/mtfg/ transwoman general

two years later and the same people are still here, fascinating.

>>6563098
bunch a lifeless hons

>>6563121
iunno, figure people would get their shit together after a few years, but it seems it's the same shit now as it was then.

I do like to check in every now and then, but it's always the same.

>go to psychologist appointment
>leave with more mental illness than I came in with
bitch ain't doing her job right

grace is the cutest.

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>>6560695
How to stop obessing over my chin and face and whether they are long or not?

>>6563185
i dont know anon, i wish i knew
looking at smiles makes me want to hurt myself

>>6563185
stop looking at yr chin, duh

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>>6563132
>>6563098
well for some of us transition is a struggle, good for you it worked out so well, which begs the question why are you here if your done with transition?

>>6563133
what happened?

>>6563189
but I can feel it ;_;

>>656318
;_;

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>>6563181

>>6563121
There are new hons too. I'm almost 24 and still not on HRT. As a kid I wanted to start hormones at 18. Then I said I'd do it a bit later. At 20 I got a girlfriend and suppressed my shit hard. After that relationship ended, a couple more years went by, mostly in a booze-shrouded haze. So now I'm a "later transitioner" or something like that. Would've been nice to start sooner, but I was never brave enough. I think I might manage to pass anyway though, I have some nice features.

Just came out to my brother yesterday. He said he supports me no matter what, but I knew he would. Annoying that my relationship with my mother is closer than me and my father are, and she is the one making jokes about Caitlyn Jenner and such though

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>tfw sexuality is changing and it's tearing my life's infrastructure apart
>tfw gf is now my lesbian poly gf
>tfw can't get hard but titty tickles feel infinitely better
Oh gosh

>>6563193
basically she just suggested a bunch of shit that might be wrong with me
none of it sounded fun, to say the very fucking least

currently trying not to kill myself

>>6563190
it might be a shocker, but not all people who come here, transition and live as a woman. some of us realize that they weren't trans to begin with, and learn why they felt the way they did. i swear im a .0001% minority or something, but it's gotta be more than that.

anyway, here because i was curious, nothing more nothing less. it's been a while.

>>6563195
hi grace
hows your night?

>>6563197
How long have you been on hrt? I'm looking forward to improved titty tickles, but I dunno how I feel about losing hardness down there

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>>6563201
im tired and not feeling very happy
how are you

>>6563194
welp idk then just stay on track for the jaw reconstruction and try to stay lax
>>6563196
if yr gonna make it yr gonna make it. Starting age makes a minute difference after puberty

>>6563198
don't worry about it and worry about finding someone else because she doesn't sound very competent. ideally you should search for a psychiatrist, not a psychologist. take what she said as pure speculation because that's what it is.

>>6563133
do you mean that she diagnosed you with more illnesses that you suspected?

or was it more suggestibility, meaning you now believe that you have more mental illnesses than you originally thought?

>>6563203
thats exactly me as well right now
are you going to do anything this weekend?

>>6563204
>Starting age makes a minute difference after puberty
That's good to know, because I had body and facial hair at like 12. I think I've actually got the longest chest hairs of anyone I've met. But they're only on my nips...

>>6563202
3 months. I had a porn addiction so I was planning on not masturbating after the urge was lost. If you keep trying on a regular basis, it'll stay with you but I think it might raise yr Testosteroni bologne

>>6563200
so you didn't end up transitioning?

>>6563204
the problem is I don't know if it's bad, in the past I've seen it as a good
and I've been through stages like this where I obsess over it
not fun at all

>>6563209
lol thats kinda gross
I'm hairy af I gotta stay on top of it

>>6563207
I'm just being facetious

basically I just talked about a bunch of shit that happened to me and she said I might be bipolar

not gonna kill myself though
just gonna smoke a few cones and drink a bottle of vodka
it's not great, but it's a lot better than suicide, and marginally better than cutting

>>6563211
Why would I transition if I am not trans? I am a cis het man, who happens to have confused body image issues with trans issues.

It just makes me sad to see a lot of the same names I remember when I was around, I got through it in around 8 months...and people are still here from my time.

>>6563210
>>6563202
if you ever plan to have SRS you should consider keeping it alive.

>>6563212
you know it's probably a quirk. Most people probably find it endearing if the rest of yr face is balanced.

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>>6563217
i'm bi polar, I like the arctic and antarctic equally

>>6563226
<3

>>6563217
>just gonna smoke a few cones and drink a bottle of vodka

you do realize that substance abuse is a really horrible idea for people with bipolar or any other mental illness, right? that's what they're going to tell you anyway.

>>6563220
oh so you're just a quitter

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>>6563226
I'd like to travel to your south pole ;)

>>6563221
That's good to know but I'm just gonna slice those balls off and be a weirdo eunuch asexual lady. :/
I still love pleasing people

>>6563230
read literally the next line of that post

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>>6563225
idk
the fact that I keep switching between seeing it as good and seeing it as bad is incredibly annoying

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>>6563047
>tfw will never have these genetics

life is hell

Meanwhile on Wikipedia
>[Carl] Sagan was also a vocal advocate of the controversial notion of testosterone poisoning

>>6563226
pfft, antarctic is clearly superior.

>>6563232
Why would a man want to transition as a woman?

I want to look the part, yeah, sure. But do I want to live the part and be treated as a woman? HELLLLL NOOOOOOOO. There's a huge difference between the two.

For those of you who are tried of trip drama, help keeping this thread alive.
>>6512019

I'll start a discussion about "tfw no vagina", that you're welcome to join in on.

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>>6563240
but polar bears are qt

>>6563233
wuh

>>6563242
so what point are you at right now? you like your body being the way it is. you wouldn't like to be called young lady?

>>6563242
lol
Are you one of those feminist white knights?

You deserve what's coming for you.

not even stoned yet but already listening to reggae

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>>6563247
I'm hitting on you

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>>6563208
Just have dinner tomorrow, 'bout it
I should job hunt more
Nothing exciting until I leave for Portland I don't think
>>6563238
Fuck

>>6563245
too many rules. shitposting is severely limited.
>>6563247
penguins are qt and can survive the arctic icestorms. two qt traits > one qt trait. qed

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>>6563242
I want to be a woman so I can feel more comfortable expressing all emotions, dress how I want, be more motherly and nurturing, and so I can allow my body's aesthetics reach max potential.

>>6563242
What's wrong with being treated as a woman?

>>6563235
are you feeling suicidal kate??

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Tfw 6'2

>>6563252
oh ok
thats nice if youll be around to talk then
ill be watching EVO the whole weekend pretty much

>>6563258
extremely :D

>>6563248
I've been ma'amed like twice in the past month while out with my girlfriend. I am never offended when this happens, but I don't get why it happens.

In an ideal world, I would have the body of a cis woman, and live in society as a man as if my appearance made no difference to my current one.

But that's impossible, so I'm just trying to improve what I got with health and fitness, and dress how I want.

>>6563249
I am not a feminist. I rail on them more often than I agree with them. Equality is fine, but extremism is never good.

>>6563256
I am a man that wants to look like a woman. Key word, I am a man.

>>6563255
You do not apply to what I meant in my post.

>>6563239
what is testosterone poisoning?

>>6563242
i mean, yeah, there is a huge difference between the two. but one of the most important parts of being trans is a desire to be treated socially as a woman. so I guess you're not really trans and probably more like femboy or just gender non-conforming?

>>6563256
It's because
>WOMEN ARE SO OPPRESSED BY THE PATRIARCHAL WHITE MALES
>WOMEN ARE SHAMED FOR EVERYTHING
>9/10 WOMEN ARE RAPED REPEATED, START AT AGE 6
>I WOULDN'T WISH MY WORST ENEMY TO HAVE TO LIVE AS A WOMAN

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>>6563261
Tfw 5'4

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>>6563263
Suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please
;~;

>>6563264
>I've been ma'amed like twice...
you're not answering my questions...

>>6563263
wait seriously? please don't joke about things like this, i can't tell if you're being facetious or not. it's really not cool to joke about things like this

>>6563197
Titty tickles are best tickles

>>6563270
Shut up partner

>>6563271
not gonna do it tho ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>6563273
very serious
I'll go to hospital long before I do it though dw

>>6563264
but what's wrong with us wanting to be treated like women

>>6563269
excuse me
bullshit statistics
you do realize that 10/5 women are raped 6 gorillion times

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>>6563264
>I am a man that wants to look like a woman. Key word, I am a man.
wuh

>>6563275
good

>>6563242
So are you a /femgen/ type now, do you think?

>>6563270
I'm gonna squish you if I ever get the chance
>>6563274
They're more sensitive than my ears and nape and anywhere else. I need a bra or 7

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>>6563262
I'm always around to talk so send me a message any time!!
>>6563261
Tall girls are cute.
>>6563271
Please don't kill yourself

jesus christ im starting to break out in hives wtf

>>6563268
tl;dr T negatively effects human behaviour leading to more aggressive, negative personalities

>>6563284
what have you eaten lately thats different?

>>6563283
Grace don't worry about me
I ain't doing it

Reposting...

Not having a vagina makes me so depressed.

I'm so disgusted by gay sex.
Somebody watching my butt, from behind, if I'm in a "doggy style" position, he'll see the view of a man.
The perineum is where the vagina should be... But instead of it being there, there's just skin. Then further forward there's a ball sax, lumping out disgustingly, and then a dick attached to that.

I almost want to just get a shitty srs so that it won't look as disgusting, even if it wouldn't function for sex...
But if I actually did that, I'd have no chance to find a partner.

(Liked this post? Head to >>6512019 for more!)

>>6563272
>so what point are you at right now?
I look in the mirror and I see potential, only held back on lack of discipline. Putting in actual effort will get me to a place where I can be satisfied, and these goals should be easily achieved in a year assuming 100% effort and I don't slack off.

>you like your body being the way it is.
My frame is good, my face is ehh, my skin is awful.

>you wouldn't like to be called young lady?
It just rubs me the wrong way not identifying as a woman. It would be more of a thing I would correct people on rather than getting offended by.

>>6563277
Nothing is wrong for people who are actually trans. Do be aware that not 100% of the people that come here are trans, there are a lot of people who are confused, and trying to figure things out. It's not a "ohh i got the feels, i need to transition" for every single person. It's not a one size fits all diagnostic.

>>6563280
I don't belong on 4chan period. I'm just here to check up on the ole stomping grounds before I disappear for another 8 months and do it again for a day. Only "femmy" thing I do is wear leggings, and besides that...nothing I can think of.

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We don't trouble your banana, we don't trouble your corn
We don't trouble your pimento, we don't trouble you at all

So if you continue to burn up the herbs
We gonna burn down the cane fields

>>6563283
ok i will
if you want to call that would be nice also

>>6563203
Have you ever been happy?

>>6563291
>Putting in actual effort will get me to a place where I can be satisfied
you mean you would like to bulken up and look more like a man?

>>6563283
>Tall girls are cute.
First of all, no.
Secondly, it makes it very hard to get what the image described

>>6563293
god, i wish i could still smoke. but if i start i can't stop and it's so expensive.

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>>6563288
Sorry, I get concerned when people talk about killing themselves. You using homura reminded me of a friend, which added to the concern.

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>>6563295
Yeah, sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad, comes and goes as they should in life
>>6563294
Yeah, a call this weekend would be good
>>6563297
>First of all, no.
Yes
>Secondly, it makes it very hard to get what the image described
That is true, I hope you can find a nice tall guy to help make you feel small

>>6563283
>>6563297
most like provocative

bought 7g yesterday and left it in my purse
now my purse fucking reeks of weeds
lmaoooooooooooooooooo

>>6563296
Well I am working with what I have, so, yeah, of course. The experience with the trans stuff and the shrink and the doctors, and the mones just makes me more comfortable now in dressing how the fuck I want. If I want something more femmy? I can, and I am still me.

Can't turn a 6'1" wide framed man into a petite woman now can I?

I mean you could try, but it wouldn't yield anything I would personally be satisfied with.

>>6563301
sorry :<
but I won't kill myself
I mean, I've still got a potential future ahead of me
I'll only do it if I fail transition

See, I fucking told you.

This general is so fucking busy with trip drama, it can't even talk about anything else.

This is why we need /ntgg/

>>6563304
>tfw remembered tall dark handsome guy in my high school class
>tfw hung out a bunch playing vidya

I think I wanted to suck his dick.. ._.

>>6563305
>most like provocative
I don't understand
>>6563304
No and thanks. What a feels-giving pic

>>6563309
Someones been institutionalised

im laying in bed next to my sleeping bf and i can't sleep because heartburn but im scared that if i get up he's gonna tell me to get back in bed

what's up

>>6563313
more* ._.

>>6563315
suck his dick, cum will sooth the heartburn

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>>6563304
>tfw 5'11"
>tfw seems to be few guys taller than me
>tfw probably could never find what is described in the image
oh well, I suppose I can go with someone my height
accepting height is something I just gotta do, no matter how hard it is

>>6563310
Please never do it, don't leave any ifs for suicide.
Stay strong anon <3
>>6563312
Why didn't you do it?

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>>6563311
And sometimes I just ain't in the mood
To take my place in back with the loudmouths
You're like a picture on the fridge that's never stocked with food
I used to live at home, now I stay at the house
And everybody wants to be special here
They call your name out loud and clear

>>6563304
Your comment in the last thread about not being used to drama is a bit of a lie.

>>6563281
I didn't even realize my nape or ears were sensitive until Bexe started doing stuff to me, but my chest is definitely way more sensitive
I don't see how a bra would help though, I mean, I guess you're still in the growing phase where that might pad an impact

>>6563317
we already had sex earlier and i don't wanna wake him up

>>6563319
A U T I S M L M A O X D

>tfw didn't realize the act of ejaculation until I was 19

._.

>>6563315
Eat him.

>>6563319
I can't promise that desu, I'm kinda certain that's how it will end but we'll see ok

>>6563309
>Well I am working with what I have, so, yeah, of course.
sounds like it's more out of necessity but not what you would like to?
>>6563309
>Can't turn a 6'1" wide framed man into a petite woman now can I?
transitioning isn't about turning into some animu grill.
>it wouldn't yield anything I would personally be satisfied with.
that doesn't sound like you don't want to transition but that you want to do more than just transitioning?

>>6563310
I'll join you, I don't want to live either.

>>6563318
I hope you can accept it, it's not worth being upset over as there's nothing you can do to change it, and it's not the end of the world being tall.
>>6563321
I guess I've been through some drama myself but I've never been around people that organize fake drama for fun.
>>6563326
If there's anything I can do to help, please let me know.

>>6563287
nothing, im going to the fucking hospital rn though

why are all you guys so obsessed with being anime girls? it makes everyone here look like a lonely guy that watched too much anime and wanted to be a girl so someone would give them attention

>>6563329
hey not now
I'm not going to do it atm

>>6563330
Idk, all I just gotta hope is that it will get better as transition goes

>>6563323
such his dick very gently

>>6563322
Any pics of the two of you together? My gf pressures me in public by using my weakspots :P

>>6563330
mhm but being tall gives me a lot of dysphoria desu
it's crazy annoying and because my mental image of myself is absolutely fucked up, people even just an inch shorter than me feel tiny in mind.
dysphoria is a bitch

>>6563334
Then when, It needs to happen quickly.

>>6563333
anime infects you with the trans virus.

>>6563333
I'm not much into anime but it's the culture here and yr exactly right. When on 4chan, suck like weabs do

>>6563314
You just need to be more open minded and less brainwashed by hanging out in trans circles all of the time.

There are people who can do things different than the people in you group?! I KNOW IT SOUNDS IMPOSSIBLE, BUT ITS TRUE!

However you are entitled to feel as you do, I know I would have said the same thing a few years ago.

>>6563328
>sounds like it's more out of necessity
Yeah, pretty much.
>but not what you would like to?
If I had a magic genie, I would have a cis woman body. I have the body of a large male, so, i just can't get what what I actually want. I accept this, and I will work with what I have.
>but that you want to do more than just transitioning?
I am not sure I follow, I believe all of the things I have said in my posts straight out say that I identify male, I wish to have the appearance of a female. It is different than wanting to be a woman.

>>6563338
I've promised myself not to do it for at least 5 years

think I mixed too much vodka into my creaming soda
tastes a bit strong, even for me

>>6563342
Thats not soon enough

>>6563345
sorry anon

>>6563283
>tall girls are cute
It really doesn't happen with transgirls unless you think 5' 9" is super tall. The only tall girl from mtfg that I can remember was cute is adri. Most 6' transgirls still look like twinks or are hons.

>>6563344
Get fucked, flan
I should've bought some rum while I was out

>>6563344
You could invest in a liquor you enjoy straight, so when you mix it, it won't matter if it's too strong or not.

I like kraken rum in cheap cola, if I get the ratio off, it's still kraken, and it's still good.

>>6563340
=]

>>6563342
that's pretty long. i will see how life turns out in 2 years and then i'll probably do it. i only wait because i can't kill myself yet desu.

>>6563353
YES kraken is bomb
Black seal is my new favorite but kraken is a runner up.

>>6563353
bb, I enjoy vodka straight
just it hurts my throat a bit after a while

>>6563355
I wait because I'm just starting transition
I'm not confident I will succeed but I just gotta try you know

>>6563356
Black seal isn't half bad.

I am a craft beer man now a days, but those dark rums call my name every now and then.

>>6563336
I think she's gone to bed and I'm not showing any pics of her without her say-so
Though there are plans for us to take one sometime for curious anons/trips, we get distracted a lot
She likes teasing my weak spots too, she's really good at it. It can get pretty aggressive when we're in a semi private area
I like teasing her too but I'm way less good at it

belvedere is nice as fuck lol
just had a swig straight so now my creaming soda tastes weak as fuck

I think I'm gonna be allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll right

>>6563358
same here. good luck with your transitioning.

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>>6563357
>flan

>>6563362
thank you

What up fempais?

>>6563350
Red is tall and fucking adorable

>>6563364
I reinvented myself as a dessert

i think i was too clingy and creeped out my gf :(

>>6563369
Can I eat you?

>>6563371
yes but the alcohol content right now might be a bit unsavoury

>>6563368
Didn't Red say they wanted to be a guy again?

>>6563367
where i'm from we have a mountain called "Mt. Tamalpais" and every since i started using 4chan i read it as "tam-al-pies" instead of the way it's actually pronounced, "tam-al-pie-iss"

>>6563373
She's a girl again IIRC!

>>6563372
At least I'll get w a s t e d

>>6563359
>beer man
I just like the fruity drinks. Wine is too dense though D:
If I'm getting shit faced at home I only get rum
Any recs for a newbie drinker?

>>6563371
>>6563376
eat me pls <3

>>6563350
Rachel and Ufufu are both 5'11" and are both very cute and passable

>6 feet
>gendered correctly 90% of the time even with beard shadow
>get called cute by people and constantly hit on
>straight boyfriend that spoils me

better being tall and cute than a short hon :^)

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>>6563353
>>6563351
>>6563356
If you drink rum and it's not pic related you should kill yourself.

>>6563375
Wow.

>>6563376
and at least I'll die :DDDDD

man I need to smoke already lol

>>6563378
That's i l l e g a l

>>6563383
Well I'm not gonna eat ALL of you

I'd like to keep you around bb

>>6563379
I wonder how strong they are..

>>6563381
>63%
GIMME GIMME GIMME

>>6563380
>Hon Fantasies vol.III

>>6563341
I meant that you've been institutionalised, I'm from /r9k/ because I need rare Sheens, but you're here again for your "old stomping grounds" and I'll tell you this, let it go and never come back.

>>6563374
Why's that anon?
Also wow that area looks beautiful

>>6563385
I imagine not very they're both p dainty

>>6563384
Not here <3

>>6563381
YO SHAKIRA I keep checking for u :)
fuck I'm a mess nao but could we skype at this time tomorrow?
I've never seen that before but I'll look. I don't like paler rums I think tho
If I killed myself I'd just haunt you >:(

I hate having such a high alcohol tolerance desu
and it's not from heavy drinking, I was always like this
I just drank enough to knock out almost anyone I know cold and it hasn't done anything

I guess it's a good party trick or something, at the very least

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Does /mtfg/ still love the religion of peace?

>>6563390
I wonder.. am I dainty? ._.

>>6563394
He was just playing Pokemon go leave him allne

>>6563393
No u need to stop have you seen jaundice?
>>6563394
What are you an orthadox?

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>>6563387
this is him right here

feel free to stay mad though, hon

>>6563377
Try everything, you don't know what you like if you have never had it.

>>6563400
liver function is fine
I had it tested lol
I was on 100mg of cypro and nothing was wrong with it
I have a superhuman liver

>>6563390
you know, like how senpai is pronounced "senn-pie"

and yes, it is very beautiful i am #blessed

>>6563385
they are both 135lbs which is very thin and small for 5'11"

rachel played minor league baseball but she has obviously lost all the muscle mass since then if she is 5'11" 135lbs

>>6563394
>implying I loved it

>>6563398
Idk I never seen you.
You seem dainty tho

>>6563403
Yeah for now you do. Be careful.
>>6563402
>>6563403
>>6563381
Ever have mead? That shits so good

>>6563392
Hi, I felt I was getting in too deep into this place and it's full of weirdos as 4chan usually is so I decided to post less often and concentrate on building a real life outside of the internet. It's ironic because when I first came here I was desperate to be known here but now I'm like "What am I doing with my life? This is not a good place to be associated with".
Ok my skype is shakira.s11

>>6563394
this is the reason why everyone has you filtered. keep your /pol/ shit out of here, no one cares.

the funny part is, the kind of people you're trying to appease/appeal to with your opinions probably just think you're a n*gger anyway

>>6563370
i don't know what to do

i think i scared off the only person i really care about

i feel so horrible

>>6563408
I do want to try Mead, it's hard to get around these parts though.

>>6563409
>because when I first came here I was desperate to be known here
one of the most pathetic things i've ever read

>>6563401
>He isn't just gay
>>6563408
I didn't know that stuff was actually real? Thought it was a made-up drink from Harry Potter?

>>6563405
Do you go hiking a lot?

>>6563408
One of my bandmates makes his own mead and wine.
It actually is just so good

>>6563405
>rachel played minor league baseball

story pls???

>>6563405
>baseball

hot

>135
>inch shorter

am I doing something wrong? how come I'm 15 kilos heavier? are my bones just dense? ._.

>>6563407
Imma dark horse

>>6563394
XD

>>6563414
Exactly lol
>>6563410
>Posting a real news story
>/pol/ shit
And lol @ "hurr blacks can only be SJW or else they are sucking up to white supremacists". I have my own independent views kid that has nothing to do with either side.

>>6563416
Yeah I do go hiking a lot. There is Redwoods National Park, Muir Woods, Mt Shasta, Tamalpais, Marin Headlands, Mendocino, ect ect ect i could go on forever

>>6563418
>how come I'm 15 kilos heavier? are my bones just dense?

Just fat, probably more muscular as well.

>>6563410
shut up! XD

Shakira is cool and worth the time =>

>>6563394
nobody should be surprised after isis's official "especially the dirty and spiteful french" comment from two years ago

>>6563415
lol it's fermented honey-wine
The ancient hindus made it first and vikings are known for it
I added you on my brand new skype ;)

>>6563394
When self-driving trucks get introduced we're going to see a lot more of this, aren't we. Most people don't want to sacrifice themselves, but if they think they can get away with hacking a car to off someone and make it look like an accident, there'll be more.

>>6563408
I love mead, exspecially when it is brewed with hops. I like sipping it slowly. It's pretty much the only alcohol I drink anymore.

>>6563418
>am I doing something wrong? how come I'm 15 kilos heavier?

it's probably muscle mass if you haven't been on hormones for very long? also, you might feel thin right now but you would be surprised at how thin some girls can get without muscles. look up "thinspo" to see what i'm talking about.

rachel has also been on hormones for four years now and had an eating disorder somewhere during that time too

>>6563417
not much of a story, she played minor league baseball for a season and then quit to be a tranny?

>>6563430
>tfw was in a cycle team
>quit to be a tranny
Damn shame for they said I was promising

>>6563431
Why did you quit, trannies can't bike?

>>6563430
which league

>>6563431
Tell me about yr bikes, shaki
I bike a lot

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>>6563418
yeah, Rachel was kind of a hottie as a guy. it's weird how someone can be attractive as both a man and a woman - some just have that rare bone structure that works as both

>>6563435
I ackchually quit because I had gotten depressed and fat due to repression. But now by the time I get my fitness back I'll have lost too much muscle from HRT so it's over.
>tfw no more 50 mph downhills
>>6563437
I have the Specialized Allez road bike. I've really cut down, I used to do like 200 miles a week, now I only manage about 50.
>>6563439
I asked before but no-one replied whether being attractive as a male means you will be attractive as female. Women said I was attractive as male and I assumed this meant I looked extra masculine hence wont pass.

>>6563436
Low-A iirc

>>6563418
Your body frame may also be that much larger too.

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>>6563439
Would fuck boy rachel.

>>6563444
>Women said I was attractive as male and I assumed this meant I looked extra masculine hence wont pass.

honestly, this is how it usually works. it's actually very rare for someone to be both attractive as a man and a woman. takes a certain rare sort of bone structure.

>>6563444
I just bought a 95 allez :D
>tfw got hit by a car and can't ride for another 3 weeks
Won't you come to the land of the free to ride with me?

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>>6563451
Cheers.

>>6563452
I don't feel comfortable riding on the right side of the road.

smoked a cone in the loo

parents are suss as

Fuck everyone and everything. I should have stayed in montana and mooched off my grandmother. I'd feel like slime but I'd have my computer and I'd be making a family of people who don't respect or acknowledge me pay for my welfare. The least they can do for being shitty human beings.

>>6563455
coughing like a motherfucker lol
I did not handle that well

>>6563450
its weird, i'm actually very attracted to both boy rachel and girl rachel. i can't think of another transgirl where i feel that way

rachel is just an androgynous sex queen methinks

>>6563454
Ok we'll ride at night in the center then
>>6563456
Cheer up oddish it'll get better. My offer still stands btw im not moving soon

>>6563457
blech
is a cone a joint?

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I am going to post lewd pizza pictures until I get banned from the blue boards

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>>6563464

>>6563463
a bong

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>>6563464

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>>6563465
can you edit it so its the front half of the original gif and the back half of the flipped mouth gif
its just the mouth at the start looks really weird

>>6563466
>tfw bongs are illegal in bongland

>>6563459
>tfw you will never be an androgynous sex queen

:(

>>6563463
shit I didn't realise cone was an aus thing
it's what's on the end of a pipe, that you put the weed in

>>6563466
nah m8 a pipe we didn't finish making the bong yet lol

>>6563466
what other drugs do you do

>>6563439
FUCK
I'm one of those people that was ridiculously hot before and now I look like a foot

>>6563418
Im a dark man

>>6563420
that's so great. And good on you for actually taking advantage of it

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>>6563468

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>>6563468

>>6563468
that's erin's picture
give it back or she'll be mad

>>6563473
>ridiculously hot before and now I look like a foot
oh shut up Basic. you might not be Rachel but you're cute as fuck.

>>6563475
cropmaster 5000

>>6563475
im bad at this

>>6563471
so a straight shooter style pipe?
>>6563472
is for>>6563471
but lets just talk about drugs
who here is dumb enough to have robotripped?

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>>6563471
you should ask your parents if they want to rip from your bong?
if they're gen x you were probably conceived while they were high

>>6563477
She actually is, considering how handsome she was as a man, it's just a huge leap for 4 months of hrt. But she can't see it.

You know what scares me most in life is how quickly your own home can become enemy territory. I moved five times as a child, and more as an adult. I try make home in so many places, and in all of them so far I've felt unwanted. When i was a kid i thought I'd always have a home and a family.
>>6563462
You're not? So you figured your situation out then?

>>6563477
>>6563484
I wrote a song about it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUtZZf658TM

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>>6563476
never!

I CAN NO LONGER HIDE THE BOOBIES PLS HELP

>>6563485
I'm just movin with the punches. My gf and I are makin it work but I don't think she wants to marry a tranny anymore and I can't get hung up on that shit. Im going to montana next month :)

>>6563487
>>6563484
>>6563477
and another
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EyEB2AEqHxc

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>>6563489
wear a pushup bra and a low cut top

>>6563488
Oh god that's so hot

>>6563491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=um2XJBPzSeQ

you forgot this one

>>6563490
Where in montana? Thats my homestate you know
I'm srry about your gf. Its hard work with that sort of thing. I dont know if you two were dating before you started transition, I'm assuming you did. Well, i had a girlfriend when i decided to transition and i made the decision to break up with her because i knew she didn't want to date a tranny. Its hard.

>smoke a cone (bowl I think??) in the bathroom
>exhaled out the window
>coughing like a mofo
>sneak out back to my bedroom
>dad comes in and whispers "do that outside!"
>he leaves and I burst into laughter
>10 minutes later he comes in with a twix and whispers "was it good?"

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>>6563495
I like my pizza with extra sausage and anchovie, I like it salty

>>6563496
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hdL65J8m9A

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POCUgBSVENQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaC5ZKRjLUM

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>>6563501
see
fucking smoke it up with your parents

>>6563491
how tall are you btw?

rachel actually has some modeling gigs bc she has that tall thin androgynous look. maybe its something you could do to boost your confidence? maybe you should ask rachel about it?

this shit was good and I have no tolerance at all holy shit
I can HEAR sound

>>6563505
I do all the time

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>>6563501
>tfw your daddy will never ever ask you if it was good

>>6563507
IT CURED YOUR DEAFNESS?

>>6563498
IM GOIN TO GLACIER!!
Yeah I had a beard and a car and everything.
Its really hard but so is anything

>>6563506
5'10. But I'm fat as all holy hell.

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>>6563510
A+

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>>6563510
I once thought I could hear sound
I was wrong

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>>6563515
y-you're an A+ bb

Poll time

https://unsee.
cc/geborima/

http://www.strawpoll.me/10751687

>>6563502
Never realized how sexual eating pizza can be.

>>6563514
yr not fat
im 190 at 6'1" and im all cuddles

>>6563511
Holy shit really? What for, just to see? I'm from a small town in glacier county, I've been all around that area.
>>6563518
H-hi

>>6563520
no idea who you are and didn't look at the pic but voted you're ugly for some reason
soz lol

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>>6563507
>I do all the time
then why were you even paranoid?

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>>6563523
::::3

>>6563489
did you go back on HRT? or did you never stop?

i thought you detransed to be a femboy?

(btw where in orange county are you? rachel told me you were in orange county)

>>6563491
>>6563504
okay this is funny but pls stop being so dumb. you were hot as a man and you're cute as a girl! just because you're not quite as hot of a girl as you were a guy doesn't mean you're NOT cute. this is a choice one weighs when they transition - knowing that they may not be as attractive as a woman as they were a man. this is normal due to a multitude of biological and sociological reasons that are obvious.

So please stop being dumb, you pass.

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>The teenage victim and her mother described the Target voyeur as a white male in a wig and dress.
R.I.P pro-trans bathroom laws

>>6563525
because I'm abusing drugs to self medicate my mental problems and I think they're getting suspicious

>>6563528
>"I'm a woman guys totally"

>>6563526
How are you today, m-m-m'lady

>>6563523
thats fuckin rad dude
i went there once on vacation i snuck a bunch of edibles and it was my all time most favorite place
Im really excited can you tell me whats the coolest thing over there? :D

>>6563522
I am. Idk what weight I am but prolly the same. It's all on my thighs ass hips and tummy

>>6563527
Yeah I know I'm being crazy. I have a lot of messed up stuff in my head about being attractive
maybe after ffs I'll be happy tho

>>6563528
>white

>>6563532
I'm pretty gooooood

How are you cutie?

>>6563520
Okay, you're making me really fucking angry now.

You actually look A LOT like rachel. Rachel may have the nicer nose and some other features but you actually have some nicer features in other ways. Although, I don't think I've ever seen a photo of her with makeup on but still, you pass EXTREMELY well you idiot. And what are your measurements? You could totally model with rachel if you wanted, wouldn't that be fun? I can give you her contact info if you want.

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL PLEASE STOP BEING SO FUCKING DUMB.

>>6563533
It all sucks honestly. Theres a sorta fun maze in kalispell. Sometimes I'm there, I'm pretty cool.
>>6563536
I'm basic as fuck rn. Very angry over things that i cant even vent about with anybody it sucks.
Cheer me up pls spider gf ;_;

shit
my high to drunk ratio is way off
I'm too high to mix more drinks

>>6563525
i like how in addition to all that junk food there's actually ANOTHER bloody mary stacked on top of it too. probably the funniest part about the picture imo

I ORDERED PIZZA AND CHICKEN

YEAH!

Go Carol!

YEAH!

Yay C:

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i think i can actually see the difference the hormones have made so far. I still have man-skull but ya know

>>6563494
yeah actually i kinda want to go public soon and end boymode but my voice makes me wanna shoot myself

>>6563527
oh no i never stopped. I just stopped posting here, but i check in occasionally.
and close, I live in LA county. up in the valley in Van Nuys

>>6563488
oh lord sweet baby jesus

>>6563538
ill check it out
i like going over the cascades and across the divide
I have night terrors and shit lol
So the first night we were in this cabin we were renting I just woke up at the top of the stairs and the front door was wide open. I'm a freak

>>6563412
>>6563370


help

>>6563542
Why does every single tranny in this general live in LA?

>>6563370
>>6563412
>>6563544
Has she said she doesn't want to bother or anything? Why do you think you have creeped her out?

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>>6563538
You can vent to me if you want bb, message me on skype

I'm not the great at cheering people up and stuff but I'll try!

>>6563544
Need more details, when did you last talk to her, what makes you think you creeped her out.

>>6563524
lmao ok

>>6563537
Alright. I'm just gonna cut the man jokes and be straight. I genuinely believe I'm hideous. I honestly don't know how many hours I've spent in front of the mirror just agonising about how much of an ugly woman I make.

measurement wise Idk
32-32-43 or something
But I need to lose like 60lbs because I'm a fucking fatass. Also I live too far away for that.
And that's a very flattering picture. I'm way more ugly irl.
Like you say I pass but I just don't. I look like a crossdresser and a bad one at that.

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>>6563540
not many people notice that, well done.

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>>6563548

>>6563542
>>6563520
All these Rachel-looking motherfuckers up in this thread tonight

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whats up mtfg
how do i not feel like shit

>>6563528
that is the scariest woman I have ever seen
omfg

>>6563552
):

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reminder that capitalism is agp

>>6563542
>van nuys
Do you know Remy Dixon?

>>6563553
What's Rachel look like?

>>6563554
hope you're feeling better today

>>6563554
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlujizeNNQM

>>6563554
hey dude just keep trying. there is a positive side to every negative. Focus on what you like doing, surround yrself with the ones you love.

>>6563561
I CAN TASTE MUSIC RIGHT NOW

THIS TASTES RED

>>6563542
What's your skype?? I live in La Habra Heights (different from OC La Habra, its in LA County)

I'm a trans girl looking for friends in LA

>>6563543
Personally i hate going up the mountains and seeing all the sights in montana. I've been to them all before, and they're just a wee too high up for me to keep myself in order.
I did like going up logan. Easier trip for me, and i got to see mountain goats. Always fun interacting with the wildlife.
I also pet a lion in uhh...i think bozeman? Idk dude i was a little kid. I pet a lion tho, thats the coolest thing i ever did in montana i think.
>>6563556
>>6563552
How quickly the tables turn

i don't wanna be thin anymore, i want a cheeseburger

>>6563557
What on earth is agp?

Hold up, hey
For my niggas who be thinkin' we soft
We don't play
We gonna rockin' 'til the wheels fall off

Hold up, hey
For my niggas who be acting too bold
Take a seat
Hope you ready for the next episode, hey
Smoke weed everyday

>>6563574
same

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>>6563569
It was an upsidedown smile I posted

>>6563572
yasss gurl, get thicccccc

>>6563572
edie...
therapy
I worry sometimes

>>6563550
Do people call you miss, ma'am, she, her, ect? Because if they do, you pass you dummy. And what is the 43 your hips?? If you have a 32 chest at a 43 hips, you actually have a lot more potential to model than Rachel does, who's a 34-25-34

>>6563572
No point starving yourself.

>>6563569
Thats cool. Why da fug u in hell state?
>>6563574
youve been making me laugh u tard

>>6563545
idk but it a shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcADqxnQA_4

>>6563553
i'll assume thats a good thing but I dont think ive seen her

>>6563554
>how do i not feel like shit
im working on that, i'll let you know

>>6563558
nah who is that? i assume someone who lives here

>>6563568
i literally just deleted skype yesterday to make space on my phone lol. i think my username is grehays, i never really used it. you can add me though, i can redownload

>>6563580
Shelby go home, your obsession with Rachel is scary

>>6563582
Hell state?...???
Hell is in Michigan.

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hi. . .

I can taste sound but almost everything is bitter or overly hot
;~;

>>6563587
drink water

>>6563587
WAIT
I FOUND ONE THAT TASTES LIKE WOOD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9BokEvEqiVA

>>6563554
Estrogen and alcohol works on me.
>>6563528
If you aren't on HRT you shouldn't claim to be trans

>>6563591
the distorted bit tastes like lemon :DD

>>6563580
Yeah sometimes because while I've never gone out as a girl I dress so fucking faggy that I get clocked as a tranny constantly.
Like I said I'm just fat so the hips mean nothing.
also fuck 25" waist. kill me.

I'm not trying to be awkward or an ass but I look like a man.
And I feel like one too. I don't feel like a woman.

>>6563585
did you stay up all night? its 430 here
Michigan does sound shitty but texas sounds like the prologue to a mad max movie
>>6563591
good girl

>>6563594
between lemon and citrus