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/mtfg/ - transwoman general

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Grand Theft Auto edition

▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed) (embed)
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Gallery full of cis women of all heights and weights and body shapes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
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will i be popular on here once i start hrt
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>tfw independent woman who don't need no bf
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>>6615775
You're already my #1 girl.
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Is Akaria still here or did she really leave
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>Tfw you really want to transition, but another part of you wants to suicide bomb Hillary Clinton
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>>6615775
>wanting to be popular on here
Oh boy...
>>6615776
Strong independent black woman who dont need no man.?
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>>6615775
Maybe, maybe not depends on how cute you become
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>>6615687
do i have online parents now?? are you all going to fix my life lol
>>6615698
SAME
>>6615658
>>6615653
i tricked you. i only get cuter with every (you)
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>>6615767

how is that relevant to me
i never wear girl clothes or makeup
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>>6615763
Tbh dating has been hard in my current city because it's such a dead shithole. I don't really know if I want a bf tho.. I like the idea but I also kinda just wanna feel my tranny oats for a bit. Honestly if I were in a more active scene where I could date casually, more often, I'd be happy. I'm hoping for that after I move, and trying to just be happy with good sex with a partner that makes me feel safe for right now (which is basically unlike any other sexual experience I've had as a woman)
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hi mtfg how are you today

>days away from moving
fINALLY
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I just ran 7 miles straight.

Lemme ask y'all why some of you thrive off of bullying? You bullied carmemeguy off. He just wanted to find a nice community. You keep bullying Faye. I'm particularly concerned about making fun of people with autism. That's just unfair. Plenty of us have autism.
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>>6615793
It was okay my parents showed up and forced me to see some crappy movie with them and then my dad went on a rant about how women deserve to be paid less then men :/
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>>6615791
The person in the video kind of looks like you.
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>>6615793
where are you moving to?
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>>6615789
if i get more (You)'s will i become cute too
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>>6615792
Yah I feel that but as someone like legit in middle of ocean just find it weird sometimes that people just refuse to settle on someone and then complain for years.
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>>6615795
If someone with autism makes fun of a transgirl they are someone with autism that needs to go.
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>>6615795
People tried to bully me off.
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>>6615802
i see it kinda
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>>6615775
I like you and you're popular with me!
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>>6615778
ily

>>6615786
i just want friends ;-;

>>6615787
oh okay ill just be irrelevant forever
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>>6615789
I'm sorry honey, but true change only comes from inside, and I guess that if we raised you well, you'll find your way in the world no matter what.

We can talk and stuff and I'll give you feedback
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Can anyone tell me about their first time buying makeup? I really want to do it soon, but even the self checkout makes me nervous since I'll need brushes and everything and be in 100% boy mode except maybe painted nails :DDD
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>>6615815
Relevancy comes at a price
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>>6615810
I'm going to try to stand up tall and treelike for the bullied.
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>>6615818
go with a friend
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>>6615819
Im making a pizza right now for you, how is my new wife gonna thank me?
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>>6615812
how are you

>>6615813
:) <3

>>6615819
what price
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>>6615795
I have autism memememe

>>6615799
what movie did you see, anon? and your dad sounds like a really nice fellow tbqhwy

>>6615804
I'm moving back to California my hooommmeeee

>>6615805
it's science
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Are transwomen dudes who are becoming women or the opposite?
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>>6615826
Tfw not out to any female friend

I guess this might be the main issue

A-at least you guys support me...
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>>6615767

That video is incredibly offensive, jesus christ
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>>6615831
i'm a dude who became a woman who is becoming a dude
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>>6615831
idk
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>>6615815
nim loves me, I have everything I could want in this world.
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>>6615831
transwoman = male to female.
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>>6615818
>looking confused in the CVS aisle for a really long time
>guy comes up and asks me if I need any help
>"Y-yeah bro l-lol my girlfriend sent me in here for some stuff but I don't know anything about it haha! Us guys are so dumb!!"
>quickly grab something from the shelf and walk away shamefully
>>6615827
O_O
>>6615829
People will be mean to u
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>>6615829
just obsessing over overwatch
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>>6615819
Yeah if you post pics.
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>>6615831
Transwomen are male to female.
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>>6615831
Transwomen are mtf (male to female).
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>>6615830
>what movie did you see, anon?
Hillary's America: The Secret History of the Democratic Party
3/10 the best part is when the audience stood up and americlapped at the end

>and your dad sounds like a really nice fellow tbqhwy

He's a super awesome dude, coming out to him was a fantastic experience /s
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>>6615785
I think you should probably transition, as much as I would prefer Tim Kaine for president. (Please don't put me on a list, FBI.)
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>>6615831
mtf tf= mtftfmmftfrtftmtfmtfmtf m t f
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>>6615841
I guess you're not then, oh well, you can still have pizza anyways, I just want good things for cute girls.
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>>6615839
there's greater things out there anon!

>>6615841
but im nice to everyone
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>>6615836
What motivates an mtftm? Are you detransitioning or is something else going on?
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I thought in the OP there was a link that said something like "How do I girlmode"? Or was that in Trans Help General? Because it's not there either.
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>>6615863
just genderfuckery
femming it up wasn't for me and i'm really enjoying being seen as a non-passing transman right now.
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>>6615827
>Offer to make pizza
>Wants to get reward.

Ugh, #niceguy detected

>>6615829
I turn sideways to the sun, keep my thoughts from everyone.
It's a jungle, I'm a freak. Hear me talk, but never speak

So I'm stepping out of time, because breaking is a crime.
And it may all be too late, but I've no passion for this hate

That's the price of love (that's the price of love)
Can you feel it (can you feel it)
If we could buy it now (that's the price of love)
How long would it last (that's the price of love)
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hi mtfg
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>>6615872
Hey, if I can't get my cock sucked by my wife whats the point?
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>>6615825
my hero
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I need to write something.
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>>6615880
how are you
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>>6615872
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>>6615815
awww you will only make enemies here. Ill be your friend though you already knew that.
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>>6615872
oh okay

ty
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>>6615852
o i c. well that rating seems fair i ges, dunno if I'd wanna watch that I'm sorry sorry you should watch something better to make up for it!

>>6615866
how *DO* you girlmode?

>>6615880
hi Grace! are you just waking up it's so late
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>>6615880
Oh, hi Grace! Hope you've been well.
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>>6615888
I meant to (you)
>>6615880
you with trips
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>>6615780
Bump
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DJSHARPNEL IS PLAYING!!!
I'm so hype :3

>>6615880
hihi :3
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>>6615880
hi grace do you want to play house?
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>>6615854
But I would be a hero, anon!
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>>6615880
Sup Grace
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>>6615885
suhleepy
how are you?
>>6615897
hi anon, i took a nap that went a little longer than i set my alarm for but that's okay
it's not like i need to have a good sleep schedule, i'm still neet
>>6615898
hi joan
today has kinda sucked but overall ive been well
how are you
>>6615899
t-thanks
>>6615902
hay charlotte <3
whats up?
>>6615904
sure anon, who should we be?
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>>6615912
hardcore summer bash, that's what!

these sets are so sickkk
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>>6615897
>you should watch something better to make up for it!

>tfw can't access netflix anymore because my mom changed the password and won't give it to me

I'll just play vidya to get the crummy taste that movie left behind out
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>>6615880
I love you!
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>>6615907
Those of us that would be left get enough shit without the media asking leading questions about if gender dysphoria causes terrorism.
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>>6615912
ok you be the dad
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>>6615870
transwoman being seen as a transman
That seems like a strangely pleasant goal; everyone thinking you're a girl trying to be a guy. Like how you've felt inside.

How badly were you femming it up? You don't have to act like a god damn girly girl. Women have a bit more free in how they express their gender. They'll still get shit for it, but the tolerable range seems wider.
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>>6615912
I'm fine, I went hiking with my mom and sister today, it was nice... Sorry to hear your day has been bad, tomorrow can be better I hope.
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>>6615919
There's a fine line between vigilante and terrorist. That line is called "perspective".
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>>6615891
tanks :}

>>6615912
im good! im going to hrt soon!
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>>6615923
I wasn't going super femme, whatever felt comfortable at the time. Like I was passing for years no problem. Not really a girly girl.
But I had fond memories of a more genderfucky first year or two of transition and wanted to try it again, so i've been doing that since late last year and it's been nice.
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10827549
LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD

>>6615912
>i'm still neet
oh me too
it's nice sometimes when you have things to do y'know?

>>6615917
gosh anon, you parents sound more like scary high school teachers
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>>6615934
>But I had fond memories of a more genderfucky first year or two of transition and wanted to try it again,
Tell me about some of this "genderfucky" you enjoyed and are enjoying again. Maybe it'll make my next year or two more pleasant.
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>>6615931
no problem bb can talk when ever.
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>>6615911
hello emily! i dont recognize that name, are you new here?
>>6615916
oooh i havent heard of that, sounds fun
>>6615918
I love you too red!!
>>6615920
okay son, shall we play football?
>>6615925
oooh, hiking sounds relaxing! did you take any pictures?
>>6615931
congrats nim!!!
>>6615944
yea
i just wish i could get a job now desu
i wanna get out of the house
it's not healthy for me to sit in my chair all day every single day and barely go anywhere
i downloaded pokemon go tho so i can do that now!
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Would using 10kg dumbells to get stronger arms be a bad idea as an mtf?
My body isn't exactly super cis feminine, so I'm worried that bigger arms would make me look to huge in the shoulders, but i want to be less weak.
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>>6615951
happyhardcore.com/radio

the guy playing is just doing his usual anime remixes
iz pretty dope
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>>6615951
yes daddy play with me
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>>6615951
Kinda new
been anon for a while :P
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>>6615944
>you parents sound more like scary high school teachers

Well my mom was a high school and middle school teacher lol. But she's just not giving me the password because she made it really ridiculous and is too lazy to text it to me, so it's not like she's doing it out of malice
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>>6615948
It takes a pretty high level of not giving a fuck. I don't dress or style myself to give too many consistent clues about gender identity and just roll with whatever pronouns are being used for me.
No makeup, short hair, unisex or "boyfriend style" girls clothes. I get read as a girl, transman, sometimes a guy but I'm not sure if they're being polite while reading me as a transman because my voice is far from male.
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>>6615919
>you can't be a martyr because you're a tranny
Please don't cisoppress me, friend
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>>6615951
Grace, you crave the (You)s you get from here don't you? And I am encouraging it further because I don't think it'll go to your head all that bad. I like seeing people get positive attention.
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>>6615951
No pictures, didn't think to bring a camera, sorry. I'll try to remember next time!
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>>6615951
<3
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>>6615954
Chances are you'd need to work out pretty heavily for that to be a concern; you'd probably be fine.
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>>6615951
I only recently stopped playing Pokemon Go! I got reeaaalllyyyy into in the first day and I was hooked for a little while, but once I caught a Horsea my life mission was complete and I hasven't touched it since soo

>>6615962
oh oops
well can't you go get it yourself then?
YOU CAN'T JUST BE WITHOUT THE WIFI PASSWORD ANON
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>>6615963
Damn, that is a lot of not giving a fuck. Like I'll-have-what-you're-having levels. You did that when you were going male-to-female? Were you already rather feminine in appearance in the first place?

As snowflakey as it is, would you consider yourself non-binary in gender expression then?
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>>6615954
using 10kg to work out your arms will not make your arms bigger unless you are eating a caloric surplus
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>>6615976
>YOU CAN'T JUST BE WITHOUT THE WIFI PASSWORD ANON

I set the wifi password so I'm safe on that front, my parents have no clue how to change that one

But my mom keeps changing the netflix one and then doesn't tell me so I can't watch my movies legally :/ (and my mom is the only one who knows it)
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>>6615958
SPORTS
LETS PLAY SPORTS
WATCH SPORTS
COME ON SON PLAY WITH BALLS
>>6615959
Well it's nice to meet you then~
>>6615957
hm, this is interesting, a bit too intense for being drowsy after a nap tho ;;
>>6615965
Going to be honest, I'm kind of a (You) addict. I've been trying to spend less time here so I can break that. I might need to leave 4chan in general for a while, I find I just kinda attentionwhore elsewhere while I'm not here lol.
>>6615967
You should try bringing a camera! Photography is fun and let's you show people all the pretty stuff you saw
>>6615968
<3
>>6615976
Well, that's not a bad reason I guess, you got what you wanted from it!
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>>6615978
I didn't consider myself very feminine before. Between the beard and my gaunt cheeks no one would have pegged me as anything but male.
I did it after like 6 months of hormones + laser. People stopped gendering my consistently and I have literally no idea when I went fulltime because of it. Even just after the one year mark I was open about being trans, using a boy name, and new friends were split about whether I was mtf or ftm waiting on t.

I'd say non-binary is an accurate description of me these days. I don't spend a lot of time thinking about appropriate labels, just using labels for comedic value.
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>tfw even if you were cis you would never be able to be a cute anime girl

why was life even brought into this universe

it would have been better off if everything was always cold and dead
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going to sugar for the first time, smooth feels on the way.

Wish me luck.
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>>6615988
This is how I wake up when I'm sleepy desu.
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>>6615980
Are you saying it's pointless or just that I won't get big from it?
This is my goal body.
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>>6615988
if u were my dad id demolish you 1 on 1 in basketball

there's literally no way you could block my hook shot grace
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>>6615988
Nice to meet you to
even tho we already have met already
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>Family takes photos on vacation
>The few I'm in I'm barely poking part of my face in from the side or too far away to notice anything (although I do like the one where I'm on a horse that's like 40 feet away).
>The ones where I'm barely visible get uploaded to Facebook
>Dad doesn't know how to attach names.
>No one will see hippy-haired 3 month hrt me in skinny jeans
Dodged a bullet there
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>>6615999
it's not pointless, any exercise is good, you just won't get big from it

you don't get big from lifting weights, you get stronger. you get big from eating a lot, particularly a lot of protein.
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>>6615988
but i dont like sports
i want to play with mommy
wheres mommy
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Do I pass?
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>tfw at least you don't have autism
>tfw at least you're not black
>tfw at least you're not a furry
>tfw at least you're self aware
>tfw at least you're not physically disabled
>tfw at least there aren't naked pictures of you on the internet
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is hips going to yale?? what the fuck
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>>6616011
honestly as a beta chaser im desperate enough to go out with her

she'd probably be a very gracious gf
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>>6616011
Take off the shoulder pads, and you might.
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>tfw finally over 120 lbs and still gaining
Time to take working out more serious
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>>6616018
>Tfw you're still in last place
At least my family has money and might not hate me once I come out. Getting really tired of the Caitlin Jenner jokes though
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>>6615996
;_;
iktf
>>6615998
I usually like more relaxing, quiet, and slow stuff when I first wake upe
>>6616000
I probably couldn't, I never played sports. My parents tried to get me to play them but it just didn't work out lol.
>You spent more time staring at the sky than you did chasing the ball
>You were too scared to get in there and hit the puck
etc
>>6616002
wooooaahhhh
Well
We meet again, Emily.
>>6616006
Mommy is right here >>6616027
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>>6615996
Humans exist so that they can draw cute anime girls, duh. We are a necessary evil.
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>>6616030
But that's so boring. Don't tell me you drink coffee.
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>>6616026
Even the best /mtfg/ers have the same issue, she just needs to hold herself better
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>>6615994
Anon, you are practically my hero. I'm glad I'm hearing an experience like this. I don't feel like socially transitioning for a long ass time and the medical professionals I'm with have thankfully seen that as fine. I think if I looked more feminine (and I think the next 3 months and finishing laser will be nice to me) I think I could handle being a feminine looking guy for longer than an MtF should feel comfortable.

Work is the last place I fee like transitioning. Not because of how they'll react but because of how awkward the whole crap would be. I think my situation is going to sound like yours at the one year mark. Everyone who knew me will be able to tell what I did but I'll be fine with my boy name at work and using whatever restroom at work that causes less trouble.

Your level of patience and gradual-ness and genderfuckery acceptance is kind of reassuring because I can see that being an acceptable outcome for me.

Are you still in touch with your family? What name do they use? What about older members of your family? Are you fine with them using your boy name still? Because they know you by that name and they mean no ill will by using it?
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>>6616043
partially that, and partially dress better. Girl on the right is doing the broad-shoulders look right.
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>>6616043
Is that Jean Reno?
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>>6616031

But why don't we just exist in an anime universe, instead of needing to draw it?
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>>6616057
Exactly, with the right effort, everyone passes
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WHO EXCITED FOR JACK HERE
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>>6616042
>>6616036
No bully.
And I don't usually drink coffee no, I drink water 90% of the time
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i like the thicc meme because it makes me feel desirable and attractive
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>>6616068
woah
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>>6616067
"Grass is always greener". The anime universe is better than it is as a fictional dimension than if it would be as a real dimension.
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>>6616068
>tfw too lazy to ever pass
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>>6616055
At a certain point, maybe 8 months or so, I gave up on the idea of hiding a social transition and just started acting like everyone knew what I was up to. Most people figured it out or asked someone who knew. It seems to have worked out ok.

Timeline was like 6-18months gender fuck, 1.5y-3y queer girl, 3y-6y just another girl in the crowd, 6y-current gender fuck.

Still in touch with immediate family. Cousins and grandparents not so much for non-trans reasons. I actually kept my boyname so it's ok that they use it. I only changed my middle. Old male friends treat me as one of the guys and old female friends treat me as one of the girls, but they all use the same name.

Work knew from the beginning. Didn't bother switching pronouns to clients over for a long time, it was like four or five years in before I know I was being referred to as a girl to clients.
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i fucked up mjy eyebrows so bad i wanna cry
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>>6616096
I know the feeling.
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>>6616068
I want to fuck that.
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>>6616068
Trust me when I say I know this :3

>>6616097
>cellulite
>man ass
pick one
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Anyone have (or have the ability make) a zero to hero passing workout regimen?
I've already got running scheduled out but I need butt and thigh stuff.
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>>6616079
okok, no bully
what about the other 10%?
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>>6616110
Just search the Web for "butt exercises" tbqh senpai
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>go to bathroom earlier
>see self in mirror
>can't get over how much I look like a fucking 50 year old man
>almost broke down crying over it
>20 minutes later, go in the bathroom again
>this time I see a slightly androgynous but otherwise average looking boy

Why do mirrors do this to me?
;~;


>>6616082
I don't because it makes my lack of hips that much more painful.
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>>6616104
i need help
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>>6616095
This is a really thought out post and probably one of the best things I've read on here in a while, so far I've followed you time line and had similar experiences and it's heartening to know what to look forward to
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>>6616090

Exactly, though, that's my point.

Why don't we live in a cute 2D fictional universe where everything always goes right in the end?
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>>6615994
>>6616095
God damn, now I have to add a textfile to my inspiration folder...

Your "don't give a fuck" attitude about the whole thing is perfect, Anon. It sounds to me like you just did you and let everyone else do them and shit just kind of worked out.

>>6616095
>Old male friends treat me as one of the guys and old female friends treat me as one of the girls, but they all use the same name.
Really, this is the ideal. I don't want to hide anything. I don't want to have a past or childhood I can't talk about. I want people to know I am still me and not someone else. A woman didn't replace a man, I am a person and I'm still right here. I don't want to wreck friendships or demand people treat me differently.

Out of curiosity, does your boyname work as a unisex one? Or was it just more of your "idgaf" attitude? Did you ever adopt a female name to be used when new people gendered you female? Or was it a "Boy Named Sue" situation in reverse? The latter sounds amusing. My parents were nice enough to pick a new name out that I like but only a few friends use it right now. I'm not in any rush to push others to use it either.
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if runnings too hard try biking. for butt, on hands and knees lift one leg back. try to stay straight and reach out with your heel. also try lifting to the side like a peeing dog. remember to use your breath. lay on ur side with one hand on the ground for balance and lift your leg up and hold. turn leg inward a bit for extra pain
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Who else is sad here ;(
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SHOULD I BUY A BIKE OR JUST USE A BORING STATIONARY BIKE
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>>6616156
Everyone.
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So is kuroneko the best looking trans woman this place has ever produced
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>>6616152
oop
>>6616110
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>>6616152
can you post a pic of your butt so we know what to expect from doing this workout?
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>>6616143
Wait, who is the Anonymous person I'm talking to?? I need their timeline for reasons.
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>>6616162
she doesnt even wear diapers tho
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>>6616083
Mtfg lewd is best lewd. Anybody remember Cate?
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>>6616115
Ok. ;-;

>>6616152
Nothing is too hard. I'm unstoppable. I just need to know what it exactly is I should be doing. Thanks.

>>6616168
Smooth.
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>>6616143
>>6616150
Thanks.

My name is largely male. 90-some percent of people with it are dudes, but everyone seems to know one girl with it. I have a female middle name that sometimes doctors offices will use for me, but I'm not in the habit of using it except in it's shortened form to point out my middle name is "D" for terrible flirting.

The name has been confusing at times. My ex had to stop referring to me as their partner and call me a girlfriend so people wouldn't be confused about she/her pronouns. With more femme presentation than now new friends would struggle to find a more feminine/unconventional pronunciation when introduced.
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>>6616162
No
Ufufu is
Also kuro got ffs
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>>6616181
>Smooth.
dude shut up she'll hear you
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>>6616145
The key isn't to wish for the impossible, it's to medicate everyone into being happy with whatever happens
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>>6616187
WAIT. NO. THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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>>6616180
>tfw my lewds just look like a boy
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>>6616156
Only because djsharpnel's set is ending ;__;
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>>6616169
Faye means the timeline I posted as to how people perceive me over the years. I think. I've never posted good pictures here and don't intend to share my boy->girl->boy timeline that I made for laughs.
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>>6616190
>tfw no Grace lewds
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Non-binaries go post in the non-binary threads. This thread is for mtfs and chasers only, reee.
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you guyyyysss look at my friends and mine's house in starbound *o* my room is the one i'm standing in obvi.
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>>6616156
Girl, I'm a mess. Like everything else is great except for being trans, and it's making everything suck.

I'm really confident in boy mode and am afraid I'll totally lose that and become an insecure mess. I have a total "don't give a fuck attitude," but I think it's because I don't give a shit what people think of boy me as long as they like me, which is easy enough. But now I don't even know if family and old friends will like me. It's pretty awful. I just came up with my girl name a little bit ago though, and I like it because it's only two letters off from boyname
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>>6616160
Do you like being outdoors? Do you like going places? If yes, bike, if no, stationary.
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>>6616196
is that really something you would want?
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>Tfw can;t get ripped because honbody
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>>6616204
Yes. Yes it is.
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>>6616184
The name I use now is unisex, the one I'm legally changing to is about 55/45 male female when I looked it up, I kind of prefer it that way
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>>6616204
Seconded.
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>>6616204
>Not wanting pics of cute "boys"
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>>6616202
And
>do you like catching pokemon?

Stationary bike is so boring except that you can watch TV. But riding an actual bike and climbing hills and stuff is such a great feeling. Plus you can get a cool bike that you feel good about.
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>>6616195
>Ftm
>Having periods
Are you even trying?
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>>6616184
>>6616209
how2pick neimu??
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lydia has the fanciest room tho desu. she even has a bird in it. she's modest, she didn't want a big one.
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>>6616215
That man body
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>>6616217
I looked up names that were popular from my birth year. Makes it feel less special snowflake. Mine is similar to my birth name as well, which I like.
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>>6616202
no but biking on a trail in the morning while it's cool seems comfy

>>6616214
>hills
>in florida
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>>6616217
I went with keeping the first initial and sticking with the gaelic theme of the rest of my name. Made a shortlist and talked it out with my mom. She was more emotional about having a say in my name than any other part of transition.
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>>6616168
i hate my body im sorry

i want to be the cutest girl to come out of here >.<
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>>6616215
Damn, how long have you been on T? Did you get your boobs cut out or were they always small? Does the boob fat like, vanish and just leave the buds? Sorry for so many questions.
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>>6616220
Of course she does.
Lydia fancies birds

>>6616224
>being ftm
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>>6616207
>>6616210
>>6616212
y'all probably just wanna make fun of my body or something
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>>6616234
That's ufufu's body you dingbat
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>>6616236
I solemnly swear that if I have nothing nice to say I won't say anything.
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>>6616184
Are you the anon that Elanna is irl friends with, or are you a different anon?
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Do robit's lie or am I going to make it?
https://unsee.
cc/zudebiga/
https://unsee.
cc/mebaruso/
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>>6616156
I'm pretty sad...
But I'm trying not to waste what few opportunities I have left to spent time with the gf before she leaves... forever... permanently...
Even though they say they'll visit... I don't think they will.
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>>6616217
The first name I had, my best trans friend, who I was totes in love with, just kind said on skype "you look like a robin", the second name I let my parents pick, but was firm when I didn't like the first choice. They had both said is always be my boy name, and never used my girl name, now they're gladly already calling me the name they picked.
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>>6616243
Yup, that's me.
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>>6616236
I would be too busy cumming to do that.
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>>6616234
ROASTE
D
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>>6616236
I don't have rude intentions, just indecent ones.
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>>6616235

ik lol. georgia's room is the one with the chains and the poster. we have a healing spring and tons of trees and a basement and stuff tooooo. i love this game so much lol
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>>6616244
Chin and nose then you'll pass and be qt.
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>>6616244
You're a very beautiful lady wife/10
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>>6616253
>>6616250
>>6616242
how have y'all missed what's already been posted?
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>>6616240
Oh... fuck.

>>6616251
I NO BULLY. NOT BULLY.
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>>6616247
We should all hang out, there's a few things going on in SF this week.

Unless you want all alone time with her, which is also fine
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>>6616236
I'll make fun of you.
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>>6616261
It's not about the gender, it's about that cute factor. Your face is cute. I doubt you have the body of a 35 year old car mechanic so it's probably not too far off from your face. I bet you're rather soft looking even if it's not particularly feminine.
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>>6616261
I've missed things? Fuck everything.
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>>6616254
>>6616220
>>6616198
I think the lesson here is don't become a 25 year old cam whore whose life is entirely made up of this autism
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>>6616270
mom no
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>>6616225
>top names for my year
>Kayla, Caitlyn, Alice, Annie
Noooope.

>>6616231
>tfw unsupportive parents

>>6616248
I guess once I look better I'll just ask people's opinions and go from there.

Thanks goys.
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>>6616278
Come on, post some pics while I serve myself a couple more glasses. It'll be fun.
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>>6616276

>not playing video games with your girlfriends and having a gay old time
what are you, some kind of loser?
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>>6616258
Is there anything I can do about them to minimize them, while I save for ffs?

>>6616259
Thank you, I feel you're being sarcastic though
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>>6616278
You're a nerd and your room is messy! HAHA

>>6616283
How dare you.
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>>6616286
I an a sincere and honest man. You're a very beautiful lady I would very much love to snuggle.
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>>6616279
>>6616279
>>top names for my year
>>Kayla, Caitlyn, Alice, Annie
Jesus Christ, it's like someone intentionally picked out the worse names for you. Only thing missing is your explicitly boy name with an a on the end of it ("Davida", "Brandonna")
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>>6616233
u r the cutest imo, that's why i wanna see ur butt so bad
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>>6616286
Nose is honestly fine for passing you'd just look cuter with a nose job. Most girls would desu.
As for hiding your chin... hope the train robber look comes into fashion? If you figure it out get back to us we want to know too.
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>>6616273
yea
someone leaked a pic of my belly and legs
then i posted a better version of it
and i posted one of me in pajamas
i think that's it so far
>>6616272
well
it may be that way for you but when im here it's not about cute it's about how little you look like a man
i dont wanna get torn apart tonight
>>6616283
dont bully me
>>6616288
MOM PLEASE ;_;
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>>6616279
>Alice
Most popular meme name ever
>Annie
Too many pop culture references, ruined by Movie
>Caitlyn
Literally the hitler of mtf names
>Kayla
..............no
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>>6616288
I played the demo for that game and it was meh, does the story compensate for the basic gameplay?
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>>6616289
Chaser-kun blow the fuck out of here. UwU
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is elanna here
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>>6616303
nope, still raving
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>>6616224
>getting on T
Why would you do that to yourself. ;_;

(Just messing with you, do what you need to in order to feel right. Such a shame, though.)
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>>6616308
tell her i said "HUGG ELANN"
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>>6616293
I'm not bullying you! I'm just doing this because I love you. And a little bit because of the booze, but you know mommy needs it.
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>>6616279
Tbf I looked at like the top 30 names.
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>>6616285
Why do you sound like how 12 year old on 4chan sounded like 12 years ago
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>>6616293
Well that sounds awfully rude of him, I am sorry to hear that Gracechan.
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What's happnin, gals?
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>>6616293
You'll take it and love it!
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>>6616293
>someone leaked a pic of my belly and legs
you already posted those in tg or something. don't pretend it's different. you renounced to your ownership of your virtual image once you posted it here.
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>>6616290
It was staggering.

>>6616297
I consider Kayla to be closer to Hitler than Caitlyn but I guess more people would get the Caitlyn reference.

>>6616312
Ehhh. I guess I'll go back and take a look further down. The shock and awe was a bit much for me though.
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>>6616289
Thank you then chaser-sama

>>6616292
>As for hiding your chin... hope the train robber look comes into fashion?
;~;

Well I know my nose is fucked up because I broke it as a kid and my parents didn't want my to get it fixed so I didn't. But oh well on the chin... all the more reason to start saving for ffs
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>>6616319
I never posted it on 4chan. I made the mistake of posting it in a Skype group. Someone saved it and posted it months afterwards.
>>6616311
Make me cry momma
>>6616314
it's fine
>>6616318
I-if you insist ;_;
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>>6616302
Fight me
>>6616323
Im not really a chaser, I just like to compliment cute girls so I feel less lonely.
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>>6616317
Put off buying makeup again (I really want to practice!) and now I'm drinking the pain away and watching Netflix
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>>6616322
What about Kaia?
>>
>>6616283
throwback to my childhood
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>>6616322
Kayla is more like voldermort
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>>6616323
>Well I know my nose is fucked up because I broke it as a kid
Oh my Goooood me too!
>and my parents didn't want my to get it fixed so I didn't
This but my parents didn't really care about me beyond what having me around and alive brought them in state benefits and I of course had no money.
>saving for ffs
Just don't cheap out on FFS. Spending more IS worth it, considering the investment is obscene even if you try to cheap out.

>>6616329
I'm a total hon bitch I'll fucking burst you.
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>>6616291
im just waiting for hrt to fix me as much as it can..
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>>6616338
thanks for reminding me, beep
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>chrischan is out there representing MtFs
we're all already fucked and now we are more fucked
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>>6616344
kinky
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>>6616336
Im sure you could, Im a weak fucking nerd. But Im sure you're too mean to yourself, you could be a complete sweetheart for all I really know.
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>>6616322
>I consider Kayla to be closer to Hitler than Caitlyn but I guess more people would get the Caitlyn reference.
Would anyone outside of small online trans circles be aware of Kayla? I don't hate her but I know she has a hilariously bad reputation. So bad I can't help but think of her like a lying, lovable asshole.

How infamous is she, really? I heard there was years of chasing, denial, fetishiziing, "miss cock" posting, lots of 420chan shenanigans and in general just lots of lying but what has she done to gain such a reputation? Is it because she just posts on every trans site imaginable or something?
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>finally look at susans place because of the mee mays
>oh god
>oh god
>First admin i see is a hon
Lmao, feel bad for hons but you can't help but laugh at the same time
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>>6616336
>Just don't cheap out on FFS. Spending more IS worth it, considering the investment is obscene even if you try to cheap out.

I would honestly rather just stay as I am then fuck myself up with cheap cosmetic surgery
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>>6616249
Cool, so my intuition was correct.

I used to think self-proclaimed non-binaries were all either trans in denial or snowflake attention whores, and tbqh I still think a lot of them are, but since you've started posting here, I now think that non-binary is a real thing some people have, since you're the first person I've known who seems really genuinely non-binary to me.

idk if you care about that, but I thought you might find it interesting. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>6616338
>tfw I will never be a super qt like Beep
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>>6616338
i will wait forever to see ur beepbutt
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>>6616338
i wanna gangbang beep
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>>6616340
:/
>>6616356
>>6616357
i want to live up to an expectation of being beautiful but im just not.. ugh..cruel..
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>tfw bully mom anon didn't bully me
>>
>tfw ur a girl

:)
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>>6616360
no, like, reminding me that I have to take estrogen...
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>>6616359
OH
>>6616365
i wish iktf
>>
Name feedback plox. Amelia, Emily
>tfw the names you really like are all snowflake or stripper names
Hold me.

>>6616331
Too many sad memories. It is a nice name though.

>>6616334
An apt analogy. Admittedly awful albeit accidental alliteration.

>>6616348
For all we know she reaches international Facebook meme status tomorrow. Better safe than sorry.
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>>6616354
Oh I've been posting forevers but I wouldn't talk about my identity much while I wasn't living a less binary life and confident in it. Sometimes it's easier just to walk away when mtfg gets hostile about such things.
I appreciate the kind words.
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>>6616365
No you aren't snape
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>>6616360
u look beautiful in your photos beeparino, dont be so hard on yourself
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>>6616360
But you is beautiful girl

>>6616363
I'll bully you by making you clean up your room or you're GROUNDED YOUNG LADY.

>>6616365
idktf :(
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>>6616369
I like Emily better, but pick Amelia if you like planes or something I guess anon?
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>>6616371
Yes I am :)
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>>6616367
#BeepGangbang2016
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>>6616374
that's an interesting picture
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>>6616369
>An apt analogy. Admittedly awful albeit accidental alliteration.
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>>6616363
Also this
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>>6616363
oh, I passed out for a sec. I though my daughter was attentionwhoring so people could lie and tell her she's a real woman. you feel so proud with those baby boobs and think they distract from your buldge. why can't you be more like your sister?
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>>6616374
Sauce?
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>mfw reading manga for over 6 hours today

ive lost control of my life
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>>6616379
>>6616374
kinda nice.
idk how i feel about htis
i think good maybe?
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>>6616382
immersion broken, literally nobody in the family would want me to be more like my sister
>>6616381
that fucking game
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>>6616376
I didn't even think of her.
Why does she look like a hon in this picture? Has my time here made me suspicious of any plausibly masculine feature in a woman?

>>6616380
Sorry, not sorry.
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>>6615764
>GTA V edition
What does that even mean? The only trannies in GTA V are the caricatures you can murder outside the nightclub
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>>6616390
If a cis girl were to peg me I'd be in heaven. Just sayin.
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>>6616377
Maybe by using your poly juice potion
>>
guys guys guys when i cum it barely feels like anything, there's no muscle contractions or anything, and it's so hard for me to find something arousing

should i get off hrt or something idk im scared
>>
>>6616369
amelia is pretty emily is more common. list more names??
>>6616372
>>6616374
im just good at tranny angles :(
>>6616378
i approve of this message
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>>6616401
Get fucked AGP.
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>>6616398
Can u explain this meme to me since u seem so insistent on it
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>>6616405
im serious this is scary

having tits and soft skin and a feminine face is great but this is just disgusting and scary i dont want to become asexual
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>>6616401
Orgasms are more than just cumming now for you. You have to feel it. Let it take you. Let your whole body squirm and ache as those hot flashes flow through you until they finally make you cry out in sweet release.
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>>6616379
Y...eah it is
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>>6616369
I should ask my friend what her stripper name is.
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>>6616407
have you tried anal stimulation? it really saved my marriage.
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>>6616401
ur fine anon dont worry and keep taking ur grill pills :)
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>>6616413
thats the problem

that was happening a while back but not any more...
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>Nabokov's biggest mistake was attempting to write Lolita, or really any of his later attempts at literature, in English, which was not his native tongue, but rather a learned language.
>One cannot possibly expect any fine literature to be produced from one writing in anything but their mother tongue. It is simply and utterly impossible to imagine. It is not only disrespectful to the language you are writing in, for daring to tarnish it by attempting to write literature when cannot understand it, but also to your own, original language, for depriving it of the chance to have a masterpiece of literature composed in it.
>It is simply not possible for a non-native student of a language to ever come to truly appreciate the intricacies and complexities of that language. Such an understanding can only be achieved by somebody who has spoken and written in that language from birth, somebody whose formative years were spent with that language. To assume otherwise is sheer foolishness, not to mention arrogance.
>Nabokov should have written Lolita in Russian. In writing it in English, he both offended the corpus of English literature, and insulted the Russian language, by attempting to assert that Russian was not good enough for his writing.
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>>6616407
also this
>>6616413
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good morning dungeons and dragons

what's up ?
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>>6616370
Oh yeah, I figured you were probably here for longer than that, but I meant the posts about your genderfuckery specifically.

In a way I'm kinda jealous of your ability to not give a fuck. It would save me a lot of stress if my manly features didn't make me wanna cry whenever I stare at them in the mirror for too long.

>>6616095
>1.5y-3y queer girl
What do you mean by "queer girl"?
Is it like, you passed, but you looked like a butch lesbian?
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>>6616401
You didn't have an orgasm then
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>>6616397
>>6616390
>>6616414
I dunno...
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>>6616403
>list more names??
It's so hard picking ones I could see myself not hating but fine. This isn't too easy for me.
>Elodie
>Madison
>Evangelyne
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>>6616406
Professor you know everything about poky juice potion
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>>6616425
i came thick white cum
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>>6616419
but i like it
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>>6616427
Come sit on my lap little Grace.
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>>6616419
Where's that from?
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>think I have friends
>get betrayed
>get sad and self harm
>start the vicious cycle over again
Well here we go again.
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>>6616429
Ur a really boring troll :/
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>>6616430
Do girls shoot out thick, white cum out of their penises when they orgasm?
You did not orgasm.
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I feel like a disgusting piece of trash. I feel like everyone hates me. I don't want to feel like this. I want to kill myself, but the only thing stopping me right now is my little brother. He seems like the only person that even cares about me. If he wasn't around I'd probably already be dead. Sorry I just wanted to tell someone because it seems like no one else cares and my little brother is to young to understand.
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>>6616432
What a comfy looking lap
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>>6616428
no none of those
>>6616434
SAME i cut this week for the first time in months
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>>6616423
I was rocking a side cut bob for a while. Got called a dyke a couple times ;_; Wasn't too butch but was definitely setting off people's gaydars.

As to not giving a fuck. My transition literally couldn't start until I stopped giving a fuck it seems. Took me a while to get to that point in life.
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>>6616156
Me
Pls kill me Abby
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>>6616436

I'll be honest, I'm pretty sure the non-anal orgasms I get just from masturbating aren't as powerful as female orgasms, but I honestly think that, since I started on HRT, my purely penile orgasms have become stronger than they were before. Not as strong as anal orgasms, but still very strong.

I'm actually at the point where I produce almost no ejaculate, resulting in essentially dry penile orgasms.
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>>6616397
>Tfw my ex-gf talked about wanting to peg me and I played up that I didn't like the idea because I was pretending to be a straight male

Damn I fucked up on that one
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>>6616442
so is mine, we should have a lap sitting night
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>>6616444
Beep dont cut yourself please

I care about you :(
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>>6616444
I haven't in over a year. not like this at least. Fuck.

>>6616447
ok. Murder suicide it is.
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>>6616441
There is pain in life, and release in death. While that release may seem alluring you must remember life is not all pain. There is poetry, joy, love, bliss; not so in death. Death is empty. Find what you want to live for, it may take a while, but once you do you will not dare let death try and take it from you.
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>spiro hell
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>>6616413
This sounds really amazing, I hope I can feel that someday
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>>6616413
Are orgasm's like that even possible for us
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>>6616453
Great
I'm excited
When shall we do this; I have an open Thursday at 3pm; does that work for you
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>>6616419
Where do you find these things?
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>>6616454

t. freshman philosophy major
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>>6616454
There really isn't any release in death. You don't have your senses to meassure the change so there's nothing to feel better by comparison or to relax you. It's just the discontinuation of any possible reaction or feeling or thought.

>>6616458
for what Bexe has described I'd assume you're already pretty much there
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>>6616454
Thanks, I have things to live for. Hence me not actually going through with it. I just feel like a piece of shit that no one cares about.
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Can someone help and tell me what to get and start with for HRT off inhousepharmacy? I dont know my hormone levels and I dont have insurance
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What's up mtfg
Postan from phone so no trip
And I'm at school and bored af :v
How are yall
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>>6616434
Same
>>6616430
Ejaculating=\=orgasm
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>>6616436
ohhhhhhh yeah :3
when I have one, I have to take a minute just to rest and get my head sorted out

I had one or two pre-hrt, but it's soooooo amazing now that I can do it consistently.
It's also nice to not have the compulsion to masturbate. I can just do it when I'm in the mood.
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>>6616461
Oh baby yes. It first happened to me during anal and I came three times in the span of 30 seconds without touching myself. Three. Times.
I nearly blacked out.
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>>6616462
Nope sorry can't do that. Afraid I can't work you into my schedule this week. How does dying next week work? I've got some important stuff coming up and dying would really put a hamper on the whole thing you know? So inconvenient
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>>6616465
Adapted from Warhammer 40k actually.
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>>6616472
Hey Smiles! How are you? :)

P.S. where do you live? Here in California it's like 10 PM and way too late for school
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>>6616477
Iirc prostate=g spot, so....
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>>6616467
My little brother seems to have this sense whenever I feel horrible or get hit super hard by dysphoria. Even if he isn't around he comes in to give me a hug. Idk how he does it, but it really helps.
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>>6616477

>Prostate orgasm

Honestly, HRT + prostate orgasm, I'm going to say that it's probably better than a standard female orgasm.
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>>6616452
i hurt myself after people get mad at me irl. i run out of ways to say sorry and i start taking it out on my own body. that and just feeling disgusting.
>>6616453
hope ur okay :/
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>>6616466
You are confusing release and relief. While we can use them interchangeably in most scenarios in this one it is not so, as you demonstrated.
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>>6616482
>>6616482
Lmao 3pm
Schools out in 20 mins
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>>6616485
g-spot orgasms are probably better, but we can't compare -.-
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>When you started taking care of your skin with product and exfoliation and it's super fucking smooth and soft now

holy fuck the memes are real
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>>6616482
>Here in California it's like 10 PM
Shit I was supposed to go to bed half an hour ago.
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>>6616479
Let's see, let's see, next week
Well I've got business meetings all through the Monday and Wednesday of next week; and then an appointment to scream in agony and desperation, while choking myself next Friday so I guess Tuesday and Thursday can be clear???
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>>6616466
No, not really
I feel something similar when she's playing with my chest and it's amazing but the orgasms are nothing like that, they're just okay
I guess it's a little greedy to want both
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>>6616427
ill be ur cis girl ;--00o
lmao rekt
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>>6616478
Oh, i've never actually gave myself a prostate orgasm, don't even know how to really
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i need to stop eating for a while so i can lose all this disgusting muscle. does anyone wanna help or join me with a super low cal diet
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>>6616494
Same, my skin is super soft now, but I still get acne on my back and butt so it doesn't matter ;~; nothing I do is getting rid of it
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>>6616489
Me neither honestly, but you have the advantage of being like ten years younger than me so it makes sense you haven't
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>>6616477
You realize they do that for money right
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>>6616472
I've been thinking about your situation. What if you bully someone weaker than you? wouldn't that make you more accepted and less people would mess with you?
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>>6616468
so no one replied to you anon but get Spiro, and progynova. hope this helps :)

get the 2mg tablets of progynova and the 100mg tablets of Spiro. take them once a day for like a month
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>>6616507
Delete this.
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>>6616501
I've been on one, but I have to cheat on sat/sun because of social pressure
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>>6616508
>>6616508
Yeah I'm definitely not doing that
Even if it would
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>>6616445
>Wasn't too butch but was definitely setting off people's gaydars.
Makes sense.
As long as I actually passed, I don't think I'd mind setting off people's gaydars, since I like girls anyway. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>As to not giving a fuck. My transition literally couldn't start until I stopped giving a fuck it seems.
Interesting. In what way could your transition not start?
Or by "start transition", do you mean start moving towards being the genderfuck you are now?
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>>6616487
still, it implies change and after death you don't have a new state to replace your discomfort or pain. if you die in prison you technically get out of it but for you there is no freedom.
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>>6616509
>Spiro
>take them once a day

No
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>>6616508
do you know literally nothing about smiles?
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>>6616513
What if I came to Aussie school so you could beat the shit out of me to intimidate your enemies? I'd enjoy it so it's fine.
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>>6616507
and boxers fight for money, but this still knock out the other guy.
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>>6616512
what have you been living off of?
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>>6616519
>I'd enjoy it
trip on, red :P
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>>6616519
No pls ;-;
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>>6616515
I mean the idea of trusting my feelings was pretty foreign to me and I was paralyzed by my idea of what other people would think.
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>>6616513
well, that was the best solution I came up with. I didn't spend that much time thinking it through.

>>6616518
I'm sure you know more, but I was hoping that idea would make her laugh a little tiny bit.
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My mom put this in the bathroom last year because of my teenage brother
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>>6616532
nice to know autism runs in your family
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>>6616509
4mg e, 200 spiro ( 2mg e 100 spiro twice a day)
Take only 100 mg spiro for maybe 2-3 days, stop if you feel chest pains or break out in hives.

That dose would barely give her gyro in a year
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>>6616528
Dukes. It was worth a shot.
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idk but if someone tried to put something in my butt again i would freak the fuck out
>>6616532
last year is 2013?
>>6616536
unfortunately i can't give myself to literally anyone
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>>6616532
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>>6616532
kek
>MLP decor

If your brother is an autist that would only make the towel situation worse
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>tfw you wanna wear a swimsuit but have a penis
Honestly considering SRS just to get rid of this thing. I don't really care for the neovags available but this sucks.
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>>6616536
Are you cute? I'll be your co tranny.
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>>6616525
Boxing isn't a performance art
>>6616526
Uhm w/e I want, normally a light yogurt and a sushi roll once a day
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>>6616540
Obviously
I thought that one was obvious.
Lmao that you googled it
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>>6616540
>caring this much
I though the trip made you a fayek but you at least do play the role.
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>>6616550
>I was just pretending to be retarded!
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>>6616550
I wanted the picture because of you tell someone to google it they won't
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>>6616545
desu having to tuck is a big thing driving me to want to get srs

(That and I've kinda always disliked having a dick in general)
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>>6616501
high-metabolism diet is p much the same thing, right?
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>>6616365
: )
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>>6616557
http://diply.com/vine-star/article/signs-mom-gone-wild/3
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>>6616552
i can't take care of anyone im still damaged as fuck after my recent breakup.
like i still like weird.
I mostly flirt a lot with some people and thats mostly it.
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>>6616549
>Boxing isn't a performance art
wrestlers do it for the money and it's controlled improvisational theatre, they still crack their heads now and then.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1hAWy3ppXQ
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I WANT TO SEE JASPER AGAIN REEE
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>>6616545
Wear a swimsuit with a skirt, they look cute anyways.
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Spiro will literally kill me, what AA should I get form IHP?
>inb4 see a doctor
They don't want to give me pills for FOUR MONTHS so they can eat me.
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>>6616561
>>6616545
https://youtu.be/AtO_OqwgVNk
https://youtu.be/SyX_JLpluXs
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I wish I could casually slip my fingers inside me without worrying about shit
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>>6616529
Heh, I'm in a similar situation right now.

Part of me really wants to start wearing makeup and more feminine clothes and stuff in public, but I don't because I still look like a disgusting man, and I'm terrified of looking like a "man in a dress" stereotype.
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>>6616575
idk i feel like i really shouldn't get close to people cuz im emotionally uhh
destructive
and self destructive
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>>6616574
Four months is not super long and if spironolactone will kill you other AAs might too. It's not worth dying over. Try telling them to either hook you up or you'll start self medicating.
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>>6616574
does it have Cypro?
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>>6616569
ehh, that list is mostly about botching your acting, this is better
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WaDvzM49UQ

>>6616574
cypro, check the OP
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What's up mtfg? I'm playing Starbound and eating
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>>6616581
iktf ;__;
i wish i could have sex anywhere any time
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>>6616574
anything will kill you if you have enough of it
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i wish i were interesting
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>>6616576
But tucking sucks, and I'd just rather have a sad fake vagina
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>>6616593
h-happiness too?
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>>6616574
Cypro is the common choice for AA in most European countries. Bicalutamide might also work, although that's more of the /femgen/ option since it's not quite as anti-androgenic and so tends not to mess with erections as much, which probably isn't a concern if you're here instead of /femgen/ but whatever.
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>>6616592
that'd be nice too, but I'm not super excited about sex
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>>6616582
Just get better at makeup. It's practically magic. Do you contour?
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I wish I were a girl.
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>>6616591
feeling things tonight
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>>6616591
What's Starbound and what are you eating?
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>>6616591
I saw that hit 1.0 but it was full price so I didn't touch it
How is it?
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>>6616606
What do you feel?
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>>6616596
>>6616605

same
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>>6616606
Tell me of your feels bb
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>>6616607
Starbound is a survival minecraft-like game
I'm eating chickpeas in tomato sauce with rice. Cooked it myself
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>>6616599
You can be blinded by happiness to the point where you don't feel any motivation to do anything. You know that apathy can come from both excessive pain and a complete lack of pain, right?

>>6616596
don't wish you were interesting, just do something you're excited by and talk about it.
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>>6616606
>tfw 50% of grace's reaction images she stole from u
>:-(
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>>6616605
me too
>>6616610
>>6616615
i'm broken
i dont really know how to get into it
>>6616619
ill steal the other 50% too
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>>6616604
i am honestly mostly a flirt.
if someone was literally perfect then maybe i would fully seriously go after them.
like jasper
cutest ftm ive ever met, like hes just as tall as me, has a really perfect voice, and he is pretty fucking funny.
by cutest i mean general attractive.
cute in a boy way rahter than a girl way.
but ya idk
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>>6616609
Funnnnn
But frustrating
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>>6616591
>>6616616
keep cooking and playing games red. And look for a job!
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>>6616619
she stole a good chunk from me too, that bitch. we have to teach her a lesson.
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>>6616584
If I end up in the ER they'll probably take me seriously.

>>6616587
Yes.

>>6616588
Oh wow, the OP here says I should get a progesterone too, but it doesn't mention which one... Help again please. ;-;
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>>6616553
Are you sure you just aren't lying to yourself so that you don't have to think about people having full happy loves?

It sounds very self destructive.
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>>6616625
please teach me a good one
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buizel is so cute i want a plushie of him !!!
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>>6616624
Hey!!! I love you! I miss you
>>6616625
Be nice to grace
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>>6616626
get that then it's superior to spiro
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>>6616635
Does progesterone alone work as an anti-androgen? I thought most people take it in addition to either spiro or cypro.
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>>6616626
I strongly urge you to speak to your doctors. They're people too. If you insist on doing this Microgest is a good prog.
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>>6616632
same with me once you know my emotions n shit
basically this image >>6616629
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>>6616574
>>6616600
>Bicalutamide
Needs Finasteride or dutasteride to knock out DHT production from excess T. The nice thing is some of that excess T will get converted to E.
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>>6616626
ehhhh, progesterone isn't the best idea in the world. don't worry too much.

Talking about that, how is Phienchen doing? Has anyone seen her lately?

>>6616628
Eh, the projection is a bit off for a Faye impersonation. There's nothing that says "having a full happy life" in image searching or changing trips; it doesn't say the opposite but I don't have anything to envy from those two things I can do without improving my life.

You could also improve the fake worry at the end of an insult, that's a good trademark of hers.
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>>6616638
Jesus Christ no it's not, like she's giving the worst medical advice right now
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>>6616632
Hey....
I'd flirt with you
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>>6616638
No, P doesn't do anything in particular as far as tests go. Some people see effects and in theory it should help 4th stage breast grow. Adding it as part of your daily does seems to be a bad idea.
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>>6616645
Isnt it amusing reading someone who self meds improperly trying to give advice to others?
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>>6616574
Just out of curiosity, what condition do you have that makes spiro not advisable?
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is spiro really that shitty ;-;
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>>6616635
no, you're thinking of cypro, you linked the wrong message. I hope. Don't take P by yourself either.
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>>6616654
For most people, no.
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>>6616643
>ehhhh, progesterone isn't the best idea in the world. don't worry too much.
Could you please explain why you feel this way? Sorry to be a bother. The OP info says
>It has health benefits as well, such as increased skin elasticity, improved mental performance, improved libido, decreases osteoperosis, and helps in building osteoblasts in bone, teeth, gums, joints, tendons, and ligaments, as well as more things, but there is too much to list. For the transsexual, it helps tremendously in breast development. Some sources state that "normal breast tissue cannot develop except in the presence of both progesterone and estrogen. Mammary glandular tissue is otherwise fibrotic, the breast shape conical and the areola immature". Generally taking Progesterone is a very good idea.

>>6616653
Diabetes. The genetic kind not the situational kind.
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>>6616659
b-but what if i'm not like most people

what about progesterone
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>>6616648
no like when people get close to me they stop wanting to be friends
>>6616654
my issue is super low blood pressure
i started fainting.
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>>6616651
I self medded properly when I did it

Are you defending taking progesterone as an AA? You're literally hurting someone with that advice.
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i wish there was a nice trans board that wasn't mean like here but also not full of hons
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>>6616665
I was agreeing with you.
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>>6616638
P & E is used together. I'm in the process of trying to find out how much medroxyprogesterone acetate I need to inject each month to keep the T down. I may need to inject more than 150mg per 30 days, or shorten the number of days between shots.

>>6616643
No it isn't the best, but I can't tolerate Spiro.

>>6616650
That's just for breast growth.
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>>6616654
I even eat potatos now and then while under 200mg. It's okay, don't worry too much.

>>6616660
Because there are no studies to prove it (since it's a patent free drug and no laboratory will spend money on it) so all evidence is haresay. The best looking and most successfull cases you'll see didn't take it, and the ones who did only took it for a little short time. In terms of a female body it isn't even natural to have it all the time.
tl;dr
>barely does anything
>is sort of dangerous
>you don't need it
>it's unrelated to women who aren't pregnant.
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>>6616626
You don't necessarily need progesterone, and it's what makes pregnant girls really emotional. It's just nice for boob growth, but normally it's better to just wait a year or so before starting on it

>>6616638
Most people take it in addition to both estrogen and AAs.

>>6616643
Yeah, I was talking to her earlier. I'm not entirely sure how she's doing though, it's been a few weeks ago since I really talked with her.

I doubt I'll ever forget that incident. It was just so... bizarre.

>>6616662
Is that probably why I started getting grey-tunnels recently?
I know I used to get them, but they've been happening more and more lately.
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SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT PILLS TO BUY I NEED HRT NOW I NEED IT
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>>6616669
Ahhh I misread that, sorry
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>>6616661
Progesterone doesn't replace an AA, you should had read about it in HS. P is a secondary sex hormone that is created in very specific conditions and taking it isn't proved to do anything. Even more, a lot of people who take it find it more damaging to their bodies than anything else.
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Can mdma or amphetamines mess with my hrt?
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>>6616654
It's decent; it'll get your testosterone down to lower than cis-female levels, and most people don't have bad side effects from it. Cypro may be a bit better, but it's not easily available in the US because the FDA hasn't approved it for reasons.
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how do I get my psychiatrist to stop giving me meme drugs
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Well this is all drowning me, sorry to bother you all. Just going to follow >>6616639 this advice and threaten my doctors.

>>6616674
Really bad timing to roll in here and make me look bad desu.
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>>6616661
You could experience a range of side effects, most can be offset by simply drinking enough.
Progesterone is a drug that may or may not help with breast growth, nothing concrete. It's usually found during pregnancy or periods, so expect to get some of the experience of those. IE, if you cycle progesterone you'll probably be moody af like someone on their period.
That's about it, as far as I'm aware there aren't really spiro-tier side effects to taking progesterone, it just makes your hormonal makeup closer to those 2 states.
>>6616677
>Even more, a lot of people who take it find it more damaging to their bodies than anything else.
Oh?
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>>6616670
>No it isn't the best, but I can't tolerate Spiro.
but P doesn't work as an AA, even E does a better work at that. I'm assuming you mean cypro...
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>>6616672
Most definitely the Spiro.
>>6616678
Yes.
>>6616680
You don't.
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real women are anarcho-syndicalists
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>>6616678
Doing Molly is good anon :333
Be a good girl and hook up with people while on drugs
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>guy blocks me after I tell him I'm trans
LITERALLY IN MY PROFILE
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>>6616678
depends on which amphetamines and what hrt, but I don't think so
mdma does not

>>6616687
alright, I have an appointment with my endo in two weeks, I'll try not to pass out by standing up too fast in the meantime.
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>>6616672
>I doubt I'll ever forget that incident. It was just so... bizarre.
what incident? if it was about P, yeah, weird as hell. I hope she can pass that boulder in her way.
Or did something else happen? I hope not...
She was gonna get FFS really soon, right? I hope that keeps her focused at least a little bit.
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>>6616672
Progesterone causes the branching of the breast tissue, which doesn't lead to an increase in volume, but a better fuller shape.

In theory it should work that way, but the older you are, the higher the chance that your body won't respond.
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>>6616684
Well, you can headpat me while I while I whisper lewd things in your ear and nibble on it
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>tfw you'll never get to experience dark, rainy nights in neon-blinded cities, running the shadows between the electric lights with rotten men and dangerous women

why am i even alive
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>>6616683
>Oh?
why are you asking? You've been here when Faye and Edie commented that it was messing with their heads and then you have Phien's case.
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>>6616684
Fuck my shit up with compliments my man
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>>6616692
Guys mass send messages to everyone, don't expect anyone to have read it. It's literally a numbers game to them.
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>>6616693
honestly when i need to stand up i hold still while sitting up for a minute or two before standing.
well thats when i was on spiro at least.
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>>6616688
My only issue with that statement is that it could be taken as men not being also okay with it.

>>6616692
maybe it was the way you said it?
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>>6616680
>meme pills
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>tfw you have a rare genetic disorder in your sex chromosomes that gives you a penis
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>>6616683
but what if i want to be a tiddy monster
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>>6616698
>tfw I will never live in a dystopian cyberpunk future
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>>6616713
>rare
there's 85 of us here
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>>6616679
What are those reasons?
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i just ate half a pound of chocolate fucking kill me
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>>6616672
You may want to switch from Spiro.

>>6616677
>Even more, a lot of people who take it find it more damaging to their bodies than anything else.
Citations?

>>6616685
Right, it isn't an AA, but it is antigonadotropic. It is one of the fall back methods for suppressing T.
http://www.trans-health.com/2002/hrt-self-medication/
>medroxyprogesterone
>5-10 mg/day orally or 150 mg/month intramuscular injection
>Antigonadotropic. Less effective than cyproterone and spironolactone
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>>6616719
vague ones about being bad for your liver, unlike every single drug in existence. it has more to do with patents being from outside the US.
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>>6616683
Certain types of progesterone, literally make me crazy and drunk
(Mircronized)
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>>6616708
I asked if he would still go out together knowing I'm trans.
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>>6616698
I mean, there are plenty of dangerous cities like that if you really want to experience that.
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>>6616698
>you will never be a bounty hunter in the distant future having to look through vast futuristic concrete jungles in order to find your target
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>>6616722
>Citations?
people here saying it. almost the same weight that the evidence in favor of it, a single study with a very small test sample.
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>tfw no one to mentor me and help me begin my journey on hrt and becoming a girl
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>>6616732
ill do it
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>>6616713
tfw i have a rare genetic disorder in my sex chromosomes that go against my chromosomes
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>>6616726
Id go out with you but you wouldnt go out with me once you found out im trans
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>>6616726
maybe the going out was the problem?
>mhhhh... I'm pretty comfy at home
>if she doesn't want to come here at least she should receive me in an equaly comfy house
>I don't want to walk and sit in shitty chairs
>I'd rather be alone
something like that?
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>>6616721
Do you think I'm a qt cal
Pleaseeeeee
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>>6616724
That sucks.
I've been self-medding cypro, but spiro sounds awful from what I've read here.
It'd be so nice if you could get cypro by prescription in the US.
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>>6616727

Yeah but do these cities have tyrannical corporate overlords that rule the cities as petty fiefdoms, having enserfed most of the population to pathetic salary slavery, and...

Wait, shit.

>>6616738

RED PUT YOUR FUCKING TONGUE BACK IN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH JESUS
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>>6616721
This
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>>6616738
Red, I have a crush on you desu. I'm not even into women much, but I have a soft spot for cute fellow trans girls
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>>6616742
I want to fuck beep's every hole and defile her so much with my cum that it becomes her only want in life.
>>
Ok disregard my admission of idiocy and defeat.
If I'm not retarded then I think this is what I should be doing;
>2mg Estrofem sublingually in the morning and then again in the evening.
>50mg Cyrproterone in the morning and then again in the evening.
>200mg Microgest in the morning.
Not 100% on the progesterone but I can't find anything about it actually being bad for you unless you have too much about it and a chance at better boobs calls to me.
It comes out to about $4 a day, or just under $1500 a year. Fuck me.
New question. How the fuck do I get blood tests in California? Is it at all safe to go without?
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>>6616722
I should note, this is an old set of recommendations.
>http://www.trans-health.com/2002/hrt-self-medication/
Oh, I should note ethinyl estradiol, and conjugated estrogens are not reccomended due to increaced cancer risk. 17ß estradiol is identical to what ovaries produce, and has no increased risk over what a natal woman would have with that same E2 blood estrogen level.

If your skin and wallet can handled them, patches are great. 2 * 100mg patches at once, change per manufacturers directions. You may wish to stagger them a half cycle off.
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>>6616742
Omg you're fucking adorable, I hope I can look as cute someday!
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>>6616742
I dream about beep being my gf.
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>>6616687
Oh.

>>6616690
I use them for confidence.

>>6616693
Should I ask my doctor directly or research it myself? I don't want to end up on any -more- lists.
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>>6616695
>warning, bro science
I'm just thinking in terms of emotional stability. If you're already unstable on E, P is going to make you a total mess.

side note, I feel like I just said bro ironically.

>>6616707
>>6616722
yeah, I feel dizzy just standing up after sitting too long

lol...

I just emailed my doctor about it.
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>>6616749
No, your admission of defeat was good. Go to your doctors, demand HRT, and try to do it right first.
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>>6616749
If you're in California there are informed consent clinics, aren't there? It'd be much cheaper if you got a prescription that way, it will be much cheaper assuming that you have insurance; you could still opt to buy the cypro out of pocket (though I don't think it is that much better than spiro for that to make sense).
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>>6616741
I can't help it
I just like showing off my tongue >>6616745
Please hold me and kiss me
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>>6616742
>I will never brush Beeps hair to the side and kiss her
Why live?
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whixh trip couples actually know each other in real life
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>>6616761
I like to share my soul and love with others...
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>>6616766
Bexe and Tetra.
End of the list.
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>>6616699
Oh, you mean psychologically.
>>6616715
Couldn't hurt to try.
>>6616725
I take it daily and I'm crazy but I dunno if I blame prog
>>6616732
be my kouhai
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>>6616766
when i was with her i knew anon
irl
but like we arent a couple anymore
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>>6616763
I thought informed consent was just another way of getting your pills, I can get it through insurance that way? Fuck I'm stupid. Kill me please. I guess I'll just try and find one if that's the case.
Also spiro will still literally kill me so I dare say it's a lot better. I assume they'd have some third option though.
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bluh, as much as i wanna be single, i want a master ;_;
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>>6616771
psychological harm is as bad as physical harm sometimes
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>>6616749
>>6616774
If you're in Cali how do you plan on getting cypro? I thought Americans couldnt?
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Decided to look at some pictures of me from a little over a year ago, and it really surprised me to see how far I've come in such a little amount of time. Like I still don't pass at all but I'm no where near as bad as where I started
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>>6616775
i will fucking rape you.
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>>6616779
Congrats anon
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Senpai need help
Boyfriend is paying for me to get my hair done, he said no budget but wants me to do like the pastel goth style (pic related, also the style I'm going with as of right now).

I need suggestions. My hair is about chin length and currently blonde. I have a round face, similar to the girl in the pic
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>>6616775
*cracks whip*
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>>6616778
You just have to buy it from somewhere else. It can be shipping into the US no problemo. I'm not a doctor but this I was able to figure out.
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>>6616774
Informed consent is where you go to a doctor and tell them "I'm trans and want to sign some papers saying I won't sue you if I ruin my health or life by taking these hormones" and then they write you a prescription that your insurance should cover.
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>>6616775
Bad Grace.
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>>6616775
I want an owner and master too...
Soo bad
Any takers?
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>>6616783
I'm not really into the whole rape thing
>>6616790
;_;
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>>6616789
Well fuck me I guess I never even needed to waste time with this therapist jerkoff.
I feel like life would be so much easier for me if I wasn't stupid.
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>>6616785
tell him to stop having such shit taste
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>>6616788
Let me feel your sides and nibble on your tummy :3
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>>6616789
What if you dont have insurance?
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>>6616785
just give them that pic for reference and ask for something similar.
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>>6616792
Let me own you.
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>>6616775

I would much prefer a mistress, instead.
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>>6616787
Interesting, I can't afford it but I might talk to my doctor about switching to cypro eventually.
>>6616794
>I feel like life would be so much easier for me if I wasn't stupid.
iktf
I wasted my time with a therapist too
wanted someone to tell me im trans because i didnt trust myself
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>>6616799
some places will actually cover a significant portion of it.
They also have sliding-scale sometimes, so if you have no income, they won't charge you much.
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>>6616799
Having health problems in the US without insurance really sucks in general.
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>>6616802
Yes please!!!
Put a collar on me and lead me around
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>>6616739
Cypro isn't without it's faults. It can increase the likelihood of hyperprolactinemia, and increased depression as well as blood clots, and liver function issues.
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>>6616805
I'm just glad I wasn't forced to give this quack any money or I would be fuming right now. Being stupid is a burden but at least there are people around who can help make life better with their counsel.

>>6616789
Speaking of counsel, I greatly appreciate yours. I will repay this debt in blood, iron, or gold when I can. Thank you.
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>>6616808
>>6616809
Such is the life of a jobless neet.
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>>6616764
>Please hold me and kiss me
Where are you, cutie? I need some of your kisses
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>>6616815
yea, i basically survive on other people helping me out at this point
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>>6616799
for the pills themselves they aren't that expensive without insurance like if you sign up for walgreen's prescription savings club the meds will only be around $30-$40 a month. The blood test and doctors visit's could be where the cost get bad but idk the cost for those because I get them at my universities clinic where they're really cheap
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>>6616814
I love when men treat me like a princess!
Take me out for dates and let's make out in public :3 I might need to bend down though, I'm 6'2.
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>>6616793
if you want a master you don't get a choice in the matter.
see how this works?
Maybe get a loving master gentle dom not a master.
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>>6616826
I want to marry Red
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>>6616821
I'm in Dallas
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>>6616827
>Maybe get a loving master gentle dom not a master.
that sounds better
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>>6616767
Ahhhh, Red is a fucking cute!

You are my transpiration
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>>6616832
Of course it does.
Most trannies want those.
Including me kinda.
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>>6616803
I used to feel like a dom actually, but I'm not so sure now.

>>6616805
>I wasted my time with a therapist too
>wanted someone to tell me im trans because i didnt trust myself
Everyone who does that would save so much money and time if they just new that the best a therapist can do as far as diagnosis goes is listen to you talk yourself into being a girl and decide whether or not it's honest and convincing enough to encourage.

>>6616809
I was talking with moap about this the other day.
Insurance is one of those things that kinda weaseled itself into the medical system where it makes expensive things affordable. It allows the justification of a broken pharmaceutical market because nobody has to pay full price on their meds if they go through the middleman, but the contrary is that they have to pay the middleman a salary.
It's nothing more than an incredibly successful con, so much so that we literally can't afford to get rid of it.

>>6616817
I work at pizza hut, thanks.
I used to be a jobless neet when class was in session.
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>>6616835
yeah, i prefer more love and gentle stuff instead of being raped and abused
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>>6616828
>tfw ywn plant Red in your yard
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>>6616832
I want to love and dom Grace!
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>>6616839
i want to provide that to someone but i want that to be provided to me at the same time
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>>6616823
drop your paypal
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>>6616815
>I will repay this debt in blood, iron, or gold when I can
A U T I S M
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>>6616754
I had borderline low blood pressure when I was on T. Even though I'm now off Spiro, my blood pressure is lower on E. It's worse in the mornings. I can get groggy just trying to sit upright. more salt in my diet has helped, but I need to experiment more with foods.
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NOO MY DS FUCKING DIED RIGHT NOW
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Hey guys did you miss me
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>>6616839
its always good to keep your options open, i say
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>>6616836
I wasnt calling you a jobless neet.
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>>6616844
please? I'll be a good girl
>>6616845
Switch lyfe huh? i definitely understand it but I can go full sub for the right person
>>6616846
pls no doxxing
>>6616856
huh?
>>
nwo i dont have ds
im going to die and cry and break to death and die to death
>>6616852
i might recognize u
>>6616855
ya idk what i am
like im so fucking weird
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>>6616833
Thank you. Remember to try to put effort into being cute and making boys/girls happy!
>>6616837
I-I-I'm kinda shy about my height! But I promise to be on my best princess behavior
>>6616843
Plant me and nourish me
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>>6616847
It must be so easy to cast aspersions from behind that mask.
>>
can hormones wweaken your immune system
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>>6616867
ya but my fucking eyebrows are
just aids now
>>6616869
yes and your bones.
and strength in general
>>
>>6616848
I've started to need to lay in bed for an hour or so after waking up. It's like back when I was depressed, only I'm actually kinda happy now. I'm just really dizzy and tired pretty often now.
It was like 90/60 last time I had it taken tbqh.

>>6616858
oh
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>>6616861
nevermind...

<3
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>>6616864
No you are most certainly not shy about your height. What sort of princess would you be if you did not tower over the commoners? Remind the plebeians of their place beneath the royaltree. Get it? Royaltree. Royalty. These are the jokes.
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>>6616831
Someday I will go to Texas for the chili and then I will hit you up okay? And I will always try to be cute for the boys and t girls.
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give me some haircut ideas
feeling in the mood for a change again
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>>6616876
Marry me
Seriously
I just want to be a tall model!
>>6616855
What do you like to give? I enjoy it a bit rough...
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>tfw you'd love, care for and gently dom Grace
>tfw you're a broken mess of a person though and you'd never be good enough for her or anyone
Oh well..
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>>6616881
I dunno but I just got this really cool idea where I take the scissors and jam them into my carotid arteries since I will never ever look that good.
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>>6616890
careful with the edge there
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>>6616880
ya but even tho thats sweet i hella care
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>>6616888
I know all about this feel.
>>
my tummy is the smoothest
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>>6616880
Cal I want to share with you <3 and be shared
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>>6616894
I get it
because scissors have sharp edges

you can count on me to understand humor :D
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Heya /mtfg/
back from school
how are u?
everything ok?
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>>6616894
Don't worry, I'll keep the scissors closed so I don't accidentally cut myself while I stab myself. That would be super embarrassing.
>>
>>6616879
Yes please!
I'll treat you to cute dates and take you to parks to make out in public
>>
how long do i have to wait for decent eyebrows
>>6616902
welcome back home cute young one.
>>
on that note, I think I'm gonna go to bed before I pass out trying.
that makes sense in my head, idk if it makes sense to you.

ok, goodnight!
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bamping >>6616881

>>6616901
kek
>>6616904
k den
>>6616907
just stop fucking around with them
>>
>>6616903
I can lead you. I've been with lots of people, and I'm verse. I love leading people with less experience
>>
>>6616902
Hello Smiles! How are you?
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>>6616902
>those shoulders
>compared to my huge ones
you're killing me
>>
>>6616881
>>
>>6616911
i fucked with them once
how long do i have to wait for them to un fuck
>>6616915
well it is iunno
>>
Well I gotta stop posting for a while again seeya everyone, please say hi on skype, discord, or whatever!
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>>6616911
Give Austria back Milan and Venice too
>>
>>6616920
if u want to join the 50th mtfg server to exist
https://discord.gg/YVE6c
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>>6616907
hi qt3.14
>>6616912
l-lewd :s
>>6616913
hi anon c:
im a mix of good and bad
o well
>>6616914
noo emily ;~;
the only reason theyre small is because theres almost nothing on my arms
when im thicc theyre gonna be much bigger
>>6616920
cya grace ^^
will ttyl on disc C:
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>>6616917
neat
better pic of the cut ?
>>6616918
idk just wait
>>6616921
one step at a time
>>
>>6616928
Oh jeeze
I don't wanna go to jail
>>6616929
You wanna lewd with me?
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>>6616935
>I don't wanna go to jail
>You wanna lewd with me?
sorry red gonna have to wait a few years :s
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>>6616929
>im a mix of good and bad
Is it the bullies? They could disappear if you want.
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>>6616929
pls even if I lost weight my shoulders would still be huge
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>>6616933
No sorry that's the only pic I have of it :/

>>6616929
Stop being cute damn it.

>>6616935
Stop trying to corrupt our youth red gosh!
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>>6616935
Listen I know you always say your herpes is under control and Im sure youre the expert on that but if you give smiles herpes I will fucking kill you so dead there wont even be a body left to find.
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>>6616938
pls anon :s
theres nothing i can do
or nothing i want to resort to
>>6616939
noooo em ;~;
ive seen u in a skype call your shoulders are fine i didnt even notice them
>>
>>6616861
Pessimist. Mine is legit too so it'll be a mutual agreement.
>>
I start a new job tomorrow I'm scared they're all gonna call me fag and and not look me in the eyes
>>
>>6616943
I can't take these lies
>>
>>6616941
damn
considered Ruby's cut but the whole shaved swoosh thing in the middle of hair isn't my cup of tea
>>
>>6616943
I know there's nothing you can do, but you don't have to resort to anything. Just say you wish they were gone and they will never bother you again.
>>
>>6616950
wow same
>>
>>6616950
Oh yeah. The nonsexual nicenings and the cuddles that's my fetish.

>>6616954
Spooky desu.
>>
>>6616929
>calling me a qt3.14
ur going to make me fall in love
joking of course but c'mon thats unfair
>>6616937
wanna lewd with me? :^)
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>>6616947
:(
good luck rachel
hope it goes well :c
>>6616949
nooo em ;~; no lies allowed
>>6616954
thank u anon but do not harm them pls
>>6616950
whoa same :o
although i still want to be regular lewd :v
>>6616961
but thats
i l l e g a l
isla :c
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>>6616947
Hey Rachel
You're legal, right....?
>>6616950
You're small and cute! Kiss me!
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>>6616962
actually isn't illegal.
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>>6616951
I'm only a little obsessed over them. just a little
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>>6616962
hmmph
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>>6616961
>>6616962
/mtfg/ pedo ring bust when?
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>>6616964
wha :v
but youd have to be 17 at the most
>>6616966
here em have a hug C:
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>>6616964
Australia is really weird about it actually. If there's any way to prove one of you was their definition of abusive, even like a consensual dom/sub thing, then they're a sex criminal.
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>>6616970
uhhhh, I'll take it
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>>6616962
thanks smiles. i mean. they are giving me money, im just going to show up everyday no matter what and wait for my stock options to vest

>>6616963
as in, a legal resident of the USA? Yes, my mother was a US Citizen so I was naturalized at birth.
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>>6616970
>smiles will never attack hug u irl
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>>6616977
Nono
Legal for lewd. I don't wanna go to jail
Just asking....
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>>6616949

There's only one Homura allowed in this thread
It's me.
Homura
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>>6616982
Sorry, I you have that image ok
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>>6616981
Red your bark is a little dense... she is a US citizen. Your question is answered.
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>>6616965
over what ?
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>>6616984
Hey! I got a BA! I'm not a dummy
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>>6616981
oh i thought u were referring to me being born in czech republic.

legal for lewd... is this some new meme here? i don't get it.
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>>6616985
R-Ruby...
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>>6616976
yaay c:
>>6616977
best a luck
>>6616978
come to melbourne for infinite free attack hugs :v
>>6616980
o-oh :s
ofc
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>>6616969
idk
>>6616970
what im saying is we could legally fuck.
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>>6616983

No I was joking it's okay
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>>6616990
o-oh
o-ok c:
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Whats the optimal time after starting HRT to start bulking and get the fat in the right places (or at least just fill out a bit, I'm a skeleton right now)
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>>6616994
3 months.
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>>6616993
hey, just saying.
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>>6616994
5 years is optimal because that's when all your former male fat cells will be gone
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>>6616994
honestly after 3 months should be ok, if youre scared maybe go 6 or 9.
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did i say dva is amazing
dva is amazing
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>>6616996
>3 months

T O P K E K
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>>6616987
I keep hitting on underage people
I wanna kiss you again! You're so cool Rachel
>>6616980
I might be a demanding princess and boss you around and make you kiss in public!
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>>6616997
tfw isla will never follow through
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>>6616988
thought you were talking about a bunch of people
fucking tumblr-tier bullshit
she's pretty hot tho
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>>6616998
Is fat redistribution just a meme or will it also shift around by itself during that half a decade?
>>
What happens if you try to take non-micronized E sublingually?
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>>6617003
i mean i would but you're in australia
like thats too far
>>
I love this game
Also, I picked the flower people because I'm a beautiful tall tree :3
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>>6617004
lily idk this is probably weird and intrusive but what's your gf like
>>
How do I stop fixating on trans bullshit when trying to do basically anything?
Every time I think about doing something it just comes back to "lol you could but ur never gonna have kids so maybe just kill urself instead" and then I curl up and want to die.
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>>6617000
DVa is friggen great right now, that buff has made me so happy
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>>6617008
Come to Australia
It's awesome!
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>>6617008
tfw not american
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>>6617009
I wanna play games with Red while we snuggle together on a couch till I fall asleep on her.
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>>6617006
That depends. Are scientifically proven facts memes?

>>6617014
t. a colossal hyperintelligent spider that murdered Emily and is now trying to lure victims into its new nest
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>>6617012
Just block it from your head. You're a human being first, trans second! Be proud of things besides being trans. I don't really understand people who are super vocal about being trans
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>>6617006
fat cells don't "redistribute" - where your body starts to store new fat does change completely.

so your fat doesn't move around, new cells are just produced in new places. this obviously takes a long time to be noticeable which is why ideal fat redistribution - that is having fat that looks entirely female, takes years.
>>
>>6616905
Awww you're so sweet! <3
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>>6617016
Awwwww
You sound perfect for me anon!
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>>6617012
see a therapist

this is not me being facetious, this is what you're actually supposed to do in a situation like that.
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>>6617017
What on Earth are you talking about?
No excuse me I gotta go spin some silk
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>>6617025
>tfw Red is perfect for you but you're not perfect for Red
Gonna go to sleep before this drives me to suicide. Good night friends 4chan.
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>>6617025
>tfw I will never have Red love
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>>6617034
nini anon c:
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>>6617012
How far along are you in transition? Like if you're in the early stages I get how those feelings can be taking over your life but if you go out and make friends or even just make some good online friends and/or get a hobby that will distract you from those feelings and if you really enjoy it you'll just start thinking about those things more and more until the bad thoughts are basically insignificant

also this >>6617027
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>>6617015
if youre ever in the country hmu
we can get something to eat and do fun things.
if im ever in australia then same thing ya?
>>6617014
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>>6617034
Red will never love us suicide pact?
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>>6617034
I love you anon...please don't hate yourself . Sweet dreams
>>6617035
I love you all!!!
<3
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>>6617043
c: yea
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>>6617049
i'm not taking you seriously rn because i doubt that anyone would say that nice stuff to me and feel that way 100% seriously ever.
idunno maybe im silly or smthng
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Why do I feel so much shame living as a guy? Will this feeling go away when I start hrt?

I'm fucked, aren't I?

I'm p much having a breakdown rn and I need advice.
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>>6617050
ur being silly
ur a qt3.14
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>>6617046
Thats not enough, I want Red to love me deeply.
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>>6617057
but im hella mediocre lets be honest
i don't have anything special and i don't stand out in the slightest
maybe im okay but a lot of people are more attractive than I am.
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>>6617056
I hate having to be an andro boy for my family...it makes me sad
I feel so much comfortable and happy as feminine and girly!
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>>6617056
:( im sorry youre feeling shitty anon
yes it will go away as your body starts to become more and more feminine although everyones different
no ur not fucked :c
idk is there anyway i can help anon
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>>6617056
>Why do I feel so much shame living as a guy?
We don't know.
>Will this feeling go away when I start hrt?
Depends on where the shame comes from. Maybe.
>I'm fucked, aren't I?
No way.
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>>6617060
ur hella qt and nice
and no ur one of the really qt people >:c
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>>6617058
I'll protect you under my branches and hold you
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Is it weird that I feel like transitioning is the worst thing I could possibly do for myself? It would make me stop hating myself to the degree that I do now but it wouldn't go away entirely, and the hate from the rest of the world would absolutely fucktouple in scale. I'll cut some odd ten years off of the end of my life that I don't really care too much about now but who knows how I will feel about them on my deathbed. Am I stupid?
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>>6617072
I am unworthy of Red's love, I want to nurture her and watch her grow happy.
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>>6617010
pretty adorable
always trying to do something for me
constantly in cuddle mood
90% of the time horny
and just cute as fuck
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>>6617067
okayy okayyy
i just don't feel like it ;;
thanks tho idk maybe its because of your face but i think you're just straight up adorable.
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>>6617079
Depressed with internalized transphobia, I'm going to have to prescribe more 2d to help you forget about all that 3d
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>>6617087
ahhhh
thank uu c:
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>>6617082
You're worth my love! Don't be a fool! Baka!
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>>6617079
It isn't weird. It's a huge fucking decision that could potentially affect every other aspect of your life. Just remember, you don't have to socially transition to enjoy the soothing effects of titty skittles.
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>>6617101
For all you know they're a psychopathic murderer that kicks puppies in their spare time.
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>>6617095
but ya if you actually wanna talk to me n stuff and think im worth your attention then we can do that.
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>>6617112
muh discord is Smiles#5392
and my skype is milesthebestguy c:
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>>6617119
awwwww :(
*hugs*
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>>6617079
You want it? Take it. Everyone else, including future you, doesn't matter.
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>>6617119
Kiss me you small cute man
>>6617108
I'm a vegan
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>>6617088
I already watch too much anime though.

>>6617103
I guess. It just feels like it'd be super weird trying to pretend I don't have tits. Definitely doesn't do anything for the medical complications HRT can cause.

>>6617126
What a horrible attitude.
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>>6617143
>Every girl here can be mine desu
Not me.
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>>6617143
I don't mind sharing;3
But I'll treat you like a prince! That I'm taller than!
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So I've been trying to figure out a new way to do my hair because the style I used in the awkward time between starting transitioning and going full time just isn't doing it for me anymore. My girlfriend looked over my shoulder and saw a picture of Smiles on here and told me I would look really cute with her hairstyle. I printed the picture (hope that's not creepy or anything, I promise I will destroy it after the appointment) and am getting Smiles hair next week!
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>>6617143
Gib a hug pls, I need one from a boy
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>>6617120
sent a discord thingy which you accepted mayb ill send skype request thing later
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>>6617103
Unless you do have to, for "real life experience"

What a dumb concept, like anyone's going to treat you as a woman before hormones or anything
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>>6617143
I would hug you, Cal. You seem very nice and I like seeing you here. By the way, should I call you male pronouns? It's just confusing because normally I'd assume everybody here is a trans girl and roll with it but your name has FTM in it and I don't want to misgender you because misgendering hurts peoples' feelings and you are good.
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>>6617164
Cal is a boy. A cuntboy.
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>>6617143
send hugs pls >>
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>>6617167
i dont think thats a very nice thing to say
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>>6617163
Hell, I pass well and most people I knew pre-transition don't treat me as a woman anyways. RLE is fucking dumb. Informed consent is where it's at.
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>>6617143
Sorry Cal, I can't be yours. I already belong to a girl.
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>>6617175
But he is. That's his thing. He is a boy and he has a vagina.
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>>6617167
Please don't be rude to Cal.
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>>6617183
ftm's are boys
with vaginas
a boy with a cunt you could say.
well with vaginas until they get srs if they choose to get srs.
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>>6617182
Yeah, but we don't like being called dickgirl so he probably don't like being called cuntboy.
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>>6617182
i dont think you should use the word cunt its kind of a gross word, and its pretty demeaning in this context
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>>6617176
Maybe its just a test to see if you can bear living as a hon if you never end up passing

I'll stop selfmedding when / if I pass but definitely not before, why on earth would I
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>>6617194
Weigh in on "cuntboy".
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If you like Bjork does that make you a lesbian
>>
>>6617194
Do you cuddle naked? I prefer being naked. Naked is freeing and comfy
You're so gentle and nice!
Lots of people here wanna hurt me! Or treat me rough ><
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>>6617194
Are you a Trumper seriously or just ironically, Cal?
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>>6617203
like in what sense exactly
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>>6617204
>Red will never be your naked livein bang maid
Why even live?
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>>6617204
naked cuddles are sweaty and sticky

and being naked is disgusting anyways
>>
>>6617194
thanks bb
>>
>>6617194
>>6617207
Also
>liverpool
To be fair, my team is Republic FC out of Sacramento.
>>
>>6617209
Like bjork fans are all lesbians, watch a concert performance
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>>6617216
What I mean by that is that it's completely different leagues and they have no bearing on each other. Sorry, it is late. But still.
>liverpool
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>>6617210
That sounds like a dream...able to be naked and serve people
>>6617211
Pffftt
Come on. Have some fun
It's so great
>>
>>6617225
Awwww
I hate it too.
But being naked makes me comfortable around people! I'm pretty much a limited nudist
>>
>>6617231
nah i like clothes thanks
they feel nice
and with them on, me or anyone else doesnt have to look at all of my disgusting body
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>>6617225
Like meme daddy memes-a-lot or like you are totally into him?
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>>6617241
Not hating, just curious, btw. I just haven't met an FtM that is into Trump. Every FtM I've met has been a Bernout or an edgy "anarchist" who still for some reason wants single payer healthcare from their government that they also hate?
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>>6616947
rachel!
hug <3
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>>6617231
Its my dream true, I want to be rich and hire Red to be my personal maid forever.
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anime
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>>6617258
marry me
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>>6617258
is for nerds
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>>6617258
a n i m e
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>>6617262
Sounds good to me.
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>>6617258
post a selfie :)
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>>6617263
ok

>>6617264
TAKE IT BACK

>>6617266


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Someone make me a maid!

I can provide many services
>>6617255
Ahhhh
We could have such nice days together!
>>6617262
Calllll
You're a qt
>>
>>6617272
HOORAY! Cute wife
>>
>>6617014
Bullshit alert.
As an Australian, the laws here for getting onto HRT is fucked.
From what I heard, you need to go through Family Court to get onto them. I think you can consent to it yourself and not go through them, but only when you are 18 or older.

This is why I recommend self medicating in Australia, wish I could find some Australian sites that don't require prescriptions tho.
I have to link people to sites that are outside of Australia.
>>
>>6617204
Red confirmed for great taste
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>>6617272
tell us how you fucked a dog, big details pls
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>>6617204
>cuddle naked
hmm
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>>6617272
no

>>6617279
Hey if they are already on HRT and come over they'll be alright
>>
>>6617284
They will be alright, but Australia isn't awesome as you say it is.
>>
>>6617286
I like it tho
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>>6617283
Wanna try with me?
>>6617280
It feels so good!
>>
>>6617288
So do I, I am just upset that my friend who is under 18 has to self Medicate just to get access to HRT without waiting till they are 18 or spending tens of thousands of dollars and waiting months to get into a Family Court.
And potentially end up with them saying No.

I just hope my friend can convince the Endo and Psychiatrist they are seeing to let them use one of the sites I linked her, they at least want her to self medicate with stuff from Australia.
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>>6617273
why are u the CUTEST RED

>>6617277
:3c

>>6617282
i didnt

>>6617284
u-ur a nerd.... u nerd..........
>>
>>6617295
yeah that's bullshit desu
I mean I'm 18 but I'm going to self-med for a while, to avoid the bullshit inbetween

I shoulda done this earlier lmao
>>
>>6617301
What site are you using?
Also does anyone have the discord invite link?
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>>6617300
wow ufufu, why are you bullying me
you of all people ;__;
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>>6617302
qhi
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Hey you /lit/ nerds! Did y'all know that Margaret Atwood is related to Mary Webester, a woman accused in the 1680s of being a witch. Mary was hanged and beaten by scared townsfolk. Atwood wrote a poem "Half Hanged Mary". The last lines are "Before, I was not a witch/
But now I am one."
>>
>>6617294
I'm taken!
>>
>>6617298
Awwe
But you say you're smol
I love short boys
>>6617300
Kiss me fufu
You're beautiful
>>
>>6617317
post a pic, Cal. $10 says you're a qt.
>>
damn smiles is hella sweet.
>>6617302
https://discord.gg/YVE6c
>>
>>6617322
Totally. Don't feel pressured to do it. This isn't some kind of "safe space," but consent and all that are still important and you should be comfy.
>>
>tfw you just want a nice person to be nice to you and not hate you but are scared to talk to anyone one on one ever
I'm so autistic I want to die.
>>
>>6617294
There aren't a lot of people I feel comfortable being naked with... but it is a great feeling
>>
>>6617328
I would be nice to you. Do you have twitter?
>>
>>6617328
Hi there! Wanna be friends?
>>
>>6617328
im very nice and i think i can be pretty good at conversation
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Nini mtfg
>>
>>6617337
nini cute <3
>>
>>6617331
No. I have no social media or communication services. I don't really talk to people.

>>6617333
I don't know much about you. Maybe.

>>6617335
I am not very good at it at all.

Having already recieved this many replies is making me nervous and I'm sorry but I think I'm going to leave. Sorry for wasting your time.
>>
>>6617341
Are you gay? Im a man.
>>
>>6617337
Sweet dreams Kari<3
I miss saying that to you irl
>>6617343
I'm red! And I like meeting new people
>>
Ugh god I wish I could get pregnant....
Someone make me preggers!
>>
>>6617343
Don't go, we're not mean people. If you want to make a Skype account we can talk privately or we can just talk right here.
>>
>>6617359
Oh my god, Cal
I happily oblige to try that with you<3
I'll hold you down and try it
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>tfw hands have briefly gotten shakier lately
Well.
I'm starting to get concerned
Wonder what it is
Hypochondria tells me clearly I have a brain tumor and must be dying
>>
>>6617366
probably just constant anticipation
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>>6617337
oh and sleep tight kari!
>>
>>6617366
No!
Don't die!
I love you!!!
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>ywn be a qt fat girl
it hurts
>>
>>6617370
Red is probably infertile, Im sure you're safe.
>>
>>6617367
Probably!
>>6617369
I'll try not to!
>>
>>6617366
>Hypochondria
shit senpai
>>
>>6617377
Grace, I promise you that you are fine. Nothing bad can happen to you because you're Grace and everyone loves you.
>>
>>6617370
Hah, okay
But I'm sterile too.
I wish I could get pregnant though....and have a baby
I guess that might be why I sleep with so many people...chasing something I'll never have
>>6617377
Let's play vidya together sometime
>>
>>6617377
grace
face
space
race
lace
mace
case
base
place
pace
vase
>>
>>6617385
>vase
one of these things is not like the others
>>
>>6617380
yup, combined with being terrified of medical services, just fuck my shit up sempai
>>6617382
i hope you're right anon, thanks
>>6617383
yeah, i'd love to
>>6617385
thanks anon
>>
i came to out to my parents about 500 days ago
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>>6617397
Why are you scared of medical services?
>>
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>>6617403
Shitty pediatrics basically. Growing up my doctors and nurses did nothing to help me get comfortable, it was more of a STRAP HIM DOWN AND GIVE HIM THE SHOT sort of ordeal while i'm in full panic mode
enough bad experiences basically built up me going into a panic attack so much as getting close to a doctor's office
>>
>>6617405
awww ;~;
>>
>>6617407
My first blood test I went blind and passed out on the hallway floor. They just left me there and a nurse walked over me without even giving a shit.
I had to get stitches in my foot and having them removed hurt like hell, and then I puked in the elevator after it was all done.
I was so afraid of shots I would fight the nurses, barricading myself behind the bed or kicking them off their chair or whatever.
My first HRT appointment I thought I was going to have a heart attack and puke so I sat on the floor next to a garbage can. I kept myself under control but the following few appointments were hell. My last one went smoothly and I'm finally used to blood tests. Seeing a doctor for anything else still sends me into panic mode, but I have xanax. I just need someone to actually take me to one because otherwise I won't see one on my own yet. I need more exposure to good doctors and not people who don't give a fuck and hate you.
>>
did we love headpats a cuddles back when mtfg started i don't remember
>>
>>6617410
oh my god that's terrible
hugs <3
>>
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>>6617416
hugs <3
i'm hoping soon i'll be used to these things and not afraid or anxious anymore
with how many appointments i have for hrt
and me needing my wisdom teeth out
and who knows what else
i think im gonna have to get used to these things no matter what
>>
>>6617417
I hope you do too
You can do it
>>
>>6617417
Image limit reached, was gonna post cute pictures for you.
>>
>>6617415
uhhh how could you ever not love headpats and cuddles???

>>6617417
its gonna be ok grace youre strong!
>>
>>6617415
Only if it was from a boy and the posts were not accompanied by anime pictures.
>>
>>6617419
>>6617420
>>6617422
thank you all, i really appreciate the support y'all give me, it helps a lot
>>
>846 posts
>151 images
no new thread???
>>
>>
>>6617429
>>6617433
>>6617433
>>
>>6617429
>>846 posts
>>151 images
>no new thread???
No. Wait until this one is archived.
>>
>>6617373
Chubby is not fat fagget
Thread posts: 800
Thread images: 151


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