Confused about my gender /20/M/6,3.

>>6702152

Yeah you'll never pass to be honest most likely and from what you've said you seem to be hella AGP legitimately.

If I were you, stay as a guy and fap to your hearts content or find a partner that will let you be a sissy faggot. Also, you literally weight almost 3 of me jesus christ.

Hormones can help with dysphoria if it gets really bad, even if you dont intend to transition

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I have no doubt in my mind that my parents would eventually accept me, but I don't even want to strainour relationship. Aside from college I am virtually a NEET. I feel strange having these feelings, it is bullshit. I always doubt myself because I have a stronger preference for women, and I feel like a degenerate trying to justify being a woman while also interested in females at all. I still look pretty fem in the face whenever I put my hair down and am still shaped a bit parish, which helps with my average length shoulders. I don't know. I mean, I guess I'm confused, life is so vague. I can just spend the rest of my days as a man with minor bouts of gender dysphoria I drink away with hard liquor. I can do the work if I decided to transition, but is it really necessary for me? I would never get SRS, don't need face ffs or an orchi, Adams apple isbarely visible,and am on the fence on getting fake tits, seem extraneous desu. I'm not a pervert, I just want to feel authentic, but should I even bother /lgbt/? I could get disowned, I may even regret it, I don't know.

>>6702180
Sissies creep me the fuck out.

>>6702193

If this is OP, then it's really up to you. As that other anon said, take HRT regardless if you have actual dysphoria. I personally know a couple men IRL and online who do that and don't even plan on actually transitioning as it helps with depression and their mood.

But to be honest, again, you sound pretty AGP like legitimately not the meme. But whatever, if you really think you can pass then go for it. If it's worth the risks to you, that you'd rather kill yourself than live as a man, go for it.

The fact that you don't want to get an orchi or SRS is kind of lel but it's your choice ulitmately.

But again, this is gender dysphoria you are experiencing, not actually genitalia/sexual dysphoria. You are not a tranny desu, you are just a confused male that doesn't exactly have a place in this societies current gender roles. After knowing this, if you really want to transition then do it.

And also the thing is, I can drop the weight, I just have shit eating habits but can shed pounds like a dog with actual effort. To be honest, I look like a heavyset trap when I get dressed up, I never make it a point to look like a fetishized caricature of a female, just something age approppriate and believable, it is more than the sexual thrill I've had over the years, it is a sends of comfort and self. I get to be real just for a little while before I go back into the nasty world we come from, a world where I'm forced to live in cardboard tuxedos and deal with the emotional illiteracy expected of you just for being a man. I want expression without looking like a fag, I may have problems with my brain chemistry, hence my feelings, but dammit sometimes I wonder if there would be as many trans girls out there if boys were allowed to have an equivalent of a butch and a tomboy without being ostracised. I just feel indifferent to a lot of things I've come to accept.

>>6702216
I just hope I'm not coming off as some freak fetishist. I've had feminine characteristics independent of my little 'hobby'. But yeah, that is always a possibility I guess. I just need to vent.

>>6702232
Kekles.

>>6702225


Honestly I'm not trying to be rude, but being a tranny is hard life. I am honestly one of the few who transitioned because I was a bi twink male who never really cared for using my penis and didn't like having one. It's a bit hypocritical of me by a lot to say that you are AGP or shouldn't transition but I'm trying to make you realize that being a tranny, especially one that might not pass (who knows, you could possibly pass, I've seen 6'6 trannies pass) but more often than not 9/10 times they don't and their social and professional lives suffer as a result.

Just please, PLEASE, think about this long and hard. If I were you, therapy would be a start...try to get an appointment ASAP.

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I feel ago was the wrong word to sum up my entire experience, but it mostly fitted in this context BTW. Better prepare for those saucy memes.

>>6702239
Agp**

Maybe I'll just finally come out as bi and have my femboy moments... I could live like that I suppose, less social repercussion. Being a cute anime boy isn't so bad I gduessu.

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You were all trolled! Haha! Im not really gay! Haha?

Dsyphoria end w/ /thread/. I will never bring these feelings up again. I'm okay fellow anons. I'm gonna make it through this.

>>6702289

>She thinks it's over!

If you have a dick - you're a man.
What the fuck is wrong with you people