Shouldn't I just end it?

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Shouldn't I just end it? 2016-08-05 07:13:59 Post No. 6678239
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Shouldn't I just end it? Anonymous 2016-08-05 07:13:59 Post No. 6678239 [Report]

My boyfriend broke up with me on the 20th last month. And knowing I can't hold him in my arms or kiss him makes me want to fucking kill myself. I thought self improvement was the way out of this, but I have no drive. I feel isolated. I don't even want to leave the house. I'm never going to meet someone I can trust like I trusted him ever again, and it kills me inside because goddammit he made me feel fucking safe and okay and I don't anymore and I'm so confused and everything is fucking awful and I'm so done and my birthday in on the 13th and I think I'm just going to kill myself on my birthday because I'm so fucking done with this I can't deal with my life being like this. I'm so confused and I feel like I have dysphoria but I know I'm not a girl I'm a boy but I hate how masculine my body looks? and nothing feels good anymore and I feel so alone.. please somebody tell me something that can help me I need something to hold on to

Anonymous 2016-08-05 07:25:14 Post No.6678273
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 07:25:14 Post No.6678273 [Report]

Please someone reply. I don't see a way out other than this.

Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:00:07 Post No.6678364
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:00:07 Post No.6678364 [Report]

Don't kill yourself. Find some people to talk to. I'm not talking the suicide hotline, just a friend or something.

Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:05:44 Post No.6678374
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:05:44 Post No.6678374 [Report]

>>6678364
I cant. I don't have anyone I can call.

Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:10:00 Post No.6678384
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:10:00 Post No.6678384 [Report]

>>6678374
Do you have any friends, family members, anyone? Is there anyone or anything at all that you want to stay around for? Sorry if I sound insulting, I want to help you.

Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:55:49 Post No.6678443
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 08:55:49 Post No.6678443 [Report]

>>6678384
My family aren't accepting of mental illness. I don't want to end up in a fucking institution

Anonymous 2016-08-05 09:00:51 Post No.6678455
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 09:00:51 Post No.6678455 [Report]

try to take up a hobby or any time consuming activity.
most of the time it really helps me out and i forgot for a bit that i just hate my body and my life ;_;

Anonymous 2016-08-05 09:10:17 Post No.6678464
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Anonymous 2016-08-05 09:10:17 Post No.6678464 [Report]

>>6678239
If everyone killed themselves after their first break up the only people left would be us autists who've never even had a bf.

Count your blessings and hold on to them ffs

Anonymous 2016-08-05 09:12:36 Post No.6678466
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>>6678239
You'll be fine. Stop obsessing over one guy. There WILL be others... I don't get why people here choose to not believe that.

Self harm is for shitty people anyway.

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