MtF here. Does anyone else occasionally get hit by the realisation

Yeah but instead of laughing I want to kill myself.

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>>6591314
what did she mean by this

Yeah, sometimes I think about it and just wonder, "how the fuck did I get to this point?" Usually late at night. It really makes me think. Sometimes it makes me happy because I realize I'm never more than one or two steps away from achieving any of my goals. Most of the time it makes me sad.

>>6591300
this

>>6591379
severe debilitating autism

>>6591290
I usually have a laugh about it when I'm super tired.

It was obviously the right thing to do, and more so in hindsight, but how the fuck do I luck into a life where that is unambiguously true?

>>6591290
it's like a "hahahaha fuck everything i'm so fucked" laugh, but yes.

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>>6591290
I say you should cut down on your anxiolytic meds my man.

>>6591290
Sometimes I forget I'm a tranny but then when I remember I cry rather than laugh.

Its kind of weird to remember how I assumed I would just grow up into a normal man. I find how far I've come from that and how I'm something I didn't even know existed kinda funny sometimes.

>>6591465
>>>/mu/
Nah just joking, feels like I haven't seen you post there in a while desu