Why??

>>6511878
If you're actually gay or bisexual, a hookup might not be the best way to start exploring this part of you. How do you feel about the guy who wants to fuck you? Do you like the way he looks, is he funny and do you enjoy his company?

If he gives a fuck about you, he'll be okay with starting things slowly. If you feel a lot of shame, it might be good to think where those feelings are coming from. Do you think that having sex with a guy will change you for the worse?

>>6511906
I don't have feelings for a guy the way i have feelings for a girl and i don't think i will ever have some. I will never have a relationship with a guy, hell i can't even imagine. I think i just want to know how it is to have sex with a guy... But why this shame feelings? And why do i only want to hook up with a guy when i'm super horny? Am i the only one who is experiencing this? Is this even a good idea?

I was in the same situation. So I went to a guy's house via online dating twice to come to a decision on the matter, which put it to rest.

I didn't feel any shame for experimenting, though. But I do keep it a private secret.

I was in the same situation. Jerking off to gay fantasies and when I was finished I was ashamed of myself. But it didn't stop me. Few days later the cycle would repeat itself.

I decided to meet up with a guy and I figured I'd feel the same way once we were finished. On top of that I had self-esteem and body issues and had never been naked in front of anyone for years.

Agreed to meet up with the guy with the mindset of just getting it over and feeling the shame of the sex and him seeing my body. Stripped down, exchanged oral, I got him off and then he took care of me.

After that I lay next to him naked just chatting. no shame about what we did or how my body looked. Years of being afraid and shameful just disappeared.

Try it.