/mtfg/ Transwoman General

>>6820412
>our disability pay is enough to live on with a roommate and little more. It's also stressful because twice a year they'll pay you three times in the month immediately resulting in your income being too high to be on disability and unregistering you from the program.

So like Ireland. I would never be able to live on my own anyway...

Why do the do the three times in one month thing? Surely they've seen that problem? or are you talking about a separate employer?

>>6820332
I'm sort of glad no weed. Makes me too contemplative.

>>6820330
That's a pretty good reason. Based on my experience in Ontario, our disability pay is enough to live on with a roommate and little more. It's also stressful because twice a year they'll pay you three times in the month immediately resulting in your income being too high to be on disability and unregistering you from the program.

>>6820361
Oh. Oops. I got it slightly wrong.

Why'd the mods delete the previous one?

>>6820427
r3kd
See:>>6820426

>finish post
>refresh catalog
>nothing
>add the image
>refresh catalog
>/mtfg/ Transwoman General

spent too much time searching for an image ;_;

okokokok

>>6820426
No, our bureaucracy is just really inefficient and must justify the employment of countless useless people to avoid looking at alternative work, income, and benefits models that don't "look" capitalist enough.

>nig thread
Disgusting

>>6820437
rofl

>>6820416
wait wut

>>6820412
sad desu

>>6820409
clever ploy

>>6820435
fuck no

>>6820436
So.... They're retarded and no one is writing enough letters to politicians about it?

>>6820426
>It's also stressful because twice a year they'll pay you three times in the month immediately resulting in your income being too high to be on disability and unregistering you from the program.
Omg
That's fucking hilarious

why did sheen delete the thread?

>>6820440
WHAT

Okay why was the thread deleted this time?

>>6820437
wait wut

>>6820445
mods = fags!

>>6820427
thats a nice thing about it though

>>6820444
FUCK NO

>>6820445
>>6820443
I think sheen may have deleted it because she was sensitive to individuals saying they didn't like pizza

>>6820447
>mods = fags!
Well it is /LGBT/... what did you expect?

Any shout outs during the live suicide?

>>6820449
>>6820445
Then again the thread had been up for a while so idek if she could have deleted it still actually

>>6820451
Milo and Hillary?

>>6820454
Got ya

>>6820449
pizza is like a religion to the grossly obese

>>6820455
I mean, don't do it, but if you are, ruin someone's reputation with it.

>>6820427
>Oh. Oops. I got it slightly wrong.
i mean, it's pretty wrong
the difference between a high-traffic uber-capitalist bookstore like mine and a library is p significant
id much rather work at a library

>>6820445
i think shan deleted it bc she thought i was actually upset about the pizza theme

>>6820457
No

>>6820448
wat r u saying no to
tho
>>6820451
no

>>6820460
Then you get no shout out, hon

>>6820451
Do a shout out to Natalie please.

>>6820460
Tbh idk

>>6820461
no
>>6820462
desu
zzzzz

>>6820456
Maybe
Idk
It's fun sometimes but all that bread and cheese is yucky plus loaded in calories and devoid of much nutrional value
But yah
The trannys love pizza meme is cute but it was originally a joke about people being shut ins and not leaving their homes and pizza is the food most commonly delivered
But yeah idk
I had pizza a few days ago and I was disgusted with myself after eating it so w/e

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i stayed in bed all day even tho i had classes

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>>6820468
having more than 50% attendance is for the untalented anyway

>>6820468
I stayed in classes all day even tho I had bed

>>6820456
I've been slightly underweight all my life and I once ate almost nothing but pizza for 6 months straight.

By choice.

>>6820471
but why tho?
>>6820470
ikr

>>6820472
Vomitrocious
How did your body even function after all that abuse wtf

>>6820470
>tfw dropped out to get a job instead
>applying to get paid for being a weak n33t instead because that's easier than a job

>>6820474
It was amazing

It started tasting like nothing at month 6 so I stopped

Felt a bit more drained than usual but that quickly went away once i started eating normally again

>>6820467
Really? I thought it was about the huge salt content of every part of the pizza, and most girls being on spiro.

Went to see my gp today for the first time in a few months.
She didn't recognize me after she called my name and repeated it time while I was saying "yeah that's me"

>>6820474
I don't know pizza is pretty versatile, I assume it can work fine.

>>6820480
Well, you do look quite different. But that's always so weird to have happen.

Remember 3pm est today
I'll drop the link to the live feed during that time

>>6820480
Lol
Cute
>>6820478
That's an element sure, but like I said it started because so many people here began to be shutins, and pizza is a food you can get in most places without leaving your home.
>>6820477
Hmm
Interesting
I couldn't eat only one food for six months straight

>>6820486
This is me I forgot to put the trip back

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>>6820485
whats that in the relevant timezones?

>>6820480
How long on hrt?

>>6820480
boop

By the way, the endo in Loughlins town is Dr.(prof) Donal O'Shea. He's the one you want to contact, saying that you talked with Dr.James Kelly.

His email is [email protected]

>>6820485
whats happening then?

>>6820489
It'll be 9pm in your area

>>6820470
Until your director hates you and refuses you to give you the certificate because you dont deserve it despite passing the finals and having a mean grade good enough to pass too.

Fml

Lost my wallet yesterday. Asked my mom if I could transfer some money to her and she could give me some cash and my psycho dad heard from the other room.

>that faggot little cunt wants money? What the fuck is wrong with you you incompetent little shit? Get the fuck out of my house, go. Go! I don't want guy here? Get the fuck out or I'm gonna beat your ass! GET THE FUCK OUT.
>haven't spoken to my dad in a month.
>Mfw haven't eaten in two days.
>0-60 in less than a second
>run out the house before he can get up and come at me
>neighbor refilling his water tanks looks at me in shock
>just smile at him and say 'you can't pick family'

>>6820486
Oh. I guess for me pizza is just such a luxurious treat. You order one and it feeds you for like, three days with its gooey, bready goodness. I work long hours, so it basically makes all my lunches for me when I'm lazy.

Well. OK Cupid profile is fully active. Time to see how bad I am.

>>6820474
Hons lack self awareness physically and mentally.

>>6820496
:c

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>>6820489

>>6820482
Yeah it's weird.
I had an old regular came into the shop a couple of months ago who hadn't been in in over a year ask me if I had an older brother working there.

>>6820486
Tyty
Was weird.

>>6820490
Just about six months

>>6820491
I actually have my appointment next month. They eventually got back to me
Thank you though!

>>6820473
Because I have to :c

gnight

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>>6820494
okay thanks!

>>6820495
in school? you autofail here at less than 67% anyway.
in university you need like 50%, or regular contact with the prof. TECHNICALLY you never need to go tho. Ive passed classes Ive never attended simply by passing the final exams

>>6820500

>>6820502
b-but bed

>>6820498
Ok hon

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>>6820498
I can believe it
>>6820501
I mean you do look different so yah
>>6820497
>old pizza
That's the other thing the only decent way to reheat it is in an oven and that's generally a massive inconvenience

>>6820501
Huh... Well, if you want any particular attention, mention my boyname to him, if you remember it.

He's my endo for 'beetus. Just ask if he knows me and how I'm getting on. Should get you in his good books...

>>6820509
>That's the other thing the only decent way to reheat it is in an oven and that's generally a massive inconvenience
old pizza is best either oven reheated or eaten cold

>>6820506
my parents make me tho ;~; (still in hs)

>>6820503
Bye bye
>>6820505
It's different in the states ):

>>6820499
My parents just drove by me and he screamed get a job out the window at me. I have a full time job I get overtime for usually. Lol

>>6820509
Well, that's the best way for sure, but plenty of pizzas still taste great chilled.

>>6820512>>6820518
>cold pizza
That is
So
Disgusting

>>6820518
>cold pizza
Kys my man

>>6820519
disgustingly tasty!

>>6820503
Nini

>>6820509
Femboy4lyfe

>>6820510
I don't think I actually know your boyname
But yeah I'm not seeing Donal til the second one

>>6820520
shouldnt you be doing that?

>>6820519
Why? Plenty of food tastes great cold. Pizza isn't always one of them - especially the overcheesy monstrosities some places sell - but can be.

>>6820522
Well, I've revealed it in the discord. I might do so again some time soon.

>>6820524
lasagne is another good one

>>6820501
>Just about six months
Nice.
I haven't had anything like that happen to me yet, but I'm only a little over 4 months, and I've heard that most of the good changes start happening around the 6 month mark, so here's hoping.
Although I have had quite a few people think I'm 4-5 years younger than I actually am, so that's been nice.

>>6820505
Yeah. Highschool. Fucking asshole set me back 4 years minimum. And the dregree i wanna pursue is a absurdly long one to begin with. Im gonna be a old granny when i finally get to work properly lol.

At least it'll be a well paying job but fuck me.

>>6820523
At 3pm hon

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>>6820528
I think highschool as an expression is misleading. theres a pretty big difference between american highschool and german abitur, as there is between college and our university.
I know what you mean tho.

>well paying job
ha I wish
;____;
what do you think my chances are working for the BND? really wanna try that after Ive a degree, but I doubt theyd take me anyway

>>6820528
All hs cares about is attendance and homework. It's designed to make retards prosper. Idk of you have a good reason for not showing up in class but I'm sure they told you it would affect your grade when you started missing class. Everyone knows hs is BS.

Only applies if your American though.

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>>6820533
>me irl except not irl cuz I'm not cute nor am I a girl

>>6820521
Bleh
No Ty
>>6820522
Femboy or not you do look pretty different senpai
>>6820524
>>6820526
>cold lasagna
JUST
eating hot foods cold is gross
Yeah no Ty
Melted cheese cold is just especially....eww

>>6820533
>BND
>federal intelligence service

How would a history degree help in that field?

>>6820536
News flash, none of you are girls

>>6820533
Well im gonna be so buttmad when i finish that 8 year degree (Architecture) and working as building Architect WONT pay me loads of shekels.

>>6820517
What the fuck? Your parents sound awful.

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>>6820540
I'm aware of that lmao

>>6820496
Wow that sucks. Do you have a friend you can borrow some money or food from? If you need some cash I can paypal you some.

I gotta go
See y'all later <3

>>6820498
Usually I'm a healthy eater, this was just a thing

>>6820546
Ciao Carol!

>>6820526
Lasagne is good cold actually.
Pizza is trash except straight from an oven

>>6820525
Tranny discords are dangerous to good catholic boys like me

>>6820527
I've only noticed any sort of change in my face in the last few weeks.
At four months I had nothing but a cups and soft skin
That's a really good sign that people think you're younger desu

>>6820546
>only post in thread
>leaves
Oh ok

>>6820540
Look, I know you're bad at RPing /pol/-chan, but try to stay in-character for a couple posts at a stretch.

>>6820543
Yea... my dad's very ill mentally. He basically sees himself as a victim and blames me for being born.
>>6820545
I have money, I just lost my wallet so now ID to access it. Gonna see a friend later and ask if I can transfer him some money in exchange for cash. Hopefully the LIRR finds my wallet and returns it.

>binding is starting to hurt less
>positioned it correctly and now it just looks like I have pecs instead of very pronounced gyno

phew, otherwise I might have actually had to grow a pair of metaphorical ovaries and come out to dad

>>6820555
Quid, if I was your Dad you could come out to me. :)

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>>6820539
apparently a degree in a language (with lots of linguistics classes) + history supplemented by extensive polscie classes is/was something they were looking for at one point. I am not retarded tho, my chances are probably 0% even if I wasnt a tranny. I still kinda wanna try.

>>6820542
oh that will work!!

>>6820551
>to good catholics

I know what you mean. heretics everywhere

>>6820551
I would drop a safe one...but I don't have you on skype.
Ask kato, or puru, or anyone who's in that little subgroup for it, if you have them.

>>6820558
>heretics everywhere
We love you too Phien-chan!

>>6820553
I'm not from /pol/ you retard.
All of us weren't born as a women.

OKAY it's been fun but now I need to wash dishes until chipotle opens, get chipotle, then return to dish washing

ta <3

>>6820557
awww ^^

>mfw my mom delusionally hides from how hard my life is.
>mfw she didn't tell her parents about me being on and off the street the last few years or how fucked up my dad is
>mfw when they are gossiping drama queens

Idgaf anymore

>>6820558
It better would! Im thinking to pair it with Maschinenbau or something into that direction so i can make designer homes with designer applicances.

And then i can hear how im overqualified. Lols. But one can dream amirite?

>>6820558
I guess it would be something like handling/categorizing files. I doubt your chances are as low as 0%.

Good luck though, it does sound like a cool place to work at.

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>>6820562
>All of us weren't born as a women
>a women
An attempt was made.
You're not suicidal, just trying to bait vulnerable trans girls into feeling bad themselves.
Fuck off and live.

>>6820568
Forgot to add
>telling my grandparents about everything now

If they badger my mom about it I could care less. It's not my job to maintain your lies to your parents about the person you've become.

>>6820551
That's encouraging!
I'm really looking forward to my 6 month mark now.
And yeah, it always feels great when someone thinks I'm still high school aged.

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>tfw your parents just whanted to have a normal kid
>instead they got me

>>6820578
Anon. Pls. We are going to make it. Waaaaaaa. ;_;

>>6820496
Apply for gov't aide

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>>6820571
yes!!
good luck

>>6820573
I am not looking for a position as a secretary anon
Id prefer analyst, preferably working from home so I dont have to overcome my raging social anxiety

>>6820574
>not suicidal
Well you'll just have to wait until the 3pm est then hon.
Trans women are not women and same goes for trans men aren't men.

Sorry that biology trumps your feelings

>>6820582
Thanks!

You too. We all need luck and hard work to achieve our dreams.

At least no one cares if im a hon when i spend all day in my office designing houses and applicances anyway. No one sees me, shovel money, and do what i love (that is, creating things)

>>6820558
Please believe me soph
Im just an impressionable boy that was led astray

>>6820559
Yeah maybe

>>6820577
What age are you now?
Im 26 but I constantly get mistaken for thirties :/
Like I wouldn't have believed it if you told me but things start happening in bursts, and really fast

>>6820585
Didnt you know that red pills are the leading cause of deaths?

>>6820581
I live in the States anon. Only blacks get aid. If you're white the social workers don't believe you need it.

Not even being /pol/ meme racist that's actually what they do.

>>6820505
You actually have to try in us colleges. Well unless you're a star athlete in a sport that matters

>>6820582
>Id prefer analyst, preferably working from home so I dont have to overcome my raging social anxiety

That sounds like something that'd lower your odds of working there though.

Maybe you can overcome some of your anxiety now, after your face heals, assuming you'll pass way better.

>>6820589
I'm 23.

>>6820591
>denying reality
>but those red pills

>>6820519
It's a white people thing

>>6820589
I'm 23 and people think I'm 17. I get carded everywhere I go. My parents at 30 looked 20. It's all genetics anons.

>Tell my mom last night that I think I'm trans
>in the morning she says:
>anon idk if you hate your penis but i want you to know that if you chop it off you'll bleed out and die
Uh okay mom

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>>6820585
Shoo. The troll is done, child. You can make another one once you've dried your tears.

You could take your "biology" knowledge for a spin in the next one. That has certainly never failed before.

>>6820578
You're in transition. Yes, that means plenty of things will be awkward and weird. But you'll settle into your own normal with time (and getting into the world and out of this place). If they stay in touch, that will make your parents happy.

>>6820580
No, probably not. But most of us who try will. And those who don't try might still get lucky.

>>6820605
Jesus Christ, I feel like there is a real dividing line between our generation in there's. Our generation feels like it has a much lower frequency of people this retarded.

I mean we have retards, but they are retarded in different ways.

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>>6820578
Shut up ;~;

>>6820604
That's true.
Though I think smoking for twelve years and copious amounts of drinking and drugs didn't help me much

>>6820600
So young ;~;

>>6820605
Moms have a weird way or worrying and caring
She probably saw that in a lifetime movie or something and is worrying sick about you

>>6820610
No I mean I think she literally meant don't try to cut it off or something. I don't think she's talking about like surgery.

>>6820601
>not recognizing someone is fucking with you.
:^)

>>6820517
When you have a terrible family

>>6820614
Yea, that does age you faster.
>>6820615
I mean I'd say is 'anyone really in danger of doing that?' but then I've seen the diy orchi threads.

>>6820614
With sheen in bed and CFH busy, I get to be the thread's old lady.

Are you feeling any better today, btw?

>>6820615
That's very correct of her, then. Sounds so weird.

Tfw when homeless but also nothing to do today.

Time to go to the library and blast metal music while playing wow. Hail Satan.

Jk metal sux.

>>6820626
...

Country?

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>Mfw child of fucked up parents
>always seed of doubt everything is my fault
>grandma sends me encouraging text what hurts makes us stronger
>;_; ur a saint old lady

>>6820621
>>6820624
Yeah, it's strange. I've never actually tried hurting myself despite wanting to an hero constantly.

It was definitely a weird thing for me to wake up to her telling me before I went to my dad's office (I haven't been able to make it through school lately- it's unrelated to dysphoria and stuff).

>>6820609
Lmao
You hons are in such denial of reality

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God I must be the only transperson immune to hrt I'm at seven months and literally nothing has changed since I grew my a- cups at three month.

>>6820640
Lol ur a loli

>>6820635
She told my dad, too. He was also kinda all "teenagers tend to be confused with themselves"

>>6820640
its because ur a loli only big girls have bobs my lil friend

>>6820592
Not true more white people are on gov't aide then black and or Hispanic people.
Apply you will probably get it

>>6820644
This is the most irritating thing in the world

>>6820602
Huh. I never thought of it as a white people thing, but then again, I'm pretty white and I never reheat pizza. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>6820614
>Though I think smoking for twelve years and copious amounts of drinking and drugs didn't help me much
:/
This is why I'm really glad I never got into drinking or drugs.

>So young
Th-thanks.
Sometimes I feel like a hon when I see all the ~17 year old transitioners around here, but I'm also glad to not be starting in like, my 30's or older.

>>6820621
JDIMSA

>>6820624
Yeah I'm doing a little better.
That doctor I saw was refusing to treat me when I was self medding but now I have an endo appointment and Im not dead from black market hormones, she seems more chilled about it.
Even told me that she'd look after treatments and things after I'm prescribed.
Which is great because the surgery is literally across the road from my house.

I'm still having doubts and shit but I talked to my fiancee and she kind of urged me to stay on for now. So that's what I'll do.
I've been thinking about it a lot and I think it's coming from the fact I wasn't planning on going full time for a while and my boymode is drawing a lot of attention lately.

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Just proved another doctor wrong trying to say I have bdd

>tfw Sass announces she's back on mtfg

So, how are we doing today girls and chasers? Anything gun or degenerate that I missed while I was away?

>>6820648
Well I mean you're 23 and look a lot younger, so you're good!

>>6820634
D'aww. Thanks, sweet old lady.

>>6820640
No one is immune (that would require estrogen insensitivity, a condition so rare that those who have suffered from it since we understood hormones can be counted on one hand, and their lives are far more terrible than ours).

But YMMV, and also some things go faster or slower depending on numerous physiological factors. Be patient with yourself.

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>>6820654
>Tfw sass forgot her reaction image

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>>6820656
Can you please stop telling people I have insecurities when you know that isn't true

>take a picture without makeup
>look relatively feminine
>feel okay about it for once

>>6820649
I know it's stressful for your body to be outing you way before you're ready.

It was about my worst panic moment with transition. But I'm pretty deliberate, so my habit of just plodding forward worked out.

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>>6820655
Yeah!
Hopefully some day soon I'll be passable and pretty!

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>>6820593
I think it just seems that way cause every idiot can get in, but Idk, I am not in the US, so I can only estimate from what other people tell me. I do think its based on subjects a lot as well.

>>6820597
I can probably just swallow it, but that will be taxing and eat at me, Idk if I can handle that forever

>>6820661
I'll never know this feel

>>6820661
>Where were you when korra pass and got a chaser

>tfw cuddling with ur qt doggo

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>>6820665
I know you will anon ^^

>>6820662
>Tfw all hips and nips
Yeah it is. I'm thinking of getting some call center job and openly transitioning there. I could avoid the city most of the time and just get on with it

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>>6820671
i dont think he counts as a chaser since he didn't even know i was a tranny at first :s

>>6820667
More so the professor and if he or she cares. I knew some that don't care but most get piss when someone no shows and then ask for something.

>>6820680
korra please please please please please please please change your name i am begging you

>>6820654
Hi Sassy!

Not much new here. And you?

>>6820658
Is this the intended original reaction image? Or the reaction image for the follow up reply to the first?

>>6820680
Passing that well

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>>6820676
its a big relief to out at work

>>6820684
no

Coming out to my dad today. Everyone around me says that he already knows, but I'm still not convinced. Wish me luck?

>>6820676
Call center jobs suck for some things, but they're practically built for developing trannies.

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>>6820683
oh, you meant that
I dont think thats a good indicator, it just means your prof thinks youre children and/or idiots.
we call that 'verschult' which basically means its more like school than uni
never met a good prof that thought attendance was important though, even when they were required by law they just '''lost''' the list regularly, so everyone that was smart enough passed. Makes sense as well, if youre smart, you dont need to physically be there that much. it just requires you to manage your time well enough and accurately estimate your skill and knowledge

>>6820695
Good Luck!!!

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>>6820695
gl anon i hope things go well!

>>6820688
It's actually a nice name just not a typical one

http://www.strawpoll.me/11115371

Im back
>>6820654
Hi Sass

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>>6820702

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>>6820698(You)
(You) <3

>>6820701
ty anon believe it or not I get complimented on it all the time irl. ppl familiar with the show say I look like her and normie say it's a cool name. I like it a lot

>>6820685
Hey :3 not much going on here either!

>>6820686
The second choice!

>>6820667
<3

>>6820640
I was stuck at an a cup for almost two years.

Everything is different for everyone anon

>>6820706
Stop with the meme Sophie
I even did multiple tests that proved I don't have it

>>6820705
Hey!

Where were you Carol! I legit missed your <3 :)

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>>6820713
Sorry :(
I dont think either of us has BDD tho, I just enjoy the meme

>>6820708
>>6820710
<3 <3 <3

>>6820711
Did you change your regime/doses?

From what to what?

>>6820716
It's a bad meme
People who claim we have bdd are just idiots who don't even know what bdd is

>>6820714
I went to the shops :3
I <3 Sass :D

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>>6820720
Id say they dont know how hard real passing is.
but we agree at the core

>>6820721
What shops? :3

>>6820720
BDD :^)
In seriousness though I doubt you have BDD or w/e. You do look better than you think you do though.

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So cripple was jealous of all the attention smiles was getting after she went to the hospital, and she wanted some of that, so she placed herself in the hospital to get some of that attention.

Yall are clinically mad attention whores.
If you are going to kill yourself a botched job is just a cry for help/more attention.

If you really wanted to kill yourself you wouldn't call someone and say that you are going to do it, you don't make a facebook post ages before you even start, you type your message and start the an heroing then press enter. Gives people as little time to respond.

Anything else is your attention whoring for sympathy, this comes from someone who thinks of an heroing everyday. I don't tell anyone, I don't make facebook posts when the time comes they will just find my corpse.

If you know you want to live stop whining and attention whoring and seek help otherwise an fucking hero.

Everyone has suicidal thoughts, you don't see us crying to fucking mtf every fucking day.

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>>6820722
>Tfw passing is hard to attractive girls
I fear I have no hope :(

>>6820718
I switched from 250mg spiro to 25mg cyproterone. I think the spiro wasn't nuking my test enough and cypros side effects are a lot more manageable

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well im back home now...
i wish i was dead
i took 6,500 mg tylenol and then made me pump my stomach
the opioids hurt
still wanna an hero tho
tfw ur smile clocks you

>>6820725
Local ones :3

>>6820688
I can't wait to not worry

>>6820697
Yeah and like 8 hours voice practice a day with people I'll never talk to again.
That's pretty sweet.
Also it can suck your soul out if you're already dead on the inside :)

>>6820733
You fucked up, Alexander

>>6820698
I think it has something to do with the ego of the professor. How dare you think you know more than me. You show up to my class and if you're late you're sol. If you miss too many classes I will remove from the list. oh by the way in the state there are a limited number of spots per class. If you get in that means someone else didn't. That play in it as well

>>6820729
no i wasn't.
i was an heroing before
but my mom walked in on me taking pills
she got worried.
she called the police.
>>6820740
my dox is already on the internet.

>>6820733
I'm glad you are okay

>>6820744
i'm not.

>>6820745
Good

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>>6820643
>>6820645
I so wish lol at least lolis are cute.

>>6820656
I mean I started when in was 26 the deck is pretty much stacked against me. I self Med cause no insurance and doctors are expensive as fuck let alone therapist. I mean transitioning is not something that is cheap. I take 4mgs e and 100 cypro which is supposed to nuke t but so far no dice I swear they could make a blood serum from me and give it to ftms and they'd never have e in their system.

>>6820722
They never will

>>6820728
Meh that's your opinion and even though I rarely get sir'ed, I know people only ma'am me to be kind

>>6820730
Iktf

>>6820749
By the way, legally its Alexzander so at least get that right Amy.

>>6820745
:(
At least you are moving in with Faye soon, right? I hope you feel better when you live there

>>6820733
Well you could've google searched what's gonna kill you and what isn't. My sister has tried OD'ing on tylenol. You have a cute girl smile stfu.

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>>6820730
>implying I am attractive
maybe Ill actually pass when healed tho

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ok so like
i'm talking with my ex
and we might do a poly thing
is this a good or bad idea

>>6820676
Call centers are pretty great my last job everyone is was like family they even ask where I am and say they miss me after left.

>>6820761
why'd you break up? Getting together with an ex just seems like a terrible idea in general.

>>6820752
Maybe. I can see why you are worried about that, it is one of my biggest fears really.

I hope soon you feel better about how you look.
>>6820761
Maybe good, maybe bad. So long as all of you are happy its good.

>>6820731
Holy crap! I might have to try the cypro. :)

>>6820736
What were you shopoing 4?

>>6820729
>Not understanding HPD
Please girl!

>>6820733
>6500 mg tylenol
Don't! There is no going back from paracetamol poisoning. Liver failure is a shit way to die.

http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/820200-overview#a1

>>6820761
You mean 3some or open dating

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>>6820761
both ideas are retarded.

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>>6820766
mostly just problems with not living together and stuff
>>6820767
yeah he seems okay with it
and i really want to be with a submissive girl
but i also like having a guy dom me so yeah
>>6820769
3some sorta thing

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>>6820756
its what clocks me
even people who like me say that
i didn't get to finish taking my pills
my mom walked in on me taking them
i had 8 left to take for a total of 270mg oxy and 9100 tylenol.
that should have killed me
im mad at my mom for calling the police
>>6820755
i might
i might not
honestly not gonna rush it
i need to get over heather
which i dont think i will

>>6820750
Yeah. The price is an issue I know well.

I wish it were easier for you to get a blood test, since that would actually show you what's the matter.

For all you know, you only need 25mg of cypro and the extra 75 is just excess androgen.

>>6820775
ugh iktf, in girlmode i try not to smile because my chin just goes wild it sucks :(

>>6820768
some stuff for the house, it turned out we already had them so it was kinda pointless

also i drunk too much of an energy drink and now i feel sick ;~;
>>6820775
Okay, I think it would be good for you to do so though.
As much as I whinge about it, Britain is a pretty nice place really. It'll at least give you some time to clear your head.

Don't rush it but it might be a pretty good idea.
>>6820774
Well, whatever you decide to do good luck <3
I hope it goes well for you <3

>>6820782
it hurts to smile
i don't like smiling anymore

>>6820775
That might be a way to self harm but not to kill yrself. Death and suicide are difficult processes. You want something swift and painless. Also you wouldn't have done this with yr mom home if you wanted to get away with it. Sorry Isla.. It's gonna be ok.

>>6820775
Well now you will get psychiatric help

>>6820775
>get over heather

I can't believe how pathetic you are. You knew her for like a month, never met her and she hated you and you're obsessed with her. Creepy as fuck to be quite honest.

has a MtF/MtF relationship EVER worked?

>>6820784
have a nice evening carol

>>6820794
Thanks Juni ^^
You too <3
How are you?

>>6820793
yes it does
we rub our gts ALL the time, that's how much we love each other

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>>6820793
yes
Bexe x Tetra is my transOTP
I also know 2 offboard that have been together for years and are married.

but the vast majority fail really quickly

Lately I've been thinking... Should I come out to my grandma back in Mexico? She's a gossip and probably all my aunts and cousins will know in no time, meanwhile I'll be in Japan where none of the drama can reach me and maybe I'll even embarrass my parents for having a fucked up child.

It could be pretty awful but at least it'll be easier than coming back home after 4 years with boobs (hopefully) and have to explain everything...

>>6820785
well dont then :(

you have a really pretty smile in pictures tho at least

>>6820793
yes

for example, me and Chara are obviously going to be together forever and ever in life and in death.

Obviously. 100% chance.

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>>6820801
>>6820793
wait OTP implies they arent actually dating right?
nevermind then, insert the right expression that I am currently lacking please

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>>6820806
thank god you are masculine and look like a high test chad otherwise chara wouldn't be into you at all

>>6820781
What fuck me I've been taking 100mgs of the shit. Can anyone else confirm?

>>6820793
Like, worked as in having been a valuable and mutually enriching experience, or "one true love forever" type deal? Because I know a lot of the former and only a very few of the latter.

>>6820814
>this much delusional jelly

i've passed with makeup for a year now, homie

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>>6820784
yeah idk what to do
i guess i need to figure it out for myself
i'm not 100% sure if i could handle a poly relationship

>>6820805
Probably not

>>6820787
no its not
if i do try again
im going to make sure it works
in fact i will make sure it works
>>6820784
i know
i just
i want heather
i cried so much
i still cry over it :/
>>6820791
i have no choice
i have to
>>6820792
she was the only one there to talk me through my first attempt to overdose.
>>6820793
it does until someone cheats.
>>6820806
its just painful
i only smiled in pics because heather told me to
now that she left me i kinda
well
kinda wanna stop smiling forever

>>6820817
ftr before some anon says i'm lying:

passed in makeup a year ago

went off hrt, got depressed, masculinized, figured i wouldn't anymore

tried last week

turns out i still do lol

>>6820815
The only way to confirm would be blood work, Anon. Some people need 6mg, and others really do need 100, but you can only know by trying.

Someone pls beat up the cis girls that stare and smile at me when leaving class. idk if they think I'm cute but it feels like they're judging me >.<

>>6820781
It doesn't matter seven months and no results I'm taking charas advice and ending this shit with a straight razor.

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Just got friendily btfo'd by my therapist, just like my nightmare went:

He asked me in what ways i feel more grill than boi and I couldn't answer directly and said emotions as an example and he basically said I'm more of a feminine guy and apart from that I'm not in need of a therapist for such issues.

Feels suicidal, man. Oh well, I know where the door is, maybe I'll move to /femgen/, maybe not. It was nice knowing a part of you.

>>6820820
You did seem very close to her :/
I do sympathize Isla
It must hurt a lot
*hugs*
I hope you can find someone who you love just as much as you loved her

>>6820823
Stare and simile back

>>6820825
Oh so you're just a twink

>listening to some ed banger shit
>realize what i truly desire is teddyloid
Anime > non anime

>>6820824
I hardly knew you, but I hope you'll step back from that. 7 is so few months to give yourself.

>>6820825
ur a girl

>>6820767
I keep my fingers crossed everyday hoping someone beats and murders me

>>6820836
>watching anime

>>6820836
oddish
you're so cool
ed banger is awesome
teddyloid is awesome

>>6820840
He sounds like a femboy

>>6820825
That is both a very weird question and a very uncertain answer.

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>>6820817
projection, that's a classic one. now let me drop a truth bomb on you my man: chara is straight and only attracted to men

if you passed she wouldn't be with you, dummy

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>>6820825
Get a second opinion

>>6820845
not knowing chara's orientation, that's a classic one

>>6820844
Always imagined that question would be my ultimate obstactle, as I can't quite put -how- i feel more grill or -why- i want to be a grill. But if I can't even convince a non-specifically-gender-therapist, I'll never convince a specialized-gender-therapist.

>>6820695
my dad knew before i came out to him
but who knows, cis people can be dense

>>6820847
Morning Elanna!

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>i pass with makeup
>i look like a woman
>don't be jelly of me
>jelly cuz imma betiful?
>imma super cute
>everyone (at a 4chan's circlejerk thread) say i look like a woman
>killing it!

>hugs and kisses
>quid xoxo

okay what drama have i missed?

>paracetamol poisoning

yeah shit way to go. if you don't die immediately you can still perma-damage, my landlady knew one girl who went that way. regretted her attempt and still died like a month later from the damage it did.

>>6820825
Aw, sorry to hear that. :c
Trying to explain trans feelings to cis people can be really hard to do in general.

>>6820847
This tbqh.

>>6820847
hugg elann

>>6820852
Clearly boymode post picpick of quid trying

>>6820848
You need to feed Chara cheese fries when you see her, she's never had them before

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>>6820851
Greets from redneckmonton, how's it going?

>>6820856
hugg lauren :3

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Should I even bother I have a big nose, big feet, over 6 foot, broad solders, large chest, and on top of all that I would have to lose a bunch of weight not that I shouldn't do that anyway.

>>6820853
I thought the liver heals itself

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Quid honestly looks like a poster child for autism tbqh.

>>6820852
>squid ward
I just lost my shit

>>6820857
>post picpick of quid trying
>a pic of quid trying
there is one? i am honestly curious

>>6820805
Grandmas love pics. Keep sending her pics as you transition. I'm not sure you'll need to tell her. She'll pass them around, and somebody will figure it out. Your biggest issue will be convincing customs you are you when you return.

>>6820860
OMG what???

>>6820872
see this is why i reply to the trolls, i know i shouldn't but sometimes people actually believe them

yes, there are pictures of me trying and looking ok, not great, but ok

but those aren't the ones anons are going to repost lmao

Every single picture anons repost are pictures of me with no makeup, no trying, no anything, as honest as possible, for judging and photoshopping purposes.

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>>6820866
Quid is a big creepy man with pedo tendencies who strangely looks like my high school bully and nothing stopped him from transitioning. I say go for it.

You'll look beautiful, hon.

>>6820867
to a point, maybe, but there is definitely a cut-off where the damage is permanent

>>6820878
i am asking them, not you squidward

learn to respect other people's personal space you rude dick

>>6820879
I'm sure you look great hon :^)

>>6820842
: D ikr
>>6820841
D: < you were a mistake

>>6820867
Only very slowly, and only when not being challenged by toxins. That's hard when drinking diet sodas and pesticide laced foods.

>>6820879
>big
ok, come on, you have to at least make it a little less obvious how jealous you are

>>6820882
and naturally, they're just gonna make shit up, so I figured I'd assist

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>>6820867
Organs can generally only recover from mild damage. Paracetamol pretty much fries livers in overdose

>>6820878
>this is why i reply to the trolls
Maybe you shouldn't? They only keep going because you are.

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>>6820878
>he thinks passing with makeup is a thing worthy of boasting about
Honey, if you don't pass WITHOUT makeup you don't pass, period. Get it through you thick Cro-Magnon skull.

>>6820879
You got bullied in high school

>>6820878
Right!? I don't know how she's lived here so long without at least trying them!

>>6820883
I am a cis woman. ::^^)

>>6820879
Quid is one of the tiniest girls here...

>>6820820
What, wait, who is heather?

I thought you were in love with the Smiles kid.

If you're seriously planning on sudoku you should take put insurance and when the sudoku clause runs out leave a gift to someone you love.

I wish you didn't kill yourself, but I know that people who want to commit suicide do it no matter what, and people who don't won't do it no matter how much they talk about it.

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>>6820891
You're pretty pathetic
I bet you look like this

>>6820892
#rekt

>>6820890
This is very true

I'm working on my autisms

I don't think I'm ever gonna stop replying to posts calling me a pedo though, cause that's just fucked up and I've had at least three people sincerely ask me about it not realizing it's a meme.

>>6820901
trip on quid

>>6820885
Don't drink sodas and wash your veggies

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>>6820896
>cis woman coming to mtfg

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>>6820898
>What, wait, who is heather?
>I thought you were in love with the Smiles kid.
Did you think that her irl name was Smiles?

>>6820895
I shall for sure do that

We're getting pizza Tuesday, then breakfast Wednesday since her bf gets home earlier that day, and then other stuff Thursday

cheese fries will definitely have to be included

>>6820875
You mean like with makeup and everything? Or just like, casual boymode pics until I fail boymode?

What's the most nondescript, androgynous hairstyle you can think of?

>>6820901
the only pathetic person in this room is the aforementioned faggot who takes off his trip to insult people
trip on squidward

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>>6820903
I mean, now they just know the one thing they can say to get a reaction. It doesn't stop until you just learn to ignore it.

Tbh tho I kinda miss having dedicated anon bullies.

>>6820915
The latter,,,then the former when they figure it out.

>>6820903
chara looks like an underage girl and you are into her!
stop being such a creepy sick fuck already!!!

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>>6820898
>>6820910
heather is smiles
i just keep wanting to kill myself
i did try it
my mom walked in on me cuz she came home early
>>6820916

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>>6820919
*eye roll*

>>6820920
Well, they already knew on account of it's the only thing I reply to most of the time

>>6820902
I had a high school bully for about week. That kid huge
>I was like 5'10" and 190 lbs
> Hey was 6'3" and 250

>>6820901
>tfw you wake up and check /mtfg/ and someone posted your pic there
>>6820915
boymode!, the former is like just calling them and saying yo senpai, i'm a tranny.

daily reminder that if you don't pass without makeup, you don't pass

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Doc appt today. Have to go get ready for it.

>>6820924
Nice meme

She looks at least 16 in those pictures and definitely doesn't look underage on cam and presumably IRL. Like did you think she was really going to post images that were true to life? I wasn't attracted to her at all when all I had seen was her selfies and her edgy posts on mtfg.