SUICIDE EDITION
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Old thread: >>6591287
1st for russia
>>6594781
>tfw you even look like a hon in flattering snapchat filters
suicide me right now
3rd for I love my gf <3
I don't get why ISIS don't just behead me in public.
It's a win-win.
I die, they get publicity.
If they do it with relatively low physical pain, I'm more than happy to volunteer.
>>6594780
faye was very loving and nice to me.
I personally think it's a shame that you left her....I would love to be her gf.
>>6594786
actually in the thumbnail i thought you were one of my cis friends who uses that filter alot
you dont look like a hon or whatever, groom your eyebrows some (not because you need to, but because without a proper arch they always look masculine to me) and get bangs
you look like some average girl atm, so idk
Are you OK mtfg?
>>6594778
I have nothing to be confident in. I can't get to a therapist or counselor or psychiatrist or whatever. Femboys are fine but I have a strong aversion to dying alone and I'm a mess already. Making my odds worse by singling out those who think gyno is a deal breaker or expect me to get an erection isn't something I can afford to do.
>>6594783
Sometimes I just stop breathing while typing so I hurry up and get to the point. The method is effective but has side effects.
>>6594792
no
bring me a pizza
>tfw they're marking transgender children like the nazis marked people
>>6594792
no ;-----;
maddie help
j/k
no one can help me lol
>>6594790
Add me on snapchat
>>6594792
no
if i wanted to talk about it though, i would have sorted it already
>>6594792
I have never been OK
My existence is a continuity of suffering
>>6594799
ok sure, how do i find ur snapchat (ps i dont snap very often)
>>6594792
i miss my gf
>>6594805
I miss my bf
>>6594789
no comment.
>>6594792
my team and i just died in the worst way in overwatch ;_;
>>6594789
I don't really get the issue, I'm just sitting here being the laziest Pokemon trainer ever.
>>6594803
I don't wanna post it in the thread :c whats ur Skype now?
>>6594811
sailoressmercury
>>6594792
I keep trying not to be NEET but I can't stop, maddie. I CAN'T STOP!
quid has gone totally off the deep end lol
>>6594786
I know those eyes. You've become addicted to your sadness. You wallow in it in the hope that one day it won't hurt anymore. Instead the pain has become a part of your life. You want to be rid of it but you can't live without it. Good eyes.
https://www.strawpoll.me/10798753
>>6594816
Fuck I might be 10 cendimemers from suicide but I don't know the metric system.
>>6594810
tsk tsk
we need to get you moving!!
>>6594812
Okie I am going back to bed but I added u and sent u a message
>>6594816
>3.
>I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY I COULD FUCKING WHOOOOOOOOOOOO HYEAH HAPPY OMG I LOVE YOU ALL EVERYONE IS WONDERFUL SO WOW YEIFAHFUEWAHFAIWLOEGHWALHGRIAHGAEIRHGRAEIGHIRAEGI
HOLY FUCK YOU CAPTURED MY EXACT MOOD TY BB ILY
>>6594817
It's 8.4barleycorns (that is a real fucking unit, I shit you not).
>>6594814
It looked like that's where she was heading the past week, with all the shitposting here.
>>6594819
okok, its not coming up, so skype is just being shit i bet.
ill add u though
>>6594814
i love quid!!!
>>6594822
Oh, then that is my exact position. I can't change my answer though.
Fuck.
>>6594818
I've been lazy, yesterday I did 6k, maybe today I'll go do a ten miler after I get my doctor to write a letter, finish my name change/gender change, and possibly get a haircut
>>6594825
she's pretty great but she also basically just called me psychotic because I don't agree with her sjw shit lol
I'm making a monthly grocery list, spit some ideas at me
Finally, an edition that I can relate to
>>6594831
pizza
>>6594831
*gobs on ur shoe*
new shoes
>>6594831
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tonsillolith
;)
>>6594815
>tfw you love pain and addicted to it
>>6594836
You're not transparent. I just see those eyes every day when I put on my whore paint and pretend I'm not a colossal joke.
20 minute nap and my headache is gone
what's up girls?
>>6594839
Didn't Gordon Freeman kill one of those?
God is dead
>>6594844
ITS DRAMA TIME
Most of this is gps errors and driving in parking lots
>>6594845
I wouldn't know.
I'm waiting for HL to finish before playing it.
>>6594846
hiiiii
Sup nerds.
>>6594844
Not Netflix stock.
>>6594848
>how'd he died?
I sent him a photograph of my face by mistake.
>>6594852
Let me suck your dick Chara
>>6594852
Hi Chara <3
>>6594852
hiii
I want breakfast but the only thing I want to eat is my leftover pizza and I'll die if I have it for breakfast
>>6594852
You're my waifu in another laifu.
>>6594860
You underestimate my face.
i gave my girlfriend and her friend that I fucked chlamydia im so fucked up kek all i do is hurt people
>>6594862
Its probably like 50x better than mine
>>6594855
For a pizza.
>>6594856
Hiya, Carol.
>>6594857
Hiya, Red.
>>6594859
You're my waifu too anon.
>>6594862
idk desu, I mean if he can stand to create downies and shit surely he won't die at the sight of your face
>>6594865
All it takes is one pizza to suck a cute girl's cock? Fucking deal.
>>6594865
what's good chara?
Realtalk are ankles supposed to make a lot of clicking and crunching noises when I move them around
>>6594865
Where the fuck do you even live? I want to stalk you.
>>6594867
I really like pizza.
>>6594868
Not much, i just woke up.
>>6594869
No...?
>>6594870
Michigan, unless you're going to rape me then its Siberia.
>>6594869
Joints making sounds is not necessarily a sign of bad health unless there's pain as well.
My ankles do the same if I move them in a circular motion.
>>6594867
Just don't buy her little ceasers or dominos just because you know you can get away with it
>>6594873
good morning :3
>>6594850
By that reckoning I think you're okay to go ahead and play it.
>>6594871
And I really like cute girls, so everybody wins.
>>6594873
Oh
>>6594874
>unless there's pain as well.
I mean like
I'm literally always in some amount of pain so
I guess it's normal pain and not acute injury pain?
>>6594873
>Michigan
Oh fuck I could actually stalk you if I wanted to. I've never felt so alive.
>unless you're going to rape me
A schoolgirl could probably beat me to death with her lunch pack so you're safe.
>>6594881
Where do you live anon?
Fun Chara Fact: I killed the last 3 anons that tried to stalk me and burned their houses down.
>>6594881
Well I mean if a school girl could kill someone with a lunch sack, no one is safe
POST YOU'RE COUNTRIES
I'm going through and filtering trips that live outside the Commonwealth.
Post where you live to make my job easer!
>>6594880
>I'm literally always in some amount of pain so
Is it joint pain though? If so you might want to get that checked.
>>6594830
u denied the existence of sexism
that's some bizarro world sjw shit
but its just cause ur cray right now i won't judge you <3
>>6594823
I have literally never shitposted on mtfg. Name one fucking time I dare you. :/
>>6594888
>countries
>not cunts
gtfo, you don't even /int/
>>6594890
hi quid <333
>>6594889
Um
What constitutes "joint pain"
Because it all hurts
>>6594888
AUSTRALIA :D
>>6594884
Uhhh. Uhhhhh. Siberia. I am a Siberia and my mother and father are Siberias.
>>6594888
Why would you even?
And the Commonwealth? Do you want every second word to be "mate",
"cunt", "innit" or "bruv"?
Australia, anyway.
>>6594888
MOTHER RUSSIA
>>6594892
Quid is a nerd.
>>6594897
Too late, you must be sacrificed to the Chara Gods.
>>6594888
Texas
>>6594884
w-what is another Chara fact?
>>6594899
i think you're actually pretty cool chara sometimes sorry i'm annoying
>>6594895
Huh, well pain that comes when you move said joint, it's usually a sharp kind of pain that last for a few seconds each time.
It's not easy to ignore since your joints move a lot.
>>6594905
you can beat me good<3 thank you
>>6594888
WE COMMONWEALTH TOO!
TRAINS IS VERY HARD JOB
:D
>>6594901
Fun Chara Fact: The human body can be drained of blood in 8.6 seconds with the correct vacuuming systems.
>>6594903
I forgive you.
>>6594905
I'm NOT 12!!!!
(cool)
>>6594890
nigga I'm not the one who's bipolar :^)
>>6594912
Are you sure?
Mfw mtfg is most likely shitty Pokemon trainers
is it time to kill myself?
I just want to spend the rest of my life with someone who doesn't hate me. Why is that too much to ask?
>>6594913
no desu
>>6594915
>>6594916
>>6594914
I haven't played pokémon since emerald
I would be a super super shitty pokémon trainer
>tfw you want mones so bad but you are about to lose your health insurance in a couple months so you shouldn't even try. :(((
>tfw 10 months on hrt
>tfw boobs are nonexistant
>>6594924
Well I meant in Go and you have to be downright bad at video games if you get the hang of this game
>>6594925
>not selling everything you own
top kek
;_;
>>6594915
Yes always is.
>>6594916
No you can do it anon.
>>6594925
Hormones are pretty cheap though, just get a job.
>>6594926
I WANT BOOBS TOO ANON
What drugs make the sads go away?
How to buy the drugs?
>>6594928
Is it super expensive without health insurance to get mones from an IC provider?
>>6594927
Oh.
I avoid non-free software on my phone, and that rules out Pokémon Go.
>>6594912
I believe you Kate
>>6594934
LSD or Ecstasy.
Buy it online.
>>6594932
Really? They are cheap?
>tfw above average in playing brain training games
>>6594910
nice! let's be friends!
>>6594942
you don't believe what you're saying?
>>6594940
Mine were at least.
15$ Estrogen for 30 days.
50$ Spiro for 30 days.
My insurance covers it though so its free for me.
>>6594941
Okay we can be friends.
>>6594942
>SSRIs
should only ever be used if you can't get out of bed, shit isn't fun to toy around with
>>6594945
Wow so those are the prices with no insurance? I was confused and thought that was with like a co-pay or something :O.
I can do that! Just need to find an IC clinic! Thank you Chara :)
>tfw you have the best few days you've had since starting your transition, you feel confident and like you might actually pass as a girl since you look good on photos and people compliment you but then you see pictures other people have taken of you and realize what a fucking monster you are and how everything you have tried to do is pointless
>>6594948
not all ssris, i've been on celexa, one of the mild SSRIs, for quite a while and i haven't had any nasty side effects at all
>>6594949
You have to get drugs on the darkweb anon lol, not from google...
>>6594949
delete your history just so the FBI doesn't find you ok
btw I'm just memeing about your dick not working on SSRIs
it only happens if you're on a fucking ridiculous dose like I am
>>6594952
>>6594934
>>6594926
>>6594925
>>6594916
>>6594915
r u ok
>>6594959
You say that like it's a bad thing gurl? :)
>>6594959
Gotta git me some of them anti-depressants
>>6594959
you have a sex drive on your SSRI?
what do you take?
>>6594956
Google and 4chan is about all I can do on this ungodly machine. I guess I'll just find druggies at the disco or wherever the cool kids hang out.
>>6594961
No.
>>6594960
quid i love you and worship you
>exam tomorrow
>it's a catchup exam because i literally didn't turn up to the actual exam
>i haven't done any study
>didn't turn up to more than three lectures for each class since the start of the year
>the next semester starts on monday
>i haven't registered for my classes yet
>actually considering just not doing it all
>might just catch the train as far as it goes and hope an idea comes to me
>>6594968
o-oh
>>6594960
why am I a hypocrite?
>>6594963
it is if you've got the brain cooties and ssris make you go insane
because if that happens you simultaneously experience hypersexuality and anorgasmia
the result is the skin coming off your dick
>>6594966
well right now I have a pretty ridiculous sex drive but in a couple of days when I suddenly switch into suicidal depression I probably won't
100mg sertraline
>>6594961
no I've finally lost all hope
>>6594954
>what the fuck can go wrong with them?
becoming dependent on them obviously, plus withdrawal gets worse the longer you're on them (was on a moderate dose for around six years and now have seemingly permanent depersonalization. most people on them for an extended period of time report at least a semi-permanent issue). this really can't be justified can it? shit can be worked out through proper diet and exercise
>>6594961
Well im on 4chan so i guess not
nini mtfg i love y'al
>>6594986
nigga the withdrawal is easy as shit
literally stop taking them on friday night and call in sick on monday and you're golden
>was on a moderate dose for around six years and now have seemingly permanent depersonalization
>my son got vaccinated and now he's autistic
this is you right now
>>6594982
Cause I tried my hardest and failed, I'm giving up trying something so impossible
>>6594991
night
also it's good that someone does
i fucking hate the lot of you
>>6594989
>having hope ever
>ever believing things can improve
>ever expecting a positive outcome or occurance
DO YOU EVEN CLINICAL DEPRESSION????????????????????????????>>6594982
btw this lol
>>6594995
what did I ever do to you?
>>6594993
lol ok
>>6594991
Good night entwife. Get it? Because trees are tall. Ents are trees. Girl ents are entwives. You are tall.
>>6594998
it's nothing anyone on here has done
i just fucking hate you all
>>6595004
that's not very nice anon
I love you tho <3
>>6594986
>shit can be worked out through proper diet and exercise
all my wat
maybe it did that to you because you weren't really depressed enough to need it
i've been on ssris for years and discontinued all of a sudden, no tapering, after two years of steady medicating, for about a month
nothing happened lol
which i'm kinda surprised at because in general antidepressant withdrawal is supposed to be a bitch, but it's not like you can't taper off, and it's not a sure thing
>>6595006
I know you are but I want you to not be sensitive about your height because you're beautiful so I'm going to make fun of you a little bit until you're stronger. Like a tree surviving a storm. Because trees are tall and get pushed by the wind. You know all about that though. Because you're tall. I only have tree jokes.
>>6594936
Why?
>>6594969
I've been there before.
Maybe try your hardest to do the exam, but certainly try to talk to someone.
>>6595010
DELETE THIS RIGHT NOW.
>>6595008
>>6594993
its really weird to me that y'all were able to just pull off antidepressants so easily, i was only on them for maybe 10 months and the first three weeks after i stopped taking them was terrible, i think i attempted suicide like 3 or 4 times
>>6594936
Pokemon Go IS free though............
>>6595010
https://audio-video.gnu.org/video/2015-07-10--rms--a-free-digital-society--1080p.ogv
I am gradually phasing out the use of all non-free software.
I'll also be removing the GSM/3G radio from my phone when I move out and can get a landline telephone.
>tfw hon but laser appointment next week
My new job is bleh
>>6595013
Delete yourself ;)
>>6595015
>Pokemon Go IS free though............
Pokémon Go is gratis, not free.
Also forgot my trip D:
>>6595015
>Pokemon Go IS free though............
You done it now.
>>6595019
can barely see the shadow, do you have makeup covering it? if not laser should fuck that shit up good and easy
also ur qt actually
>>6594996
well I mean sometimes life just manages to give you little glimmers of hope
obviously so it can rip everything away again.
but lately instead of allowing myself to feel it, I cry myself to sleep instead. Shit works
>>6595021
Wait what?
Aren't you this person who has "wanted to start transition" for like 5 years?
And you're Swedish?
What the actual fuck?
>>6595015
well I mean it is pretty shitty coming off them, but like, it was just 2-3 days of being kind of confused and frustrated
it was worse going on them than coming off
>>6595026
Swedish? Men jag kommer inte från Sverige.
>>6595023
it's literally just the lighting. i have a little extra foundation than normal on so it's harder to see in the right lighting, but it's definitely noticeable in person.
>>6595029
ok, well aside from the shadow you're v. qt and will pass once shadow is taken care of
you can use the layer of orange lipstick trick to try and hide it better
>>6595028
But you live in Sweden? Yet you're unable to start your transition?
How autistic are you? Are you even sure you're trans?
I mean yeah, the trans care is horrible... But you do get hormones for free, and you can easily buy hormones from QHI.
here's your daily hon checkup! *swipes keycard* *gets srs* *has open relationship* mmmm that's some good shit doc give it to me right here
Do I pass?
me on the left
>>6595031
thank you, i hadn't thought of that honestly i'm dumb with makeup and usually only ever wear eyeliner and a little foundation so i'll try that
>>6595037
showing too much ankle there
>>6595027
huh thats weird, bc for me its was the opposite.
i need to go back on them, so hopefully i dont have any issues
>>6595022
lmao
>>6595025
yes
this is why i like absurdism
life is pointless desu
also its good if you only depend on yourself and expect nothing, but thats just common sense imo
>>6595021
thats functionally the same thing
>>6595037
you pass beautifully hon :^)
>>6595041
Nerd
>>6595043
im not the nerd, youre the nerd, nerdface
I'm just anon so I don't matter and nobody will miss me but I'm going to bed. Please pray I die in my sleep. Love you.
>>6595046
I'm going to hug you while you sleep like a nice version of the monster from Stranger Things.
*makes clicking noises*
>>6595034
Australia.
I am also borderline poverty-tier.
To throw salt into the wounds, I have a resumé that would look shit next to the resumé of a six year olds in a part of the country with stupid high unemployment.
But the problem there isn't that. My parents would likely pay for my transition, but it would involve both coming out to them (which would certainly involve it becoming very public) and talking to medical professionals to get a diagnosis.
I can barely admit it to myself, let alone 1/3rd of the population of my state.
I know I should toughen up and just deal with it, but I am the sort of person that runs away from their problems rather than deals with them.
>>6595041
>functionally the same thing
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gratis_versus_libre
>>6595050
>Australia
>knows about software freedom
holy shit are you in brisbane? get over here let's get baked
>>6595019
less flattering picture with no makeup. i know i need laser bad, but after that and a little more time on hrt i'd honestly just be happy if people couldn't tell if i was a boy or a girl
>>6595054
South Australia
Everyone lives in the eastern states ;_;7
>>6595055
Oh ok, never mind.
>>6595054
my ex talked about software freedom but I forgot
remind me again pls
>>6595059
you're not gonna beat me up?
you're such a loser
>>6595065
>I don't depend on myself
you FUCKED up buddy
thats how u lose the game.
misery is my ally.
i was born into the misery, you MERELY adopted it.
but i was birthed by it. raised by it. molded by it.
>>6595063
It's not fun bullying someone that wants it.
>>6595065
POST EYES
here are my eyes
>>6595076
well thats gay
why are you so gay and lame?
>tfw in spain, ready to go explore some old ruins and shit
>wake up with a stomacheache and diarrhea so im sitting at the rental house while everyone else is doing stuff
womp womp
>>6595083
rest in peace u
what did you eat?
>>6595062
it's what happens when you put too many autistic people together in a room
but like they made some good software and they don't try to fuck you over for trying to use it so like pretty good yeah
>>6595084
way too much and too little water lol
had wild boar for dinner last night @___@
also got sunburned rly bad in the pool yesterday...
>>6595050
>>6595069
>relying in yourself
You done fucked up gorl
>>6595076
>>6595086
>not wearing sunscreen
ufufu
why
i dont even
i litterally cannot with u, i'm shaking my head rn
*I* wear sunscreen; baka white girl
yeah gotta drink water
>>6595082
>>6595090
cuteeyes
>>6595076
I want to marry someone but by the time I'm actually fully transitioned and in a position to do something about it they'll have either found someone else or killed themselves. What do?
>>6595098
ask them to wait for you?
date them now?
>>6595092
I'll trip on for some heroin
>>6595086
>sunburned
I live in Ireland and wear fucking sunscreen in the winter
how dare you treat your poor skin like that
>>6595096
>my self-reliance isn't a lie i tell myself to avoid another complete mental breakdown
like. just. like. you get it. I don't because idk another breakdown wouldn't be so bad.
also
>bro
fucking triggered shitlord
>>6595094
I just wish you couldn't see my neanderthal brow from the front tbqh
Are the terfs right about us? I feel like maybe l am making other women uncomftable, maybe they see me as a walking, talking insult
I feel sic guys
>>6595076
>>6595101
tell rachel to reply to me on skype lol
>>6595096
>>6595102
Trade me pls.
>>6595076
Heres mine without makeup
>>6595102
"bro" is very everyday speak to me, i say that and "dude" all the time
>like. just. like. you get it. I don't because idk another breakdown wouldn't be so bad.
i was trying to determine if we were both being mostly serious this time and we were ;----;
the last time i had a major breakdown i was unable to speak for like 3 days and i can't remember all the days surrounding that period so i would prefer that to not happen again desu even if i have to lie to myself to the point of being delusional, but i mean eh
>>6595108
LMAO
kek
yeah
so
i wouldn't expect that
but i will tell her, sure
>>6595110
trade what?
your eyes look cute imo
>>6595112
CUTE
>>6595113
I don't really like my eyes.
why haven't we started a bookclub yet? we should
>>6595076
Really need to do my brows but I'm scared I'll screw them up
>>6595123
Because I'm too autistic to read fiction.
>>6595119
lol
our memes left our dreams............
suicide is bad, but i know that feel times...9 i think, eh
im glad youre better though-?
also your eyes are awesome, wtf
mine are okay i just can't wear eyeliner really, or not without jumping through some hoops so yeah, eh
>>6595122
the color is cute though.
if you want cute eyes you have to let darkness evelop your soul and existance desu
>>6595123
because we'd all fight
what are you listening to??
im bumping this rn
https://youtu.be/jHAhe7iSUaw
it really speaks to me.........
>>6595123
lets do it, just pick short works, please
>>6595123
>>6595127
We already fight.
>>6595126
Thanks.
:)
>>6595132
But there's no barrier to prevent people from getting physical
>>6595131
how do I pick books? I don't know what's hip!
we should find 5 books and put it to a vote
>>6595122
>>6595119
Aw thanks
tfw rachel doesn't like me any more ;~;
>>6595133
Sounds fun.
>>6595135
Whalecum.
>>6595136
I don't blame her :>
>>6595137
>just start one with your irl friends.
ouch..
Hii /mtfg/
just got back from my moms and stepdads
feel like shit but not as much as i expected
anyway
how are u?
everything ok?
>mean girl making fun of me for being trans
>sad feels become arousal
>want her to tear down my pants and brutalize my gt while screaming DO YOU FEEL LIKE A WOMAN NOW
What does this mean?
>>6595143
Yes im fine.
>>6595132
yw
become and android and you can change your eye modules as u please
>>6595136
you're one of the people she likes; she's specifically mentioned you multiple times
she hasnt spoken to me either, so you shouldn't worry much about it.
also, if we could not talk about her, that would be dandy, please
>>6595134
idk
just pick something off the current bestsellers list or something thats easy to pirate i guess
>>6595137
cut crease? i mean hmm
i hadn't thought about it much, i've only seen it done one time. show me some good examples pls
btw
>implying anon has irl friends
>>6595143
you're a cute girl, and you seem very nice, so i think it would probably behoove you to not post so many selfies, and not so often, because i think they are something you may come to regret later on, especially posting them here, in there threads.
but i mean idk
>>6595146
probably developing a fetish?
>>6595143
Does your step-dad wanna fuck you?
>>6595146
A G P
G
P
>>6595148
yay c:
>>6595151
but i like posting selfies here :c
>>6595152
eurgh :s i hope not god
>>6595153
awww :c
>>6595157
well obviously, but the creepy people that will save them and post them later or use them to harass you in the future are things you may not like.
idk
i say this as the person who absolutely avoids posting photographs, so idk. i just felt like i should warn you is all, but if you're fine with it, then thats fine!
>>6595156
yah np
>>6595156
I know it nigga.
>>6595157
What are your fetishes?
Also keep posting selfies you are qt
>>6595160
>creepy people that will save them and post them later or use them to harass you in the future
>Ha Smiles see how fucking adorable you are? Ha ha yeah get rekt.
>>6595157
stop posting selfies you giving me dysphoria D:
Thrawn is cannon now :3
>>6595166
what are you trying to say?
i told her that people are going to creep on her if they werent already, and shes fine with that, thats the end of it.
if you percieved what i said as being antogonistic or inflammatory in anyway then you're an idiot>>6595168
>All these bitches saying they have hooded eyes doing tutorial when they fucking don't.
SO MUCH THIS UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i stopped trying to find good tutorials for that very reason
well i was talking about anon, but being in a book club would be cool. i'd love to be in a book club or a movie club or a music club or something like that, the discussion you can have face to face is so much better than what goes on on the internet at times imo
>>6595171
is the old thrawn stuff canon though? it seemed like they were just going to do NEW things using him
>>6595171
How is SW canon not dead to everyone by now?
god my father
my brother walks into the room and my father immediately asks what have you been doing all day
and my brother is saying thats private ive just been out
and hes just relentlessly quizzing him
man the privacy in this place .~.
>>6595160
yeah idrm, i dont do anything lewd here with pics so
>>6595164
wew
pic related
>>6595167
:~: sorryyy
>>6595162
lol you're adorable
like a very smart puppy or something
*pats u*
>>6595172
How could someone harass her? She's too perfect desu.
>>6595173
no, Thrawn is gonna be in that TV show on the air rn
>>6595173
http://www.newsarama.com/30161-star-wars-thrawn-returning-to-canon-in-two-major-ways.html
http://io9.gizmodo.com/grand-admiral-thrawn-joins-rebels-and-the-new-star-wars-1783779089
>2) There’s no mention of anything else from Heir to the Empire or the other two books of the trilogy, so don’t go think those novels have suddenly been added wholesale to the new canon
>>6595176
why is everyone being so naive all of a sudden?
>>6595172
I doubt the old stuff is cannon, but it would be interesting to see what parts they will take in.
>>6595173
Legends is better.
>>6595175
lol, thanks.
>>6595157
Indifferent isn't bad!
It's not sad, which is nice.
>>6595180
yeah.
i would have liked to see him a movie, but i'm guessing that wont happen if hes gonna be on the TV show.
still, i know thrawn is a super awesome character, so i might start watching rebels just for him
>>6595174
>rope bunny
I was explained what this term means recently and i think it's so cute
tfw no one to tie me up
>>6595172
I know this pain because one of my eyes is hooded. The other isn't making me an asymmetrical man beast;~;
Yeah it's really fun. I mean it's all my closest friends. So we usually get drunk and argue. It's p great.
>>6595186
He could still get his own side movie, kind of like the Rogue One.
The TV show is early enough that its okay for him to be in it, and not cut down the chances of his own thing.
>>6595193
yeaaaaaah dude, its such a pain; and i dont like eyeshadow that much so i just limit myself to mascara and brows.
wow, that sounds fun, im jelly.
my irl friends usually dont have many of the same interests as me, so it usually doesnt make much sense S:
>>6595195
i didn't think of that.
rouge one is when, before episode IV?
i was for sure thinking they'd use him in the sequel trilogy, but thats still possible too i guess
>>6595189
><
tfw want it so bad
>>6595203
that's hot
>>6595199
Yeah right before IV, which is suppose to be about the death star plans.
I guess the "Many bothans died to bring us this" is no longer relevant.
>>6595211
No the Bothans are all there. They're just cloaked.
Is anyone not really lewd but would do almost any fetish stuff with their partner if they really really wanted to?
>>6595222
yes
i am the wholly the same
>Buy joylent
>People said it tasted pretty good
>Especially the banana flavor
Oh my god, this is disgusting.
Everything form the taste to the texture.
>>6595222
Yes, me, hello. My fetish is cuddling.
I am willing to do anything I can think of that doesn't involve poop, vomit, long term damage, or other partners.
>>6595222
does being really lewd but nothing really off the table if my partner wants to try it count
>>6595224
Why would you buy something marketed towards autists and aspies?
>>6595220
Should read it.
>>6595199
Yah it's great. They were like the first people I came out to after the missus. I've known most of them since I was a kid.
I'm kind of obsessed with eyeshadow rn. I really wanna get the abh modern renaissance palette but we have terrible selection here. I guess I could order from sephora and ship it to the uk, and courier it over here. but efffffort. so rn I'm just abusing tf out of my naked palettes.
>>6595189
shibari is amazing.
like being either the bunny or the rigger is such a relaxing experience.
>>6595222
>tfw am very into kink with few hard limits.
>tfw fiancée is the same. with the same hard limits
:D
>>6595226
Pretty much the same, but I'm sorta on the grass about the whole other partners thing.
I don't even interested in sex though, so it would be all for them.
Well, actually.
A friend came up with an idea while I was driving him home once.
He thought of like a space suit thing that would go over your head. It would be (almost) fully enclosed and to the best of your ability soundproofed and blackened.
That way, the only sense you would have is touch.
I would like to try that once maybe.
you all might like this
https://youtu.be/OvhfQLmcFdE
>>6595233
yeah i've wanted to for years, i wonder if i can find a book on tape or something.
>>6595235
awwwww thats really sweet. i dont really have contact with people for more than a few years bc i'm a weirdo, lol
ummm i mean yeah you could do that, or just like, you have sephora right? could you get them to ship it to the store?
or you could get it after you move?
yeah i can see you being good with eyeshadow desu, that makes sense, lol
i can't ever see myself doing much more than a look like this unless it was like stage makeup or something desu, although i do REALLY like this so idk; i dont know a whole lot about eyeshadow but maybe i should pic it up? my makeup is usually pretty light anyway bc i usually take too long to get ready to go
>>6595240
cute
>look in mirror
>"hey, I'm kinda cute"
Why doesn't this happen more often?
>>6595241
>mfw i left my trip on for that post
>>6595241
I mean I'm not saying those things are 100% off the table but I'm not going to be super into it and there will be boundaries.
>>6595242
It's on Amazon, and there is probably an audio book version.
>>6595246
is it worth buying?
>>6595242
lmao probably the only reason we're all still friends is because they make the effort and stop me being a hiki
No fucking Ireland doesn't have fucking sephora.
I mean I can get mac/urban decay/ benefit and other brands etc. in boots and debenhams. but like what I'm after now which is abh, and some kat von d products, its a fucking pain to get them here.
Wow I love that eye. I'm gonna try it tonight. you def should too. lmao for me it doesn't matter because of permaboymode. but fuck once I quit my job I'm out.
Learning to blend is a bitch. I'm still awful at it desu
>>6595243
Oh it's a just a moment of temporary insanity. It will pass.
>>6595243
>look in mirror
>"huh I'm ok"
>take a picture
>"I'm a caveman"
make it stop please
>>6595256
Pic or it didn't happen.
i don't want to be a girl
;____________________;
>>6595258
weirdo
>>6595258
And you'll never be one so what is the problem?
>>6595250
Maybe, depends what you like.
>>6595258
why not
also why are you here
>>6595258
More like "I don't want to want to be a girl"
>>6594969
Dear anon, please let us know if you get to a conclusion. I failed 2 of my 5 courses in Sem1 due to absence, but I'm going onto to do Sem2 like normal because I don't really know what else to do desu. There's no place in life for losers like us I guess.
>>6595231
Because you don't actually have to eat joylent, and I imagine it'd be easy for the stomach to dissolve, so maybe it'd lower my bloating.
Also, it has nutrition in it, and I don't have the motivation or energy to actually make any food.
>hate penis
>hate SRS
Fug.
>>6595254
rude
>>6595256
lmao the camera distorts!!!!!!!!!
>>6595253
oh
wow thats nice ;-----;
>no sephora
that sucks ugh
lol yah i think i might! im not good at reverse engineering makeup though, its gonna take me a while to figure it out lol
yeah this eye is gorgeous though. Do you think it would be too extra for an everyday look though? or would i have to save it for more of a 'going out' look?
>>6595263
i really liked the episode III novelization, and my favorite movies are III [and V], although i also enjoyed 7
>>6595273
Just get it snipped without all the reconstructing and leave a nice smooth surface with a little hole to pee through
>>6595273
>>6595280
Well now I'm lesbian.
>>6594787
a boy and a girl
>>6595267
well this i guess
i just am not remotely girl-like
i would never ever pass because i wouldn't dress like the stereotype
i wouldn't wear makeup
it just would never work
why can't i just be happy with who i am?
there is no logic
it doesn't make sense
>>6595277
Did you read, or play any of the Old Republic Era stuff?
>>6594805
a boy and a boy
>>6595284
you mean straight?
I want to be in an abusive relationship with an ftm where I eventually die from the bruising and internal bleeding
>>6595287
I want to romance Mission!
>>6595267
But wanting to be a girl(on the outside that is) is the only thing that defeats my depression.
Add the daily day dreaming and i'm your average happy person.
>>6595288
>My bad. You are exactly towards whom it's marketed.
Why did you, for a moment think, anyone who has the energy to make food, and doesn't have stomach issues from eating, would buy joylent?
This is just so fucking disgusting, I really do not understand how people can drink this shit.
My. Fucking. God.
>>6595284
You don't find Melonpan attractive? That's his girlfriend filming him.
>>6595292
Oh snap!
>>6595264
i don't even know
i was happy for almost a month and then i came back to this fucking place
why do i keep doing this to myself?
>>6595303
>weird
N-no
>>6595304
Are you trying to repress?
>>6595277
I mean first and foremost you do you. it's def more of a night look but if you want just rock it and intimidate everyone.
It could be scaled back to a good day look tho. the eyeshadow is applied really heavy. I mean if the placement, pigment, eyeliner and lashes were more subtle it'd be gorgeous. It's beautiful either way.
But like. desu. You have more experience and knowledge with me prolly.
>>6595288
it'd be ok I guess. Cis is overrated.
I need muh social capital
>>6595300
Well in my defense trannies aren't known for making good life choices. Now man up and drink that horrible hipster slushie like a good girl.
>>6595308
>it'd be ok I guess
I guess you are right. You'd still have to deal with make-up and menstruation and societal expectations. Not to mention pregnancy and being a mother and a wife.
>>6595303
Should at least play kotor 1-2.
If you like vidya rpgs.
>>6595309
Spent an hour with it or so, not even managed 100ml yet.
You do not understand how disgusting this is.
>>6595308
>But like. desu. You have more experience and knowledge with me prolly.
lol,
i mean
that pic i showed you i think i was wearing makeup, like i dont usually wear very much for a couple of reasons, so idk if it would be weird to other people if i started wearing alot all of a sudden
like, i've been "buying" new lipstick that isn't a nude pink for like 6 months lol
i guess the "easy" solution is to just go out more, haha ;---;
but honestly, i really like that alot, so i may just figure out how to scale it back and wear it everyday bc i really love that
i really love this too, which i feel is probably more easy to do?
>>6595314
the only video games i've played are pokemon really, i'm not much of a gamer. what console is kotor 1-2
>>6595311
You're going to feel bad again in an hour or two. Guaranteed.
>>6595307
i'm not sure
if i avoid groups of transpeople i seem to be fine
the thought pops into my head, but then leaves again without any sadness and doesn't occupy too much thought
i can watch television, go outside, etc no problems
i can tick the 'male' box in a form without hesitation, it doesn't really bother me at all
but then i come here or something like it and i'm suddenly a wreck
it's almost like münchhausens or something
everything quickly becomes "ur a train ur a train: initiate sad mode" and i can't keep my mind off of it
if someone was to call me a man, etc, now i'd probably lock myself in a room and feel sorry for myself
i dunno
i'm well fucked in the head
>>6595316
Oh I had pretty disgusting mass-produced, heavily processed shit that masqueraded as food. There's only so much one can do to cram as much calories as possible into a ration.My advice is (if you don't want to just throw it away and I don't think you should) is to dilute it. Yoghurt or some juice usually works well.
That being said...
CHUG
CHUG
CHUG
>>6595320
it sounds like you may be struggling with gender dysphoria, and i think you should seek out and speak to a psychiatric health professional about the matter
>>6595320
Maybe you've repressed a lot and this is the only place where you can express how you'd ideally be (i.e. a woman)?
>>6595318
Couldn't that also be intepreted as me going crazy again?
>>6595326
Yes but that would mean that your hours of sanity are lost amid weeks and weeks of insanity and that's just to bleak of a life even for a tranny.
>>6595328
hey, being a tranny sucks lol
>>6595325
is that really a thing though?
i mean i sometimes feel like a different person irl but i don't know really
>>6595324
i was sorta thinking of speaking to someone, but if i did i probably would just end up 'faking' to them like i do to real people sometimes
i'm not saying that you guys aren't real, but you know what i mean
>>6595330
Maybe... it may be best to talk to a psychiatrist about it desu
>>6595322
Yeah, putting in half a scoop into the yoghurt could maybe work.
Mainly for the nutrients then.
Either way, I imagine those vitamin supplements are a better source, or an equally as "good" source.
>>6595312
I know right?
You really get me anon <3
>>6595317
Lol desu most people will just think "wow she looks really good today" rather than it being a lot of makeup.
Oh btw I bought mac's whirl yesterday and I'm in love with it. I think it'd really suit you.
I fond smoky eyes so much harder to do because like I said I suck a blending so it ends up smudgy af. But that looks like the best so far of what you posted
>>6595330
Do you day dream about waking up as a girl? Do you pray to got that he turned you into a girl(i used to do that in highschool)? If you are having these thoughts are you happy with them?
I used to think that i don't have dysphoria and tried to make excuses about my gender identity problems, but when i finally came in terms with who i am it hit me and it hit me hard.
>3 days away from injection
>feeling like a crabby bitch
>>6595339
God not got lmao.
tfw bored /mtfg/
what do i do
my friends are dicks
>>6595330
yeah i understand what you mean.
i think journaling and writing about it might be a good solution, then you can document your feelings as they occur, and if you do decide to share what youre going through with your therapist you can share your writings instead of having to lie or anything.
>>6595340
aye carumba that sucks
btw i didn't get ur skype message
>>6595338
hmmm u make a good point
yeah i'm totally gonna buy some eye shadows then
this one?
http://www.temptalia.com/product/mac-cosmetics-lipstick/whirl/
i do like this ALOT actually, so i might get this, should i like, get a lip pencil to match that color do you think? i dont usually wear lip liner at all desu or if i do i use a clear/white one
BLENDING *IS* hard, yeah idk practice? sometimes its a little easier when you use your ring finger, but thats definitely a sometimes thing
>>6595350
read a book? watch a movie? do homework? study? listen to music? play a video game?
>>6595351
Fuck OK I will try again
Hello trannies.
I'm really sick today. Someone cheer me up
>>6595351
but i dont want to read a book or watch a movie or do homework or study or listen to music or play vidya :c
im very picky r/n lol :p
>>6595356
aww :( im sorry youre feeling shitty anon
whats wrong
>>6595357
Are you old enough to be on 4chan?
>>6595340
If I don't get especially bitchy in the day or two leading up to my injection, does that mean my levels are good, or that I'm doing something wrong?
>>6595357
go anon and shitpost :P
>>6595356
It could always be worse
>>6595350
stop being so cute
>>6595363
but i dont want to shitpost :v ive done enough of that with a trip
took ~8 tsp of instant coffee but I've killed the tireds
>>6595372
but muh jealously ;~;
>>6595368
yeah, I knew the bitchiness was from levels dropping off, but I wasn't sure if it was weird to never have that.
But I guess it's a good thing that I don't, because it means my levels are consistently in female range, right?
>>6595374
so many times
>>6595377
e-example?
>>6595359
>>6595366
I've got the flu, and I'm depressed because I had to quit my job today and let's just say that it didn't go so well.
>>6595371
you need to lay off the drugs, get high off your own sadness like everyone else does.
sleeping doesnt do anything in this heat
Id probably be less exhausted if I had stayed up
>>6595383
Gooooooooooooooooooood morning <3 or midday I guess :P
>>6595383
Your fascist tendencies are sapping your positive energy ^-^
>>6595384
heyo bby <3
>>6595385
I think its the whole living directly under the roof with no AC and being constantly malnourished.
if it was the fascism, it would at least be worth it
>>6595380
That's awful :(
>>6595382
right now bb I don't have any sadness
and I don't need drugs to be high
I wasn't gonna sleep anyway but I needed to get rid of that dead weight of tiredness hanging over my back and my brain
>>6595351
Yaaaasss what are you gonna get?
yeah that's the one. I bought the whirl liner too. It's so fucking nice to actually have a good liner.
Yeah like I bought it and loved it. Then looked saw some black girls on mua and was like FUCK. It's so much nicer on dark skin.
>>6595340
>>3 days away from injection
>>feeling like a crabby bitch
implying ur not always
>>6595387
*hugs*
Hitler did nothing wrong :3
>>6595339
i don't really day dream
i did once think that i could go through the motions of transitioning so that i could be a super versatile actor playing convincingly both male and female roles
i also don't mind pretending to be a girl on the internet (for no particular reason)
>>6595350
>my friends are dicks
i think you should view them for more than their genitals :p
>>6595351
>i think journaling and writing about it
i know what you mean
i sort of want to start a diary thing of sorts and have entries every day (just to keep track of my thoughts for curiosities sake) but like i'd forget to make entries after a few days
i also just realised that i start too many lines with 'i'
WHY CAN'T I BE MORE CREATIVE?
>>6595368
Gag OK idek
>>6595390
>implying ur not always
fucking brutal
>>6595356
i could post a picture of my [spoiler]dick[/spoiler] to cheer you up
but i don't have an electron microscope
;_;
>>6595392
>i don't really day dream
I day dream lucidly :DDD
>>6595392
>i think you should view them for more than their genitals :p
lmfao thanks anon
How to not get jealous when seeing really cute people?
>>6595389
wats ur secret 2 happiness?
so turns out my appendix got removed
>>6595372
>>6595372
lol
yw?
>>6595376
you can be bitchy and still have your levels in female range i think; i believe the mood change is a result of the drop off period; but dont quote me on that.
with injections you're doing to have a drop off between injections no matter what, because if you inject early (to prevent the drop off) you'd over dose
>>6595383
sleep surrounded by fans?
>>6595393
wtf
skype is such trash i'm not even seeing it i seriously dont even
uhhhh
let me think of a solution i guess
>>6595392
you're talking about yourself so it really isn't unnautral to start with "i" but you could write backwards or forego the subject and leave it to be implied, but who really cares, lol
and keeping a diary is work, so i mean, like you just have to create the habit to do it, if you can make an entry 21 days straight just ANY entry, doesn't have to be substantial really, then you'd probably be okay for the long term, but dont give up if you miss days
Okay I'm going to start tripping now. I've had enough lurking tbqh
>>6595399
Just try not to think about their looks, and also remember that at least you're not some 70 year old hon from Susan's.
i think i'm starting to hit one of my illogical happy stages
if you want to be mean to me
do it now
>>6595394
I feel bad I love maddie
I can't even meme properly
>ywn be a mean girl
>>6595400
mental illness
you just gotta catch the right kind
>>6595409
i love you and care about you.
you deserve to be happy
Time to get ready for laser stuff, cya nerds.
>>6595412
nah but i mean like
get out your frustrations now
you could commit me to guantanamo bay and i would twist it positively right now
also
[spoiler] i love you too [/spoiler]
>>6595405
I suppose so but I'm retarded so I spend a lot of time comparing myself to people
>>6595414
don't cross the streams!
>>6595390
lol yah that is totally a black girl color, lmao
i'll probably get the whirl one and i may as well get the whirl liner? i mean it makes more sense to have a lip liner that matches the lipstick instead of like different color stuff right? then again that could be part of the look, but i dont think overlined lips would look very good on me desu
i've actually been needing to buy new foundation and stuff anyway, so i may go by sephora and get that MAC color, ORRRRR i might find a similar color in a black owned brand, only bc i try to buy my beauty products from companies that are like specifically produced for melanized people but yeah
cause like
http://imancosmetics.com/shop/products/lips/lipstick/iman-nude
diva is cute, but actually now that i think about it i can go to sephora and get a sample, heheheh
do you have to order all your makeup stuff online then or can you find enough in-store for things to work?
i actually had some pictures of some really cute lipsticks i had been wanting but i've spend a nice lil ten minutes looking for them so i'm gonna call it quits i think
>>6595402
Congrats
>>6595422
What kind of foundation do u use?
>>6595423
nuhu I didn't want it gone
>>6595429
why?
you can just keep the information in the body of the text
>>6595431
lmao anon!!
>>6595429
I wish I lived in a burka land. even hons can pass like this
good morning y'all
I smell so good from that snail goop i put on my face and lavender body wash
>>6595422
hey ummm you were cool and I think you liked me in the past but I think I did something you didn't like. I think you're cool, and want to be friends.
>>6595439
hii red gm ^^
how are u
>>6595432
>self aware
Welllll, idk even know what my appearance is
my view of myself changes constantly
>>6595437
passing is easy tho
>>6595432
cause now stuck in hospital for a few days but hey at least I get shekels for it
>>6595431
idgi
>>6595404
>injections
hm, true.
I guess the only way to know for sure is to get my levels checked, which I really should have already done by now (I've been self-medding for a little over 3 months), but it looks like it's impossible for residents of my state to legally order their own blood tests, and ofc I don't have an endo, so I'll have to ask my gp to authorize the tests.
Although at some point I should probably try to get an endo anyway. If nothing else, the easy access to blood tests would be nice.
>>6595443
Ohhh I was just curious, I don't really know anything about foundation for black girls. Rn I'm using nars all day luminous weightless foundation, its dewy and sheer but also buildable. Clinique stuff is cool, edie turned me onto their bottom lash mascara
>>6595445
>passing is easy tho
I WISH
also that picture cracks me up everytime
>>6595437
i wrote a bullshit greentext on here about that a few years ago
this is a bit of a paraphrase:
>come out to dad as trans
>"this is wonderful mohammed my son"
>takes me to the doctor the next day
>doctor hands me a burqa
>"you must not speak out of place"
>dad takes me home
>"i have good news mohammedella"
>he's arranged for me to be married to his boss' son
>this is wonderful!
>he's standing at the altar, everyone shooting ak-47s into the air and screaming in kebab
>i walk up to him and we are wed
>he takes me home and removes my burqa
>realises that i have a penis
>his face when he realises he is stuck with me for life
>>6595445
>idgi
because like appendix from a book
it's a pun
>>6595450
>the greentext
y'know, I'd be 100% cool with that senpai. much better than my life.
>>6595450
>screaming in kebab
Lol
>>6595422
idk like I think having a liner a slightly darker colour blended in is nice. like the opposite of those korean gradient lips. tho you run the risk of the chola look too.. But I have to say the liner is just perfect.
Everything I own I bought in store rn. I mean it's easy to go in and try. that's what I've done all along even tho I'm a man looking fucker. The problem is lack of brands ;~;
Yah you might be better off that way.
>>6595449
mein führer pls you look gorgeous
>>6595450
ohhhhhh
>>6595452
true but muh pc
>>6595455
it is
passing as dyke is literally the easiest thing possible
>>6595449
You are very pretty mummy <3
I'm gonna go to sleep
or atleast to bed to shitpost :v
goodnight /mtfg/
thanks for being kind
and nice
>>6595429
Wasn't it killing you?
>>6595460
Goodnight <3
>>6595460
nighty
wait, it's not even midnight
do you even?
>>6595447
i think there is a way to have your levels checked via use of a courier service, i believe i read about one on /cd/
but yeah, i would certainly get your levels checked
>>6595448
ohh lol
well i mean not everyone is like me, but basically, most brown foundations are just you know, light foundations tinted, which means that that one chemical in all the skin care these days ( i forget what its called, the one thats supposed to make stuff match your skin perfectly) makes your skin look off, kind of ashy and like gives this white sort of pasty ghastly quality that looks like crap.
http://www.cosmopolitan.com/style-beauty/beauty/news/a50647/women-of-color-makeup-foundation/
>As for foundation itself, creating it is more complicated than you might think. Balanda Atis, a scientist with L'Oréal USA (which owns L'Oréal Paris and Lancôme, among others), explains. "While brands might succeed in making darker shades, they didn't always get the undertones or the depth right," says Atis, who is African-American. Typically, there are four pigments used to create one shade: white, yellow, red, and black. To create deeper hues, some chemists mix
in too much black pigment, which can leave skin looking bruised.
>For a caramel hue, there may be too much red or yellow, which can leave skin looking orange. Sometimes, chemists add titanium dioxide, a pigment used in many cosmetics to add coverage. Result: an ashy finish. So even when dark shades are available, many of them haven't been very good.
that explains the gist of it, pic related sort of displays it, but not in the way i'd like.
my sister mixes two or three different clique shades to get her color, but i'm not really about all that mixing; i'd rather go out of my way to buy something that works well/easily
also i have neutral undertones which is kind of a drag for foundation
i know that the nars stuff is really good though, i may have to try it sometime maybe
>>6595467
>levels checked via use of a courier service
http://www.privatemdlabs.com/ is what I used
>>6595457
>tho you run the risk of the chola look too.
yeah i've gotten dangerously close to that a few times, so i dont wanna do that again, lol
>even tho I'm a man looking fucker.
lmao, i laughed sorry
you dont look like a man though desu, you look very good in photos at least
but is blending lips hard though? i've honestly never done that i dont think.
im honestly kind of pissed i cant find the lip pallete i wanted to show you, wtf @ me
>>6595446
oh
no you didn't really piss me off, you can be annoying, but i can also be kind of bitchy so idk dont worry about it. my girlfriend likes you, so i'm sort of biased into liking you, hahahaha
>>6595471
yep exactly what i was thinking of
>>6595473
what games do you play?
>>6595462
indeed
>>6595463
minor details
>>6595464
>femme
>beautiful
pick one
>>6595455
>you really should get your levels checked.
yeah, I plan to, but I've been putting it off because if I try to get an endo it would take a couple more months at least, and idk if my gp will try to lecture me about how self-medding is dangerous and horrible when I ask him for the test.
Fuck, I wish I could just order my own blood tests, like most other Americans are able to.
Living in a nanny-state sucks.
>>6595467
So would that be like, you draw your own blood and mail the sample out?
Interesting. I'll have to look into it.
>>6595471
That's what I was gonna use too, until I saw:
>http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lab_locations.php
>Due to state laws, we cannot provide services for RESIDENTS of or in the states of NY, NJ, MA, MD or RI.
>>6595479
i'm not actually sure, bc i think the service is the one red linked.
which you can't use |:
just get to a doctor asap i think
>>6595474
who's your girlfriend again? I think she was a trip or something
anyways, yes I can be annoying, but more than anything, I just wanna be friendly and talk about being feminine, try to help people with dysphoria, cheer people up.
>>6595478
uhhhh
femme people are extremely beautiful.
hi~
>>6595479
ahhh, that sucks.
sorry.
Try to find some way!
you gotta play it safe!
>>6595474
>lmao, i laughed sorry
it's funny because it's true lmao. dw it was meant for humour.
idk i've only tried a few times but it seems ok.
Also yeah wtf you
>>6595483
rachel
yeah dw about it, sometimes your statements/acttions do seem really questionable and i think you're naive, but you're obviously very intelligent, and i dont have an problems with you, so yeah
>>6595490
lmao
its not true STAHP
also i found one, but these are all browns which would look very 90s (which im kind of getting into )
>>6595475
All kinds. I like muh rpgs a lot though, and you?
>>6595484
heyo!
Good morning everyone!
I'm up and ready for another awesome day of shitposting!
How's everything coming along?
>>6595467
Uggggh that really sux. One reason I like Bobbi brown is bc she has always been about making makeup for women of color #blackfacesmatter
>>6595507
phie <3 have you been a good girl lately?
There aren't any IC clinics near me afaict, so does anyone know how hard it is to get an official hrt recommendation letter from a therapist?
Does it usually take a long time, or if I find the right therapist could I just walk in and get a letter the same day?
>>6595482
Oh, the one Red linked is basically like, you pay the service and choose a lab location, and the service will send that lab an authorization for the tests you want, as well as payment for those tests, and you just walk in and give them your info and they draw your blood.
So it's not really a courier service, unless I'm misinterpreting your use of the word "courier".
>>6595489
I'll try!
>>6595499
I-is your booty fat mercury?
>>6595499
<3
well,
we can be friends then!
I like your knowledge of makeup!
>>6595490
hey you
i haven't talked to you in a while
>>6595517
yes!!
off drugs for 2 weeks, Ive eaten every day and finally sorted my bankstuff
I think I am doing okay :3
>>6595516
i mean...........its the way it is/world we live in, u get used to it pretty quick I guess? i'm just not trying to go around looking ashy; cause its REALLY noticeable once youre aware of it lol
yeah; now that i think about it, i've never used bobbi brown anything, idk why; i'll have to change that
>>6595518
oh
no, the one i'm talking about they shipped you materials, and then you mailed them back.
honestly, you might try asking about it on /cd/ because thats where i saw it originally
>>6595522
idk probably? ask rachel if she ever comes around i guess
i personally do *not* think my ass is particularly plump, it exists, yes, i'd draw the line there
>>6595524
lol okay we're friends
lmao, my knowledge of makeup is TEENY TINY, i only know barely enough to navigate for myself,
>>6595467
>TFW I have to mix and match foundation and still have pasty look.
>>6595530
*pat pat* you've been a v goof girl
>surgery 3 hrs ago
>already walking around again without problems
based regenerative capacities of my body
>>6595540
awww~
so nice :3
>>6595543
literally inhuman
did they at least give you drugs?
>>6595535
yeah its because one of the foundations you are mixing has titanium dioxide
http://www.melaninmakeup.com/100-black-owned-beauty-brands/
go find something formulated for your skin
post your skype if you want me to video call you stoned and naked from the pelvis up
>>6595546
nah refused painkillers cause it doesn't hurt
still would've preferred summer flu over appendix e
removal
and surely not inhuman
>>6595561
>>6595561
lmao
i mean you could totally wear them anyway if you wanted, lmao
i could see toosie or truffle raine working desu,
>>6595560
>nah refused painkillers cause it doesn't hurt
which painkillers?
Id eat everything upwards of codeine/tramadol like candy, but I wouldnt take paracetamol or ibu
>>6595552
>skype
Send me a naked telex.
tinder is odd
>>6595561
i've been better
but whatever
how are you?
>>6595552
derp223
>>6595564
>tfw you kinda wanna ask mercury for makeup advice but don't wanna be a bother
The only makeup items where you have to make the color match your skin are foundation and concealer, right?
And when you match them, should you just hold the jars up to your arm and buy what looks closest? Should I try to open them and put a small bit on my arm?
I've never bought makeup but I've been meaning to for a while now and I was planning to go out and do it today but I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm really nervous. :c
>>6595565
not sure it was some dripping thingy that gpes into the bloodstream right away
hi girls
>>6595566
Czech'd
>>6595570
>makeup
Just patriarchy me up senpai
>>6595571
Id have taken that ;~;
>>6595570
arm test is always helpful
Who are the trips most likely to be possessed?
>>6595579
>2016
>Not being able to control demonic summons
Bitch please
>>6595576
:( I'm sorry
no painkillers makes walking easier imo
>>6595582
You shouldn't need an artificial product to feel good about yourself
>>6595590
"Artificial product"
Yeah, like hormones, or clothing.
Please, confused individual
>>6595591
lots of dysphoria, i miss/feel like i need to be a better gf for kaylee....lotsa stuff
>>6595598
>I just wanna feel pretty tho. ;~;
You probably are tho
Why is mtfg so slow now? :(
>>6595569
i mean you can ask me whatever, i may or may not be able to answer you though, lol i probably seem way more knowledgeable than i really am
>>6595570
>The only makeup items where you have to make the color match your skin are foundation and concealer, right?
sort of. your concealer and foundation need to match your skintone as best as possible, but everything else is more flexible; you want to use tones and colors that flatter you, and because everyone has a different skin tone, thats different for everyone. That being said you can do whatever you want, just like you can dress however you want, but some garments dont look good on some people with certain body shapes, etc etc, its the same thing but for your skin/face
>And when you match them, should you just hold the jars up to your arm and buy what looks closest?
if you can, go to a sephora or ulta, and ask them to color match you, probably in a MAC color, and then write that color down, since you can use the MAC color to find your shade in other brands
>Should I try to open them and put a small bit on my arm?
you can yeah
>I've never bought makeup but I've been meaning to for a while now and I was planning to go out and do it today but I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm really nervous. :c
i'd go to a makeup store and ask someone to help you; thats what they're there for
do i rape smiles or chara first?
>>6595601
I'm playing meme fortress 2
Everyone is like 8 years old for some reason
>>6595607
trip on kiwi
>>6595607
under law you can't rape Smiles because children can't consent either way
>>6595598
Yea, I'd be surprised if a store stopped you. And yes, you want to find the one that blends best. I've seen cis and trans girls alike who dont know how to choose a foundation and then they do a whole face of makeup and their neck and arms and stuff look totally wrong relative to their face.
>>6595607
which is oldest?
go oldest first and let the second ripen
>>6595573
hey kit
>>6595575
lmao
>>6595579
me desu
>>6595591
yah i mean i really love these shades, i really need to stop being so boring in my makeup choices
>>6595601
cause we're actually talking and there isn't any drama or bullshit rn, lol
>>6595607
>chara
That little hamster would hang you by your balls.
>>6595612
look the same age
>>6595617
more like high girls
>>6595617
Kit! Yay
>>6595598
>I just wanna feel pretty tho
You are going to needs lots and lots of make-up.
>>6595613
>how to make your mouth look like a baboon's anus: the infograph
>>6595623
okay im gonna tell rachel not to reply u
>>6595613
Lol those names have nothing to do with the colors
>mfw I convinced the nurses to let me go around outside a bit
>>6595624
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOLY FUCK
IS THAT A FUCKING FISH SHAPED NIGGER
BLOOP BLOOP
BUBBLES AND SHIT
Posting images is important. Here i am submitting content.
>>6595624
THIS BITCH IS FROM FUCKING SPACE HOLY SHIT
>>6595631
Kate calm down and come cuddle with me
>>6595624
LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING DOLPHIN IN BLACKFACE
>>6595573
hiiiii
>>6595623
>>6595631
>>6595634
It's funny cuz it's true.
>>6595639
ikr
>>6595637
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
well now that basic is gone i guess there goes my intelligent discourse partner..............
>>6595599
haha, no.
>>6595622
I know. ;~;
>>6595606
>if you can, go to a sephora or ulta
The other day I saw someone recommend that beginners buy really cheap makeup since you don't need expensive stuff when you're just learning, but now that you mention it, maybe it would be better to splurge on Sephora or something, just because then I'd have really knowledgeable people helping me.
>probably in a MAC color, and then write that color down, since you can use the MAC color to find your shade in other brands
Oh, all right. I didn't know about MAC colors, but that sounds neat.
>>6595611
Yeah, I definitely want to avoid that.
How 2 not be a hon??
>>6595649
Go back in time and transition at 14.
Tfw heartbroken and ur ex of 5 years already moved on..
Wow I wish I could share personal problems here without it being used against me later. Oh well. I'm going back to self harm. I just want people to know in case I'm ever hurt too bad
>>6595649
Ditching the flower crown (real or imaginary) would be a step in the right direction.
>>6595646
>The other day I saw someone recommend that beginners buy really cheap makeup since you don't need expensive stuff when you're just learning, but now that you mention it, maybe it would be better to splurge on Sephora or something, just because then I'd have really knowledgeable people helping me.
yeah it can go both ways.
i probably wouldn't buy the most expensive thing on your first go around; but DO take advantage of the help in store; just tell them everything you've told us, tell them you're new to makeup, what your budget is, what products youre looking for, then let them do their jobs
>>6595648
lmao
i'm not nearly that confident lol
o-oh
>tfw senpai talks 2 you on 4chan while she's at work
c-cool
this look is really cool btw, but idk i feel like this is DEF stage makeup, but idk
>>6595649
you're not a hon, lol
>>6595649
1. be maddie
2. stay cute
>>6595649
Preddy Maddie
>>6595649
you're!!!!
not!!!!
a!!!!
hon!!!!
>>6595649
>tfw ywn be as pretty as maddie
>>6595652
this tbdesu
i'd like to think that i'm generally nice, but the only thing that really annoys me is early transitioners
i would never let them know (like i would be kind to them and stuff), but i secretly hate all people who transitioned before 16-17
pure jealousy
if it was something in short supply on this general i'd bottle it
i could literally supply industrial quantities of it
Good night y'alll
>>6595664
yw
>>6595652
i had a dream i went back in time to warn my youngerself about something, and i just strangled myself lol
>>6595667
nighty night!
Morning mtfg hows everyone doing today?
>>6595671
let's see
going a quadrillion miles an hour
high
feeling like I could conquer the whole fucking world
that's about it
>scroll through your tumblr archive
>its ridiculously homosexual, almost offensively lesbian
i want to be cured.
i remember when i first told someone i was bisexual, and then didn't believe i'd ever be interested in women; everyone thought i was straight
what happened to me
what is this lesbian heathenism i've been sucked into?????????
thanks for reading my very first blog post!
if you liked it, please like comment and subscribe!
>>6595671
acceptably
how doth thou slept?
>>6595669
>>6595656
holy fuck those lines are awful wat
but done properly it looks amazing I bet.
lmao I came out to my mom yesterday and she said I should have told her when I was a kid and I could have transitioned
h-heh
(._. )
>>6595649
beautiful bitch
>>6595655
she's actually nice irl
>>6595677
girl love is the only pure love.
/unsub
>>6595667
nini
SHE CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH IT
>>6595677
Ill check your dubs and upvote your post
>>6595683
eat fruit and sit in the sun
wait, your phone went off 17 times in one second?
how did you count that?
>>6595690
with what
>>6595693
IT as in Information Technology
She can't keep getting away with Information Technology
>>6595691
>upvote
Since there is no upvoting should we call this an UpPhien?
>>6595684
>I should have told her when I was a kid and I could have transitioned h-heh
|: \: :/
at least she was positive and accepting
>she's actually nice irl
YOU MET HER??????????????????????????????
also yeah the lines on that eyelook are godly, i mean, did she even do them herself? probably not, but uggggh that looks so amazing
>unsubs
rude
i want to be straight again though
>>6595691
tyty, pls upboat
i've created a new thread, you may find it here
>>6595687
>>6595687
>>6595687
>>6595684
>she's actually nice irl
Trolling should be subtle.