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Getting sucked by a chubby 2016-08-12 18:00:35 Post No. 6719991
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I'm still on fence about my sexuality, but I've fooled around with a guy once, and I've fucked a middle age woman also. These are my only sexual experiences as a 24 year old(because I avoid people irl and find socializing with new people to be really painful, so I just try to avoid it).
Now this chubbish(he looks like he might be fat), I'm not really attracted to fatness(I used to be fat myself and I hated my body, now I enjoy jacking off tomyself in the mirror mirring my self).
I met him on grindr, he's horny, I'd like to get some and I also think It might be fun but I also think that not being gay and fooling around with guys can damage my emotionally and sexually. But I need to know if I'm really gay or If i've pathologically become gay.
Also, I find this guy to be a trustworthy indivudial, he seems nice, but I'm not really attracted to him, but once I start jacking off to porn my minds guys to that place(that I would go to him and he'd give me a blowjob, I would want him to be naked though...
Also, I have hook up anxiety so wouldn't "exposure therapy" help with my panic attacks.
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You sound pretty gay to me, OP. Don't worry too much about labels, and just do what you want to do, okay?
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Man, I'm unabashedly gay and even *I* wouldn't let a fat dude suck me off. Whether or not you're gay, if you're giving these fantasies this level of thought then you're not entirely straight and thus should stop worrying about the stigma attached to same sex relations. If you're not entirely attracted to him as you say, and can fap just to the idea of going to meet him, then it's not *him* that is getting you off, but most likely the excitement of a viable gay hookup with a dude you can *actually* meet irl and fuck around with. Which leads me to question how you can acknowledge these things but still be unsure of your sexuality? It sounds like your impulses are telling you something quite clearly.
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It's always in the back of my head" what if I just fucked a beautiful girl, maybe that would get me to start fantasizing about girls". I sometimes feel like I've made myself gay by being scared of girls and wanting not much to do with girl(until it became the cool thing to do).
Hell when I was 11, I even slow humped the foot of my 10 year old cousin, while he was playing PlayStation at a stay over. I have so many homoerotic memories in my childhood, but hardly any heterotic feelings and tensions as a kid, I always thought that was because I never was around girls.
I also actively remember trying to repress my fantasies as a kid.
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