What made you transition

You know I remember feeling the same way around highschool and eventually just realized I was a fruity bisexual. Fashion choices for genders are all arbitrary anyway so now I just wear lace and makeup and shit. Still love my penis tho.

>>6684822
Maybe I'm just a femboy, totally want to dress up as a girl but I don't know if I'd be able to go through with transitioning, especially considering the social aspects (Social Anxiety and Aspergers make my life hell)

I had signs at an early age but didn't understand them, had a very confusing puberty. I always assumed I was just supposed to be a normal guy and even when I realized I was trans I would try to forget and to become the person I thought I should be.

This slowly got harder and I would bounce back and forth on whether I should transition; realizing it was the only way I could possibly be truly happy but still wanting to be that person I thought I should be.

In the end I told myself to at the very least try HRT. My internal conflict has long gone. I know absolutely for sure this is the right path for me, despite how unappealing and abnormal it is. I'm becoming myself and that's pretty fucking great.

Hope you figure out what you are OP, that confused period was very long and awful for me.

>>6684881
Thanks for your story anon, and well, a great one too, I'm glad you told it. I hope so too, and well, I've been bouncing it back and forth for so long, I've always been into traps and trannys but was always unsure about myself. I'm still in that confused period but I'm just in that time where if I did transition it'd be a lot easier than later in life.

I just wish I knew, I get constant thoughts about being trans, I've talked to my psychologist about it a lot and nothing seems to be coming out of it, at the very least I just don't feel like a guy you know?

I've been thinking about becoming a trap at the very least, maybe then I'd feel comfortable about my body but at the moment I just get very insecure

I'm glad you've found out who you are anon, it makes me happy to know that and I hope one day I'll find my way too

>>6684848
Just start being a hormone-popping femboy now, you'll be happier and if you turn out to be trans you'll just have made your life a lot easier. There's no point spending time figuring out if you're a femboy or a girl or an enby, just nom the hormones and play around with your presentation until you slide into a role you're comfortable with.

>>6686639
Yeah, I'll need to talk to my psych about that, it's a big deal to myself and well, I think it'd do me good, thanks anon!

>>6684804

just accept what you are. even if you don't "feel right" about it you are a guy. Even if you cut your dick off, take hormones every day and dress up like a girl... you are still a guy. That Y chromosome will be with you for the rest of your life.

Sex is biological... but you shouldn't let that constrain your behavior. Be who you want to be and fuck who you want to fuck.

I made a flow chart to help me decide to transition.

it seemed too much effort to get a testosterone injection every week to stave off osteoporosis /and/ hate myself at the same time just for the sake of keeping the image my parents had of me as their son alive than it did to take half an estrogen pill a day to stave off osteoporosis to like myself and to realise they didn't care if i was their son or daughter, just that i was happy

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>>6688727

I've always lied about the reason why I transitioned. The real reason I transitioned is that I discovered seedy in like 2010, lots of ugly trannies there. At first I was there to only troll, but then I realized that I had everything that these trannies wanted, I could probably pull it off and I've always wanted to have an easy homemaker life, if not as a guy then might as well do it as a girl since I'd have a higher chance at finding a partner to let me do it. Wouldn't bother me either way since I'm bi and have always preferred men a bit more. Worst case scenario, I might end up with minor gyno but I can always get that removed.

I'm very short with a small frame, .71 hip/waist ratio and my voice is a bit on the high end already. Small feet/hands, shoulder's are 1" bigger than my cis sister and she's like 1-2 inches shorter than me. I'm not the best looking guy, but I have a very symmetrical face and near perfect skin. So I started HRT, didn't see any noticeable results until 3 months. Around 6 months I had 30A boobs, 8 months, 30B. I woke up one morning at around 6 months and I saw a girl in the mirror. I didn't need make up to pass or FFS but I wasn't necessarily a hot girl, just average looking.

At around 7 months, that's when I realized how different people treat you as a woman than as a man. It took some getting used to of guys coming up and hitting on me or people assuming that I don't know much about technology or typical nerdy/geeky shit but after awhile I got used to it. The best part was when a guy asked me out, attempted to pay for everything (though I declined and wanted to split it 50/50) and didn't even realize after hours of hanging out with me, that I was trans, though things never got serious between us.

Now I stay at home all day, cook, clean, play vidya with my long term bf of a couple years. I don't think I'll get SRS though I'm indifferent to my genitalia and haven't used it really since high school when I was dating girls.

>>6688715
hurr durr whats a tranny

good lord.

>>6688715

It's funny when people say this, what about the trannies who were assigned male at birth but are XX? Or the cis women who are XY?

Seems like more intersex people are trannies due to birth complications but deciding on chromies is kinda dumb. Though I do agree that you will always be male/female, whatever you were born unless intersex.

>>6688820
That's such a sweet story anon, and well, it's hearing things like this that make me question it, I feel I don't really have the body to pull it off, my friends all say that I don't have any feminine features and my voice is real low, I feel I'd possibly just be unhappy with myself no matter what, though I do think it'd make me happier then what I am now. I don't feel comfortable in my current body and don't know how I will but really, I just wish I knew who I was.

>>6689111
Tbh I think genetics shouldn't decide who you are mentally, I couldn't give a damn about who I'm supposed to be, just who I want to be

>>6689364

It's really up to you, personally I've been around trannies for like 6 years, some of them get pretty desperate and I've seen what can happen to someone who doesn't deal with their emotions properly. (not good) As someone who didn't transition for "the right" reasons, I'd advise you to be sure what you're doing, especially if you feel that you can't pass as a woman.

Some people self med before therapy, others wait for to do therapy and go the legit route or even self med while in therapy. Regardless of what you do, if you feel extreme dsyphoria about yourself, consider therapy first. 1-2 months of it wouldn't hurt before you decide to go the HRT route IMO. I've known a couple of people who don't care about living as a woman and just take HRT because it makes them feel better and lessens the body dysphoria, you could try that, but do be aware of the possible side effects if you change your mind.

>>6689445
Yeah, I will, thanks anon! I'll need to talk to my therapist about it all, I'm scared of the side effects if I don't :c

>>6684804
You're basically me but I prefer women to dudes.

I'm going to talk to a therapist at some point soon but I'm not getting any responses.

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>>6684804
Well, I'm not really in the best position to talk because I'm actually taking a break from HRT atm. But what got me on them was realizing that I just felt like every day was exactly the same and I felt completely "stuck in neutral". Like, I wasn't moving forward with my life and the only thing that was stopping me was that I was scared to start. So I told myself to just go for it and give it a try.
Which leads me to the other thing that helped me: It's a process. For a while, I treated transition as one big thing: Basically, that by starting hormones, I was signing the papers for SRS. Stepping back and realizing that it was a long process, during which I was free to start and stop as I chose (something that my therapist clarified for me) really helped to give me the nerve to do it.
Hope that helps some!

>>6688820
FUDGE. Reading you describing your physical features made me literally cringe out of jealousy. Whyyyyyyy... :<

It took talking to a hon on some hugbox IRC for me to admit I was trans and start taking steps to transition. Which is ironic because I consider myself a redpilled tranny and I fully understand the limits of my body and understand that I'm still a biological male.

That being said, I'm one of the luckier earlier transitioners. I transitioned in my teens; I'm 5'1" and have small, feminine hands and feet. I have B cups and have womanly hips (which look natural given my petite frame). I don't have any visible brow bossing and conventionally attractive. I go stealth in daily life without makeup at all (I'm a tomboy). I had my SRS last year.

It almost feels a bit unfair that life is going as well as it is. Compared to my boyfriend, who is 6' tall and has a typical inverted triangle shape for his torso, I just feel so petite and feminine. I feel upset that no one will ever treat me in a masculine manner anymore, but I figure it's better than being an unattractive short male.

>be me
>FtM
>friends think i am a beta manlet who would be better off as MtF

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>>6688715

It was probably the jerking off constantly to fetish porn(diapers and sissification) for 3 years straight, conditioning myself to think when I see a woman "I want to be fucked in the ass like her". These fetishes brought me the most sexual arousal and romantic attraction that I've ever felt in my life

>>6698999

What age did you start HRT? There's a big difference between 14 and 19, but both are teens.

>notice my hairline is receding slightly at my temples
>look at brother who's 3 years older
>he's straight up losing his hair

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>>6684822
Idem