What the fuck should I do /lgbt/, I used to be a happy straight guy, until my friends started pointing me out that I do gay shit when I'm drunk, apparently I've hit on like 4 or 5 different guys when I was drunk, I remember it as me just being "friendly".
It's like a person has live happily without an arm for his whole life, and people point out that he's missing an arm, and he starts questioning shit and feeling unhappy.
When I'm on the gym I look at girls and think about fucking girls, I can recognize when a guy looks handsome but I don't want to suck dick or get fucked in the ass. I have to recognize that if I perceive someone as attractive, I look at him or her a couple of times. I feel nervous and uneasy around women, I feel fine around men. I don't seek women or any relationship because I'm an autistic robot that fears rejection.
Also my circle of "friends" basically perceive me as a gigantic faggot now, I don't got anything against gay people though.
Also my background:
>robot that lifts
>used to play football
>work in a Big 4 in audit/accounting
>depression and suicidal ideation all through life
>no real friends, hang out with a circle but I'm just the meme "autistic" guy
>never had a girlfriend
>dated a girl only once
>fucked over 40 female prostitutes
>browse /pol/
>>6747887
pls respond
>>6747887
>i feel nervous and uneasy around women, I feel fine around men.
There you have it.
>>6747887
>browse /pol/
Why do you fuckers have to mention this in literally every single post. No one gives a shit if you browse an edgy board.
It has nothing to even do with your post.
pls respond, I was in the gym and I almost had a breakdown.
I felt so confused I was avoiding looking at anyone, and I couldn't stop thinking about dicks and fucking in the ass, first time ever this shit happens to me.
>>6747943
there you have what
explain
>>6747887
commit suicide if you're a retarded masc fag
>>6748417
Not anon but you sound straight senpai. Your behaviour =/= your sexuality.
Simple as that.
>>6748426
Different guy from OP but...
How do you know? Like, if you have sexual ideation about men and women as a man, are you bi? Or just confused?
As background, am a man in his mid twenties in a committed relationship with a woman, who has secretly been masturbating to men for... well... since forever.
Also I'm an awful person for interjecting, I suppose. Sorry OP...