When were you in denial

I think I've been in denial the past couple years. I don't know though. Maybe I'm just confused.

>>6779053
Liking traps isn't gay though
[spoiler] OK it is I swear there are none here ;_; where are the trap/femboy dense cities?[/spoiler]

From the first moment I saw my first shemale when I was 11, I was hooked. But I was never in denial about my sexuality. I have identified as bi since that day and never had a second thought about it.

I don't get why so many people are hung up on their sexual orientation. Just be bi and enjoy everyone!

currently


slowly accepting that suicide is the only cure to being a tranny

>>6780341

Please don't kill yourself anon.

t. Another tranny who desperately wants to die.

I've accepted being bi since 13. Then dysphoria fucked my head. Maybe I'm just an agp scum, offing self seems like a good option.

my hole life until my daugther graduated high-school when i realized i truely was always a woman deep down inside

>>6779053
>be on class trip in 10th grade (around 15 years old)
>camping with the whole class, no teachers lots of booze
>everyone black out drunk
>two big tents, one for girls one for guys
>in effort to be normal, try to convince myself of having crush on this girl
>have really tough time in school, lots of serious bullying by most boys in the class
>be really nice to one girl I "like"
>she convinces other girls to let me sleep in their tent
>only other boy in there was the boyfriend of the classwhore
>sit in tent surrounded by 16 half-dressed, completely drunk 15 year old girls
>everyone really nice to me
>one girl who usually joined the bullying crowd made my hair
>they let me cuddle with them
>"your not like the other boys, you're really easy to talkt to"
>go swimming in lake nearby at sunrise
>some of the boys joined us later
>when the first ones arrived I'm surrounded by girls in bikinis sitting on a pier
>fell asleep on some girls lap
>bullying stopped for about a week after that

I only realized I was gay about 2 years and a suicide attempt later.

I was never in denial about being gay for any significant period of time, but I still half-believe that I can just never tell anyone and lead a life that is something other than complete misery so I guess that's some form of denial.