/mtfg/ - Transwoman General

>Inb4 transbians post lewd sexist cartoons and bicker for the entire thread

I'm gonna go hang out with the femboys

>>6683973
is this the one where u post lewds?

>>6683979
Lol why haven't you been to the hospital in the like, two months I've been away from /mtfg/?

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>>6683916
sorry anon but i dont want to get b&
>>6683918
maybe i guess ill try thats not really how the social environment at my school is but i appreciate the help anyway
>>6683984
n-no dont go ;~;

>>6683973
But hey Smiles thanks for not making the OP some Trump-tier, antisemitic misogyny bullshit :)

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>>6683984
It's ok if straight girls post lewd transbian shit right?

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>tfw kaylee will lovingly knife you and leave big red marks
>>6683979
i did xanax and really enjoyed it...
>>6683983
nini sweet dreams kayla!!!

>>6683989
banter

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im kinda bored and a lil sad mtfg
what should I do?
oh but also
how are you?
everything ok?

>>6683992
>straight
ur the biggest dyke in this thread

>>6683984
i-i-i used to be a femboy

>>6683994
>i did xanax and really enjoyed it...
this is the problem with benzos

well I mean alone that wouldn't be a problem, but then you add this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benzodiazepine_withdrawal_syndrome
suddenly you've got a big fucking problem

>>6683992
What is it with anime girls and mints, why do they like them so much?

>>6683999
and now ur a tomboy for ur family

>>6683996
i'm a little bit sleepy
you should look up cute hair styles you'd like to have!

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>>6683997
My right hand is currently resting on a penis, your move.

>>6684004
Mints are inherently lewd
Source: I have nearly always ingested tic tacs before fucking

>>6684008
Penis can be feminine, and who's telling us your hand isn't on your own girl tinkler, huh?

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>>6684006
ive looked up a lot but they all need like atleast shoulder level hair
i wanna do that thing where i pull up each half into buns but leave stuff
kinda like jolyne kujo

>>6684010
she cut it off

>>6684004

mints are historically symbolic of premarital sex in Japan

>>6684005
i want to be a femme girl for my family, but i can't
at least im moving out with kaylee

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>>6684010
>who's telling us your hand isn't on your own girl tinkler, huh?
You're new?

>>6683996
u on mones

>>6683986
I've been to the ER twice and two mental hoapitals

>>6684018
ofc
self medding for 4 months

>>6684012
>smiles like Jojo
Holy shit you're like amazing
think you could pull of a pony tail?

>>6684008
>My right hand is currently resting on a penis, your move.

is it a boy's penis or a girl's penis

>>6684023

I like JoJo too

>>6684013
>>6684016
I don't lurk often, but where is the proof?

>>6684022
bet ur bewbs are cute. does mom know

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>>6684024
No

>>6684027
Ask one of the anons that keeps saving images, I'm sure my cameltoe is in there somewhere.

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>>6684025
nice! you're cool too!

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I have a meeting with a doctor in a couple of hours, but i'm feeling too nervous to go, help!!!

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>>6684023
>>6684025
yaay
jojo a best
desu i dont know if i could do a ponytail but definitely a similiar style where i pull hair in
to two buns
>>6684028
nah she doesnt know
my dad found my mones though :v

>>6683982
I was getting 90 for $5, but that was with drug insurance. List price was $96 for the tan ones. $33 for the white ovals.

>>6683979
You may need a different antianxiety drug.

>>6683954
>xanax addiction
I'm on a drug now that if I stop taking it I may die. Nearly 10% of the patients who stop it cold don't restart their own dopamine production soon enough. I'd need to weed myself off it over months to be safe. I should get a medic alert bracelet that says "check dopamine levels if unconscious."

>>6683992
yes.

>>6684034
maybe i shouldn't take xanax then....

>>6683996
Smiles, you look well! My hrt is coming next week holy fk I'm happy, I'm going to pop a pill and sleep for 12 hours I think. Also I lost one of my oldest friends today... but the whole thing revealed how much of a selfish dick he is. So I never really want to talk to him again.

>>6684028
fucking
STOP

>>6684031
Good meem, saved. How's things with you, Red?

>>6684039
Yeah, you fucking shouldn't

>>6684030
post unsee of ur primetime top shelf poosay pls

can anyone tell me how to deepthroat
I used to know how to, but i haven't in a while

>tfw you fuck up transit plans so you get 4 fewer hours with your gf and get yelled at by your mother for hours instead

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>>6684040
heya audrey ^^
hope youre ok
congratulations on hrt starting soon!!!
thats really nice and a really good thing c:
im sorry about you losing a friend and them being a dick :/
>>6684047
l-lewd

>>6684044
i'm a bit tired
how are you
>>6684045
ok ok ok i won't

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I caught a wild girlfriend!

I am officially transbian scum ;p

>>6684050
i just want to make someone happy

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>>6684046
No

>>6684052
congrats!
y'all look super cute together! hope you enjoy her company!

>>6684052
oooh
congrats im happy for u c:
youre both hella cute

>>6684051
>>6684050
Dudes, I'm okay. I'm not tIred desu. I'm on vacation with family and it's pretty weird, but they like me and don't suspect much (cuz I'm totally closet). But they go to bed at like 8:30 PM and it's weird as fuck. Now it's like 1 AM here. Got to be up for a hike in 5 hours but not even tired yet lol

The good thing is I quit smoking recently too. The bad thing is I want other drugs and don't have them0

>>6684057
Holy shit thank you! It's been amazing so far. I can't believe I found someone so similar to me. It's like I filled my need for both a loving partner and nerdy BFF at the same time :D

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i wanna hug a patchy!

>>6684060
glad youre ok c:
and congrats on quitting smokingg!!

>>6684061
awwww
i need to work out becoming a better bff for my gf
hope you have lots of fun stuff in the future!

>>6684061
That makes me happy, Anon. There is someone out there for all of us. And you do look v cute together too

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>>6684062
silly marisa~

>>6684056
pls ill be ur best friend

>>6684063
Ty girl you're v kind! It is nice to hear supportive words, especially becuz I hardly talk about this stuff in my irl. So thank you :))

>>6684065
>>6684066

Geez, thanks so much for the kind words. I'm putting everything I've got into this relationship and she's doing the same. I can't remember the last time I was so passionate about something. I think we can make this work :)

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>>6684068
But I already have friends that don't ask me to show them my pussy

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>>6684067
you're so cute i just cant stop thinking about it~

>>6684072
yeah that's the difference between a friend and a best friend

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>20 years old
>heavily into puppy play during sex
>call girlfriend "mommy" sometimes
>sometimes when I get home from work/class I will sit on our bed and play with stuffed animals like a child
>can't sleep without stuffed bear, even when girlfriend is sleeping with me (she says it's fine and that she actually thinks it's adorable)
>what makes me happiest is feeling very, very small and vulnerable and being cuddled and feeling safe
I'm not into ageplay, and I'm not a diaper fan. Is this normal? Does anybody else feel this way or do these things? Sometimes I feel guilty and gross even though I know my girlfriend loves me very much and approves of it. I just like feeling small and vulnerable and innocent.

>>6684060
oh, i hope the hike goes well.
Do you like being outdoors?

>>6684079
it's completely fine
I do some of that stuff
I have to sleep with my husky plushy or else I get lonely

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>>6684073
aa stop you're making me blush

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>>6684077
I wish I had a counterpoint but so far I've showed my genitals to every best friend I've had ;~;

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>>6684002
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benzodiazepine_withdrawal_syndrome
I've had it. Fucking nasty. The paranoia and anxiety cost me a well paying job. They were given to me to counter anxiety that antidepressants were giving me. It was a bad choice. I needed a totally different class of antidepressant as I had side effects of the one I was on. So I was on increasing doses of both due to them not really working. It took over a year for the anxiety to decrease to my more normal levels I had before. At least the paranoia went away in a couple months.

>>6684052
Cool! Good luck!

>>6684079
It isn't normal, and if it isn't causing you issues, then have fun. You may wish to read up on childhood and adolescent attachment issues. Also therapy for them as an adult.

>>6684083
Okay, cool. I thought I was going crazy. I just need my BearBear. I remember once we stayed in this hotel on vacation, and I left my bear on the bed. When the maids came in, they set her up nice on the freshly-made bed and gave me extra mints and a nice little note about my bear being very nice to them and letting them clean and stuff. I think they thought I was a little girl staying with my mom or something, but it felt nice even though I'm not really into that ageplay stuff.

>>6684080
Yes, I love it. I like fishing too, and I'm gonna try to catch some big ones. I'm in much better shape than I used to be, so I'm actually looking forward to a pretty long hike tomorrow, like maybe 10 miles.

I really like the beauty of the wilderness lol, but I wish I had some weed to go with it. How lame is that? Hahaha. Hiking is tons of fun though, just wish I didn't have to do it sober and in boymode. Such is the family vacation life though.

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>>6684079
Puppy play is the BEST!

Me on all fours...unfortunately I can't find any pics of my tail plug and I can't be bothered to dig through DropBox.

>>6684061
>tfw you also found this
I'm glad I'm not the only one, I think most everyone should get to have something like this
I hope you too end up together for a really long time
>>6684079
>being cuddled and feeling safe
This is amazing. Vulnerability optional, but if I'm already feeling vulnerable it helps more
I could definitely see myself sleeping with a stuffed animal if I were alone but I'd prefer to cuddle my gf
Not really sure what puppy play is
Overall I'm not sure I'd say it's normal but it doesn't seem like any of it is bad so you shouldn't worry

>>6684092
I like to feel small because I'm tall and...
it's led to me really hating how I look
but when I feel small and people treat me like I'm vulnerable and little, it makes me happy

>>6684095
i like puppy play a lot....

>>6684079
You found someone who accepts you. I wouldn't worry to much about whether or not it's weird.

>>6684089
Attachment issues sounds about right. There's some compelling evidence suggesting that I got molested by my neighbor as a small child, and I never really had any friends in school. When I was little, I know I talked to stuffed animals like they were my friends, but I honestly hardly remember anything from my childhood. As a teenager, I was addicted to prescription painkillers but somehow managed to keep like a 3.9 GPA in high school (high functioning addiction?). I have my shit together now, but I feel like there's a lot of fallout from having such an awkward childhood and a terrible adolescence in addition to being trans. Are we all fucked up in the head?

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>>6684095

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>>6684092
Sweet.

>>6684096
>>6684097
I feel vulnerable all the time, so I like lovers to be protective of me.

>>6684095
>that eggplant
Heh

>>6684097
>tfw this most comfy feel
God I miss being little-spooned

>>6684097
Same, except I'm not super tall. I'm 5'6", which is about average for women where I live, but I still want to be shorter.

>tfw you have a gf who makes you feel small and vulnerable and commands you to do stuff and gives you direction all while loving you and calling you good girl

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>>6684085
thats the point~
you're adorable when you do

>6mg xanax and 200mg trazadone
>can't sleep
What the actual motherfucling shit

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>>6684095
that
is a
L E W D
image
>>6684108
whuuauhhh that sounds so nice wow

>>6684108
fuck you bitch ill fuckin show you the way

ill punch your throat so hard you wont even think a girly dude like me did it

Yo, what's up with the broken discord link?

>>6684118
i like that too.
Please do that, I'd thank you with anything
Sorry I haven't

>>6684095
wew I have some imgur album of you bookmarked

>>6684118
talked so much to you on skype*>

Aight girls was good chatting a bit, but I gotta get some sleep now. Hope you all have a wonderful day/night/whatever time it is for you!

>>6684122
its okay will you be on for a bit?

im.fuckin drubk and ik makin this rando by me food

>>6684121
i need that shit, friend,
stat

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b-b-but cis girls suck cock too...
>>6684128
nini! sweet dreams! i'll have a nice day!

>>6684129
i'll be on for you, qt!

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>>6684004
>tfw u eat too many mints and the mouth vapors go out of control

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>>6684101
For that molestation you may consider trauma therapy. This is a good site:
http://www.healingfromcomplextraumaandptsd.com/
>GPA
You're likely just smart.
>Are we all fucked up in the head?
Sadly much more likely to be.

>>6684113
I just slowly repeat "sleep" to myself. Often it works.

Soon time for me to try to sleep a bit. I just took my levodopa. This is the other fun that may happen to me from taking it.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Levodopa-induced_dyskinesia
At least it isn't as likely in non parkinsons patients like me.

>>6684101
a lot of us have had sexual trauma
it blows
I think I have PTSD from what happened with me, when I was escorting

>>6684117

Are you a virgin?

>>6684141
Thanks, I'll check it out.

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>>6684145
of course anon
im p u r e

>>6684147

dont lie to me you slut, what age are you?

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Seriously though, this looks nice

>>6684150
Dude she's not legal so just stop already

>>6684150
This:
>>6684153
It's also just creepy and annoying too.

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*crosses self*
death can be beautiful

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my bloods came back
apparently my estro is very high c:
which is good
and then my father gave me the whoah too high too fast is risky cut down a lot gatekeeping talk like i hadnt done any research :v
fun

>>6684150
pls im sqrt(225)

im 5'1 and i dont get to feel like people are protecting me because im vulnerable because i have no friends and no one loves me

>>6684158
congrats on the E level!
>>6684159
I'm 6'2
I'll protect you

>>6684158
You think he's going to let you keep self-medding?

>>6684156
>>6684153
>>6684158

Why the fuck is a underage tranny self-medding and being encouraged to self med at 15

>>6684162
>>6684163
obvious newfags

anyone who posts here and even implies they give a fuck about any of this shows theyre not conditioned to see this as the norm, thus newfags

gtfo
>>6684164
your left
>nipples
?

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>>6684161
c:
i was worried i didnt have enough
>>6684162
prob not :v
>>6684163
its complicated anon :v

also I have little red bumps near my left nipple
;_;

>>6684163
Meh. I knew I was trans at 15. I'd be fucking GORGEOUS right now if I'd been on mones all those years.

>>6684165
>anyone who posts here and even implies they give a fuck about any of this shows theyre not conditioned to see this as the norm, thus newfags
>gtfo

Sure.

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Sup nerds.

>>6684170
hello there!

>>6684169
youre literally the same as the idiots who come to the
>tranny containment board
and say "why are you here"

like, its like youre going to a fucking favela and asking "why are there so many niggers here???"

>tfw the government says all AMAB people are male and have to register for selective service
>tfw going to do it the day before my 25th birthday so I'm draft-eligible for exactly one day
>tfw it's actually a lil bit triggering too tho

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>>6684171
How's it going, red?

>>6684172
What are you even on about, I don't care, do you just want to argue?

>>6684173
>amab
>>tfw going to do it the day before my 25th birthday so I'm draft-eligible for exactly one day
what is amab and can i also do a thing there im only eligble for one day because fuck fighting a war?

>>6684175
i'm a bit tired, but I'll be better
how are you?

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>>6684178
Tired too, but im eating salsa and chips!!

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Another week until I can up my spiro dose to 100mg
and another 3 weeks until I can start E
this is going so fucking slow

>>6684165

I was posting here since the beginning of /lgbt/ when the tumblr mods were banning everyone and anyone
I have witnessed shit escalate

>>6684179
how spicy do you like your salsa?

>>6684177
Assigned male at birth.

It's nicer and more accurate than saying something like "biological male" (because hormones aren't biology now???)

I didn't register when I turned 18 because I was like "I'm not man though" even though I wasn't transitioning or anything. BUT the actual real deadline is at 25 and if you don't do it by then, you can lose out on some benefits and privileges, like holding govt office. I kinda want to be president or maybe a senator so I need to do it

>>6684183
Medium, too really hot.

>>6684163
i thought of self-medding when i was 15 but didn't do it because of money and now that i have money i can do it legally.

>>6684180
I'm sure it will fly by. What's the delays about?

>>6684190
I've been told to take 50mg of spiro for two weeks at first and start E after a month
Life is being agonisingly slow lately tho

>>6684184
man, im a fucking failure, losing out on the ability to hold office is nothing lol i never had a chance of getting a rank ever at all

>Go to big store
>Clothes section
>Go towards women's clothes
>What are you doing anon? Boys shouldn't look at girl clothes. You're not a girl anon.
>Go to cosmetics section
>Anon you can't buy that cream, the bottle is pink so it must be for women
>Men should only buy shaving cream, etc.

Fml :/

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tfw talking tosomeone whos nice to me at school
breaking down to them
this is fun

>>6684192
I was going to start E on day 1. Is that bad?

>>6684194
I dunno, I've only ever worked in kitchens so far tbqh familia. You'll work something out

I'm lonely and a bit sad, who wants to chat?
>>6684188
haha
I love mine hot!!

>>6684198
I heard it can cause liver problems or something

>>6684197
you alright?

>>6684201
>lonely and sad
same but i wont be fun to tlak to probably

>>6684202
nope :D
but it might be good to tell everything to someone i know in real life

>>6684196
Who is saying these things to you? Tell them to fuck off.

>>6684204
What's wrong D:

>>6684203
well, idk about that...
how are you?
>>6684206
hi there

>>6684196
Men get it bad, especially straight men.

I think they kind of like it though?

>>6684206
My parents. Can't tell them to fuck off and they always want to go shopping with me...

>>6684197
Do any of the guys in school hit on you?
How tall are you btw

>>6684197
They want your pussy.... I want your pussy..

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lu7bldQixnA
>tfw hungover
>tfw cute asian chick wants to fuck me
how was everybody else's friday night ?

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10 years ago I was sitting at home alone on the weekends playing WoW.
10 years later I'm sitting at home alone on the weekends playing WoW.

I should kill myself.

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>>6684208
everything ngl
>>6684213
they just call me faggots desu
>>6684215
they probably dont want my stupid ugly body desu
and uhhh
thanks?

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>>6684225
aww it's just depression speaking though ;_;
have a hug

Today is a sad day. I want to hug someone and sleep all day.

I'm tge saddest individual in the thread, ama

>>6684222
>I should kill myself.
growing up should help too

>>6684228
What's making you sad anon?

should I transition at 20? I've become a depressed mess over it for years now

Morning mtfg

What are you listening to today?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlcJHO5elFs

>>6684225
they probably only call you faggot when they are with their friends
do you catch any of them looking at you?

>>6684234
Just fucking do it
No matter how old you are, you're always going to feel it's too late so do it

>>6684237
only one desu and he already has a bf

>>6684212
Can you go when their at work or busy with something else?
>>6684209
Hi Red. I would talk to you but I only have my shitty phone for internet

>>6684212
Try to buy deodorant made for women. Say it works better. Say male perfume hurts your eyes. (this is all true imo). That should kind of help you convince them at least for this kind of stuff.

>>6684209
If you're ever back in Portland I can get you xanx its pretty fun. Amy's just a dumb little cunt

>>6684232
I am incompetent in every way imaginable. Literally all ways

>>6684236
This:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uEMOx_a8Zg

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Nini sweet dreams mtfg
i love you

>>6684240
that's okay :3
hope you're doing well

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>>6684250
iktf

>>6684252
nini red c:
thanks for talking tonightt

hope you girls are all doing fine, life has a funny way of working out for some people in the end. I only really lurk, but all of you from what I have seen are beautiful inside and out, keep your heads up. time to kill myself :)

>>6684258
noooo ;~; dont do that anon
whats wrong do u wanna talk

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When do you start to feel better on HRT mentally?

>>6684261
When your peepee poopoos

>>6684261
When you see actual changes imo.
Prepare for mood swings for the rest of your life though. I never had those before HRT.

>>6684252
Goodnight Red, I hope you get great sleep and wake up feeling $100%

>>6684267
I already have mood swings, so you're saying I'm gonna get like... super moodswings?

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eyyy lmao

>>6684260
nah, if I talk it doesn't solve anything and ruins things for other people.If I don't, then I let my thoughts fester. I love being told how much of a shitlord I am for what I think. That's really the only reason I come to /lgbt/, I'm not even gay, I just see you girls and guys know how to actually care about each other. Sometimes it's harsh criticism, others its hugboxing, either way, it shows intent to care for other people. Maybe its alcohol but id rathert see someone happy than sad. i dont like being sad

girls are cute

>>6684230
Right back at ya.

>>6684269
Eh. Probably not... Just wait and try to feel the changes (also see after like 6 months).

>>6684276
reeeee
this is gonna take forever

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>>6684273

>>6684225
Then take your moans to widen your hips.

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>>6684261
Still waiting but i'll let you know when it happens. Took half a bar of xanx though hopefully its just enough to keep me from killing myself rather then blacking out

>>6684267
I think this is accurate. I'm starting to see a difference and I'm feeling better.
First few months of hrt were hell.

Girls girls!

Is it normal to always have your lungs full? Like when you take a huge breath. For some reason this is my default state.

When I try to force the air out I can still breath but my ribcage look so much smaller. It take some effort though...

>>6684285
oh you're trans now? guess those months of being gone made me miss a lot of stuff
how long on hrt?

>>6684275
?

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>>6684288
Pretty much. I really didn't think I was but the more I looked into it more I seemed I was and the people around me told me it seemed like I really was trans so gotta stop lying to myself at some point I guess. Since may

well everything turned to shit and somehow it wasn't because I was drunk

I HATE PEOPLE

I CANT TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE

>>6684292
oh wow, 3 months eh? hope it goes well for you

>>6684287
Yeah it's normal.
I do the exact same thing too.

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I'm getting the d this weekend and I'm excited ^_^

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>>6684296
Three months sure went by fast. And thank you.

>>6684272
still anon its good to get it out :(
whats wrong?

>>6684234
transitioning is not going to fix your mental problems, probably make it worse

>>6684298
You get d every weekend tho

>>6684303
I only have sex like a few times a month :<

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Anyone else find it impossible to come out because you feel too big/wide/tall/etc to ever be a girl and would thus feel ridiculous to ever give someone the notion that you wanna be a girl?

>>6684307
Yes

>>6684311
Do you know how to get past that anon?

>>6684307
Uhuh

>>6684307
kinda
I find it impossible to go out cause tits too big to bind and hips too wide for anyone to call me by my prefered pronouns :(

>>6684307
I'm rather small and I still feel like shit about it

>>6684307
I did. You just kind of get over it when people start accepting you as a girl.

>>6684317
Why do you feel shit about being small?

>>6684318
This might take a while :/

I LOVE LIVING IN A SOCIETY WHERE I HAVE TO REPRESS MY BEHAVIOUR IN ORDER TO AVOID CONFLICT

FUCK THAT

NEXT TIME THIS HAPPENS THE FUCKER IS GETTING HIS SKULL BASHED IN

>>6684319
One of my friends helped me a lot with this. I had just started hrt and obv looked entirely like a man.
We were hanging out and I made an offhand comment about how I wasn't going to wear a wedding dress and he just looked at me with complete shock and said "But you're a woman you idiot"

>>6684322
lol that's a cute and funny story

>>6684323
haha yeah
Like he went and learned about trans issues after I told him. Having one of my closest friends actually try like that made it easier to care less about other people.

>>6684151
This art style does it for me. No clue why!

>>6684326
I need a close friend to come out to, but Idk if I really have a friend I'd consider to be close at the moment

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>>6683973
>ask colleagues if Im awkward
>say yes but not in a bad way, and I should smile more because its nice

._.

>>6684330
Are you close with any family?

>>6684339
Not particularly
I mostly keep to myself

>>6684320
Well, that's how the world is, you can't really change it, you gotta learn to live with it.

>>6684343
Idk my best advice is just pick someone and come out to them. You have to desensitize yourself to it. If it goes well, having someone you know gender you female and treat you like a woman will motivate you.

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>>6684350
>tfw wanna tell colleagues desperately
>tfw it'd be better if I wait

Is it true Chara does not even have dysphoria and is transtioning for no reason? I hate sociopaths

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>tfw a guy hugboxes you so hard you gotta laugh

>>6684358
I just want to quit my job and go full time already
(._. )
Why can't you come out at work?

>>6684361
Remember that thread about a youth worker who had to deal with a 16 year old that transitioned to get better treatment from their peers and still identifies as male? As the result of the hormones changing themselves didn't depress them?

>>6684350
eh it's kinda hard
I can barely talk to any one about any issues I have

>>6684369
I get that.
It was a year before I told anyone besides my fiancée

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>>6684365
Cuz I've only known them for a month and Im scared of whatever. And I guess Im too much like a dude lmao whatever hopefully voice training will cue them in...

>tfw all my female colleagues look like nikky

>>6684374
>all my female colleagues look like nikky
sounds like dysphoria hell

Are you planning on gradually switching your voice?

>>6684367
Is Chara like that?

http://epilatorgirl.com/
epilator girl to the rescue! remove all your disgusting male body hair!

>>6684381
I got the braun epil silk 9 a few weeks ago.
Would recommend

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> tfw baking cake for a family meeting which you won't go to out of dysphoria.

>>6684385
Aw ;~;
*huuuugs*

Poor Franzi :(

>>6684385
>tfw go out today to a family meeting and hide for most of it because of an attack from dysphoria and depression

>>6684245
I tried buying women's razors. I said thry had more blades. They said "women don't have a beard"
>implying I can't use women's razors

They are very hard to deal with. Good thing I'm going away for uni in a couple months.

>>6684385
I hope that you'll feel better about such meetings in the future. I'm going to have a lot of those in the coming weeks...

>>6684378
Workin on it.

>>6684380
I dunno lmao

>>6684391
Thanks :3
>>6684393
I couldn't hide because my mom just told everyone I am trans so they would ask dozens of questions :(
I hope they'll leave you alone.
>>6684399
I don't have a problem with them if everyone just ignores me. I just can't stand being the main attraction. I'd break under the pressure.

>>6684424
Aww that sucks ;~;

>I hope they'll leave you alone.
They did for the most part, thankfully it's over now

>>6684424
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs*
:(

>>6684424
Yeah, I'm past the questions stage, now. Other than asking about what I'm planning next and what kind of gifts I'd like, which I'm fine with. A couple aunts are a bit embarrassed about gifting me guy perfume and stuff like that for a couple decades...

>>6684364
I know their intentions are good but I hate getting hugboxed. I want the cold harsh truth the majority of the time.

>Dream about someone consistently bullying me but it didn't make me sad
what did the dream mean by this

took my lithium with a jack and coke

fuck my stomach in the dick

>>6684449
it meant
smiles = your new domme

>>6684457
it wasn't smiles doing it

>>6684449
Either the good parts outweighed the bad or maybe you like bullying? IDK, sounds like a pretty weird dream.
>>6684452
Poor Kate :c

>>6684449
probs nothing desu
dreams like that occur, generally best to just forget them

>>6684452
does lithium make you sick or something?

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hello fempaitachi

Jsut got gendered female at work
I was worried, it hadn't happened in nearly a week

>>6684464
Hiiiiiiiiiiiya Soph <3

>>6684464
<3
> tfw no cute pics on my phone
Imagine hugMYsophie.jpg

>>6684459
no i desperately wanted the person to notice me as a person
to not think i was invisible
and to talk to me
i was so happy i cried
>>6684460
no i definitely know its something
i think it was the fact that i was so desperate for friends and wanted this person to talk to me so badly
>>6684464
heya sophiee

>>6684461
QUITE FANTASTICALLY

it sounded like godzilla sodomising king kong with a tuba when I took it without food

>>6684461
taking it with liquor sure can

kate is just being self-destructive like a good girl, or something

>>6684469
>taking your psych meds without food
unbearable

>>6684468
Aw :c
*huuuuuuuugs*

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>>6684466
>>6684468
hello!!!

how are things?


>>6684467
sooooon!
I dont need to imagine anything tho ;3

>>6684464
Hello

>>6684468
Well, that's pretty depressing ;-;

>>6684476
it kinda is ;;
>>6684474
its okay tho
im happy about it
>>6684475
things are good
thinking weird tho ><
wbuuu

>>6684475
I'm okay atm

how are you???????????

>>6684475
Awww, that's my favorite image :3

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Feel more like myself then I have been in months.
>>6684449
Was it a stress dream?
>>6684465
its a good feel

>>6684484
nope
it was a happy dream

>>6684484
>Feel more like myself then I have been in months.

Good : )

Also hiiiii <3
How are you?

>>6684472
fak u for infecting me u slut
this shit is liek
fuck this
if kate ever tells you you're enjoying it can you slap her shit?
nah jk this is fuckin sick as cunt I'm just saying that cause I said the opposite in discord before

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>>6684477
>>6684480
I dont know yet, too tired to feel, need to finish my cappuccino first

>>6684483
I noticed :)

>>6684490
Kate has HIV

>trying to take my mones
>too baked to swallow
FUCK

>>6684492
>needing coffee
I slept for 5hrs after staying up 24hrs :3

*huuuugs*

>>6684484
best feel up til they realise you're a man

>>6684495
lmlao

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>>6684499
I remember doing shit like that two years ago, I've accumulated a huge sleep debt

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>>6684486
Hm that's cool. Bulllies can't even touch you in your dreams.
>>6684489
Doing pretty great. pretty much just laid in bed all day feeling like shit but I just feel content now and calm. Almost happy.
>>6684500
Eh you can't let it get to you so much just be happy you look like a girl enough to make they think you were that's something right

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>>6684499
but I am old and cant do these things anymore ;~~~;

>>6684502
>I've accumulated a huge sleep debt

story of my life D:

>>6684515
I blame the schools desu

>>6684511
iktf, earlier I felt very shitty but now I feel mostly ok, not great but not awful.

Good for you <3
>>6684502
I slept in class so I have sleep credit
>>6684515
;~;

>>6684523
yeah I do that too these days

making an egg sandwhich while this baked is a fucking journey

but it's a journey I'm glad I completed
by feck am I glad

How do i get good at conversation?
>someone asks me what music i like
>flounder around because Im so boring i dont know a lot about music like i used to not even recognize nirvana songs
>someone asks me what i do
>boring shipping job and buses
Fugg

>>6684527
what type of stuff do you put on your egg sandwiches

>>6684527
DUDE WEED LMAO

>>6684529
You need to have interests that you can discuss with people in order to be good at conversation.

>>6684530
egg

>>6684531
D U D E
U
D
E

W E E D
E
E
D

L M A O
M
A
O

I'm thinking about getting an orchi, is there any real reason not to?

>>6684534
What if nothing interests me and everything is passing time until i die?

>>6684527
Babbys first bowlpack

>when you need 20k to even come close to salvaging your face

>>6684536
What if you change your mind?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!

>>6684538
we don't even use bowls in straya cuz
we use cones

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whats up /mtfg/
how are u?
everything ok?

>>6684511
my skype is quidlet, your move

we met in a skype chat a while ago but i have no idea which one it was

>>6684539
At least face can be fixed

>>6684543
no

>>6684543
Stop looking like me you dang jerk

>>6684540
I haven't changed my mind on HRT for a year and a half, and I have yet to have a single second thought. I've been having dysphoria since I was in JK.

I highly doubt I will.

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>>6684548
are you non op?

getting orchi reduces srs quality

>>6684519
I do as well ;~~;

>>6684523
It was ll thanks to my trusy friend xanax, and it went from 3 in the morning to six really fast.
>>6684544
I still have you added what's uo

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>>6684535
DUUUUDE
LIKE
WEED LMAO
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>6684537
Then I'm sorry, but you're fucking boring and a sad sack of shit that nobody will ever want to spend even a modicum of time with.

>>6684543
ur always up oooo

>>6684550
schools desu
I could've been further in transition now without them

>>6684550
>getting orchi reduces srs quality

>Taking a huge ass gamble of not getting a disgusting imitation of a vagina

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>>6684546
:( aw em
whats wrong
>>6684547
post pic
>>6684554
:v
what did she mean by this

>>6684552
But people do wanna spend time with me--rarely ;-;

>>6684558
I hate myself for everything I am/do

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>>6684550
> getting orchi reduces srs quality

How so? Can't you just get a prosthetic testicle to have some weight there in the meanwhile?

Sure, it sounds silly, but by the time I can do SRS, I'll have spent enough money on spiro and finasteride to amount to the cost of an ochi.

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>>6684558
because when youre asking someone whatsup
its kinda like asking someone whats on their mind in a way
:v

>>6684546
Fuck off

>>6684563
I don't think you need to make the incision at the scrotum either, but can be done above, then you fish up the testicles and cut them off.

I would think just pulling on the skin a couple of times a day would achieve the same as prosthetics.

>>6684559
God only knows why then, seeing as how you're about as interesting as a dead rat.
I'm kidding, I don't know you, but I can't imagine you being fun to spend time with seeing as how you're not passionate about anything. Are you funny or something? Do you make people laugh frequently?

>>6684566
sorry, that was fucking stupid of me to say

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>>6684557
>2016

>knowing jack shit about quality srs


>>6684563
oh, yes, that would probably work. but I am not sure that makes sense moneywise.

>>6684556
I wish I had someone to blame. I was just a stupid idiot that was too scared to disappoint my parents at 11 or 12

Anyone looked at the video in >>6679663 ?

Transition post-puberty truly is suffering.
I just hope that Jazz pretended to be ignorant of how difficult it is to transition post puberty.

>>6684569
I make people laugh sometimes? im able to talk about stuff but not super indepth. Im very polite and kind and sorta cute maybe that helps idk

>>6684572
>I was just a stupid idiot that was too scared to disappoint my parents at 11 or 12
Iktf but desu, I'm probs disappointing them right now

>>6684551
oh SHIT

not much

>>6684573
>all those salty hons projecting

>>6684572
>. I was just a stupid idiot that was too scared to disappoint my parents at 11 or 12
This and I thought you needed thousands of pounds worth of surgery to do it, I had no idea it was just pills.