Hello /lgbt/, I'm here to tell you my story and ask you

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Hello /lgbt/, I'm here to tell you my story and ask you for advise.

>Be me
>21
>Still studying
>Met this cute blonde femboy >His name is Pete
>He's pretty shy
>Got instantly along as good friends
>Starting to feel something more than friendship towards him
>Went on skying trip with him and bunch of my other friends
>I slept next to Pete in one bed
>Other friends are homophobic, therefore I can't afford some obvious move on Pete
>Ended up cuddling with Pete at night
>Repeated every night, while making as little noise as possible
>Feelsgoodman.jpg
>ff six months
>Invited Peet on hikking trip
>Just the two of us
>Day spent by hikking
>First night together in a tent
>Excited.feel.gif
>Oh shit time to make my move
>Try to lay next to him to touch him
>Cuddle
>Lay on his belly
>Casualy talking
>His arm around me
>Omgisthisareallife.gif
>Feel something poking my head
>It's his erected dick
>Not paying much attention to the dick I put my head on it
>Continue to talk for ten minutes
>Sudenly he tells me to get off him and tells me to go back to my half of the tent
>Damnifuckedup.png
>Hour later I try another move
>Unsuccesful
>Plskillme.jpg
>Sleepless night
>Ff next day
>Feeling depressed
>Try to hide it
>Spent another day hikking and doing cool stuff
>Second night, laying next to him rn
>He's already asleep

What should I do guys? It feels that I just lost my dreamed bf. I feel like shit, damn I was so close =(