/mtfg/ transwomen

>>6811563

Ew socialism
We have enough degeneracy on here

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>>6811580
Agreed. Also, how is my makeup coming? Dressing up for a convention.

its ok to be a girl with a penis

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>tfw you try to take a couple selfies and end up looking like a disgusting man-thing in all of them.
I just want to be a cute girl. Or even an average one.
Why is that so fucking much to ask?

>>6811599
It's ok aife

>>6811598
I guess

>>6811597
Sia/10

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>>6811599
Same

>>6811603
So, good then, lmao

>>6811605
mommy

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HELLO

I like a boy and he knows im trans and likes me too but
we've only ever talked / showed pics online so im scared he'll meet me in person and be put off that I'm actually just a andro boy what do i do !?!?!?

>>6811605
>>6811609
mommy

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>>6811601
Im super cute dont know what you're talking about anon

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>>6811605
Same senpai

>>6811615
You look like a long haired metal guy
Nice try though
I look gorgeous and you look like a man

>>6811613
>>6811609
good girls

>>6811605
not as bad as mine desu senpai

>>6811599
The key is to not take selfies.
I've not had a photo taken of me at all since December, and that was for administrative purposes.

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>>6811563
>Tfw you're a degenerate who likes to wear makeup and female clothing and kiss boys.

>>6811605
how do you get your facial skin so nice

>>6811627
Hi Sasssss <3 my mom is here

>>6811615
You need a brow shave and orbitals done

>>6811599
iktf.

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>>6811622
Stay salty anon B )

>>6811623
mommy
>>6811627
same
>>6811616
ur hairs cool?????
>>6811631
me3

>>6811623
uh m-mommy?

>>6811638
Honny, you wish you could look half as good as me
https://unsee.
cc/migarope/

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>>6811638
Why do you keep posting this same picture

>>6811643
wtf lol

>>6811601
I'm not aife tho.

>>6811605
>>6811636
;~;

>>6811625
I guess so.
I was mostly doing it in the hopes that I'd be able to make a timeline or something and see my own progress, but I look the fucking same anyway.

I'm gonna save up and try to have a surgeon grind some of the manliness off my face, but idk if my face is even salvageable at this point.

>>6811648
Stay mad hunty

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>>6811643
Dont change a thing hon. You look absolutely beautiful lol

>>6811643
Ewww lol.

>>6811652
wtf lol

>>6811656
Better than you every will my man.
You can't even take straight on pics lmao

>>6811643
Is the attractive woman standing behind that fat guy or something

>>6811646
Cuz I took it last night :0

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>>6811630
Hey! <3

Am I maternal or paternal grandma?

>>6811640
>Tfw pookie is fellow degenerate

>>6811657
>>6811658
>>6811661
>all these jealous hons
L M A O

>>6811660
>is literally a straight forward picture
Hahahaha, poor, poor, man-face anon.

>>6811665
Sass pls.

>>6811668
Mfw anon is in worse denial than anons say i am

>>6811640
Sadly it's just a wig

>>6811668
Enough Whingie.

>>6811665
Maternal of course.

Take care of me pls

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>>6811662
:0

At least you're cute.
One month on HRT already turned me into an adorable cis girl too :)

https://unsee.cc
/dibosanu

Do you all recommend wearing a choker to hide an adam's apple?

>>6811670
>literally a straight on pic
My man, you are tilting your head down
Lmao
You're retarded as hell

>>6811675
I'm not in denial
About my self or about others.
Most here don't even pass and never will

>>6811685
No

Turtleneck or scarf

Choker won't even do a good job of hiding it

>>6811684
>adorable
>man face
Lol

>>6811684
Thank you <3
T b h, give it a year. It's hard knowing how you're going to turn out at month 1 and the urge is to beg the mones to work quicker. Give it time : 3

Xth for akaka is objectively the best girl of this thread and i wish i could be friends with her.

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>>6811699

>>6811699
>tfw she's your gf
:)

>>6811686
>all this denial
If Im tilting my head down how are my eyes, nose, and mouth straight on with no hint of angle? :0

>>6811686
Your standards of "pass" are broken. What world do you live in? Almost everyone here passes, even if upon close scrutiny (something most employers aren't looking at whatsoever - and most people in general don't care about) they come across as Trans or an ugly woman.


Beauty and passing are not the same.

>>6811692
Anon pls I am kawaii Cis face. I don't even look anything like a man by any scientific objective standards a duh.

>>6811696
I'm a "lesbian" so I'm not overly concerned with my looks I suppose. I scream in a band. I don't much care what I look like, since it's still a mans voice. The crippling lonely in my soul is a different story. I need more tattoos and a more dike look asap

>>6811684
>cute
Didn't know you were a fan of dethklok

>>6811705
The shadow of your jaw

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>when your only online friend stops talking to you for no reason

900 of 1567 packages loaded

>>6811709
You'd be surprised by how quick the time seems to pass. You hit 3 months next thing you know youre at 8. Trufax

>>6811710
The light was above and slightly forward from me :0

>>6811712
sorry, i've been super busy this month

>>6811712
I'll be your friend.
:)

>>6811718
You must have the world's largest forehead if these aren't taken from above then

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How long does it generally take before hrt starts making your face noticeably more feminine?
All that's changed for me so far is I have mosquito bite tits and no longer have to worry about acne.

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>>6811710
Metalocalypse was a good-ish show.

>>6811712
Mine became a heroin addict (always was a high functioning addict but because a strung out junky) and moved into the woods after Canada changed the law on the requisite schooling needed to become a clinical psychiatric nurse. Now it's only 2 years and 1 training. She was 5.5 years into the previously established 6 year program and even being top of her class meant nothing. No one was hiring after they all rushed to get a bunch of low pay part time 2 year degree students hired.

She moved into the woods with a boy from high school and hadn't responded in months, I fear she's probably dead :(

I love her almost enough to go find her, but I'd probably die trying or scare her showing up.

>>6811718
I remember living on the floor of my parents house childhood bathroom from January until March. I lay outside from may until June. June I started biking and writing a bit again. August has been every day biking but other than that, I'm still in the same burnt out life I was when I dropped from smart-man college bullshit and became a fucking NEET.


Now I live like a house cat :(
mouse trap!
My life hit me like a bitch slap!

>>6811722
>Im wrong so Ill call u ugly
Lol okay hon enjoy being stared at in the grocery store, take care now : 3

>>6811724
this

>>6811728
I'm not even the same person and also bit calling you ugly. Just saying that's objectively a huge forehead if that's not taken from above

>>6811724
like 6 months to a year

>>6811736
Stay mad anon : ^ )

>>6811650
>I was mostly doing it in the hopes that I'd be able to make a timeline or something and see my own progress, but I look the fucking same anyway.
>I'm gonna save up and try to have a surgeon grind some of the manliness off my face, but idk if my face is even salvageable at this point.
fuuuuucccccccckkkkkkk. i am aware of this feeling ;-;
>>6811724
>tfw you still get acne

>>6811741
You are fucking retarded my dude.

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>>6811721
You wouldn't want to be my friend, I'm a boring sack of shit

>>6811748
>I'm not even the same person
>You are fucking retarded my dude.

Hahahahahaha, too easy lol
Manface you need to relax : 3

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What do you girls use for voice training?

I looked at the copy-pasta threads and they were kinda meh, I had better luck on reddit. Also it's hard to really tell how good it sounds without someone to practice with.

I have a pretty big vocal range and I can control my pitch pretty well, but I can't help but think I sound like a hon.

>another Aife T-rage autismal outburst

Classic

>>6811739
Ok, so I shouldn't have to wait too much longer then.

I know hrt can't turn me into an anime girl after 2 weeks, but it's pretty discouraging when you've been on it for several months and look almost exactly the same as when you started.

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>>6811764
>Still using memes like "t-rage" and "autism" in 2016

>>6811765
ye just be patient
most of the good changes dont start until much later on, and then they are very gradual

>>6811762
um would be nice to know what reddit posts you used since UK trans support is fucking trash and nobody has told me anything yet (nor have I been allowed to see so much as a psychiatrist)

>>6811756
Most people are boring to me anyway.

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>tfw girl you've had a crush on permanently leaving me on seen and never replying back

>>6811780
T~T

>>6811774
I just found this one, and it seemed pretty helpful. https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/

>>6811781
Cal pls

>>6811786
What

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>>6811784
>https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
Thank you, this makes me want to die slightly less than before so basically better than anything the NHS has done for me

I've had enough of this tranny meme

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>Go to bed at 8 in the morning
>Sleep for 12 hours
>Wake up around 8 in the evening
>Forgot I got work tomorrow at 6
Jesus, gonna have to take a powernap or just stay up all night, luckily again its a pretty braindead shift but I dont wanna fall asleep.

Arbeit macht frei

>>6811794
same

Any girls wanna talk or something? I'm p lonely and sad. I feel like i want to cry but i cant.

>>6811798
Why can't you cry

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>>6811795
YOU SPENDIN ALL YOUR TIME POSTING IN TRANNY THREADS AGAIN SON?

>>6811798
I can, need contact info or summin if its private

>>6811798
Skype: quidlet
Discord: quid#0613

It turns out my best friend wasn't dissociating the past week and actually started hating me out of the blue. I guess I don't have any real friends anymore. Uhhh I don't know what to do yesterday I legitimately felt suicidal because I was wondering he might hate me and it turns out he actually does.

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>>6811793
Popped up on a quick search and it seems to work. Again though, I don't really have any way to tell if I'm making any progress. It'll be a while before I need to use it though, so practice now helps for later.

>>6811795
I'm in a similar situation. I have work at 2 am tonight and I woke up this morning......

>>6811798
thats the testosterone

>>6811803
>>6811798
Don't talk to this child molester

>>6811800
I just cant physically. Mentally my body is saying I need to cry but nothing comes out.
I'm almost emotionless.

>>6811773
Yeah, sometimes it's hard to be patient, but I guess that's all I can do.

Also, do you think it's a good idea to wait a few months before I start presenting female / going full time?
I was hoping I'd at least be able to somewhat pass when I do so, but I also don't wanna put it off forever.

>>6811808
Welcome to being a man

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>feeling dysphoric
>listen to some tunes
>mbv - only shallow
>LOOOK
>IN THE MIRROOR
>SHE'S NOT
>THEEEEEEREE
>cry
repeat

>>6811809
Give it a minute anon. You'll get there, dont rush :0

>>6811808
Would you be able to cry if you had a cute smol tranny to cuddle

>>6811807
Cal *is* a child tho, how's he gonna molest anyone

>>6811802
Caloos2k - Skype
Twitter - Georgxnio
Facebook I'd tell you privately somewhere else

>>6811806
I'm not on T

>>6811807
um ok

>>6811817
Be my gf

>>6811815
If she rubbed my hair and held me tightly I'd cry. But i want that more than anything.

>>6811816
Top jej. Thanks for proving my point squid, always desperate to chase the kids huh?

>>6811823
Stop posting Cartman

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>tfw decide to give myself the meme tranny bangs
>fuck up royally, my hair looks absolutely disgusting and i look beyond trashy
>go to a professional stylist to get them fixed up
>i cut them way to short, there wasnt anything he could do to correct, so he just had to make my hair way shorter so it didnt look like i had a mullet
>it still kinda does
god i fucked up so bad. 5 years of hair growth thrown away because i went for the meme bangs

>>6811827
more so because you tried to cut your own hair

>>6811823
>mfw never been remotely involved with anyone less than a year older than me and anons are still this desperate to drag me
sorry, nobody here is that stupid

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>>6811827
What are the meme bangs? I'm getting my hair cut for the first time since February, and before that quite literally I always had the exact same hair cut and that's very short. Idk what hair is even like. I only recently learned that you cant (as before) shower with long hair and expect to just lay down to sleep :l

>>6811828
that too, the stylist told me that was an awful idea, but i got impatient and didnt feel like paying for a stylist. fault on me

>>6811823
>>6811830
Well... Maybe some

But I think you get the point

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>>6811813
>Give it a minute anon.
Yeah, that seems like the best approach.
I don't wanna go too femme too soon and look like a hon.

>You'll get there
Let's hope so.

>tfw ur a girl

: )

>>6811831
a lot of transgirls have bangs because it is a very distinctly feminine way to style hair and it helps cover up your big manly forehead if you have one

>>6811833
Dont cut your own hair unless you're prepared to deal with the consequences anon. It's never a good ploy u___u

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>>6811831
Goddammit I want to be as Cute as you someday.

>>6811817
Cant find yer twitter

>>6811838
i know now ;-;

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>>6811822

Does RLE still exist in some areas of the US? It's such a retarded idea.

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>>6811837
Example picture please.

>>6811839
I'm not that person. I'm a fucked for life man thing lmao

>>6811835
Well its like... if you think you're tough mentally enough to handle what people may or may not say then do it. There's no rulebook here saying you wait this long and then go fulltime. My gf went fulltime like 3 months in and she made it work by being qt as fuck. But if you're someone who gets hurt by comments it might do more harm than good is what Im saying :0

>>6811842
Think of it this way, hair grows back, mistake learned, now you wont make that mistake again and you'll never have to deal with this ever again after this point : 3

>>6811846
heck just check the top of this thread

>>6811615
>>6811616

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>>6811846
kinda like this I guess
mine aren't perfect tho

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>>6811846

>>6811852
Guilty as charged t b h

>>6811854
You're gonna be a qt

>>6811860
Mmmmm young enough for you squid?

>>6811840
https://twitter.com/Georgxnio?s=09

>>6811860
I hope so

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>>6811831
Omg, finally a pic I can use to style my eyebrows after. Yaaaas

>>6811851
yeah, i got it colored all crazy to distract from the fact i have shitty bangs that i essentially have to spike up because they look good awful while they're done. the color turned out great, and lots of girls have told me they love my hair :3

>>6811861
I am legal drinking age thank you very much

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>>6811856
That does seem kinda meme-y

I just have been using bobbypins

>>6811865
Give it a couple months and the length will come back, it always does

>>6811861
Make up all the bullshit you want, you're not getting me out of here. I don't drop trip so why not just filter me and quit shitpostingby?

>tfw you realise that it's half seven and you've still yet to sleep

So i went out the other night and i guess I dressed more fem than I thought
We were playing a gig so I didn't think about it and just threw on a hoodie before I left the house.
Obviously it was really hot onstage so I took it off and when I left to walk home I forgot to put I back on
I passed a group of drunk guys on the street and one of them pointed at me and said "what the fuck is that" then they all started laughing and shouting shit.

Yeah. Fuck.

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>>6811872
Cause Cartman has nothing better to do with his life except post in trans threads all day and then drop trip and pretend he's not posting in trans threads all day while insisting he's NOT GAY ofc : 0

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>>6811871
thanks familia

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>When you go to get your hair styled and cut at a chain hair place

:(

I'm supposed to be looking for a part-time job and sign back up for university and now I don't know if I am going to survive the next week in all seriousness.

>>6811882
No problem gurl, we've all been there : 3

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>desperately looking for any jobs i might be qualified for
>literally never want to work retail again
>past 5 years of work is literally only retail experience
>only 'real' industry i'm vaguely qualified to work in would be publishing and even then there are no jobs at the only places i'd actually be excited to work for, in particular manga and graphic novel publishing
>have some video editing skills but no experience and wouldn't be confident enough to send in a reel or anything
>would be ecstatic to work production at, say, cartoon network, but all the jobs are in california and i'm not even qualified anyway
>applying for jet program but will never get into it and even if i do i'd be going over alone and dealing with being a tranny in japan who still has her dick
>looking into schools but i already have a bachelors and dont really want to get a masters in art

i just
don't want to work at this job anymore but
i can't see any real way out

i want to diiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeee

>>6811883
I dunno
the right side looks pretty cute still

>>6811886
Please don't remind me that reality exists outside of this self made isolation autistic world I've built.

>>6811848
yeah, I don't know.
I mean, I know I'm probably not gonna pass the first few times I go out in girlmode, and I'm ok with that, but I also don't wanna jump into fulltime and look like a complete hon for the first year.
But on the other hand, I don't wanna be one of those girls who does nothing but take hrt and sit on her ass, then wonder why she hasn't "failed boymode" after 2 years.

I dunno. What I'll probably end up doing is just gradually try to present more and more femininely, until I reach "full girlmode".

>and she made it work by being qt as fuck
That wouldn't work for me then. I'm not qt.

>>6811867
Looks like you could benefit from some kind of bangs, just make sure they're not blunt meme bangs.

>>6811892
hugg fuf

>>6811874
>Half seven

Dutchie get out REEEe

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>>6811892
m-maybe try coding? it is the stereotypical transgirl profession afterall. Requires no degree or certs and you can learn on your own >.>

>>6811892
Working in a book shop can't be all that bad.

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>>6811898
pls hug i need it ; ;

>>6811900
yeah i could do that but i dont really know much about coding at all
i took ap java in high school but i have forgotten literally everything i learned there

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>>6811892
At least you can get a Job, I've been applying for ones and going to interviews for a year now and still don't have one.
I'm gonna be homeless soon

>>6811892
Why haven't we swapped info? I'll be starting my own production studio soon.

What publishing side do you work? I work the writing, sorting, editing side.

I plan to make skits, movies, Manga, etc. I plan to be the studio itself thst can buy rights to other work - or by extension create as a freelance team. I am a people manager and systems manager (I'll show you a few examples of the work I do off 4chan).

http://www.strawpoll.me/11103044
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>>6811895
Maybe try working through it in steps? Never a bad bet to tackle it bit by bit rather than just attempt all at once

>>6811910
Beats working retail ufufu : <

>>6811844
bump

>>6811917
why do you cunts hate quid so much?

>>6811894
I could just tell everyone that I am not ready and that I need at least another semester of being a fulll-time mental case. They would understand, but I was looking forward to getting back into life. Now my life's planning for the coming months is in disarray because I don't know if come October I'll be able to study, not to mention live.

I feel pretty calm for someone who maybe wants to kill themselves which makes me think that maybe there's an internal storm coming and I'll do something really bad to myself. Maybe this will be temporary and I'll just fall into deep depression for the next few weeks, but planning my life on possibilities and contingencies is awful. I hate unknowns.

>>6811910
uf fufufufufufufufufufufuf

>>6811920
I don't think so, but a lot of doctors and therapists require it because they're idiots

I need a hug ;_;
Im sorry for being annoying

>>6811929
hugg cal

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Going to a kink party, how's my outfit

>>6811932
Absolutely disgusting kill yourself freak

>>6811932
qt

i wish i was u desu

>>6811920
Its not WPATH standard but the actual requirements of trans therapy is up to the therapist. I could easily see some therapist in the south requiring RLE. It's not standard tho

>>6811844
>>6811920
depends on who you go to

both my mom and my hon of a therapist recommended it, and I declined and went to an IC clinic.

anyone who advocates RLE for everyone is basically encouraging someone to get stabbed.

>>6811930
Thank yoooouu

>>6811932
You're really cute wow

>>6811923
Cause the other people they bully either don't care or left, and they haven't quite given up on making me care yet.

If anyone took them seriously I might care a little, but...

ty for the support tho

>>6811936
>>6811940
I'm in West Virginia if that means anything. More urban part of it.

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>>6811936
>RLE in the south
yeah suicide would be an easier option at that point

>>6811944
You can always straight up send a therapist you're interested in seeing an email asking if its something they require. I mean you're paying them money there's nothing wrong with asking what you're paying for :0

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>>6811909
yeah that's what you think
it is a garbage dump of a work environment, trust me

>>6811911
my parents made me start working in high school which, in hindsight, was actually a bad thing because i've ended up only working shitty jobs because other shitty jobs were the only things on my resume.

>>6811915
oh shit, i mean, sure. as far as publishing goes i haven't actually worked at a publishing house but i have like 8 years experience in the book industry inc. ordering for retail so i understand product and sales etc.; also i studied art in school so i can do layout and pre-print and video work.

if ur honestly starting something sure, send me info. the email i use for 4chan is [email protected]. if it gives you any indication of the kind of person i am/interests i have i've called vertical inc. like 5 times asking if they're planning on hiring anyone over the past year or two. lols

>>6811918
yeah i believe that. i'd just need to spend a lot of time at home working on it i guess? where do u even learn to code and like, what languages are useful and stuff ??

>>6811927
anon ;___________;

>>6811950
Java, C++, PHP, .NET are all highly in demand in most locations. I learned by just... doing it. I I realized I was going to need a portfolio of work before I got anywhere so I basically learned by making stuff to show as examples of my work.

>>6811950
fufufufuf?

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>>6811934
>>6811941

Thankye : >
<3

>>6811950

Fufu, rate my outfit >>6811932

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>>6811942
>Cause the other people they bully either don't care or left
sucks

>>6811944
It's not always the area, so much as the people in the area.

pic related, these were my experiences in south-eastern PA, back around February this year.
Ofc, the bitch was at least 50. Younger therapists tend to understand the concept of passing a little better.

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>get some dumbbells and keep your arm strength up, you don't want to be the guy with weak arms

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>>6811950
Eyyy ufufu I got a new job.

>>6811918
Yeah, I guess so.

I think in a way I'm just overwhelmed right now.
A few weeks ago I wasn't out to anyone I see irl on a regular basis, but now I'm out to my roommates and my parents, and in a weird way, because of that I feel like I have to start presenting and passing soon, to prove I'm not a hon or a trender or whatever.
And it just bothers me in general that I still have to "live as a boy".

So yeah, I think at this point I just need to calm down and start taking baby steps.

Hello! I got caught up catching pokemons, but it started raining, and I'm back! What up?

>>6811950
>my parents made me start working in high school which, in hindsight, was actually a bad thing
i never worked in high school

one employer said that most companies in my state will red flag you on that alone

i'm literally unemployable ;_;

>>6811972
Go at the pace most comfortable to you anon. It's your transition, not theirs :0

>>6811971
as a mercy cosplayer that doesn't look much like mercy?

>>6811971
All that effort into the hair and makeup ruined by shitty inaccurate bodysuit

>>6811975
>Employers red flag you if you worked in highschool
This is the perfect ow binge excuse

>>6811975
I worked in secondary school though only for like a year, hoping thats enough though since i still haven't been hired seems not

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>>6811982
She's a spitting image of Mercy.

>>6811984
I kinda like the body suit.

>>6811988
they red flag you if you didn't

What happens if customs finds your hormones? Do you get in trouble?

Has anyone ever been fined or arrested for this?

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I think I'm inching closer towards wanting to kill myself. Each time I sink into that dark place, I go a little deeper, it lasts a little longer.

>>6811990
>attempting to cosplay mei while not being thicc

I just punched a hole in my door

>>6811990
too skinny to be mei

cute af tho

>>6811997
you should talk to someone, senpai...

>>6811975
Could always make up some freelance gig and claimed you did it for two years. Just say like you babysat or something maybe even say you babysat in a different town before you lived where you do now. It's not like they can confirm that or call you a liar.

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>>6811950
Ill hit you up. I'm not saying I can offer salvation - but a collaborative effort is what I'm interested in. My teams on a few other forums and a few subreddits are mostly the only experience I have "professionally", but I'm not a degenerate and I can pay for quality freelance time.

I just need more capital. Once my monetary businesses take off and run smooth like my writing communities, I'll be rolling in cash. Just need the right people and right vector of marketing (not vector marketing - those scheming pyramid bastards).

I do most of the art for my erotica writing business, but having someone else merchandise and do keywords and cross site sales and such would be dope. That's been on ice for 2 years. Omfg when did I turn 24

What's it like know that you men will never look as good as this?
https://unsee.
cc/tozesiru/

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>>6811999
Away with you fatty.

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>>6811990
mercy has the softest face in the game except for mei, that cosplayer has a pretty hard, angular face
Do people just have facial blindness when it comes to mercy? no one can draw her right either

>>6811995
Hormones arent illegal, neither is possesing them. They aren't a scheduled substance at all.

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>>6812008
thick is not the same as fat
>>6811999
face is good though
>>6812008
that's closer but the nose is way too big

>>6812008
For fuck sake where did you get all these shit cosplays from? I'm actually getting angry here.

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I was reading a thread on /r9k/ about sissies and a transgirl came in and started ranting about how many fetishists use the trans label as part of their sex fantasy.

Now obviously this is true, but what I'm curious about is something this person mentioned about ageplay and diaper fetishists. Are there a lot of those in the trans community? I had no idea there was any correlation there, I figured it would just be guys along the lines of "I'm a failed man so I should be a girl instead" and all that generic genderplay memery. Is there a crossover with transgirls and ageplay? Any idea why that is? It seems incredibly random, unless you consider ye olde "want to be the little girl" meme seriously (which you should not.)

>>6812006
Makes me feel like I wonder when I ever said I'd be as good as a Windows Paint bitmap thats been saved a few times and had a shitty filter applied to it :0

>>6812010
What about spiro?

>>6811995
you get clocked as a tranny (or a woman having menopause if you look old).

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>>6811981
Yeah, that's true.
I got lucky enough to have roommates who are pretty accepting / socially liberal, so I don't think they're gonna judge me for not transitioning fast enough.

So if hormones aren't illegal, then what's the point of even getting the prescription?

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>>6812014
Whatever fatty-chan.

>>6812015
Let the jelly flow through you. It's like I am on /cgl.

>>6812017
I live your seething jealously that you have for successful and attractive transwomen who look like women unlike you and the rest of the men here. This is what real transwomen look like. https://unsee.
cc/rinabuze/.

>>6812023
To save money if you're on some kinda healthcare plan. Titty skittles aren't free.

>>6812018
It's seen as a potassium-sparing diuretic under most circumstances.
>A diuretic is any substance that promotes the production of urine
It's secondary anti-androgen effect wasn't even considered for years and years as useful in HRT.

>>6812014
chubby is like being thicc because of fat.

>>6812022
I'm hoping to make friends through either a gaming club or oSTEM.

>>6812023
they'll do blood work for you to make sure you're on the right dose of spiro, and you'll be covered by healthcare if you have it.
a lot of people don't get it.

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>>6812024
w-why are you calling me fat? I'm not even the person that posted that. Really hurtful

https://unsee.cc
/degubota/

>>6812006
uugh
nothing triggers me more than bad resampling

>>6812024
If they're going to cosplay they should at least try to look like the fucking character

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>>6811956
yeah. might actually be a good investment of my time. then i could probably work at home... that'd be nice in and of itself!

>>6811961
anon ;_____________________;

>>6811962
um, it's... fine... lol...

>>6811971
that one in the UK?

>>6811975
interesting
though i mean high school was forever ago for me so i think it doesnt matter at all at this point in my 'career'

>>6812005
sure thing, let me know what it is you'd be interested in having me doing and we can see if i'd be a good fit and stuff!

>>6812028
I think you look successfully like a 40 year old :0

>>6812037
Mmmmm
Your jealousy turns me on baby

>>6811967
This kid's stupidity made me L.O.L

>>6812016
Was?

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>>6812031
Mei is relatively fit though, not chubby, just thicc

>>6812037
Calm down Aife

>>6812036
Its just something to consider ufufu. There's always an option somewhere even when it feels like you're at a dead end : 3

>>6812036
post your god damn toes

>>6812036
Cracks me up when all of these sick disgusting despicable fetishists try to be friends with Ufufu and then they get slapped down like the beta men they are.

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>>6812001

God, you think I don't know that? I want to...I want to so bad, but I can't seem to make it happen.

...damn all these cute cosplay pics

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>>6812036
>that one in the UK?
Yup. The company is in the UK, based in London (and a few others cities in the UK and Europe) but I work from an office close by with the possibility of working from home.
Too early to tell how it'll pan out but I guess we'll see.

>>6812056
Do you have Skype or discord?

>>6812056
>you think I don't know that?
>homura
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDu-2h8ZDhI instantly popped into my head.

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>>6812032
Apologies. I just switched automatically to the /cgl mode.

>>6812034
At least they are the right gender.

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>>6812046
well like i said it's something i've thought about before :o...
idk. you're right. i should just take a deep breath and evaluate what i need to do to get myself out of this job, not despair at all the jobs i can't have.

>>6812053
no

>>6812054
anon u should chill

>>6812061
that's cooooooooooooool
i am happy for you.
i'm down to under 135 as of today so it sounds like we are both making strides in our lives!
...except i'm still at this garbage dump of a job...

>>6812043
>made me lol
what part?

>>6812056
I think you do know it.

>>6812073
It's too easy to beat ourselves up over everything to take on more things to feel shitty about. You're a lovely strong person ufufufu. You'll figure it out if you give it a good think, make up a plan, and put it into action <3

>>6812073
I can't

>>6811650
>>6811742
IKTF I basically spent all day today crying and popping codeine pills after taking some pictures of myself and noticing that I haven't changed at all bar rounder lips.Seeing as this has been 6 months of HRT I've pretty much given up now. Getting anxiety attacks trying to deal with the thought of being a man for the rest of my life hence the codeine. The desperate last ditch plan was to whore for FFS and breast implants but now I'm thinking there isn't even any point I don't even look remotely feminine. Perhaps I could get some closure if I knew why it hasn't worked. Black? No because Korra and the other one did fine. Too old? No because CFH started at like 35 and did fine. Wrong dose? No because I take the same dose as many people here. Too masculine? No because people I know IRL said I looked young pre-HRT and I even had wide hips to begin with. I just don't know.

I guess my enemies will have a field day. Idc I'm heavily sedated right now.

>>6812075
>>6812062

While I appreciate the offer of help, I'm not sure it's what I need. Talking is nice, but it always leaves me feeling a little empty. Maybe it's because of this disconnect...

I hate being the ugliest person on the planet

>>6812085
Ok well I'd still like to add you even if you don't wanna talk right now c: if that's OK with you anyway

Sorry for being a mega cunt to everyone all the time.
I'm not going to post here if I don't have kind or constructive things to say.

>>6812086
>>6812084
What is with S names in these threads :0
You can't BOTH be the worst. One of you has to be prettier. Maybe the two of you should just assume you're better looking that the other and no ones the ugliest~

>>6812091
yeah but i say that
and then i stop posting all together

>>6812085
what disconnect?

>>6812084
I am telling you 6+ months is were it goes down
plus dosages differ between people

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I need a new pair of glasses. I can't find the type I'm looking for but see them all the fucking time. It doesn't help that these sites don't actually show what they look like while worn.

The frames are kind of thick and squarish but longer than typical frames. Anyone know what I'm talking about and what they're called?

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>>6812097
>I doubt this will last longer than tonight honestly.
Naw, this time I just took my bickering and oppression Olympics too far.

have a good rest of today everyone

>>6812109
well that's good

>>6812105
Hipster glasses? Black thick rimmed? Horn rimmed?

>>6812109
You too kayla

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>>6812105

>>6812089

Astarielle34.
Should show as Angel Grace

>>6812102

It's like, you know, there's what's online, and it's easy to kind of disassociate with it, like it's not real, so it's hard to take things seriously.

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Cosplay for next weekend

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>>6812098
hrt never worked for me

one time i went for a run and got the runner's shits and had to poop on someone's front lawn

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>>6812073
>...except i'm still at this garbage dump of a job...
You'll find something. It took me a month and a half to get this job and I turned down an earlier offer that involved insane working hours (clients in the continental US of A so the work shifts were moved 8 hours) and traveling. That was a no-go.
Anything you can do to make yourself more suitable for your prospective employers do.
This corporate rat race made me cut down on my funposting. I have to go to bed now. Best of luck with the job search.

>>6812118
Idk sheen you look like an older housewife from Minnesota or Wisconsin t b h

i want Chara as my little daughter

>>6812109
What animu is this from?

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>You will never cosplay cute Hoshidan tomboy

Maybe I'd feel better if I showered.

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>>6812120
That's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of.

>>6812126
that sounds like a good idea given what her adoptive dad just did

>>6812116
Added :3 I like your avatar

>>6812123
I'm only 32 though
I look 20 years older than I am

>>6812130
why is she stopping to pee every 20 meters?

>>6812113
>Hipster glasses
I guess that might be it.

>>6812135
Yah but thats cause you dont take care of your skin and hair and never wear any makeup and refuse to lose weight sheen. Not because the HRT isnt doing anything. If you decided tomorrow you wanted to change yourself you could :0

>all this cosplay talk
A few years ago me and one of my friends were going to cosplay Homura and Madoka, respectively.

Never happened though

>finally, after years of waiting, I have the means to start transitioning
>keep delaying it

What is wrong with me? How do I just accept that I'm trans and do it already?
I can't tell if it's because I can't come to terms with being trans or because I'm too scared

>>6812117
Are your brows like that naturally? They look nice.

>>6812118
HRT worked for me when I was 23, I got misgendered soo many times (took it for about a year) and now I'm 26 and started again (this week) and everyone guesses me male and I got told that I don't pass in one of the passgens and all the progress is lost and I just want to die die die die die die die die

Upgrade of Debian kinda up an running. Still need to figure out dual monitors.

>>6812131
what did her dad do?

>>6812134

You know, there's a really fun story behind that.

...I cosplayed a female character at Otakon 2011, and...it felt amazing.

>>6812145
Idk btdubs bff jill. I realized there was no more waiting when I realized I'd rather fucking die than spend one more moment as a male and I sure as fuck wasnt going to repress until age 50 to see if it would get any easier

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POST HEALTHY MEALS THAT I CAN EAT

Things I like:
- Chicken
- Bread
- Potatoes
- Rice
- Pasta
- Pastry
- Cheese

>>6812142
I do try to take care of my skin and I'm losing weight rn again
the problem with my weight is when I'm sad it just stacks on
but fair enough about my hair and makeup

>>6812116
oh, ok.

yeah, I can definitely understand that.
physically talking to people on a regular basis is what usually keeps that feeling at bay, for me, anyway.

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Tfw u go to work but they send you home bc it's dead and you cry on the drive home and think about how they dont like you and youre the person they want to get rid of.

>>6812168
Im not trying to pick on you.
Just saying if it bothers you so much than do something sheen : /

>>6812166
brown rice and grilled chicken breast

>>6812171
I know this feel.
You look prettier every day! I remember when you were just a faggy boy :3

>>6812171

Or because you're so good at your job they can't pay what you're worth.

>>6812131
Thanks for more private deets dude!

>>6812171
or maybe they like you so much they wanna give you the day off

that's a nice pic of you btw

>>6812158
I'm referring to her boyfriend as her dad given the only time he's had sex with her he raped her and all he does is feed her and control every aspect of her life.

>>6812171
I bet most trips on /mtfg/ aren't well liked or appreciated in real life.

You can only keep up that facade of being nice for a few hours behind a monitor.

>>6812159
Aww yay! :3

Right, because it's totally a huge secret and I totally gave away more information than is already spammed on here. Ok bro.

>>6812166
>tfw im eating delivery pizza for the fourth day in a row
im getting sick of it but there's no food in my house and i don't want to go outside

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>>6812189
what if I am not disliked either cause I never talk to anyone?

>>6812185
>>6812194
lol oops, last paragraph's @you bro

>>6812104
I don't care for your HRT memes anymore I already threw away my pills. Now the question is should I stay here? I'm no longer a tranny and I'm not a chaser so...
>>6812149
You shouldn't have started again you were weak.
>>6812162
Me too but I'm coping by taking so much opiates that I feel numb to everything. Guess I'll just keep doing that until my liver fails and I finally die.
>>6812189
My family think I'm great, the general public not so much. I'm probably the least liked person in my suburb. You get used to it.

>>6812188
Why do you bring it up at every possible opportunity?

WTF I just walked past the super best friends HQ and saw Liam getting spitroasted by woolie and pat through the window.

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>>6812209
ur sxc

>>6812189
Are you saying I'm faking being nice? I don't think so. I'm a little awkward maybe but I am good to others.

>>6812198
This >>6812084 is why I need that tramadol.

>>6812189
idk, I'm pretty well liked IRL, and if somebody is being nice on the internet where it doesn't matter I don't think they're gonna be mean irl where it actually does matter

>>6812205
That's some pretty cool made-up bullshit, man, I'd say 6 out of 10. Keep honing your craft though.

>>6812188
Okay I'm translating here.
>Chara is in a relationship with a homosexual
>she starts talking about trans shit and it's a bit of a turn off for him
>she leeches everything off him and doesn't contribute anything
>he doesn't have the heart to kick her out so he continues to support her
>she keeps begging for sex so eventually he does it
>she calls it rape and whines to her internet boyfriend
>she's not going to leave because her bf is a homosexual cuck that will pay for everything and keep support her
>her internet boyfriend dramas about it on /mtfg/ every day

>>6812205
for the lulz

>>6812075
All of it.

This is a person who needs to grow up..

I mean the "hon" therapist, is an idiot.

But the kid, all her delusions and fantasies about transition are going to get smashed real hard. Made me cringe.

>>6812218
kek

>>6812218
She's given him more money than he has her, you're forgetting how he stole her life savings except the money she already spent on laser when she moved in.

And how he's extremely consistently abusive.

And how none of that is an excuse for violent sexual assault.

>>6812216
Your honesty about yourself has never been very evident. You actually think you're well liked here too.

>some friend of someone i know on facebook was this probably autistic crossplayer
>he's a tranny now
Jesus christ. He looks like "Christine" Weston Chandler and all of his posts are blablabla trans rights stuff.

>>6812230
No I don't, most people like me here but of course there's all of y'all :P

Definitely well liked in real life though.

>tfw ur sister bullies u

>>6812228
>he stole her life savings except the money she already spent on laser when she moved in.
You mean he asked for a down payment on rent. What a fucking villain.

>>6812231
a sister is a sister. don't make fun. not all women are physically beautiful but we are all beautiful women.

>>6812236
LMAO

If that's the case he sure asked for quite the fucking down payment, and obviously she doesn't pay any rent anyway.

Oh yeah, and he didn't ask, just stole it. Sooo

>>6812146
They are, thank you babe

>>6812189
People actually love and appreciate me IRL. But I don't love myself so it's really hard.

>>6812198
I <3 U IRL

>>6812209
yes

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A family friend offered me a job at a call centre, but if I want the job then they said I have to cut my hair because I look scruffy and they have a dress code (I'm not out).

I REALLY don't want to cut my hair but I could do with some extra cash.

What do, /mtfg/? Maybe I should just stay a NEET because I saved up money from my last job?