I have a question. I have been occasionally returning to the

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I have a question. I have been occasionally returning to the same porn video for a few years now. It's a Pov video of Neesa sucking and fucking a big, really smooth, cut cock. It's pretty much my favorite video. So, I always thought that I'm pretty much straight but recently the thought of sucking that specific cock aroused me, first I fantasized about sucking it together with Neesa but even more recently I just thought about that cock on its own and it still aroused me. Only the act of sucking and playing with it in my hands though. No other cock I have seen so far aroused me, the male body as a whole doesn't arouse me either. I don't feel disgust when I think about touching other penises, it just isn't interesting to me. For some reason I like the cock from the video and I simply don't know why. When it comes to the thought of falling in love with someone I can't imagine that I could fall in love with a man. This isn't a question of whether I'm Bisexual or not and what actual implications the term has, I don't really care all that much about that. It's a question about what specific implications this has beyond terms. Anyone out there with similar experiences and/or advice?