/mtfg/ male to female general

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hey /mtfg/
i got fired
im feeling pretty sad
how about you though?
everything OK?

i wanna be balanced

pls god let me be balanced

>>6718154
hi there!!!
why sad?

>>6718154
im asleep

that's a cute stuffed animal

why so down smiles

>>6718148
i have no idea what bodytype I am
helppp

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>>6718157
hii red and nim
sad because i got fired :v
and yea the otter is super cute isnt it, isla got it for me <3

>>6718161
what happened? why'd they let you go?

>>6718160
>the brick
Probably.

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>>6718165
they didnt say, I asked like a week ago about my shifts and if I could have any soon
and i got told he "won't be providing me anymore hours"
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>6718168
too bad I'm too fit and athletic to be that....

>>6718148
>tfw none of these
>>6718154
I didn't even know you had a job, what was it?

>>6718170
awww im sorry to hear that

you can find something else though!

who knows, your next job might even pay better!

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>>6718175
i was a front of store person for a ben and jerrys ice cream store
>>6718176
mm
i have an interview for a supermarket position soon

>>6718170
That probably means you were simply underperforming.

Don't worry, you will find a shitty worthless job elsewhere.

>>6718161
oh....you can find another job, maybe?
I'm sorry...

Male america female again

>>6718182
see you already have an interview lined up!

no need to be sad! you're smiles!

so smile ^^

>>6718174
>wide shoulders, narrow hips, strong legs

Seems like you, though

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>>6718170
That artist is super nice and goes to /ic/ btw
(or at least used to)

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>>6718182
Wanna torch the store?

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>>6718112

goddammit

>>6718190
I don't have wide shoulders proportional to my height, my hips are 37 inches, but I do have strong legs

>>6718195
what kinda retard puts on their bra like that? do people not have the tiniest bit of flexibility?

>>6718196
are 16-17 inch shoulders proportion to someone who is 5'11"?

>>6718196
the column? how are your shoulders compared to your hips?

>>6718200
i'm not too sure
I have 14-15 inch shoulders for 6'2

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>>6718204

>>6718192
oh cool they go to /ic/ ?

>>6718201
i think the column
good thing my new corset comes in tommorrow

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>>6718204
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP! ;_;7

>>6718211
>>6718205
i'm sorry...
they could also be 16 inches....
I'm measuring from where the arm muscle begins

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>>6718216
I'm measuring along the back, my shoulders are the part of me that make me want to end it the most

>>6718220
tfw 17-19 inches

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>>6718210
Hi red <3
You're really pretty and nice and I wish all the best to you and your loved ones

>>6718207
Yee he was one of the more helpful and not-bitter people to show up every once in a while :D

I think I might be getting sick and my first endo appointment is next week

>>6718224
awwww thank you Puru
you are a sweety pie!
you'll do well! just hang on!

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>tfw top% jolteon to match my team colors

i think i realize now
the reason i started feeling shittier was not because of dysphoria, or emotional problems from hrt, it was merely because i started posting here again

this place is a cancerous shithole

>>6718221
JUST!
Honestly, shoulders make me wanna give up desu

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i-i wanna make fucc on all of you

>>6718256
if you knew what i looked like you wouldnt desu

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>tfw wrestling with your larynx to keep it up
https://clyp.it/dus1beb3

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How is everyone.

>>6718267
im sleepin

>>6718267
i'm drinking matcha/green tea

>make lots of plans for this weekend thinking I will get paid
>check bank account
>negative 62 cents
Fugg

I sincerely enjoy trapquest and I'm not ashamed of it!

>>6718235
See you tomorrow.

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holy shit i gotta stop doing blow.

I just thought maybe I should probably change my name and gender marker before I move?
I f I'm going full time I should right?

>>6718324
be careful...
>>6718325
you should

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>>6718148
>be cis male
>mfw my gf tells me she has a penis
I do have a question though; why are trutrans so catty towards CDs, traps and (mostly) non-op trans girls?

>>6718317
that game seems very strange

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>>6718329
it helps me get thinner so its ok.

>>6718336
I'm an alcoholic, and that helped me lose, like, 40lbs. although I don't eat most days and now have a heart arrhythmia. but no one cares enough about me to intervene or stop me, so, whatever.

>>6718331
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissism_of_small_differences

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>>6718344
noice

>>6718344
So you've decided to cast aside all personal responsibility and indirectly blame others for your missteps.

Great move. At least you have hell to pay for it.

>>6718336
you could just work out and become a cardio bunny...

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>>6718354
I'm starting to do that too. Honestly if i need to quite anything its the weed. Shit is getting ti expensive because of my tolerance. Also munchies suck.

>>6718332
oh?

>>6718350
Do you know where you are right now? Nobody in the history of this board has ever taken accountability for their bad choices. They just continue making bad choices or blame everyone except themselves.

>>6718344
your liver is fucked

>>6718369
no one in the history of the board have believed in god either.

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>tfw getting cuter
reminder not to keep your HRT in direct sunlight, it lowers the potency

>>6718409
Nice butt chin fag

>>6718344
Don't David Woodley yourself

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Nyehe. Saw my school curator for the first time in year. She didnt recognize me even though i had to meet her a lot before hrt and once last year

>>6718154
I'm afraid I'm not so good. When I recovered from having my bike stolen, there was a post requesting recent pictures. But since it was well past dark everything was shadows and it outlined the features I hate most, by picture four I was curled up in shame. FFS needs to happen.

Morning everyone.

>>6718412
Congrats Sirona!

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>>6718413
lol k

>>6718442
I mean, yeah, but at the same time, if I take them, I risk getting tossed out of the house...

And then hunted by my biological parents...

*sigh*

Is there a way of suicide that doesn't look like suicide?
I don't want people to feel like they failed me when I go :(

>>6718447
Results will most likely stay hidden as long as you want them to.

But hunted by your bio parents? Are you sure?

>>6718459
suicide by old age

>>6718409
Woah, that's actually not bad. Especially compared to your old pictures.

>>6718460
Bio-mom is crazy enough for it... And my adoptive parent are looking out for any changes...

We'll see what happens.

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>>6718466
ikr

Old
Rapey
Face

>>6718445
this woman is also unattractive

>>6718474
you mean two-time Oscar nominee and Golden Globe winner Jessica Chastain?

>>6718477
don't respond to the retards baiting

>>6718477
are you saying that requires being attractive? pretty sexist
>>6718481
I'm not even trying to be antagonistic, I think she's genuinely less attractive than the average woman

>>6718482
Just chaser opinions

>>6718483
I'm not a transbian

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>>6718482
okay

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Waking up and still looking hella manly is a terrible feeling.
>>6718244
Same desu
>tfw just under 16"
>>6718256
If you knew what I looked like irl, you wouldn't.
>>6718412
Grats fampai!
>>6718447
Changes aren't that drastic. I just look like I shaved two days away from a year on estrogen.
>>6718409
Damn familiarino, yr getting a lot better desu.

>>6718487
mine are 17 inch (16 at best)
I'm really scared they will fuck me up with passing

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>>6718489
women have big shoulders too at times.
shud look footage of female swimmers (^ :

passing is all about face and voice desu.
tfw no qt girl face

>>6718485
You sound like a chaser my man

>>6718148
Is this the real /mtfg/ now?

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I AM SO TIRED

>>6718409
omg you do!

>tfw meeting with the surgeon tomorrow to discuss second ffs.

>>6718507
iktf ;~;

>>6718489
I know mine fuck me. Not as bad as my face does though I guess.
>>6718501
>tfw you have chad thundercock's face

>>6718508
>telling Edgar he's getting cuter

>>6718505
I remember when we generally tried to avoid misgendering on mtfg except for during the most severe shitposting
it's mean

Does anyone have experience with Pueraria mirifica?
Like does it actually work, or is it just a meme?

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Even robin passes better than me
There truly Is no hope

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>>6718519
its a meme

>>6718515
But she really dose, Angie.

>>6718519
complete meme

>>6718524
>>6718527
Aww that sucks, because that seems to be the only thing with estrogen, that i can legally buy here :/

>>6718526
That wasn't me :/
I don't hate robin

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>>6718532
do you hate me?

>>6718529
what country? if you are going to self med do it with real hrt or don't bother, other things are just a waste of money.

>>6718519
It "works"*, after a fashion, but for comparison, you're better off hunting down some Diane-35, and better still to just buy proper hormones online.

*some small percentage of people will see a benefit at all.

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>>6718534
No
Why would I?

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>>6718529
Then illegally buy the real stuff.

>>6718535
germany

>>6718537
Diane-35 seems really good, but i would also need a reciept for this, so maybe this meme stuff is worth a try. Even though, it unfortunately doesn't seem to block testosterone.

Btw. does progestogel do anything pre hrt? Because my moom seems to have some, so i could probably take some of it.

>>6718154
I'm too much of a failure to even get a job stacking shelves

>>6718548
Maybe phienchen or franzi could help you figure out if self med is possible, I know a girl in Austria who buys from QHI so you may be able to order from them in Germany as well.

Does HRT make your butt bigger?

>>6718554
Aw :c
*hugs*

>>6718554
just keep trying sheen

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>>6718554
Iktf

>>6718556
Hrt is a meme

What's better, qhi or inhouse?

Going to stay in Oswego for a weeks/months. They probably won't have cell phone Internet everywhere. Kill me, I need hearthstone to live.

>>6718555
but i'm too afraid to do illegal things

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>>6718566
stop being an idiot
its not illegal.

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>>6718565
>playing card games

>>6718570
are you sure?

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So I've been off 2 weeks hrt...

>>6718548
Skip the meme stuff, please. Save your money and your hope for something that WILL work.

I'd like to illustrate how very unlikely PM is to benefit you:

*As an herbal, there are no standards. While you may be fortunate and get a non-trivial amount of it, most of the capsule contains random grasses.

*for all the fear of xenoestrogens, only a trivial amount of the (already minimal) phytoestrogens in that capsule will ever make it to your bloodstream because digestion is a terrible way to get estrogen.

*For what little gets there, the odds are against it providing any benefit, because that would require low enough endogenous Testosterone AND Estradiol in your system that there are many unsupressed estrogen receptors that cannot be activated by the (dramatically superior) estradiol.

And you'd have to have that good fortune consistently over many months to gain any benefit. It HAS happened, but for your purposes respect yourself enough to take it won't happen. Just get hormones on the gray market.

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>>6718539
Idk, I dont pretend to understand you, way too complicated, and too hard to differentiate between memes and reality

I want to marry mike stoklasa!

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>>6718586
>When a Cis Girl on the bus next to me looks amazing wearing stretchy pants and a t shirt.
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6718577
Yes.

>>6718587
My going off hrt and not hating you is reality.
Making fun of card games is a meme

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I don't know anything about self meding, all I can offer is memes. :(

>>6718605
You'll learn. Pretty much all of us have to.

>>6718609
This

Although not for long because after 7 months of waiting and 5 months of self medding, I finally have an endo appointment

>>6718592
Pally, you'll look great in stretchy pants and a t-shirt

why do you guys keep making new threads - and using them - way before image limit

dont be retards pls

>>6718617
ufufu I'm high and I feel all warm and fuzzy

>>6718617
Why do watch anime?
Don't be retarded pls

>>6718615
The advantage to us having to be so well-informed about our meds is that it helps us to self-advocate for EFFECTIVE treatment when we see people about transition resources. Being able to compellingly argue your case makes you much less likely to be abused by ignorant or lazy "specialists".

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>>6718617
thats because newfags are retarded mum ;~;

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>>6718619
im glad for u anon that is cool

im feeling okay tbqh, was reading this book and drinkan coffee and then i cleaned up the apartment a bit and now im watching animu

>>6718625
b-but I'm kinda a newfag mommy ;~;

>>6718626
Watcha watchin'?

>>6718624
Exactly. I'm gonna have a folder prepared of my levels, studies etc.
The usual practice here is to take you off hormones for a month to get a baseline but I'm just gonna tell them it's not happening.
Like they specialize in diabetes treatment for fuck sake. It's only because the health service decided that they needed at least one clinic for trannies in the country

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so i finally bought one. anyone interested in any demonstrations?

>>6718637
What the fuck is that

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Why is hrt a meme?

>>6718625
i know they are ;w;

>>6718632
escaflowne but im a little bored so i might switch to tamako market

i miss kaylee....

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>>6718637
what does it do

>>6718412
You go girl!

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i wish I was in portland with Kaylee, Cordy, and Mado...

If I give away my hrt, would anyone here want it?

>>6718664
You look 100% like a guy

>>6718637
What do you need that for? Did you damage your spine or something?

>>6718669
And you look like a girl :^)

>>6718669
it was in the morning and I just woke up....plus it was only 10 months hrt....

>>6718642
It's not. I'm 32, started not quite eight months ago, and as fucked as I am by decades of unchecked testosterone, it's unmistakable that HRT has improved me.

It may not be enough FOR YOU (or me), but it's far from a meme.

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>>6718679
But it is
I'm living proof that hrt did nothing

>>6718684
>I'm living proof that (my) hrt (regimen) did nothing (appreciable for me).

Corrected for accuracy. Your claimed experience, far from being universal, is a severe outlier.

>>6718688
Not true
Most people who take hrt are still just as extremely masculine

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>>6718688
>is a severe outlier.
no.
how many trannies have you met that are actually happy with what hrt has done for them. Expectations are almost always higher than the reality and it almost always leads to disappointment, which means that, at least on some level, its a meme

>>6718697

i'm happy with what hrt has done for me ;_;

I'm just trying to stay hopeful that I can look like a girl....

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>>6718704
I stopped being hopeful
That's why I quit

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good morning.
i hate how many of the girls here constantly talk about how much they look like men, or how ugly they are because when you agree with them they get mad. why is that?

>>6718710
Mild autism

>>6718710
mental illness and fishing for compliments

>>6718710
Good morning!
i think most girls here pass
I just get discouraged sometime and I want to be able to go back to being full time once I move out in 8 days
being in boymode is killing my mental state

>>6718697
Weak gotcha Sophie. While most trans girls I've met aren't completely happy with their HRT outcomes, only a very few have come out claiming to have experienced "no positive change", and of those I've only seen two that could substantiate that claim.

That HRT reduces masculine features and increases feminine features in us is more grounded in reality than memecraft.

>>6718710
They are just being honest

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>>6718724
Then how come I still look like a man?

>>6718703
Oh, and good morning. I'm surprised your name was Lily.

>>6718710
It bugs me, and I try not to fall into that trap myself, but some days it hurts to be so far from who you wanted to be. I would like someone to say something, anything positive when I'm like that.

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>>6718715
>>6718716

that makes sense.

>>6718719

stop looking at it like a bad thing then. it's kind of nice to just not try to pass at all sometimes. i know it sucks getting misgendered, but still.
this general makes no sense the majority of the time.

>>6718731

it's my real name. edie is a stage name. lol

>>6718731
hiiii
good morning
>>6718736
it doesn't just suck, it's massively dysphoric.

>>6718731

also, i guess i get that. but why would you want to hear anything positive from mtfg of all places?

>>6718741

then why are you doing it?

>>6718729
Are you asserting that HRT, in your case, did reduce no masculine features, and did increase no feminine features? Or are you making the assertion that it did not do those things ENOUGH to make you appear to be a cis woman? Because the latter I'll believe readily. The former I'll require evidence of.

>>6718736
So Edie finally tells her real name

>>6718743
i have to
I'm living with my grandparents
they hate trannies
the only reprieve is once or twice a week I can sneak out as a girl and go on dates
but doing this nearly 24/7 is killing me

>>6718749
lily*

>>6718749

i made it pretty clear that this was me the moment i started using this trip, but a lot of people didn't notice.

>>6718750

if you're moving out in a week anyways then why do you "have" to? are they paying for your school or something?

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>>6718746
My pics are all the proof you need

>>6718710
Years ago I was given some advice. It was to never tell a female the truth about her looks. Always exaggerate on the positive side. I think it has something about the wiring they have in their brains that tells them they need to look beautiful to catch a partner. As MtFs we all have that wiring and need. We need to feel we look good and are appreciated for it.

>>6718756
idk
I don't want to hurt family relations...
maybe i should just go ahead and go back to being a girl

>>6718756
>i made it pretty clear that this was me the moment i started using this trip, but a lot of people didn't notice.

I didn't notice desu ><

>>6718743
Because there are several people here that I like quite a bit, quite a few I sympathize with, and only a few that I feel I can't understand at all.

Also, it's good to hear from you again.

Hello, my gf is transgender (and she used to come here), when we have anal sex she's usually in pain when I go deep, she wants it to be longer but she can't (I have to finish quick cause of it)
Do you have any advices girls ? Thanks (sorry if my english is bad)

>>6718736
>it's my real name. edie is a stage name. lol
I feel personally betrayed

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>>6718761

that's stupid though.

>>6718765

unless you plan to live as a man around them for the rest of their lives then you may as well bite the bullet.
i'm just saying. i get why you might not want to, but how you're feeling right now is how it's going to be around them forever.
do you want that?

>>6718767

it's okie. i didn't really try to make it too known on purpose. i don't post here as much anymore, and i don't want to be involved in all the drama.

>>6718768

i understand that. i guess it's just been, in my experience, a band-aid for me. compliments from people i respect help, but solve nothing.
also, i'm sorry i've been very ~quiet~ in general. i deactivated my facebook and a lot of other things. i have just been............yeah. idk.

>>6718758
If you're Angie, I regret to inform you that HRT changed your features, and you are not even weak evidence that it is "just a meme".

My condolences that it didn't do enough to make you feel better.

>>6718777
no.
Living like this is making my mind melt
i can't handle the dysphoria

>>6718758
like 3 days ago you were talking about how you were the only one who passed at your hon meeting and how everyone irl said you look cis just fuck off retard

>>6718777
thanks for giving me advice...
i hope I can go stealth in 5 months

>>6718710
I'm happy when people agree with me desu

>>6718647
Tamako market was cute but not memorable. It has a cute trans character though. Mtf.

>>6718774
You need to use lots of lube and apply more if it starts to dry up. You also need to go slowly and let her warm up before hand. Maybe you could get her some toys like butt plugs or dildos to help her get used to it.

>>6718779
But it didn't
I still get clocked.

I had a new employee yesterday find out I'm grand and she asked how long I've been. When I told her, she said I'm so sorry but you still look like guy but with long hair

>>6718710
Self-hate is one thing. Having an external confirmation actually hurts. I'm glad I'm ok with myself now. Much better way to live.

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>>6718781
>>6718783

if they love you then they will try to accept you the best they can, and that's really all you can ask of them.
as long as you're not dependent on them in some way, and it's safe to live as yourself (or to let them know you're trans) then you should do it.
otherwise........imagine being stealth, and then having them visit your friends, or you visiting them with the rest of your family.

>>6718786

self-loathing votes do not count.

>>6718741
Oh, hi Red!

>>6718777
I feel like it's more of a balm than a bandaid. Sometimes, making it hurt just a little less right this moment is a big help in being able to move forward. But I understand that it's easy to develop that into a dependence. Before HRT, my entire self-image was constructed out of the things other people said about me. It's painful and scary building yourself back up from nothing.

And I can understand the quiet, but do hope we'll get a chance to speak more. I really do like you.

>>6718782
Because I compared myself to men in dresses who don't even know to shave with lumberjack voices

>>6718798
how are you?

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tfw its freezing and islas not here to help warm me up
why even continue living

>>6718796
self loathing lives matter :(

>>6718795
But when people actually tell you the truth its relieving.
honesty is rarely positive

>>6718154
I wanna fuck smiles so bad play with her breasts and pussy... she is too cute. Cute things deserve penis in them.

>>6718803
So you can experience that, one day?

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>>6718803
STOP REPOSTING THE SAME SHITTY LOW RES MUG ALL THE TIME REEE
also shave your eyebrows ree

From what I've seen HRT works best of you already look like a girl. Being pale passable is 50% genetics, 30% age and 20%self improvement. A lot of hons work really hard and get nowhere.

If you think HRT is the shit you are probably are privileged (meme) with a some what passable existence already. Of course, for every generalization there are outliers. Like you can say "most kids don't have autism" and you'd be correct. Obviously kids with autism exist.

i just got to stay positive and avoid dysphoria in until kaylee is here

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>>6718154
>"im feeling pretty sad"
>literally makes a happy expression
go fish for attention somewhere else

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>>6718198
Normal cis women.... Nice to see all you trannies will out yourselves.

I was unpassible before HRT but I think it was because I was 200 lbs.

I wonder how I would end up if I was borderline anorexic.

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>>6718807
ah pls anon i have a gf :s
and i dont have a pussy anywa y :v
>>6718809
fair point anon
fair point
>>6718810
but thats the only angle i look any good in ;~;
and i cant be bothered with regularly doing eyebrows rip
>>6718817
well that picture was 4 days old soo

>>6718761
I'm actually fine with opinions that don't match mine about my looks, one way or the other. I know what I'm worth.

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>>6718795

4chan is not about the truth, or reality, though.

>>6718798

a lot of girls have fallen into that trap! this place can be toxic af as well, so. idk. i guess it get it. i would just rather it be different.
also, you're a cool chick!! i'm sorry.
i will try not to be so closed off. i just tend to want to be alone, and not talk to people every now and again.

>>6718812

being attractive is more like 50%, 30% age, and 20% self improvement. being passable is like 50% genetics, 50% self improvement.

>>6718783
You won't.

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>>6718812
STOP STATING THE OBVIOUS REE I HATE YOU FOR SAYING STUFF I ALREADY KNOW THAT I AM FUCKED FOR LIFE THANKS TO GENETICS(tm) REEEEEE KYS KYS

>>6718697
>how many trannies have you met that are actually happy with what hrt has done for them.
A ton, you're the outlier

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>>6718812
well shit

>>6718818
not any girl I know.

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>>6718823
>the same creepy smug expression in every single one of your pics
i want to punch you in the nose

ironically of course, not because you are super obnoxious at all

>>6718794
You're not listening to me, because you never have listened to anyone. Communication is altogether outside your capabilities because you've based your identity around your self-loathing.

You are legitimately fucked and will be a miserable ruin of a human being unable to connect with the perspectives of others except in moments of shared anguish until the day you die, or suffer a sufficient trauma to force you to rebuild again.

I don't think I'll bother replying anymore. It's clear you're not a troll, but it's also never going to reach you.

>>6718834
then you probably haven't met enough real girls :^)

>>6718835
uhhh
have you ever seen a smile anon

>>6718841
Seriously no, most cis girls are flexible enough to put on a bra properly.

>>6718812
It's about the work you put in.
I can kind of pass with makeup at 5 months and I had a bad starting point.

>>6718828
why? I'm trying so hard.
>>6718823
you look beautiful smiles

>>6718445
Cis guy here, she butt ugly. Wouldn't fuck her. Although the goth Dracula pales are not my type.

Her face looks too hard, and her clef is bigger than mine.

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>>6718844
don't tease me bro *cracks knuckles*

>>6718826
To be honest, I understand the need for alone time. Still missed your posts...

And there's another factor to passing, which isn't quite self-improvement. Socialization, especially early. It really molds someone. Some would say it's a bad thing, but it does contribute a lot to gender.

>>6718848
>trying so hard
no you are not

> mfw spend 10 minutes writing 4 paragraphs of thoughtful analysis, accidentally refresh phone

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6718802
Not having the best day desu, but it's much better than yesterday.

>>6718826
Thanks! And I understand feeling like not talking to people for a while. You can say that, if you'd like. It's not rude to want to be alone.

>>6718445
Hey, that chin almost makes me feel better about mine. Not quite big and wonky enough, though.

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Fuck it hons. Gate 22 at 11:15, greyhound. I'M NEVER COMING BACK, DORKS. A hahaha haha!

(still depressed and gonna kill myself)

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Time for me to sleep, good night

>>6718861
nini sweet dreams

>>6718859
This is my live feed. I'm just gonna sit here for 2 hours. I brought my DS, gonna play some Devil Survivor.

>>6718826
It would be nice to know who you really are

>>6718823
I wanna hold you down and slowly slide Mr D into his new home, while you try to push back your hips to sheath him all at once... but you won't have your way, it will be nice and slow

>>6718866
Think it's edie, someone said that in the thread.

>>6718868
You're a slut, anon. A SLUT!

>>6718869

can't be edie, edie didn't pass pre hrt, they said they did iirc the other day, well if it is then lel

this one goes out to all the usa posters here who used to say I was making excuses about how bad it is for young and poor people here etc. ;)

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-37046967

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2015/aug/27/thousands-died-after-fit-for-work-assessment-dwp-figures

http://www.inquest.org.uk/media/pr/number-of-hild-in-patient-mental-health-deaths-not-known

http://www.ageuk.org.uk/latest-news/archive/highest-excess-winter-deaths-this-century/

>>6718869
Not quite what I meant tho

>>6718868
pls no being creepy anon

>>6718845
>properly
That's how they did it for years. Unless you have magnetic clips on bras nowadays.

That way is far faster anyways.

>>6718866
it's edie, turns out her irl name isn't edie
I've never been able to do 'personas' as such, idg how people do it

>>6718877
hi beep!!!

>>6718868
stop hitting on that ugly boy my man
you're scaring him!

>>6718826
Hi bb I missed u

>>6718879
Smiles is too (nonmeme) pure for that lewdness. She just a kiddo.
>>6718877
Ah, i c
>>6718885
Ugly... nigga u a jealous hon 4 sure, senpai

https://unsee.
cc/supegazo/

I think it's more about self improvement than hrt. I haven't even had any face changes yet

>>6718889
you look nice!!!

>>6718887
Oh, right, hi Maddie! Missed you earlier. How's it going?

>>6718889

>post slightly different guy picture on left, same exact female presenting picture on right every time

>>6718887
Yo, feeling qt today?

>>6718892
Uhh it's OK, I didn't get paid today which kind of fucked up all my weekend plans but idk

How are u?

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>>6718885
>boy
I thought everyone here was post op?
Or at least on their way to becoming post op?
I just pop in now and again to see how good yall are at fooling cis guys. Don't browse here really.

>>6718892
i hope your day improves from yesterday :333

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>>6718888
>here come le hugboxing white knights
funny every time, pham

>>6718889
You look so much less unhappy. Better in every way.

>>6718848
Are you planning on cutting ties with all the people you know?
Are you planning to not be gender fluid again?
My bet on either is no.

Passing isn't stealth, being pretty isn't stealth.

>>6718898
yep he still has a dick lol *smiles*

>>6718893
a less flattering one anon. Just for (you)

https://unsee.cc
/mibuneta/

>>6718898

>I just pop in now and again to see how good yall are at fooling cis guys. Don't browse here really.

Only like 2-5 trips pass IRL lol, much less naked/undies. The rest are good at taking angled pictures with lighting to flatter them.

>>6718903
i'm cutting ties with some people
I was never genderfluid wtf
More than anything I just want to be pretty
but if I can't be stealth by 30 I'm going to feel so disappointed...

>>6718898
>shitting on nonops
You should go to susan's

>>6718903
>tfw chance of maybe stealth at college..
This seems unimaginably difficult..it's probably just easier to come out and get treated differently..is making up an entire story about who I am really going to work?

>>6718906

I didn't want a picture, but I'm not gonna tilt my head, to much effort.

OMG stop bullying smiles everybody
she's my friend and also very pretty
and beautiful
she passes compared to some ppl here *wink wink*
if u have an problem with her then you have a problem with me!

Tfw you made edie stop posting and ur a huge jerk

>>6718895
I just woke up and I need to shave my legs and stuff @-@. Why are u at the bus station?

>>6718897
That's real shit. Sorry to hear they sunk your weekend plans.

I had an awful day yesterday, so I'm kind of in recovery mode. My only weekend plan that got sunk is visiting my parents. They'd get abusive and victim-blamey over my stolen bike and the money I ultimately squandered on it, so I'll just skip that.

>>6718909
>i'm cutting ties with some people
No, stealth is no one knowing.

>I was never genderfluid wtf
And you didn't post on femgen, sure

>More than anything I just want to be pretty
You are and this has nothing to do with stealth.

What is stealth going to bring you that you don't have besides stressing about being outed?

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>>6718898
GO "POP IN" SOMEWHERE ELSE FILTHY CHASER REEEE

>>6718903
Pretty much why I'm not interested in really going stealth. I'm not ready to sacrifice my social circles and abandon my family at this point in my life. Just not worth it.

>>6718918
red is confused as fuck tbqh familia

>>6718918
i don't post on femgen.
Stealth will make me feel accomplished and happy that I fit in with society.

>>6718918

Dude half these people are legitimately autistic, it's not a stretch they think stealth is passing since most don't pass. They think if you just pass socially in everyday life everything will be okay lol.

Don't even bother explaining it to them, most will never pass and reach that point anyways, let alone get bottom surgery.

>>6718911
>come out and get treated differently..
I was semi out through uni and was only "treated differently" in that one terf got angry at me.

It's not hard, it's just a pain in the ass because it takes little for things to be known. I literally got outed by an old friend from elementary who hadn't seen me since 6th grade (i.e. pre puberty).

>>6718923
I'm not confused about anything
>>6718926
i know that passing isn't stealth, i'm being realistic... and I do plan on getting SRS

>>6718912
lmao fair enough
I'm not sure what you were saying in the first place though

>>6718891
ty redd

>>6718901
haha yeah.
Resting bitch face from resting despair face

>>6718899
Thanks Red. I'm glad you'll get to be a girl again soon. I thought I could hide out boymode longer, but by the third month of trying to hide how I felt on HRT, I was just always sad. Having people respond accordingly to how we understand ourselves is so good. It's another addicting feeling.

Why does Jared Leto always look like an early-into-hrt mtf these days?

>>6718928
you are confused about everything lol

>>6718934
what am I confused about, then. Tell me
>>6718932
i just wish people understood the dysphoria we feel

i love all of you so much

>>6718928
>i'm being realistic
How are you being realistic? There's a reason most people who transitioned at a time when stealth was mandatory broke it after 10-20 years of this shit. It's isolating and it makes you a broken mess who fears being around other trannies at all as it reminds you of what you are. It's a stupid idea that was entirely pioneered by and for normies whose little worlds were not to be shattered by the horrible idea that some boys and girls would grow up to be women and men.

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>>6718148
I'm super struggling with my body right now. I have pretty small hips but the area right under my waist has gotten signficantly larger on the sides. Its almost like my body wants to do an hourglass figure but instead I have some weird wavy body. My hips are super holding me back.

>>6718941
i love you too anon!

>>6718917
What happened ;_; whenever I'm feeling shitty I like to take a nice long bath

>>6718924
Wtf are you talking about u lying retard
You were posting on femgen without interruption

>>6718930

Sorry I just found it funny that everytime I come here and see you post a pic, it's always formatted like that hehe. No worries m8, carry on.

>>6718736
When I worked I used a stage name too. It was weird getting used to it, but I think it helped keeping things separate. I unfortunately had distinctive hair so it was never perfect. My hair outed me a couple times. I've been wondering if it lead to the attack just before I turned 20. About a year after I started going out with the guy in Europe, his wife died in an accident. I got death threats at that point. This was despite the fact me and his wife were very good friends by then, and we were often seen shopping together. There are even published photos of us chatting at cafes. Anyways, after then I was chauffeur driven around with a guard all the the time when I was over there. Someone may have figured out who I was on this side of the pond.

>>6718756
I noticed... :) How you write is distinctive.

>>6718777
I know it is, but it's the politics of dealing with females with egos.

>>6718824
Many never achieve that state, cis included.

>>6718851
Socialization is very important. Especially for us autists.

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Scenario: You are living stealth for the last 5 years, have not been clocked. You see a young tranny, aged 18-25, being bullied by some randoms across the street. What do you?

>>6718948
ohhhhhhhhh ok
Yeah it's just the app on my phone that puts images together
I tend to put before pics with them because I've gotten extremely vain about the difference (._. )

>>6718942
well....I might have to reconsider my plans.
Maybe stealth isn't all that great.
I thought it would make me feel accomplished
>>6718947
I don't post in femgen ANYMORE
I haven't for a month or two

>>6718838
You're just upset because you don't want to hear the truth.
You said it change yet I still get clocked so it really never changed me, neither did surgery.

Sorry I don't listen to your words of delusion

>>6718918
That's not what being genderfluid is, lol.

She was/probably still is genderqueer.

>>6718953
i would help her
tell the bullies to leave her alone

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>>6718851
>>6718857
>>6718887

hi! ily. sorry, sort of all over the place right now with coffee and such.

>>6718866

i am the batman.

i'm not genderfluid.

yeesh, red's been a real downer nowadays

>>6718955
Doing things that aren't gender is a great way to feel accomplished, esp. as transition itself is often a draining, confusing mess.

I'm like rly getting down to the essentials of food and having to come up with rly creative meals to use the ingredients I have so last night I made an onion bagel with smoked sale, melted cheddar cheese, and my last egg. It was super tasty but now I have salmon and nothing to put it on

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>>6718882
but you did

your other personas:
- edgar
- le rapey face
- le rapey-er face
- noelle
- robz

>>6718963
i'm trying to stay positive...
It's hard living in boymode 24/7 after months of being fulltime
I'm cheering up because kaylee is almost here!

>>6718959
NERD.

>>6718962
Sorry, genderqueer (also I wasn't saying it's bad, I don't care for the memes of easily triggered wannabe trutrans, no matter the age it's still all HBS to me)

>>6718969
kayler is a good girl
she wakes up pretty good tbqh

>>6718968

The autism is strong within edgar.

>>6718969
Wouldn't it be possible to just go? I didn't really keep up so I'm not sure why you had to detrans.

>>6718973
i'm not genderqueer either
I'm a girl
sometimes when my dysphoria is really bad I say that I'm a boy
sometimes I feel that I don't deserve to call myself a girl until i get srs and ffs
>>6718974
Kaylee is nice and I love the noises she makes

>>6718938
I don't think understanding is going to happen. But more and more, people are coming to respect our feelings that they don't understand. Those opposed to us have grown more brazen, but their numbers are dwindling.

I don't really want anyone to have to experience gender dysphoria.

>>6718946
Well, my bicycle (approximately 1/7 my material wealth) was stolen, I had to walk on gravel with my broken sneakers for several kilometers to get to an out-of-the-way shipping depot to pick up new shoes, only to learn that it had instead been shipped to the most distant depot from my home, in a place you can't legally reach by foot. Of course, with my bike stolen...

And when I got home, I just got massively dysphoric about my chin and forehead. It was a shit day, and I would not recommend.

>>6718979
Oh.

That's stupid. You shouldn't do that.

>>6718882
well its not like anyone wants to use their real name here or even the name you use in other online stuff

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>>6718724
>That HRT reduces masculine features and increases feminine features in us is more grounded in reality than memecraft.

I never said it does nothing. its just extremely suboptimal

>>6718830
weird, I know next to none.
truth is, if you havent started before 18, youre probably going to need surgery to pass. very few pass without

>>6718916
Going to stay with my grandparents for a bit in Oswego, NY.

>>6718987
>truth is, if you havent started before 18, youre probably going to need surgery to pass. very few pass without
That's also something that's mostly not true.

And I know a lot more trannies irl than you do, longer than you do, and more importantly I'm not BDD trying to justify the """"""need"""""" for FFS based on self loathing.

>>6718987
>truth is, if you havent started before 18, youre probably going to need surgery to pass. very few pass without
._.

>>6718987
And I wasn't responding to posts saying it didn't do enough, but rather ones that said it did nothing. The former is fairly common, and the latter vanishingly rare.

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Any of you that are dating cis guys and don't pass? How does that work with PDA or when you go out? Have you ever had any problems?

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>>6718910
I'm not a transsexual. I'm a cis guys.
I don't have to go or do shit.