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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No *actions*
> No drama
Previous >>6534707
Let's do our best, girls!
first for im going to bed goodnight you nerds
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>nth for tfw ur spooning and he gets a boner
>>6535626
Style?... As far as what?
>>6535585
>shit senpai thanks.
No problem, Mate.
Have what I'm listening to this moment, I guess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-AfpLGdG6g
hi are there any other nice trips i haven't met yet
>>6535637
slep tight slugu
>>6535645
yep me im nice im quid hi :3
>>6535639
don't be sad
it's time to be happy
>>6535643
heres a relevanmt one before i go
This is real goals, let me taste your salt.
>>6535647
please tell me this isn't true
>>6535645
Hi, but Im not nice
>>6535653
GO AWAY MAXIM
>>6535648
Triggered
good morning /mtfg/
im about to go to work
how are u?
everything ok?
this is my goal
can i do it
>>6535652
tyty
My life
>sexless engagement
>shower dildo
>noise complaints about sounds of some girl moaning carrying through the bathroom vents
>I really just wanna get high and be a slut again like I was in college
>I miss living life like red, when I was her age.
kate moss has always been my literal body goal and a huge inspiration to me but that's definitely not a realistic goal for me
i'd like to be this thin
>>6535654
She's alive.
>>6535665
are you going to bleach your skin?
>>6535673
you should look into affiliate marketing to stop being a wagie
>>6535668
like... i think that something like this is maybe attainable for me
at 130 or 125 maybe...
>>6535665
come be escorts with me and edie t b q h and then we'll all get sil
>>6535680
i need a smaller corset, this one is basically maxed out :n
>>6535668
don't let this become an obsession
you can do it!
>>6535680
>yes abso
>lutely
cool
black girls always look cuter with white skin
>>6535691
hmm?? what do u mean obsession? :o and thanks ;w;
>>6535688
that's good :)
im still dealing with anxiety about hrt but im okay besides that
>>6535686
>her face is busted
litterally kys, baka
marina is gorgeous
>>6535685
deng
you gotta get a new corset then!!!!
did you see the snaps btw?
i was going to wait to get someone to help me lace it up, but maybe i can do it myself
>sil
im thinking...........
i really want bags now desu, escorting could be fun as fuck honestly, i'd totally do it for the thrill of it, really
>>6535696
i just mean don't get so obsessed with weight that you become anorexic or something
>>6535672
>you Dont already know?
Ummm
Hmm
well,
I like to be romantically dommy.
I enjoy being the big spoon & enveloping girls in my arms...
I'd rather walk with your hand grasping my arm when we walk, rather than the other way around.
If you're mouthy & playfully obstinant... Its like the #1 thing that gets me started flirting....
And, in all honest, being a witty bitch to me is such a HUGE turn on. I like quality rapport.
Primarily, I'm a bottom... If I'm on my back while you're kissing and nibbling on me, I'll likely stay there and melt into a puddle.
However, if, during foreplay, you melt for me... I'm verse.
Very very verse.
Like, its ONLY when I see you're being subby during foreplay that I get the cue to grab your wrists, slam them to the headboard and tenderly lick & nibble you all over...
Then ofc, I can and will penetrate as well ..
Given..
I'm allowed to Dom/nibble/lick you enough.
>>6535701
good!
don't let yourself get stuck in the rat race
>>6535669
post her steam pls
this is my R E A L goal, no memes
>>6535719
Too skinny
>>6535719
you want to be a 19 year old druggie who got gangraped?
>>6535710
If I was still in touch with her I'd ask for her permission to, but I'm afraid I cannot
Why is it that cis people always compliment the femest thing you happen to be wearing
>wearing frilly blouse for first time
>omg anon your blouse is really cute where u get it
>we cant be friends anymore
what if my current body is already my goal body??
am i still welcome?
picture completely unrelated
So I had my first time I was ma'amed by someone at work, and holy shit it saved what would of been an otherwise terrible day.
5 months ago starting HRT I thought this would of never have been possible, but it is and I cannot believe how good it is to slowly get to actually be me
>>6535674
I just finished doing some squats for that butte
>>6535731
please i need to talk to her
it's important
>>6535732
because they're trying really hard to "get" you
>tfw two burgers, 4 ribs and a chocolate bar or 3
fug ur thinspo
>>6535732
I hate it when they do that then call you brave.
Sooo... no offence intended, but is there some reason trans girls are so into anime?
>>6535729
Are you rich?
>>6535724
false
she could stand to be thinner actually
>>6535728
oh really?
okay im gonna put it on then
i should probably wear a tshirt or cami or something under it right??
yeah, oh also, you're really gonna escort escort?
>>6535734
it means you are good at achieving success and should be and enjoy being happy
t b h
>>6535730
EXACTLY
see you're someone who gets it
>>6535750
you're on an anime website.........
>>6535748
>>>/c/2675186
nigga 4 u
>tfw my goal is to be as thin and pretty as ufufu and as girly and busty as faye
>tfw it will never happen
>>6535748
>tfw no one calls me brave anymore
feels so good. early transition was the worst tho.
>>6535748
ye i think people on here are brave to start the whole transitiong process but i would think in that context it would be a little condescending
at the end of the day you just want to be seen as a normal person, right?
>>6535758
you need to lose weight
>>6535756
:D
Thanks so much anon, time to load up that scraper I wrote ages ago.
>ywn have your goal body
>>6535628
pointing out things that aren't arguments isnt an argument :^)
>>6535644
tmg is rad. ngl i'm listening to this rn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eaATf70CQXg
it's chaotic, but super comfy.
>>6535732
idgi desu. they just do desu.
>>6535767
scraper?
>>6535771
I wrote a small .NET program to download every image in a 4chan thread like a year ago.
>>6535734
Is that picture Long Beach?
>>6535743
Truth be told, the last two trans friends I had, "one of them married" got overly-friendly with me...
To the point where they were starting to send me really erotic stuff & intimate details of themselves.
... To the point where my gf was screaming at me b/c they'd try sexting, sending nudes but I wouldn't reply... So I was forced to break it off :+(
I cant help being naturally flirty/friendly.
I'm like that with everyone...
But its also why I'm not allowed to have friends.
Lastly, I'm fucking terrified of meeting you IRL b/c I've a really bad feeling we'd click a little too well...
Even though I think you're chill as fuq and just want fembro time & have secret manly excitement moments together with big HP vehicles and watching stuff blow up/burn down.
Lol.
And then, ofc, shopping, nails & hair n shit.
I'm a goddamned enigma
Imma demon.
>>6535774
fuck, I need to get into coding
Cocaine, yay or nay?
I'm evil, mwahahaah.
>>6535762
I'm saying I'll never have either
as soon as I lose weight my boobs will go and I'll be a skinny wide shouldered man
I've got the widest shoulders of all my brothers and probably the widest ribcage too
>>6535764
I know, once I have everyone else will see how hopeless I really am
>>6535783
I've never actually tried it but my musician friends are pretty into it. I give it a meh.
>>6535769
You're always listening to something cool. Do you collect albums?
>>6535751
No but I'm just thankful im not drowning in debt.
>>6535781
>tfw born good at making mechanical things
>tfw no good at software or anything electronic
>tfw it's 2016, not 1916
>>6535769
>tmg is rad.
My nigga. Darnielle is such a great guy as well, which is good seeing as how I have a hard time separating art from the artist when they're an asshole.
>ngl i'm listening to this rn
This is pretty good.
>>6535788
does /mtfg/ still listen to my radio show? remember i do it for free
>>6535792
>Engineering isn't valid in 2016
m8
>>6535783
Overrated, made me feel slightly uncomfortable because im an introvert and i was all over the place.
That's just me though.
>>6535798
Not really at the amateur level anymore. The only thing left that hasn't become the preserve of big corporations is drones but ironically for me it's because they're largely an electronics project with the actual mechanical parts being simple as hell.
>>6535796
https://youtu.be/E-WHW-QNswE
>>6535781
It can be useful at times
>>6535797
Where on the computer is it?
In the filter settings what does the auto box do? And is there a way so that you don't see that person's posts at all? For me it's just minimizing it.
what were you like as a kid mtfg? i was a nerdy turbofag that everyone knew as that lil gay boy. wbu?
>>6535812
https://soundcloud.com/user-954054996
>>6535821
I was a massive autist. Fedoras, wargaming, trains you name it.
>>6535821
I did nothing but play video games and then read when my parents told me to stop playing video games.
>>6535792
I could tell you how to install FreeBSD from floppy disk onto an 1995 sparcstation, but if I needed to fix a motor I'd be fucked.
>>6535825
hate to break it to you, but you still are
>>6535821
after my father passed away when i was 5 i became very hyper
i annoyed all the kids in my class and didn't have any friends as a result
i also really liked cartoons and wanted to be an animator
when puberty hit i did a 180 and became very quiet and reserved, which i still am now
>>6535831
She never said she regretted it.
>>6535821
>kid
turboautist into trains and books
>middle school
chubby gay nerd into reading and books and music
>high school
handsome, attractive star athlete that every stacey in the school wanted to bang. had my own band that we played at local venues. student body president my senior year
>>6535810
noice program
>>6535831
>make calm rational arguments defending my views
>some neckbeard doesn't agree so he calls me an autist
C'est la vie
>>6535830
Your skills are what's making kids rich these days, I'm in the wrong era skills wise. If I make a gearbox nobody will give a shit but if you make a ass-wiping app you're the next Zuckerberg
>>6535822
>https://soundcloud.com/user-954054996
I'm off work for a bit so I will now most likely. When are you doin it next?
>>6535821
I was always a little "off", socially awkward and shy and different from everyone
But I think people wrote it off as me being a peculiar nerdy kid who would grow out of it
>kid, outgoing, fairly normal ish, liked trains and planes and videogames
>middleschool, fell behind everyone socially and became more withdrawn, stuck to my friend circle and began using the internet and playing videogames a LOT
>highschool, first 2 years dealt with being a shut in and had emotional issues because of my parent's divorcing and my mom being an alcoholic. Last 2 years I was struggling with my gender identity, had no friends, and flip flopped between being a girl and a guy frequently as I tried to figure things out
>>6535851
your honestly the biggest neckbeard in this thread
>>6535844
>adult
become a stacey on heroin and then get clean
>>6535856
fuck off
>>6535853
r u me?
why is jordan matheson so hot omg
>>6535821
Nerdy kid the whole way through, player some sports. did a bunch of drugs in the end and drank.
>>6535813
I agree.
Oh well.
Geography n shit
>>6535868
You post the song names here or what?
>>6535867
>my face if someone this handsome tried to speak to me
>>6535832
i should add that i got my GED when i was 16 because i had no friends and hated going every day to school
ironically I ended up being a recluse in my house for the next two years
there was a suicide attempt but i got help thankfully
in fact ive only recently begun to try and put myself out there
Reminder that you're all beautiful and I love you all.
>>6535878
spoopy
seriously tho, what you wrote relates to me a lot desu
vidya = best escape
>>6535875
just tell me the time and I can tell you what song it is.
>>6535885
do you really mean that
>>6535685
d-dollface is an escort?
h-how much to lose my virginity? My benis is always hard for her.
>>6535888
Of course Nim, I've been telling you for days now how you specifically are beautiful and I adore you c:
>>6535890
>tfw wasn't girly as a kid
anyone else know this feel?
>>6535664
I'm gonna dick you one of these days smiles. You too fucking cute.
>>6535886
It's what's helped keep me sane pre-transition
I spent so much time playing on my PS2 and 3
I'd sit in the basement all day on a comfy couch and wear a blanket playing Ace Combat or Bad Company 2 for hours and hours
Then I got a laptop and started playing PC games
I put over 1k hours into TF2, 1407 actually, and a total of 5546 hours into my 334 games combined
Though, if I didn't escape so much, I could have figured things out more. Or maybe not, I mean, this is how things went and I tried my best.
>let's just play something and forget about it all tonight
>>6535889
there are two different people in those photos u retard
>>6535894
ye kinda
i was never super manly or super girly
>>6535871
but they're trying to provoke i feel like idk, i will be more ~chill~
Any tips for someone stuck in an abusive religious family and Stockholm syndrome type thing.
Anyone who has gone through a similar thing?
>>6535893
that's so nice
>>6535881
i would literally start crying tbqh
>>6535889
lmao no i'm not...altho.........
>>6535896
>tfw ordinary boy mostly
>tfw delve into vidya as a hobby
>tfw become 12 and trans feels start
>tfw become ever more withdrawn and depressed over the years
>>6535899
And i want to fuck both of them. Your point is?
>>6535821
>preschool and prior
Massive crossdressing faggot
>elementary
Sensitive loner, heavy reader, repressed. Bullied another kid in late elementary for being "gay".
>middle school
Band geek, debate team member, type A personality. Heavily religious and repressed, and friends with fundamentalists.
>high school
Drama geek/theatre type, high strung, but generally a lot less repressed. Acted kinda faggy desu
>>6535847
Thank you :3
>>6535896
Tf2 is probably the game i have the most hours in on steam. I should install it again.
thought i should be 'realistic' with my body goals lmao
(this girl played carmen from always sunny)
>>6535908
>ordinary boy
>have some odd traits that i just assume were normal
>slowly discover they're not as i grow up
>grow more distant from male peers
>use internet and vidya more
>start feeling odd but dont really put it all together yet
>still think im just a boy starting highschool
>learn what being trans is
>shit that's me
>depression and dysphoria hit hardcore
>use vidya and the internet as my escape method
>>6535906
Anytime Nimchan, you're a qt queen.
>>6535907
Do I have to pay for deep kiss and cuddle afterwards?
>>6535897
That would be Alan Hawkshaw - The Night Rider
Ha I wish! I just mix for now. I want to learn an instrument one day but I'm scared because never been good at music.
>>6535919
tranny!
i mean..carmen!
>>6535913
they just added a new patch so there is 6s matchmaking now. too bad valve are retarded and most of the balance changes they make are terrible.
>>6535922
.....r u cute......?
>>6535821
happy, hopeful, funny, smart
then puberty came
I gotta body goal, get down to 150. I'm 6'2, but I can still be little and delicate
>>6535924
she's still hot tho, like everyone agrees with that in the show lol
>>6535929
wait you're 6'2? but you pass well
i was scared i wouldn't pass at 6'2
do you also have clown feet
>>6535912
>cross dressing fgt
i actually got caught once wearing tights and panties in primary school and that was awful D:
since it's a small town if was known for that all the way to high school ><
>>6535929
youre already little and delicate red.
>>6535821
>preschool
Girly for a guy, most of my friends were girls
>primary school
girly but eventually learned that I was supposed to be more boyish, lost all my female friends, hung out with boys, tried boy activities, got depressed, bullied in several years including by the teacher at one stage. Kept getting more and more withdraw and distracting myself with things like vidya
>early high school
more friends and trying to be happier, learning that I'm trans, too scared to do anything about it though and steadily got more depressed
>late high-school
even more depressed, feel completely detached from reality and high-school, stopped caring about school in total, grades falling but still passing, full of anxiety and depression
>>6535928
Everything went wrong after 2000
>>6535932
ye but mac always called her tranny
kinda like how they just call the waitress the waitress
>>6535919
Is she really a tranny? I assumed she was cis
>>6535821
I'm Chaser Scum so here's mine
>preschool
Don't really remember, I might have been a dick because all I can remember is accidently knocking over a bunch of blocks and being lectured for it. Also for some reason girls remembered me from preschool
>elementry
Class clown or attempting to be it to cover up massive insecurities in not being religious and being left out.
>Jr High
Start developing a big tough guy body. Still clownish but people are starting to pal around with me. I start getting into wrestling and doing well.
>High School
Look full on jock but secretly a nerd and go to the yearbook room for lunch. Jocks want to know where I am. Start realizing shit is going down in my school and start picking fights with people who bully others. Constant white knight complex.
I've become a lot less high strung but still need to stop getting into fights.
>>6535821
i had a single mom who let me do whatever i wanted with my clothes and hair and expression and half of the time i had hair down to my ass desu. super gender neutral environment. super feminine, played lots of vidya, really shy, told i was smart or w/e etc
>>6535746
Thank you!
I am so happy right now, I'm actually not if I will pass as much because of it!
>>6535941
well since you last played there has been a lot of retarded shit added and some okay shit.
>>6535943
>chaser
post discarded
>>6535943
You sound like a closet tranny overcompensating
>>6535942
What are these muscles called as well?
>>6535944
d'awww little edie was a qt c: this is the only pic i have of me when I was smol
>>6535955
"Twitchy nibble lickums"
>>6535953
are you a girl now or what?
>>6535942
she's wearing some prothesis look at her abs, lol
the actress is cis
>>6535955
adonis belt I think
>>6535955
that's the adonis belt, hot on both women and men
i think they're obliques but you might need genetics to have a pronounced adonis belt
>>6535821
Effeminate, I took ballet, violin lessons. Slapped a bully with a girl's purse one time
>>6535964
oh jesus is it really
i was looking at that big fucking V and feeling rly self conscious
>>6535964
I had it as a boy.. Turned to mush on hrt..
Now I'm getting chubbins for fluff dev.
Imma try to shed it this winter.
>>6535821
sad, shy, nerdy, withdrawn, easily bullied. constantly reading, daydreaming, drawing, playing by myself, etc.
my parents fought a lot, i lived with my grandparents for a good deal of the time because we were so poor and my parents were so busy, and i withdrew.
BUT LOOK AT ME NOW
>>6535951
Fucking feel my body, bby. Let's see...did you leave any marks?
Cuz I know I left some nice nipple marks on you
>>6535975
whoever is holding you looks like a faggot.
Must be genetic.
why is Valentino so flawless tho
>>6535914
>meme
I made that shit last year? The year before?
I came into lgbt to ask a question and stumbled into the mtfg. Those two made my dick stiff. Searched for all thier pics and made that, been chasing them ever since.
Pic related, wanna fuck her too.
>>6535975
I used to be cute as a bub
I'll never be cute again
>>6535975
>those faglord glasses
lord help humanity
>>6535970
yeah the adonis belt actually happens on both women and men, you see it a lot on female models.
p!nk has one!
>>6535988
But pink is a bull dyke
>>6535927
Why you always want cute boys? Don't you want someone who will adore you and worship you?
>>6535920
I was an ordinary boy mostly throughout early school but kinda girly (I purged myself of those traits tho)
I learnt what trans was like at 8 and I was "pfft there's no way I'm one of those lol" but then by like 12 I started thinking "fuck maybe I am a tranny"
I eventually accepted I was at like 14-15 but did nothing about because coward, slowly got more and more depressed too
>>6535645
Hey bby what's shaking
>>6535992
i like cute boys who worship and adore me desu ne
Thank you anon for enabling a filthy avatarfag
>>6535934
Yeah I didn't want that shit to happen, and my parents basically put a stop to all that by the time I actually got to preschool. They didn't want me to be bullied, but I kinda ended up taking it to the extreme and rejecting literally everything girly ;-;
>>6535978
>>6535986
that would be my dad, who is/was a dork and also happened to be very attractive when he was young.
>>6535985
sure u will u just gotta believe
>>6535998
And trannies.
>>6535991
she's a cute one tho 10/10 would move in with
>>6536000
I'd fuck your dad...
He looks soft.
>>6535905
Distance. Go a fair distance away for school. Or save up enough to move away. Putting space between them and you while interacting with normal people is probably the best thing for you.
>>6536000
[spoiler]I'd bang your dad.[/spoiler]
>>6536002
Nnnnnnnffff!
>crushed on her since she put out "just like a pill"
>>6536000
i've been telling u to hook me up with ur dad for HOW long now??
>>6536001
i don't like trans women like that t b h
is it time for kidpics?
>>6535994
>I was an ordinary boy mostly throughout early school but kinda girly (I purged myself of those traits tho)
Yeahhh as soon as I learned being gay sends you to hell I was just like NOPE NOT GONNA BE GAY IN ANY WAY
>I learnt what trans was like at 8 and I was "pfft there's no way I'm one of those lol" but then by like 12 I started thinking "fuck maybe I am a tranny"
Yeah like
I dont remember when I learned about it
but what I understood trans was was like
old gay men crossdressing as a fetish or just being insane
I didnt think i was like that, i didnt want to be like that
>I eventually accepted I was at like 14-15 but did nothing about because coward, slowly got more and more depressed too
14-15 was when I learned about how things actually are, hormones and everything, I started getting my misconceptions fixed and feeling its okay to like guys and be a girl and whatever
but i was scared
i was afraid maybe im just crazy in a different way and not actually a girl
so i didnt transition because i was trying to find some sort of validation and confirmation i either am a girl or a guy
but bluh the depression was killer and i always felt empty and dead inside
>>6536007
yeah last time i posted pics of him people in these threads freaked out
i think we have fewer straights in here these days
>>6535953
>I'm delicate
i want to smack you around so bad.
>>6536000
wow your dad is qt, would go straight for him
>>6536017
i'm going to be ur new step mom desu
>>6536015
A: you slurped all over one
2: you love when trannies worship and adore your
.........
>>6536016
u even looked like a dyke there with them eyebros
>>6535999
yeeeeah it sucked alot. I was relentlessly bullied after word spread around. ppl were already considered me suspect but that was the clincher. be thankful it's something u never had to endure.
thinking back that's probs one of the big reasons why i repressed for so long x.x mebbe ur parents had the right idea idk how it is in Canada but here teachers so nothing to stop bullying at all and they sometimes participate in it
>>6536011
>>6536015
>>6536019
lmfao ok just one more
also edie he hasnt aged well sorry u will just have to save these pics and wish you were around in the late 70s/early 80s
>tfw playing rpgs as a grile all day because you don't get to be one in real life
>>6536023
faye was diff.
>>6536027
i am building a time machine, i will raise u
>>6536017
Dont get me wrong.... He's only attractive to me b/c of his soft skin and feminine features.
No fucking wonder you look the way you do!
I'm only "straight"
Quotes heavily implied
tfw Red is leaving soon and I won't be able to feel her body anymore.
Dancing was super fun, and Faye is super cool and cute. At least we can still hang out and I have Cordy.
>>6536015
>i've been telling u to hook me up with ur dad for HOW long now??
ufufu is saving him all for herself
>>6535629
>Body Goals
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlwlDB5swdQ
Y'all already see this but this was me at 16. Had to cut my emo hair short because Catholic school uniform
https://youtu.be/KA-vs-XQSDE
>>6536030
You were amazing btw. And it was fun talking about art with you
>>6536018
Gimme your best. I begged my gf to beat the shit out of me last night. Got fresh bruises and some cigarette burns. I love it
>>6536026
>bullied by teachers
That's really fucking sad
>>6536024
There is NO WAY this kid would grow up to be a tranny. Look how manly he is.
>>6536016
>i was afraid maybe im just crazy in a different way and not actually a girl
yeah I had this too, I spent too much time questioning if I was trans, I went to a bunch of different trans places asking around. Was exposed to hons too which put me off, especially when everyone was saying they were model tier when they looked like men, made me see the community as crazy and put me off even more. Finally though I came to accept I was trans but still because I was at school at the time, I was way too scared to ever actually do anything about it ;_;
>but bluh the depression was killer and i always felt empty and dead inside
that feel ;_;
>>6536028
>tfw you can't go around backstabbing and breaking into houses irl either
;_;
>>6536039
i'll beat you up tonight. I've been longboarding and catching pokemon all day
>>6536030
my mouth still felt a little funny yesterday lol
>>6535788
eh, not rly. i just like finding music desu.
>>6535795
ahhhhh, i yeah, he's a cool dude. someone sent that band to me earlier tho. they're really cool, in most of their albums desu.it reminds me of scg's horse cock phepner a lot, for some reason. i guess just the vibes.
>>6535821
uhhi sorta just got less and less cool as time went on. spergy desu. i hung out with a scene kid for the start of hs, but moved over towards the group of 4chan users desu. i played vidya throughout it desu. i guess i had klebold vibes later on, since that was a joke in one of my classes.
>>6535920
>>6535908
damn iktf.
>>6536017
yr dad looks rad as fuck in this one in particular.
Faye's cool y'all. Fight me if you think different
>>6536042
such is life in the American deep south. lgbt is not welcome and way back when in the early 90s it was like painting a huge target on your back
>>6536039
>red was 16 in 2012
:|
>>6536057
Hey bby what's shaking
>>6536034
too bad!!!!
>>6536050
i mean honestly yes lmao god help us all
>>6536052
i fell in love with her because of her personality and who she was as a person. it had nothing to do with her body or gender lol.
>>6536057
are we old?
>>6536050
>DO U GUYS SEE WHY I HAVE DADDY ISSUES??????????
He does look like the not terribly masculine guy of your hopelessly repressed dreams, yeah.
Weirdo.
>>6536048
I was never as effeminate as you as a child.
Same boat tho... This is why I have those worries if we ever met.
I hid it and reserved it for my bf/gf during teen years.
>my sister painted my nails with clear polish when I was younger, my parents yelled but I'd sneak back for more
>grew my hair long from 16-18 & my mom liked braiding it.. . I'd often ask her to do it
>>6536050
i'm like homoflexible or something and ur dad sounds like the type of guy i'd want to be with haha
>>6536057
there's girls here who are younger than the time I spent in repression
>>6536055
no, u fight me
>>6536057
i was 15 lmao, didn't get on mones til 18 tho
>>6536059
i was 22 in 2012... and you were a sophomore in high school................
>>6536062
i know i am ;_;
>>6536061
lmfaooasfuasbnflankjabfs
>>6536064
I LAUGHED SO MUCH AT THIS POST LIKE OUT LOUD ACTUALLY
there's something wrong with me please help u__________u
>>6536068
>10 years, here.
>...high for those 10 years as well
>>6536026
Idk, they didn't mind me doing that kinda stuff before school rolled around but they strongly refused to let me take dance lessons and encouraged me to find more boyish interests. I could tell that the way I was acting was inappropriate so I just stopped. I do wonder what would have happened if I hadn't though.
That sounds hellish though. Idk, my parents probably had the right idea, it did keep me from being bullied by other students and teachers and I'm glad i never had to face that, but at the same time, it did sort of set me on the path to repression anyways. Like I said, I ended up bullying other students and generally was not very pleasant.
>>6536074
same here
>>6536075
JFC THAT PICTURE
U F U F U
>>6536075
W-what's wrong?
Tell me, something to do with age?
>>6536056
Yeah i know what you mean, i still see some extremely racist and homophobic signs from the freeway on my way to work every day
Thinking about kids being treated like that by someone they should trust and be able to rely on is really disheartening.
>>6536075
>tfw if we were dating... I'd pull a reverse Sophie/cheska and pay you to sleep with your dad and make him a qt
My weed dealer told me he's "surprised i'm not a tranny by now" today. That was weird.
Also, post your music: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qJS3xnD7Mus
>>6536079
nice, do you pass? i'm still not sure whether i do or people are just being nice
>>6536045
see like
i was on 4chan
slowly accepting i like guys
and then i start feeling dysphoric the more im exposed to things
esp traps
those threw me into some really bad dysphoria at first
and like someone was just like
"Maybe you're trans?"
and I'm like
shit.
maybe they're right
and ever since then i just kept wondering aobut it
and
it felt right
but it couldnt be
it felt like the whole world had suddenly turned upside down i just couldn't believe it
I would come here often
Or to trans help gen
and basically plead with people to tell me im a girl
i needed to hear from someone that wasn't me i was
i didnt trust myself
i needed a medical professional to diagnose me
so i started seeing a therapist
but they just said
"Oh you have OCD clearly that's the cause of all this"
No fuckface, the OCD is making it worse but OCD doesn't make you feel like a girl
but I didn't realize it at the time
I was so desperate and needing closure I just took it and repressed for a while
I find it odd to me how I didnt put 2 and 2 together
I felt the best when I accepted myself as a girl and that I'm grace and all that
but I doubted myself too much to just accept that
Who here is a complete dork? I'm in need of dorky friends.
~Queen of shitty low effort selfies
>>6536079
yeah I pass like almost all the time.
>>6536077
Ballet?
>>6536077
upsides and downsides I suppose. sucks that both of our paths ended up in repression though. well one tiny good thing about going through bullying for that long is that it made me really emotionally strong so there's that. i have willpower like steel these days. But fuck would I not recommend anyone else going through that. It was like. . . . chewing glass everyday bc since it was known that ur a fgt of you tried to fight back or talk back the bullies would tell on you and you would get in trouble. that is they would ambush you 3 to 1 in the bathroom x.x
>>6536096
I'm a dork
skype: shakira.s11
>>6536096
You look fine. Button up your shirt though harlot.
>>6536075
yeah i was 21 in 2012 /;
your dad is hot btw
>>6536096
Welcome to hell, faggot.
Divulge your fetishes and start the self hate of never being cis.
>>6536089
https://youtube.com/watch?v=tLlYDoklgHM
>>6536068
oh...
oh no.
>32
>started questioning at 12
>conceal don't feel
>repression breaks at 29
>get on hrt at 30
god thats depressing
>>6536096
>tfw all my pics are sideways
Great, thanks phone for letting everyone know I'm a shitty applefag
I JUST ATE A WHOLE PIZZA BY MYSELF
>>6536077
>tfw your parents never told you how to act but peer pressure forced you to adopt a more masculine persona
>>6536091
Jesus
I honestly don't trust therapists very well because of stories like these but I need to see one :/
>>6536089
loool
also https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFtMl-uipA8
>>6536103
>JUST FUCK ME UP
i mean......daddy might..................
>>6536104
things happpeenn.
>>6536086
deep south m88. that's just how it is here. you have to be tough to not go insane or die from lynching round these parts.
suuuuuux but that's life. if you survive you be one hell of a girl I tell ya what
alright this is absolutely the last pic im posting but this is my dad and my uncle on my mom's side
>>6536111
thanks lmfao
>>6536103
Hurry up, lets you and I start dating...
>fufu on one arm, her dad on the other
GENIUS
>>6536075
>there's something wrong with me please help u__________u
Well I'm not sure there's anything wrong with you, I mean, not sexually, anyway.
I was going to spout some half hearted psychology but desu is was nonsense.
>>6536107
No. I like being a slut.
>>6536113
No thanks.
>>6536116
Thank you! :D
>>6536122
good girl
>>6536127
i want them to tag team me desu
>>6536127
ok but your uncle........
like john stamos but better
>>6536122
Congratulations.
>>6536134
This.
>>6536136
well, let's not be mad then.
>>6536122
SAME
what toppings
>>6536124
Definitely see therapists but dont be afraid to ditch them if they pull something like telling you you're not trans
My current one would never do that
Ever
He accepts me being whatever I wanna be
But sometimes points out when I'm showing signs of something
Or suggests I try out certain things
I really love him
He's a cutie and is happy to just listen and talk to me about things
The one that said I was OCD seemed to really want to gatekeep me and help me find any solution to what I was feeling that wasn't "You're a girl kid"
>>6536122
Tell me the toppings and then I'll judge you.
>>6536136
>>6536125
Here we go again...
>>6536136
>its okay for her to cam
>its not okay for you to shitpost by posting lewd pictures on mtfg, soc and r9k
you were better off breaking up
>>6536103
Are you sad about all the time spent as a boy? You look like a cis girl, but I have that feel of
>I could have been a girl for my sweet 16th
>>6536126
I live in west Michigan, not even south.
I don't think i would ever be able to transition, sometimes im happy being masculine other times i really feel like i want to be fem.
I just don't want to make a mistake im not happy with.
Plus i don't think i would ever pass well, im 23 already and 6'2 with hyuge shoulders
>>6536145
Heehee thank you! Yeah I think I went wayyyy too thin with my brows. Not sure though.
>>6536142
I need to see one for depression and quite possibly other problems such as anxiety
Shouldn't be too hard to find right? Plus I live in a somewhat liberal region so I doubt I'd find someone who'd deny me being trans
>>6536148
Red, I'm sad
I want to be happy like you but I'm missing something and I don't know how
>>6536128
i mean he doesnt look like that anymore, so...
>>6536131
lmfao. fair enough.
im kind of interested in the psychology a little bit though? but meh.
>>6536134
..............................
>>6536135
HAHHAHAHAHA YEAH
yeah i can see it
am leling irl this is really weird for me
>>6536148
oh, no, not really. i'm just old lmfao.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10710228
>>6536077
>>6536129
I got called "faggot" and bullied for taking dance in HS.
>>6536132
hey is ur left boob bigger than your right? mine is like WAY bigger so like, if i want cleavage i have lay down on my right side and push my arms together haha
>>6536100
Yup, I really wanted to take ballet. I made a habit of stealing my sister's dance costumes and shit.
>>6536105
Tbh the character building doesn't seem worth it, it sounds like absolute hell. I was bullied at various points, but never that badly. I'm glad that you survived.
>>6536129
Yeah, being ripped away from it is probably far worse. On the other hand, it would have been nice to actually have had early childhood experiences to draw on when questioning, I just had the stuff from a part of my life that I can barely remember.
>>6536153
Yeah if you're going to see them about things unrelated to being trans and they want to pick at you being trans ditch them immediately
You are not there to decide if you're trans
You are there for other things
You are a girl
They need to respect that
>>6536151
its really simple do you wanna be a girl are not? does growing more masculine anf aging as a man bother you? if so get on hrt. if it doesn't work out then most of the effects reverse with time.
i mean passing depends on how much effort you put I to it. I mean I'm only 6 months and look at how diff I am compared to before. I was way older than you hella muscular and nearly thr same height
>>6536156
Your drawing is innacurate, fat ppl float.
However, the deeper metaphorical meaning behind it (drowning as a metaphor for difficult transition) is very clever
>>6536160
I don't think so. Sometimes my left one is bigger, sometimes my right one is. But it's hard to tell because they've been growing so fast lately.
>>6536157
The one person I remember doing dance in Highschool was this guy who was popular with all the girls. Basicly he was a guy who could do anything and everything and I was super jellous of him.
Still am if I'm being honest.
>tfw you're speeding down freeways near San Jose while blasting K-pop
I love Texas and all but Cali is pretty cool
>>6536168
Tbh, you look like a faggot in both pics.
DAMN IT, QUID
>>6536161
I did ballet as a little kid. I moved on to soccer though.
>>6536176
:(
Fine then
I'll carry on
>>6536154
Tell me bby I wanna know your feelings.
>>6536175
i want the uncle too wtf can't we just share them??
>>6536161
haha maybe it is maybe it isn't I can't really say one way or the other I'm just saying being made of iron is like the one (and only) good side effect of living thru all that. sry to hear you got bullied >< desu what I went through is why I have such a strong protective streak I tend to not want other ppl to suffer if I can help it.
and I still remember you played a big part in helping me come out and stop repressing :3 maybe I'll bake you a big penis shaped cake as thanks one day
>>6536172
cool, how long have you been on 'mones? i'm about to reach 8 months
>>6536155
>im kind of interested in the psychology a little bit though? but meh.
I was thinking that perhaps maybe you've never been particularly close to any man who wasn't your dad, but then it occurred to me I didn't know anything about your relationship with your father or any other men so I was just chatting bs.
>>6536184
Idk what it is...
It seems like you have this innate ability to enjoy the fuck outta life & surround yourself with really awesome people.
I feel broken....
I'm not an introvert neet, either. I love being outside. I guess I'm just unapproachable, idk.
>>6536177
oh :(
>>6536176
>tfw longboarding through edenvale park playing pokemon go
>every person you pass is playing it too walking along the trail at each pokestop
>everyone is talking about what they caught
>people battling at the gym
>got asked by a chad if I can do skateboard tricks
>literally my 3rd time longboarding
>was in boymode today because i've been at gf's
Some people in a car yelled "Team Mystic!" as we passed them in Santa Clara.
>>6536166
heheh I really need to talk to my family about this but I'm an anxiety ridden retard
>>6536195
But different genders of faggotry, if its any consolation
>>6536186
sharing is caring
so ok
This is the cake my family got me for my birthday...
are they on to me?
>>6536197
Just remember being brave and overcoming your anxiety to talk to them is the first step in getting better and no longer being controlled by your anxiety
>>6536203
Fuck I mean to reply to
>>6536191
there. Jesus I'm such a klutz.
>>6536199
i dont get it am i being insulted both times?
>>6536205
pretty gay cake lmao, looks tasty tho
>>6536179
I ended up doing soccer as well. I didn't really like it, and was never that great at it ;~;
>>6536187
Idk, it was always really subtle and easy to ignore, but always there. I mostly got teased by girls ;~;
>big penis shaped cake
That would make me so happy you have no idea
>>6536208
can you post kiwis steam pls
>>6536191
Idk, you go to Montrose or Oak Lawn you can get that. That boy was so cute. >>6536193
Hmmm...well valq, I'd love to surround myself with you. Some of the stuff I do to make my life bearable is super self destructive
>>6536205
They know.
>>6536168
You look really good, esp for 6 months.
I really don't know, i need to do some more thinking, i don't feel uncomfortable as a man but there are some times where i really wonder if i would be happier not. It worries me thinking that if i did change it wouldn't make me happy still. How old were you when you started?
>>6536193
Random advice here
It sounds like you have generalized depression. Everyone has problems and everyone has issues in life. Also everyone is different and has varying degrees of success in life too.
Keep trying hard and keep your head up.
If you feel making friends is so important then perhaps you should pick someone you'd like as a friend and make time to be around them. Do that for everybody and find a way to surround yourself with people.
>>6536205
That's not a cake for a cishet boy, so yeah. They know that you're some sort of LGBT.
>>6536196
>long boarding
Get a real skateboard :^)
>>6536203
i've been on a full dose since the start but after like 2 months i got put on progesterone cuz i was having an unstable mood. hopefully it makes my tits great tho!
>>6536208
maybe a little alkyhole might help
>>6536214
qt_kiwi
>>6536223
Possibly but is drunk the best state to tell your parents you're depressed in?
>>6536210
You went from gayboi to dyke
At tho
>>6536205
They know.
>>6536213
>I mostly got teased by girls ;~;
iktf, they all used to treat me like a disease and would constantly eww if I ever went near them, so I hung out with boys instead
I'm so so lonely and sad. My fear and recurring relationship with satan prevents me from killing myself. My confidence is shattered. My heart is empty. My anxieties control me. I'm lazy and hairy and will never pass. What can I do? I don't enjoy this
>>6536213
Its one of those things elanna. I couldn't play it well because I'm built from the shoulders up and not super skinny fast. I would end up fouling the kids without even knowing I was fouling them.
Then I started wrestling. Thats a whole 'nother story.
>>6536191
haha yeah I'm glad I had a lighter
>>6536221
don't even own a longboard lol
>>6536213
it'll be the biggest one you ever tasted bb ;D but still though i cant stand to hear about other ppl being bullied im a irl white knight like, it pains me physically to not do something if I see it
>>6536218
ty, but from what you're telling me u don't really wanna be a girl and ur comfy being being a guy.
i dont see why you'd want hrt since it doesn't sound like you suffer from dysphoria by the way ur describing it
>>6536229
>implying it isn't
>>6536229
it would be the easiest lmao
>>6536221
Fuck off longboarding is land surfing and its great
>tfw body goals
>>6536239
you're 13, I hope you're not drinking already
>>6536240
"Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm, did you knowwww, I'm sad all the time because I wanna be a giiiiiiiiiiiiirl? Ain't that the most fucked up shit?"
>>6536242
I have a long board!
Im really good at it too!
>>6536222
It will, just give it time. It's funny how I watched my boobs and marked their progress every day, then stopped caring after a month or so. Now every once in a while I'll pass by my reflection and be like HOLY SHIT I HAVE TITS! They're so much fucking fun to pensively massage, I think they've taken the place of my hair twirling.
>>6536247
I said a little, not pissed drunk v.v
>>6536243
Welcome to my life! Do you live in the mormon circle of death or are you actually near a city over 200,000 people?
>>6536230
oh. i didnt know i looked like a dyke. im def not. im lipstick lesbian for sure. maybe I can fix that next week with a new wardrobe
>>6536251
My recommendation is being brave and doing it without the alcohol.
>>6536250
haha hopefully i find someone who'll play with them soon
>>6536196
>yelled "Team Mystic!
i don't get it?
also, that sounds like a really nice day today Kaylee :)
>>6536252
Williston, ND...
Oilfield boomtown.
Google it, not even joking
>>6536247
>tfw I hate the taste of alcohol so much I have to make 95 proof Jell-O shots with a shit ton of whipped cream on top
I don't even bother
>>6536255
I know, it's just really hard to talk to my family about such matters ;~;
>>6536256
I'm still too jumpy to really enjoy others doing it. Getting them sucked and bitten makes me moan and scream!
>>6536253
What I mean is..... Your homo is showing. Lol
>>6536251
The best way would be to sit them down and ask them not to talk but to write down their feelings in a letter. Same with you. Then emotions won't be riding high. Thats what I did when I have something serious to tell my parents, my therapist told me to do that.
>>6536054
>scg's horse cock phepner
I'll have to check that out.
>>6536261
It's gonna be okay anon.
>>6536244
i just took off my corset and from behind it makes me look LESS shapely ;_; but from the front i think it helped...
>>6536263
oh. well damn. i cant be a secret homo anymore
>>6536238
Yeah i don't really know what i want, im just going from wanting to act like a dom man to wanting to be very feminine.
Im probably just a big confused homo
Thanks for being so sweet
>>6536232
They did the exact opposite for me. I mean, I could tell they weren't actually into me, but there was this group of 4 girls in middle school who would like follow me around, feign interest in me, pretend that I was hot shit. One was pretty aggressive, she'd sit on my lap, force herself on me, and she kissed me a few times as well. I always interpreted it as them thinking i was gay or something. There were never blows, it was always mind games and teasing.
>>6536235
At least you found a sport that was sort of to your liking and that you could be good at. I eventually started skiing and absolutely loved it.
>>6536132
Im jelly of your bobs.
>>6536262
oh wow that sounds sorta nice...
>>6536243
Derp223
>>6536244
Pretty much. I wanna be her so bad.
>>6536265
You flatter me too much!
>>6536275
its no biggie but yeah it really sounds like hrt might be a mistake for you. maybe you're just bi with a dom side and a fem side? and np! i like chatting with folks. except chasers. they can go die.
>>6536258
Googling
Okay well yeah that's a small as shit town. You have a amtrack to Chicago so that's something right?
I'm from Idaho Falls ID
Imagine a town full of nothing but mormons. All they want to do is convert you. You literally eat at a place called "missionary mall".
But yeah, I feel your pain.
>>6536277
They hated me in primary school for the most part lol
In high-school though I had a few girls who I'm pretty sure liked me but got bored of me because I couldn't make the first move, I mean hey, I knew I was trans, I didn't want to put someone through that ya know?
>>6536257
it is turning out really good
Red's here now
Team Mystic is one of the three pokemon teams in GO based on zapdos, articuno and moltres. Mystic is Articuno
>>6536288
It's not that its small as shit...
Oilfield hicks...
Badnewsbears.
>>6536272
You sit down and do that and don't talk to each other while doing it. The reason you do it that way is that each word you write has to be done in a personal matter and non-emotionally due to the fact that you have to concentrate on writing.
When you write, you can't go a million miles a second and have to think about what you are going to say before saying it. When you write something stupid it makes you look like a fool, and when you are writing something stupid and you reflect on it, you are less likely to write it down.
lmfao holy shit ive really got some shoulders
like god damn
now i feel really shitty
>>6536265
>bigger hands
same
>>6536269
how long are you wearing it now?
>>6536277
I didn't like wrestling so much as I liked being praised for being so good at it. I hated most of the wrestlers around me because they were the typical jockish bullies. I got into a lot of fights because of this but I was tough enough that i won most of them and I guess I was intimidating enough that people really didn't want to fight with me after a while.
>>6536278
I'll share 'em ;)
>>6536280
I enjoy it far more when I'm tied up and gagged. Because then I can't do anything about it but squirm and moan.
>>6536319
Remove the smiley face nao
>>6536323
Blue board! I can only be so lewd!!
>>6536319
y-you trollop!
>>6536319
why is you gt out
>tfw ufufu snapchats you nudes of her bod and thinks she looks bad
SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW GOOD IT IS W T F I FEEL #TRIGGERED
>>6536308
tongiht it was ... maybe 5 hours...? i dont remember when i put it on. maybe 4 hours.
actually it was just after korra made a post about waist training in the last thread which reminded me to put it on and that was 5 hours ago but i took a shower and so there was some time i wasnt wearing it i guess
ANYWAY i snapped u some pics lmao
>>6536289
I guess I got lucky, of the few friends that I had in elementary school, most of the ones that I remember were girls. Count yourself lucky that they chose to avoid you rather than start playing mind games though, girls are vicious and psychological when they bully. I kinda know that feel though, I'm p sure at least a couple of girls in hs may have crushed on me.
>>6536305
Iktf
>tfw shopping for clothes with a friend yesterday
>friend asks why I keep refusing to try on stuff with spaghetti straps
>>6536311
Yeah, jocks are honestly the worst, that thought had occurred to me that you would have to deal with a lot of those types. I'm sorry that you had to deal with that, but at least the fights tapered off.
>>6536319
>I enjoy it when I'm tied up and gagged
Same... Or the idea of it, no one has actually seriously done this to me
>>6536333
dysphoria affects us all no matter how well we pass
>>6536337
I would, but only if you're a bad girl.
>>6536333
omg dont lie to me !!!! #brickstatus
>>6536338
you dont pass at all fat man
>>6536335
>>friend asks why I keep refusing to try on stuff with spaghetti straps
cis girls NEVER understand our struggle
having a cis girl best friend early transition was a blessing and a curse in a lot of respects because of that
>tfw passion fruit mojito tea
>>6536339
I.. o////o
Do I have to say it?
sometimes i wonder if love really exists
>>6536338
I GUESS BUT STILL
>>6536340
I'M NOT LYING TO U, UR BODY IS MY GOAL BODY RN, GIVE IT TO ME
>>6536343
orchard-corset
my parrot is snuggled up against his mirror going GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD BOY
is he broken?
>>6536353
I'm evil
>>6536335
I was a strong and muscled kid so it was mostly seniors picking a fight with me trying to prove they were alpha enough to fight the new kid.
Actually my buddy who was deaf got picked on once in football. I wasn't there at the time but he took his football helmet and nearly beat the bully to half death.
Any other fights that I got in was usually me trying to protect people because I read too many history books when I wanted to protect everyone like some kind of superhero.
>>6536361
I'm adaptable
>>6536356
I'm actually so sad I never got to be one of those little 5 year old girls who wore a princess costume at disney world and met all the characters :( I never look super happy in my pics from vacations there
>>6536365
And I'm horny. On all fours. Now.
>>6536353
With alcohol?
>>6536358
probably he saw you doing it and is just imitating
>>6536354
Lighten up nim
>feeling insecure
>want validation for recent pics
>refuse to post on mtfg/unsee
>>6536335
lol all my female friends choose to hate me when elementary school started
>>6536371
FUCKING
LMAO
>>6536371
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA
This thread sucks
>>6536354
Love exists, you just have to be able to love yourself to love and be loved.
>>6536350
Yeah I was just like "ok, I think I've been through this before", she knows I'm a trannu given we knew each other in hs but idk cisgirls always forget :(
>>6536364
>it was mostly seniors picking a fight with me trying to prove they were alpha enough to fight the new kid.
I will never understand guys..
>>6536382
:( I'm sorry
>>6536337
Fuck...I had bondage rope in my luggage
I just love WESTEA, It makes me so happy to sit here and play with the westies ;_;
>>6536393
>>6536370
>>6536369
>>6536383
This got lewd REALLY FAST
is that person who was talking about broccoli and cheese around? i just made some
>>6536396
Dogs are shit
>>6536338
>dysphoria affects us all no matter how well we pass
This. People say "oh red you don't need ffs " but I really hate my face
>tfw you lowkey get someone fired
>>6536406
kek what did you do
>>6536381
yeah i think you'd on the right track!
sometimes i feel like my voice is perfect but then like a second later it sound bad
its just a battle to maintain a consistently nice voice
>>6536391
>have to be able to love yourself to love and be loved
hmm
easier said than done
>>6536400
yes
did you add cayenne and garlic powder to the cheese sauce?
did you top it with crushed doritos before baking?
muh dick ;_;
>>6536391
I love my bf but don't love myself
Explain that
>>6536404
Get it if you want to be prettier, but you're already a woman
>>6536428
So when are you going to stab red in the back?
>>6536428
I thought red was gq or something
>>6536425
honestly disgusting
how do people find this attractive?
just so fake looking
and hes probably a vapid whore devoid of feeling or personality
>>6536425
Seriously he's so pretty that even id fuck him
>tfw you like /mtfg/ but the lewdposting sometimes makes you uncomfortable
:(
>>6536391
>but idk cisgirls always forget
sometimes I can't tell if my bff is just saying it to hugbox or if she's serious but she actually says she forgets sometimes I used to be a guy. it's weird.
but yea she always ends up pissing me off when we're shopping for clothes
>>6536433
men need to be dirty
>>6536437
>implying you wont be an army whore once they let you back in
>>6536421
Idk, I found transitioning was the step I needed to take to actually have fulfilling relationships, I was basically permavirgin until I dealt with it. You legitimately can't have a fulfilling relationship when you're still pretrans imo.
>>6536426
Obviously you love yourself enough to have a relationship.
>>6536356
oh cool, which corset do you use? the 305 looks like it'd be the best for my body but idk, sucks there's no mesh version of it
I FUCKING love men, fight me
>>6536378
Welp.
Goodnight everyone.
The sleeping pills kicked in ;{}
>>6536447
transdyke defense force inbound to tell you why you're wrong
>>6536444
>Obviously you love yourself enough to have a relationship.
Nope
>>6536444
but what happens if im into chicks
how do we uh you know do it if i cant get it up
>>6536447
how can girls even compete
>>6536449
Love you valq, you look fine in your pics btw
>>6536455
Doesn't matter anymore
>>6536452
elanna will wear a strap on and put it in your bp
>>6536440
Inorite, it always feels so fucking hugboxy but there's multiple people who have said that before and I'm just thinking "you knew me when I was a guy, how the fuck do you forget that"
>>6536452
You'll find a way, you don't exactly need to have a functioning penis to have a fulfilling sex life. Besides, would you even want to use it that way?
>>6536461
>Implying I'd ever top anyone
>>6536447
me too
Also btw y'all I'm definitely a switch
>>6536413
volunteered my way up to prep and desserts so my boss would see how utterly and upsettingly bad the guy who got fired is when i'm not there to pick up his slack, so that he would fire the guy, which he did before the end of the day
as an added bonus i really like doing prep and desserts and he told me i'll be doing that fulltime in a week or two plus trying cooking on the line
>>6536467
i dunno its just the tool ive always had so ive always seen sex that way
>>6536467
>>Implying I'd ever top anyone
Aahh, but what if you dom told you too? Pretty major conundrum right there.
>>6536480
ayyyyy that show was a let down but the boys were cute
>>6536472
How did you figure that out
>>6536467
>elanna will never pound your bp
just kill me already
>>6536433
he looks fucking gorgeous
>>6536437
ikr!?!?!?
>>6536445
um i forgot the number but it's the smaller waist cincher one cause i have a short torso
>>6536446
i love it
>>6536473
i was expecting something more catty but that's okay.
i hate working with incompetent people so you did a solid by not actually fucking him over and letting his own performance do it for him.
>>6536468
b-but you like cute boys more right?
>>6536453
his pecs are bigger than my boobs
;~;
>>6536467
>"you knew me when I was a guy, how the fuck do you forget that"
yeah who knows, maybe they actually do forget? the brain is weird.
I actually met my best friend like the day that I started hrt, so not only does she know I'm a tran, she's actually a huge part of my transition. yet she acts like she forgets I'm not cis sometimes (and honestly imo I don't pass so I don't understand but she's insistent)
>>6536493
Does it have a penis? I probably like it
>>6536473
gj senpai, keep up the hard work
>>6536473
>tfw i'd be the person getting fired
>>6536475
Idk, you sort of deal with the logistics when they arise, just gotta think outside the box a little. Besides, not everyone actually loses the functionality of their parts on hormones. Case in point, I had absolutely no difficulty getting it up, even on cypro. Still got the occasional awkward/unexpected boner as well. Your mileage may vary though.
>>6536497
>no cute sub boy to abuse without resistance
>>6536497
ok just making sure
>>6536495
>(and honestly imo I don't pass so I don't understand but she's insistent)
I thought the definition of passing was that you pass to people that aren't you
Everyone thinks poorly of themselves, that's not just being a tranny. it's called being human
>cant stop thinking about moving out of the city
>start looking for real estate in random places
>suddenly feeling totally overwhelmed
why does everything have to be so HARD
>>6536510
that's true. majority of people have self confidence issues
it's funny that the bar for passing in the real world is so much lower than it is in our own heads (and that's even lower than it is on here). it creates such a weird cognitive dissonance, I feel that I don't deserve to be gendered female. sometimes on really bad days I "correct" people and tell them I'm a guy :\
>>6536516
just wait until you get a mortgage
>>6536516
we're broken yet expect to still adult
>tfw dyke
how 2 be lipstick lesbian?
>>6536516
Life sucks
>>6536516
Do you want to live in a tent on a hill in Wales with me, Ufufu?
We can be like street people, only without any streets!
>>6536520
>sometimes on really bad days I "correct" people and tell them I'm a guy :\
passers get out.
>>6536516
>move out onto your own
>suddenly have to remember to pay all your bills OR ELSE
>have to clean and cook for yourself
>have to work all day to pay for rent
man what kind of dummy wanted to be a grown up as a kid?
>>6536535
I don't pass though, people just gender me female
>>6536516
Where are you going?
>>6536535
>getting gendered female means you pass
>>6536526
since you just look like a man, its better to keep the dyke look
dont embarrass yourself even further
>>6536539
you're retarded
>>6536522
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>6536525
yeah :/
fuk. life sucks.
>>6536528
it DOES
i think im going to apply to jet this year though desu
maybe if i get in and do well i'd be able to extend my tenure or even sort out a career for myself over there and stay in glorious nippon forever
>>6536533
mmmmmmm... not really. id like a house. or at least a cabin
>>6536536
i didnt :o i wanted to stay a kid forever because i am afraid of responsibility, even for my own self
>>6536543
well im looking at vermont real estate rn
>>6536516
have you read YKK yet? if you haven't you should you would probably love it.
>>6536526
stop wearing flannel
>>6536545
One day i'll pass.
>>6536547
it's called being polite, people gender literal hons female too
>>6536516
>>6536549
The country is comfy! Pic related, my street.
>>6536545
Is there a better test of passing other than consistently getting gendered female?
>>6536549
>mmmmmmm... not really. id like a house. or at least a cabin
Why not the moon on a stick while you're at it?
>>6536549
>i didnt :o i wanted to stay a kid forever because i am afraid of responsibility, even for my own self
same but I wanted freedom to stay up late and play video games. and now that I'm free to do it I don't even like video games anymore
I just wanted neet life all along ;~;
>>6536554
and that day is today
>>6536495
Idk, so far as I know the psychology of how they perceive you pretransition may play into it. I've talked to a few of the people I knew pretransition over the years, a common theme among the girls is that even if they generally didn't think of me as one of the girls pretransition, they definitely didn't see me as a guy. In that sense, you may never truly have been a guy in their eyes, so there wasn't really a 'before' period.
Also, do you not pass in the sense of not passing to others, or do you not pass in the sense of not passing to yourself. There's a definite difference.
>>6536483
I don't think a dom wants to be pegged
Try passing and getting gendered feminine in a small Texas town
>>6536564
>I don't think a dom wants to be pegged
No, but he asked you to do it to someone else.
Whatever.
>>6536550
oh anon, you don't even know.
>>6536558
that looks absolutely lovely.
id like somewhere even more rural though i think :x like 'nobody for miles from my house' type rural. but i dunno.
where do u live anon?
>>6536561
ive always wanted the neet life but ehre i am working a 9-5 for the past almost 2 years
>>6536549
Don't know what jet it is but I hope it works out. Glorious Nippon, sounds pretty glorious. I'm trying to get a job so I can live