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>tfw everyone i've ever dated was from the internet
my first girlfriend was from myspace
then the other 2 relationships were from 4chan
>>6780888
>gremlin dva
this is not ok

>>6780872
I think I will.
But I don't know any girls that I want or can be with.
I'm not very good at meeting new people and I guess I want to try getting a cis girlfriend this time but... idk.

>>6780874
I'm in a sour mood. So I'm going to be blunt.
You're response is so useless to me that it only illicit feelings of anger and confusion as to why you even try...

>>6780878
I'm in a sad mood because my gfs are living with each other without me. I feel like they left on a fancy cruise shit to The Happy Sea and I got stuck on Dull Grey Boring Island.

>>6780886
yes because all Jews share collective guilt for the Revolution
in the same way all whites share collective guilt for the oppression of blacks

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>>6780856
You should have defended me, you know I would have defended you. You should have tried to talk to me after I blocked your skype too, you had multiple other ways to contact me if you actually cared. Don't pretend this is tragic for you, you never really gave a damn about me.

I was genuinely trying to be a nice good person, but its pointless. You helped show me that.

Whatever though, leave my friends alone and Ill leave you alone. Good bye.

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>>6780897
admit that you like the mem

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ITT: Post jams.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMCYKpGVEc0

>>6780897
tfw same way
I live in such an area that I am unable to meet new people, craigslist and dating sites are dead for hundreds of miles around and might as well not exist. All I have is the internet.

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>>6780900

>>6780889
Well, they didn't leave me...
At least they said that they'd visit... I'm not going to hold my breath about it though.
I do need to find someone else, but where the fuck do I start.

>>6780909
Hitler was weeb?

>>6780902

I'm sorry, but this is the most ironic post of 2016. Lol

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Nth for LESBIANISM

>>6780886
I'm more /pol/ than any of you fucks and that is why I understand the difference between the common, while disgusting, peasant jew and the leftist psycho world destroying kind. I'm well aware of the German Revolutions etc. Fuck off with your newfag merchant memes.

>>6780885
I'm trying but it takes awhile. I could make a lot more money in any other related field to what I'm doing but it wouldn't be half as fun.

4chan humor is best humor tho.

>>6780905
and, yknow take this cus I know you'll love it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHfh1_ghvjg

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>>6780904
never i refuse
>>6780907
well i'm talking about the relationships i ever moved into real life with
my first 2 relationships lasted 2~ years

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>>6780905
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CqXgs-7ico

>>6780905
I've started to get into some of the shit that Kaylee is into... and I'm expanding my music library a little.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RJmYacpSoc

I'm pathetic
in three years I have achieved nothing despite trying the whole time

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>>6780911
you know it senpai, legend says the holocaust happened because just one jewish newspaper criticized the katana

>>6780915
I had one that lasted 5. It all sucks though.

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>>6780915
>never i refuse

>tfw waiting for a contact request
i cant go to sleep...

>>6780900
Jews are actually largely responsible for the slave trade too.

Kikes: 0
Hyperboreans: over 6,000,000

>>6780915
why are we up at 3 am kiwi

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how are you /mtfg/
everything OK?

>>6780900
gee I wonder who actually owned most of the slave ships kek

>>6780913

As long as you're enjoying yourself then I think that's good. I just think it's probably smart to want to continue improving in every aspect of your life, yknow?
Also, I love dis.

>>6780917

Omg

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>>6780923
i consider my 2 year relationships pretty long
5 years is something else though
>>6780924
n e v e r
>>6780931
because insomnia and/or depression

https://youtu.be/_37A0teJOJg
>>6780911
https://www.stormfront.org/forum/t1014172-5/
>>6780913
homosexuality is disgusting, and women loving and/or having sex with other women is foul and gross
>>6780920
make a list of all the details of your life in 2013, and then make a list of all the details of your life now, and see if anything is different
>>6780910
i mean
maybe you all didn't break up, but they live in a different state thats pretty far away, and its a poly relationship so idk from my perspective you should more or less move on, but i can't speak for you, obviously

>>6780935
im not ok because I don't have a qt beanie

>>6780937
>Omg
what is it? it's comfy music right?

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>>6780938
>n e v e r
what happens when blizzard makes it canon?

>>6780941

When I was a little boy who thought they were a girl, my mom's boyfriend used to play Biggie, 2pac, and DMX almost constantly lol.
It just reminds me of being young in Seattle. So kind of, yeah.

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>>6780888
this is not a trip thread

>>6780930
>>6780936
Did I say slave trade? And I also really doubt Jews were the majority owners of the slave ships

tfw jews made you a tranny

>>6780947
it's pretty good desu senpai
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPntjTPWgKE

>>6780902
I always defended you but I wasn't going to insult and misgender another friend because you were upset with her, what you wanted from me at that point was disgusting and unreasonable, and if you were anything like your old self you would agree with me.

I also did try, I left you several messages trying to talk some fucking sense into you but you blocked me from everything, and not only that you left some pretty fucking hurtful messages for me to see while you were at it.

all this time I was hoping you would at some point realize how fucked up and stupid you were acting when all that happened and that you'd come back to being my friend, because undoubtedly I would've understood and forgiven you, but apparently that ain't the case and it's pretty saddening. Good luck, Riley.

>>6780937
Yah Tae actually has perfect English LOL she just rarely uses it. Tiffany was actually raised in America and doesn't even have a Korean accent l m f a o

but hey what I'm actually listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhG-vLZrb-g

>>6780939
Homosexuality is the best thing ever desu. Girl/Girl relationships are the purest.

>>6780947
All that stuff reminds me of is the asshole who used to molest me when I was like 7. =/

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>>6780953

>>6780900
nice dubs also like youre on 4chan how can u not hate jews desu senpai. i miss old 4chan ;_;

>>6780940
awww
you can always buy one anon

>>6780954
>Homosexuality is the best thing ever desu. Girl/Girl relationships are the purest.
being gay is gross and i hate it

>>6780949
colonization was mostly good kek, everything went to shit once they tried handing governing over to them.(see Rhodesia)

go look up records of the names of the owners of slave ships, jews were a massive part of the Atlantic slave trade.

>>6780956
Because hating Jews is now boring
I hate dune coons now : P

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>>6780952

STOP LMAO

>>6780954

I wanna make out with antler boy.
>All that stuff reminds me of is the asshole who used to molest me when I was like 7. =/
Same.

>>6780953
Lul
Your shitty trip drama is so meaningless
You should go outside more

>>6780962
the jews are responsible for syria getting destabilized, ever wonder why isis never attacks israel just hamas?

>>6780962
>only hating one problem

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>tfw u wanna play dota but you cant

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>>6780939
Yeah... I see what you mean.
But, I still want to be with them. Both of them.
So, I'll probs get a gf here. But idk. We'll see what happens in the following months but for now, I just feel like shit.

I'm over the flu I had, but I'm stuck in this loop of longing to be with them and feeling like a sad sack of shit. At least I was to high to care yesterday and this morning but now... I'm sober... and life sucks.

I still have 1 tab of acid... Maybe I should just take it and see what happens.

Does anyone think I should just take 500ug of lsd right now and fly with it?!

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>>6780967
mobas are lame oddish

>>6780963
fucking meme music is the best mate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7dmM-QMkmg

>>6780963
lets just go hug ;_; I'm sad now thinking of that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0C3zgYW_FAM

>>6780967
p i t l o r d

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>>6780970
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L01vGl0-0fM

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>>6780953
You, forgive me? You're the one who should be apologizing.

No one loves you, if you reflect on this maybe one day you'll understand why.

>>6780935
oh hi you
I'm ok, I suppose
you?

>>6780960
>everything went to shit once they tried handing governing over to them.(see Rhodesia)
hold on you're skipping times now, we were talking about the American colonization and now we are on the African colonization?

Also Rhodesia got shit because Robert Mugabe was a stupid faggot who overthrew whites violently rather than let slow reform take place, places like Botswana and Namibia actually have done well for themselves compartively to their neighbours. Ethnic tensions are also an issue, for example niggers get independent then go back to fighting each other instead of nation building

>>6780965
Why Jews? Thought it was the US govt.

>>6780966
My main problem with Jews is biting off baby dicks by Rabbi Oyveystein

>>6780971

Best.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zj-M9pvQSyo

>>6780972

The past is the pasttt.

>>6780970
Dota is an arts pickle

>>6780977
>Why Jews?
>what is the ZOG
isreal along with the US government pushed overthrowing assad to benefit isreal, iran is next

>>6780976
its no use hes just going to keep playing the victim card and spewing politican tier character assassinating bs

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>>6780975
i already preordered that emote tbqh
she's not all chibi and grody though so it's fine with me
>>6780981
dota is lametown sry bb

>>6780978
I still can't even comprehend how this genre came into being
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7FOjRZTsc8

Good morning everyone. How are you?

>>6779945
Are you feeling like a girl yet?

>>6780978
im legit really bad rn.. spirialing int ohow my ex raped me n stuff

>>6780949
>And I also really doubt Jews were the majority owners of the slave ships
they actually did, which is the hilarious thing.

>Did I say slave trade?
They had to get here somehow, right?

>>6780968
if you wanna be with them, how easy is it for you to move down there with them??
i mean you could do that
its late, doing the tab now seems like a waste

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>>6780982
I wouldn't be surprised that the US would destablize several Middle East countries for Israel's sake
Does that mean Jews control the US? no

>>6780995
Can you post proof?

>>6780978
>Poolside Identity | Chuunibyou x Kendrick Lamar
??????????????

>>6780996
I need at least 3k of money for a move (rent, fuel, insurance, food, misc expenses while I find a job in Texas), 5k for a bike and riding equipment, and 1k to pay off my credit card... so... I need a lot of money if I want to move without to many problems.
Otherwise, it's going to be very difficult. I'll still end up leaving a bunch of stuff behind.
So it's not very feasible right now.

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>>6780988
just think of it as the dva version of this

>>6780990

Eh at this one.

>>6780994

I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do?

>>6780998

Tru.

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>>6781002
that's why i didn't like gremlin d.va to begin with

>>6780997
>Does that mean Jews control the US?
>what is AIPAC
you would have to be crazy not to understand the zionists are using massive amounts of influence on the United States

>>6781004
no ;_;

>>6781004
playing this reminded me of you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKaaF757mIw
It also has some meaning for me.

i recently gave in to my feelings and started exploring my feminine side and am considering taking hormones now at 22. Emotionally i am down and only those explorations kept me at normal mood(or happy). I told my girlfriend that I am questioning my gender(to not shock her to death) and need to experiment to see if this is real or will settle and everything will go to normal(which my gf hopes, bc she loves me very much).

My gf will not go through this with my, i know because i started these explorations with makeup and clothing with her and she couldn't take it, started crying and is negative about all this. I only tell her half the truth at this moment.

wat do ?

>>6781001
@_@
yeah that sounds like a big pain ):
moving is hard so, yeah
i mean, idk you could totally decide to uncleave yourself from those two so to speak, but i mean idk if you really want that
but if you're stuck and can't move anytime very soon then.......

>>6781019
drop her

>>6781019
cut ur balls off lol

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>>6781019
kill her and wear her skin
is this even a question
should be obvious

>>6781027
can i wear your skin kiwi

>>6781028
it would be a lot of skin desu

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>>6781028
sure just return it to me washed and folded when you're done ty

>>6781022
Yeah... I think I'll just try covering up my current emotions by distracting myself...
I'll probs get high and watch anime and listen to music.

>>6781007
money in politics is shit desu

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are you an aspergirl?

>>6781036
well the thing about that is covering up emotions just means they're there.....lying in wait.....to attack you in the future
its better if you try and confront and move past them, especially with something like this where it's not .....idk its not like this is super serious or anything, idk, i mean its a big deal and its important, but its not like you're trying to deal with something traumatizing, like being raped or something
but yeah idk
music is good, crying is good, focusing on other things is good

>>6781049
this chart is fake

>>6781051
so are you

>>6781060
no im not...

>mfw always post in the dead thread
Repost
Hello everyone, I just wanted to say that recently I've been watching vines of cis girls doing non-girly things or faces, or defying the selfie angle (recording from below and such) and also that I saw one of my friends' legs unshaven and I gotta say it makes me feel pretty good. It makes the goal of being as much as a girl as possible seem, well, possible.

Once I started socializing a lot with girls it also makes me feel like what I'm doing is within my reach.

In the end what I'm trying to say, knowing what girls are really like instead of being bombarded with unrealistic standards of femininity helps a lot with dysphoria.

>>6781049
yes.

>>6781036
>>6781009
>>6780994
>>6781050
Therapist who knows trauma therapy, and EMDR. Isn't perfect, one might have complex ptsd from trauma during youth. For that start here:
http://www.healingfromcomplextraumaandptsd.com/

>>6781062
prove it

>>6781063
this 100% i agree with

>>6781068
how...

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I love Lana so much, but all of her songs make me want to be a sugar baby stripper with three boyfriends, and a biker ex-husband, all of which she still fucks, and is in love with.
Which is basically my life anyways, so. Does MtFG like Lana Del Rey? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zx_dTSPzXlk

>>6781072
no

>>6781072
no not really

>>6781071
simple. selfie

>>6781077
does it need a timestamp or something because i have a lot of those

what happened to vagposter

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ok time to go to sleep
g'n thread, sleep well everyone

>>6781072
That's one of my favorite Lana songs. I also love Ride, especially the long one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Py_-3di1yx0

I'm not as much a fan of the song High By The Beach, but I love the video. Paparazzi ruined a relationship of mine.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnxpHIl5Ynw

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this is my husband, i am a heterosexual
i am straight
i am exclusively attracted to men

>>6781072
i dont but i would like to sing like her

>>6781083
prob permbanned

>>6781086
you should probably tell your girlfriend that

>>6781088
?

>>6781073
>>6781076
>>6781085
>>6781086

Oh.

>>6780956
But old 4chan wasn't even racist at all.
It said nigger a lot, but that was an anti-authoritarian empowerment practice (ie it is fun to say)

>>6781090
sorry

>>6781079
sure

>>6781090
wait im sorry lily don't be sad pls

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>>6781094
sure what? whatever idc have this
call me a degenerate

>>6781090
She speaks to an odd subset.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MaAPzg_YbQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jj_myXdOLV0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vol3J-rF5wI

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>>6781096
this is an American plug right

>>6781093
>>6781095

It's fine...I'm just going to go sit over here...by the wall... in the corner.....

>>6781099
LMAO
yes

>>6781096
you're cute, your nose will probably shrink and your skin will clear up and you will be one of the prettiest ones here

>>6781096
lmao nice collar you furry

>>6781090
i like lola blanc way more than lana del rey
https://youtu.be/hoIj_jp2-TQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqt5KLC34Oc

i mean i like a couple of her songs iirc, i think i probably need to listen to her albums all the way through, i didn't realize she has 4 or 5 already.
but when i think of Lana Del Rey ALLLL i can think about is her SNL performance, lol
>>6781088
oh
you mean rachel
lol
i'm pretty sure i'm single?
you can't date people who dont communicate with you bud
she is more than welcome to call me and change that though, but i have been operating under the assumption that i'm single for almost a month, and i think thats reasonable of me.....i do miss her though but ohwelltoobadsosad 4 me

>>6781092
yeah i dont think people realize this
/new/ was always a containment board, and moot deleted it in the hopes that those people would leave, but they just dispersed throughout the site, so /pol/ was created to contain them
>>6781098
in general, i just think her thing is kind of old and tired, and im not that impressed with her singing generally, idk
i think there is often a disconnect between the track and her vocal performance

>>6781103
my skin used to be much much much worse
and i dont think my nose is going anywhere unless i get surgery

Does anyone have this thing where I look at myself in the mirror and see a girl, or a woman at least, but when I look at pictures it's not at all what I see, I just see an ugly dude.

Also, I can only see myself as a woman in the mirror if I'm not smiling (as in teeth showing) for some reason. I can fake smile and look girly but the moment I have my actual having fun smile in pictures (or mimic it in the mirror) I look awful.

Is it that I'm too used to not smiling? Is it that it's not a true smile because I'm actually sad inside?

>>6781100
hugg lil

>>6781050
I just took a midnight stroll and it was weird.
I got a little high, not high enough yet.
But I noticed that my street looked different. It looks beautiful at night.
And I started looking at one of my family's rose bushes. And the flowers are all dead, but I felt like grabbing one of the dead flowers at the stem below it.
It was really weird. I have no idea where it came from. I should get higher though because this music is pretty nice.

>>6781064
That just looks like shit I'm not even going to bother with. That website just looks like bait.

>tfw your mommy makes u dinner
She is such a good cook desu. If I was a cis girl she would have probably taught me but instead I eat takeout everyday

>>6781096
be my pupper gf

>>6781117
no im a kitty... =^~^=

>tfw no one even says hi to me.
A-Am i that unpopular? .__.

>>6781119
even better!!!!!!! kitter gf

>>6781115
u can still learn

>>6781122
mew

>>6781120
hii ^^

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Also, I need help MtFG. I need to find things to put on my Amazon wishlist. Most everything I've wanted from it has been bought out already.
Do you have any ideas for things I could put on there? Just anything you can think of wanting, or that would be cool. I put some wireless speakers and stuff on there, but I'm out of ideas.

>>6781120
Tbh I don't really know who you are. Too many new people lately to keep track of. Hi though.

>>6781120
Hi Myou, whoever you might be (I don't know you 3:)

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Morning /mtfg/

did you dream of pizza?

>>6781100
> woke up too late to comment before Lily was sad

Her music so far makes me feel a tenuous comfort. Like things are on the verge of being stressful, but we're not there yet, or it's on hold.

>>6781128
Do you really need an amazon wishlist if you have everything you want?

>>6781096
nice collar u degenerate ;3

>>6781120
hi, Myou

>>6781132
i don't sleep

>>6781136
thanks its not mine but i should get one because it turns out i like it kind of a lot

>>6781125
>>6781131
>>6781138
Hi smiles, Emily and Snicker!
How are you three?

>>6781120
Hi. Im not really new though, considering im posting here since 2 years or so. I took a break a while ago cause i couldnt handle the drama tho.
Guess nobody notices me haha...

>>6781140
good pup

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>>6781132
No, I didn't dream of anything last time I slept... which was a small nap at 1PM...
I don't sleep much. I'm definitely not going to fall asleep anytime tonight.

>>6781144
n-no i dont like dogs

>>6781136
you/re insulting a future us army soldier

>>6781143
not so good desu
how about you

>>6781143
um...ok I guess
it's 4 in the morning so the day hasn't really started yet

>>6781128
I'd normally list books I'm looking to read, or artwork I'd like to hang up.

>>6781133

That's how I feel!!!! I love it though. Lol

>>6781134

I don't know. I mean it's not like I needed the iPad, or the Apple Watch, or TV or whatever. Guys just like having options.
They like to spoil me, so I need to think of things I actually want that they can spoil me with by buying.

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having insomnia lads

>>6781143
I'm mixed desu, und you?

>>6781143
oops meant to reply to >>6781129

>>6781132
I had a weird dream... basically i was with my old class again and was just one of the girls and nobody seemed to notice i suddenly was a girl. Still had to go in the mens changing room for sports though which was awkward as fuck, but they too acted as if nothing was wrong. Wtf.

>>6781155
Here here bitch. Join me in the insomnia club.
We can bask in each others lack of sleep.

>>6781148
what's wrong?
>>6781145
my dreams are always kind of too abstract to describe.
I recall...uh...my house
and there was this guy trying to beat me up who was really big.
it was kind of cartoony physics wise tho so it wasn't so much scary as annoying

>>6781147
wow uh no

>>6781160
In the rare occasions that I can dream, it's weird and usually has a small creepy part... but I always forget about the entire dream...

>>6781148
Aww, whats wrong?
Im pretty ok if a bit lonely.

post tummis

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>>6781159
ive been skipping nights of sleeping just because im too lazy to go sleep
coffee always seems more efficient than it des.u

>>6781157
I had a dream like that awhile ago
except people made fun of me and pushed me down the stairs and then one of the popular girls went off on them or something

>>6781153
>They like to spoil me, so I need to think of things I actually want that they can spoil me with by buying.

Oh, I forgot that whole angle with what you do. But I honestly can't think of anything, I've never been too materialistic.

>>6781166
I forgot if I added you on skype or not... since I've been pretty high for most of the time I'm even here.

tfw not dead yet

>>6781167
Hmm, its said dreams have hints about the future/ your wishes, but in a very abstract way?

Maybe its saying you'll find someone who wants to help you?!

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>>6781171
nah you didnt
i only post when im high or at least smoking so

you can add my skype its booboolaboosh
idk what my current name is but itll show up lmao

>>6781100
I'm getting lost in music. A welcome distraction tonight.

An oldie I love.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tVVPwbrxZks
There are three I could sing it to.

>>6781105
I don't know, she's sort of a jazz torch song singer. Lola Blanc is interesting. I'll have to listen to more of her stuff.

>>6781112
She's one of the few who knows what it's like, and she isn't afraid to speak up. Yeah, I think the site layout, etc sucks, but I read her stuff for the content.

>>6781128
artwork, jewelry, new bed, clothing, shoes,

Comment reply

odds sleep
evens dont sleep

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>>6781174
I don't think it is anything psychic like that
it's probably more psychological
like me missing high school, being nostalgic
feeling like I am no good and thus deserve to be bullied/abused
wanting someone to love/protect me, or just have friends in general

but I dunno, i'm not a therapist or whatever

>>6781156
Mixed? Why?

Ah im more or less ok. :P

>>6781128
Hmm, hard to tell since i dont know what you already have.

A new phone? Makeup? Clothes?

tfw no ftm bf

>>6781180
Oh, but thats p depressing. I think i like it more when its a omen for somethign good!

b happy

>>6781181
Mixed cuz I feel manly and a little bit dysphoric but not enough to like I want to die : P

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okay apparently someone has been trying to start a rumour that I'm a 25 year old pedophile
sarah has for some immensely retarded reason decided not to tell me who

I'm not sure how to prove I'm not a pedophile but here's proof I'm 18

so like, whoever's saying this shit, what the fuck dude?
how have I pissed someone off enough to start shit like that?

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>>6781180
snickerdoodle btw
ive seen u post recently and u seem hella nice
just fyi

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>>6781176
Alright, I added you.
Right now, I'm smoking Candyland out of a one hitter... and holy fuck this shit is so fucking sticky and dank.

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>>6781183
unfortunately reality is not always contingent on what we like to think or hear

>>6781188
fuck off paedo

>>6781151

Art is good actually! Thanks bb.

>>6781170

Honestly I'm not really either. Makeup is the one thing I've always splurged on, but it's just because it makes me comfortable with my appearance.
I'll just put random stuff that'll make my life easier on there, I guess. Lol

>>6781177

I should put jewelry on there. I got a new bed like a year or two ago.

>>6781181

A NEW PHONE IS GOOD ACTUALLY. I have a 6S+, but the selfie cam is hit or miss. Are there any good phones for that stuff do you know?

>>6781153
I quite like her stuff for that sensation, although currently I'm in need of something more clearly restful.

Mostly rolling though Hammock's "Departure Songs", and When the Clouds.

>>6781189
i like how you draw on your hand its cute

>>6781153
I requested artworks, and jewelry instead of money. Easier to launder. ;) lol Though lots I got was damn good so I kept it.

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>>6781189
thanks

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>>6781190
im just going through my girl scout cookie rn
i really enjoyed candyland though
its crazy fucking dense

>>6781196
thank anon
i havent done it recently but i usually do it when im bored at school

>>6781188
Haven't even seen anything about said rumors

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>>6781202
Lost all my pens so I can't do pen tattoos ;~;

>>6781205
neither until sarah mentioned it
and I'm confused as fuck and sarah's being a cunt about it so I just wanna know who said it

>>6781186
Oh. Oh... yeah i can relate. Dunno, i just try to avoid mirrors and delude myself a bit.

Not that id pretend im pretty or something though.

>>6781191
Tru dat... but like... sometime its just nice to not listen to the depressing stuff. Id have commited sudoku long ago if i didnt.

>>6781193
Sorry... im still stuck on my old Samsung Galaxy y, hahaha... i coulda ask my sis what phones are good.

>>6781209
Maybe shes just messing with you? I havent seen anything either...

>>6781211
sarah's not smart enough to keep this going this long

What should I get tattooed on my knuckles? It has to be 8 letters. The best ones I've seen so far are LONG HAUL and MARLBORO.

>>6781201
Yo, I think my fave so far is Pineapple Express.
I've tried quite a few strains at this point and I think it's a pretty smooth strain to smoke. And it pretty potent. But wow, this Candyland is feeling like it might be my second fave. It's so sticky.

I have to try Alien Tech, Thin Mint, and Truth next since I have these 3 1g prerolls.

>>6781215
Kindness

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>>6781211
I know your feels Myou
like I can't stand the mirror or else I see a man monster freak thing and can go crazy ;~;
People say I don't like that bad but you know

>>6781217
That's not very kvlt.

>>6781215
WELLFARE

>>6781157
>>6781160
>>6781163
I keep having this weird dream where I dressed up in a dress & makeup and went to hs. At first nobody recognized me as I walked the halls before class, but then quickly they did in homeroom because I sat in my normal seat. I'm positive it is just a dream as I know I never dressed up as female for school. I'm almost positive I had no female clothes at the Maryland house. They were all at my NYC place.

>>6781220
I don't know what kvlt means.
I like it, it's nice

Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

>>6781224
it means trve

>>6781222
Speaking of not being recognized by peers from high school...
I went to an alumni hockey event with my old high school. And I saw a ton of people I used to play hockey with, and nobody except for 1 girl that I knew that didn't even play hockey recognized me. They all thought I was someone's girlfriend. I think the lighting inside was just perfect for my facial structure because I don't do girlmode yet.

It had a pretty surreal feel to it when it happened.

>>6781226
._.

>>6781225
im not beautiful :(

How about SEWERFUX
Do you guys think that's to edgy

>>6781222
>tfw i have to go to school dressed female in 6 days.
Aaaaa im so anxious bout that. What when people start bullying me?

>>6781227
Whoa, thats pretty nice.

>>6781218
Sucks that you sometimes have to use mirrors... like in the morning to do your hair. ehhhh

Wish i could never look into any mirrors ever again.

>>6781220
Shit, you answered your own question. Just get trve kvlt on your knuckles.

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>>6781225
Thank you Anon! You're doing good work.

>tfw u exist

>>6781232
why do you have to?

>>6781232
Well I'm not fulltime or anything and not planning to anytime soon
So I actively avoid mirros and reflections where I can, only problem is I may miss hair in shaving.
I really hope what I see in the mirror is false ;~;

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Smiles, Do you have another beanie or any other hat?

>>6781230
Sure you are.
>>6781234
I certainly try.

>>6781239
same :c

>>6781240
no :( unfortunately not
thats the only beanie i have
and i dont have a hat

>>6781244
stack books in your head with the beanie

>>6781232
Good luck. I'm sure everyone will compliment your new look. I wasnt going to go full time until after I graduated but I had to go to summer school and I just said fuck it and went in girlmode.
>>6781233
That or grimdark would be good

>>6781244
Kickstarter to buy Smiles hats. And get her a better home.

>>6781238
Cause stopping fulltime bcus school is dumb. Also because everyone expects me to.

My psych says ill be fine if i just explain myself properly, but aaaaaa.
Also going boymode but failing boymode a year in would only make it even more awkward i think.

>>6781239
Heh, same. .__.
Maybe it is false and dysphoria exaggerates male features but i cant help but feel bad about it.

>>6781246
Thanks! How'd that go?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRZ9pcKzgaI

>>6781227
That's a good one. When I shaved my beard off, lots didn't recognize me. I'd had the beard for almost 20 years so non knew my real face shape. After about 4 meetings, one person asked where I was. I was sitting right across from her....

>tfw injection spot is sore.

>>6781232
Good luck! I hope it goes very smoothly for you.

>tfw I need to head to sleep again.

>>6781243
*hugg snickerdoodles*

>>6781244
Lets buy hats and beanies when we hang out k

>>6781249
Yeah I'm not too sure really, people I've met say I'm fine but to me I don't look fine
Carol says I have BDD :v

>>6781249
It went ok but I barely knew anyone there because it was a bunch of different high schools through out the district combined. What year are you in?

>>6781249
godspeed
*hug

>>6781251
Lol. That's funny.
Yeah, I thought it was a bit funny.
Some of the reactions I got were hilarious. I think I wore compression clothing that day so nobody saw my boobs. But I have a feeling that if they did see boobs, the reaction would have been even funnier.

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Good night everyone, i'm going to bed(and maybe cry a bit before fall asleep), good luck and have fun with your things.

Later く3

>>6781256
i'm sorry to hear that
I hope you can find some peace in your dreams

>>6781251
Thanks! And sleep well, have nice dreams! c:

>>6781252
Maybe. BDD is super common in girls!

>>6781253
Just ok? Tell me more pls owo!
10/11th, im just going to a evening school to re-do my finals, cause i fucked up the last time.
So ill know barely anyone either and if they are mean ill have to only endure like 3 hours every day, god bless.

>>6781254
Thanks! Want a hug too? Careful, my hugs are strong!

I feel as if a howling void lives within me. It is inescapable of late.

>>6781256
Loco is an adjective so it should be loca ur a lady

>>6781259
I suppose it would be impolite to refuse a hug

>>6781260
Stare into the void and howl back!

Or fill it with chocolate/ice-cream. Thats what i do desu.

>6781262
Alright! *squeezes*

how do you tell if you're ugly or you have bdd

>>6781259
yeah but I'm not gonna say I have it
I don't have a diagnosis

>>6781266
Ahem.
>>6781262


>>6781268
mmhm... What does your psych think?

>>6781267
by how strangers react to your appearance

>>6781259
I only hung out with one girl from my school. We weren't really good friends but she was cool about it. I got harassed a couple times by other people but never got beat up or anything. I also got hit on by black guys a lot. Everyone in summer school is retarded and I felt like a genius.

>>6781270
hehe I saw

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>>6781267
Just assume ugly cause BDD is a meme

>>6781271
i don't go outside ever

>>6781270
I don't have a psych

>>6781277
Well then I don't think you can possibly know.

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>>6781245
ayy lmao anon
sorry i look like shittt
>>6781248
wew
second one not really possible unfortunately
with just money atleast
>>6781252
ok c:

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>>6781281
now do cheez-it boxes

>>6781283
unfortunately i dont have cheesit boxes :c

>>6781252
BDD queen here

People have hard time to judge you because they don't actually know what could be done. You do. It's like you meet with someone and asks them about your appearance they say you look fine just the whay you are. Then you get full FFS and see them again after say, a year. This time thier jaw is dropping and they can't belive how much you changed and how much prettier you look now.

>>6781276
says the girl with BDD who has had several therapists 'fire' her

>>6781209
I'm not a cunt

>gf hasn't texted me in 3 days

>>6781288
There's also a gap between being ugly and being pretty. A lot of people look "fine", of course you can always improve your appearance, doesn't mean you're ugly though.

>>6781281
good, I need to get a beanie or hat myself
I need to get more stuff for my wardrobe in general :/

>>6781288
I feel like my whole face needs to be fixed ; ~ ;

>>6781272
Mmmh, that sounds pretty reasonable to expect actually.
>Everyone in summer school is retarded and I felt like a genius.
Wahaha probs gonna feel the same considering i failed my finals only because i didnt attend to school often, thanks to depression. Passed the actual finals with high grades.

>>6781273
Oh oke.

>>6781278
Oh! Why not though? They're helpful, honest! At least mine is.

>>6781297
>I need to get more stuff for my wardrobe in general :/
Same. And somehow my pants keep disappearing.
>Moooooom wheres my super suit?!

>>6781281
heather have u considered going pro with this

>>6781287
I love cheez-its
can't eat alot tho now vv

>>6781295
Maybe her phone is broken or she is dead. I'm sure it's not that she doesn't care enough.

>>6781302
desu i have
do u think i could stream this :v
:^)

>>6781305
no she posted on here today

>>6781294
you're a bit of a cunt
but you being a cunt has somehow pulled me out of my complete apathy so I forgive you

>>6781308
>>6781294
>>6781209
>tfw no cunt

>>6781308
>an Australian love story for the 21st century

>>6781301
Too scared to tell family

>>6781306
I would compete against you but I can't stand to look at my face let alone take a photo

>>6781317
You dont have to tell your family to get a psych. All they gotta know you're going to a doc to get something checked, ez.

What is your favorite horror movie? Mine is house of the devil.

>>6781321
Idk the process is kinda daunting to me as a young person
Stupid anxiety

>>6781322
either alien or the thing

GUYS I ACTUALLY KIND OF GIVE A SHIT ABOUT STUFF SEND HELP

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>>6781292
Oh well
They just dropped because they got tired of my shit

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>>6781322
That is so difficult
Anything usually with Vincent Price

>>6781325
Yeah, maybe it is, but you'll be glad you've done it afterwards!
Dont give in to anxiety, fight! Only then it'll get better.

C'mon, if i can go to school as girl, then you can go to a doc surely? c:

>>6781327
What happened while I was gone?

>>6781326
Those are both graphic. They were probably really shocking for the time. I feel like no amount of gore is shocking anymore.

My friends talked shit all day today about how they were better than me at dota. Then i watched them play together and confirmed that i am much better than both of them.
Feels good. Celebratory fall out boy.
>>6781327
Thats a good thing tho katotan
>>6781322
Eraserhead
Rosemary's Baby
The Shining
Alien
The Fly
The Thing
something by Satoshi Kon
And many more

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soup

>>6781334
sarah taught me how to dislike stuff

now I'm excited about all the things I could dislike
but mostly I think I just dislike myself
it's a little disappointing honestly

Also hi thread <3

>>6781322
Gigli.

>>6781334
Hey Carol, how do you get these neat trips you use?

>>6781341
Thanks, just what i wanted. Sup?

>>6781346
Meriken's tripcode generator.

My most recent favorite horror movie is the witch. Really good movie. Even more recently, nerve was sorta a horror, more of a high anxiety movie that i really enjoyed. Babadook was also very good.

>you all have penises and weird accents
its weird when you think about it

>>6781339
>Eraserhead
not a horror movie, just absurdist with gore elements

>>6781343
hi

>>6781339
Rosemary's baby is one of my favorites too.
>>6781344
Lol

>>6781351
Its my favorite movie ever and it scares me. It scares many people. It was a primary inspiration for the shining, as well as many other horrors that followed it.
Arguing about genre is pretentious.
>>6781354
Good taste. Very underrated film.
>>6781350
My accent is weird?

>>6781348
Thanks! Time to crack my old trip.

>>6781357
where are you from

>>6781363
All over the place. I was born in montana, i live in texas, and i was raised by people from new jersey.
I think i sound like a fairly typical american though.

>>6781357
I avoided Lynch for many years because my brain somehow switched Evil Dead and Eraserhead when my memories got fucked. Eraserhead is good, and I really like Lynch's work except for a few stinkers. Evil Dead is lame as fuck.

>>6781357
>Its my favorite movie ever and it scares me. It scares many people. It was a primary inspiration for the shining, as well as many other horrors that followed it.
I thought the main inspiration for The Shining was The Shining by Stephen King which was released January 1977 vs Eraserheads March 1977?

btw, The Shining is possibly my favourite horror movie simply because Kubrick and the psychological torment your brain doesn't even notice until you've watched it several times and figured out the fuckery.

>>6781333
I suppose so, I'm just scared and anxiety and dumb ;~;

is anyone else here a high school dropout

>>6781384
Sorry, didn't drop out until my PhD and that was because of an unresolvable ideological disagreement.

>>6781341

Kitchen

>>6781386
so why did you reply?

>>6781372
Evil Dead is fine.
I think every Lynch film is pretty good. I dont like Wild at Heart or Dune though. Those two aren't great for me. But the rest are all very good.
>>6781373
Have you watched and read the shining? If you compare the works they're very different. Kubricks adaptation is extremely loose. He made his crew watch eraserhead before filming began and much of the atmosphere and thematics of the shining were inspired by his discovering Eraserhead.
The book the shining is total shit. Stephen King is awful.

>>6781386
idealogical disagreement?

>>6781389
Because my life might have been better if I had dropped from high school. That was just a passing thought...

>>6781389
She wanted everyone to know she was too cool for a phd

>>6781390
a lot of Stephen King's stories are pulp, but entertaining pulp and always make for great film adaptions when done right

>>6781384
I'm a college dropout. I was so depressed that I only left my bed for three things: pissing, shitting, and grabbing food from the kitchen.

>>6781392
I was essentially asked to make my thesis citable in support of a very controversial part of cap and trade systems. I was and still am opposed to cap and trade as a whole.

>>6781395
I dont think any king adaptation besides the shining is good. And kubrick essentially wrecked the book and used the bones to hold up a different script entirely.

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>>6781346
just got up
>tfw codeine before cappuccino

>>6781387
:D
goof morning.
how are you?

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what's up ?

>>6781396
same

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Don't get carried away punks!

>>6781400
well I mean, all the elements from the book are in the film.
as for the other good adaptions The Shawshank Redemption and arguably The Green Mile.
but, thats for a matter of taste/opinion.

I mean, Stephen King changed the face of not only literary horror but film horror too.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_adaptations_of_works_by_Stephen_King

>>6781404
whats your opinion on edie stealing your name

>>6781404
Back from a festival and a bit depressed because there was almost more security theater than actual theater...

>>6781404
Why is that ftm dressing like a girl?

>>6781402

I didn't sleep last night because I'm a big dumb idiot. Now I have a busy day ahead of me involving picking up a morning shift at work and also driving an hour to the clinic to hopefully get my HRT prescription.

>>6781404

Butts.

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>>6781404
heyo!
I am back from Belgium, and I am in a better place mentally than I was since december last year.

I think its looking good for a change!!

how are you?

>>6781410
Maybe it's time to rid your country of the evil it has embraced

>>6781412
its a tumblr trender ftm
just like how larry is a trender mtf

>>6781414

holy cow an optimistic Phienchen

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>>6781412

i h8 cfh

>>6781407
Stephen King helped in some ways to cheapen and make the horror genre worse in my opinion. I don't disagree he changed things, his influence is plain to see. I just think he's really, really horrid.
Shawshank and Green Mile are bad movies also.
/opinions

>>6781384
Hi, im a highschool dropout, fixing that in 6 days!
Go on, point and laugh at me for failing!

>>6781402
Good morning! Have you dreamt well?

>>6781407
Stephen King is one of my favourite works. I liked paranoia.
But... Horror? He writes thriller?

>>6781413
Good luck!

>>6781423
*writers...