Straight anon here Recently tried to cut back on jerking off

That's how the bi feels started with me anon. In about 12 months you'll be fucking yourself with a dildo while watching bear porn.

>>6774842
I don't feel that gay honestly
I just feel like I'm so horny I probably would know
Girls are so much hotter

>>6774847
Trust me F A M I felt the same way. I still like hot girls though so you're not going to lose that.

>>6774862
You still like girls more right?

I tried gay porn once and I hated it though, maybe I'm overreacting
How could I become bi all of a sudden?

>>6774864
I can't really say I like grills or boys more, it depends on the person. T b h just put stuff in your butt. You'll understand.

>>6774870
Like what?
I dont have dildos anon

>>6774876
I'd use a carrot because a cucumber would probably be painful for you if you've never done anal masturbation before. Just buy a latex glove and use your index finger with lube first though. Don't use something like a hairbrush handle because I assume that you don't know much about how to clean ur bum and that would be gross. Do this in the shower too.

>>6774883
Tips on bum cleaning?

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>>6775725
USE SOAP YA DINGUS

>>6776943
Protip: don't actually use soap

Just use water, leave it up there for a bit, then let it out

>>6774870
>grills
George Foremans are the sexiest.
>>6774883
Dildos/plugs are actually fairly cheap and sex shop workers don't judge you as much as you'd think. You could always go to Spencers, too, as they sell a variety of toys. I got a strap-on from them.
>>6774864
When you say you hated it, do you mean you enjoyed it but felt incredibly guilty? Or was it just not doing anything for you?

>>6777031
Guilty and its not as hot and its boring

>>6778446
desu I hardly ever 'watch' porn anymore bc most of the time I'm looking at .webms on /gif/, so maybe it's just the format of the porn you found to be a turnoff (the fake, staged aspects).

As for the guilt, I was raised Catholic so I was taught anything outside of the heteronormative was sin™ so I grew up hating myself for watching any porn at all, even masturbating. Coming to terms with being trans was fucking impossible, but I'm finally getting there. What I'm saying is, the guilt might just be bc of some ingrained stuff you were taught about homosexuality from an earlier age. But I wouldn't be super concerned about your interest in either sex desu bc sexuality is fluid - it varies over time. And the kind of porn you watch isn't necessarily reflective of your sexuality, either - I'm a lesbian and I watch mostly straight porn. Try not to be too hard on yourself and allow yourself to grow naturally. There's nothing to be ashamed of.

>>6778651
Okay why is 't b h' changed to desu? Has this always been the case?

>>6778666
>he's new here.

>>6774833
Cutting back on fapping sort of had the opposite effect on me. It got to a point where I almost never fapped to anything but traps and shemale porn. But my tastes got more vanilla with breaks and I've fapped to more solo female stuff this year than I have in years. Is there seriously any academia about this shit? I feel like I'm not straight but I'm not bi enough where I like men in general, I am extremely picky and I could only ever go for androgynous and hairless men or femboys.

Trust me, I've watched gay porn many times and it genuinely isn't a turn on when they look manly. So I don't know if I'm just some kind of perv or if I'm just picky.

Seems like the absolutes of a mans sexuality has been so far ingrained in me that it is really hard to accept that maybe sexuality isn't black/white but a wide spectrum. Feels like if I ever tell anybody I'm Bi, they're gonna make all these assumptions about me of just how gay I am.

"I'm bi but 95% of gay porn is a turn off" not many people would accept that as an answer.

>>6775725
take a nice poop before u play

-a grill who's reading this thread for some reason

>>6781541
Is just looking at hard cocks a turn-on for you?

>>6774833
Bifag here that prefers women. If I don't jerk off for awhile, I actually want to be bottom'd and this is coming from a masc top. It's fucking weird.

>>6774883
I tried a an old toothbrush but it was too fucking pointy. I'd actually buy a vibrator or dildo but the thought of it coming to my apartment is unnerving. Plus, what if someone steals it and all that jazz. Also I want to buy a bunch of other stuff too like a vaporizer for my weed or a gun.

>>6785231
not a grill

>>6787106
yes, absolutely.

>>6774883
i started off with a q-tip, lmao. i thought i was the only one until more than one person commented that was their entry point. Regardless, you quickly progress

I know that feel m8. I considered myself completely straight most of my life. Then I had this weird obsession with dominating some faggy little twink, showing him whos boss, etc. Sort of a sexual power play, nothing more. Next thing you know, I joined the Navy and I'm fucking some Japanese femboy in Tokyo playing out said fantasy, and I've never felt such a beautiful blend of shame and pure pleasure when I creamed him. Don't knock it till you try it.

>>6787230
Just use your finger with some lube

I'm a hetero male. I identify that way because I'm biologically male, I am massively attracted to women, and I think I border on being a sex addict in that I could literally have sex 6-8 times a day (and I have, in the early stages of relationships where my gf wanted it too, or at least felt flattered or giving and wanted to keep up with me.) This hasn't diminished since I was in my teens, and I'm 38 now.
DESU, if I felt attracted to men, I'd be happy to own that and FTW. I'm just not. There is the occasional porn with a very feminine transwoman that will excite me, but not at the same levels as if she weren't trans.
OTOH, I have always dreamed of a gf who would confide in me that her sexual fantasy was to use a strap-on on a man and explore that. I do love prostate massage; I had a gf who did it while giving oral and I came buckets. We developed that a little and she would purposely give me great prostate massages with her fingers or a vibrator now and then because I liked it, but she seemed to want to view it as about 5% of the total foreplay and sex so I was cool with keeping it that way and doing all the other fun experimentation.
I also love anal sex with a woman as much as vaginal, maybe more because it is exciting and allows me to be a little selfish, something I ordinarily try never to be. I can't imagine sex with a man, giving or receiving, unless it was a cute transwoman that I could sort of "pretend" with, and then I'd feel bad because it wasn't really fair to her.
I have tried to gauge whether my situation is unhealthy. I have never cheated on anyone, though I have always been massively tempted if sex wasn't a daily part of the relationship. I always use condoms with a new or temporary partner. I want a more committed lifestyle, but relationships and bonding fade quickly for me once sex hits a once-a-week low, which sucks because by that time there's a lot of time and feelings invested.
Feel free to analyze me. It might prove insightful.