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queen nim has ascended into the cosmos

as long as she slumbers this thread will continue to exist

dreams of a cosmic horror edition

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prev: >>6909648
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goodnight
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>>6910577
It gave me the ability to feel emotions other than anger and anxiety, and now for the first time I can remember, I genuinely feel like life might be worth living for its own sake, and not just to fulfill some sense of duty or whatever.
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>>6910611
hell yeah
>>6910612
dont have one
>>6910615
hmm RLY melame mtkh nme tihn,l
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Who wants to build a rocket with me an go to the moon?
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Redpill me on nim
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Nim will you grant us all eternal death?
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>>6910620
>psst, hey kid
>do you want to have a space race
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>>6910622
nim is a cosmic whore
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Have you ever taken a picture of yourself that's so weird, it scares you?
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>>6910609
Sounds like the effects of a bunch of therapy with EMDR sessions. I squashed so much to no longer feel.
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>being a notable trip
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>>6910619
why not
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>>6910622
Nim is a transtrender who attention whores on /mtfg/ 24/7 and isn't even on hormones yet despite being here for like 6 months.
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i'm fat
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>>6910636
ur literally not
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First, you notice the warmth. If you've been fooling around with the guy his warm blood is already pushing into his cock and you can feel the difference.

Next you notice the feeling of his cock. It's probably half way between soft and hard, that semi-rigid/squishy/pliable feeling.

You slip it into your mouth and immediately taste his pre-cum. Sometimes bitter or salty but definitely a distinctive taste. Again his warmth fills your mouth.

You let his cock slide into your mouth and you can gauge the thickness as it stretches your lips. It slowly slides along your tongue smearing pre-cum as it goes.

It hardens in your mouth. You wrap your hand around it to hold it steady as your lips slide up and down his shaft. You may take it seep a couple of times and finding yourself gagging.

You know where the most sensitive part is... right below the cockhead. You keep your tongue sliding across that part of his cock. You know it's working by the sounds he makes.

He's now holding your head. He may be holding it still while he pushes his cock into your mouth or he may use his hands to guide your mouth up and down his cock.

Soon the tempo increases. He has a natural urge to fuck and his thrusting gets in sync with your head bobbing up and down. The thrusting becomes more rapid. You realize the pleasure he's receiving from your mouth and it makes you happy.

He gets to a point where he's here for his own satisfaction only. He doesn't care who is on the receiving end of his pleasure.
He makes one last thrust. You knew this was coming. You felt his balls tighten and his emission start. He thrusts as far as he can into your mouth. If you were smart you had wrapped your hand around the base of his cock to limit how far he could push in. Otherwise he had pushed into the back of your mouth gagging you one final time.
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>>6910618
lol i was fine
just on an iv and shit for a while
>>6910624
eh
i took one too
also rural is an area im in
its good for the most part
>>6910619
mako me thiko
xd
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>>6910636
fatty
sheen 2.0
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>>6910638
i have a fat butt
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>>6910642
you might not be fine next time though ;_;
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dude im bored wtf is this
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>>6910644
We gonna fuck or what bby?
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>>6910644
cute
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>>6910650
play ow with me and pooks
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tfw show dana disgusting shemale porn and she ends the call
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red pill me on Lauren
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>>6910649
lmao im not gonna overdose on percocet again
trust me
i dont want this again
lul
https://a.pomf.cat/lpoyil.png
>>6910653
ok can do
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>>6910633
meh
>>6910642
rly make me mtlhmmmmm

i am hmmm
>>6910650
stupid bitch

does cancer still post here?
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>>6910656
Lauren is my sister :3
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>>6910635
So, she still has a few years to catch up to Kayla. I was reading here for over a year before self medding.
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>>6910653
i want that
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>>6910656
Lauren is a girl.

: )
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>>6910628
Every one desu

>>6910641
This happend in grade 3
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>tfw the dysphoria is so strong that you want to jump from the 14th floor and end it once and for all
I fucking hate this ride.
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>tfw Maddie
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>>6910659
I get worried about others too easy desu
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red pill me on me

>>6910662
who is cancer
and ya i know im a stupid bitch
lmauuu
hahaaaa
murka methamala
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>>6910600
>tfw you fail your job interview
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>>6910668
you will
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>tfw u want to be a girl but sexism is systematic and awful
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>>6910678
the red pill on u is that ur one of the craziest bitches her but still in top tier desu

you come from a wealthy family like me so we got similiar values so its good u feel
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dude reaper
>>6910675
lmao every1 recently worries about me
i want them to stop
waste of issue.
>>6910679
tfw u fail school
feelsbad
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>tfw edie
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>>6910682
>sexism is systematic
No it isn't
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>>6910665
hey dont shittalk kayla just because she tells lies before you get a chance to
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>>6910680
o-okie
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guys someone said red died. something about an overdose on prescription painkillers. has anyone spoken to her today?
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>>6910684
>in top tier
lul
also
used to be wealthy
now we are struggling on money lul
im pretty fucking stupid
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>>6910685
I'm on the path to failing that too, I think

>>6910687
In Saudi Arabia it is
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>>6910679
Don't take it personal.
People get turned down for jobs they interviewed for all the time. It's just part of the job-hunting process.
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i fucking hate all of you
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>>6910679
If at first you fail at an interview, just move on to the next one.
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>>6910687
Durr Durr duerrrr
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tfw
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>>6910679
there are zero jobs in australia
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>>6910693
stahp
>>6910686
cute lol
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>>6910696
It's just that it took me so long to get to this and failed. I felt like I did good but I still failed. Fuck feeling confident
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For real the only people who don't believe that women are oppressed and subjugated have never actually lived as a woman tbqh
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>>6910684
can u do me
>>6910697
no u don't
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>>6910685
I get worried too easily,back when I could work I use to be the main target for people asking for donations at stores for children's hospitals and shit, I had to stop shopping at stores since I could not stop myself from donating too much.
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>>6910698
That might be a while

>>6910701
What happened?
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>>6910706
>>6910699
nice bait
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redpill me on me again
>>6910695
aww :(
it sucks ;w;
>>6910708
people shud stop worrying about me
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TELL ME, HOW DO I LEAVE THIS RIDE? IT'S FUCKING AWFUL TO BE A DISGUSTING TRANNY. I HAVE ALWAYS HATED THAT, I HATE THIS, I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT. WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY? DID I FUCKED SOMEONE UP BADLY IN A PAST LIFE OR SOMETHING? WAS I FUCKING HITLER OR MUSSOLINI? THIS IS UNBEARABLE.
I CAN'T CONTINUE, I KNOW I WILL END UP AS A DISGUSTING HON AND THAT WILL TEAR ME APART. EVERYONE WILL LOOK AT ME AND SEE AND INCOMPLETE PIECE OF GARBAGE WONDERING AROUND, TRYING TO BE SOMETHING I CAN'T CLEARLY ACHIEVE IN THIS LIFE. IT'S JUST TOO LATE TO DREAM ABOUT A FUTURE WHERE I'M A WOMAN. THAT'S IN THE PAST. I SHOULD HAVE CHOP OFF MY BALLS WHEN I WAS 11 OR LESS, BUT NOOOO, I HAD TO FALL FOR THE "YOU CAN BE HAPPY AS A MALE" MEME AND NOW IM 25 AND COMPLETELY IRREDEEMABLE.
JUST MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE, MAKE IT STOP. I CAN'T CONTINUE LIKE THIS. I WANT TO END IT, END IT END IT END IT. AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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>>6910697
nah
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>>6910711
>imbkying
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>>6910710
>What happened?
libs got in
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>>6910706
would you date girls that look like boys?
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>>6910717
Half the time I hear it was the eternal labour's fault and the other half it's the eternal liberal's fault
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>>6910707
man idk pooks ur fucking crazy
>>6910712
bitch
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>>6910705
Stop fixating on it.
Your interview probably did go well, but that still isn't a guarantee of a job.
You just have to keep looking and applying until you find a place that hires you.
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>>6910714
harder they come, harder they fall
>>6910706
maybe it's how you carry yourself.
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>>6910722
yea im a riot ROFL
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>>6910722
wtf dude im a bitch???
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>>6910710
Why? Keep applying and you're bound to find something.
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>>6910233
Q____Q he's just misunderstood!
Mal Blum is sad drunk girl The Band.
What made you get into Punk?
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>>6910721
its quite the coincidence that as soon as the libs got in the job market went down the shit
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>>6910726
haha ur a real riot *punches ur lights out*

unf
>>6910727
nah dude desu i think of you like pic related in my head desu

that's a high echelon to achieve im a very shallow person

so respect that bitch
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>>6910725
I don't try the way I carry myself invites sexual harass and catcalling every day since it happens whether I'm wearing a conservative dress or gym clothes
>>6910719
Sure
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>>6910728
Because it took me so long to get this interview .-.
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how are my pretty ladies doing tonight
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>>6910233
>ramshackle glory

lol Ive shot heroin with Pat.
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Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
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>>6910725
>harder they come, harder they fall
And how's that related to what I just said, you dumb cunt?
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>>6910735
This is hot. Please go into detail on how ur mannerisms attracts predators
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>>6910740
I'm not, but ty anyway. :3
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>>6910700
tfw what

come on man
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>>6910745
stfu bitch
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>>6910739
GREENTEXT I NEED IT NOW YOU DELUSIONAL FUCKING TRANNY PIECE OF SHIT
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>>6910733
aw thats a cute katt
thanks
thas a good image of me
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>>6910700
no way, yume's back?

it's me, big mike! you remember me?
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>>6910736
What places are you applying for and how are you applying?
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>>6910751
FUXKING WAITING!?!?!
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>>6910729
i had a crush on this film teacher..
we were talking and he recommended me some stuff because i kinda enjoyed days n daze
i'm usually hesitant to listen to new stuff but i trusted his opinion and it worked out well
he must be good at recommending shit because i love music to death now
>>6910739
that's dope (haha get it)
but i like rehabilitated pat more
he seems wiser
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>>6910686
>you'll never spank hairy edie butte
also butte
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>>6910750
ill fukin bash ur head in m8 i swear on me mum
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>>6910758
u give him succ yes?
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>>6910753
no i came our of MORBID curiosity now i have to do my harassment rounds and then leave
>>6910752

proll cus 90% of the time i saw u u were laying down in a bed comfy like
>>6910760
shut the fucK UP DUMB CAT
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>>6910753
how big is you?
>>6910741
yr trying too hard. just chill
>>6910735
hmm. idk it's the culture of chivalry and it's polar opposite i guess
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>>6910628
did someone say scary
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tips for endo appointment

dysphoria getting real bad
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>>6910233

When I saw Ramshackle there was a trans girl playing clarinet.
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>>6910762
*hiss*
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>>6910755
Places like supermarkets, retail stores, etc.
Casual work stuff.
And I'm applying by submitting a resume
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>>6910733
if u punch me I'll sue you
no joke
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>>6910762
dude all i do is lay down in a bed because arthritis HURTS LIKE TITS
doctor diagnosed me wtih fibromyalgia too lul
got that medical marijuana letter though
so thats nice i guess
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>>6910751
>pat plays a house show. it was 2009 or so in asheville, nc
>police come and we leave after show cause police
>he stays at punk house that my friend was staying at that I was staying with while in town because his friend knew my friends friend who was staying there
>eat half of a dumpstered bagle
>we shoot dope
>nod out
>in the morning pat leaves
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Yea just like everyone likes rehabilitated eminem or Steve-O right?
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>>6910762
oh ok, now i understand

>>6910763
pretty big
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>>6910764
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>>6910768
cat roleplay makes my dick hard desu

nothin i love more than when a dick girl e-hisses at me
>>6910770
my moms an impoitant lawwya
>>6910772
drink dat urp purp
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>>6910769
By how are you applying I mean how are you actually hunting for work?
Are you just applying online?
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>>6910761
nah
i didn't really understand my sexuality enough to understand it at the time
pretty sure he was flirting with me too lol
but i'll probably never see him again
>>6910767
ramshackle had a lot of interesting band members
they had douglas fur on banjo and his music is fucking stellar
plus at their last show they had pat's brother and father on trumpet
like god damn
wish i was there
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>>6910764
>>6910776
gosh dangit why did i have to fall head over heels in love with narcissa wright, of all people

i cant get her out of my frickin head
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>>6910743
Yes you are.
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>>6910775
No we need pics...
:3
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>>6910764
she looks like Shelley Duvall with a gap in her teeth tbqh
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>>6910778
ur 13
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>>6910779
A mix, sometimes applying online whenever possible job opportunities pop up, other times going into stores with my resume.
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>>6910784
oh my penis is small if that's what you're asking about
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>>6910778
part of me doesnt want to use it
im hella weird
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>>6910781
you can't be serious...
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go to bed yume
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>>6910786
desu...
>>6910789
skurp purp durp
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>>6910780

...have they broken up?
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>>6910790
i wish i wasnt
i know she's nuts but the heart wants what the heart wants
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>>6910787
Must be a tough market if you're dropping off resumes in person and aren't getting interviews ;-;
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>>6910763
I can't just "chill" when I'm having a mental breakdown because I realize I will never be a woman. It's not something from what you just "chill".
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>>6910796
not yet i don't think
but pat is quitting music
if you didn't read about that
i think they're dead after their next album
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S-so...? No one likes Harley Poe huh?
:(
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>>6910799
yeah it is.
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>>6910783
:3

Hopefully some day I actually will be!
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>>6910801
C920A61
>>
Dysphoric most the day, smoke some weed even more dysphoric and dead inside than before. :C
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>>6910798
Shitstraya
Worst thing is an online application fucking got me an interview
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>>6910801
do you like pull-ups?
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>>6910796
Pat quit punk.
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>>6910801
reminds me of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iz0yF4eR68 for some reason
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>>6910797
what do you like about her?
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>>6910805
???
Plz don't doxx me kthx
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>>6910806
>tfw shower
>have to see body
>vomit
it's awful senpai
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>>6910808
they dont hold enough :/
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>>6910806
Iktf anon, except I have no drugs or alcohol to help
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>>6910801
we can cuddle and listen to harley poe if you really wanna
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>>6910800

Aw, that's kinda sad. I haven't been in the loop.

>>6910801

I almost listened to one of their albums once
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>>6910806
marry me
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oh it kicked me out when taking pain meds
nice
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>>6910814
id vomit if i had to look at you too
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>>6910821
:_:
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>>6910813
have you made anymore? please say yes
A754DF9
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>>6910823
oinkoinkoink
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>>6910817
I want to so much do you live in so cal?
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>>6910812
i like her body desu, she's really twiggy and thin. usually i like higher test girls but narcissa really pulls it off. like in this pic you can see how tiny her little arms are and it just makes me want to pin her against a wall.
i also think she's really cute, i even like her buck teeth and gummy smile.
and i like that she's a little crazy. she just says what's on her mind no matter what. she's not malicious or mean-spirited about either, on the whole she seems really sweet.
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>>6910829
nah
ohio
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>>6910740
>tfw finally feel this way for once
y-you too anon

>>6910829
Clean your mirrorrrrr
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>>6910833
no
>>6910831
oh no :'(
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>>6910830
you know she comes around here sometimes right?
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>>6910818
Satan Sex and No Regrets seriously listen to it it's so good.
>>6910825
Anymore lewds? No but I can cook something up if you told me up I guess.
>>6910831
Send me potatoes
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>tfw both mom and sister have tiny boobs

god, fuck, every step of the way carries even more anxiousness for the future, when does it end..
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>>6910838
woah no way
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>>6910820
oh i was wondering what happened
i hope you feel better
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>>6910838
I wish s he didn't
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>>6910838

[Doubt]
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>>6910839
ohio is more of a corn state
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>>6910830
so there truely is someone out there for everyone.
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>>6910842
thanks
im
exhausted now
my neck is so
stupid
guhh
was having fun too .-.
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>>6910814
>vomit then cry forever. :C
>>6910816
I'm turning into a huge pothead just to get my mind to forget about it or make me optimistic and happy but I was just to dead yesterday and today. -_-
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>>6910806
>tfw weed stopped being useful to soothe the dysphoria and now you have nothing to do about it
I only wish for this nightmare to end.
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i seriously think 8 she be in a mental hospital i keep having fantasies about killing myself and other people but im afraid of them taking my hormones help
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i wish i had pizza rn
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>>6910859
u sissy
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>>6910860
>i wish i had pizza rn
you fucking whore
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>>6910859
call them ahead of time and ask about allowing you to take hormones
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I want pizza too
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>>6910860
Pizza had I wish I rn
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>>6910860
i get paid in 19 minutes...
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>>6910864
what if they track my phone and take me
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>>6910863
i'm sorry
>>6910865
let's get pizza
>>6910866
same
>>6910867
was that an offer?
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>>6910868
they won't, why would they take you?
mental hospitals are voluntary
>>
Even niggers!
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>>6910869
can u feed me
>>6910872
hi Mado ^^
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>tfw makeup makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and I often remove it without thinking
I just want to look pretty instead of plain for my girlfriend for once, and pretty much every girl where I live wears it, so not wearing it makes me stand out. I have clear skin. My face isn't super masculine. My hair is okay (I got a bad haircut, so I'm giving it time to grow and wearing beanies since it's chilly where I am and I can get away with it). I started at 18, before puberty finished, so body and facial hair aren't huge concerns, but I can't wear makeup without my hands making like subconscious motions to my face to smear it. I think that when I'm not consciously reminding myself to take care not to smudge it, my brain is registering it the same way it does when I get motor oil or food on my face. How can I get over my subconscious so I can wear make up and look like the normal girls where I live?
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>>6910868
don't be paranoid. they won't do such a thing.
>>
>>6910869
for myself and u if you were near...
>>6910868
>>6910870
yeah why would anyone want you?
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>>6910872
You better have brought pizza
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goodnight /mtfg/
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http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1473215524957.webm
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>>6910859
are they prescribed or are you self-medding?
>>
>>6910888
im the bebi
>>
>>6910887
WHY DO PEOPLE SAVE THIS IMAGE
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>>6910876
yes of course
>>6910882
pizza is delish
>>6910891
beibi pooki
>>
>>6910896
yay thnx keewee <3
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>>6910887
sweet dreams
>>
>>6910877
nothing else you can do besides wearing make up regularly and fighting against the urge.
>>
>>6910877
Apply less makeup so you notice it less and ease into heavier feeling makeup.
>>
>>6910896
That cheese looks like semen. No wonder why people around here like pizza so much.
>>
I wanted attention.
I got attention
yay !!
maeve u wanna join the discord?
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>>6910904
you have a very lewd mind desu
>>
>>6910896

I love you. Every night I dream that we're together going out on dates, and I get to see your radient smile when I get on one knee and propose to make you the happiest girl in the world.

Kiwi, will you marry me?
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>>6910917
wtf no
>>
Is Alice in Wonderland clothing AGP?
>>
>>6910918
At least let me dick that Tina Fey boipucci then?
>>
>>6910924
no
>>
>>6910889
informed consent
was prescribed by a regular endo that needed a letter before that too
>>
what do people do with their hair when they go "boymode"?
>>
once i was in a hospital and they changed my meds so I know they can do that

they made me talk to their psych instead of my regular one
>>
>>6910926
then you're going to have absolutely no problem, they won't take them away they'll feed you your hormones

informed consent is the same as gatekept, a script is a script
>>
>>6910931
>>6910933
>>
>>6910872
*patpatpat*
>>
>>6910936
well I mean psych meds are different

if they think the meds are causing the issue they'll want to try different ones, most of the hospitalizations i know of have involved that but nobody's ever tried to stop hrt

they could decide not to let someone have hrt i guess but i doubt it
>>
>>6910927
Tie it back
Hide in hat
Cut in a fit of repression
>>
>tfw no soapy slippery isla to bathe with
BLACKMAIL ACQUIRED
>>
>>6910948
cute soapy penis :3
>>
>>6910949
wtf no
>>
>>6910943
im also scared of how they treat me

last time I didn't know I was trans yet and ive heard people get treated badly
>>
>>6910944
Cutting hair? Cutting skin? Both?
>>
http://www.strawpoll.me/11234413
http://www.strawpoll.me/11234413
http://www.strawpoll.me/11234413

http://www.strawpoll.me/11234413
http://www.strawpoll.me/11234413
http://www.strawpoll.me/11234413
>>
>>6910953
The pattern is generally hair and then skin after realising their mistake
>>
>>6910956
c'mon...
>>
>>6910962
i voted yes
>>
isla has a cute penis
>>
>>6910918
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>>6910956
I don't know. I haven't seen it. When I imagine isla's penis I imagine it must be cute as far as penises go, but that's about as far as I can go.
>>
Islas cute XX chromosome cock!
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worked for me
>>
>>6910963
ffs
>>6910966
goddammit
>>6910969
well fair enough
>>6910970
THIS HAS GONE TOO FAR
>>
>>6910968
Is this the actual sheen?
>>
>>6910968
that's me on the couch
>>
>>6910976
So how are you tonight, isla?
>>
>>6910976
I voted yes too, isla a cute and I wanna kiss her penis
>>
damn you all
>>6910981
ffs
why
>>6910980
im doing well
my friend paid attention to me so that made me super happy
>>
I want a keewee stuffie
>>
>>6910984
Because its cute and I want to taste you all over.
>>
Girls, why do I like this guy's channel? Usually I find gross-out humor to be really dumb. But, these are making me laugh for some reason

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXslXvCs1Mk
>>
>>6910975
Where's the link to the discord owo
>>
>>6910987
cuz he's a hunk
>>
>>6910987
cuz he's a hunk
>>
>>6910978
Yes, who else would admit to being this ugly

>>6910979
thats my brother Scott
He hates me
>>
>>6910986
why did you do this
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>>6910989
it's pm's >//w//<
>>6910995
o then its not me cuz i like u
>>6910993
reply to me fggt
ily
>>
>>6910997
>It's pm's
oh :c
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>>6910997
>>
>>6910995
You'd do perfectly fine if you lost some weight and got FFS.
>>
penis is not cute.
>>
>>6910999
d i s c o r d
m e
>>6910998
yah c:
>>
>>6911002
penis is cute
>>
>>6910984
Well that's good. I'm doing relatively well today too. I finally have a job, though I'm not sure that it will end up being a good thing in the end.
>>
jeez you girls sure do talk about your penises a lot
>>
is penis cute?
>>
>>6911008
penis is cute
>>
Islas penis is very important
>>
>>6911007
Because penises are amazing :u Especially on boys <:
>>
>>6911009
mine???
>>
>>6911013
yes
>>
>>6911014
Thanks
-hugs-
>>
penis
penis land
penisland
penISLAnd
isla
>>
>>6911011
im an important transexuapenis.
>>6911004
no
>>6911005
ay thats good.
jobs are important though
>>6911017
stOOOP
>>
>tfw would 100% detrans if I didn't have giant tits on my chest now
sure fucked up
>>
Are penises the greatest thing ever devised? :o
>>
>>6911019
You would detrans because your transition didn't go well, or you would detrans because you realized you're not really trans?
>>
>>6911020
only if its a girls penis
>>
>>6911025
um
no
boys penises have hair, and are large, and have cutie balls :3
>>
>>6911019
Don't detrans, just be MTFTM
>>
>>6911027
>>>6911025 (You)
>um
>no
>boys penises have hair, and are large, and have cutie balls :3
no theyre smelly and gross
>>
>>6911023
a little of both
mainly cause its just easier to live as a guy
even if id hate myself constantly from that
>>
>>6911029
Sorri
but, you're wrong
boys penises are perfect :u
>>
>I only get one life
>I have to live it as a disgusting transgirl
It's like some sort of transcendental entity hates me.
>>
>>6910952
where do you live?

and either way it's better than the alternative in my view, something really bad could happen if you don't go to a ward
>>
>>6910984
i don't think i've seen it but definite yes
>>
>>6910997
O-oh

>>6911001
Can't afford ffs because unemployed
I need to get a hair transplant to fix my hairline, brow shave and hairline advance as well as a lower blepharoplasty
Working on losing weight right now
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>>6911045
Sounds like you're on track, then. I hope everything works out for you!
>>
>>6911030
get ffs
>>
>>6911037
live it as a non-disgusting transgirl anon, become a qt!
>>
>>6911030
>a little of both
oh?

>even if id hate myself constantly from that
sure sounds like you're 100% trans to me anon
>>
Fun fact

i hate myself a lot

Also fun fact

if you're ever like i want to make someone kill themselves over the internet
i am a good easy choice for a beginner
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i miss dick
should i just get a chad to fuck me already and get it over with?
>>
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>>6911032
that's not how girls talk nice try weirdo

also guys do I pass?
>>
>>6911057
It's okay quid, I like you. I don't want you to kill yourself. At the very least, you're one of the more useful people here. On most days the only trip I like more is elanna.
>>
oh boy 4:20s comin up

gonna do a big dab for 4:19

gearing up for this dab at 4:18

gonna be so high at 4:17

so pumped for 4:16

i'm gonna do the biggest dab when the clock hits 4:15
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>>6911067
>the only trip I like more is elanna.
n-no way... ty anon...
>>
>>6911062
as long as you dont pretend youre anything but a whore
>>
>>6911069
You can't die Quid, we need to make pizza together and talk about cute girls and stuff.
>>
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Figure I'll ask the question. I've been withholding the possibility of gender counseling or HRT strictly because I think my face fucks my chances of ever passing, so what does /mtfg/ think in comparison?
>>
>>6911072
u look like my mom
>>
>>6911069
>custom awoo
awoo
>>
happy birthday to me lads
>>
How do you know you're trans?

I just want to be comfortable. Being called 'lad' makes me very uncomfortable. I'm not sure being a girl would fix me.
>>
>>6911072
Get on HRT before test fucks you over even worse. Shave your face. Get a better haircut. Save for FFS. You'll likely end up passable if you work on these things.
>>
>>6911077
do you want to be a girl and have tits and stuff
>>
>>6911076
>>6911077
(unrelated)
>>
>>6911071
:3 yes

>>6911075
awoo~

in theory it's not though unless the one i edited the maga hat off was just made with the hat to begin with

which would be sad
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>>6911070

alls i know is that i want to be a whore for some good dick right about now. i've been trying to wait while i get to know this guy but it's hard.
>>
>>6911078
Face is shaven, and thats just my hair pulled over to the side.
But thanks, I'm guessing I'm not fucked because of manface then.
>>
>>6911079
Probably not, but I don't really know what I want.
>>
happy bday
>>
>>6911069
You can't die Quid, we need to make pizza together and talk about cute guys and stuff.
>>
>>6911081
idk but I like it
>>
>>6911062
Here, have the best dick ever.

http://youtu.be/3pBiIV_7dF8
>>
>>6911085
go to a therapist experienced with gender issues and get help finding out what you want.
>>
>>6911079
>>6911085
I guess what I'm asking is: how do I find out?
>>
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>>6911087
>guys
>>
>>6911088
ty <3

>>6911087
sometimes....
>>
>>6911068
fuck you
>>
>>
>>6911096
why?

i would share if you were here anon :c
>>
It's been kind of a weird couple of years on my end, because I think I really <knew> when I was like 19 but I'm 24 now and still haven't taken the leap.
>>
>>6911098
cause I'm jealous

no weed in hospital bb ;)
>>
I love my NC mini and my NC mini loves me

>>6911102
ohh

hi
>>
>>6911091
I don't want to go ._.

>>6911097
Whoa, thanks anon, you're dank too.
>>
>>6911111
>>
>>6911107
tfw no weed
>>
>>6911107
Shit, clean up your desk, why is there a half eaten apple there?
>>
>>6911111
good Job quiddo u got the number
>>
>>6911107
hi faget

also
>>6911115
this

also
>>6911113
this too but I already said that so you know
>>
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i miss beards
>>
>>6911115
i'm in the middle of eating it silly

you think i eat one thing at a time when i'm doing concentrates?

sides this isn't my desk, i'm in a booth and the table will be getting wiped down anyway

>>6911117
thank you ^^ it was so stressful
>>
>>6911091
How would I even find one who is experienced with gender issues?
>>
>>6911121
ask around
what city do you live in?
>>
>>6911108
why do you not want to address your issues?
>>
>>6911121
google. when you call them ask them how much experience they have with trans people, how many of them they prescribe hormones and how many of their trans patients have gotten better. ask what their guidelines are and if they follow WPATH.
>>
>>6911093
W-whats wrong with liking guys

>>6911094
y-yeh there'll be lots of sausage double entendres

>>6911099
you should talk to someone professionally about it, seek out a gender therapist and they will help you

>>6911111
witnessed
>>
>>6911107
is that an ascent?
>>
>>6911119
It's 2016. Women can have beards.
>>
I'm not religious, but if there is a god why the hell would he make some people trans?
Like the asshole must've purposefully decided not to make us cis female but to make us this way and then proclaim in his desert books how much he hates those he has created this way.
>>
>>6911119
I really don't miss mine. Well, it rarely was a full beard since I plucked my chin hair with my nails all the time, so all I had were massive sideburns and a handlebar stache.
>>
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>>6911111
congratulations
>>
>>6911111
checked.
>>
>>6911126
NICE EYE

i was using it for the concentrates and then i remembered i got this things

wax is odorless and any scent airs out in like 20 minutes :]

>>6911130
thank you so much
>>
>>6911128
Cause it's all a "test."

Cause that's how God gets his kicks apparently.
>>
LIFE WAS A MISTAKE
>>
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>>6911119
I wish I knew that feel
I am getting scars from electrolysis
buy one of these
>>
>>6911131
:3

>>6911134
>test
>>
>>6911128
>>6911134
Nah, this is hell and we're all being punished for past life sins we can't even remember.
>>
>>6911128
Well, the only God that would make sense given what Earth is would be a jovial lush so bored by eternity she does all kinds of crap for teh lulz.
>>
>>6911122
London

>>6911123
Going to places I've never been to before always takes a lot of courage.

>>6911124
Thanks.
>>
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>>6911127
but i don't want to get beaten to death. if i had one it would cause dysphoria
>>6911135
v. true
>>6911128
it depends on how you interpret "clothes". if the body is merely clothes for the brain, it practically endorses transition.
>>
>wanna listen to a bunch of music
>dont have enough time in the day
>also actually so physically exhausted that i was falling asleep at work today
>cant sleep anyway
UGH
Currently playing Heart - Barracuda
>>
>>6911148
play music while you are doing other things, such as showering
>>
>>6911145
>ywn be a qt jewess like cyba
>>
>>6911145
cyba, do you support zionism?
>>
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>>6911145
hi cyba
>>
How do I convince my subconscious that being associated with trans people is okay?
>>
>>6911154
takes some time but it will happen
>>
>>6911156
how do I get my subconscious not to trigger fight or flight response randomly
>>
>>6911158
medication and therapy, because that sounds like a serious mental issue.
>>
>>6911154
once you realize that the only thing we share is a medical condition.
>>
>>6911161
what about just taking xanax all the time and staying in bed
>>
>>6911154
>How do I convince my subconscious that being associated with trans people is okay?
I don't think I understand the question. Are you implying that your subconscious considers transsexualism "inhuman" or "evil" or something?

>>6911164
Avoiding the problem's circumstantial triggers is not a permanent solution.
>>
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>>6911150
אני מודה לך
>>6911153
היי קיווי
>>6911151
כן כמובן!
>>6911158
חשיפת ניוון לטווח ארוך
>>
I just feel bad.
Did DXM a few days ago and ended up passing out in the middle of the night on my way to the toilet. I am so embarrassed of that.

I am so alone all the time.

I feel like the only person who makes me feel better gets overwhelmed by me sometimes.

I try to improve my voice but end up having pain in my throat all the time although I take breaks and drink.

I can't get anything done. Should learn for exams but I can't start, it's like a wall in my head that holds me back.

I have no real goals I want to achieve in life. I don't care what happens. All I want is to not be stressed.
Sometimes I wonder why I even stick around.

And now I'm crying with my phone in my hand and writing this although I should get ready to go. But I just want to go to bed again.

Fuck all of this.
>>
Girls I'm at a party and getting tipsy. There's a guy in the corner thats qt, should I do him? :3
>>
>>6911173
with jews u lose
>>
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>>6911173
wtf is this language
>>
>>6911176
ofc

>>6911177
SO TRUE THOUGH
>>
>>6911173
you can't be a jew though. jews don't infect their own with the trans disease :S
>>
>>6911178
>has never seen jewscript before
and on 4chan of all places
>>
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>>6911182
wtf
>>
So how would someone broach the topic with their therapist that they have fantasized about psychologically, physically, and fatally harming them? I mean I probably wouldn't do any of it, and it's hardly the worst stuff I've thought about. My natural inclination is not to mention it. Ever.
>>
>>6911176
suck his cock and tell him to cum on your ankles. guys love a good ankle shot, trust me.

oh wait you're probably from america, my bad. I was thinking of britain.
>>
>>6911167
>Are you implying that your subconscious considers transsexualism "inhuman" or "evil" or something?
No, just embarrassing. I guess I don't want people to think that I only like trans girls because I want to fuck them. (I do want to fuck a lot of trans girls, but that's not the only reason why I like them.)
>>
>>6911185
ankle cummies
>>
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>>6911190
>>
>>6911192
have a sad cum bb
>>
>>6911177
זה רק צירוף מקרים! ;-D
>>6911178
hebrew, the language of my people
>>6911181
>אף יהודי
>שיער יהודי
>למשפחה עשירה
>הלוואת חברי אלף דולרים באופן קבוע
>>6911183
זה נכון
>>
>>6911190
uncle cummies
>>
>>6911181
quid is a jewess
cyba actually isnt
>>
>>6911185
That sounds really nasty :u
>>
>>6911176
Of course!
>>
>missed saying nini cuz discord spaghettied
o-oh
>>
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>>6911193
:c
>>6911194
are you rly jewish
>>
>>6911196
>>6911201
זה רק צירוף מקרים ...
לִכאוֹרָה
>>
*hugs everyone who wants hugs*
>>
>>6911204
THANK YOU
>>
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>>6911173
saved
>>
>>6911204
Girls aren't suppose to hug girls
That's gay
>>
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>>6911204
*לְחַבֵּק*
>>6911207
יש עוד
>>
>>6911195
no
only kiwi
>>
>>6911200

I hope you have a lovely evening, Isla.
>>
>>6911210
make your fucking bed you lazy kike
>>
>>6911214
shes not actually a jew
she just looks like one on hrt
>>
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>tfw you will never cum on kiwi's ankles

>>6911210
pic related
>>
http://www.strawpoll.me/11234639
>>
>>6911216
wew
>>
>>6911215
I know you retard
>>
>>6911184
>Ignored
>>
>>6911210
>>6911202
>>6911194
>>6911173
פססם
פסﭏ
>>
>>6911184
Talk about it, but with someone else.
>>
>>6911219
Just eat the core
>>6911221
You need a comma in there
>>
>>6911221
oh
I didnt realise you were being facetious
>>
>>6911222
Literally everyone has those thoughts. Just not often. As long as you aren't masturbating while thinking about it, I don't see the problem.

Nice trips though.
>>
I bought my first bra. A cups and still too big after nearly 5 months HRT ;_;
>>
>>6911212
thank u
>>
>>6911214
אני אכין הגויים המטונפים לעשות את זה
>>6911215
לפי דבריך
>>
>>6911231
get estrogen injections, your tits will balloon up in like 40 days
>>
>>6911230
Nah, I masturbate to monster girl rape and pretty much nothing else
>>
Im being abused at work. I wanna quit so bad, i dont need to take this shit.
>>
am a burrito in bed
>>
>>6911238
What's happened?
>>
>>6911233
No problem, sweetheart.
>>
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>>6911238
whats happening?
just let haters hate, you're obviously doing something right if you're getting all these hours and a promotion
>>
>>6911239
That sounds really adorable
>>
>>6911238
לְהַפְסִיק
>>6911239
אני רביולי. שלח עזרה
>>
>>6911234
>לפי דבריך
so its really true then? D:
and here I thought you were one of the most trustworthy people here
>>
>>6911240
All the mexican women laugh at me in Spanish, boss on my case telling me i am not working fast enough, plus im lifting heavy boxes and its making my arms big again
>>
>>6911247
:(
that sounds rough
>>
>>6911236
how well will this work if i am over a year in >_>
>>
>>6911246
לִכאוֹרָה
>>6911247
להקליט את כל זה לתבוע אותם
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god is watching u
>>6911241
^^
>>6911245
fuck of with that language
>>6911244
its cozy
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>>6911250
Yeah. I need to apply to a non manual labor job.
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>>6911255
why don't you just get mild autismbux
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>>6911254
>שֶׁל
הגויים מטונפים אנאלפביתים
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>>6911252
boobs are supposed to grow for up to 8 years or so. i'm not far enough into transitioning to have my own experiences but progesterone or what's it called is supposed to help.
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>>6911255
it should be easier to find work while employed but if I were you I'd get your next paycheck and quit
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>>6911238
Is this another one of your "stories"
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look at these ants
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>>6911260
yes but will injections still have this effect

either way i'm switching to them soon though
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>>6911264
> angie
> looking down at people for their "stories"
Kek
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>>6911266
איפה המכנסיים שלהם
>>6911267
כן
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>>6911272
does that rhyme in hebrew
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>>6911264
Sounds legit to me, though maybe I'm desensitized to "stories" having lived with my half-brother who'd come up with the most outlandish ones.
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>>6911272
Kalewannst dulewu dalewas leleweselewen?
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where is chara?
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http://www.strawpoll.me/11234675
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kiwi is peeing
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>>6911278
peewi
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>>6911277
Can't vote on my phone so Quid. Least she's likable unlike Cyba
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>>6911278
on me
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>>6911278
in diap?
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>>6911268
Not looking down on her
Kayla is known to stretch the truth a lot

>>6911274
But she isn't telling people here how she's getting abused
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>>6911285
she did though >>6911247
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>>6911268
Kayla admitted that she's lying most of the time.
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>>6911276
michigan ofc
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>>6911285
She sort of did when I asked. I'm not sure I'd call it abuse and not just a mix of mexican bitches and either a stressed, micromanaging boss, or an underperforming Kayla. As for the lifting boxes causing muscle gains, that's just sort of cause and effect.
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>>6911289
is she doing better?
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>>6911288
Everyone lies most of the time.
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>>6911291
very possibly
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>>6911292
deep
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mommy im scared tucc me in
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>>6911294
Hardly. It's either the truth or another lie.
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>>6911292
i mostly don't. i legit feel really bad if i lie. most of the time i try to say half truths or work my way around the question but i'm really awful at it. luckily people don't often ask me questions lol
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>>6911297
did anyone else think that said fucc me in at first
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>>6911303
slut
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>>6911303
Had to read it three times to realize it's tucc.
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>>6911300
Well I'm pretty good at it
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>>6911287
>>6911290
Well the Spanish bitches is annoying, I've dealt with it in restaurants when I was a line cook and the Mexican dishwashers would make fun of the staff in Spanish.
As for her boss, well bosses are hit or miss and usually bosses of retail are the worst.
The lifting she does is usually expected when working in retail
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>>6911297
mommy where are you
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fucking hell why does my neck hurt so much ;w;
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>>6911315
who's mommy
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>>6911318
mommy
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>>6911309
teach me. i can't even bring myself to just say i'm a woman on the internet when asked because i feel like i'm omitting the truth. i hope this gets better when i'm further into transitioning.
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>>6911306
no i just assumed because mtfg are sluts!

>>6911307
thank you
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>>6911314
mommy angie
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>>6911321
It does but I feel bad when I don't talk about being trans when I'm on dates
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stop stalking me
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>>6911320
oh :o

i'm a pretty poor choice for mother tho
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>>6911321
Well that's one even I have trouble with(not on the internet, I've been a woman on the internet for years). No matter how I answer I feel like I'm lying when I actually want to tell the truth.
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>>6911323
Hi
I should be asleep
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>>6911325
never
>>
ur stalking me
whatever
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>>6911333
mommy pook
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>tfw nobody wants you as their mommy
>tfw you will never be a mum irl
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>>6910623
this reminds me of my dreams
wew

>>6910628
many times...

>>6910659
is that for fluids?
those fucking hurt
after I OD'd on co-codamol my arm ached for like two and a half weeks and I had a bruise on the inside of my elbow there that hurt whenever I bent my arm

>>6910693
I OD'd on prescription painkillers last month but I'm pretty sure Red is so high she couldn't even open the packet rn
she was online last thread
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>>6911331
me too
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mommy angie
mommy faye
mommy kayla
mommy quid
mommy frog
mommy sheen
mommy kiwi
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>>6911333
i saw youcough at me
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>>6911334
no
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>>6910706
>ywn live as a woman
;-; does it count as fulltime if I still only get gendered male?
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>>6911324
i'm still very far from dating anyone but yeah i would probably tell my date even if i were post op.
>>6911329
how do you deal with it? are you stealth to most or do you tell people?
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>>6911340
MOMMY POOK
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>>6911338
>mommy sheen
o-oh gosh
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What's with all this mommy talk?
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im in an area of struggle where i think i should never date or have sex due to self hatred and disagreeing with myself and going against what i think is right.
I'm terrified of men and can never date one again because of my last male partner hitting me, even though we weren't dating. Just plain too terrified of them. They scare me and I don't feel comfortable with one even hugging me in a platonic sense.
With girls, I am scared of being hurt in emotional situations due to ease of manipulation as well as my last girlfriend physically abused me as well as emotionally controlled me and heavily restricted my rights into everything.
What the fuck even are my dating options??
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>>6911339
if u walk away we're done
if u walk away we're not done
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>>6911335
I would be a terrible mommy

>>6911337
Sleep when?

>>6911343
I can understand preop but once post, I dont it needs to be said
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>>6911332
where are you going to take chara first?
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>>6911341
Well, it does. As you get more comfortable by doing everyday stuff as a woman, you'll get gendered female. It's one of the main benefits of going full time.
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did kiwi commit suicide
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is this an ok Friday night party outfit? I'm trying andro more than full fem but I'm worried I look like a huge hideous man.
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im beginning to feel like a pook god
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>>6911356
belt buckle just puts me off.
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>>6911347
I don't know. Seems to be the latest fad here. Being called mommy is so awkward, I'd make a terrible mother.
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>>6911355
sheen passed away last night
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>>6910859
iktf
I'm self-medding so if I get sectioned I'm fucked
I've got a counselling appointment with the NHS next week but idk how much of the truth to tell them, I want help but I don't wanna get fucked over
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>>6911348
Move somewhere better? I mean besides that your options are limited unless you can find a positive community to be part of irl.
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>>6911355
im watching youtube with pookie
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>>6911364
Its not that.
Its that I don't trust men or women enough to actually date.
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>>6911355
no
i hugg her
>>6911358
pook god
>>6911368
redtube
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>>6910943
Smiles had her hrt taken away by the psych ward, she's self-medding though so it's different
fucking sucks though, I hope she gets out of there ASAP
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>>6911343
Avoidance. As much as possible. If someone says something to me, I smile and nod, I try to use my girl voice half the time, any voice the other half, I probably get an actual sound out about half the time. If I'm asked and it's not important, I just go with whatever I'm passing better as at the given moment and deal with the shitty feelings later. If I'm asked and I'm important, depending on the situation, I either go with the official answer or completely honestly. Some people in certain professions are easier for me to talk to because they stop being people and become their profession. Then when I get home I either drink or get high and either cut or burn.
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>>6911359
but my jeans will fall down without it

come to think of it all my jeans are too big for me
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>>6911371
how do you know
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>>6911370
rub-a-tug-tug
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>>6911353
someplace with dumplings

she doesn't really want me to talk about her on here much anymore tho

>>6911358
nice
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>>6911037
ikr fucking lmao existence is a cruel joke and nobody's laughing
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>>6911369
Hrmm... Find a way to start branching out bit by bit to normalize your self to then again. Find an lgbt support group in your area and make friends with another mtf and start being around other people to like get past the fear.
That's all I got for now, breaks almost over
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they say i pook like a robot
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>>6911119
I don't
except from the fact it used to hide my jaw a bit
>>
i am a robot
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>>6911372
oh. that sounds awful :(
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>>6911352
Realistically, I should have been asleep between 3 and 5 hours ago
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>>6911385
good robot
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>>6911386
It's not good, but I can imagine far worse.
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>>6911388
thanks
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>>6911371
And back into the hands of her father?
Gr8 plan.
>>6911374
You cannot take non prescribed medications in a mental facility.
Though there is a chance she can get a script in there.
>>6911381
I don't think I can do that unfortunately as i have been kicked out of all lgbt support groups.
>>6911373
Its just the buckle looks like it belongs on a fat black pimp in a video game
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>>6911390
pook
o__o
o__o
koop
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>>6911379
tell her hi for me
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>>6911390
me too thanks

>>6911393
ok
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>>6911392
pookie
>>6911397
thanks
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>>6911391
ye muthafucka ye
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>>6911391
>there is a chance she can get a script in there
but she can't even start the process til she's 16, right?

why does leaving automatically mean she has to go back to her father? there's at least two trips who live within an hour of her for a start and she has friends too.
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>>6911401
lmao i was thinkin saints row but that works too
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>>6911373
>>6911391
I agree about the belt buckle. I did some pretty minimalist sewing on all my jeans after my belt broke, but the legs are ridiculously baggy
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900/<13
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>>6911402
Because legally she is required to go back to her father.
CPS said she did, and it can be enforced by law.
She would have to be in actual hiding.
"Family First"
Is what they said basically.
She would essentially be living life in hiding.
There would literally be classified as a missing person.
>>6911405
Very small buckles can be okay but belts are pretty businessman aesthetic.
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>>6911407
76
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>>6911402
Also, not to mention I don't believe HRT is as important as being in a place where she has 3 meals per day, safety from her father, shelter so she can sleep at night safely, and therapeutic access daily and counselor access 24/7
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>>6911408
In general I don't like displayed belt buckles.
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>>6911411
I definitely agree with that.
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>>6911411
I get your point and I've discussed the ins and outs of this on Skype with her but I'm pretty sure I'm qualified in saying that a full male puberty can also lead to a lifetime of suffering and eventual suicide
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>>6911413
See?
I'm not totally insane.
Everyone on her situation is like B-BUT HRT!!!!
Like how tf u gonna care about HRT more than her personal safety and having food shelter and therapeutic access??
>>6911412
yeah they are just
not pleasant looking
>>6911417
A full male puberty isn't going to happen within the next few months.
Listen, would you rather her fucking get beat but be allowed HRT?
Would you want her to be put on watch so if she is seen the police take her to her father?
Is this what you would want for her?
Honestly, HRT should be one of the least of worries compared to the actual instant dangers she could be put in if she wasn't somewhere safe.
>>
[seething rage]
im gonna go buzz off before i get a fucking brain tumor
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>>6911417
Well I'm done for. I guess I'll go kill myself now.
>>6911418
Yeah, there is so much horrible shit that could happen. In the face of survival pressures, gender expression in general is a first world problem. Sort of goes back to Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, though I don't necessarily agree with his placement of certain things in comparison to others nor that it is universal.
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>>6911417
she turns 16 next year and then can apply to the housing programs
its such a fucked system
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>>6911418
is she not far off 16 then?
all I'm saying is, you've admitted yourself you don't get much dysphoria anymore so I don't think that you're aware of just how fucking horrifying this shit is. I've had to watch my dad throw a fucking porcelain casserole dish at my mum that she still has a massive scar from, I'm not sheltered from what living with an unstable and abusive nutjob is like even if it's thankfully been pretty minimally inflicted on myself. if she's close to 16 and she's gonna be able to get legit HRT again before long or will be able to go to a shelter once she turns 16 instead of being sent home to her dad then yeah fair enough, she'll have to wait it out, but if she's not gonna be able to access 'mones again til she's 20 or something the damage that can be done to her is permanent and devastating.
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>>6911425
>if she's not gonna be able to access 'mones again til she's 20 or something
that wont happen
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>>6911422
Yeah she is not far off.
Also, I do get heavy fucking dysphoria
Extreme dysphoria
just
not
with
my PENIS
which i do get BITS OF IT
time to time
Dysphoria is crippling for me.
Also I am not on HRT right now.
I do have an idea of how horrifying it was
nigga i ended up in a hospital for trying to kill myself ove rnot being on hrt and thats the only point i WAS on it in the first place
stop speaking out of line
cunt
oh also
i saw my dad hit me in the face with a golf club.
p great right?
February is her birthday as far as she told me.
Oh also my dad hit me with his belt and there are scars next to my eyebrows from them.
so
stop trying to imply i dont understand shit when i do.
fucking hell
back into the list
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>>6911429
>Oh also my dad hit me with his belt and there are scars next to my eyebrows from them.
getting hit with a belt by your dad hurts
at least it wasn't ever the fanbelt in my case
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>>6911424
>>6911418
this was me at 16.5 and 17.5 yrs old respectively
it depends entirely on genetics but a year can make a fuckload of difference, especially to jaw and brow
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>>6911429
you really do talk about your penis a lot...
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>>6911431
I know it can first hand but its not a year its seven months, I think she will be okay apart from feeling like shit
12 and 18 in pic
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>>6911429
okay fine, just the way you were talking about it before made it sound like you were largely happy with your appearance and that dysphoria wasn't a major issue for you anymore, I misinterpreted that
I wasn't saying you're ignorant of these issues, I'm just saying that I'm not totally sheltered from them either so I'm not speaking from a place of no experience, I'd rather kms than move back to my hometown

if it's only til next Feb then yeah hopefully that won't be too bad, I just hope she still has the motivation to get shit sorted by then
>>
Well good night everyone. I love you all. Or at least most of you.

>>6911429
I usually don't get dysphoria with my penis either, though sometimes part of me wants to chop it off myself.

Goodnight, Isla. I wish you a life devoid of brain tumors. sweet dreams, if you plan on sleeping.
>>6911425
Goodnight, Robin. Also, you look alright,. Maybe you'd look better if you'd started sooner, but that's not the way it happened. Life sucks. You're actually pretty cute in some of your pictures.
>>6911427
Goodnight, sheen.
>>6911433
Everyone else seems to talk about it more really.
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>>6911437
nn anon
>>
>>6911430
oh for me it was alligator skin.
he beat me with that more times than i can count.
>>6911436
I fucking hate my appearance with a burning passion.
I literally toy with the idea of manually reconfiguring my face, not seriously of course but its a pleasant thought. Dysphoria is literally one of the most crippling things in my life.
If she lost motivation for HRT like I'm kinda dealing with rn, then yeah its kinda sorta well, no bueno.
Its an it cant be helped situation.
>>6911433
i hate it a lot.
>>6911437
i want to sleep but my emotions are bad rn.
>>6911433
i do not like my penis.
others are obsessed with it.
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whatever
massive headache now
going to bed.
fucking hell this is the only place I have but I still hate it so fucking much
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>>6911437
night anon

i wish i could feel alright without drugs
>>
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-sussex-37382361

please tell me this is the end of this godawful humidity
>>
>>6911443
>only place I have but I still hate it so fucking much
iktf most days here.
>>6911444
Me too, Robin. Me too.
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>>6911441
>oh for me it was alligator skin.
just a standard cowhide belt here
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>>6911446
whats the temp and humidity been?
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>>6911261
Meh shit calmed down. Plus i get paid $700 bucks in 2 hours so FUCK YEAH
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>>6911462
dont waste it all
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>>6911463
300 for rent, 100 for credit card, 60 for insurance, rest is for 3 weeks electrolysis
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>>6911466
what about food
>>
>>6911468
Mom drove over and filled my fridge
>>
>>6911470
that was nice of her
hows things between you two?
are you going to start going full time soon?
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>>6911472
Not doing full time till beard is dead so around christmas. Not too bad to go fulltime in almost 2 years. And yeah me and mom are cool.
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>>6911458
usual temperature here is about 12-16 deg C
it's been 30 deg C the last couple of days and regularly breaking above 25 deg C all summer
humidity hasn't dipped below 65% in over a month
you Aussies are probably used to it but for someone who's used to a British climate it's unbearable, it's affecting my asthma for a start
>>
>>6911477
yeah I'm asthmatic too, it sucks when it feels like you're drowning when sleeping
usually the humidity is worse than that, its like 80% and 30+
we didn't even get winter this year
one cold day all year .___.
we're going to have a very hot summer
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hi mtfg

im almost down to my goal weight (weighed in at 132.4 this morning) and i have two job interviews today

how are you guys
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>>6911496
hugg fuf
>>
>>6911498
hugg anon
>>
>>6911496
What's it like being hungry all the time?
>>
>>6911496
hey ufufu
that good
I'm trying to lost weight and stuff myself
12kg(26.5lbs) so far and like
got another 65kg(143lbs) to get to my goal weight
>>
tfw sad transexual
>>
>>6911496
Doing alright. Finally managed to wrestle my money from insurance, so I can begin planning for my ID change and the next round of surgeries.
>>
>>6911507
see eph aitch
>>
it's my diaper
>>
do pook and kiwi share diaps
>>
u made kiwi giggle lul
>>
>>6911519
c:
>>
harambe
>>
>>6911527
,*gets tits out*
>>
>>6911527
diaps out
>>
diaps out
>>
did pookie and kiwi commit suicide together?
>>
can kiwi come 0ver my house and kill me
>>
jesus
>>
whenever i feel dysphoric i come to this thread and realize i have nothing in common with any of you
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>>6911539
im serious it would be a nice gesture
>>
>>6911496
I hate you
>>
>>6911542
We look like girls and you don't?
>>
>>6911536
can you commit my suicide for me
(kill me)
>>
>>6911547
maddie end my suffering
>>
>>6911547
ooh good point
none of us look like girls
that's our similarity
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>>6911550
I look like a girl
>>6911549
Good morning anon
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>>6911552
tfw don't look like a girl
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>>6911552
hormones will never fix my deep set eyes
>>
>tfw trapped in a living hell
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>>6911561
New Jersey?
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>>6911563
close actually
>>
>>6911563
detroit
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>>6911552
post pic
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>>6911575
>>
>>6911578
you've had ffs already?
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>take an experimental physiology class
>teacher has a PhD in neurology and endocrinology
>tell her my ideas about hormones that i learnt about self-medding
>she says my contentions are interesting and valid and that she wants to see a research proposal from me within the next week and a half
>the school will fund my research if it's convincing enough
It's happening.
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>>6911584
what ideas?
>>
>>6911584
cool
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>>6911584
>that i learnt from self-medding*
and
>two weeks and a half*

>>6911586
That bicalutamide is more effective than spiro and finasteride. Also measuring cyproterone acetate, if they can get it.
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>>6911588
can you do research into progesterone
>>
>>6911592
that's important too i think but i dont really want to measure rat titties tbqh

maybe for my undergrad thesis
>>
>>6911592
>>6911595
also to be real id probably have to do that shit on humans and it would be too expensive and hard to get human participants bc of ethics and bc so few trans girls exist tbqh
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>>6910846
POTATOES
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>>6911595
>dont really want to measure rat titties tbqh
you have to!
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>>6911062
>yesterday was going on about how she didn't want a pounding and could resist pp cuz she had free will
>today
Kekekkekekekeke all passing trannies are the same
>>
someone snuggle me pls
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>>6911609
*snuggles you*
>>
>>6911612
ty kind stranger
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>>6911614
anytime, anon.
>>
i like it when people say stuff that makes me feel special or pretty or loved
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>>6911622
>Tfw I can't even remember the last time I felt this feel
Kill me please
>>
>>6911588
Effective is hard to test when you're looking at a systemic desired effect. You're comparing molecules who have different actions, used to reach the same result. So cellular assays and blood checks won't really help since you'd be comparing apples and oranges. Bicalutamide is a competitive antagonist on the androgen receptor, finasteride inhibits the enzyme responsible for T to DHT conversion, spironolactone is both. Cyproterone is a competitive antagonist of the androgen receptor, antigonadotropic and a strong progestin.
Unless you get the funds and time to run a comparative longitudinal study on phenotypic and behavioral effects, which would raise ethical issues, I'm not sure what you think you can achieve that's not already been studied to death...
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>>6911622
When are you gonna come get throat fucked, I'm gonna hold your head and make you gag on my cock over and over. I'm not gonna let you use your hands either i haven't cum in tens days I have so much pent up
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>>6911595
You don't measure their dimensions. You excise and weigh them.
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>>6911625
i don't like benis
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>>6911622
I want to make love to you and explore your tight little body together I'll be gentle spending as long as you can take me inside of you slowly opening you up pressing on all of your walls pulling your head back kissing you searching for that special bump no words are needed I just want to see your eyes change as I start to pound you until you're leaking and still want more but you'll get sore baby
>>
>>6911628
shit taste
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>>6911628
Oh.
I apologize.
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>>6911625
>>6911629
what
>>
>>6911629
>searching for that special bump
hmmm
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>>6911642
It is a bump. It's like hard and like raised up. R-right?
>>
I want some tater chips
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>>6911649
that pretty much ruined it for me desu
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>>6910833
Hey qt3.14 :3 if I clean will you sit on my lap?
(Nothing sexual I swear)
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>>6911671
>>6911671
>>6911671
>>6911671
New thread :3
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>>6911673
seventy images early
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>>6911673
why?
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>>6911657
I can feel it when I stick my thumb in it but my pp is too thick and and usually too busy giving it to actually find it :( I just stick it in and hope for the best (which turns out to he steller 100% of the time mind you) I need to experiment further on willing participants, science needs to be done!
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>>6910699
So asians have fetal alcohol syndrome because they have epicanthal folds?
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>>6911678
>>6911680
I-I'm new!
S-stop bullying me!!!
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>>6911684
wait, you've lost me. are you talking about gt or what?
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>>6911673
>>6911690
Kill yourself
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>>6911624
i'm gonna look at rat titties
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>>6911697
Mkay wow I can't believe I actually have to explain this..
Clean ur butt.
Get some like olive oil, lube if you have it.
With ur finger start pressing down in the direction of ur gt.
If ur on ur knees ass up it's gonna be like literally three inches in.
I actually don't know how to "find" it any other way all other positions I kinda just rub it cuz I'm thick and love my life.
That's ur prostrate.
That or a lot of girls share the same specific isolated cancer growth
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>none of my hall mates suspected I was trans until like three or four days in
on the way desu
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>>6911721
>tfw no thick cock bf rubbing my prostate
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>>6911713
Why such a bitch lately
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>>6911688
Ugh, i think you're a noob at internet diagnosis. So I'll help you out

Ok, in this image there's like 9 characteristics that make uo the fetal alcohol syndrome baby face.

Let's assume that you need at least 7/9 characteristics to make a diagnosis. And you only listed 1/9....that's like an 8% probability that all asians who present that particular feature have fetal alcohol syndrome.

You should learn statistics before making such broad assumptions.
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>>6911721
s-sorry, i guess the chaser memes just got to me.
i never found that thing desu so i just gave up on butt stuff.
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>>6911729
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>>6911729
I was kinda thinking the same thing.
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>>6911736
LET ME EXPERIMENT ON YOU BAHAHAHA
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>>6911737
you used to be nice
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>>6911737
Is that what you look like? Would pipe.
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>>6911742
as long as it is for science!
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I'm very sad about the fact I'm down to a trash dose of e now.
I was on 6mg pills, and it was great. Good progress.
Endo put me on 2mg patches
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>>6911760
patches goes straight to the blood so you don't need as high of a dose.
>>6911744
Lol
>>6911746
*kisses*
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>>6911760
patches are massively more effective. A 0.1mg patch is good for 80pg/mL E2 blood level +/- 20pg/mL..
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>>6911765
My e was 171pmol/L on 2 mg pills, which was high male/low female range. That's kind of shit.

>>6911772
The ones I'm on are 100mcg, which releases 6.8mg (I think) over three days
I think I'll still be in low ranges
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>>6911788
>100mcg
= 0.1mg
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>>6911765
So... when you ready for the pipeline?

I can be in London by December.
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>>6911788
A chart for roughly what a patch does over 4 days of wearing it. If 2 then then interleave then bt 2 days.
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>>6911794
Oh, huh..

>>6911803
That actually looks quite good.
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>>6911803
I think we are using this thread now
>>6911671
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