>tfw you think about suicide on a daily basis

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>tfw you wish you had a bf on a daily basis

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>tfw you're waiting for your first shipment of hrt

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>>6828284
I'm not quite sure what the fuck pajeet is doing with it in Delhi desu

>>6828284
how?

>>6827755
I'm saving up for some barbiturates as we speak.

>>6828351
seriously anon if you want to be that lazy you probably shouldnt transistion to begin with.
(learning makeup and voice is WORK)

this information is literally plastered in every single relevant thread

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>tfw have constant fantasies of having a bf but know it would just never work out irl

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>>6827755
>tfw you spend 9+ hours a day on /lgbt/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk0BOK0EDFE

>>6828369
new to this board, not really sure where to look either. not sure which information is true/false

i've been working on my voice for awhile now, with a little bit of success... nothing on makeup though

i kinda have to go closet cause i'm in a conservative area. w/ no doctors and i only heard of self-medding like a month ago but i heard you can die from it

i just can't wait anymore. I'll be moving to a better area in a year or two where i'll probably have access to doctors but i don't know if i can wait that long, i'm 18 atm

>>6828425
idk where the hell you heard you can die from it but i haven't heard a single thing about that, seems really far fetched as even the medical implications are extremely rare to begin with, check out /r/transDIY if you want to learn, they have sites in the sidebar that you can order from

>>6828583
You can get health problems from using way too much or way too less of hormones long term but its easy to get your levels checked and youd have to be a complete idiot to really fuck it up that bad

>>6827755
Some days the only thing stopping me is having someone keep my ammo. When i am truly ready i can go get s pack and end it.

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>>6828249
>tfw

>>6828362
i recommend not doing it... i've been in a similar position before and took 6g of secobarbital but they revived me with bemegride and other remedies.

try ketamine/electroconvulsive therapy. ECT helped me for around 9 months and the ketamine (which I am on right now along with cymbalta and wellbutrin) is doing me quite well. ECT sounds terrifying, although they will put you under general anesthesia.

also, is it really worth not living? think of it this way: if you believe in a religion, you will go to hell for killing yourself or be reincarnated; if you don't believe in a religion, you will simply not exist. you would simply be in a state lesser than a dreamless sleep for all eternity.

why are you planning to kill yourself anyways? is it mental illness, grief, social isolation, or simply just depression?
if it is mental illness, there are plenty of things to help you. i highly doubt you have exhausted every possible treatment option for mental illness. if it is grief, then the best option is to go to a therapist and to remind yourself that everything passes and that everything can get better. there isn't any reason to put yourself down, and the only problem you are is because there isn't anything else you are thinking about. try different activities. force yourself to go outside, this in itself will help you very much. if it is social isolation, then the main thing you should do is try other people, or talk to a therapist. talk to other people, make friends, and hang out with the people you want to hang out with. if it is caused by depression, then you should try therapy, or the 30 different types of medication you can use to alleviate your depression.

stay safe. these responses also can help op
>>6827755
and other people in a suicidal crisis.

overall, the biggest tip of all is to go to the emergency room and tell them what you're feeling. they will help you the best they can and you will be much happier.

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>tfw you're wiping your butt and the paper tears and you get poopy finger

>tfw you are a depressed tranny who feels alone and wants to be dead
>your mother dies shockingly from a inflammatory reaction in the hospital

Idk guys. What is the point. I'm so unhappy. My mother who loved me despite everything is dead. I feel so empty

>>6836362
i know the feeling it fucking sucks when people you care about die my best friend from high school died when i was 18 and i still havent really recovered from it its really unfortunate and i hope you make it through this

>>6827755
I wanna die but i'm a coward and scared of the dark void that comes after you die.

>tfw all these people who want a bf and I still can't find one

>>6827755
>tfw you think of suicide on a daily basis
>tfw you know you'll never do it anyway
>tfw you aren't even thinking of suicide because of lgbt related shit

>>6836362
I'm sorry, I can't imagine the pain you're going through... but your mother wouldn't want you to die. Hold onto that.

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>>6827755
>>6828380
>>6841451
>>6848251
>this is me