insect porn is sfw edition
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previous thread >>6498106
nth for being aware of my degenerativity
:(
>>6499229
:DDDDDDDDD
>gf bets you can't seduce her
>lays in bed acts goofie
>straddle her, per her hands on your hips, grab her hair, stick your finger in her mouth
>she breaks and melts into you
>realize you stole the move Edie used on you
10/10
>>6499225
dang she's cute i wanna be like her
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
:DDDDDDDDDDD
>>6499239
who here /sleepallday/
god damn how hairy was my chest
also I look weird without boobs and long hair
>>6499151
your post reminded me that a few years ago you made fun of me/attacked me for doing my nails in teal and I was just looking through my old emails to try and find it
>>6499245
>went to bed at midnight
>woke up at mid day
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
>>6499247
dunno m8 this thread is for talking about insects mating
POST BELOW THIS CAN ONLY MASTURBATE TO THINGS THAT GET LOWER THAN 50% ON ISITPORN FOR THE NEXT WEEK
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
>>6499259
But what if I usually use my imagination to get off?
>>6499266
you'll have to upload your brain to isitporn then
>>6499229
I'm emailing u
this is weird
-anon ;)
>>6499214
yeah, I have no sisters and my mom's boobs are pretty small, which makes me nervous, but she's also short and petite and every part of her is tiny compared to me.
Hopefully I'll end up like one of my taller and more well-endowed aunts or cousins instead.
If not then I guess there's always implants, but I was really hoping to avoid that.
can we turn this into a voice thread? I really need help with my voice
https://clyp.it/xtfketev
>tfw I've run out of pictures of flies mating
FUCK
guess I'll have to move onto the spiders
>>6499277
>spiders
don't u mean spoidahs
>>6499278
trip on anna
>>6499258
:v
Who is this tho?
I don't know all the anon posters.
And I know, honestly those fat fuckers make me so fucking uncomfortable.
I left a window seat in the plane because I would rather be nauseated the whole flight rather than sit next to a 300 lb hamplanet.
god i really do not like fat people
I broke up with a girl once because she got fat.
Couldn't deal with that.
Legit 5'6" and 260 lbs.
She went to europe for 6 months and came back 120 lbs fatter.
>>6499277
FUCK spiders aren't insects
ladybirds it is then
>>6499276
aaannd here's an attemp at a girl voice
https://clyp.it/xy5xsrwj
>>6499282
/molests slowly
>>6499283
nigga
>>6499284
>https://clyp.it/xy5xsrwj
stereotypical gay male /10
>>6499276
raise yr voice and punctuate with more enthusiasm
u didn't even try
>>6499283
>>6499252
I kind of want to put my head on pre hrt sheens chest
>>6499284
this sounds almost cis. it's hard to get into that balance between nasally and miss piggy-like
>>6499294
fuck I'm all out
>>6499300
you are a chump
Does anyone have tips for a more successful detransition? I cut my hair off and go by a boy name but voice is hard, beard is gone and people see a girl.
>>6499300
Post spiders!
>>6499304
nooooooooooooooooooo
is this a nightmare?
>>6499304
sorry you are going to have to stay a girl
>>6499306
SPIDERS ARE NOT INSECTS
>>6499312
Post them anyway!
>>6499284
well you have the end-of-sentence vocal fry thing down. 5/10 would pass if you look decent
>>6499315
THAT WOULD BREAK THE RULES
>>6499304
If you have a hard time passing as a boy then why are you still trying to detransition?
>>6499298
what do you think i need to do with it? less nasal?
i really need like concrete advice at how to fix it
>>6499324
>I'm bored of staying one gender and wanna fuck straight girls more often.
sounds like you have identity issues and should probably work with a therapist because being unsure of your gender even after you transitioned is straight >>>/mentalillness/
>>6499318
Fuck the rules!
>tfw you make a religious coworker get pissed at you
Feels good
>>6499322
yeah less nasal
u were trying too hard to sound girly imo no offense
>>6499324
How long on hrt are you?
How long full-time?
when do you start feeling like an actual girl? im attractive and pass but still feel like a long haired dude with gyno
pls tell me this goes away eventually
>>6499329
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s0KEQLmfMb75
fuck you your voice is great. it's a little nasally but still passes to me. idk much about voice stuff which i why i wanted to do a voice thread so im sorry i can't help you much :(
and yeah, i'll try to raise the pitch without sounding like a try-hard faggot.
>>6499322
Sing 24/7
also start as a whisper and then increase volume a little bit each time
>>6499338
it will
surrounding yourself with positivity helps, and having trans friends and friends that gender you correctly
>>6499338
I'll never know this feel
*hugs everyone in the whole thread who wants a hug*
>>6499336
Over five years for both.
>>6499327
Turns out therapists stop having anything to do once you're happy, healthy, and have a support system. I've been certified trutrans enough times through hormones, legal, and surgical stuff. My detransition is half assed since I've done irreversible things that I'm still happy with but I make an effort to ride the line of androgyny.
For all the shitposting, and me being happy when I'm hit on by straight women, or questioned if I'm ftm, I'm still going to stick out the hormones and not fully socially detransition.
>>6499360
you're fucked lol
just be a girl
>>6499357
*hugs u reeeaaall tight back*
thank you, qt
>>6499362
amab non-medically-transitioning ftm tyvm
>>6499363
<3 <3 <3 qt
https://clyp.it/0h40xvmo
pls help i am clueless. how do i go up in pitch without sounding nasally? what is the trick here? just continually exercising that muscle?
>>6499345
havent been misgendered in years and it still feels like this. I even have a bf who sees me as nothing but female. maybe after I get srs soon but what if it doesn't help
>>6499357
Fuck you
>>6499339
Thank you
>i'll try to raise the pitch without sounding like a try-hard faggot
As long as you don't go to high you'll probably be fine (making short recordings and playing them back to yourself until you get a good sounding pitch can be really helpful
>>6499369
it almost felt real
https://clyp.it/lytlja5m
>>6499356
yes, have for years. no one at college knows I'm trans AFAIK. I feel like a fraud
>>6499378
I cringed
I'm sorry
This is sexist
>>6499357
ty
>>6499378
>https://clyp.it/lytlja5m
i want to put my dick in you
>>6499378
Kys my man
>>6499379
I try to be motherly and focus on my more female hobbies.
>>6499386
https://clyp.it/20haii42
damn lots of GOOD SHIT on my tumblr dash tonight
>tfw will never be a part of 90s alt culture
;_;
>>6499393
https://clyp.it/fta4fsb1
>>6499397
i can handle your crazy, let me stick it in
>>6499401
>having a tumblr
>>6499370
Can you provide a sample of your voice at a higher pitch when it sounds nasally to you?
>>6499403
Did you just call yourself a man?
>come home for weekend
>mom misgenders me
>friends misgender me
why live senpai
>>6499396
what kinda hobbies? all I do is play video games
>>6499406
https://clyp.it/yvwb3aud
>>6499345
>tfw I'm a uni student and afaict my school is pretty liberal, so making friends with accepting people should be easy, but I'm still terrified of actually outing myself to anyone ever
>>6499427
I need to get off now show me your butt
>>6499427
Do your chucky the doll impression
>>6499434
wuh?
>>6499272
If i didn't reply i didn't receive it
i just want to be a weird and cute and cool japanese girl in the 90s is that so bad
>>6499221
Lol OMG I have OC of insect sex!
>>6499436
Kayla! How did your quest for sex go?
>>6499426
Well I like plants a lot. thats about it i guess. I also cook.
Makeup and fashion are fem but vain. animal care is fun and motherly.
>>6499447
But I'm Sass! Don't u know who I am?
>>6499401
>those shoes
>>6499450
I hate plants but went through a baking phase but my bf is big into healthy shit so i can't even bake for him. I guess im motherly to my dog and cat.didn't rly think of that. I guess i never feel manly when I'm cuddling my bbs
Finally in Portland whee~
Fucking CenturyLink bullshit slow internet though RIP
>>6499461
Kari ~
>tfw addicted to cigarettes
>tfw voice will always be hot trash bc of it
>>6499429
i had this feel when i was in school.
>>6499426
do whatever you were afraid to do as a boy bc it seemed girly/faggy. get into fashion, follow fashion tumblrs, read books, learn how to cook really well.
i picked up bread making and cooking. i still have my autist hobbies like reading about public transit systems, its okay to have some boyish/autist hobbies as long as you temper them with some like, normal girl hobbies
>>6499456
No, we just met! You have to tell me who you are first!
Who is Sass?
>>6499461
>Finally in Portland
u gon get raped kiddo
well either that or you'll be doing the raping
it'll be interesting to find out
did i pass okay
what needs work
>>6499462
Heya, Silly, we're already talkinggg :3
>>6499473
51% passing desu
grow out your hair and be 70% passing
just had a meltdown over my wifi not working
send ehlp
>>6499473
grow your hair out and pass/10
>>6499471
What x.x
I moved here to get out of the desert and to get dat health coverage/school
>>6499462
chihiro fujisaki!~ <3
>>6499458
it was like 1994
and it's still a cool look
>>6499461
yo centurylink is literally the worst
switch to comcast pronto, former portland resident speaking
>>6499471
N O
MUST PROTECT
>>6499475
Yes we are and we are here too!
>>6499483
>and it's still a cool look
Ehhh I don't like them
>>6499475
Hi do u want to fug?
>>6499473
we have similar face types, you actually have a better chin than i do tbqh. just grow out your hair, fix your eyebrows, and learn how 2 eyeliner
So lots of negatives in my life rn. Big posi tho: i passed the entire time i was here.
>>6499467
breadmaking and fashion seem ok to me. I live in a small town so I'm afraid of standing out too much so I dress kinda plain. I guess im gonna stand out anyway since everyone knows I'm trans bc they've heard about me or know me. might as well dress in qt skirts and stuff I guess. thx
>>6499483
From what roomie said when they were setting it up I'm cucked and it's the only option cause the house is old AF. Gonna double check but I wasn't in town yet to handle that stuff.
>>6499484
Okie fineeeeee
>>6499485
Yeah, it's really nice I'm gonna fix up my bike in the next couple days and start riding again, get in shape and start getting out more. So happy that I can like finally start up and get a new handle on life and things. I was really lucky and the first place we looked at was perfect!
>>6499486
No thanks.
>>6499487
(((Rachel))) the kike will always be a draggie tranny.
Be a good little kike and take your high verbal IQ cunt out of here and leave it for the aryan and god tier asian peoples.
>>6499470
OMG! I literally can't even with you Quid !
I mean I basically -b u i l t- this site from the ground up with Moot!
I give you guys daily fresh OC, funny cringe greentext, I dazzle you with dank memes and I always know when to use stale copypasta and somehow this is not enough for you.
The worst thing is like everybody is literally saying, who the fuck is Sass!
Please vote in mu strawpoll
http://www.strawpoll.me/10446676
how do you lose belly fat without diet or exercise. pls respond
>>6499497
I'm so tired of this already
>>6499501
Not possible. Stop eating.
>>6499421
https://clyp.it/dx2y5ngu
>>6499503
I don't have the self control to be anorexic. I would be if I could tho
>>6499501
liposuction
>>6499496
>high verbal IQ
what the fuck does that even mean?
and yeah, i'll always be a tranny but i haven't been a druggie in over a year fampai
>>6499502
tired of her?
but she's so new, you're tired already?? really?
>>6499503
Kaaaaaaaaaaaari >>
>>6499494
<3
>>6499494
I'm jealous, the first place I looked at had a shared bathroom, no AC, and a move-in date after classes started.
also, there's a very good chance I gained 5 lbs over the past 3 days.
>>6499512
shes not new cant u read?
I can't even with you fuck
>>6499504
Yes, and what you need to do is work on your resonance, look I'm really bad at explaining this but the trick to it is is to get you larynx (adam's apple) up and back in your throat the best way to feel where it should be is to swallow some water and feel were it goes when you swallow and try to keep it up there.
>>6499501
"belly fat" is half belly size and half actual fat. Step 1 is to cut back on carbs (beer, bread, candy, soda), step 2 is to reduce your portion sizes.
I've heard of people losing 50 lbs just by eliminating bread from their diet, no joke.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10652122
http://www.strawpoll.me/10652122
http://www.strawpoll.me/10652122
>>6499512
Sass started tripping when I started tripping, and people are already tired of me :^)
>>6499525
any recommended # of calories or grams of carbs? what should I stay under so I can be thin and qt again?
>>6499515
RIP. Are you moving up here to Portland or where?
>>6499528
Oh look another druggie.
How many of you male to freak shows do drugs?
I was wondering why it was so quiet, did Edgar finally leave?
>>6499531
lose weight until you hit your target goal, then feel free to adjust your diet accordingly
it really depends on your metabolism, and I'm not diet expert.
>>6499535
Pittsburgh, for uni.
rent ain't cheap
>>6499536
I only do drugs occasionally
drugs are both the reason I started repressing and stopped repressing, so I guess it's for better and for worse.
>>6499552
dawha?
I loveeeee the side cut out on these shoessss, there's a Steve Madden one tooo >.>
>>6499563
nice
>>6499563
>Steve Madden
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCz3BnLmjtk
hi I'm drunk and high and hi ily all ok bye
>>6499582
I appreciate that every time I mention that, someone posts this clip
>>6499584
makeup game slippin
>>6499589
looks more natural
I give it the ok.
>>6499584
>burnt out hair
>tranny forehead combover
>the dead doll eyes from her contacts
>tfw u get ur secret anime tracker account reenabled just in time to get some sitewide freeleech
IM GOIN CRAZY YALL LOOK AT ALL THIS ANIME
>>6499584
omg yesssss bb
>>6499595
dat bitch needs to touch up her fucking ROOTS
>>6499584
You shouldn't do that with your eyebrow, it makes your ridge pop out too much with that lighting.
i'm going to detrans
later
>>6499603
At least she didn't fuck up her hair like melly.
Does anyone of pictures of how bad that dye job of hers came out?
>>6499602
anime bytes isn't secret you tardo you can even get in through interview
>>6499603
hair isn't makeup
batch pls
>>6499605
Do whatever you think is really right for you. Later.
>>6499605
dont do it
>>6499605
plz no you're cute
>>6499610
well
it used to work on a more what.cd-like system which is when i joined iirc
>>6499618
>U could
HOW
and yeah thats all the doremi stuff lol
>tfw really sad for no reason
: (
>>6499613
>doesn't know about root touch up
>>6499624
kayla i want to listen to thrash metal and eat ketchup w/ u
>>6499622
what.cd isn't secret either tho
>>6499535
OMG I LIVE IN PORTLAND!
>>6499627
it was more secretive when i joined it
anyway who cares all im saying is im downloading a shitton of anime
2 dollar bottle of wine, dark and white chocolate.
WE RIDE
>tfw you see a spider while naked in the bathroom
[worry]
>tfw you no longer see a spider while naked in the bathroom
[PANIC]
>>6499613
Ok makeup,
Cholo lips, overdrawn a bit, the bow looks messed up
Tons of highlighter in the inner eye, but nothing to work on the shadow from her brow bone, her brows are patchy as fuck like sh shaved parts and they're growing back weird, foundation is hard to tell with a photo
>tfw hungover cuddles turn into hungover dickings
>>6499635
wtf u pass stop it kiwi
>>6499633
STRAYA
>>6499631
sorry I was being an autist
>>6499626
then blowjobs?
>>6499638
Sounds like a good time
>>6499638
Is that actually enjoyable when hung over?
>>6499642
who succs who?
>>6499635
But your webms and voice post are all cute and girly. Passing in video is better than passing in photos too.
>>6499631
>Tfw i joined what.cd and jpopsuki 6 years ago
What the fuck is this
>>6499648
Why not both?
>>6499647
i had the same thought. I wanted to die pretty much all day, could barely move.
>>6499648
I succ only, I don't get sucked
if you touch it I will chop your hand off
>>6499653
Harsh.
>>6499653
i dont want to get succed either tho
>>6499647
Depends what you're hung over from, I suspect I'd like it a lot less if I'd been drinking. I'm gonna say yes, because I definitely enjoyed that.
>>6499634
Wow, rude
>tfw never been hung over before
how does it even work?
>>6499605
whatever you plan to do, give yourself time to think about it sober, drunk/high, tired, fully awake, horny and after masturbating.
at that point, you'll know what's right.
>>6499626
>thrash metal
not hardtek?
http://ontembaarster.bandcamp.com/track/assault-and-battery
>>6499634
to be fair, she has huge lips naturally. She's hardly overdrawing them
I can kinda agree with brow, but it just looks like it hasn't been plucked recently/whatever
>>6499638
;____; I want a dicking but I'm not a girl so nobody's going to dick me without expecting me to dick them back and that's not cool
>"yeah, we can keep it platonic"
>>6499658
>i dont want to get succed either tho
this is why our kind shouldn't date
>>6499658
You can succ me, I like it
>>6499662
>no hrt
dissy but will get over it by noon
>on hrt
vomiting, severe dissynies, full body pain, takes all day to recover
>>6499628
Oh nice, yeah I just moved up here. If you wanna chat or w/e just hit me up contacts on zeemaps.
>>6499669
how much do I have to drink for this to happen?
out of curiousity
>>6499671
I'm stoned and don't know how to set it up.
I hope you mean Oregon and not Maine. West coast is best coast.
>>6499669
That's age u spaz
>>6499622
Just dress like that and don't care what anyone thinks!!
I have so much anime saved that I've never watched
I need to get to it
That's allot of anime tho dude
Are you a weeabo?
>>6499665
...I'm very close to your kind and don't have that problem...
> 2/3 of a fifth of jd last night
fuck everything.
>>6499675
yeah, no I have my contact for my skype and my steam listed on the zeemaps just look for Kari.
Ugh I'm being soooo bad this weekend with my diet, but I love this new tea place soooo much ;_;
Also I bought those shoes >.>
>tfw can maybe possibly by the one size ten they have at a store maybe sometimes
>>6499681
i don't know how to do it oddish, it's getting harder and harder and i don't have the income to work on transition anymore
i have no motivation, i'm being held hostage, i live with my parents who won't let me socially transition, i don't have laser or electro done, my jawline is fucked, my brow is fucked, my nose is fucked, what the hell am i supposed to do, i feel disgusting, i can't even call myself a girl
Loctek, king of shitty and hysterical intros
http://ontembaarster.bandcamp.com/track/no-theory-of-relativitek
http://ontembaarster.bandcamp.com/track/fxxxcore
>>6499680
>...I'm very close to your kind
what are you a fucking alien?
why do hons talk like that
>>6499687
does the army know you are misusing the money they give you?
>>6499659
What were you hung over from? I had assumed alcohol but I guess something else, I don't even know what else causes hangovers.
>>6499683
Well, I heard on a dietary website that alcohol reduces testosterone, so there's that at least.
>>6499687
>but I love this new tea place soooo much ;_;
oh no... qq ;-;
>>6499694
I'm curious: what do you mean by that? Are you a femboy or something else?
>>6499694
>transfeminine
what the fuck does that even mean
>>6499694
Someone changed the damn zeemaps to the cuteboys one rofl. Skype is kari.nycteri steam is Nycteri78 or Nicotine.
>>6499678
>Are you a weeabo?
>asking the girl downloading a shitton of anime if shes a weeaboo
no. no i am not
>>6499689
Just.
Keep.
On.
Hrt.
Have you seen me? I think hrt has done wonders for me honestly. And you've seen others who went through huge metamorphosis as well. It takes time, and you are a baby basically.
Someone really smart and insanely pretty told me once that the turning point is around now. There are changes at 8 months, at 1 year, at 2 years. So wherever you are, its right about now.
As for your income and.living situation, gotta grind. I know it, you know it. We're both having similar problems it seems. If you have to sell something, sell it. Gotta move, move.
>>6499702
YOU DIDN'T ANSWER MY QUESTION YOU SKANK
>>6499691
My male self is very angry at your comment, but fayeself thinks those bitches need to step off
>>6499694
>transfeminine
>>6499664
You can be a dedicated bottom though
>>6499695
MDMA, so the hangover is pretty tired and headachy, but still kinda fluffy, dumb and cuddly. Was with the friend I went partying with last night, and both of us were really hungover, so I guess sex was inevitable.
>>6499708
>I think hrt has done wonders for me honestly.
>>6499706
That's a cute figurine
I like it
Ur such a WEEB ufufu omg
>>6499708
i was planning on staying on hrt anyway
it's just frustrating when i can't work on myself any harder, i want to do more but i can't. just losing weight isn't fixing my nose, my jaw, my brow, i still need to lose muscle
ugh idk i just need someone to talk to about this, i wish i had a therapist
>>6499703
>Someone changed the damn zeemaps to the cuteboys one rofl.
Oh my fucking god, I'm glad my old marker isn't up on there anymore
>>6499691
>TFW Kayla is going to shit on everyone.
>>6499719
yes
yes i know i am
>>6499698
Hi insane photoanon! How's your crippling loneliness?
>>6499718
THEN JUST BE MTF
>>6499714
if they touch my GT, they fucking die
and I'm neither interested in a one-night stand nor a long-term relationship, which leaves like this really fringe relationship.
how the fuck am I supposed to find someone who wants that?
>>6499732
I think all that silicon leaked into your brain
>>6499732
>implying people don't save your god awful pics
>>6499734
I like my dick, and I like having boners, and I like being able to impregnate women, and I want to be toned and athletic. Not exactly qualities MtF's have, which is why we have new words for slightly different things. I'm also going on estrogen in 2 weeks.
>>6499700
Doesnt make any sense to me either, as far as Im concerned you're either a boy or a girl and were all bisexual with various leans.
>>6499702
Your guess is as good as mine
>>6499704
Oh, is it just beer then? This vodka isnt helping at all...
>>6499710
So like, are you gonna demand your own special pronouns?
halp
>>6499738
>tfw looking to do whatever with whoever for however long
>>6499742
We have new words for slightly different things because girls on tumblr want to feel oppressed and special.
>>6499742
>and I like being able to impregnate women
>starting hrt
wow you are in for a treat
>>6499706
jesus how old is ur macbook senpai
>>6499747
>trans but not a transwoman
what are you then?
>>6499746
You are a great drag queen, sir.
>>6499742
>I like being able to impregnate women
>Going on estrogen in 2 weeks
You have not thought this through have you?
>>6499738
You'd be surprised, sometimes you just stumble headlong into someone who wants that. It's not exactly easy to predict though.
>>6499746
Edie! Where r u ?
>>6499718
I know what transfeminine means, I just didn't know if you had a more specific identity than that, since it's a pretty broad category. And I know of the two-spirit concept but I've never actually met someone that identified that way before. My understanding was that it was traditionally something less like being agender and more like being both genders, socially at least, although I've only looked into it at a superficial level. Anyways, if you would like to explain more about your identity it'd be interesting to hear, but no obligation obviously.
>>6499749
Or you spend too much time on 4chan which is full of literal nazis and your view of the world is skewed because you're antisocial.
Derp
>>6499750
I'm an army medic, the anti-androgens are the main problem for sperm count. I know the biology behind it.
>>6499752
Non-Binary, Androgynous, Two-Spirit, Agender, these are ideas you can apply to me to paint a more solid picture. I prefer agender, because I'm more of an abolitionist myself. But I don't really give a shit
If it's offensive to you guys you can just think of me as a transwoman, I don't really give a fuck.
>>6499731
I want to be a weeabo desu
That figure I don't like as much though
>>6499760
kek
does anyone else ID as a non-binary, andro or two spirit?
How does one become a two spirit? Do dmt or something?
>>6499759
Edgy tonight are we. What's wrong hon?
>>6499765
>How does one become a two spirit?
by being a fucking dumbass
if you want to be a two spirit then split your cock down the middle with a razor blade and spray paint your face purple
>>6499742
I honestly thoughy id want to keep my dick fully functioning, but since HRT ive stopped giving a single shit about it. Also
>impregnate women
Hope you did that beforehand cause youre gonna be infertile as FUCK
I want thursday to be here so I can get rid of more beard hair and also shave
>>6499744
yeah, just beer... take care of yourself, ok?
a lot of alcoholics don't notice themselves growing tits and their libido dropping off because those are both things that happen anyway when you eat a fuckton of carbs, it just happens a lot faster when those carbs are ball wranglers.
>>6499756
college is the best place for that kinda thing to happen I guess
maybe it'll be someone in my apt complex lmao
>>6499777
how many electro sessions have you had?
>>6499747
>>6499760
Why so defensive?
>>6499770
Well now you're just getting gross
Reminder you're all beautiful and I love you all.
>>6499742
Plenty of MTFs like their dicks and getting erections. Plenty like being able to impregnate women (I mean, there's a reason many sperm bank before starting HRT). Plenty like being toned and athletic (that goes for cis women too by the way). I think you have an overly narrow conception of what the term MTF covers.
And as others have said, if you're starting HRT and will be on it for more than like a month you should really consider sperm banking if you want biological children someday.
>>6499782
>you are all beautiful
topkek
>>6499782
have you seen my face?
>>6499781
>People throwing bitchfit at me and implying my identity is invalid
>Asking me why I'm defensive
derp
I would think the trans community here would understand a bit more.
>>6499785
No money. I prefer being outside the norm and that's who I am. I don't give a shit what some autistic fucks on 4chan think.
>>6499787
Don't have one sweety.
>>6499760
Wait, you're taking estrogen without any anti-androgen? Why?
>>6499789
Haven't I already been over this with you specifically before? You're great.
>>6499787
MY QUESTION REMAINS UNANSWERED YOU RANCID WHORE
>>6499780
10 hours just to remove the dark hairs on my face, need to remove the dark hairs from my neck and then anything thats left
>>6499792
>taking estrogen and no anti-androgen
isn't that like what they did with trannies in the 80s?
>>6499774
Show me more tbhonest
My mom collects barbies
But she doesn't open them, they stay in the box
>>6499792
that's how hons did it, why change now?
>you will never pass as well as max
>>6499794
>chara (rip)
>birdy
>elanna
>beep
>phien
if you're one of these people, yes
if you're someone else, maybe
>>6499770
Lol
>>6499808
Well, don't argue with me young lady, you're plenty cute.
>>6499787
Yeah but like, genital mutilation is gross.
>>6499791
4chan is a place where we can voice our truest opinions without fear of meaningful backlash
>>6499795
Hey, play nice.
>>6499808
>chara (rip)
what happened to chara?
did she get the chair for all those animals she microwaved?
>>6499791
>I would think the trans community here would understand a bit more
Most of the people here are idiots, and also stupid white Americans who don't understand anything non-western
So ignore them dude
It's nice to have another view point, especially two-spirit
>>6499812
STAY OUT OF THIS YOU SANDY MINGE
>>6499814
>non-western
but two-spirit is western
>>6499798
Not gonna lie, I think you should do a bit more research before you get on E. If you're taking regular doses if it, it won't do anything without an AA. If you're taking megadoses it's going to make you sterile anyways.
But hey, your balls, not mine.
>>6499797
Yeah, pumped em full of premarin
>>6499812
I live my life expressing to people in the real world my truest opinions. However, I use tact and finnesse so I don't hurt or offend people.
>>6499816
Western means European, dumbass.
>>6499814
Thank you :3
>>6499687
Finding a great bubble tea place is such a good feel
There's pretty much only one place I go these days
>>6499817
I've done plenty of researched and consulted other medical professionals on their knowledge. I get a sense I've worked out the kinks and know the risks. I'm not super worried.
>>6499819
LMAO! Girl you're kicking ass.
>>6499767
Nothing I'm just listening to a new album while leaning on my sweetheart looking at the stars.
How's you're night alone going?
>>6499820
>thought
uhhh isn't she like 14?
>>6499793
Not all tribes had a concept like that, those that did didn't always share the same concept and it generally didn't match up exactly with what we would call cis versus trans in our society, and generally I think the term only gets used either in the context of tribal identity or when someone chooses to self-identify as two-spirit because they think it describes them, whether they are native american or not. That's my understanding at least. Read the wiki page if you care.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Two-Spirit
I thought the /pol/ trannies here just hated brown people but apparently they are against srs too.
>>6499370
fuck off rigel
>>6499833
>hating the sexiest people
Saltyyy
>>6499833
>phien
>/pol/
>post-op
>>6499833
>being against srs
Don't listen to the agps
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMssNXBCCl0
>>6499821
I don't want to be like racest, but all the other ones are Asian and the like whole family hangs out inside them, they aren't clean, and they're all not that great, this is posh clean, has dogies that hang out, and when they told me they're still waiting on the tapioca pearls to cook, I was instantly sold.
>>6499815
O-ok...
>>6499819
Some would argue your "identity" hurts the credibility of other transgender people in the eyes of the public.
>>6499820
Even then, I wouldnt want to be an SRS surgeon.
>>6499819
Not that I dislike futa, but do be careful about posting nsfw stuff on blue boards or you'll risk getting banned.
>>6499760
special snowflake, got it
>>6499798
>Because that's what fucks your dick and balls up?
jesus christ what the fuck
I don't even know where to start with this
okay first of all, estrogen alone does nothing unless you up the dose high enough and at those levels it acts as an anti androgen anyway.
second of all, the only thing anti androgen does is block testosterone the thing that fucks your dick and balls up is estrogen itself
third of all you're probably already starting to drop in semenal production
fourth of all, all that happens on hrt is your penis shrinks to a flaccid size and your balls shrink it is still the same size at erect
fifth of all, if you're not dysphoric then you shouldn't be on hrt and you're fucking things up for people who actually need it, you know legitimate trans people like those in this thread.
sixth of all please leave
>>6499817
do you have your balls stowed away in a jar somewhere in your attic or did you donate them
>>6499833
Not all of us want SRS but I don't think anyone here wants it banned or anything.
>>6499760
great to see a fellow gender terrorist who gives no fucks
i dont give a fuck at all about anything, i just dont give a fuck
>>6499843
inb4 he calls you truscum
>>6499843
I wouldn't want to be any kind of reconstructive surgeon really. It's so gory.
And SRS is exceptional because the finished product is a work of art.
>>6499846
I donated them, bought myself some nice beer with the 40 dollars I was given for them.
>>6499852
>If you want to talk to me offline I'll disclose the full details of the chemistry if you want.
I wont bother because you have no idea what you are doing
>>6499855
Wh-, what do they need testicle donations for?
>>6499855
$40 seems a little expensive for some shrivelled tranny balls
>>6499857
Then leave me the fuck alone, bitch.
>>6499855
It was only $40? For a pair of testicles?
>>6499805
is that rachel?
>>6499864
No
Rachel is cuter
>>6499841
Weird, I've never seen a non-Asian bubble tea place
Mine is Asian, but it's pretty clean, they mix flavors, have lots of add-in options (Honey Pudding is amazing), and their drinks are pretty thick
I finally managed to take a high dpi picture of myself
I NEED SOMEONE TO SKYPE WITH
NOW
@SLOPPY.NINJA
>>6499855
>beer
you could have at least traded them for something better
>>6499858
I believe they were doing a study on testicular cancer and were using tranny balls as the control group.
>>6499859
I agree, but I wasn't going to argue.
>>6499863
They're only usable for tissue samples really, I can't see them being worth a lot. Besides I would have just given them away, it's not like I gave a shit what happened to my testes, at least they were useful to someone.
>>6499871
You underestimate how little value I placed on them, beer was an upgrade.
I wish I could go to sleep and not wake up
I hate every single square mm of my entire body
>>6499876
Well then that's just one more reason to keep working to lose weight, you'll have less body to hate that way.
>>6499871
>doesn't like beer
confirmed trans
>>6499875
>tfw
They were still doing the study when I went in. I hope they won't mind the part where they hardly ever worked.
Weirdest pizza money ever desu
Ordering pizza with GFs.
Super happy <3
Love y'all
Ask me anything
B ITCH NIGGA I NEED SOMEONE TO VOICE WITH NOW
>>6499884
Why are you so CUTE?
>>6499884
nice top fag
what kind of man wears that shit
>>6499881
I'm pretty sure they want to be some kind of /d/ickgirl if I'm understanding right. (Not that there's anything wrong with that.)
>>6499885
Maybe I will do it for you
Why do you need to voice chat?
>>6499884
Will you post a group picture?
>>6499896
YES
I think two months ago I was fem and looked decent.
Ever since then I have been looking more masculine since just recently I started back on anti androgens.
Oh well.
Fucking raging at myself in bed since I feel gross and ugly because I can't properly take care of myself right now.
REE I JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO STAND IN THE SHOWER AND WALK AROUND AND STUFF
>>6499887
At the rate Nintendo has been feminizing Link I fully expect him to look like (>>6499884) in another two or three games. (Not that there's anything wrong with that.)
>>6499901
GHI ISLA
>>6499902
WIND WAKER LINK BEST LINK
I have an appointment to get my blood work done next monday so i can hopefully start HRT, nervous as fuck
>>6499883
Weird or not, that was probably really satisfying pizza.
>>6499907
A lot of us have bald spots that need hiding.
>>6499912
i a m te alchahol
>>6499908
You'll probably be fine, good luck and congratulations :)
>>6499908
Good luck, don't be nervous about it, it'll go fine.
>>6499893
>wants to impregnate
>wants to be fit
>wants to take care of what most girls would feel is wrong
>still wants to be called MtF
whatever you say
>>6499904
ok, look, the very fact that you think AAs would poison your balls is the biggest tell that you're not MtF. If you feel like your sexual role is to impregnate, rather than to be impregnated, your gender is not female.
I don't have a bald spot!
>>6499918
Let me get this clear. I don't care what you think of me, at all. Now that we have that settled, I already said I identify as transfeminine. My goal is to look much more feminine than a twink and more masculine than a women. I'm androgynous and that's who I am. I'm not especially interested in explainging it to you or anyone else anymore tonight, so just leave me alone about it.
>>6499850
Lol
>>6499851
I suppose, but yeah reconstructive surgeon would be pretty bad. I woulnt want to be any kind of surgeon.
>>6499852
That's good, at least. but you not facing the discrimination we do calls your right to be here into question.
>>6499884
Hi Red <3
>>6499918
>wants to impregnate
The horror
>tfw everyone's busy filtering me
>>6499918
they never claimed to be mtf
>>6499925
>Telling me what I do and don't experience and face on a day to day basis.
Tell me more about what my life is like.
>transfeminine
eeehehehehehe
>>6499914
I've been avoiding alcohol as much as I've wanted it.
I'm a complete blackout drinker so that serves as a deterrent.
I literally don't remember ~2 days with chelsea because I was too drunk.
>>6499918
>ok, look, the very fact that you think AAs would poison your balls is the biggest tell that you're not MtF. If you feel like your sexual role is to impregnate, rather than to be impregnated, your gender is not female.
Welp lets discount every single cis lesbian that doesn't want to be impregnated.
Lets count out the ones that don't want to be impregnated, which there are quite a few.
Literally one of the dumbest pieces of logic ever.
I think what *they* are saying, as well as "transfeminine" is, is just a femboy.
oh shit there are a couple /cuteboys/ near me..
>lost weight
>still have a tummy
fml
https://unsee.
cc/zuposide/
(nsfw)
>>6499934
Hey, sorry I'm such a stupid bitch
>>6499933
im eating but im still gonna open this
----------------------------------------------------
thats a normal tummy.
you arent a fucking skeleton and you are definitely not a disgusting fatass.
>>6499931
> tfw you will never savage beep
thinking about red makes me feel funny
>>6499884
Cute :3
Hope you have a great time together
>>6499941
Does it make your heart hurt, like there's too much blood pumping through you?
>>6499948
fuck here is my trip
>>6499936
what
>>6499939
I do but its a bunch of unnecessary things.
Like honestly, I don't feel girly girl, and I don't want to be super girly girl, but i wanna be andro femme.
Doesn't mean I need to make up another label to fit it.
I've been in LGBT centers and acceptance groups, and there are terms you wouldn't dream of.
Fucking Trans-Femme-Andro-Queer-Boy
THIS WAS SOMEONES LABEL
like silly shit like this dont need labels.
I feel at least.
I don't even want to be labeled as an mtf, trans girl, etc.
I just wanna be a normal tomboy.
Idunno shit like this pisses me off because one of the people I was really close to stopped being friends with me when I said being "trans demi queer" was kinda dumb, as well as asking people to call you "Xhe and Xer" is dumb as fuck.
GF comes tommorow, we're going to eat dinner and SEX
>>6499952
I am very drunk.
>>6499954
Eat sex???
>>6499924
You should really be in femgen if that's your schtick. Being trans-anything implies that you're making a transition.
>>6499929
>you don't want to be a girl, just a girly guy
you don't really have any room to call yourself an equal because you don't deal with the same internal turmoil. You're taking estrogen cosmetically, we're taking it for mental stability. That's the difference.
>>6499930
do you have any examples?
if you're going to fling shit, fling something solid
>>6499925
open-heart surgery sounds fun :^)
>tfw there's sp9it all o er my shorts
>tfw nobody to cudddddle
>tfw your ex says he is strongly considering experimenting with guys
Operation make my ex gay is proceeding swimmingly
>>6499959
i want 2 cudle
>>6499957
I really liked you but I was stupid and BPD'd all over and now I havent reallytalked to you in a whiel because I'm stupid
>>6499943
Come to SF with all the cool kids.
>>6499952
Yes, these things get out of hand. I want to be a 3rd option or something in between.
>>6499958
I'm still transitioning because I'm going through HRT. I'm going through a process of feminizing myself. I don't want to be a girly guy, I want to be outside or perfectly in between the spectrum of girl-guy. I'm both or neither.
>>6499954
L-lewd
>>6499956
>>6499957
you bitches watch too much seinfeld
>>6499833
I'm brown and a /pol/ tranny
You get whatever you want done to yourself, as long as it makes you happy.
I'm stopping after getting an orchi, I don't really feel I need a neovag but my testicles have always been my problem for me.
>>6499958
btw wtf is femgen?
>>6499943
>>tfw youll never be my first boy
damn that feel just hit me like a semi truck
OH I HAVE AN OFFICIAL STATEMENT.
Cypro tastes worse than Spiro.
Case closed.
>>6499958
I don't always want to impregnate someone.
I don't always want to be impregnated.
My "GENDER" as people call it, is female.
But then we could go to the evolutionary viewpoint of "Man impregnates, woman gets impregnated. Nothing other than that."
Then that leads to the lines of homosexuals are completely wrong and evolutionary failures.
It all is based on your viewpoint.
There is no facts here.
Or is there?
Facts don't give a fuck about feelings, however feelings alter facts and distort them.
Again, all based on viewpoints and perspective on reality.
>>6499962
thats alright.
I've distanced myself from most trans people.
At least a lot of them.
Its my issue.
>>6499969
Feminine boys.
Femmeboys
Some claim transfeminine two from what ive heard.
>>6499967
tfw i dont even like seinfeld
tfw like Everybody Loves Raymond a lot more
tfw havent seen more than three seinfeld episodes
>>6499939
There's a very strong site and board culture against the perceived excesses of Tumblr social justice and identity politics. The effect has been that only a few labels are considered to not be 'special snowflakes'. There is also a tendency to try to reduce the number of labels further; ideas like femboys are really just transgirls in denial, that sort of thing.
I'm sure there's a PhD dissertation in internet anthropology waiting to be written about the trend to specialize identities on Tumblr and generalize identities on 4chan.
>>6499967
I've literally never seen seinfeld
>>6499947
definitely a lot of blood pumping but not so much around the heart area
Mike Cernovich is such a daddy type god damn.
>>6499971
>everybody loves raymond
are you a straight guy or something?
>>6499971
I'm just sorry and I wish I wasn't so fucked in the head and I reaqlly like you and wish I didbn't fcuk everythinf up
>>6499954
No more /virgin/?
>>6499929
Am I wrong? Have people threatened to beat you to death over your gender expression? Have you faced ostracizement from your family? Do you experience dysphoria? Have you gone through the physical and legal procedures needed to live as a different gender?
>>6499958
Ill jut happily be working in a greenhouse, writing down how much plants grew each day or something.
>>6499968
And I thought I was self hating.
>>6499972
Well, for all intents and purposes people on here can think of me as a transwoman, or femboy, I don't really care. If you think I should keep quiet about it on 4chan I will.
>>6499984
Yes. Are we done here?
>>6499975
L-lewd
>>6499983
LEWD
>>6499978
Hmm
Nope.
I just like watching that show with my mom because its silly.
We don't have much in common other than patriotism and political views, and especially that second one gets boring quickly since we agree on that. Either way, I like that show :/
>>6499980
You didn't fuck anyone up.
>>6499984
>Am I wrong? Have people threatened to beat you to death over your gender expression? Have you faced ostracizement from your family? Do you experience dysphoria? Have you gone through the physical and legal procedures needed to live as a different gender?
That last part bugs me, you can still live as a female and have NO physical procedures done.
Either way, people here have such extremist viewpoints.
I think a lot of people here with their views are just joking half of the time because they are so skewed and silly. As in extremist.
Like non-tru-trans trannies should literally die etc
>>6499990
Oh neat. Thanks.
I just stumbled on here bored and stoned off my ass with tincture.
>>6499988
::::3
>>6499992
idk I;,m just sorry an yeah n stuff
>>6499984
>Have people threatened to beat you to death over your gender expression?
no
>Have you faced ostracizement from your family?
no
>Do you experience dysphoria?
erryday
>Have you gone through the physical and legal procedures needed to live as a different gender?
shit sucked but yes
>>6499930
I'm talking about societal roles btw, not just what people have decided is best for the sake of the relationship.
>>6499964
I think it's worth knowing that by the time you're halfway, you'll be infertile.
>>6499969
exactly. Check the catalog.
>>6499971
>I don't always want to impregnate someone.
>I don't always want to be impregnated.
you're using negatives to cloud your statement
maybe you just don't want either? Maybe you want one sometimes, but never the other? Maybe you want both sometimes?
the only clear statement you've made is:
>homosexuals are evolutionary failures
I mean, yeah. If you want to bring evolution into it, they actually are. If you can't reproduce, you just removed yourself from the gene pool, which makes you an evolutionary failure. Look up Charles Darwin.
>>6499984
botany sounds like a comfy major
>>6499984
hey Moap, should I move to tucson or flag? or gtfo of the state entirely?
>>6500001
>tfw openly joked about feeding him estrogen
>tfw he just said that he doesnt have the body type to transition and pass
Poor girl :(
>>6499979
Yeah exactly:D
>>6500002
I like how even in a super obscure internet community that less than 1000 people even know exist, you can be elitist as fuck about who does and doesn't really "belong".
Human in-group and out-group psychology sucks, I would imagine people here to know better.
>>6499992
>people here have such extremist viewpoints
you're voting for trump, dipshit
>>6499994
>tfw no spider gf to lay on me and make me feel her crushing weight before she ties me up in a tight cozy silken sleeper
I just took my pain meds and im floating, as well as my sleeping pills.
My body is fluffy yet I have to pee.
SO everyone, whats up with you?
also
>mfw I missed one electrolysis appointment and my eyebrow waxing appointment
feelsbad
>>6499997
No problem^^
Not upset or anything.
>>6500002
Exactly.
I believe that there are failures.
And I am also using the "using negatives to cloud your statement" intentionally since I have no intent of actually debating because my mind isn't on this world properly per say.
>>6500007
stay away from flagstaff.
That place is ASS
I went there once and it was fucking shit.
Phoenix was nicer than there LMAO
>>6500011
He isn't the perfect presidential candidate, but he at least knows what our country can afford.
He also doesn't delay the release of 15,000 emails over the duration of Benghazi to a month after the presidential election.
>>6500007
Tucson wasn't horrible tbqh I just had lived there so long I needed to gtfo
HOLY FUCK THAT PICTURE LMAO
i didnt even look at it
i probably should have baka
>trying to pick out good jacket because I'm cold all the darn time and need something that isn't milsurp to keep me warm
>run across stuff like this
Fashion is very silly
>>6500021
just get a northface jacket like every other college student in america
im a good girl
http://www.nytimes.com/2016/07/03/us/politics/trump-clinton-star-of-david.html
what do you trannies think of this
>>6500018
i' sorrry i love you an stufff and yeah I'm sorryhb i did thd BPD tjoing
>tfw "Barbie" pipe
I feel like I'm literally going to be drunk and high for the entire next 72 hours lmaaaooo
>tfw looks you like but arent you
>>6500022
I've got my eyes on a few of those
>>6500024
That's also definitely an option, kinda perfect for summer but there's only a couple months left of that so I may as well get something a little heavier
idk
I have a whole list of jackets I'm considering
>>6500019
How were you able to move to portland?
>>6500030
CRACK IS BAD
>>6500030
gimmew wed bitch
>>6500031
I don't see a greasy acne covered teenager in your picture
>>6500027
Dumb distraction, focus on real issues please.
>>6499987
I suppose so.
>>6499992
Eh you dont really need to appease all those things, Im just giving an example of a lot of the things that most transpeople go through.
>>6499998
Early transitioner or awesome family?
>>6500007
Flagstaff, Flagstaff is awesome
>>6500018
>Flagstaff is ass
Flagstaff is the best city in the state. you a shit
>>6500019
Tucson a shit
A SHIT
>>6500030
dude weed lmao
>>6500034
can't tell if trolling or stupid.
ehh
honestly except for that six month period where I smoked pot I wouldn't know very much weed stuff.
>>6500007
Seriously though if you moved to flag we could hang out anon.
>>6500021
>>6500040
Both desu
>>6500034
>>6500010
this is a trans community. Don't come here claiming you're trans but still want your dick to work as it was intended.
You're not trans anything unless you're seriously interested in changing your entire life, social and sexual.
>>6500018
the fact that we're taking hrt to make ourselves whole at the cost of the ability to reproduce means that we're failures.
Eugénie is not a failure because they want to function as a male but look androgynous. Good luck getting kicked out of your house for looking like a faggot. That's about the biggest discrimination she'll ever face.
That's the fundamental difference that means they have not suffered shit and really can't come crying here about their oppression.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8ukak8P2vY
>my mind isn't on this world properly
better to say nothing than to try to make bold, unsubstantial statements
>>6500043
That's a joke, right?
>>6500046
Charlotte, cool it. Seriously.
>>6500046
get a load of this truscum lol
>>6500043
>>6500048
I'm not even sure.
>>6500046
LMAO
>>6500038
>>6500042
Uh well, I'll say in the thread when I make up my mind if you are around later, that would be pretty cool to hang out. I'm just saving up some money so I'm not poor and just leeching off of someone.
I'll probably have to wait till next year though since my parents are moving out here too, I just wanted to stay close enough to visit Phoenix but not live there.
>>6500030
I know your address and I'm calling the police
>>6500046
Yeah, I am very interested in changing my entire life, social, and sexual. Sorry if wanting my dick to work upsets you.
>>6500050
>unironically not being truscum
I TURNED ON THIS THING THAT MAKES IMAGES LOOK PRETTIER BUT I CANT TURN IT OFF ???
I like how I can get away with saying creepy shit because I'm under 40.
If I was older than that, then damn I would not be able to say this shit.
>>6500028
You didn't do anything wrong Amy.
Do you understand?
You're all good.
Didn't hurt me.
>>6500027
I doubt he did it intentionally.
However if he did, who fucking cares.
Hillary makes jokes of mentally disabled children by calling them "fucking retarded" and hardly anyone cares.
Literally doesn't matter.
>>6500029
It may be nice to drive through, im not sure about that aspect since I can't drive.
I only visited for a few hours and it smelled bad and i saw a dude get mugged.
Wasn't fun.
>>6500031
Idk I just love denim jackets so much.
They are my thing.
>>6500037
THIS PUH LEASE.
People always try to bring up stuff like "Oh 25 years ago Trump said a racist thing"
or
"30 years ago Hillary said she was a good catholic woman"
Pay attention to just the last 15 years lmao
Who gives a shit about stuff that old.
>>6500038
Fair enough right there.
I think im gonna try and roll around cuz it sounds fun right now
And idk, I only spent about 6 hours in the state, I didn't get to see much of flagstaff but what I saw of it was ugly.
Iunno
>>6500046
I don't believe in the "if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything" or the "if its huge dont say it" kinda stuff.
I like to speak my mind.
>>6500058
didnt she move to portland? if so it is legal there.
>>6500065
I mean how did you get housing and a job?
>>6500062
you look like a ghost
>>6500067
Don't have a job, went up here apartment hunting a few weeks ago. Gonna be renting out my old house for rent for my apartment up here.
>>6500062
Is that all? Some dudes were fighting inside the grocery store I work at and he shot the fucker in the parking lot. I mean... I guess he was nice enough to take it outside... or else I'd have soiled myself.
I'm thinking a simple mugging is a lot nicer than the shots I hear every night..
>>6500049
Why, because I'll offend people? Like I fucking care. I'm just an attention whoring bitch and nobody's denied it thus far, so there must be a consensus on this. Might as well stick to it while I'm stressed, anxious and pissed off.
>>6500059
>Sexual
>born male
>wants to top
>wants to use dick
wrong?
>social
ok, I'll give you that, male-to-femboy is a slight change
>>6500062
>I like to speak my mind.
>"my mind isn't on this world properly per se"
now this is a shirt i can wear with pride
Hii~
*cuddles u all*
Painkillers are a fucking miracle.
I can walk across my room for now.
I'm really happy.
>>6500070
its cool but idk how to make it go away :(
and its because im super white.
like pasty white
god i wish i had a partner whiter than me sometimes
that'd be nice
a squishy femboy
eeeeeeee
>>6500075
Yeah, though there were two muggings in a span of four hours in a nicer area.
I suppose it depends on the day n stuff like that.
>>6500077
Yeah but even if its not on this world I still have thoughts.
Have you ever taken some for of opiate?
Like, if you need painkillers and your dr gives you to them, then you take them and feel like you cant think right, you still have thoughts even if they are weird.
>>6500077
I also want to use my ass and mouth, as well as my dick. I'm a switch.
Yes, going through HRT and changing my clothing, learning how to use makeup, learning how to talk and behave differently, that's a transition.
>>6500054
Phoenix is good because it has lots of stuff, stuff you need. I think everyone in AZ finds themselves making pilgrimages to Phoenix a few times a year. My family lives in Mesa so im there often. More often than Id prefer.
>>6500062
You probably drove through the bad part of town, the downtown and west side (where I live) is really nice. Once you get east of the university it starts to spiral downhill. I really enjoy being someplace with lots of trees, clean air, and everything being within walking distance. Humphreys is also beautiful.
>>6500065
Because I was born in a Phoenix suburb and indoctrinated since birth to hate Tucson.
>>6500084
Idk I was on an airport transit to a mall.
Didn't know where anything but the place I was at.
>>6500083
You have such a cute dog :D
>>6500077
Go to bed, you're just making a fool of yourself.
>>6500083
bork bork
>>6500080
Wow I'm a squishy femboy! Can I be ur bf??
>tfw your mood rapidly changes as a result of dysphoria
>tfw go from happy go lucky to suicidal and self-harming within seconds
>>6500091
Sounds about right
>>6500084
That rivalry is so stupid. Also I've only gone to Phoenix 2 times in the past 10 years so there's not really much to the going there often thing for me. Tucson actually feels like a whole city to itself instead of all the different towns together.
>>6500089
Post butte :3
>>6500091
That sounds like something you should talk to a doctor about, I don't think that's normal even for someone with bad gender dysphoria.
>>6500080
We should meet ;)
>>6500092
Fun isn't it?
>>6500095
meh, usually when I get bad I switch back to being ok within an hour, rarely does it last too long that I actually do anything really bad
>>6500030
>2016
>still smoking weed
>still drinking alcohol
yikes
>>6500099
>2016
>not smoking weed
>not drinking alcohol
The fuck?
>>6500062
okay, I'm sorry and ul'm
>>6500089
honestly idunno
idk what the rest of you looks like
or anything really phewph
plus idk if my partner would approve of that
even though i literally cant do anything sexual with anyone.
because distance.
Also im basically a cripple right now so you probably wouldnt want that.
*Also was talking about a really white slightly squishy femboy*
wew
>>6500096
im def nothing special.
Plus after one of my meetups im extremely anxious about meeting up with people since I have apparently emotionally crushed people to the feelings of total apathy on accident :/
>>6500099
>Not SMOKING ALCOHOLS
>>6500097
Most fun I've ever had is being unstable and having great days ruined by mood shattering dysphoria
>>6500100
being sober is the new high
>>6500099
>alcohol
B-but Kate said alcohol GOOD
>>6500080
I took high doses of codeine at one point after surgery, and yeah, I know what you mean. I'm still going to argue that you can't speak your mind when your mind is off somewhere else.
>>6500082
I still think you'd be better off in femgen. I know plenty of furries that make their fetish part of their social lives, and it sounds more akin to that than trans anything.
>>6500087
It's not like anyone talks to me unless I drop trip anyway, so what do I care? I doubt anything I say could make anyone feel any differently about me at this point.
>>6500091
It's a rollercoaster ride alright
>>6500102
I think you are. No pressure though, you just seem like a good person to meet up and talk with :)
>>6500102
okay i', going to bed because I burnt my fingeran I suck n I'm sorry
>>6500099
Fucking casuals and their soft drugs
>>6500103
Don't you just hate that? One time I was playing paintball with a few friends and I started getting really dysphoric and couldn't play anymore
I just passed it off as feeling sick lol
>>6500108
Except I enjoy rollercoasters
>>6500100
I've not tried weed, but ever since starting HRT even tiny amounts of alcohol have given me a lot of trouble. That might be due to another unrelated neurological / immunological problem that has started getting worse in the same time period though, so I don't know. Caffeine gives me trouble now too.
>>6500106
Why can't I be in both? And no...I'm not really a fan of furries. I don't judge them, but I don't really spend time around them or in their communities.
>>6500102
Which one did you crush? Or both?
Post butte or something
Im boooooorrrreeed :/
>>6500113
has weed man legalized it yet?
>2016
>not being sober and finding spiritual and emotional wellness
>>6500088
your dog is sideways
>>6500115
It might be either psychological or interaction with HRT. If you cared to, you could work that out with a medical professional of your choosing. In any case, weed generally is safe, depending on the strain. I wouldn't expect much in the way of problems. If you have problems with weed it's definitely psychological and not to do with HRT.
>>6500105
no alcohol bad
don't listen to kate kate dumb
>>6500106
Hey Charlotte, it's been a while. How have you been?
>>6500114
Yeah I've sat out rounds of airsoft before because I went to the bathroom, saw how much of a masculine mess I was, and just told them I needed to a break.
>>6500123
b
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r
k
>>6500088
>>6500123
and i forgot image
>>6500106
I've happily been on HRT for 14 months and I'm still not convinced that I'm not just making my fetish part of my social life. : (
>>6500106
Well my proper mind is in the clouds is more what I meant to communicate.
I didn't do it properly.
>>6500110
Eh, all good.
Plus I am a fucking Cali-Cuck.
State sucks ass.
>>6500112
There is no problem, you haven't hurt me even if you feel you have, and you don't need to apologize to me.
>>6500119
closest thing I will post to butte right now.
https://unsee.cc
/remozipa/
>>6500118
depends on who you mean.
I'm not talking about Seattle.
>>6500122
I have spiritual wellness.
but fuck being 100% sober 100% of the time
>>6500126
I still make the effort to do something (not that I'm out often anyway) because I don't want people to know I'm dying inside :p
also airsoft sounds fun
oh my god i need to not do this shit this much this soon
thank god cosmos is on netflix
>>6500121
It's gonna take a couple of years, but the process is beginning. Legal weed sooon :D
>>6500128
i can't read japanese but that's exactly how i felt when i went outside in a skirt the first time
>>6500132
I'm in Portland, Oregon and it's the best city in the country. I've lived here all my life. Traveled some, nothing compares. It's worth it to come here :D
Just don't bring any californians that are wealthy or non-LGBT or that are rednecks here.
>show up in thread
>everyone is smoking with me
cool
btw, whoever recommended Halt and Catch Fire to me, thank you so much season 2 is so much better than season 1
>>6500132
Alright well I'm still sorry n stu $f
>2016
>needing drugs to get high
>>6500133
Yeah unless I'm like crying myself to sleep wishing I were dead I try to get myself to get out and do things because it'll distract me and cheer me up. I've got a lot of stuff planned for this weekend to ensure I dont sit around and get overly anxious or something.
And it is a lot of fun! I was gonna do it tomorrow but I think I've got bronchitis or something so I don't think I should be running around much right now
>>6500143
Not everyone can be c r a z y :^)
>>6500136
Awesome, Imma take a trip to Canada when that does happen
>>6500134
Grow dreads, start wearing hemp dresses.
>>6500085
Yeah you were like south out of town when you arrived and then took the freeway around the town to literally the worst part. Like I fucking hate the mall it smells like dog food because of the purina factory. You walk into the bestbuy and the interior of it is like permastained with the smell of it even on days when the factory is shut down.
>>6500093
Phoenix is a mess, you got me there. But Tucson is like, pointless.
>>6500109
Northern AZ is great, I love the mountains and I love the forest. Its really hard to beat it. I... I dont think anyone actually likes living in Phoenix.
>>6500099
>>6500104
>>6500115
>Not smoking weed everyday
Ayylmao
>>6500143
How can u get high without drugs kate senpaii?
>>6500124
Yeah, I've been talking with a lot of doctors of a variety of types lately, I'm an unusual case apparently (not because of the HRT, more what symptoms at what age), but hopefully we'll figure it out. Several hints of what might be going on, but some more consultation and some more testing still to be done.
>>6500139
Yeah then I'm not the type to be there since California as a state is more than dirt poor.
Also, I am a redneck in a past life per say.
Not exactly a redneck, but I have similar beliefs to some rednecks.
*I've been to portland and it smells weird*
just a personal opinion.
I like Georgia or Alabama better.
My type of people.
>>6500142
please stop apologizing to me.
>>6500151
YUP.
basically that entirely.
I am not a fan of that area.
>>6500145
Yea, luckily for me I don't go out often so the soul crushing dysphoria rarely does happen when I have plans
also you Americans and you freedoms, I can't play airsoft ;~;
>>6500150
no thanks
>>6500153
why, through our lord and saviour Jesus Christ of course :^)
I want someone to sit on my face ;~~;
>>6500158
Yeahhh, dysphoria while I'm out and about is the worst desu
I was once in the city with my mom about to get lunch and maybe see a movie and then I just had to sit down on a bench and stare at the sky for a while because I wanted to die on the inside
>also you Americans and you freedoms, I can't play airsoft ;~;
Where are you from that they ban toy guns?
>>6500163
Kate give me alcohol ;~;
>>6500166
You are too young for this child
>>6500116
being in both is like if a transgirl were to spend time in the cis-lesbian general. You're not mtf, so it really doesn't make sense for you to be here, and you're offending people by claiming to have suffered, when you're clearly in a pretty comfy life.
>>6500126
well, I was happy until I:
a) third-wheeled on my friend and his roommate, hearing and watching them flirt/kiss for hours
b) walked through a massive crowd of drunk wannabe rednecks tailgating a baseball game
c) walked past said roughly half a mile of rich-rednecks tailgating on their yahts in bikinis and swim shorts.
d) was constantly passive-aggressively attacked by my mom via text for going on a pseudo-vacation and then skipping her rafting trip because I don't feel like wearing a swimsuit. It's not like I can make judgement calls on my own or anything :^)
>>6500128
this is my point
someone is actually coming here with no dysphoria, claiming to be trans and making people feel like shit
>>6500132
if you can't communicate your thoughts the way you want to, you're not speaking your mind very effectively, which is exactly my point.
update:
i still hate myself
thank you
>>6500173
NO
alcohol bad
also aren't you like 12? :^)
>>6500175
>well, I was happy until I:
That sounds really rough Charlotte, I'm sorry to hear that
>>6500169
I will be your chair
>>6500168
Yeah it's the worst isn't it?
especially when people are like "what's wrong?" "are you ok?" and you're like "lol I'm just tired" but you're actually dying on the inside
>Where are you from that they ban toy guns?
Australia of course :^3
>>6500153
Starve yourself for a while or stay up for a few days and you'll start tripping hard when your brain releases DMT in response to thinking you're dying.
>>6500156
Worst parts of town, next time you come in visit the university and downtown area. Lots of pretty brick buildings, beautiful trees, friendly hippies, the good stuff.
>>6500158
>be like 16 in highschool
>friend has a foreign exchange student stay with him
>Australian kid never played with a toy gun before
>proceeds to wear out every single toy gun my friend has.
Fucking lol cant even have toy guns. I remember feeling so bad for him.
>>6500175
I know I am not.
Still attempting too though.
>>6500175
We've never not allowed non-mtf people here though, at least as far back as I remember. We've had cis guys, we've had cis girls, we've had ftms, we've had femboys; there's no reason to exclude anyone as long as they're being respectful (which this fellow is).
>>6500185
yeah
I remember my brother's wanting to try out airsoft but they found out that it was illegal here, guess they have to stick with nerf lol
Seriously, sit on my face ;--;
>>6500182
I try to be patient with people who don't really seem to get it
"You're becoming a girl, you're doing your transition, what do you have to be so upset about?"
"It's... complicated, I'm not sure how to explain it."
>Australia of course :^3
Move to a real country anon
>>6500185
idk if ill be able to visit there ever.
its scary.
well visiting things im afraid of now.
You freaking anime posters stop getting us to image limit so fast :(
>>6500175
I'm not cis. I'm trans-feminine. Which makes me trans. I have to transition. The general public probably wouldn't be able to tell me a part from any of you.
People asked me questions and I gave answers, I wasn't trying to make anyone feel like shit. And yes, I've been in the closet about my identity for a long time and experienced dysphoria and I'm transitioning in such a way that makes it a little bit easier.
>>6500201
We hit the bump limit a while ago
>>6500197
You are really sexual.
holy.
YOU ARE YOUNG PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS.
Or do this.
Just don't overdo it like I did.
Its bad and you will regret parts of it.
>>6500184
ALCOHOL BAD
>>6500179
yeah, it's kinda shitty, and I've been sleeping maybe 10 hours a day now instead of just 8
did I also mention that I'm stressed out about looking for an apartment that I have to find BY THE END OF THIS MONTH????
and I have to schedule classes
and I have to stay sane
and I have to work a 30 hour/week job with irregular work hours
and I have to avoid getting stagnant so I can actually work on my life
and I have to be around my parents constantly because they treat me like their doll
still
it's like I have to snap at my mom every month or so to make sure she doesn't tie me down again
>>6500191
femboys don't claim to be trans
it's more disrespectful to say you're trans and you've suffered when you're not trans and really haven't suffered at all.
>>6500202
iirc, trans is the abbreviated form of transgender.
>all these stoners smoking weed
I should drop 800ug of lsd and one up you guys
Good thing I am a good girl who doesn't do drugs anymore. It has been almost a month since I did any kind of drug.
That includes weed, lsd, caffeine and alcohol
>tfw sober as fuck
>>6500201
we might have got a bit further if I hadn't spammed pictures of flies mating
>>6500208
Transgender. I was assigned male at birth. I don't identify as a man. Making me not a cisman. How is this a difficult concept for you?
>>6500197
Chill tf out
>>6500198
yeah, I find it hard to explain to cis-friends desu but they seem understanding at least and try to reassure me
>move to a real country anon
b-bully ;~;
tho I might honestly leave this country in the future and move to a different place idk
>>6500211
transgender isn't an umbrella term for tumblrist shit last I checked
>>6500208
It's gonna be alright Charlotte. That's a lot to deal with, it must be an insane amount of pressure on you, but I know things will turn out okay for you.
>>6500213
Yeah, just appreciate they're trying and they want to help, that's what I try to take away from it
>b-bully ;~;
Crikey m8 aren't you cunts known for teh bantz?
>tho I might honestly leave this country in the future and move to a different place idk
Oh? Where would you wanna move to?
>>6500185
Oh I should ask you too, is there a clinic up there or do you self-med?
Hey thanks for the info though, you really know the area well. Most people I know here don't know shit but their side of town.
>>6500212
Whhyyyy
>>6500215
Well, you're not really in charge of anything, so I don't really feel the need to justify myself to you. Stop taking your own personal troubles out on me, alright? Focus on coping on what's really bothering you and just relax and try to have a good time. You don't have to accept me, I don't need you to. But I like it here.
>>6500218
It's nice that they talk but you just feel misunderstood unfortunately
>Oh? Where would you wanna move to?
I don't know honestly, the places I'd consider would defs be Western Europe/Scandinavia/USA/Canada
one of those places would be nice but I don't know if I wanna move
>>6500208
That's all rough. Sorry to hear things are like that for you right now. Hope things work out.
>>6500208
and transgender is a newer word for transsexual.
which is a newer word than transvestite.
Trans means you are transitioning into something you different.
Urk neverminddddd
>>6500216
If you were in california, the answer would still be no.
dont want anyones face near my butt that just makes me uncomfortable.
i would rather fuck someones throat rather than sit on their face y'know?
>>6500226
And you are welcome here.
Though why are you the European Genie?
(This is a joke of course because 'Eu' 'Genie'
>>6500229
Even if I'm misunderstood by cis people, I know there are people out there who do understand, so it's all okay
>I don't know honestly, the places I'd consider would defs be Western Europe/Scandinavia/USA/Canada
one of those places would be nice but I don't know if I wanna move
Well best of luck if you do end up moving! I hope you enjoy it whereever you do go!
>>6500223
*changes your diaper*
>>6500232
Lol :) because I have good genes and I've been known to grant wishes and have a solid love for Europe. Also my middle name at birth was Eugene. I thought Eugenie would be a cute nickname for me, french pronunciation.
>>6500234
C H A R A
>>6500237
yeah, fortunately I got all the time in the world to decide whether I wanna move, no need to rush
>>6500235
as someone who just dyed their arm bit hair purple, gained 300 pounds, feminist, finished up a masters in womyn and gender studies and is wearing 1960 grand mother glasses I must link you this.
http://gender.wikia.com/wiki/Gender_Wiki