I'm attracted by males, only by males but I want to do nothing with them but hug and kiss, I find sexual relations while a penis penetrates an ass really not hygienic, but preliminars are so good
>>6770478
>I'm gay, but I don't like dick.
>I'm straight, but I don't like tits and pussy.
This is what you sound like.
Ass sexual
>>6770478
I also don't really want much out of a relationship that gets physical beyond hugging, kissing, cuddling etc. Sex doesn't really interest me, although that could be because I was raped pretty brutally as a kid and I should really start looking for help...
>>6770478
There are other forms of sex that you can still have. Have you heard of frottage and, if so, do you find this disgusting too? It's considered one of the most hygienic and low-risk sexual practices (surpassed only by handjobs and solo masturbation).
If so, you could try to find a gay FtM or an asexual. Good luck.
>>6771002
In your case, it looks like finding a healthy sexual relationship (obviously starting with a celibate one that slowly moves towards sex) is extremely important. Helping change your perception of sex to a more positive one could help you overcome the negative feelings and trauma from the event.
>>6771002
you need therapy, not a romantic partner
>i must justify my erotic preferences on the internet
>>6770478
>never hearing of frot
Why are conservafags so dumb?
>>6771509
Because I want to save my soul
>>6770478
someone who washes their ass properly, so every bottom not disgusting, will have hands cleaner then their ass.
>>6770478
I know "internalized racism/sexism/homophobia" is a tumblr meme argument, but i'm pretty sure this is internalized homophobia.
>>6771873
>thinks assholes are unhygienic
>must be internalized homophobia
Recognizing basic medical fact is a far cry from the mental gymnastics you're talking about anon.
I'm into anal but I also recognize how gross it really is - I love it during but I have to shower afterwards. Clean all you want, you'll never be totally rid of bacteria.
Good thread.
I get turned off as soon as our clothes come off. Making out is hot.
>>6770478
If you eat a dr's recommended dose of fiber every day and douche like twice before anal sex it's really not that gross at all. Straight up if you've ever masturbated with your spit as lube it's not much more gross as long as your bottom doesn't eat mcdonalds every day and has healthy bowel movements.
I'm not a fan of anal, blowjobs are ok. But what really turns me on is when someone just pins me down and jerks off on me.
I also enjoy kissing, hugging, cuddling and hand holding a lot.