. My hair is waist length and hasn't been tended to in years. It's blonde and gets streaks of varying brightness naturally though, so it doesn't look all that bad.

>Age 6: I hate strangers thinking I'm a girl
>Age 26: I would fucking sell my soul for strangers to think I was a girl

>>7019377
>Too afraid to form intimate relationships with anyone for fear of getting hurt and betrayed again.
Tbh these things take time. I wouldn't rush anything, and I don't recommend overthinking anything either. Just take whatever you fancy at face value and see how your preferences develop.

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>be MTF
>not out yet or even on HRT
>sometimes get really salty and butthurt about FTMs
>like I would kill to be a girl
>they were BORN as girls and they're tossing it all away to be a MAN
>to be this SHIT that I'm trying to get away from
>getting salty about how well they pass after getting on T
>also about how FTM is not looked down upon nearly as much as MTF
>come on here and see FTM threads and I can feel the fucking salt rising

I know it's incredibly shitty of me to feel this way, and that FTMs probably feel the same sometimes from the opposite perspective. But I can't help feeling it.

>>7019549
For some reason I am more comforted by the existence of FTMs, since if it wasn't for them I would have kept on thinking like "I want to be a girl, but I guess that's normal because EVERYONE wants to be a girl because girls are just better, duh".

The idea that there are girls who don't want to be girls made me really realize who I was

My older starter started touching me and kissing me when I was like 12, she taught me how to masturbate and hire to eat her out. It never really stopped and even though we're both adults now we still fuck every time we see each other at holidays and stuff. She's married to an older woman she basically hates at this point, but she makes really good money so my sister stays so she doesn't have to work. We sext constantly, I love it.

>>7019612
Gross desu. Sibling incest is nasty.

Ive just accepted the fact that Im at the very least bi (I love cock and I hate vaginas, but I really like girl ass and boobs and my cock gets hard while kissing girls, although it goes flaccid once theyre naked), and Im coming out to my closest friend tomorrow. Shes very open minded and Im sure she will support me. I feel shame because Ive denied my gay thoughts a lot of times but Im kinda glad and excited because I never thought that I could actually stop repressing my sexuality and being so sure about coming out feels good. But its scary too.

>>7019700
>I love cock and I hate vaginas, but I really like girl ass and boobs

Holy shit, this is literally me. I was starting to think that I was the only one.
It's a weird feel.
It's like "Dat ass and dem boobs, but keep that vagina the FUCK away from me".

I like vaginas and cocks, the only reason I don't like gay stuff is because assholes are gross.

Why can't trans girls have a pussy and a cock like in my Japanese animes

I want a cute femboy or mtf that I can keep as my pet and in chastity while we hang out, play vidya and cuddle.

>>7020004
I volunteer as tribute

>>7020004
Yes please. Pick me.

I don't think I really need to be a girl, I just want a gf who would be willing to roleplay lesbians occasionally

I feel stupid. Please don't refrain for calling every name in the book. I'm a cis gay male. I've seen posts on 4chan about 'trap' girls. But I know its a human with tits and a penis that look mid-transition. My question is, the person attracted to a person like that, are they gay, straight, or the best definition of both worlds?(Bi)

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>>7020057
when you're attracted to androgynous features, you can be either.

Nowadays they call androgynous people "genderqueer", I guess.

>>7020011
>>7020014
Unless you're from Europe, our love will never come true ;___;

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>>7020073
I am from the europe.
The joke part of europe. But still europe.

>>7020073
I really like guys, but when I was younger, like 8, I had this huge crush on a girl. I had some crushes on girls through out grade school and high school. But I really like guys. I just never found the right one. I still think about females sexually sometimes. I just don't know if I'm gay or bi? Its fucking been bothering me the last 5 years...

>>7020135
Having crushes on either gender is pretty normal. people are not absolutes.

And those that say they are, are in denial. I gather that you mostly had bfs, yes? Could you ever imagine a relationship with a ciswoman?


>>7020108
you can come visit me in germany. want to play some retro games on emulators against each other while I call you a slut and make you suck me off if you lose and hatefuck you when you win? :3

>One shot at life
>Be born black transgirl
At least whites and asians can pass. I'll always be 6'4" and broad as hell

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>>7020222
As long as you're not hairy and fat, I'm sold on that.
Also, Dem trips. This is what Kek wants.

Anyway, Jokes aside, it seems like a fun way to spend time with someone. But I'm broke as fug and we're both anons on the internet.

>>7020222
No. Had gf in high school. Hooked up with girls at parties. Had 1 bf that didn't last long. Hooked up with some guys also. I said I was gay. So your saying I'm in denial of being straight or bi?

>>7020272
You're clearly bi.

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>>6989507

My best friend is sexually repressed as all hell, to the point where he'll sleep with a guy and immediately cut all contact with them out of shame. But he's so fucking cute! He's one of the most adorable guys I've ever met and he doesn't even fucking know it. I want so badly to just hold him and let him know that gay sex is ok, that he's beautiful and deserves to enjoy life. Every day I can feel him getting sadder and sadder, I'm worried he will kill himself but if I speak up things get very awkward very fast.

Fuck conservatives, I'm witnessing a beautiful soul be torn apart by it's upbringing.

>>7020278
Fuck. I don't know. I'm confused as hell. I want be be with a guy but I can have a beautiful 'normal' family with a woman like those bullshit Jesus freaks say...

>>7020297
Idk what to say besides keep trying. Maybe you can get through to him. But don't get your hopes to high because you might just hurt yourself...

>>7020327
that's the bi dilemma. you could always try polyamory

>>7020004
I also want this

>>7020355
I know I can't do that. I'm one of those romantic monogamous believing people. Depressing ain't it. Lol.

i think i'm gay and i have a girlfriend and i should probably tell her but i don't know if i'm actually gay because this could just be phase

is there like a gay test i can take?

>>7020265
I'm hairy and have a manly red unix beard, sorry

But at least I'm not fat :P

>>7020367
Serial monogamy is a good option then.

Just go whereever the wind takes you. Lifelong marriages and commitments are overrated, from my experience.

>>7020380
Unless you've fallen in love with some dude and have a secret affair with him or really really really want to suck some cock or get your ass fucked, there is no need to tell her.

To test the waters, just go to some gay bar or find some dudes on grindr and try it out. You can always break up with her later.

>>7020389
>I'm hairy and have a manly red unix beard, sorry.

Sigh, I just want us to be cute togheter.
I'll never understand what do people find in beards and body hairs.

>>7020449
they're soft and fluffy. and keep you warm

>>7020389
Yeah. True. My friends and siblings are all doing horrible in their LTRs and marriages. I believe I can make it work with the right man, maybe a woman...

I have straight (heh) up fallen in love with one of my close online friends. I've known him for over 3 years, but he's 8 years younger than me, and I'm pretty sure he's just straight up asexual and wouldn't even be into guys if he wasn't anyway. I'm almost certain that he knows and we're in discord calls most days, but I'm horrified of the idea of actually having the conversation. I've struggled with depression in the past, and am currently on anxiety meds, and I'm afraid of what I might do in the face of rejection.

>>7020477
Soft skin is much much more enjoyable in my book.
I guess it's a matter of tastes.

>>7020488
Idk. If he's underage. Fuck off. If not, then kudos. I'm not an age-ist. Im starting to hate guys and girls around my age...

>>7020564

Nah, he's 19, it's just mad awkward.

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>>7007679
Dam Son

>>7020592
Well he was young and dumb like I was and you were. I'm close to your age then. I just turned 25. I was also suicidal at 19 and was dating a doctor who was 35. Please help him!! He really needs help if I'm speaking from my experience

>>6989254
You people are sick.

>>7020742
Yeah. Let's be perfectly well adjusted and sickly abided as you claim you are? Get the f out of here. See that. You don't deserve to be fully disrespected.

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>>6995648
Highfive!

>>6989254
Every single girl that I've ever liked turned into a lesbian, that fucked me up so badly. It's probably a bad thing to say, but I think that's one of the reasons that I'm trans.

>>7021070
same

>>6989254
Sometimes I want to lose more weight. I'm already underweight, but I like the feeling. It reminds me when I didn't eat whole days because I was high on amphetamines. It's like I try to get myself hurt and living in unhealthy ways.

>>6989254
really??

ramoxifene??

This doesn't seem stupid to take long term?

I want a relationship whith my best friend whos straight.

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>>6989254
I like being gay.

im a popular mtfg trip. I masturbate with high heels and a bow in my hair cause its all a fucking fetish.

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Sometimes I worry about being obese even though I know that I'm exactly average and desperately try to lose weight no matter what to meet /femgen/s standards

I feel like a fucking teenage girl

>>7020380
Your girlfriend is (hopefully) also your friend. You don't have to bring up that you might be gay, but maybe you can let her know that you're struggling with attraction to men and while making it super duper clear that that's not the same thing as struggling with a desire to cheat on her. You could also ask her to take a break. I think you need some time to figure yourself out and recuperate. If you don't feel like you can talk to anyone, at least give yourself the space and the energy to reflect on this on your own. And in the meantime, read up about the Kinsey scale and see if you recognize yourself in any of the descriptions. Hope you feel better and more confident soon, anon.

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Im addicted to anal masturbation, I feel like I'd ruin my rectum pretty soon
how do I stop?

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>>7007679
They already blackmailed you anon.

I wish my transexual "boyfriend" still went as a girl.

>>7007679
>Being trans and being INTJ are conflicting on many different levels
Why? You know that your myers briggs type can change fairly easily depending on the situation you're in?

>>7004615
I'd talk to you

>>7022907
That doesn't sound like a healthy relationship.

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i yiff to feral

Internet friend just came out as trans, her parents were super accepting and they're letting her see a therapist and start HRT. Some people get all the luck

>>6989254
I told my parents I was gay to get attention. I'm actually straight.

>>6989507
Fuck off eternal kraut
Swiss, austrians, belgians etc will never again be under your reign

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>>6989254
i want to transition but im terrified
>>7023702
i love horse penis to an unhealthy degree

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>>6989254
I think I might be falling in love with my bi friend

[spoiler] I'm straight and I'm not attracted to him, he's a bit of a whiney depressive at time but I'm good with people like that and he's very smart but in a smug neckbeard autismo way which is very exactly how I'd want it. Pic related is the sort of thing I tease him with all the time [/spoiler]

>>7027270
You sound like somebody I know.

Is your friend someone who posts here?

>>7027265
ive been stuggling with the urge to kill myself and dont want to talk to my family because i feel they won't like me, its not anything new they never have i just dont want them to ostracize me for my feelings
Im afraid i might not be trans in a few years despite knowing it for some time now
i dont want to be labeled a sexual deviant for wanting to be a girl but at the same time i have an insane craving for cock
im still a virgin, i lied just to get people off my back about why i wasn't trying to fuck any woman with a pulse
i hate being on the computer all the time but i have no idea what the hell normal people do
ive been dumped video game after video game for so long i barely even feel the artistic desires i used to have
i can't even cry as much as i feel i should
i hate being a man, i hate anything to do with it
im terrified of other people's opinions of me so much so ive disguised myself and actions to a point i dont even know who i am anymore
i dont want to do adult stuff, i just shut down and panic
i like a lot of the girls clothing but i dont want to be seen as a cross dressing freak

i hate being called a man so much
i loathe when women ask me to "be a big strong man"
i just want to break their necks when they tell me how lucky i am to be a man
YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND

god i just want a big black shemale cock to fuck love and clean for
i just love penis

>>7023115
Listen here bud.

MBTI = shit
Jungian Functions/Archetypes = bretty gud
Cognitive Processes = the shit

If you don't have an at least an introductory knowledge of these three topics then don't ever talk about any of them ever. It's literally a 30 minute read.

>>7007679
ENTP tranny here

it's strange being a tranny rational, growing up I felt as if a big part of coming out to yourself was to accept your femininity, but rationals in general aren't very girly in an emotional sense anyway and being a moral defect it never occurred to me that I should be ashamed for wanting to be a tranny

>>7027290
nah he isn't

he's always studying and if not then he's playing shitty vidya. He doesn't see the fun in shitposting apparently.

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>>7027320
So close

>>7027270
so its like a platonic friendly love - it's normal between close friends

>>7027309
How about you get off your high horse?
Im the same type as the anon there but i never felt that being trans and INTJ is conflicting - Yeah im not the most feminime girl either but where does this conflict with with feeling this way?

Sure i dislike how irrational this feel is but i figured this is something i have to do, lest i kill myself over it sometime.

I've dated five girls, and they've all gone back to men saying it was just a phase.

I actually wish MY attraction was just a phase and I could be like them too. They seem happier. Maybe I'm just a miserable introduction to lesbian feels.

>>6989254
I think LGBT community are all mentally ill but I can't speak it out loud because i would get hate for having an opinion which it makes me more angry at lgbt

>>7027441
>How about you get off your high horse?

You're the one who thinks they have the moral authority to talk about things that they are quite frankly not educated on. If this was a hard science I doubt you'd try disagreeing with someone who knows more than you so why do think you have the luxury to assert you ignorance in this case? I'm telling you you're wrong as someone who's gone out of their way to seek out more knowledge, and I'm telling you to educate yourself before participating in more discussions on the topic before you misinform others (as you just did earlier) and contribute to mass ignorance surrounding MBTI that yourself have fallen prey to.

>>7027449
try a guy
dick is op as fuck

>>7027467
>but I can't speak it out loud
You can speak out loud even if what you say is wrong
>i would get hate for having an opinion
being hated does not influence your ability to voice your opinion, no matter how wrong that opinion may be.
>which it makes me more angry at lgbt
That's just you being a little bitch.
And /pol/ welcomes your opinion.

>>6989254
I hate Tumblr.
I Hate SJW-thing.
Pansexual is just 'bisexual' for Trumblrfaggot attention whore.
My father died and I miss him.
Fuck my depression.
Fuck my OCD.

I don't want to live.

>>7027556
But guys are gross and penis does nothing for me.

I still get minor anxiety from talking to total strangers on the internet.
I fapped to something that made me gag the first time I read it.

>>7027655
You ok buddy ?

>>7027481
Alright friendo, where am i wrong when i simply asked for anon why they think so? Because my experiences dont concide with theirs.

And yeah, how you act changes on your situation, ever seen someone highly stressed/paniked act rational and calm? (as example) Hell you act differently depending on which people you are with already.

But okay i guess im a ignoramus and ill just fuck off back to the MTBI3 discord im member of and talk with them about how wrong i am.
Your MTBI type is not a absolute, and merely a tendency, given that it makes perfect sense if people act differently than what the MTBI type suggests, and even change MTBI types when their circumstances change.

I know im much less of a I and a T ever since i transistioned and on ocassion would act more like a ENFJ now.

>>7027761
>Catalog
I think i am ok. It'll be ok. thanks, anon.

>>7027769
>I know im much less of a I and a T ever since i transistioned and on ocassion would act more like a ENFJ now.

>I and a T

Okay, I've never been on your MBTI3 discord but I can virtually guarantee that it's full of people who have no idea what they're talking about.

Read the books published by Jung and Keirsey on the subject. I'm not going to argue with you anymore. You're a complete waste of time.

>>7027858
>>7027769
>>7027481
>>7027441
>>7027309
>__T_s shitting up the thread with pointless arguments
Why am I not surprised

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>>6989254
Why the fuck not I guess. not like I can actually express this to my friends who all have lovers...

I'm turning 26 in two days. I know virtually no lgbt+ people in my area. Discovered I'm gay when I had sex with a random guy on Tinder out of furious curiosity when I was 23. That was the last time I had sex and the last time I have ever been intimate with somebody. before that (another two years) I was with a girl who was only interested in sex just like every single girl before her.

I have always longed for companionship but for some reason I can not figure out for the life of me why no one is interested in me beyond sex.

I feel that I am a pretty attractive guy and I am always told how wonderful I am in personality. I have my shit together, I'm on no medications. I live on my own, have my own car, I work as a pastry chef, I even had the balls to join the military (only to get medically discharged before BT graduation) a lot of people around me admire that. Everyone keeps telling me that I am a good person and excellent boyfriends materiel and how lucky anybody would be to have me, and I believe that.

Yet.... I feel so fucking alone. I personally know friends and family who are awful at being functional adults, either by immaturity or psychosis.... yet they all have someone to confide to, someone to love, someone to hold on to and say "i love you"

I just can't figure out what is wrong with me. It was already a rarity that I would get close with a women but now that I have discovered how awesome being with another man is I feel that the odds of me finding that special somebody is now astronomically low.

>>6989254
i love my best friend and i'd give anything to be near them but we live far away from each other and that's driving me nuts

Im lesbian as hell but man am I interested in fucking a dude with a strap on. No joke.

>>7027309
>>7023115
>>7027481
>>7027441
So im not the only borderline dyke trans girl...good to know the MB version of autism exists in a few others as well.
I am starting to think the only way to truly secure my social status as a human without hiding my trans-ness is to start violently killing people who persecute trans people. I guess its pass-or-gas?

Dyke SJW's are the most annoying cunts on the planet. Regular lesbians and faggots are okay though, but god damn those ugly ass fucking sjw dykes. Do you fags like these cunts or are they seen as outcasts and bad for your community?

>>7030978
Turbodykes and hyperfaggots are always a laughing stock anon.

Honest question, why are you here?

I'm fulfilled in my current straight relationship.
I totally don't miss the companionship, romanticism, and sex with other (cis)women. I don't wish I could have a qt girlfriend that shares my interests and likes to snuggle and make out. I'm not depressed because of my life choices that lead up to me having a child immediately in a new relationship with a man.
/s

I like my life but I don't feel totally fulfilled, and I don't know how to find middle ground or if there's something else wrong. We're compatible personality-wise, but he has such god awful habits(smokes, is messy, won't let me finish cooking before eating everything off the plate, unorganized, unmotivated, unhelpful) and I miss the softness of women, how relaxing they are to be around as I lean more towards them than men. I love my daughter though, wouldn't change her in any way.

6 months into HRT and i still am an ugly dude, cept now i have small tits and it is becoming more apparent that I'm probably not gonna pass.

At least my BF thinks I'm cute, glad there is someone who doesn't hate my body.

>>6989524
don't worry, you won't, you'll be older when you die

>>7028561
You are definitely trans, take HRT right away.

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>>6989254
I have a bear type Syrian refugee muslim boyfriend who's 6 years older.
Is there anything I need to say in this fucking post? Maybe a shitty political pun on how the people in my country are getting fucked by migrants? I love every second of it, but at the same time, Jesus fuck what am I doing?

>>7031443
Love knows no race, and you're actively contributing to his integration

Be proud

>>7030950
>Dyke
Nah, id describe myself more like a tomboy. Really not digging the dyke aesthetic, but girls wearing boys fashion is cute.
Too bad im kinda starting to be too old for that, but women in suits is also a look thats not_bad.jpg

>>7031489
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>>7031540
You're in the wrong containment board, friend

>>6995510
green top twink is bf material

>>7020004
yuropoor here, pick me pick me

My best friend is gay and doesn't know that I'm gay, and I'm madly in love with him but can't come out to him in case I risk our friendship :(

>>7031585
Your epick trolling's not going to be getting the hilarious triggered response you're aiming for, I'd give up now

I'm in polyamourous relationship and I've never felt more alone in my life. I just want to end it and get drunk with my friends but I have not rhe courage to do it.

>>7031585
>G-d will punish you!!!!
Yeah, and Santa won't bring you presents if you say those mean things.

>>7031529
Well, he came here not to be killed and doesn't like the culture of his country, then he asked me last week if I could teach him the local language and he wants to make a private business after university... so yeah I would say he's on the right track.

>>7030987
Probably the same reason I am here. You're disgusted but interested at the same time.

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I am a closted, married, bisexual alcoholic. I am depressed, and I have ADD, but I live in a different country now and it will be difficult to get diagnosed or receive treatment. Two nights ago I got really hammered (first time in months) at a party where liquor was freely available. I blacked out, and I apparently headbutted my wife after she slapped me, she said because I was "like moshing on her". I quit school because of a similar incident where I got blackout drunk in the midst of all the other people in my graduate program. I don't even want to quit drinking, because it makes me happy, if only temporarily. Nothing else in my life is very good. My wife has barely spoken to me since that night. I just want to die. Beer and eating my feelings has also pushed me from being a skinny kid in high school (where I still took ADD meds and weighed 145 lbs) to weighing almost 200 lbs and very nearly being technically overweight.

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>>7031689
???
What the fuck?
First off, he was the one that contacted me in the first place. He was the one who said we should be more than fwb first, and he's the top. I mean I literally want him to use me while we fuck how am I abusing anything here? I support everything he wants to achieve in life. I love him, not abuse him.

Theres nothing wrong with being submissive to women, they are beautiful and gorgerous in bed.

There is nothing wrong with hating them and want to rape the shit out of them, not beause it attracts you just because they are stupid cunts who defently deserve ist.

Women are the worst kind of people on this planet but they are defently cute.
I want a girlfriend which accepts my rape fantasies and lets me hate women and immigrants and respecst my desire to suck a dick.

>>7027745
im sorry penis is my favorite thing to ever exist
i cant brain much passed it

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Yesterday would have been my boyfriend's 25th birthday if he hadn't died at the age of 17 in 2008. My best friend killed himself in back of a CVS shop at the end of last month. I don't have any other good friends that I can trust left...

>>7031877
Ouch. 17 is pretty young, how long were you two together for?

>>7031956
Since we were 13, so like little over 3 years.

>>7032001
The bright side is you two were dating since you were 13, I've still not met another faggot

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My ex came out as a tranny a day before me and I feel like my life post-breakup is a worse version of her life in every way

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i'm still working on my voice (it's passable but shit) but i pass most everywhere now. i don't know if it's the estrogen or just the shit i'm going through but like..i feel way better about myself and a lot of the dysphoria is gone, this year has been fucking chaos

i lost a good amount of friends and family and most people that stick around still treat me like a guy. i think i have to move somewhere else and try to go as stealth as possible. i'm just worried that whoever i tell who isn't just a chaser will reject me

i don't regret transitioning but it's just lonely sometimes.

i think more people are a little queer but social stigma holds some people back

>>7004577
tfw - mtf gf is top and loves to fuck

>>7031443
wait until he murders you...

i am bi scum

i don't actively try to lead guys on, but they seem to get attached, want something more serious.

I'm a gay guy, but after reading all the confessions on sites like this: http://girlwantsgays.tumblr.com I've been fantasizing about sex with women a lot, and I keep going to those sites like I'm addicted.

>>6989254
Came out to a friend who actually turned out to be bi-sexual like me. Long story short...I ended up breaking things off with him once I found out he was still married...Now I look like a fucking home wrecker (Not like, how I look like, is relevant)

Had I known the dynamic of their relationship, I would've never gotten involved with that fucker!

I've looked towards women but most of them are just looking for someone that'll put up with their daddy issues...I'm no one's daddy. Love sucks ass for right now and not the clean kind either. Gotta keep pushing along though i guess, but damn I've never felt so alone in my life...fuck it.

>>6989254
lesbians should have to use special bathrooms, i dont want those degenerates raping my kids in the bathroom/ change rooms

accepting my bi/gay feeling brought me some happy moments, but overall I felt like shit these last 2 years: falling in love with a guy living too faraway wasn't the brightest decision too

>>6989254
I just want to be a girl, ok? The problem is that I feel that I way past my expiration date (25, balding, masc face, horrible body, etc.). Lately I feel like I'm waiting for something to kill me and be over with this (yes, I'm even a faggot when it comes to end myself).

I'm 35 and realized I like men about 5 weeks ago. My attraction to women before was real but I'm seriously questioning just how much. I've been infatuated with a best friend for two weeks and am now just getting over it.

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I'm a gay girl who goes to school in the south and I'm starting to accept the fact that beautiful girls don't go for girls like me. I'm not like disgusting, but they always want tools.

tl;dr I'm gonna end up in a dull marriage to some guy because no one gives a fuck bout me fammo

>>7033643
hey, there are lots of hot lesbos don't give up already lol

I keep meeting up with trans girls when I get drunk even though I have a Gf

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>>7000235
If it makes you feel any better I do the same thing. It feels almost like I'm just doing it to torture myself because it makes me extremely jealous and dysphoric, but at the same time it feels good too; that's how self-inserting works I guess.