/mtfg/ - Trans Girl General

>>6826317
M-maybe

>>6826323
wher'd you find tis picuter of my dad
>>6826327
i AM NOT

kiwi is a slut

>>6826333
stop this mayme

IT'S THE MUPPET SHOW, WITH THIS WEEKS SPECIAL GUEST, SIRONA!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJ9yAV8uQ7g

I don't pass anon. My nose is bad. My forehead is bad. My chins bad but maybe not enough to out me. my cheeks are flat.

kiwi is a prude

>>6826337
fuck you beep I wish I fucking looked like you

>>6826338
stop this mayme

kiwi has a healthy attitude towards sex and is neither a slut nor a prude

>>6826345
Healthy attitudes for a tranny is "hyperslut" by cis standards.

faggots

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s e x

should I cam on CB?? I feel like my unique personality and presentation of self could count as a USP but the memery on here if I do it will be INTENSE.

>>6826323
lmao I remember the Vice article that pic is from

>>6826351
s
e
x

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>>6826356
s u b w a y

>>6826157 #
>>6826168 #
>>6826160 #
>>6826167 #
Technically, a magnet is any object that has a magnetic field. Magnetic fields are generated by the movement of electrons. All matter contains atoms, right? Well, atoms possess electrons that move in a specific orbit and have a specific spin. That motion creates an itsy-bitsy electronic field. Thing is, the majority of atoms have electrons that exist in pairs and travel in opposing directions, which means the two fields cancel each other out. That's why most things aren't magnets.

In contrast, materials that are magnetic have electrons that don't possess a pair, so the magnetic field isn't canceled out. Materials that are dense in these partnerless electrons that are spinning the same way create a larger, unified magnetic field. That material becomes a magnet and it will be especially attracted to other materials with electrons spinning in the opposite direction. It will also repel materials with electrons moving in the same direction.

"Opposites attract," said Paula Abdul, the greatest scientist in the history of the world. Magnets are attracted to (or repelled by, depending on their charge) objects made of materials such as iron, steel, nickel, and cobalt, as any of these materials can be made into magnets. Things can be magnetized, and they can be demagnetized, too. You can magnetize one of the aforementioned materials by exposing it to the magnetism of another object. The magnetism will hold especially well if the metal is superheated while it's being exposed. That's how commercial magnets are typically made.

>>6826349
but why

i wanna fuck moot

>>6826359
thanks
appreciate it

>>6826359
thx keep me posted paula

>>6826351
>>6826356
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FNiOmSyv3k

>>6826339
You still wouldn't pass hombre

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Hey thread

>>6826360
I'm, just seeking attention.

(legging are hot though, I wanna wear them all the time so that I know people are looking at me in a good way.

Not gonna happen, ever)

Is it okay to bleach my bootyhole at home with regular bleach?

>>6826366
savage
>>6826367
hi hentai gril
>>6826369
there's a first time for everything

>>6826369
if u drink it then poop it out i think it has the same exact

>>6826371
Am i hentai grill?

im a convicted pedofile

>>6826372
>>6826369
effect
>>6826374
no me

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>>6826374
idk mayb
>>6826375
sry dropped trip
>>6826378
yes pookie

I really dont know if i am trans or not.

Every now and then i feel like i would like being a woman, but most of the time i feeling i enjoy being a man due to being stronger and better. The idea of women also feels repulsive sometimes, with so many sluts being half naked trying to manipulate hungry males as their toys.

I have no desire to ever use my dick, i am an exclusive bottom and dont find the idea of others sucking my dick appealing and believe a vagina and boobs would be way more fitting to a person like me since i am just not dominant or want to use my dick.

I am also more emotional and care about that stuff, i feel like i could be a woman inside but i really dont feel like i would want to be a woman outside of sex stuff, being seen as one, it feels far more comfortable being a man even though i feel more like a woman inside.

>>6826349
well, we do have to catch up, don't we?

>>6826383
nu phone, who dis?

>>6826381
I dont read hentai tho
Only yaoi

What's the transgirl equivalent of a scallie? I think that might be me.

>>6826386
same

>>6826382
go ftm
>>6826375
ok kiwi
>>6826381
we're hentai
>>6826386
I LOVE YAOI
>>6826387
whats a scallie

>>6826386
i read yaoi too
yaoi is the best
boy x boy

oh yay
my wax has arrived

>>6826385
i'm anon? i never gave any identification to me.

>>6826390
ok pedobait
>>6826390
we're hentai
>>6826390
check out
>>6826390
all these
>>6826390
(you)s
>>6826387
i think so too

>>6826390
>go ftm
But i am male, i feel fine as a man but many times i feel like i would like being a woman.
I dont know, maybe it is a fetish or something.

>>6826393
...

...

Which anon?
There are quite a few.

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>another day doing nothing but feeling sorry for myself

who /useless/ here?

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>>6826391
Yeeess there needs to be more yaoi of Akira tho, hes best boy

>>6826392
>don't use on areas that have been shaved in the last 24 hours
well poo

>>6826403
me.

>>6826395
just be a bottom boi
>>6826394
thnx for the (You)'s ill cherish them
pedo
>>6826399
anon

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>>6826408
i'm your pedo bb

>>6826399
a random faceless anon? i don't link my posts to an identity like mr bunbun so i don't know how to answer here.

>>6826409
IS THAT PIZZA
what is that

>>6826412
YOU'LL FIND OUT
LATER TODAY

>>6826411
>mr bunbun
...

I'm onto you mr not the person you claim to be.

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I have my orchi in 2 days and i'm suddenly scared.
What if i regret it? Why should i regret it?
Anyone has done it before?

I'm at 2 years HRT and don't like my testes, they're uncomfortable during tucking and the Lupron-shots are expensive. There is no reason to keep them and i'm loooking forward to this moment for years, but suddenly i'm not so sure anymore.
Is this normal? Never had a surgery before...
Also, hi mtfg!

>>6826415
>calling me a boy
;____;

>>6826419
...

Well played.

>>6826414
order me pizza
let's share
>>6826417
yeah I think that's pretty normal esp since you've never had surgery before

How much is your orchi costing? Any insurance?

>>6826421
ok come over
i'll order like 6 pizzas
>>6826417
ask kayla when she comes around
she got an orchi pretty recently

>>6826403
iktf
i've taken no steps to improve my life
if i've not tried by december 31st, i'll use my blood to paint the sleepers at the local rail line

well, i say 'if' like it's not inevitable

>>6826421
>How much is your orchi costing? Any insurance?
Orchi and SRS are covered by my insurance :)
I guess i'm just nervous cause this step is non-reversable. Still, i don't think i will regret it, i've thought long about it
>>6826423
will do, thanks

>>6826420
ugh, you're awfully hard to convince aren't you? how does that even make sense in the context of my first reply to you??

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im gonna try and be happy for someone else
smiling hurts
but if it makes others feel better i will try and do it
since it makes someone else happy
its important
they are important
other people are important

>>6826428
No, no, that's me conceding.

You're off the hook.

>>6826430
you make me sad with your sad posts
you need to be happy for me to be happy

>>6826423
i like Hawaiian
im a monster
>>6826427
oohh that's great, which state?
I hope it goes well ^^

>>6826430
When you are the most sad, smiles really helps you feel better. :^)

>>6826434
i never had it
but i'd be willing to try it
if i can pick the pineapples off

>>6826437
BUT THEN IT'S JUST HAM

>>6826436
kys
>>6826433
sorry
im gonna try and make myself be happy for someone else
because if they are happy
if i make even one person happy
then my life might be worth it ._.

>>6826386

Isn't that like softcore

>>6826439
then i'll pick the ham off too
c:

>>6826434
>Hawaiian pizza
Why?

>>6826441
Who are you trying to be happy for out of interest? If that isn't too personal or anything.

>>6826441
make yourself happy!
then i will be super happy

unless we end up in a chicken or the egg thingy

>>6826443
i like
pp
>>6826445
I-It tastes good

>>6826449
ok i'll try it
i've never tried it but
i'll give it a shot
>>6826442
yaoi hentai is hardcore
yaoi novels are softcore

>>6826452
im yaoi

>>6826449
Pineapple should never go on pizza senpai

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>>6826454
hardcore yaoi

>>6826455
i tried tomato on pizza 2 weeks ago and i rlly liked it
are tomatoes ok
>>6826457
THAT PICTURES SO CUTE

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>>6826460
ur so cute bb

>>6826446
well
i want to make someone happy
maybe my life will have purpose
other than that rn i feel like everything is pointless
i mean it has a point but
why
why should i be happy
why should i try to make myself happy if ill just be sad again
if i make someone else happy
then maybe i wont feel super useless
like im not interested in being happy for me
but if i can make someone happy and giggle and dedicate myself to serving them
maybe just maybe my life will not be a total waste as it is now
maybe i won't want to die if i live there and serve them as my life purpose
at least for a while
it'd make life worth living i guess
idk
i really want to die
im really disappointed that i failed
but
ugh
>>6826448
i don't want to be happy for me
i wanna be happy for this brit person
because i make them happy somewhat
and smile and giggle and stuff

>>6826460
>Getting tomatoes on your pizza
Is this adding to the pizza sauce

>>6826465
I hope it goes well for you <3
I hope that soon you can feel happier
I hope soon you find meaning and stuff
Good luck Isla <3

kee
wee

>>6826465
Making others happy is cool but are you happy

>>6826474
who
dare
summon
me

>>6826469
it was like cubed on top
made it taste more fresh idk
>>6826462
ur so gay lul
>>6826474
kiw

Now my anxiety about not transitioning yet has faded, but I know it'll come back
Why couldn't I at least just know one way or the other if I should transition? At least it seems a lot of people in my situation who go for it don't end up regretting it, but :////

>>6826478
gay 4 poo kay

I need to find more money for laser/electro and to start private voice therapy lessons.
http://www.strawpoll.me/11123546/
http://www.strawpoll.me/11123546/
http://www.strawpoll.me/11123546/

>tfw no kee wee gf

>>6826482
GO AWAY
>>6826480
faggot lul
>>6826481
why can't u train it urself

>>6826482
>tfw no pizza hut
>>6826484
wow
nobody getsto bully me
fucking faggot

>>6826481
What is cb?

>>6826484
cant we share her i really want a kiwi gf

Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

>>6826491
you too mr bunbuns

>>6826465
please don't lose yourself. you're a great and kind girl. i hope you see this as an oppurtunity to live a new life and find a purpose within yourself and then move on without being dependant on someone else.

>>6826481
to clarify, I'm thinking of buying an adidas tracksuit or two and a burberry cap and going full-out with the greasy addict hon look if I do this and making it a real performance piece, either it'll attract loads of attention and tips and be a right laugh or it'll go completely under the radar and be a waste of time.

>>6826484
hypotonia, I have verbal apraxia issues as a result, thankfully mild but enough that I can't consciously control resonance, inflection, tone etc. at this point

>>6826434
>which state
a country in europe

>>6826489
chaturbate

Didn't see we'd moved over so early.

Just had a hypothetical question to ask.

http://www.strawpoll.me/11123555

>>6826494
Are you looking at cam modeling

>>6826490
but im already sharing her
>>6826488
i like being called faggot
ROFL
>>6826494
oh ok
>>6826495
o oopsie
i c

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>>6826430
When are you taking black penis?
Stop teasing me, milky qt princesses such as yourself desire A1 black dick.

Imagine that pink butthole engulfing solid melanin enriched penis.

The Mars Volta is the best band ever.

Discuss

tfw used to trip
tfw everyone hates you and mtfg sucks anyway so you try to stop posting
tfw youre basically addicted to mtfg
tfw you have friends but they arent really close and they all have more important relationships
tfw your close friendships never last and youre always abandoned
tfw youve been trying to not suicide but youre giving up and you cant find anyways to make your life better
tfw the last thing you do will be post anonymously in mtfg of all places
tfw no one to talk you out of killing yourself
tfw no one that cares enough to check in on you and see if youre suicidal or not

I regret to inform you that anon will be passing away today.
press [t] to pay respects ;n;

>>6826500
grose

>>6826382
>it feels far more comfortable being a man
so overall you are happy with life? what makes you feel comfortable about it?
>The idea of women also feels repulsive sometimes, with so many sluts being half naked trying to manipulate hungry males as their toys.
what some women do does not dictate your behavior and does not define being a woman. it shouldn't concern you in the decision you make.

>>6826471
thanks i guess
yeah thank you
i wannabe happy but it seems out of reach
my entire life ive been in and out of mental hospitals and therapy
they havent doneanythingfor me so i dont know
ugh
>>6826475
no
>>6826493
meh
see
i can't live for myself
because everytime i've tried
i have ended up in a hospital
either for hurting myself or because i gave up
sorry anon
>>6826500
nasty my dude
at least these have started to make me giggle

>>6826500
Are you the same guy that hit on korra

tfw ywn cuddle keewee

>>6826497
>hypothetical
how degrading is this going to be?

>>6826501
mariachi slipknot

>>6826502
I'll talk to you if you want
do you have discord

>>6826500
>When are you taking black penis?
go after one of the nigger trips and leave the pure aryans alone

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>>6826502
Hey, do you need to talk anon? Sounds like you're not really sure about this, and I'm a firm believer that suicide is not the option.

>>6826511
explain

>>6826502
>rawr?
T

>>6826515
i want to hugg kee wee

>>6826507
I hope that living for someone else will make you happy. I really, really do. It is pretty sucky to see you so upset :/

Also, sorry for being pretty annoying recently and kinda useless, I'm gonna try to be less annoying and autistic in future.

>>6826509
tfw u WILL

>>6826519
tfw u wont
;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;

>>6826507
please always remember that you are worth something. don't ever do anything that you aren't comfortable with. please don't accept any drugs from them. god, this situation really scares me right now. be safe please!

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>>6826519
/cuddles

>>6826498
ye
I have got boobs after all
I know I'll get ripped to shreds on here but all I'm interested in is whether or not I can draw in the money

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>>6826479
I've been on the fence for many years, and finally made my decision to transition recently. I sat there and weighed the pros and cons, and debated what was really more important to me. I think I made the right decision. Try doing the same, it might help out.

>>6826512>>6826514
i appreciate the thought but its basically pointless. I an psychologically unable to have a conversation about my personal affairs with someone i'm not close with.
i can only barely do this as anonymous.

my certainness waxes and wanes, but ive given up and i dont have any other options. i've spent about two years trying to find away to improve my life enough so that i dont feel the need to kill myself, but at this point, death is my only option, and i may as well kill myself now since things only get progressively worse over time.
some former friends could probably talk me out of it, but they've all moved on and dropped trash like me from their lives.
i think what i really want is someone to help me/be with me while i kill myself, but i literally have no one, or at least it feels that way.
>>6826516
not her, but i also dont pass so i may as well be

>>6826525
kiwi im anonymous pookie pls cuddle me

>>6826533
is this true

>>6826522
WHO
>>6826525
comfy cuddles :3
>>6826534
idk

>>6826534
yes cuddle NOW

>>6826537
i don't believe it sry
>>6826536
/more cuddls

>>6826532
I'm sorry that there is nothing I can do for you, anon

>>6826502
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlg91FG9m5Y

>>6826529
You should consider your alternative before going into porn. Once it's done it's out there

>>6826540
:(

>>6826518
i do too
like
ugh
btw you arent annoying
and not totally useless
youre pleasant
like i am somehow to some people you somehow are to others
lol i just passionately hate myself
ree
>>6826523
i'm on a new medication rn
also cbd
don't be scared for me
but i have to accept drugs otherwise they won't let me have free will yknow?
like i almost got put in a mental hospital for 6 months
but i managed to convince them i was hallucinating because of sleep deprivation

>>6826529
>wanting to do porn
>announcing it to /mtfg/ of all places
as if some idiots aren't going to check for you every day now...

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Tfw u have an pointy donger

>>6826547
can i give her a good succle

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>>6826532
Such a sad story.... I guess there's not much we can do, then. Just, be absolutely sure, if you're going to =(

>>6826547
LEWWWWWD

>>6826547
Kiwi?

>>6826550
I gagged

>>6826543
lol senpai have you any idea what's 'out there' already? cam footage is at the bottom of the list of things I have to worry about potential employers seeing lmao

>>6826546
>implying I wouldn't be found out with lightening speed the moment I tried it anyway

what does it mean if you keep having dreams that you're town gets hit by a nuclear missile

>>6826552
ur lewd
>>6826554
gag on it
faggot

>>6826555
What about your family?

>>6826545
no, i don't mean medication. that's good for you. i kind of wish you were honest to them. there is no way for them to help you if you don't let them :(
i meant accepting drugs from that british guy. that just sounds like a dangerous situation so please be extra careful over there! put some money to the side so if you happen to have a disagreement you can find a place somewhere else!
of course, i'm scared for you, silly! you are a worthwhile human being and i only wish the best for you.

>tfw still no HRT
i knew i wouldn't get it in the first visit but it still feels bad

>>6826547
i like this post bcus it has penis

>>6826550
sure why not

>>6826552
heHEH

>>6826553
yes it is i the new zealand bird woman

>>6826557
yes 2 both

>>6826545
It'll get better Isla, stuff will get better. You were thinking of moving to somewhere in England, right? Maybe a change of location will help a bit.

You shouldn't hate yourself by the way, I guess it probably doesn't help much to say but you are a very pleasant, nice person. You have been way nicer to me than I deserve.

--m
s e l f
--d

>>6826557
Want me to gag on your shenis?
I'm a gay boy though

i love u all ur like family but transexual

>>6826564
Saw a big dick and knew it might be you

>>6826569
you're like my family but you love me

>>6826556
It means you want to suck cock.

>>6826571
it's not me

>>6826561
how'd it go?

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quid is my jewish friend

>>6826569
>>6826572
yes

>>6826571
I aint kiwi tho

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https://www.strawpoll.me/11123706

>>6826567
no
not mine
baka
>>6826579
im kiwi

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>tfw you come back from your gender therapy appointment soaking wet from the rain and you find /mtfg/ in shitposting mode

>>6826559
idk I mean a lot of my IRL friends are sex workers 'cause I come from a poor area originally and my mum's fine with me being a memegender polyamorous stoner, I'd rather her not know the innards of my sex life but if it happens I don't think she'd disown me or anything, just be pissed off at me sharing private family turmoil on here and ruining my employment prospects

my sister already knows what a degenerate I am, she walked in on me watching porn enough times as a teen and accepts that we're both just utter nutjobs who should never pass on my dad's poisonous crazy genes

idgaf what my dad thinks about me anymore, if he badgers me I'll aim for a restraining order

>>6826575
Damn I'm always wrong

>>6826582
what does this mean

>>6826584
How did it go?

>>6826583
Oh
I thought this was mascgen?

>>6826579
yes

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MTFG should I cut it?
Should I give up to tranny bangs?

>>6826582
hons are often happy just because they don't have to be a man anymore.

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I just don;t feel like doing anything anymore

>>6826592
mommy

>>6826587
do you have to be bonkers to pass?

>>6826592
no you look attractive with trang bangs

>>6826595
lil roller anime :)

>>6826577
>>6826588
it was alright but i don't know how long it'll take for me to start HRT ;-;

honestly it felt like a regular therapy session with some trans stuff sprinkled it

>>6826602
I'm sorry?

>>6826592
maybe but i don't really know that much about hairstyles :(

you look pretty though! ^^

"Here this is all I can do to help I'm sorry I'm so useless. I love you and I will never stop, so please please please don't give up. You just can't"
lmao senpai
LMAOO
>>6826560
oh
nah
shes nice
she sstraightedge too : )
i would accept drugs if i could though
that would be nice
im buying some now though
i need them to cope
thanks for being a nice anon though
i would have my own place
i wouldnt share a house
>>6826565
dunham
yeah
i think it would
my hips are hell right now though
idk
i hope they do

>>6826582
no

i'd kill 90% of people who post here given the chance, and i'm a cis (well, not really but i'm not gonna transition) guy

>>6826605
the anime in u're picture is doing a roll

>>6826601
I grow it out to avoid tranny bangs.
Cut it means to make it into bangs.

>>6826579
Who could you be ?

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>>6826569
Love you too, anon! Glad to have you in the senpai~

>>6826584
[shitposting intensifies]

>>6826592
You actually look pretty good with those~! Keep em!

>>6826595
The club has jackets ;)

im in that kiwi state of mind

>>6826614
same

>>6826611
in that case
you look attractive now
qt

>>6826612
I'm a drunk trip ELLO POPPET

>>6826584
>Implying mtfg's default mode isn't shitposting
How was the therapy?

>>6826588
<3 :3

>>6826615
im in that pookie state of mind

im a sensitive trans girl with sensitive trans girl emotions

>>6826585
I hope you're not being shortsighted

>>6826604
Ah, yes. It can be pretty slow. You just gotta be patient and stuff :)
>>6826608
I hope you can find someway to cope with that pain :/
It sounds pretty hellish from what you've said.

I am really glad that she offered to let you move in with her. I really, really am glad. I wish you the best of luck with it.

>>6826609
Snap!
Want to do a spree together?
I feel we should spare hons. They have done nothing wrong in my books.

>>6826624
carol ur KILLIN my vibe here

>>6826541
>>6826552
Don't be sorry. I'm surprised anyone even replied to this post. I'm having to wait a couple hours to make sure I connect the tank properly I was starting to hallucinate a bit ago so I want to rest for a few hours to make sure I can do everything right.
I don't feel good about it... I want to die, but I don't want to [want to die] if that makes sense. However I can find litterally no other solutions. I can't keep living like 'this' there's no end in sight. at least being dead can provide me a modicum of peace and safety that I've never had in life.

>>6826619
Hi Sass.
>>6826626
What do you mean anon?

>>6826608
What's wrong with your hips, Isla?

>>6826618
Hullo drunk gril!

>>6826619
>>6826604

>>6826625
i'm up for it

as for the hons tho
i'll agree to not kill em, but not for the same reason

>>6826608
that sounds much better but how long do you know her already? how much can you trust her? maybe it's just because i know very little about the situation you'll be in and i'm quite distrustful towards others.
just please try to find worth in yourself again. if it is by making others happy that's great but don't lose yourself in one person. use that self-worth to build up emotional and financial independence and improve your life so you can make more people happier.

i want a stuffed animal friend

>>6826608
This is the ramblings of someone who is mentally ill. This is the ramblings of someone who craves attention from others.

>>6826618
Arr you're British? Damn no clue

>>6826629
>What's wrong with your hips, Isla?
They don't lie.

>>6826629
elLO ELLO how are you doin suzy??!?

>tfw ur a boy
: )

>>6826639

: (

>>6826643
: )

>>6826639
;_;ㄱ

>>6826624
well im not moving in with her
im renting a place likely
she is too young to move in with lmao
but yeah im buying stuff right now to help me deal with it
>>6826629
http://www.arthritis.org/about-arthritis/types/ankylosing-spondylitis/
>>6826633
a long time
i wont live with her
just near her
she makes me giggle and stuff
and stuff.
idk
some people just make me feel okaish
also financial independence is gonna be hard cuz of my hips :/
>>6826635
i am mentally ill
i wont deny it

>>6826634
i have lots of stuffies
>>6826639
same
>>6826620
im in that dicking state of mind

>>6826635
these are the ramblings who just repeats memes. craving attention is something every human being does. especially if they feel awful and it is great that she is seeking attention in such an awful situation. if she would hide herself the situation would worsen significantly so fuck you.

>>6826644


( : ( : ) : )

>>6826636
close but not quite
wrong side of the earth

>>6826623
shortsighted is my middle name, senpai
I have literally no ability to judge situations and decisions for myself, I'm brain damaged
why do you think I always post strawpolls to let others make my mind up for me?

>>6826647
i want a stuffie

>>6826649
:(){ :|:& };:

>>6826634
Yeah, same. I have some teddy bears but like idk they just aren't very comforting I guess.
>>6826646
Ah shoot >_<
But still, Britain is a pretty nice place, despite how much I whine about it.

Also, its good that you are getting stuff to help with it.

>>6826654
are u a haxxor

>>6826653
i can share i guess

>>6826648
I'd like to be able to go into the discord just once without having to listen to Isla whining about something else.

Who tries to OD on something because someone posted your pictures that YOU UPLOADED?

>>6826608
So you OD and once you're out the hospital you look for more drugs. You really are trying to kys

>>6826657
yep
*unsheaths gnu/katana*

>>6826660
>You really are trying to kys
when was that a secret lol?

>>6826627
I'd try reaching out to someone before you do anything like that.
you seem really unsure

>>6826656
i hope it will be nice
i need somewhere thats nice desu :/
its something that i probably shouldnt have
>>6826660
yeah
ik
sorry
im a fuck up

>>6826646
obviously. depression is a mental illness and nothing to be ashamed of.
that's better then. i hope everything works out for you and that you feel better soon.
just get some office job or something similar, there are definitely options!

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I'm gay

>>6826659
and now you are not only whining but also attacking her...

>>6826666
same

>>6826664
Yeah, you need a change of scenery.
>its something that i probably shouldnt have

You deserve a break from stress and stuff and you deserve happiness.

>>6826666
im gay

http://www.strawpoll.me/11123862

>>6826662
I thought was a cry for help

>>6826670
gay for pay

>tfw you will never leave the shithole you live in

>>6826666
i'm glad you're happy but remember that girl love is forbidden love. you'd need at least quints to change that.

>>6826637
Trip on Shakira

>>6826638
Wait! How do you know I'm Suzy?!? Are you like a psychic wizard?

>How are you?
I'm like horny AF. How ar u?

>>6826639
Are you a sissy boy?

>>6826631
I think all therapy is like that. Maybe therapist is gauging to see if there's some additional stuff.

>>6826632
>Kill hons
Come at me bro

>>6826646
:(

>>6826672
It's more than that

>>6826665
i'm more than definitely ashamed of the way i think
i hope thigns work out soon but
im kindaterrified they wont
paranoia is fucking gay
>>6826669
thats why i took opiates :)
a break
but
i can't get one without drugs
>>6826659
that isn't why i tried to od famalam
i just hate my life
>>6826648
>>6826667
stop defending me
i deserve this
>>6826677
it really fucking hurts
i hate it

>tfw your situation is horrible and the best advice you can get is "it's not that bad ayylmao"

>>6826680
>hate my life
You are such a baby.
I've had it worse than you by having cancer twice and all you can do is complain about your life

>>6826663
Reach out to who? I don't want to burden anyone with my idiocy I'd just feel dumb.
And that doesn't actually help; that's my problem-I can stay alive(which is what I've been doing) but that doesn't give me a solution to my problems or fix my life.

>>6826677
I never forget a nice person suzy!
I'm waiting for my bf to get on skype so I can sex send him lewds and get real time reactions

>>6826671
Leave.
>>6826680
I mean a proper break. It'd be nice to see you happy, like properly happy.

>>6826685
I dunno...anybody
it sounds like you are searching for some meaning in your life.

im a bebi

>3 weeks
yer a bit off
>>6826684
sorry.
i know i am
im weak and cant cope with simple issues
im fucking pathetic
>>6826688
hmm
well hopefully these meds can take me there
>>6826693
im just a sad pathetic whiner lmao

>>6826693
milk 4 the bebi

>>6826693
>>6826696
This is getting weird

Porkie doesn't keep his promises

>>6826696
cummies milk
>>6826695
no ur not

>>6826698
bebi milki wilki

>>6826701
no i am rofl
>>6826699
nobody does
this is the fucking internet
ive learned in a way i wish i didnt
again
for like
the 30th time

>>6826702
Stop this now

>>6826701
>>6826704
milki for the pooki bebi

>>6826695
You aren't pathetic.
>>6826698
Yup.

>>6826683
i sort of know this feeling
>can't get a job because i don't have work experience
>can't get welfare because the government wants me to 'ask my parents'
>can't get money from my parents because 'just get welfare lol'
>can't move out to get money because no money
if i didn't steal small amounts of money from my parents, i wouldn't be able to afford the bus ticket to get to the library

i'm mere millimeters from snapping and i don't know what i would do then
the thing that frustrates me is that my situation isn't that bad, but if it was slightly worse, i would at least have the resources to make it better

>>6826707
milck pupp

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>tfw got purple hair to feel more girly and cute
>gathers a lot of attention
>people always looking at me and talking to me about it
wait i didnt ask for this

>>6826690
Meaning maybe
I know how I want to spend my time, I know what my passions are, I have goals, but everything is unobtainable or it feels that way. That or everything is so extremely difficult and circular
I know it's up to me to pull myself up by my bootstraps and take responsibility but I've failed too many times I give up. I can't go on like this.
I think as opposed to searching for meaning I have meaning that I can't utilize or apply.

>>6826699
Wut
>>6826698
im weird
>>6826705
milki
>>6826710
baka

>>6826671
Not funny.

>>6826674
:3 the flies are nice, and you get used to she smell and dung beetles.

>>6826680
I'm floored bby, I can't even comprehend how you must feel and the pain you're going through :(

>>6826686
>Implying Sass is nice
Awwww, thank u drunk anon! Why did u drop trips?
>Lewd pics
Lewdfest is the best type of fest!

>>6826710
what did you expect?

>>6826707
no i kind of am
like
meh
>>6826713
meh
its not too bad
could be worse
some people cant move their whole body
i shouldnt complain about anything

>>6826708
I am >>6826711
This is very similar to my present situation I wish you luck and hope that you can find a solution I'm planning to kill myself but I hope you can resolve your issues in a manner that allows you to live

>>6826708
Sounds like that guy at the airport terminal lol

>>6826712
You promised me something and you didn't deliver

>>6826715
i dont know what i expected honestly, i love how the hair came out, but now iv'e lost my invisibility super power. if i didnt hate my voice so much i probably wouldnt care as much. so many times i just watch people's facial expressions change the second i open my mouth

>>6826705
>>6826709
>>6826712
Stop. You'll be in diapers next

>>>/adv/17518629

UK posters

H E L P

>>6826724
pooki is a diaper bebi

>>6826720
oh
the picture?
>>6826724
milk me

>>6826713
pfff I was gonna do something real bad a while ago and you talked me down
you are a nice and kind hearted soul suzu
I dropped trip because im supposed to be sleeping rn because its 2am and I have a big day tomorrow and people will yell at me if I don't sleep so sshhhhh
and lewdfest is bestfest

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>>6826666
Same

>>6826710
>Not knowing weird colored hair draws attention to you.
Before doing impulsive things to feel more girly, it's best to draw up a list with probable outcomes.

>>6826723
Own it gurl

>>6826726
no kiwi

>>6826709
What?
>>6826717
Well, in the end I can't make you change how you perceive yourself but imo you aren't pathetic.
>some people cant move their whole body
>i shouldnt complain about anything
That seems like a pretty sill argument. I mean, unless you are at the very, very bottom of stuff then there is always gonna be someone doing worse than you. That doesn't mean you shouldn't vent or complain about aspects of life you find hard or upsetting or difficult.

>>6826711
I see
I can understand how that could even be worse then having no meaning

>>6826730
hugg elann

>>6826723
pic? with blurred face or unsee?

>>6826730
hi lani

>>6826733
pooki is cryein i hav to chenge her diapie
brbrbrbbrb

>>6826728
No. No. No. No.

>>6826734
i could be a lot worse
so much worse
things could be so much
more problematic
oh well
idk what to do with myself
time to wait like 3 hours for a nice person to talk to me

>>6826743
pls stop before you cross the point of no return

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>>6826738
i just got out of the shower so its wet but sure i guess

How long does QHI usually take to ship stuff...

I ordered stuff on the 16th and it's still not here, I live in Australia, I'm getting really impatient and sad

Could I email them and ask? is that a thing?

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>>6826737
hugg lauren :3

>>6826740
Sup nim

>>6826747
WAHHHHHHHHHHH
o now uve done it nim
u woke the beibi pooki

>>6826746
I'll talk to you if you want

>>6826746
I mean, yeah you could be worse but that doesn't make it wrong or pathetic for you to be upset or anything sometimes.
>idk what to do with myself
Play vidya maybe?

>>6826749
Yeah I had to email before they were pretty quick to get back and nice.
It's probably that you live in upsidedownbongistan

>>6826751
well i guess dat means ull have to give ur milki wilkies so the little beibi can go beddi-bye

wait no PLS STOP

>>6826748
looks decent and cute. no need to be self-conscious over it

>>6826745
what
>>6826751
WAAAHHHHH
>>6826756
yah

>>6826750
that therapy session was a little awkward but i got through it

>>6826756
>>6826758
Oh no its spreading

>>6826757
the insecurities don't revolve around the hair but more so the attention i get, because my whole life iv'e floated below the radar. i guess its forcing me to be social because i giant talking point right on my head

>>6826718
i've pretty much resigned to suicide at this point
although i'm gradually saving a small amount of money to flee interstate or overseas and although i have no plan, i'll hope for the best
worst case scenario is i end up dead in new zealand, rather than australia

>>6826735
Yeah ):
I'm gonna try to take a nap, thanks for talking to me I guess, sorry to waste your time.
I'll try to reach out to some former friends and see if that helps but I doubt it can or will. I'll try to come back when I have the bag on my head and say a real goodbye

>>6826767
It wasn't a waste of time
I hope it does.

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>>6826760
Congrats, how's it looking for you? Is your therapist nice?

>>6826764
Good luck. Changing environments would no doubt help a lot i bet try it if you can
>>6826767
I am this poster

milkie

>>6826763
i feel you. take it as motivation to work on your voice a little harder and enjoy the increased socializing. talking to people and being noticed is a good thing.

>>6826776
milk me

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>>6826778

>>6826777
Jackpot

>>6826752
well
no its
a certain person
i want to talk to
really bad
>>6826753
i dont have the energy
:/

>>6826782
You were ready for that

>>6826772
yeah she was nice

i wish i had a better idea about when i'll be getting HRT though

they said they use WPATH standards and informed consent in mentioned in there but im not sure if it's informed consent

>>6826784
oh
well I hope they get in contact shortly

>>6826780
ok mommy
>>6826785
yeah

Hm, I wish I could find the book I was gonna read
>>6826784
Dang :/

did anyone else play this game

https://youtu.be/nIHPOhfjREk

>>6826792
spooky dino game
>>6826791
the bible

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r21Qza6vadU

>>6826787
maybe
not sure
>>6826791
oh well
ill just drink water hope im not too hungry

>>6826792
wow yes actually. i wonder how many of those educational kids computer games i played when i was younger have just been lost to the ages